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⊠After 500 years, you're still his Valentine. Would you accept?
GUYS I CANNOT GET THIS MAN OUT OF MY HEAD
Maybe drawing him helps :<
higuchi by @/k0kryn on vgen! ouhhh he looks so good!
hiiiiii guys here's a higuchi comm i got from @/itsSaiki on vgen!!!
inspired by this
i loved the idea with the scythe so i wanted to put my own spin on it. the irony is too good!!
I got bored and drew this âïž
higuchi death note appreciation post where i dump all my favorite higuchi things (mostly manga, some anime mentions). it's gonna be long, self indulgent and probably not that interesting.
here's all the moments where he's being rude to his coworkers. mainly takahashi and shimura. (also talking shit about his coworkers to misa)
i like this convo with rem, where he gives his motive rant. shame it was cut from the anime, but i get why they did it. also mostly unrelated but i think it's funny that out of all the people who act as kira light would be the only anti-kira one if he wasn't kira. like, if they never had anything to do with the notebook, but kira still existed: misa, higuchi, mikami and takada would still be pro-kira, but light definitely wouldn't if it wasn't him doing the killing :P
oh i love this panel. he's so silly
also: higuchi being so obviously kira at the meetings. bro do you think you're good at hiding it??? you're shit
special mention for L calling higuchi an idiot. light, you're too nice.
oh they read him. it's actually so embarrassing.
oh brother, this guy STINKS. everyone hating on him, so real. and he believes rem, misa and mido are on his side but they're actually not.
he's the biggest murder fan. his only rival for that title in death note is light (and maybe mikami? but mikami mostly kills criminals while light and higuchi target their opps)
i like the whole misa interview. there are no thoughts in higuchi's head. he seems really bored. isn't it in his interest to find out more about L? does he actually not gaf cause he wants to talk to misa in private anyway? or he's pretending to be disinterested to avoid looking sus? is he just stupid?
also something i thought about: higuchi going to the bathroom at the same time as misa and it not being relevant at all. in universe it's a coincidence (i mean misa decides after him so that's not the coincidence, but HIM going in the first place is random) but it's VERY convenient for rem. since she HAS to follow him the conditions for her to actually be able to talk to misa have to be very specific.
if misa was the only one to leave to the bathroom higuchi would notice rem going after her, since she's always near him. so higuchi goes first. i imagine rem waits outside (that's actually funny... think of the hijinks of girl shinigami & guy combo. ever though why light-ryuk and misa-rem are boy-boy and girl-girl? yeah i don't know what point i'm trying to make) or she could even stay in the meeting room and that's fine. so when he gets back she's either already there or she comes back after him but before misa (the second option seems more realistic since rem and misa have a whole ass conversation there, but it's more suspicious). did i think too much about this? probably.
btw i love how he looks in those panels. he looks so ugly lol. ugly-cute. somehow endearing.
the whole date with misa is amazing. misa is making it so awkward and it's awesome. like, from his perspective she wanted to go out with him but then she keeps calling him a creep. he's trying to play it off, but damn. misa you'll always be famous to me.
i actually prefer this scene in the anime, cause it feels longer. also love higuchi looking nervous after coming out as kira. they made him look more rapey in the anime, lunging at misa, but i like how they both look in this shot so it's forgiven i guess.
also i wonder if they actually went for dinner or were they too excited about kira stuff. misa would probably want to leave after getting the evidence, but isn't it weird? ohba i need answers.
this exchange is funny to me. wedy being annoyed that higuchi owns so many cars and L knowing the exact number. yeah i like that higuchi is a car guy.
bonus trivia: his car is a Porsche 911 and the gun is a Smith & Wesson .357 Magnum revolver. i think they have different models and i don't know which one exactly he has (my knowledge about guns is zero and they all look the same to me).
him being lefthanded is a cute little detail. like, i don't know why would you give a side villain a trait like that? well, i guess i could say the same about all the little trivia we get in the guidebook about the side characters or even the yotsuba character profiles in the main manga where they say what school they went to or their hobbies. it makes the characters feel more human/complex, i like it.
anyway, the only inconsistency with higuchi being lefthanded is him using the phone. it's usually in his right hand (i wouldn't hold the phone with my non dominant hand). my answer is artistic liberty. and i think it's basically confirmed since a lot of righthanded characters (namikawa, light i think?) for some reason hold the phone with their left? or maybe i'm the weird one and it's normal to hold the phone with your non dominant hand.
not related to him being lefthanded, but when he shoots soichiro he's holding the gun sideways. it's called the side grip and wikipedia states that: "Shooting a gun in this way has no practical benefit under most circumstances and makes proper aiming very difficult, but the style has become somewhat popular in hip hop culture and among street criminals [...]". it's meant to make him look cool and like a gangster. is he doing it on purpose? maybe he saw it in a movie (cute...)
higuchi yelling at the guy from yoshida pro. i love the voice acting here in the anime. i really like both his japanese and english voice... death note dub is good but i deffo prefer watching og ver.
classic kira stuff: predicted killings to prove you're kira. pages above show misa, higuchi and light doing it. i know it's a pretty obvious thing to do but i think it's fun.
the whole plot to catch higuchi is great. ofc it's my favorite part. i love him panicking and just making his situation worse. i kinda feel bad for him cause he's getting played badly.
there's so many things here that i like. higuchi being pragmatic enough to write matsui's name after his fakeout death. him realizing he can't ask his coworkers for help without revealing he's kira. him weaseling out of getting surrounded by 4 people and shooting soichiro. THE CAR CHASE. the car crash (lol). btw he looks relatively unharmed after crashing his car like that.
also i love the way he drifts his car in the anime. it looks way too cool. making a lame guy do something cool is fun.
his last ditch effort hostage/attempted suicide plan. i get secondhand embarrassment everytime. i love how he realizes it's ridiculous and gets so resigned and tries to pull the trigger (sad those panels were cut from the anime. actually a lot of characters' internal thoughts were cut and i wish that wasn't the case)
actually it's kinda sad that the only thing that matters to him is his job. guy doesn't have a life outside it lol. like, he's more afraid of losing his position at yotsuba than idk... getting executed for being a mass murderer?
special mention for light writing down higuchi's name with blood. it's more of a cool light thing, but i'm including it in my higuchi post (if i were to make a light one it would be the whole manga). i love love this scene. helicopter light is awesome.
i like matsu mimicking higuchi here. even using the left hand.
Lately I got back into death note.
How havenât I noticed higuchi before. I mean sure he receives a lot of hate and there are practically no videos on TikTok about him but seriously that man needs more attention :<
Anyways I drew him :p
đ I love him so much đ
~ Also since I was in the flow I drew Misa ~
Trying to imagine what Jiro Higuchi looks like compare to his son?
the timing of this ask was perfect, cause i just finished reading an amazing fanfic, where higuchi's family was discussed. here
i didn't have any headcanons beforehand but i liked the portrayal of his family in this fic so i drew something inspired by it. i probably skimmed through some parts tho cause i'm not sure if their appearence was described.
i really liked the idea of giving him a sister. i think it was mentioned that she resembles their father so i went with that. so i guess kyosuke takes after his mom's side of family? hm i like it. when the daughter is more like dad and son like mom.
itâs so funny to me every time i see someone posting about how surprised they are that some people genuinely like higuchi. my friend weâve always been here
Reading the manga itself for the first time, and thereâs so much to this yotsuba page⊠Namikawa went to Harvard?? Hatori is the illegitimate son of Yostubaâs president?????
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pairing - nam gyu x reader summary - You were sweet. Too sweet for Nam Gyu. He knew it the moment he met youâinnocent, wide-eyed, everything he didnât deserve. But he wanted you anyway. Wanted you at his side, even when it meant pulling you into the dark. Through drug deals, bloodstained shirts, sex tapes, and strip club sins, you stayed. Now youâre his. And heâll destroy anyone who dares touch you. warnings - au!nam gyu, afab!reader, degradation, public humiliation, threesome, nam gyu being nam gyu explicit sexual content, 18+ minors dni!! 10k words a/n - I love nam gyu so much wtf. hehe enjoy!!
You didnât want to go to the party that night.
Your friend begged you into it, promising it would be âchillââjust a few people, a little music, drinks if you wanted them. But the second you stepped inside the dim apartment, pulsing with low bass and laughter too loud for a Tuesday night, you regretted it.
You stuck close to the wall, clutching your phone like it might save you. You didnât know anyone here. You were too dressed up. Or not dressed up enough. You couldnât tell. You just wanted to leave.
Thatâs when he saw you.
Nam Gyu leaned against the kitchen counter, black hoodie unzipped, silver rings glinting on his fingers as he nursed a drink he hadnât even touched. He was bored. He came to these parties out of habit more than interest. But then you walked inâwide eyed, shy, prettyâand it was like a switch flipped in him.
You looked lost. Soft. Out of place.
He made his way toward you slowly, like a hunter not wanting to startle prey.
âYou good?â he asked, voice low, eyes scanning your face like he already knew the answer.
You nodded quickly. âYeah. Just waiting for my friend.â
âYou donât know anyone here, do you?â
â...No.â
He tilted his head. Smirked. âThen stick with me.â
You hesitated. He stepped closer. âIâll keep you safe.â
That night, Nam Gyu never left your side. He never let anyone else get too close. He made sure your drink stayed full, that you hand stayed warm in his. And when you yawned around midnight and said you were tired, he walked you out himself, gave you his number, and kissed the back of your hand like a gentleman who had no business being that charming.
Now
Youâre in his passenger seat now, thighs sticky against the leather, soft dress riding high on your legs. Thereâs lip gloss smeared at the corner of your mouth, and you donât even notice. He does.
He notices everything.
âYou always wear this when you want something, donât you?â Nam Gyu hums, fingers brushing over your bare thigh. âMy sweet little angel.â
You nod before you think to answer, and he smiles like a wolf.
Youâve been his for months nowâlong enough that people whisper when they see you with him, long enough that your friends donât ask where you disappear to for days at a time. They donât want to know.
You go where he goes. To his place. His car. His errands. Even the ones that end in dark alleyways and heavy duffel bags. He never lets you out of his sight. And when heâs not there, you feel hollow.
But he always comes back. He always takes care of you.
Youâre his good girl.
âYou sure about this, baby?â Nam Gyu asks as he shuts the car door behind you. His voice is low, even, but his eyes flick toward youâsharp and calculating under the streetlight.
You nod, nervous but stubborn. âI just want to be with you.â
He chuckles, brushing his thumb over your lips. âEven when itâs ugly?â He glances down the alleyway where two men are waiting. âEven when Iâm not your sweet Nam Gyu, just the monster who makes people disappear?â
You swallow and nod again.
His smile is slow and dangerous. âAlright. But hereâs the rule, angel.â
His hand curls around your jaw, not tightâjust enough to make you listen. âYou keep that pretty mouth shut. You donât say a word. You donât look at them. You stay by the car. And if youâre goodâreal goodâIâll give you a reward.â
You press your thighs together. âIâll ruin you so bad youâll forget your own name,â he murmurs, lips brushing the shell of your ear. âThat sound nice?â
You manage a soft little, âyes sir,â and he hums like heâs satisfied.
You stay where he told youâseat pushed back just enough to give you some cover, head turned to the side as Nam Gyu steps out of the car. His demeanor changes instantly: relaxed but unreadable, hands shoved into his coat pockets as he strolls up to the two men waiting beside a warehouse.
They talk quietly. No smiles, no greetings. One guy lifts a briefcase. Nam Gyu checks it, gives a short nod, then motions to his own jacketâpassing off something that glints under the dim light.
Itâs fast. Efficient. Clinical.
You know this world doesnât scare him. But the thought of something going wrong, of him not walking back to the carâit twists your stomach into knots. You have to force your hands to stay in your lap.
But then heâs striding back toward you, unbothered, cracking his neck like it was just another Thursday night. He slides into the driverâs seat and glances at you sideways.
âYou alright, baby?â
You nod quickly, but your heart is racing. He reaches out and runs a hand through your hair. âYou did good. Real good.â
And the way he says it? It lights a fire in your gut.
Itâs not even ten minutes later when youâre bent over the hood of the car in some secluded backlot, the city lights just faint in the distance. Your dress is hiked up, your face flushed, and Nam Gyu is right behind you, fucking into you slow and deep.
âYou didnât make a sound,â he groans, brushing your hair from your sweaty cheek. âDidnât move. Youâre my perfect girl, you know that.â
Your moan is all breath and need, hands sliding across the carâs cool metal for something to hold on to.
He grins, pulling out his phone. âSmile for me, baby.â
The camera clicks on. His voice dips into a murmur. âLook at this. My angelâmakeup smudged, drool on her chin, taking my cock like itâs the only thing sheâs ever wanted. Youâre so fuckinâ pretty like this.â
You gasp when he reaches forward, thumbing over your swollen lips.
âThis videoâs just for me,â he whispers. âSo I donât forget how you look when youâre ruined.â
His free hand slips between your legs, and youâre goneâcrying out his name, shaking as the pleasure rolls through you. And afterward, when he lifts you up and sets you in his lap in the back seat, he kisses you soft and sweet. Wipes the tears from your cheeks. Tucks your hair behind your ears.Â
The phone buzzes.Â
âSaved,â he says with a smirk. âThink Iâll watch that next time youâre not around to fuck me stupid.â
You only stepped away for a second.
Nam Gyu had gone to take a callâsomething business related, something he didnât want you hearing. You understood. You always did. So you waited near the back hallways of the bar, tucked between the restroom signs and a neon beer logo humming overhead.
Thatâs where Jihoon found you.
âYou look bored,â he said smoothly, stepping in too close, his cologne sharp and cloying.
You straightened up, uneasy. âIâm fine.â
âSure you are.â His smirk deepend. âDidnât expect Nam Gyuâs girl to be soâŠobedient.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
Jihoon looked you over, dark eyes gleaming with knowledge that made your stomach twist. He had joked earlier, âyou always keep her so quiet, hyung,. Must be doing something right,â but now, now he wasnât joking.
You stepped back. âExcuse me, I need toââ
âI get why you donât talk much. Iâd keep my mouth full too if he fucked me like that,â Jihoon drawled. âTook me a while to figure out it was you in that video, but once I didâŠGoddamn.â
Your blood ran cold.
You didnât speak. You couldnât. Your mind spun with horror. The videoâthat videoâNam Gyu said no one else would ever see it. You were on your knees in it, ruined and messy and sobbing through moans, begging for him while he praised you like you were made of gold.
Jihoon winked.
You pushed past him, heart racing, almost falling over your own feet as you found Nam Gyu leaning against the bar, scrolling through his phone. He glanced up, ready to tease you for looking so rattledâbut his expression shifted the second he saw your face.
You didnât have to say anything. Just whispered, âhe saw it,â and Nam Gyu turned to stone.
Which one? He didnât ask. What did he say? He didnât need to.
Jihoon was still by the hallways, sipping his drink like he owned the place. Nam Gyu moved so fast you almost didnât catch it.
The glass in Jihoonâs hand shattered firstâNam Gyuâs fist collided with his face, then again, then again. It wasnât a fight. It was a punishment. It was a goddamn reckoning.
Shouts erupted. People scrambled.
Nam Gyu had Jihoon on the floor, blood splattered across his knuckles, his voice venomous as he snarled, âYou watched something that didnât belong to you.â
Jihoon coughed, wheezing.Â
âYou looked at her,â Nam Gyu seethed. âTalked to her. Thought I wouldnât find out?â
You reached him only after two other men pulled him off. His chest heaved. Blood dripped from his hand, and his eyesâhis eyes looked like theyâd kill again if you gave him the word.
And then his gaze fell on you.
You. Shaking, scared. Clutching your arms like they could keep you from falling apart.
He crossed to you in two strides, cupped your cheeks with his bloodied hands like he was afraid youâd disappear.
âIâm sorry,â he whispered. âIâm so fucking sorry.â
You shook your head, tears slipping down your cheeks. âI didnât send it. I swearââ
âI know, baby. I know.â
He hissed your forehead. Then your lips. Then your jaw, breath stuttering with how close heâd come to losing his mind. âYouâre mine,â he said. âThey don't get to see whatâs mine.â
You donât speak on the ride home.
Nam Gyuâs knuckles are still red. The inside of his palm split open in one place, blood smeared across his fingers. You keep your hands in your lap, your head resting against the window, eyes unfocused. But you feel him glance at you every few secondsâchecking. Watching. Like he doesnât quite trust the silence.
The moment the door shuts behind you, his hand catches your wrist. âWait.â
You pause, turning toward him.
âThereâs blood,â he says, thumb brushing along your jaw. âFrom me. On your face.â
You blink, and he curses under his breath, not at youânever at youâbut at himself.Â
âGo shower, baby. Please. Iâll get your clothes, alright?â
You nod, and the moment stretches. He leans in and presses a kiss to your cheek, just beside the smear. Then another, at the corner of your mouth. His voice is hoarse when he murmurs, âDonât lock the door.â
The water is hot. You sit on the tile floor with steam curling around you like a cocoon. You scrub at the dried blood, the sweat, the fear. You breathe. And when you step out wrapped in a towel, Nam Gyu is already thereâwaiting on the edge of the bed with clean clothes folded beside him and a bottle of water in his hands.
He helps you dress like youâre fragile porcelain. Pulls the shirt over your head. Brushes your damp hair back with careful fingers. Covers your thighs with one of his hoodies when you climb into his lap.
âYou were so good today,â he whispers against your shoulder. âSo brave.â
Your arms wrap around his neck, and he pulls you in tighter, like heâs trying to tuck you inside him.
âIâll never let anyone near you again. I swear.â
You bury your face in his chest and nod, your voice muffled. âI know.â
He presses kiss after kiss to your skinâyour neck, your cheek, your templeâuntil your breathing evens out and your body starts to relax.
âNext time, Iâll kill the fucker.â he says quietly, more to himself than you.
Youâre curled up against him on the couch, one of his hoodies swallowing you whole, your legs across his lap. The movie you picked is playing, but neither of you have paid attention in twenty minutes.
Nam Gyuâs hand drifts up your thigh, slow and casual. His phone buzzes onceâthen againâand he sighs, unlocking it lazily.
âStill talking about that video,â he mutters under his breath, tilting the screen away from you. âMotherfuckerâs lucky I didnât break his jaw.â
You glance up at him. âYou didnât delete it?â
He looks at you for a beat. Then smirks, âWhy would I delete this?â
He turns the screen to face you.Â
Itâs you, on your knees. Barely dressed, lips wrapped around his cock, tears in your lashes, drool slicking your chin while he praises you between low moans. You let out the tiniest soundâsomething between embarrassment and heatâand your thighs press together without thinking.
âLook at you,â Nam Gyu says softly, his tone dark and full of pride. âNo wonder he wanted to watch this. Youâre fucking hot, baby girl. Look at you.â He swipes forward. âThis oneâfuck, this angle. Your eyes? The way you choke around me? How could I not keep this?â
You squirm in place, hands twisting in the fabric of his hoodie. âGyuâŠâ you whisper, breath catching in your throat.
âWhat?â he asks, sliding a hand beneath the hoodie and up your bare stomach. âYou embarrassed? You looked so fucking pretty with my cock in your mouth, baby. Thatâs not embarrassing, thatâs my good girl.â
You let out a desperate whimper and rock your hips forward, needy and flushed and trembling.
âNeed something?â he asks, still watching the video like itâs art. âYou were begging in this one, too. Just like youâre doing now.â
âGyu,â you whine. âPlease.â
That gets his attention. He tosses his phone aside and grabs your hips, pulling you fully into his lap. You straddle him. Flushed and aching, and he kisses you hardâpossessive and rough, tongue deep in your mouth like he owns it. Because he does.
âYou want to be good for me again?â he breathes, pressing his cock against you through his sweats. âWanna make another, pretty girl?â
You nod frantically. âYes, yes pleaseââ
âThen you earn it,â he growls.
His lips trail down your neck, tongue hot, teeth grazing. One hand cups the back of your head, fingers tangling tight in your hair as he pulls just enough to make you gasp.
âThere she is,â he murmurs. âMy perfect little fucktoy. Bet youâd let me do anything right now, wouldnât you?â
You nod frantically, hips grinding against his clothed cock. His grip tightens. âUse your words, sweetheart.â
âYes,â you pant. âAnything.â
He chuckles and drags his thumb along your jaw before sliding it down to press against your throat.
âAnything, huh?â His voice drops into a filthy rasp. âThen tell me what you want. What position, baby? You want it soft and slow on the bed? Bent over the couch like a whore? On your knees while I fuck your throat again?â
You squirm, so needy it hurts. âIâI wantââ
âSpit it out,â he growls, his hand tightening just enough around your neck to make you flutter. âTell me or Iâll make you beg for an hour.â
âI want you to bed me over,â you cry. âPlease, please, I want it from behindâI need you so badââ
âOh, fuck.â He groans, cock twitching against you. âSee? Thatâs what I like. Begging and filthy. Just like my girl should be.â
He presses you down on the couch, flipping you with ease, his hand sliding up your back as he yanks the hoodie up and over your ass.
âYou think I should film this one?â he says casually as he slides his cock against your dripping pussy. âSend it to that little fuck who wanted to see you. Let him watch while I make you cum again and again.â
You whimper, voice breaking. âPleaseââ
âOr better yetâŠâ he leans over you, lips brushing your ear. âI could make so much money posting this online. People would pay to see you like this. Pretty and used and cock drunk. Let them all see what a good little toy you are for me.â
He grabs your hair again, hard, and pulls your head back as he finally pushes inside you, slow and deep until youâre crying, shaking underneath him.
âThis pussyâs mine,â he growls, fucking into with bruising and possessive thrusts. âYou hear me? Youâre mine. No one else gets to have this. No one else gets to touch you.â
âY-yours,â you sob, loving every second. âOnly yoursââ
âThatâs my girl.â
Your body jolts with each deep thrust, the slap of skin on skin loud and obscene in the dark apartment. His grip in your hair never loosens, forcing your back into a delicious arch while he other hand roams greedilyâyour hip, your waist, your throat.
âYou hear that?â he pants against your ear, teeth grazing your jaw. âThat wet little sound every time I fuck into you? Thatâs how bad you wanted it.â
Youâre incoherent, drooling into the couch cushion as your nails claw at the fabric.Â
âLook at you,â he hisses. âCompletely fucking gone. I should take a picture of your face right nowâmake it your contact photo so everyone knows exactly what you look like when Iâve got you like this.â
You sob a moan as your walls tighten around him, your orgasm crashing through you with a violent ripple. Nam Gyu groans low, filthy and wrecked, fucking you through it, his rhythm never breaking.
âFuck, thatâs itâmilk my cock, pretty girl. So desperate for it. So fucking good.â
You feel him twitch, stutter. The hand on your throat slides down, and he presses on your stomach, pinning you in place. His voice turns tight and sharp. âWhere do you want it, baby? Inside? You want me to fill you up?â
âPlease,â you whimper. âWant all of itâpleaseâŠâ
He growls and slams into you once, twiceâthen heâs gone rigid behind you, hips flush to your ass, cursing under his breath as he spills inside.
Silence follows, heavy with heat and breathlessness.Â
He collapses over you, pressing soft kisses along your shoulder as he strokes your waist, grounding you, whispering praise like a secret spell.
âSo good for me,â he murmurs. âMy sweet girl. Always take me so well, donât you?â
You nod weakly, boneless and dazed beneath him. Heâs already pulling you into his lap, kissing your temple, guiding you with gentle touches to the bathroom.
Youâre wrapped in a fresh towel, perched on the sink while Nam Gyu dabs at the faint trace of mascara on your cheek with a warm cloth. His jaw is tight, the earlier heat replaced by something more protective. More reverent.
âI told you,â he mutters, âyouâre too soft to be around this shit.â
âBut I want to be with you,â you say quietly, eyes wide and still a little glassy. âI donât want to stay behind.â
He grits his teeth. âItâs not safe.â
You slide your fingers down his bare chest, voice barely above a whisper. âYouâll protect me. You always do.â
His hands falter. âFuck. You know I canât say no to you.â
The hum of the engine is the only sound in the car. Nam Gyuâs hand is firm on the wheel, eyes fixed ahead, jaw locked. You fidget beside him, heart fluttering not from nervesâbut because you can tell heâs switched into that cold, razor sharp mode. The one he wears when things are about to get messy.
âWeâre not here to make friends,â he says finally, voice low and unreadable. âYou donât talk to anyone. You donât look at anyone. You donât fucking wander.â
You blink, then nod.
âI mean it,â he continues, eyes flicking to you. âYou stay glued to my side. If I say move, you move. If I say runââ
âIâll run.â
His lips twitch, like he wants to be mad at you for being so quick to agreeâbut heâs too busy watching over you. From the backseat, he grabs a black hoodie and tosses it onto your lap.
âPut that on.â
You hesitate. âButââ
âYouâre already wearing a skirt that shows too much,â he snaps. âDonât give them a reason to stare.â
You slip the hoodie over your head, letting it swallow you whole. The sleeves go past your hands and the fabric smells like himâcigarettes, leather, mint gum. He exhales slowly, watching you pull the hood up.
âGood girl.â
Inside, itâs loud.
Grimy walls vibrate with the bass-heavy music and the roar of men hyped on bloodlust. Fights break out in circles, sweaty bodies slamming into each other. Money changes hands. Bottles click. Everything smells like booze, smoke, and violence.
Nam Gyu walks ahead of you, his hand gripping yours tightly. His shoulders are tense, steps wide and confident. Like a wolf guiding his mate through enemy territory.
Itâs only minutes before you feel the first set of eyes.
Then another.
Men nudge each other. Smirk. One of themâgreasy hair, tattoos curling down his neckâleans a little too close when you pass. His eyes rake down your body, lingering even through the hoodie.
âCute,â he murmurs, loud enough for Nam Gyu to hear.Â
Nam Gyu stops. His grip on your hand tightens, then suddenly heâs yanking you behind him, shoving you gently toward the wall as he steps between you and the other man.
âYou got something to say?â
The guy grins, not backing down. âRelax, man. She yours?â
Nam Gyu doesnât answer. Just stares him down like heâs already picturing what bone to break first. His whole frame is taut, jaw ticking, a slow burn behind his eyes. âYou know what?â he says softly. âI donât like your face.â
The guy scoffs, but Nam Gyuâs hand twitches at his side. His stance is pure threat.
The man eventually snorts and turns away, muttering something under his breath, disappearing into the crowd. Nam Gyu turns to you immediately, eyes scanning your face.
âYou okay?â
You nod, wide eyed. He cups the side of your neck gently, thumb brushing over your skin. His voice drops, barely audible beneath the music.
âStay behind me. No more close calls.â
You murmur, âYes, Gyu.â
He leans in, lips brushing your ear. âIf one more motherfucker looks at you like that, Iâll beat him bloody in front of everyone here.â
The crowd thickens as the next match begins. Somewhere in the center of the warehouse, two men are going at it hard, fists flying, blood spraying across the concrete. The cheers rise in waves, but Nam Gyu barely flinches. Heâs got one arm looped around your waist now, thumb rubbing slow circles through the hoodie fabric as you stand just behind him.
âDidnât think Iâd see you here tonight,â a voice cuts through the noise, low and mocking.
Nam Gyu turns, lazy and slow, and across from him stands a man you donât recognizeâbut from the way Nam Gyuâs hand immediately tightens on your hip, you know he does.
âBringing your girl to the ring now?â the guy laughs, eyeing you like youâre some toy heâs judging. âShe doesnât look like your usual type, man. Bit tooâŠclean.â
Nam Gyu doesn't say anything. Just reaches into his jacket pocket, pulls out a joint, and lights it with calm precision. The flame flickers briefly in his eyesâeyes that never left the manâs face.
âDidnât think you liked âem sweet,â the guy keeps going, grinning wider now. âThought you liked the kind thatâd keep up with your mess, not shy little bitches whoââ
Nam Gyu exhales a stream of smoke. Slow. Deliberate. His arm drops from your waist as he takes a step forward.
You tense, but his hand shoots outâgrabbing the man by the collar and jerking him forward so fast you donât even have time to gasp.
âYou ever say her name in the same sentence as âbitchâ again,â he sneers, âIâll shatter your face so bad youâll be sipping meals through a fucking straw.â
The man tries to laugh it off, but thereâs no breath behind it. Nam Gyu lets him go with a rough shove, and the guy backs off quickly, disappearing into the crow.
You exhale only when Nam Gyu turns back to you. Still calm. Still collected. Like that didnât even ruffle him.
He takes another drag, the smoke curling around his lips.Â
âCan I try?â
He looks down at you, and itâs that look.
The one that makes your knees go soft. The one that shuts your mouth without a sound. Sharp and final and all dark hunger.Â
âNo.âÂ
You blink, surprised. âButââ
Before the word can finish, his free hand lifts and gently wraps around your neck. Just enough pressure to still you, to remind you who you belong to.
âDonât argue,â he mutters, leaning in close, his breath warm and tasting like smoke. âYou donât need this shit. Youâve already got something in your system that keeps you high.â
He squeezes once, soft and possessive, then presses a kiss to your cheek. âYouâve got me.â
Youâre tucked behind him againâfingers curled into the back of his jacket, face half hidden by the hood he made you wear. The lights in the basement flicker overhead, and the music is so loud your ears are ringing.
Nam Gyuâs talking low to a guy with shaky hands and a too-skinny frame. The exchange is smooth, money folded, bag slipped from pocket to palm, quiet nods.
Youâre quiet. Just like he asked.
Until he pulls out a pre-roll from his jacket and lights it without missing a beat. Your nose wrinkles. And you canât help it. You huff, âSo you can smoke, but I canât?â
Nam Gyu pauses mid inhale. His gaze cuts to you slowly, like heâs deciding whether or not to bother being patient.
You blink up at him biting your lip with fake innocence.
He exhales a curl of smoke. âStop arguing.â
âBut itâs justââ
âI said stop.â His tone is flat and cold.
But you pushâbecause youâre feeling bold. You like when heâs rough. You like when he growls and drags you away from crowds just to show you whoâs in control.
You grin, barely hiding it. âWhatâre you gonna do, Gyu? Spank me in the middle of a fight club?â
His eyes flash. He takes a slow step toward you and you backpedal into the wall with a laugh until his hand comes down hard on the wall beside your head. His other hand comes up under your chinâfirm, fingers splayed across your throat, just enough to make you feel caged.
âYou donât want to be a brat right now, pretty thing,â he murmurs, low and dangerous. âBecause Iâll punish you right here. In front of everyone. Think I wonât?â
Your breath catches, thighs clenching involuntarily.Â
He smiles, mean and dark. âThatâs what I thought.â
But you still donât shut up. You smirk, tilt your head. âYou wouldnât.â
His eyes narrow. And then his hand slides down your body, gripping your ass through the hoodie. Squeezing. Firm.
You yelp, cheeks going hot, looking around quicklyâbut no one seems to notice. Or theyâre pretending not to.
Nam Gyu leans in, his lips brushing against your ear. âYou wanna be a brat?â he breathes. âFine. Iâll make sure every fucker in this place knows youâre mine.â
Before you can speak, his hand slides between your legs, right there over your panties, pressing slow and firm.
You squirm, whimpering, and reach out to grab his hand. âGyuââ
âNo,â he says. âYou opened your mouth. Now take it.â
His fingers rub a slow, tortuous circles through the fabric, and your knees almost give out. âIf I pull my hand away and youâre soaked through, babyâŠâ he grins, tongue running over his bottom lip. âYouâre gonna make me real proud.â
 The pressure of his fingers between your thighs fades as quickly as it came, and youâre left dazed, breathless, against the cold wall of the fight club basement.
Nam Gyu looks down at you like heâs bored, but his hand is still on your neckâfirm but not cruel, controlling and grounding.
âYou wanna act like a brat?â he whispers. âFine.â
You glance up, flushed and wide eyed.
âTake your panties off.â
âWhat?â
âYou heard me, angel,â he says, thumb brushing over your jaw. âRight here. Right now. And hand them to me.â
âIâGyu, I canâtââ
His hand tightens around your throat. Not painful, just firm enough to make your legs weak. His mouth is at your ear now, voice dipped in something darker.
âYou donât tell me no. not when you're soaking wet wearing my hoodie. Not when you were moaning in public like you wanted someone to hear. You made this choice.â
You swallow hard. Heat coils low in your belly. Your hands shake as you reach under your skirt, and slowly peel the soaked panties down your legs.
They stick a little, damp with arousal. You want to die.
Nam Gyu watches, eyes locked on your every movement. And when you finally hold them out, face hot with shame, he snatches them from your hand and casually shoves them into his back pocket.
Like itâs nothing. Like he didnât just take a piece of you in front of half the goddamn room.
âGood girl,â he hums, brushing his knuckles down your thigh. âNow be smart for me.â
You nod silently, throat tight.
âAct normal for the rest of the night. Stay close. Be sweet. And maybeâif you donât get on my nerves, Iâll let you cum when we get home.â
He leans in, lips kissing your neck. âIf I feel like being nice.â
Then he turns on his heel, walking away without looking back. And youâre left trembling, no panties, slick dripping down your thighsâand the weight of his promise burning like fire under your skin.
The rest of the night crawls. Your legs feel too warm, too bare even with your skirt and his hoodie covering them. Every movement, every whisper of air against your skin reminds you: no panties. Nothing but your own slick and his promise hanging like a weight between your thighs.
Nam Gyu doesnât touch you again. He doesnât even glance your way.
You follow him like a shadow, just like alwaysâbut tonight itâs different. Youâre raw and exposed, nerves buzzing, head spinning with want. Every stare from across the room makes you press closer to him. Every brush of your thighs reminds you who owns you.
Finally, finally, he signals itâs time to leave.
The fresh air outside the underground lot hits like a slapâcold, sharp. You trail him toward the car in silence, your bottom lip caught between your teeth.
Then, as you approach the driverâs side, he âaccidentlyâ drops his keys. They clatter onto the concrete with a quiet little echo.
Nam Gyu stops. Turns his head toward you lazily. âPick them up.â
Your chest tightens. You glance aroundâthereâs no one near, but stillâŠthis is outside. Open. Exposed.
âGyuââ
He raises one brow. âI said,â he repeated, voice steady and cool, âpick them up.â
You hesitate, then slowly, carefully bend at the waist. The oversized hoodie lifts, rising up your thighs, baring the curve of your ass just enough to leave no question of whatâs missing underneath. You feel the air kiss your skin. Hear the smallest exhale behind you.
Then nothing.
You grab the keys with trembling fingers and straighten, your face burning. Nam Gyu says nothing.
Just takes the keys from your hand, gets in the car, and unlocks your side like everythingâs normal.
You trail him inside his apartment like a ghostâsilent, aching, skin still flushed. He tosses his jacket on the couch, kicks off his boots, stretches. The casual routine of it all makes you want to scream.
Because youâre dripping, thighs sticky, still pantyless, still waiting for him to keep his word.
But he doesnât even look at you.
âGyuâŠâ you try, voice small.
He lights a cigarette.
âGyu, please.â
Nothing.
You follow him through the apartment, tugging on his sleeve, bumping your head gently against his shoulder like a needy kitten. âPlease, Gyu,â you whisper. âYou said I couldâŠâ
He blows out smoke, and shrugs you off. âIf you were really good,â he says. âIâd reward you.â
âI was good,â you plead. âI did everything you saidâplease, please touch me. I canâtââ
He glances down at you finally, eyes lidded and sharp. âYou look real cute begging like that. Like a little stray. Maybe I should keep ignoring you. See how desperate you get.â
Your lip trembles. You drop to your knees without thinking. And thatâs when his mask finally cracks.
Youâre on your knees before him, hands clutching at the hem of his shirt, tears shining in your lashes. Not from pain, but from need. The kind that makes your whole body ache. The kind only he knows how to fix.
Nam Gyu exhales slowly, like itâs taking everything in him not to snap right now. He flicks ash into the tray beside him, then crouches down in front of you, fingertips grazing your chin.
âLook at you,â he murmurs, voice low and mean and so soft itâs cruel. âJust pathetic. Whining, begging, crawling after me like some needy little slut.â
You whimper. Nod.
âI asked for obedience tonight,â he continues. âAnd you gave me attitude. So now? Youâre going to ask. Nicely. Clearly. Youâre going to tell me exactly what you want. Every filthy word.â
You blink up at him, lips parting.
âSay it, angel,â he urges, thumb brushing your lower lip. âTell me what you want.â
You take a shaky breath. âI want you toâŠtouch me.â
He tilts his head, unimpressed. âWhere?â
Your face burns. âMyâŠmy pussy,â you whisper.
His eyes darken. He leans in, breathing ghosting over your face. âSay it louder.â
You squirm, thighs pressing togetherâbut you need this. âPlease touch my pussy, Gyu.â
He groans softly, then cups your face in both hands, fingers curling just tight enough to make you feel owned. âThatâs better.â He pulls back and stands. âTake off the hoodie,â he commands. âNow.â
You obey immediately, stripping it off with trembling hands until youâre kneeling on the hardwood floor, bare and flushed and dripping between your thighs.
He just watches for a momentâwatching your chest rise and fall, watching you tremble. Then he unbuttons his jeans, slow and deliberate. âHands behind your back.â
You do it.
Nam Gyu steps forward, his cock already half hard and twitching in anticipation. He brushes the tip along your lips, watching your eyes flutter. âYou wanna make up for earlier?â he coos. âBe a good girl now?â
You nod frantically, lips parted.
He pushes past them without warning, groaning as your mouth stretches around him. âFuck, yesâthatâs it,â he growls, one hand tangling in your hair, the other gently curling around your throat. âKnew this mouth was made for me. Knew the second I saw you.â
You choke and moan, spit running down your chin. He doesnât pull back. âLook at you. Crying for cock. You donât even care who sees anymore, do you? Youâd suck me in front of anyone if I told you to.â
You moan around himâyes.
âThatâs my girl.â
He pulls you off his cock slowly, dragging your spit-slic lips along him with a hiss, and when your eyes flutter upâdesperate, ruinedâNam Gyu grips your jaw tight.
âUp,â he says. âCâmere, baby. I want you to see what a mess youâve made of yourself.â
You stumble to your feet, shaky, dizzy with want. He drags you over to the full length mirror near the corner of the room and presses you forward until your palms hit the glass. You can see yourselfâbare, flushes, cheeks wet, lips swollen, eyes dazed.
He pushes up behind you, his cock sliding between your thighs, dragging through your wetness with ease.
âLook,â he growls, one hand tangling in your hair to keep your head up. âWatch that pretty little face when I fuck you. I want you to see how desperate you are.â
He thrusts into you with no warning, deep and hard, and you cry outâbody rocking forward as your breasts press against the cold mirror.
Thatâs it,â he grunts, his rhythm pounding and cruel. âThatâs what you wanted, huh? Wanted to be teased in public, walk around soaked with no panties like my personal fucktoy?â
You canât even speak. Just moan, sobbing out his name as your reflection trembles in front of you.
âYouâre mine,â he spats, hand wrapping tightly around your throat. âSay it. Say youâre fucking mine.â
âIâm yours,â you cry. âIâm yours, Gyuâplease, please I needââ
âYouâll take it,â he groans. âWatch yourself cum on my cock like a good girl.â
And you do. Loud. Shaking. Legs giving out under you as you break apart in front of the mirror, eyes locked on the way your body spasms from his thrusts. He fucks you through it, growling praise in your ear the whole time.
After the mirror, after the shaking and the crying and the way you collapsed in his arms like your bones had melted, Nam Gyu didnât say a word. He just scooped you up and carried you to bed.
Now youâre curled in his lap, oversized shirt tugged back onto your body, hair damp from the gentle shower he gave you. His fingers trail up and down your back, soothing and slow, and his lips ghost along your temple every few minutes like he has to be touching you.
âYou okay, baby?â he asks, his voice warm and quiet now. You nod against his chest, sleepy and sore but glowing with it. He presses a kiss to your forehead.
âDid so good for me,â he says. âSo fuckinâ good. Took everything like a perfect little doll.â His words make you melt deeper into him. You feel small and safe and lovedâeven when your thighs are still sticky and your voice is hoarse from begging.
âYou hungry?â he asks.
You hum. âMaybeâŠsomething sweet.â
He smirks, brushing your hair back. âI got you.â
The next day he takes you shopping. Not to a mall or busy street. He finds little tucked away boutiques, quiet designer shops, places where he can flash a roll of cash and the clerks know better than to ask questions.
âAnything you want,â Nam Gyu says, watching you try on a dress with that lazy smirk. âYou look good in everything, baby.â
You try to argue, but he shuts it down fastâhand on your waist, teeth at your ear. âYouâre mine. You deserve nice shit.â
You end up with a few bagsâshoes, something soft and lacy he definitely picked out for his own pleasure, and a purse you swore you didnât need.
Then he takes you out for ice cream.
You sit side by side on a low wall outside the shop, the night warm, your thighs brushing under the table as you share a sundae. He feeds you the first bite, thumb catching the melted chocolate at the corner of your lip and licking it off slowly.
âYou know,â he says casually, âThanos asked about you the other day.â
You stare up at him. âThanos?â
He grins. âMy body. Real quiet. But dangerous as hell. Smart, though. Always knows a good thing when he sees one.â
You frown. âHe asked about me?â
Nam Gyu nods, chewing on his spoon before leaning. âI mightâve shown him a couple pictures.â
âWhat kind of pictures?â
He just smirks. Doesnât answer.Â
âGyu.â
âThe kind where youâve got your pretty lips all swollen and your legs shaking,â he says like itâs nothing. âTold him how good you are. How you cry when you cum. He got real quiet for a second and then said⊠âBet sheâd look good on her knees between us.ââ
You drop your spoon. It makes Nam Gyu laugh.
âDonât worry. I told him Iâd ask. Figured Iâd see if my girl wanted to play.â He licks a bit of ice cream off his thumb again. âSo? You curious, pretty thing?â
You sit there, spoon forgotten, ice cream melting between you as the air shifts. The way Nam Gyuâs watching youâlazy, teasingâmakes your stomach twist in a way you know too well.
You swallow hard. âLikeâŠboth of you?â
He hums. âMhm.âÂ
You squirm a little on the bench, eyes flicking away. âAndâŠwhat would youâŠdo?â
He smirks. âYou want details, baby.â
You nod, too fast. Nam Gyu leans in, voice low and dripping with sin. âIâd have you between us. One in your mouth, one in your pussy. Or maybe stretched open, stuffed full, crying from how good it feels.â
Your thighs squeeze together.
âThanos is slow,â he adds. âPatient. Heâd take his time with you. Meanwhile Iâd be behind you, whispering in your ear about how you look even prettier when youâre being shared.â
You whimper. He reaches over and gently cups your jaw, thumb brushing your bottom lip. âBut only if you want it. Say the word and Iâll call him.â
You hesitate for one more secondâŠand then nod. âI want it.â
The next night, Nam Gyu makes you shower. Makes you wear something soft and barely there. Nothing underneath. Heâs quieter than usual, but his eyes are darker, hungrier.
âYou okay?â he asks, thumb stroking your jaw.
You nod. âJust nervous.â
He kisses you slow. âIâll be right there the whole time.â
When the knock comes, you nearly jump. Nam Gyu opens the doorâand there he is. Thanos. Tall. Broad. Calm eyes, sharp jaw. A quiet, unreadable energy that sends a thrill straight through you. He nods once, respectful. But his gaze lingers.
You sit curled on the couch, heart pounding, thighs pressed tight.
Nam Gyu gestures to you with a smirk. âTold you she was pretty.â
Thanos looks at youâeyes slow, measuredâand says, âYou werenât exaggerating.â
Nam Gyu walks over, kneels in front of you, brushing your knees apart. âYou still want this, angel?â You nod. He glances back. âLock the door, hyung.â And then it all begins.
They donât rush. Thanos stands in front of you now, calm and unreadable. Nam Gyuâs beside you on the couch, fingers stroking your bare thigh.
âCome here,â Thanos says quietly, his voice like velvet.
You glance at Nam Gyu instinctively, like youâre asking for permission, reassurance. He just smirks, taps your chin. âYouâre okay, angel. Go.â
You slide into Thanosâ lap, straddling him slowly. His hands settle on your hipsâwarm and big, but not forceful.
Then Nam Gyuâs beside you again, watching as Thanos cups your cheek, his thumb brushing your lip.
The first kiss is soft.
Then anotherâNam Gyu leans in from the side, stealing your lips next. Back and forth, again and againâtwo mouths, two tastes, one hand on your thigh, the other buried in your hair. Youâre dizzy before their shirts even come off.
Thanos peels yours over your head with care. Nam Gyu undoes your shorts, tossing them aside. Youâre left in just your panties, trembling in Thanosâ lap, completely exposed under their eyes.
âI donât know ifâŠâ you murmur shyly. âI donât know if I want Thanos to fuck me.â It slips out before you can stop it, and guilt flashes across your face like a slap. But Thanos only smilesâsoft and patient.
âThatâs okay,â he says. âIâll leave that to Nam Gyu tonight.â
Nam Gyu grins, leaning forward to kiss your shoulder. âSheâs sweet, huh?â
âVery.â
Nam Gyu runs a finger up the inside of your thigh. âYou gonna suck him off like a good girl, though?âÂ
You nod, cheeks hot. He leans in, lips brushing your ear. âThatâs my girl.â Then with a lazy smirk: âThanos can fuck you next time.â
You moanâquiet, wrecked alreadyâand Thanos hums low beneath you. âNext time,â he agrees.
Thanosâ cock is heavy and hard against your thigh, still tucked in his boxers, but the look in his eyes is gentle. Waiting. Nam Gyu kneels behind you, lazy and confident, fingers dragging the soaked fabric of your panties to the side.
You whimper when he slides two fingers through your foldsâslow and deep, curling just right.
âSheâs dripping already,â Nam Gyu murmurs to Thanos, lips brushing your shoulder. âThink she likes the idea of putting on a show for us.â
Thanos just hums âIâd watch her for hours.â
Nam Gyu smirks. âYou will.â
He pushes you back gently until youâre leaning forward in Thanosâ lap, chest pressed to his stomach, and Thanos lifts his hips slightly to free his cockâthick, flushed, waiting.
âOpen that pretty mouth,â Nam Gyu purrs behind you, sliding his fingers out and guiding his cock to your soaked entrance. âShow him how grateful you are.â
Your body aches, stuffed full from both ends, your moan vibrating against Thanosâ cock. His hand slides into your hair, not pushing, just anchoring you there gently as he watches your lashes flutter.
âFuck,â Thanos breathes, watching you take him deeper. âSheâs really something.â
Nam Gyu groans behind you, fucking you slow, grinding deep. âSheâs mine,â he growls. âBut I donât mind sharing if she keeps being so fuckinâ good.â
You gag slightly around Thanos, your throat relaxing as you try to keep up, spit slicking your chin. Nam Gyu slaps your ass hard, the sting sharp and fast.
âThat sound?â he mutters. âThat messy choke? Thatâs what makes it real, baby.â He slams into you harder, making you cry around Thanosâ cock.
âYouâre so fuckinâ perfect like this,â Nam Gyu says through gritted teeth. âTorn between us. Crying around his dick while I wreck this pretty pussy. Bet you donât even know who to moan for anymore.â
Thanos strokes your hair, voice rough now. âYou want me to cum in your mouth, sweetheart?â
You nod with wide, teary eyes, and Nam Gyu groans behind you. âShe loves that,â he hisses. âLet her.â
Thanos grips your hair a little tighterânot cruel, just enoughâand with a low quiet grunt, he cums down your throat. You swallow it all, obedient and eager, eyes fluttering, throat bobbing until heâs done.
âGood girl,â he murmurs, thumb wiping your wet cheek. âSuch a good girl.â
Nam Gyu doesnât stop. âStay just like that,â he commands, pounding into you now with a punishing pace. âStill full of him. Still dripping from your mouth. Youâre mine, baby. Mine. and Iâm gonna cum so deep youâll still feel me tomorrow.â
You cry his name, trembling, falling forward into Thanosâ chest as you start to cumâagainâshaking all over.
Nam Gyu groans as he spills inside you, his hand curling around your throat from behind, holding you still as he fucks it out, fucking you full.
When heâs done, he pulls you back, cradling you against his chest, panting against your neck. Thanos just watches, silent and dark-eyed, still stroking your hair. Nam Gyu kisses you temple, still breathless. âNext time,â he murmurs against your skin, âhe fucks you too.â
Your body is jelly.
Boneless. Melted. Floating somewhere between overstimulated and euphoric, your skin still tingling from every place they touched. Youâre nestled between them on the bed nowâThanos lying back, his arms around your waist, your back pressed to his chest, the curve of your ass resting snugly against his hips.
Nam Gyu is propped on one elbow beside you, shirtless and smirking, lazily dragging his fingers along the inside of your thigh like heâs still deciding whether or not to go another round.
You hum softly, lips parted, cheeks still pink. Thanosâ hand rubs gentle circles on your stomach.
âI didnât think itâd feel that good,â you whisper, almost shy.
Nam Gyu chuckles, dipping down to kiss your jaw. âTold you.â
Thanos says nothingâjust presses a kiss to your shoulder, quiet and reverent. Nam Gyu brushes his nose along your cheek, voice lower now. âDonât worry, baby,â he murmurs. âWe can do this any time you want.â
You shiver. Then, suddenly, Nam Gyu shifts youâgently but firmly. He moves you so youâre sitting up, only for him to slide you back against until your spine meets Thanosâ chest, his thick arms wrapping around your waist to hold you in place.
You gasp, wide-eyed, your head tipping back to rest on his shoulder. Thanos doesnât say a wordâhe just holds you, steady and patient, like he was meant to.
Nam Gyu kneels in front of you on the mattress, one hand coming up to stroke your jaw, your lip, your throat. âNext time,â he says, voice like a promise, âyouâre gonna let him fuck you.â
You blink at him, heart pounding. âAnd Iâm gonna watch,â he continues. âFrom right here. Gonna see you stretched around someone elseâs cock while your pretty little eyes roll back and you thank me for letting it happen.â
Youâre breathing hard now. Heat coils low in your belly again. Nam Gyu leans closer, hsi thumb brushing your lips. âAnd youâre gonna like it.âÂ
You nod, barely able to speak. âSay it.â
âIâm gonna like it,â you whisper. He kisses you slowlyâdeep and possessive. Then pulls back and smiles.
âThatâs my girl.â
You were so used to following him like a shadow, when he brought you to the club, you didnât question it. Even when it reeked of sweat, smoke, and too much money. Even when the bass rattled your bones and the VIP suite was full of expensive liquor and half dressed girls.
You sat on his lap. Because thatâs where he wanted you. Because thatâs where you wanted to be. Thanos was there. Some of the others tooâtalking, laughing, tossing bills and making crude jokes while Nam Gyu nursed his whiskey with one hand wrapped tight around your waist.
You leaned back to whisper in his ear, âYou donât even like strip clubs.â
He smirked. âNope.â
âThen whyââ
His hand slid down your thigh. âWanted to watch you squirm in front of everyone.â You swallowed hard. His eyes darkened. Then, slowly, he leaned forward, lips brushing your ear. âOn your knees.â
You blinked. âW-what?â
He didnât repeat it. Just shifted in his seat, hand pushing lighting at your lower back. âGet down there and crawl to me.â
The room didnât go silent. But it felt like it did. You hesitated. And thatâs when he added, louder this timeâso everyone could hear: âBe a good girl, baby. Show them who you belong to.â
You hesitated for a second. Just one. Then you slid off his lap, down to your knees on the plush floor of the suite, the room tilting in your peripheral vision as the velvet of your dress pooled around your thighs.
The conversation dimmed. A few chuckles. Some low whistles. Thanos raised an eyebrow over his drink, but didnât say a word. Nam Gyuâs voice cut through it allâcalm, dangerous, amused. âYou heard me. Crawl.â
Your throat went dry. You placed your palms flat on the floor, head bowed. Crawling toward him was slow, deliberateâeach movement a spark of humiliation and heat that made your body throb.
And he just watched. Legs spread, glass in one hand, the other draped casually over his thigh like he was waiting for a pet to return home. âThatâs it,â he murmured. âLook how pretty you are like this.â
You reached his boots. Lifted your gaze just enough to his eyes. He grinned. âYouâre such a good little thing, huh? All that attitude at home, and now youâre on your knees in front of my friends.â
Thanos whistled low. Someone else muttered, âShitâŠâ
But you didnât move. Didnât flinch. Because you liked it. You like the way Nam Gyu leaned forward, sliding his hand into your hair like a leash. The way he tilted your chin up and whispered loud enough for them to all hear, âYou belong to me.â
Your breath hitched. He leaned in closer, voice softer now. Just for you. âTell me who owns you.â
Your lips parted. Your voice was a whisper, but it carried. âYou doâŠâ
He smiled. Dark, possessive, pleased. âLouder.â
You closed your eyes, shame and arousal crashing together in your chest. â...You do, Nam Gyu.â
âGood girl.â And just like that, his thumb brushed your bottom lipâhis silent reward. You didnât care that they were watching anymore. Because all you wanted was him.
You stayed on the floor. Kneeling between Nam Gyuâs legs like you belonged there, while the rest of the guys fell back into their conversationsâlike it was normal. Like your flushed cheeks and glassy eyes werenât right there, on full display.
You rested your hands on his thighs. Innocently at first. But then your fingers drifted. To the waistband of his jeans. To the hem of his shirt. You slipped your fingers just beneath the fabric, dragging your nails over the V of his hips, grazing his lower stomach. He didnât reactâuntil your hand slid just a little too far.Â
His hand wrapped around your wrist instantly. âCareful, baby,â he said, not even looking at you. âMy gunâs there.â
You blinked. âYou brought your gun here?â
Nam Gyu finally turned to you, a slow, lazy grin spreading across his face. âWhat? You thought Iâd come unarmed to a club full of liars and creeps?â
With his free hand, he reached behind his back and pulled the pistol from his waistbandâsleek and silentâsetting it gently on the table in front of him like it was just a wallet or a phone.
Thanos let out a short laugh. âYouâre so dramatic.â
Nam Gyu smirked. âAnd yet, nobody fucks with me.â
Your hand stilled. But only for a second. Nam Gyu leaned forward, brushing your cheek with his thumb like you were a prize on display. Then his voice dropped lower. Filthier. âHow âbout you tell them what you did to Thanos the other day?â
Your stomach flipped. Thanos raised his eyebrows, silent but very interested. You swallowed. âW-what?â
Nam Gyu tilted his head, stroking your jaw with maddening slowness. âYou remember, donât you? Bent over the couch. That pretty little mouth stuffed full while he was in your throat and I was in yourââ
You slapped a hand over his mouth, face burning. He bit your palm and laughed. âShy now?â he teased. âYou werenât shy when you were choking on him and begging me to fuck you harder. What was it you said, baby?â
He leaned in close, lips brushing your ear. âPlease, Nam Gyu, let Thanos fill my mouth againâIâll be so good.â
Thanos just raised his glass in a lazy toast. Your face was on fire. Nam Gyu smiled wider. âThatâs right. My good little girl.â
You stayed kneeling between his legs, fingers twisting in the hem of his shirt, thighs pressed together. You could still feel the weight of every pair of eyes on youâeven if they were pretending not to watch. Even if no one said a word.
You stayed resting your head quietly in Nam Gyuâs lap, his fingers lazily combing through your hair like you were a pet. The room had returned to its usual rhythmâdrinks being poured, lazy conversation, soft moans from the stage belowâbut your heart was still pounding in your ears.
Then one of the guys across the roomâMin-ju, you thoughtânodded toward you and smirked. âYou gonna share that video with the rest of us, or just keep her all to yourselves?â
Thanos snorted into his drink, shaking his head. âManâŠâ
You looked up suddenly, startled. âVideo?â
Nam Gyu chuckled low, dark. âYou think we didnât save that shit?â Before you could even move, he pulled his phone from his jacket pocket, unlocked it, and flipped around it. âWatch this shit,â he said proudly.
He hit play. Your stomach dropped. There you wereâon your knees, mascara running, droll on your chin, choking on Thanosâ cock while Nam Gyu fucked you from behind and held your throat with one hand, the other wrapped in your hair.
Your moans spilled from the speaker. Loud. Raw and needy. âLook at that face,â Nam Gyu murmured, stroking your hair again.
You tried to bury your face in his thigh. Tried to pretend it wasnât you on the screen, crying out, begging, ruined. But he wasnât having it. He grabbed your jaw, not roughâbut firmâand turned your face back toward the phone. âNo hiding,â he said softly. âLook how pretty you are. Look how good you took us.â
Your eyes teared up, throat tight with embarrassment as Min-ju let out a low whistle. âDamn. Sheâs a keeper.â
Thanos just smirked. âShe was begging for it.â
Nam Gyu leaned down, pressing a kiss to your flushed cheek. âYou love it,â he whispered. âBeing our good little toy. Donât lie.â And the worst part? You did love it.
The laughter faded into the background. You couldnât stop staring at the screen. Couldnât stop hearing your own voice play back over and overâmoaning, gasping, begging. You felt the heat rise in your face, up your neck, your chest tight and your throat burning.
One shaky breath. Then another. And thenâa single tear slipped down your cheek. âGyu,â you whispered, voice trembling. âCan we go home?â
Nam Gyu blinked. He looked down at you, at the way your eyes glassed over, at how your lip quivered even as you tried to hide it. Something shifted behind his eyesâjust for a second. The pride, the smugnessâit softened.
He sighed through his nose. Then shoved his phone into his pocket, stood, and grabbed the gun off the table with practiced ease, tucking it into the back of his jeans. You were still on your knees when he grabbed your wrist and hauled you up. âLetâs go.â
His grip was rough, but not mean. Just possessive. The room went quiet as he dragged you toward the door. A few chuckles. A few murmured ooohs. Thanos raised his glass. âSheâs in trouble now.â You didnât look back. You just followed, breath shaky, fingers curled in Nam Gyuâs sleeve.
Outside, the air hit cool and sharp, like you could finally breathe again. The parking lot was quiet, nearly empty, the city humming softly in the distance.
He stopped walking once you reached the car, letting go of your wrist and turning to face. âYou mad at me?â he asked, voice low.
You wiped your cheek with your sleeve, sniffling. âNoâŠjust embarrassed.â
Nam Gyu watched you for a momentâreally watched you. Then he smirked. âGood. That was the point.âÂ
You looked away, swallowing. He stepped closer, âbut you canât lie to me baby.â His fingers brushed down your side, slow and warm. âYouâre fucking soaked right now, arenât you?â
You didnât answer. Didnât have to. He leaned in, voice brushing against your ear like silk. âYou love being shown off. You loved being ours.â
Your knees felt weak. He opened the car door for you like a gentleman. Like a menace. Like someone who already knew exactly what he was going to do to you the second you got home. âGet in.â
Back at home, he didnât tease. He didnât push. Instead, he let you pull him to bed, let you climb into his lap and take what you neededâslow, tender, yours. He held himself back, let you move at your own pace, let you feel in control.
And when you finally sank down on him, soft little moans in his ear, he whispered how proud he was. How good you felt. How beautiful you looked riding him.
You fell asleep wrapped around each other. And when you woke up to him smoking next to you, you begged, âPlease, Gyu. Just one hit. I wanna know what it feels like.â
He grumbled at first, but gave in. you curled up beside him on the couch, a blanket across your lap, giggling uncontrollably twenty minutes later with your head in his lap and your fingers tracing the ink on his arms.
âThis is so nice,â you whispered.
âYeah?â he said, smiling down at you.Â
You nodded, all soft and floaty. âI love you, Gyu.â
He blinked. Smirked. âSay it again.â
You grinned, sleepy and high and glowing. âI love you, Gyu.â And for once, he didnât joke. Didnât tease. He just kissed you. And held you tighter. Like he meant it. Like he always had.
my namgyu seowan twins au,,,,

