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can you believe it’s a certain boys birthday today??? 🥰 okuyasu would be 42 today if he were a real boy ( which he is in my heart <3 )

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( i love him 🫠❤️ pls wish him the specialists of birthday today …. )

“ i miss you terribly whenever we are apart. ”

' i miss you , too , more than anythin' else ! luckily , we don't have to be apart ever again. we're like two peanuts in a pod , if that's how the sayin' goes. '

#determinazione #❝ ♕ 𝙖 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / answered asks.#❝ ♕ 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. / ic.#( he has a brain of a peanut i fear ... )

this is real and if you are a okuyasu hater i hope your day is horrible and you sleep poorly forever

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( literally how can u hate him how how how )#( i do not trust okuyasu haters theyre smth deeply wrong with them ….. )

anyone else think about how content okuyasu was with dying like he was literally just gonna give up until keicho told him to decide for himself

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( makes me so sad to think about like bro …… )#( my poor boy was so content with dying it’s a really crazy thought to me … poor boy is passively suicidal and he don’t even know )#( i’m certain they both were but still it’s such a depressing thought 😭 )

god forbid you like someone with a family member in this fandom because you WILL see incest no matter how hard you try to avoid it

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( the darby brothers . nijimuras . the entirety of the joestar lineage for some fucking reason )#( like u WILL see that shit and it’s . certainly a choice !!! )#( with some exceptions like i’ve never seen anything w pol and his sister and same with ermes thank the LORD )#( i know it’s a problem within anime fandoms (coughfruitsbasketcough) but it’s still like what the hell man . please )#( come for okuyasu art leave because of nijimuracest like pleaseeee )#( keicho would never be a weirdo like that and it annoys the hell outta me that ppl depict him like that 😭 )

i need him to drop FASTER PLEASE

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( he’s so cute even with his gigantic forehead ❤️‍🩹 )#( it’s not a tomonui but i like these ones bc he can sit :)))) )#( gonna set him up my truck :)) alongside my lil joseph … )#( his big ol forehead staring at me … would luv to give a lil kiss to his giant ass forehead 💋 )

okuyasu purse okuyasu purse OKUYASU PURSE

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( a lil fucked up his purse isn’t even SOLELY about him like okaaaaay )

mikitaka still isn't-- especially certain what to do for the birthdays of friends on this planet, especially-so given the wildly varying ways it is seemingly done. but that's no call nor excuse in the slightest for not at least trying to celebrate someone who is more than deserving of that time, attention and care. yes, okuyasu has others he would likely prefer to spend time with, but still -- would mikitaka not be a bad friend to not at least bring the idea up?

"okuyasu," he begins, and.. initially says no more, as if waiting for a change in the other's expression. and then, almost excitedly, "have you ever heard of something called an 'ice cream cake'? i have visited a location in recent times that prepares this cold treat -- i would be delighted to bring you some if you would like to try it!"

FOR ONCE IN so many years - okuyasu awoke in his birthday bright eyed and excited to see what the day could possibly bring , but , he looks forward to spending time with his loved ones the most. it’s a simple pleasure in life that he hadn’t experienced since his move from tokyo , forced to move from shitty home to shitty home until they found the one in morioh. but despite worn down home and limited funds- the morning breakfast that giorno surprised him with was enough to quickly wash away thoughts that weighed heavy on his mind. he couldn’t wait to see what else the day has for him- no matter how small or minute such celebration may be.

EVEN SEEING MIKITAKA was enough to bring a smile to his face, instantly raising a hand and waving the other down with a wide grin to accompany it. before the other can even get a chance to properly speak- okuyasu finds himself pulling them in for a quick embrace ! trying to spread fellow excitement for this day with dear friend - his jovial face quickly turning to one of surprise upon hearing mikitaka talk about such a beautiful cuisine … one that blends two of his favorite sweets into a single selectable dish ! the information is enough to be considered a present in of itself , but … of course it only makes sense to bring him along and indulge in such a delicacy.

‘ ice cream … cake ?! you should’ve lead with that in the first place ! we should absolutely go , are you willing to ditch a class or two to go and try it out now ? ‘

#jukudoku #❝ ♕ 𝙖 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / answered asks.#❝ ♕ 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. / ic.#( needed to respond to this … okuyasu withdrawals are real … )#( hehe but thank youuu :3 )#( all he’ll ever want for his birthday from now on is ice cream cake … NOTHING else … )#( also no real formatting bc no laptop 😔 sadge … )

wish i was feeling better so i could write a proper birthday post for okuyasu and give him the attention he deserves 😔 but still, happy birthday to one of my specialist boys ever whom i love and adore !! 🥰

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( pls send this sad n lonely boys sum hbd messages he deserves them more than joseph ….. )#( forcing myself through horrific pain to rlly focus on posting this bc he’s everything to me 🫶🏻 )#( also i know he’s a leo but him being an october baby just fits well … maybe one day ill make him a proper leo but for now he’s an autumn #baby !! bc it makes sense to me … )

a long awaited portrait of giorno and okuyasu ... and their lil baby hanamaru !! <3 and to think that they hated each other at first ...

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#determinazione #( i am coming off hiatus for one second to post this )#( I NEEEEEED YOU GUYS TO WITNESS THEM AND THEIR LOVE !!! PLEASE !! )#( anyways i will tag this properly later ... i just needed u guys to see them ... )

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frigid became the december days, bereft of sunlight and sudden arrival of a thick blanket of substantial snow causing a shift within giorno’s heart; a solemn longing for better days causing intense grief. the sole reason he refrained from isolating himself had been this christmas dinner —- an exciting opportunity, possibly granting giorno the ability to connect with his crush, however desperate that may seem. how unfortunate that it resulted in another broken heart, henceforth ruining another festivity.

“ so, you impress him by making degrading remarks about us both? that is no way to gain respect. your self - loathing has fractured yet another relationship —- when will you realize it’s unfair to not just yourself, but others, as well? ” an unequivocal absence of resentment made his words of frustration less harsh, but they did not obfuscate his true feelings : complete and utter hurt. arms cross over chest, hands digging into the crevice between shoulder and bicep —- gaze avoidant of the other, incapable of seeing those lavender hues, lest sorrow engulf him.

“ i ... i like you, okuyasu. you’re sweet, considerate, kind … you’ve made me laugh more during these past few months than i have in the years before them. ” and yet, despite this pseudo - argument, warmth bled into his words. his affection was inescapable. “ had you confessed to me with flowers instead of an insult, you would have left this room covered in lipstick. but now, i hurt, and you’re flustered. how will you solve this … ? how will you make it up to me? ” please. please, please show initiative, and save my perception of you.

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HEART HELD heavy within chest - as if it dug itself in stomach and left unbearable guilt coursing through veins. what can be said to fix this ? words have already left their mark on the both of them - already cutting deeper than he could've imagined. hurt was never his intention , but ... self loathing was all he's known for years - never did he expect it to fracture such an interpersonal relationship ... the closest he's been in years. ' gi - giorno ... i ---- -- i ... ' a hand subtly raises - wanting to reach out and pull him in close ... wrap arms around him and feel silky blonde hair brush against cheeks once again. ' i want to fix this ---- -- please let me fix this ! you have no idea how much you mean to me , and ... insults weren't the way to go about it , and i'm really sorry for that ! ' voice could almost be heard faltering as brows furrowed together - heaviness within chest pouring into words as he tried to piece together what mattered to him. apples of his cheeks quickly turned red as an all familiar warm well up within eyes before tears flowed freely down visage. FINGERS HESITANTLY reached out to entangle themselves within the other's , palms clasping together as okuyasu could feel heightened heartbeat cause a lightheaded sensation. it almost felt unreal - how easily he managed to fuck it all up. ' i ... i feel more about you than even liking you ... i think i ---- -- i love you , and the thought of not havin' you in my life sounds like a nightmare ! you ... you've done so much to help me and make me feel like i'm worth something , and i ... i really am sorry i said that , i never meant to hurt you ---- -- i'd never want to hurt you ever. so , please ... give me another chance. '

#determinazione #❝ ♕ 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. / ic.#( just imagine him w the biggest saddest puppy dogs eyes here ... bc thats whats happening.... )

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THE SOUNDS OF NIGHTMARES SENTENCE STARTERS .

a collection of roleplay / writing prompts , lifting quotes from " the sounds of nightmares " podcast based in the little nightmares universe .

" the look on your face says there's more on your mind . "

" would you like to talk about it ? "

" how are you feeling today ? "

" do you remember your nightmares ? "

" i remember ... everything . "

" i'm not sure that's true . "

" i woke up somewhere i didn't belong . "

" i don't quite follow . "

" can you try to explain ? "

" you can't understand . not unless you were there . "

" hey ! where are we ?! "

" they aren't children . not at all . "

" my mind was divided , and that's not fair to you . "

" everything is going to get worse from here . "

" help me ! please help me ! "

" who brought me here ? "

" i'll do everything i can to help you . "

" there's nothing bad inside you . nothing . "

" we're in this together . "

" take your pick . "

" sweets for my sweet . "

" do you know a way out of here ? "

" what are you working on ? "

" we're friends . friends tell each other things . "

" i'll play with you . "

" don't overdo it . "

" you were right there ! don't tell me you did nothing ! "

" you're upset with me , aren't you ? "

" are you going to leave ? like all the others ? "

" whatever you desire , it's yours . "

" everyone needs someone . "

" don't leave me alone ! "

" are you still angry with me ? "

" i'll protect you . "

" i hate being alone . "

" i understand more than you think . "

" you mean to escape , don't you ? "

" you're being unfair . "

" i can't help you if you hide things from me . "

" why did you bring me here ? "

" what do you want ? "

" why didn't you tell me ? "

" you promised me . "

" i don't feel like talking . "

" you never listen . "

" we can face these monsters together . "

" i need you . "

" i have nothing more to give . "

" take my hand again . "

" you abandoned me . "

" the more time you spend with someone , the harder it becomes to hide who you really are . "

#ask prompt tbt.

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𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 ♡

“I never noticed your eyes were this [colour].”

“Your heartbeat’s really loud.”

“You asleep?”

“I like this, being so close to you.”

“Your hair keeps falling into your eyes, do you know that? Here, lemme just—”

“You’re so, so, so pretty.”

“I just — I’m breathless, okay? Whenever I’m with you, it happens.”

“You make my heart beat so quick.”

“You always know how to make me smile.”

“You’ll always be safe with me.”

[Kisses the other on the cheek]

“Always.”

“I can’t imagine being anywhere but here with you.”

“All my choices lead me to you.”

“I’ll never give you up.”

“I sleep better if you’re around.”

“You snore in your sleep. But… it’s adorable, okay?”

“I like this. A quiet breakfast with you.”

“There’re billions of people on this planet, and I love you. How incredible is that?”

“I trust you.”

[Holds the other’s hand when they think the other won’t notice]

“You keep staring at me instead of watching the film. What’s up?”

“Let’s push all of these stuff away. I wanna dance here right now with you.”

“Are we really doing this? Are we really slow-dancing?”

“When you laugh like that, it just — you’re so beautiful, you know that?”

“No, sorry, you laughed. I … I never saw it before. It’s — pretty.”

“You haven’t laughed in a long time, and I guess I was staring ‘cause I forgot how that looked like.”

[Puts head on the other’s shoulder]

“I will never let you go.”

“You’re the best thing to have ever happened to me.”

“You wrote me a song?”

“You’ve got a fever. Of course I’m not going anywhere.”

[Suddenly feels around the bed to search for the other’s hand / body when they’re sleeping]

[Extends a hand when they see the other was searching for it while they’re sleeping]

“I just feel calmer. When I’m with you.”

“You’re not in bed. I came looking for you.”

“What are you doing up? Come to bed.”

“It’s weird. I never thought I could feel like this, but you showed up. Now, it’s like I don’t wanna go on knowing I might lose the feeling.”

“I don’t mind sharing the blankets with you.”

“You’re cold. Come here.”

“You always do that. You always warm me up.”

“Stay.”

“It’s getting crowded. Here, hold my hand.”

[Hugs for a very long time]

[Puts feet on the other’s lap]

“I’m so proud of you, you know that?”

“I love you.”

#ask prompt tbt.

sometimes i think about how muscular okuyasu is and how that’s probably because of the fact he does not always get his nutrients due to limited meals and not so much the fact that he works out …

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( thinking of that comparison pic of asbr josuke / okuyasu and how strangely defined okuyasu’s muscles are … much more so than josuke )#( ignore the fact i am probably definitely looking way too much into it ☺️ but i can’t stop thinking about it )#( esp after keicho passes like he was probably why they ate bc bad company is great for stealing ! 👍🏻 )#( and no one will miss an apple or some snacks )#( but still … i’m horrified … )#( the thought of him having his muscles be so much more prominent bc of the lack of fat on his body has me sad )

i think there’s smth funny about okuyasu becoming normal once keicho dies. like he becomes a painfully average teen after losing his brother but still also remains sweet despite everything he’s been through

#❝ ♕ 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / ooc.#( would’ve loved to see more of their dynamic bc of how controlling and almost suffocating keicho seemed to be )#( like a religious parent but he was not religious or a parent so he’s just the overbearing older brother )#( his stupidity saved him from being more traumatized :))) )

“ i made you dinner. ” because he would never let him go hungry, ever ♥️

OKUYASU'S HANDS are quick to grab at utensils before butt even made contact with dining chair - letting out a rather bombastic ' thank you ! ' before quickly shoveling down the food. between every other bite , though , he takes a moment to savor the taste and to relish in the fact he gets to enjoy a home cooked meal after a long day. a simple delicacy he hadn't known he had missed. ' i know i already said thank you - ' chews. ' - but i mean it ! no one can cook quite as good as you. ' another chew. ' italians sure know how to cook ! '

#determinazione #❝ ♕ 𝙖 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / answered asks.#❝ ♕ 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. / ic.#( anytime he has italian food hes like 'NOTHING can compare' )#( like its okay bro .... but i honest to god understand him hes so true for that )#( and the fact he can eat it every DAY ...!!!! this is heaven for him ... )

okuyasu,... if you ever feel like you're ugly? just remember: koichi is uglier. <3

nods in agreement. ' don't tell 'im , but i just don't understand how he keeps getting all kinds of attention ! he's as tall as a mouse ... it's unfair ! maybe i need to be shorter ...? '

#❝ ♕ 𝙖 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧. / answered asks.#❝ ♕ 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. / ic.#( anon tbt. )#( thats his bestie :)) but hes literally half his size )#( and okuyasu does NOT understand how he keeps getting attention..... )

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