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♡ Hi! I'm Kitten and this is my anonymous blog about my life ♡

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REALISTIC RYDEN TRUTH

Ryan Ross and Ryden had a conversation about ryden truth and what really happened. This is their theory.

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Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross Are Friends Once Again

Just months after Ryan Ross of The Young Veins called out his ex-bandmates in Panic! At The Disco, it seems that he and Brendon Urie are on amicable terms once again, as seen in the photo above. 

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I suck.

.February 15.

UPDATE ON XANDER: We don’t talk anymore. From what Lacey told me, he’s madly in love with me. I feel terrible because I shut him out. I want to talk to him but there’s no way anymore.

Onto life…

I had a crush on this girl, let’s call her Annie. She was amazing. Annie was very much like me! Liked the same bands, music, books, we were acquainted because of our mutual friend, Rosie. Another alias, yes. Well, I soon developed feelings for this girl, Annie, but she had been dating another girl named Keri. (alias!!1!2) Keri did NOT like me at all. Annie came to my house almost every day and that made Keri insanely jealous, which eventually led to their break up. Now, at this time, Cam and I became best friends and I lost a few of my feelings towards him, (Not all, I still kind of like him), but Lacey still dislikes me to a point where she also gets jealous when I hang out with Cam. But Cam basically helped me initiate my relationship with Annie. I waited about two weeks to ask out Annie. She said yes and I was ecstatic! She was the first girl I ever dated and I wouldn’t have wanted it any other way.

I loved Annie.

Unfortunately, the feeling wasn’t mutual which led to that relationship lasting about a week. She said she only liked me as a friend, which sucked because I really liked her. We stopped talking less and less and I hated that. I wanted to remain friends but I could feel that she didn’t want anything to do with me. On Valentines Day, I messaged her on kik and here’s the conversation: me: hey can we talk? annie: no we can’t bye me: why? ~about an hour later~ me: just hear me out okay? me: I have no idea what I did to make you stop talking to me but I said I’d wait for you and, even know we don’t talk as much as we used to, I’m still waiting for you. At least just tell me what I did wrong, please. I don’t want us to become distant or anything because we were like best friends. I don’t want to lose you, but it feels like I already did. I’m sorry for whatever I did and I just want you to be my friend at least. Please just don’t shut me out, Annie. Please. And that was it. Annie blocked me on snapchat, instagram, even my number. I only have Facebook and Twitter left if I want to contact her. But that will never happen. Annie is in the past and I never want her in my future. I built this house on memories, but I never promised her a place in my house of memories. Cam was the first person I told what had happened. I trust him and I tell him everything. If he wasn’t there, my friends would’ve told me to roast her and such. But not Cam. He told me to move on, that I shouldn’t be upset over one girl when there’s millions out there. The only thing Cam will never know is that he could be the one. But I don’t want to risk the friendship I’ve built with him. I built a house of memories, but unfortunately Annie has a place. Cam will too. Hopefully, I can forget her so she can lose her place in the house. Just like she did in my heart.

♡ KlutzKitten, signing off ♡

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Sorry!

.December 11. Woah. It’s been so long, but hello! Lots of things have happened so I guess I’ll start from the beginning.  After all that stress over Xander, basketball season started. I can proudly say we’re currently undefeated. During our first game, I met a girl. I couldn’t quite get to know her but she’s beautiful. She has short black hair, like a pixie cut. She’s from the opposite team which sucked since I’d never see her again. But in January, I’ll going to her school to play against her school again. ♡ KlutzKitten, signing off ♡

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Shocker!

.November 23.

Xander lied.

Apparently, after a couple days on being high on happiness, my best friend told me Xander no longer desired to be with me. I mean, I’m making this sound like a terrible high school break up but it’s not. I’m in middle school and I need to calm down. But yes, Xander lied. Xander likes another girl for reasons completely based on appearances. This girl, nicknamed Jenna, is about 5 feet tall, pale, kinda skinny, but looking past that, there’s not much to her. This sounds bad but she’s not exactly smart. She’s just another one of those girls that cares about gossip and all that crap than her actual education. It kind of makes me jealous to think Xander chose her over me because it makes me feel terrible. But if Xander wants her, I couldn’t care less. This post looks SO bad because in my last one, I posted about how much I “liked” Xander. Ha. Oh well. THINGS HAVE CHANGED FOR ME. AND THAT’S OKAY. ♡ KlutzKitten, signing off ♡

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Quick Apology + Story

.October 30.

Well…it’s been over a month that I haven’t posted and I think I should explain why. The main reason is I don’t have time. Trying to balance out my after school activities is hard when I have 2+ hours of homework and about 3 hours to do anything after school.

But onto the story because, after all, this blog is about my life and things that happen to me.

Cam and Lacey are still together. It’s causing me lots of heartache but I’ve met someone. A guy who’s really amazing, charming, and just simply marvelous! He’s from another school on my school’s campus and he’s in my same grade. I remember the first time I ever saw him, he was hanging out with my best friend Andrew at a track meet after school. Of course, I was looking like trash, sweaty, and tired from basketball practice about an hour prior. Now, this kid is like 5′6, taller than me but shorter than Cam. This kinda makes me weak because I have a thing for tall guys since I’m fairly (local) tall. But I didn’t have a crush on this guy until recently. To my surprise, as we were doing a relay race, he asked me if I was dating Cam. Again this kid only knows me and Andrew from our school. I have no idea how this guy knew Cam. I laugh and say “I wish” and quickly laugh again. He asks me if I like Cam, while it takes me a bit to say something, I say no. He then asks me if I’m dating anyone, which to me seemed like a personal question or that he likes me. Again, I say no.

He changed subjects and starts talking about sports. Honestly, I couldn’t care less. But he wasn’t just talking about sports like games, he was trying to show up Cam. He was saying things like “I’m too good to be on the school’s team” or “I could beat Cam”. Me, knowing all those cliché teen movies, I was thinking “oh this guy wants to impress me” (I’m calling the boy Xander)

♡ KlutzKitten, signing off ♡

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Weekends + Updates!

.September 20. (As I write this one post, it’s 10:18 PM and My Chemical Romance is playing in the background.)

What I had planned to write about was everything that happened in the course of five days, but nothing eventful has happened (stops breathing b/c hears a g note) besides school. School’s been quite stressful because of the people that go there. Many people that go to my school are really overdramatic. The only things they care about are their personal lives and drama going around them. Now, I’ve destroyed all those bad friendships and cherished all my older ones. My only good friend in my class is this girl, Lynn (yet ANOTHER alias). Lynn is very loyal to me, but can get annoying sometimes. The only thing I dislike about her is how she sometimes lies to me to make me happy. The rest of the girls except for maybe two, are VERY self-absorbed and dramatic. They think that everyone loves them (not really) and if anyone doesn’t like them, they automatically assume that person is talking bad about them and that’s where the rumors start. I have been one of those people they’ve chosen to talk about, and, really, I’ve ignored them pretty well. Moving away from all the dramatic and annoying vibes...the updates! I know I won’t update this blog everyday so I’ve decided to make a schedule for when I will be posting. The days that follow are days I will definitely update:                   -Monday -Wednesday -Sunday *Note: Just because I said I’d post doesn’t mean I’ll post on other days too* I’m typing up this little post late at night so I should close this off and go to sleep so I will... ♡ KlutzKitten, signing off ♡

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School Crushes

.September 15. So much has happened I can barely keep up. But here’s the story anyway. I’ve had a crush on this boy named Cam (obviously not his real name for anonymity reasons). But this boy, he was amazing. I loved everything about him, his smile, his personality, his hair, his voice, just everything. Back two years ago, I was being bullied by these 3 girls (whose names also won’t be revealed). The point is that he was a great friend to me then. After the bullying stopped, we became best friends. In April of that year, one of the girls who bullied me, Lacey (also not her real name), liked Cam. He really likes her but he knew it would affect our friendship since the girl has bullied me. Being the caring guy he genuinely is, he asked me for permission. This boy, around 5'7ft. tall, asked me if he could date this girl without hurting me. At that moment I was in a relationship but I knew this boy was special. I obviously let Cam date Lacey because I really wanted him happy. Two months after my relationship ended in October, I started to have feelings for Cam. Lacey and he had broken up in August so I didn’t have to worry about coming off as a ‘whore’ or a ‘ho’ liking Cam. Apparently lots of girls liked him, but I thought I had a chance, being the silly lovesick puppy I was. Unfortunately another girl liked Cam. I didn’t think she stood a chance so I told my friend Amethyst (another alias) to ask Cam if he would date me or the other girl. I found out he friend zoned me and he liked the other girl. I was crushed so I talked to him about dating the other girl. We weren’t friends as before so I didn’t know how. I finally had enough courage to text him but that was where everything ended. He told me that if I left him alone he would try to get me and my ex boyfriend back together. He had no idea I really liked him. So now, a year after that incident, we don’t talk or socialize unless we’re in gym class because he’s almost always on my team. He’s dating Lacey again and she’s turned into a fake friend of mine. But this chapter is about Cam, not Lacey. ♡ KlutzKitten, signing off ♡

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Hello World!

Hey there! I’ve decided to start this blog. But why? Here’s a little run down of me: I have all these feelings bubbling up inside me, but I just don’t have the courage to say them aloud. I know I can’t be the only one that feels this way. So that’s why I’ve decided to start this blog. I know people will understand the things I feel because I have a dream that everyone feels the same way but they’re simply just afraid to share their feelings. So to whomever is reading this (if anyone even is), feel free to join me in my journey through school and drama life throws at me! ♡   KlutzKitten, signing off   ♡