Wolf Dude

This too shall pass...eventually

[knightlylycanthrope]

man im just tired.

[knightlylycanthrope]

"innteresting" to me 'not having much to say' when its like. dude i say anything and you guys like.. dog on me for it so im not gonna tell you guys it????? what the fuck dude. like shut the fuck up man

[knightlylycanthrope]

Yeah guys!!! lets all talk about this super fun mall trip this ONE GUY couldnt go on!!!!! this will be so fun!!! to bond!!! yes lets do this!!! cmon guys lets talk about this right after calling the man weird for not liking this other dude whos been rude to him!!! lets go gang!!!

[knightlylycanthrope]

Theyre still on it.

[knightlylycanthrope]

dude this one friend keeps lecturing me and im like(not alloud because that'd be rude) DUDE pleaseee stfu. like kindly please. like this is worse than being lectured at by my mom.

[knightlylycanthrope]

Dude never be emotionally vulnerable about any of your annoyances. god i mean first i was (A LITTLE) vulnerable when talking about my interests and ALL my friends started dogging on it. Then (mind you ive been pretty cordial to him but nooooo its fuck KL day and theyre all dogging on me for that. I try to make a joke and THEY STILL dog on me after the joke is done. what the fuuuuuuckkkk

[knightlylycanthrope]

shit like all of my friends are all being emotionally vulnerable with eachother and I like would like to join along but like ugh the little beast I keep caged in my head is like "BARK BARK THEYRE GONNA GET YOU BARK BARK"

[knightlylycanthrope]

Bro why is being vulnerable so cringe???? #what the fuck #fml # geibgoauofahfoafohs

[knightlylycanthrope]

On that note, dude everything is just so sucky nowadays! I mean my friends are havin another drama, my house is just fucking horrible, n the want for some sort of physical conflict is at war with my want for self preservation.

ALSO dude I can’t tell if I want to get better. To show that I can’t OR if I want to get so much worse so that everyone feels regret and shit.

# AUGH.

[knightlylycanthrope]

Looking back this shit feels so cringe man.

#myexposedunderbelly

[knightlylycanthrope]

Lowkey gang, I’ve found that just like never being vulnerable means you can’t be injured. But even better if you’re “vulnerable” bout shit that doesn’t even affect you you can still make friends and shit while being safe

[knightlylycanthrope]

This is nothing punching a hole in the wall and a drink can’t fix

[knightlylycanthrope]

Less angsty post here(like not at all) but I’ve been doing pretty good recently. Currently at a lax game(my friend does it) and this shit is fun bro!

I don’t know if this counts as live-blogging or stuff but I’m having a grand ol’ time.

[knightlylycanthrope]

Wow I #feel so cringe this is why you don’t vent. Ever. Never ever

[knightlylycanthrope]

I know my friends would be so dissapointed rn but i wish i had a drink rn. Yes i know its horrible for the liver and shit but life has been shitty lately.

[knightlylycanthrope]

More on the last post, how do I know I’ve even changed. What if I’m still the same level of douchery. And yeah I’ve heard all the “by having the want to change you already have!!” Shit. But it doesn’t help in the slightest man.

[knightlylycanthrope]

What do you do with the knowledge that you’re a bad person? Like I know that I was /worse/ in the past but that’s still me. And I still suck. Now what?

Like I know I hold onto grudges too long and I’ve just been annoyed with this guy for no reason and it shows man. But I really don’t know what to do. Plus im such an asshat to my “friends”

Like unknown levels of douchery. Fucking untold of levels of being shitty.

Man I need a drink