hey baby is that a- wait shit

white noise

[kojackmeoff-blog]

if i was a good person, i wouldnt have killed my fucking mom!!!!

who the fuck does that?!?!

who

….

who does that. a monster.

[vivasamurais]

it wasn’t your intention to do something like that.

it was never your intention to do that.

[tightly grabs his hands]

you… you are not a monster. no matter what you say or no matter what has happened, you are not a monster! you…

…

[he doesn’t really know what to say or how to help. it kind of just hits him in that moment.]

[kojackmeoff-blog]

she’s not here because of me!

it doesnt matter the circumstances, she’s not here because of me! 

m-my mother.

that angel of a woman. who dealt with horrible things for MY sake!

and all i ever did was fucking kill her!!!!

[kojackmeoff-blog]

i wouldnt be sad about mothers day if i was a good person.

….really, its better to not know than to have it taken from you.

[vivasamurais]

well, you’re certainly not a bad person, no matter what you say or think. i’ll stand by this till the end of the world.

i… suppose so… 

[kojackmeoff-blog]

if i was a good person, i wouldnt have killed my fucking mom!!!!

who the fuck does that?!?!

who

....

who does that. a monster.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

yeah. i mean its an important day, just….

all it is now is a bad reminder of how terrible i am.

[vivasamurais]

but… you’re not terrible at all.

really, truly, you’re not. you’re one of the most amazing people i’ve met in my existence so far.

i would… agree on it being an important day, though, but i… wouldn’t know.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

i wouldnt be sad about mothers day if i was a good person.

....really, its better to not know than to have it taken from you.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

……..

sighs.

it’s mother’s day.

[vivasamurais]

…hm?

a-ah… a day like this…

[kojackmeoff-blog]

yeah. i mean its an important day, just....

all it is now is a bad reminder of how terrible i am.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

........

sighs.

it’s mother’s day.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

i’d like that! …..definitely seems like your kind of thing, too. haha.

[vivasamurais]

…seems like my kind of thing? o:

[kojackmeoff-blog]

well you know, like. elegant stuff. cherry blossoms and things. nice, gentle things. 

[kojackmeoff-blog]

yeah, there’s no flowers or anything yet, hmmh. 

i wanna see some nice flowers this year.

[vivasamurais]

…!!!!

we could go flower viewing when they’re blooming, though!

whenever they will..

[kojackmeoff-blog]

i’d like that! .....definitely seems like your kind of thing, too. haha.

[vivasamurais]

it’s… it’s not seeming much like spring…………….

[kojackmeoff-blog]

yeah, there’s no flowers or anything yet, hmmh. 

i wanna see some nice flowers this year.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

yeah. there’s no fighting happening, no obnoxious little mlg pro fuckwagons, no yakuza, no nothing. just the three of us. i even put beni in sleep mode. 

this is great.

[vivasamurais]

just the three of us… i like this.

there’s nothing to worry about right now. we can just.. be happy. right?

[kojackmeoff-blog]

yeah. we can be happy. 

it’s about time.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

i dont know what i was expecting honestly. 

certainly not this. …….this is nice. 

[vivasamurais]

isn’t it?

isn’t this just lovely?

[kojackmeoff-blog]

yeah. there’s no fighting happening, no obnoxious little mlg pro fuckwagons, no yakuza, no nothing. just the three of us. i even put beni in sleep mode. 

this is great.

[vivasamurais]

ehehe. you’re excited for this, koujaku.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

well…. i mean, hahhaa.

…k-kind of. -loud blushing. oh dear.-

…….your hands are gentle. 

[cinnaminkscented]

hmmh.

did you expect me to be pulling?

[kojackmeoff-blog]

i dont know what i was expecting honestly. 

certainly not this. .......this is nice. 

[kojackmeoff-blog]

!!!!!!!

…..o-okay!

-scrambles to sit with his back facing mink. hes kind of excited. awww.-

i mean normally im the hairdresser but, ahahhaa. its hard to do your own hair sometimes and i usually dont braid so, ahahhahaa.

[cinnaminkscented]

[stars carefully braiding the kojak hair like he was doing to gakupo’s.

nice.]

[vivasamurais]

ehehe. you’re excited for this, koujaku.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

well.... i mean, hahhaa.

...k-kind of. -loud blushing. oh dear.-

.......your hands are gentle. 

[kojackmeoff-blog]

hahaaaaaa even mink knows! you’re gorgeous. 

are you going to braid in feathers, mink? :u

[cinnaminkscented]

i don’t have any with me.

…red. come here. it’s your turn.

[vivasamurais]

!!!

[claps hands together]

yes, yes! koujaku, you should get your hair braided too!!!

[mOVES TO MAKE ROOM FOR KOJAK LIGHTNING FAST]

[kojackmeoff-blog]

!!!!!!!

.....o-okay!

-scrambles to sit with his back facing mink. hes kind of excited. awww.-

i mean normally im the hairdresser but, ahahhaa. its hard to do your own hair sometimes and i usually dont braid so, ahahhahaa.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

……

it’s beautiful. you look like a princess. 

[vivasamurais]

!!!!

o-oh, no, i’m not a…. i mean, that’s….

[cinnaminkscented]

don’t argue with him, rapunzel.

[kojackmeoff-blog]

hahaaaaaa even mink knows! you’re gorgeous. 

are you going to braid in feathers, mink? :u

[kojackmeoff-blog]

….that’s. 

thats really cute.

-bites lip-

[vivasamurais]

y-you think so?

ahaha… he got here before you, of course.

we sat down, and he told me to turn around, and just… started braiding.

i haven’t had a chance to see how it looks yet… but i know it must be a lovely job.

right?

[kojackmeoff-blog]

......

it’s beautiful. you look like a princess. 

[kojackmeoff-blog]

….!

oh gosh i.

…….-covers his mouth and blushes a lot. kojak honey.-

[vivasamurais]

…?

is everything alright over there? what’s the matter?

[kojackmeoff-blog]

....that’s. 

thats really cute.

-bites lip-

[kojackmeoff-blog]

walk up in the gakupo house like what up i got a- 

…..

[vivasamurais]

ah, koujaku! you’re here!

[as he sits there having his hair braided by mink. nice]

[cinnaminkscented]

mmmh.

[gives a nod of acknowledgement. he is Really focused on what he’s doing]

[kojackmeoff-blog]

....!

oh gosh i.

.......-covers his mouth and blushes a lot. kojak honey.-