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TEXT: CALLUM
Callum: Hey, thanks. I might take you up on that.
Callum: I think just need to process what I just did.
Kai: Yeah, man. Totally. No rush. It's a big thing.
TEXT: CALLUM
Kai: I'm on the other side of the wall if you don't feel like being alone right now.
Kai: I hope you're alright.
Look what youāve done. Iām a motherfuckinā Starboy.
Kai threw his head back in time to the music, sweat pouring in rivets off his face as he animatedly pumped his fist in the air. From his place on the raised platform, he could see every sweaty body that had congregated in the club that night. Most people thought of clubs as being vaguely anonymous, a safe place to grind against a perfect stranger - Kai included - except when he was DJing. In the half-light of the club, he could see groups of girls clutching each otherās palms as they swayed to the music, hair fanning out around their bare, tanned shoulders. He could see a petite girls in tight dresses dancing close to their partners, bodies sliding together as a strong hand bracketed their waist. The sight of this caused Kai to bite down on his lip, feeling a significant amount of desire for both, or either party. Everyone was unanimously and extraordinarily beautiful to Kai tonight. But maybe thatās because they were dancing to his music, screaming along to his playlist at the top of their lungs amidst giggles, or toppling over in too-tall heels.
Laughing out with the crowd, Kai clumsily fumbled for his trusty headphones that hung around his neck, clamping it down over his ear so that he could line up the next song. Any track by The Weeknd was hardly guaranteed to amp up the crowd, but they were his favourite, and given the girlish shrieks a few teenage girls had made as the opening beat had come over the speakers, they had some fans in the crowd too. They had a slow, sexy sort of sound that girls always swayed their hips to, and allowed everyone a brief cooling off period before they were once again throwing themselves around, drunk off not only a cheap round of shots but the music.
Kai, himself, was stone cold sober. He was highly caffeinated, his nauseatingly coloured energy drink sitting just off to the side, away from his expensive laptop and even more expensive equipment. Shit he could most definitely not afford to replace if it was covered by a sticky red or blue substance, liable to be knocked over by the various people hanging around on the sidelines. Many of his friends tried to tip a drink or two down his throat before he went on stage, Annie included - he was sure she was somewhere here tonight - but Kai was more often than not forced to remind them of just how fucking precise and difficult DJing could be. The crowd, and the people who were paying him, could spot an amateur from a mile away. And Kai was no amateur.
Kai lifted his gaze in a heady, laboured movement, already sweat soaked and bogged down by the oppressive heat, as he felt a pair of eyes on him. And he almost felt compelled to look over his shoulder when he saw just who that pair of eyes belonged to. Because, surely, no one that beautiful could be looking at him. No one ever noticed the DJ for anything other than the songs they were playing, unless the allocated DJ that night tended to be a gorgeous girl in a skimpy top.
The man leaning against the far wall, from what Kai could make out, was blonde, and gorgeous. He actually couldnāt look at him for longer than a few seconds without feeling stupidly shy, and both sick and anxious. Beautiful boys tended to do that to him. He was just thankful that in the low lighting, said beautiful boy couldnāt see him blush or hear him stutter.Ā
Upon second glance, however, Kai became aware that the man seemed to be mouthing something. Kai, unsure if he was being spoken to, actually did glance over his shoulder this time, before realizing there was no-one behind him.
āMe?ā he mouthed, gesturing to himself.
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@kmskai: šššyou look hot
TEXT: CALLUM
Kai: Hiya. Is today your birthday? There was a balloon tied to your door when I walked past this morning. I hope it's not your roommate's birthday or anything otherwise I'm gonna feel pretty stupid.
Kai: If it is, happy birthday :))
Kai: xx
@princesstara: it took me a bit t'figure out that I'm asexual but thanks t'my amazin' family an' friends I feel confident about it now. m'really inspired by m'sister annie who is so very unapologetically who she is, an' who helped me come out t'my parents jus' like she did. ā¤ļø #NationalComingOutDay
@kmskai: @princesstara proud of u, t ā¤ļø unapologetically and adorably ace, the sickest thing u can be is yourself :)
Should I call the police? Which is a big thing for me. You know I hate the police.
N-no! Our relationship is v-very figurative, unfortunately.
Youāre just being spiteful. And secretive. Come on. Back to Cat. How old is she?
Y-yes. And y-yes. Alright, okay, sheās in h-her th-thirties.
Donāt be fucking rude!
You can be so f-fucking dramatic.
Makes it all the more believable for Donoghue. Kai! Iāll whine. I will. Kaaaiii.
N-never mind. No ch-chance of me falling b-back in love with you.
Would it really kill you to pretend to be in love with me? Kai, come on, man. I need to know these things!
Wh-what if old feelings accidentally resurface? Iām n-not sure I can t-take the pain, y-you know? And nuh-uh, itās a s-secret.
Hey! Iām just building up my confidence while everyone else is trying to tear it down. I donāt doubt that you have, Iām just wondering howĀ old, you dog.
Iām s-sorry. You know youāre my f-favourite. Just d-donāt expect me to do anything d-d-drastic to k-keep up this pretence with H-Hunter. And w-well, thatās for me to know a-and you to n-never find out.
Donoghue was being heteronormative and I felt the urge to embarrass her. I never said I was trying to be the bigger person. But donāt you dare, after all weāve been through, show me up in front of her. Sheād loveĀ that. Is Cat an older woman? Because thatās definitelyĀ the sort of vibe Iām getting. Are you trying to fulfill some sort of fantasy?
Y-youāre t-terrible. I th-think you need t-taking down a p-peg. Being shown up in front of H-Hunter Donoghue might j-just do that. And y-yes. What m-makes you think Iāve not s-slept with an older woman before?
I told her so. Donāt question it. Youāre out of myĀ league? Did I just hear that right? Donāt think Iāll let you away with that just because youāre mildly cute and have dimples. Cat doesnāt seem open to creativity. Is she really that gorgeous?
I d-definitely have some q-questions about that and Iām g-going to ask them. Wh-why, oh why did you t-tell her I was your b-boyfriend? B-because if you call me m-mildly cute again I will h-have to tell her you were ung-graciously d-dumped. And y-yes. Sheās b-beautiful and I think I l-love her.
The girl from work I keep banging on about? I bet you think youāre really sly, donāt you? I know youāre talking about Hunter though, but Iām not inviting herĀ to my party. Besides, she wouldnāt be surprised. She thinks Iām dating you. I think you should write your dissertation on Mozart being bisexual.
I d-do, actually. What l-led her to th-think that? Especially c-considering Iām e-extremely o-out of your league. I th-think so too, but I th-think Cat - my g-gorgeous tutor - wouldnāt g-go for it.
Yeah, but thereās piano and then thereās Liza Minelli. He knows the whole Kinky Boots soundtrack from beginning to end. Iām just saying everyone should have acted as surprised when IĀ came out. And that I should have gotten a party. Bisexual Mozart though. I can run with that.
We c-can have a p-party for you if you l-like. Annie and Alice l-love any excuse to have a p-party. You can invite M-Melody and that g-girl from work you k-keep banging on ab-about. Iāll f-fake surprise. F-fuck historians, M-Mozart is bi now.