/kōˈkān fēnd/

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[diggingzeholes-blog]

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” 

[kokanfiend]

“Hey, guess what? Fuck off, kid. I’ve got enough trouble without this bullshit     ”     

[kokanfiend]

‘ that won’t make us all equal. we will always be fucked up , and even more fucked up and divided if that happened. i want us to all be equal. but i want to be someone that’s very very important too. wouldn’t you want to be remembered for something amazing? ‘

“ fuck no. i wouldn’t want to be important for shit.  being important means you’ll be scolded for fucking  up. i like snorting my coke and being as unimportant  as i can possibly be. no one gives a flying fuck about  me     maybe being important would work out for you.  i wish you luck. seriously. “

[kokanfiend]

‘ it s just really weird that we’re just this tiny speck in the whole universe and there’s a more than likely chance there’s other life besides us. and that one day we just won’t be as important and the only we will be is if we stopped a war or won a nobel prize or cured a bunch of diseases and i don’t know. maybe i’m not making sense at all. ‘

“ i’m fucking hardcore looking forward to that day. i’m looking forward to the day when we all have to be equal because there is a higher, more intelligent being that could fuck us with some extraterrestrial weapon and make us all slaves. we aren’t making things better nowadays. everything’s fucked. we’re fucked. “

[amusicas]

“Don’t you worry, kiddo. I’m my own dealer.” A long arm came to shoot out towards the addict, grabbing him by the collar. With ease Amduscias pulled him up and close to his face. It was as though the grown man didn’t weigh anything at all. He was met by a grinning visage, all teeth and sharp features.

“You and me, we’re gonna have ourselves some good clean fun.” The music around them sped up, shifted to brighter colors, as if to spur the poor unfortunate bystander on. There often were rumors running around that whispered of hypnotic influences and subliminal messages in the booming music that blared out of club speakers. In Amduscias’ case there was an uncomfortable amount of truth to those rumors.

“I take it, you’re flammable?”

[kokanfiend]

“Shee-it. You’re a goddamn dope dealer     or whatever, and you want to have some good clean fun? Bullshit.” Anthony made no comment on the grabbing and lifting of himself, but hey, he would’ve asked for help with that anyways. Clearing his throat, the fiend attempted to narrow his gaze but strangely couldn’t, and instead, he grunted in frustration.

“What the fuck is that supposed to mean? I take it, you’re flammable. Are you gonna light my ass on fire? Because I don’t have time to be working overtime to be payin’ dank ass hospital bills...” His words faded to a faint mumble, pulling a cigarette from his pocket and lighting it accordingly.

[amusicas]

At the other’s words the pale creature’s head snapped around, instantly zeroing in on the man with flickering eyes. The bass-ridden music his presence oozed thundered rhythmically in bones and eardrums alike.

“Sounds to me like we found a volunteer! –Truth be told, I’m not half as high as I’d like to be but we will change that.”

[kokanfiend]

“Wait. What am I volunteering for?”

Brows furrowed at the other’s words, particularly the strong bass in which they resonated. Shifting on his concrete seat, Tony looked up and narrowed his gaze. “Yo wait,” he managed, sifting through his jeans slowly. “I don’t have anything     and I’m not a dealer, so, uhm.” This poor fool doesn’t even understand half of what he’s gotten himself into.

[amusicas]

“Here I finally fucking am! You’re welcome. –And I have important business! It involves leveling a metropolis and dancing in the wreckage. Any takers?” 

[kokanfiend]

The line he must’ve hit earlier had to be laced with something, his bloodshot gaze trailing up the other’s form. “What fucking dope were you smoking?”

[dissimulaticn]

“Y’know, if you want it that bad, you can just have it…” Rosie told the male, shuffling the piece of candy over. Her stomach was growling with a more material hunger, and she certainly didn’t have extra money for food, but she was in a giving mood this evening. Anything extra was for her pick-up tonight.

[kokanfiend]

“Now you’re making me feel bad...” He held the candy in the palm of his scabbed hand, examining its pink, blue, and white marbling. Grabbing her thin hand with his, he opened it to expose her palm and placed the jaw-breaker in it. “You can keep it, kid. And the loose change.” Tony burped shortly after and kicked his legs out.

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[kokanfiend]

“okay. okay.” he cleared his throat, scabbed hands flailing about as he talked.    “i’ll give you,” one flailing hand delved into the pocket of his ripped jeans,             “some loose change             like a dollar in dimes and nickels     for that jawbreaker.”

[biiscione-archive-deactivated20]

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[wildfires-and-callgirls-deactiv]

“She’s fine. She talks about you a lot…” Layla looks over his features-  He looks completely different.  “What are you doing?”

[kokanfiend]

“Good. That’s    that’s real fucking good to hear.” No, he wasn’t really on the verge of tears. He got dirt in his eye. “Eh, you know, the same usual bullshit    Hey!” He nudged her shoulder. “How’ve you been?”

[polcroids-deactivated20150828]

she could almost confirm that it was the alcohol that ran through her blood that had her giggling and falling over him, yet she hardly found it in herself to keep her hands off of him. OH WELL. not like she was doing anything that she wouldn’t do sober. “mmm, much  better than sex.” she laughed, looking up at him. and as he pressed his hands under her shirt, she just pressed herself closer to him, a smirk on her lips. “mmm, i can’t argue that.” she murmured, pressing a kiss to his neck.

[kokanfiend]

pretty girl. Ah, the phase he was now in was Sentimentale and he felt REAL GOOD. slender fingers drummed the small of her back, fingers of his other hand crawling up her abdomen and resting on her sternum. he’s getting real touchy feely. “good.” he purred, the kiss sending shivers up and down his spine. instinc- tively, he pulled her closer and brought the hand that was at the small of her back up to grip her hair once more. “this is getting heavy, DOLL.”

[lame2007]

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[kokanfiend]

          This was unexpected and he was about           to freak the FUCK out. Someone from           the old neighborhood actually took the           time to search all over Philadelphia to           find his junkie ass.

         “So, uh, how’s my ma doing?”

[kokanfiend]

( ;; xthexempathx )

knock. knock.

it was her again. he felt it. what possessed a girl so young to come to a dump like this? oh yeah. she was looking for her junkie father. that had him rolling. but after all the shits and giggles, he realized that man actually had someone who cared for him, someone who wanted to know whether or not he was alive.

lazily, he opened the creaking door.

“ sup kid? ”

[polcroids-deactivated20150828]

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[kokanfiend]

from the heavens, yes