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That is always fucking true to me. It’s okay though, I’m numb to feelings

“Sometimes you just wake up and your brain is so heavy, you can’t help but notice that. This [the brain] feels black. My brain feels rotting. Nothing works. Like, I don’t get anything. My chest is heavy the whole day. I just feel this constant longing for something and I am not getting it. Suddenly nothing is easy. Everything seems terrifying and difficult and complex and messy and heavy. Like, nothing’s gonna be ok, ever again. And that this is the normal, this is where my head goes naturally. And everytime I say: "Hey! You’re feeling better, you are going to feel better again!” That’s a lie. And I’m lying to myself and this is just how I should naturally feel. And I should just stop treading water and let go and give up and just fall down to this dark pit where I am now.“

Dodie

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selfharmthoughtss

i just really need to get this off my mind: but i hate it so much when people say that killing yourself will only pass the pain onto someone else. It blames you for wanting to die while its just your depression which makes you want to die and its hard to stop those feelings. Also blaming people for the way they are feeling while they already feel bad about themselves is not really helping. And why is it so wrong to pass the pain onto someone else? is it better to let me suffer then? (and no its not like i want other people to be in pain but i dont deserve to be in more pain than them)