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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

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* begsfor , written by ri . dash & discord friendly , 20+ to interact .
“you can’t be here.”
“ and you have no say in my life , but here we are . ”
Jacob Elordi as Felix Catton Saltburn (2023) dir. Emerald Fennell
closed for : @begsfor .
“ you cheated on me , it's not up to me to fix shit between us . ”
“ i never asked you to it . i know i made a mistake , but that doesn't give you the right to throw it in my face every time we have an argument . you said you'd try to forgive me , but we both know you're not . ”
CHALLENGERS (2024) dir. Luca Guadagnino
‘ you don't get to tell me you feel bad. ’
“ and you can't dictate my feelings . ” he snaps back , frustrated sigh leaving brims . “ you know i would never do anything to hurt you , i'm truly sorry . ”
‘ i never meant to hurt you. ’
“ the road to hell is paved with good intentions , right ? ” humorless laugh falls laced by the smoke of her menthol cigarette . “ it doesn't matter what you meant , it matters what you did . ”
Alice Pagani
huffs out a breath through nostrils that's the closest thing to a laugh , jaw flexing around it with biting tension . " great , then you have something to take away from this . you're welcome . " timbre is wrapped in sarcasm , anger licking up his spine as fingers flex in his lap . trying to keep from throwing her ass out himself . " i'm not an animal , faye . of course i put it in a fucking box . " – " but you have to wait to leave . can't risk anyone seeing you . "
eyes roll , but expression remains unbothered . when it came to zero , femme had no more tears to cry , there was no time to waste . she had to move on no matter how much she still cared for him . “ oh , thank you very much . i hope i have grown a better judgment after you . ” a sigh of relief at not having to be in the same space as her ex was interrupted by his remark . crossing arms in front of her chest and narrowing eyes to look at homme . “ so you're holding me captive ? you know , for someone who never wanted to see me again , you actually like to find reasons to stay close to me . ”
exclusive , he says . " yeah , thank fuck for that . " bites out , lids narrowed into fine slits . malice marinates beneath thick skin .. ready to pounce for his juggular any second . " i'm not throwing a fucking tantrum . do you see your shit on fire , your tires slashed ? didn't think so . just thinks it's pathetic that you don't know how to keep it in your pants for one night . "
homme knew he was playing with fire , always close to getting burned when it came to natalya , but that was what kept him interested . “ set my shit on fire and slash my tires is something a girlfriend would do , which we have already made clear is not your case , ” countered , sending a wink her way , sly smile playing on the corner of his lips . “ so that's your issue ? that wasn't you warming my bed last night ? it's not my fault you didn't make time for me , i just found someone who did . ”
self-sabotage was his specialty , a well practiced routine used to drive away every single person in his life . but when his antics don't do their job with the femme in front of him , he panics — gaze flickering down to where her digits overlap his . " you shouldn't . " shakes his head , although he can't bring himself to yank his hand away from his the way the voice in the back of his head is demanding him to . instead he'll drag his gaze back up to hers , ironically attempting to reason with her in his drunken state . " what do you gain from this ? us ? be honest with yourself . "
femme laughs at his question , thumb brushing against his skin, eyes kept locked on his . “ what do i gain ? i'm not worried about that . what do you gain from this ? we're just looking for a distraction , right ? ” raises eyebrows to ask . in a way , freya could see herself in matteo , just two empty people looking for something , for anything to make them feel alive even for a moment . “ if you don't want this , i understand . i just think it might be nice to have someone around to distract you from how fucked up real life can be sometimes . ”
visibly softens the moment a tear slips from her eyes . hates to see her cry . never his cup of tea . he was an asshole , but his soft spot was one - hundred percent for her . cups her face , tattooed thumbs wiping her tears . “ i'm positive , moira . i am . if you don't want me to talk to her , i won't . i mean it when i say that sometimes it's really as simple as telling me . sometimes i need you to tell me , 'cause basic clues don't register . ––- i really care about you . i do . i'm sorry i don't show it . ”
hating feeling vulnerable in front of others , especially after an argument , tears made her feel weak , pushing them away from her face . but his fingers touch her face , and moira feels at peace again , closing her eyes as feels his digits wiping away tears that insist on falling down her cheek . “ i don't want to have to tell you , i don't like being the jealous and insecure girlfriend . that's not me , ” sighs , frustrated . arms wrapping around his waist and leaning her head against his chest .
she wasn't going to ignore what he just said to her . even if he tried to brush it off , she wasn't going to ignore it . didn't want to . especially because she didn't expect for him to say that he loved her . that was changing everything . her mind was fucking spinning . reeling . “ it does matter ! a simple yes or no would suffice . you don't have anything to be afraid of at this point .. ––– please . ”
large steps leave him just a few inches away from the femme , eyes locked on hers . “ i'm not scared , whatever you heard doesn't mean anything . not when you're ready to walk away so easily . so if you want to go , fucking go . ” homme wanted her to go , needed her to go because it was never real for rhys as it is with lenny . so she needed to go , own feelings made him scared of he might do if she don't .
brows furrowed for a moment as he looked at her before a soft sigh passed his lips . “ i’m sorry it took me so long to realize but , come on talia tell me it’s not too late . ”
“ ii'm sorry , but you missed your shot , ” tries to ignore how shaken her voice sounds , forcing tears to stay in . “ i can't do this , i can't keep hurting because of you , and when i'm finally ready to move on you show up again . ”
❝ you don't need me to tell you that . ❞ besides , it's fairly obvious in the way the brunette has him stumbling over his words . ❝ i mean , there's gotta be a reason they think we look good together . they've been gushing about it for the past five minutes . ❞
“ i don't , but it doesn't mean i wouldn't appreciate it , ” says , throwing her dark locks back . turning to face homme , arms wrap around his neck as femme gets closer so that her lips is just a few inches away from his . “ try not to fall in love , ” teases , before looking at the camera again .