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@kneesbruised
KNEES BRUISED . can i be yours ? just tell me i'm yours ― if i'm turning in your stomach . . . & i'm making you feel sick . AM I MAKING YOU FEEL SICK ?
DID I ANNOYINGLY MAKE A WHOLE NEW BLOG ( THE ANSWER IS YES ! ) :-))))
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DID I ANNOYINGLY MAKE A WHOLE NEW BLOG ( THE ANSWER IS YES ! ) :-))))
@tryshard
DID I ANNOYINGLY MAKE A WHOLE NEW BLOG ( THE ANSWER IS YES ! ) :-))))
@tryshard
◝ ' open to mascs / fems :
❝ you unfollowed me ? i thought we were still friends , at least . ❞
' why ? ' and the tone suggests no answer but the one she wants to hear will suffice . she lessens the distance between them . ' i'm not going anywhere , lav . not until you make up with something convincing enough . '
❝ i said i can't , that should be reason enough . ❞ however , even she doesn't fully believe herself , timbre faltering with every syllable . femme invading her personal space , of course , is not helping . ❝ don't make this harder on either of us , poppy . i just ― i need you to go , okay ? ❞
“ you say that every time , lav . . . and yet , here i am ⸻ so , what's your reason now ? feeling guilty , or some other bullshit ? ”
❝ maybe i do feel guilty ― so what ? that's not bullshit , it's a pretty valid reasoning actually . ❞
* for @kneesbruised ⸻ continued from here .
“ yes , because there's nothing else to say . ” homme's rebuttal catches her , demeanour flattens for a moment while she tries to collect an retaliation . an answer , really . they could go back and forth , bryce even could lie , say her actions were a direct undoing of fault ⸻ some kind of calculation where things didn't seem hard to grasp . but it seems irrelevant , her defences are running out ; along with excuses . clearing of her throat feels as if it rattles her ribcage , pursing lips follow as if to bring herself back down . appears differently now , gaze falls momentarily before a hand passes across face , wiped in disbelief . “ of course i fucking feel , leland . in fact , it's all i fucking do . i cared about you , and i still do , okay ? but we don't work . not when you're . . . off doing whatever and have hoards of girls following your every move , and i've got stuff i need to take care of . not to mention when you're incredibly stubborn . ” there's a slight pull of lips , doesn't resemble anything near jovial , instead the opposite , where bryce's shoulders shrug ; as if to admit some kind of defeat . “ can you at least pretend to not hate me for three seconds ? ” ⸻ “ please ? ”
❝ and what exactly have i been off doing , with hoards of girls ? i'd love to know what you think , considering i have no idea . ❞ before meeting her , naturally , he'd been stuck in a never ending cycle of random hook-ups . it was just easier that way , but nothing about what he shared with bryce was simple or easy . didn't think he'd want it , but he did . craved it , like some love sick puppy when she wasn't around . supposes he couldn't blame her for assuming he was still like that , but part of him had hoped she knew what she meant to him . ( undoubtedly , he was wrong to assume such a thing . ) purposeful , he keeps distance between them , his hands stuffed into the abyss of his sweats pockets . refuses to even keep up with any sort of elongated eye contact with femme , muscle within his chest already hammering at an ungodly speed . ❝ i don't hate you . . . but that's the problem , isn't it ? i still love you , still sit around like a fuckin' goddamn idiot , waiting for you to come back . to change your mind . you're the only one who thought we didn't work , & you decided that all on your own . ❞
nicholas galitzine in the idea of you ( part one of two packs ) . all of these gifs were made from scratch by me . please do not redistribute these gifs , or claim them as your own work . please do not edit these gifs or turn them into gif icons without asking me first . ( i will usually say yes , just ask ) the total gif count is : #300 gifs . tw : kissing , drinking , body image , eating . please like or reblog this post if you use these gifs / plan to use them . enjoy !
◝ ' open to mascs / fems :
❝ i already told you , we can't keep doing this . i can't keep seeing you . i ― i need you to leave , okay ? ❞
' i broke up with you because you were being an ass , not because i stopped caring . but by all means , go destroy your life , just tell the boys not to call me when you need digging out of your own shit again . '
❝ well , i'm still an asshole , and you still showed up , so . what does that say about you ? ❞
“ that's not fair and you know it . i'm allowed to care about you , that never stopped . but , the whole . . . woe is me attitude won't work . in fact , don't you think it's a little dramatic ? outdated ? ⸻ circumstances change , sure , but to act like this ? reminds me why i ended it in the first place . we're on two different playing fields here , leland , and you don't get to act as if i'm the evil one for making a mature , smart , decision . ”
❝ really ? that's what you want to talk about right now ? smart , mature , decisions ? ❞ femme may as well have smacked him across the face right there . but the singing heat of his cheeks & the pain in the corner of his mouth from forcing a humorless smile , deals the damage quite enough ― as though she had done it anyway . ❝ you broke my heart , and i'm immature for allowing myself to feel it ? what about you , hm ? made of fucking ice , standing over there . do you feel anything . . . anything at all ? 'cause you've sure as hell got me fooled , if you do . ❞
humorless laugh falls from pouty lips , a bittersweet taste over his remark , no matter how much she tried to get away from him , femme always came back . couldn't stop caring about him , couldn't stop loving him . “ i never said it would be my bed , i just said i would help you get to one , ” chuckles . “ i will , just to make sure you arrive safe and sound . you need help getting up ? my shoulders have always been strong enough to help carry you . ”
❝ that's all ? gonna make sure i'm all snug in bed , & then be on your way ? ❞ homme rises with ease , he hadn't been joking when he said he carried his drinks well . though he was on the cusp of not remembering anything the next morning , he did pretty well in pacing himself tonight . it's just enough buzz to give him more confidence ( not that he usually lacked in that area , but with her , he was always unsure ) . brazenly reaches for her no-longer outstretched palm , digits intertwining with her own . ❝ i'd sleep better if you spent the night with me , you know . since you wanna help me and all that . ❞
“ i'm trying to look out for you , you know ? just because we're not together anymore ⸻ it doesn't mean that i don't care , leland . why are you acting like that's such a bad thing ? ”
❝ 'cause you don't care in the way that i want you to . like , it's all wonderful & dandy that you give a shit ― but it means fuck all to me , given the circumstances . there's nothing you can do for me . in fact . . . you're the main cause of everything . of all of this . ❞
“ i know , your way of handling being one of the biggest reasons for our breakup . ” confessed , not that it was news to ex . femme giving an ultimatum between the relationship and his drinking , where she came out the loser . even following her promise and breaking up with him , parvati couldn't just leave him behind , move on and accept the choice . “ i'm not leaving you by yourself , come with me and i'll give you water and bed . ” extended her hand again , looking at him expectantly .
❝ you just always gotta save me , don't you ? guess nothing's changed , no matter how much time has passed . ❞ can't help the way unamused chuckle emits ― or perhaps he did find it funny , the way the pair would seemingly always find themselves within the throws of the same song & dance . ❝ you're offering me your bed for evening ? real generous , parv . i've got a nice tour bus to knock out on , though . you're more than welcome , you know it pretty well . it'll be nice & familiar . ❞
“ it's not because i broke up with you that i suddenly stopped caring . i care . . . a lot . ” ── “ can you please stop act like a bratty toddler and let me help you ? ”
❝ i don't need help ― ❞ leaves pause , ' from you ' hanging off the tip of his tongue . ❝ i'm just drunk . i need a water and my bed , that's it . i've always been able to handle my liquor , but you know that . don't you ? ❞
◝ ' open to fems :
❝ you kind of gave up the right to give a shit about me & my well being , when you broke up with me . ❞