Back at this once again

ED TW. 24 y/o. Not pro. Personal journey of this 3d rollercoaster H:160 cm / 5'3 Lw: 49kg / 109 lbs Sw: 65kg / 144 lbs Cw: 61kg / 135 lbs (July 2025) gw1: 58 kg / 128 lbs - gw2: 55kg / 121lbs - gw3: 52kg / 115 lbs - UGW: ?? / ??

[knives-and-worries]

The state of the world enrages and exhausts me.

[d0llb0nezbaby]

current fav inspos rn!

[eat-your-h3art-out]

Some emoish spo

[koalafeelings2]

Having "Back at this once again" or whatever it is as my profile title is so on brand bc guess what: Hello, skinny bitches, I wanna lose weight again and I can never be normal about it.

As always, im aiming to make it as much healthy/ as less sick as I possible can. Like, so super high restrictions, and protein dense, etc.

We know at time that will only end up in sicker ways, because I guess that's how this works, but I really would like to for once mantain healthy habits

[koalafeelings2]

I rescued a Rottie from an a**hole who left her to die in his front yard, bitten half her face off by his older, bigger dog, and getting eaten by flies and worms

Now she is doing so much better and triggered me a couple things.

First, an awful pride of rescuing her and putting so much effort in curing her and looking out for her.

Then, my military-like prone attitude to train dogs, probably pride driven too.

And third, a weird ass trigger for my 3d: being a (skinnier) bad bitch with a scarred bad ass rescued Rottie.

Btw, I have always been against and hateful of leople with breed dogs, and it's terribly ironic I ended up with one in this way. At least she is alive and in a much better place, hope I can give her everything she needs the next 10-15 years of her life

[jellyfish-greentea]

[katkats-world]

˖ ࣪⭑ ˖ ࣪⭑made by me:) ˖ ࣪⭑ ˖ ࣪⭑

[koalafeelings2]

I can't believe in getting into the 12 years mark of this, on and off. I always think I'm over it but then I see something in myself than makes me go "hmm... Just a bit won't hurt right? I can't fall again, I learned my lesson"

But here I am, making another acc at my 24 y/o cus my last one got terminated for some reason

[koalafeelings2]

Soon we will be in 2026 and I'm once again here, fucking Christ

[dark-moon-mythology]

[fallenangel-ll]

Outfits th1nspø

[dark-moon-mythology]

[dark-moon-mythology]

[koalafeelings2]

Ahhhh anyway, back at this once again

(how many times have I said that?)

[koalafeelings2]

Please someone help me?

I'm so depressed lately. With all the home office I barely see the sun, and it's harder to make myself go outside each time.

I have to go to pole class (my training of the week), I already skipped the last 2, and I feel like skipping this one two.

I can't gather the strength to go, even if I know I will enjoy it when I get there, even if u didn't move all week and I feel guilty, even if payed the whole month already and only went once

[koalafeelings2]

Meh, I ended up forcing myself to go but it was worth nothing, I bet I didn't even burn any calories.

Now I'm at my boyfriend's and I calculated my intake today to be able to consume a normally small amount of food in front of his family

[koalafeelings2]

I was about to eat a piece of meat they offered to snack on something, and when they opened it, it had mold??? Idk, but that gave me the pass to say no thank you

[koalafeelings2]

Please someone help me?

I'm so depressed lately. With all the home office I barely see the sun, and it's harder to make myself go outside each time.

I have to go to pole class (my training of the week), I already skipped the last 2, and I feel like skipping this one two.

I can't gather the strength to go, even if I know I will enjoy it when I get there, even if u didn't move all week and I feel guilty, even if payed the whole month already and only went once

[koalafeelings2]

Meh, I ended up forcing myself to go but it was worth nothing, I bet I didn't even burn any calories.

Now I'm at my boyfriend's and I calculated my intake today to be able to consume a normally small amount of food in front of his family

[koalafeelings2]

Please someone help me?

I'm so depressed lately. With all the home office I barely see the sun, and it's harder to make myself go outside each time.

I have to go to pole class (my training of the week), I already skipped the last 2, and I feel like skipping this one two.

I can't gather the strength to go, even if I know I will enjoy it when I get there, even if u didn't move all week and I feel guilty, even if payed the whole month already and only went once

[edendisordr]

i’d do anything to look like them

[l0singmy3anity]

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