a comic abt my messed up eating habits. i was doing well for a while, but over the last year a combination of my not-quite-in-recovery eating disorder & latent ocd have been really brutal. there isn’t really a resolution to it because i still struggle with this a lot. if there are other people who have been
[ID: a five-panel comic drawn in blueish-purple marker & black pen. the first panel is a drawing of a partially-stocked refrigerator. the text in the panel reads, “I’m anxious that my food will rot. I throw a lot away.” the second panel depicts a grocery store shelf. second panel text: “I buy too little at the store. I always think I’ll need less than I really do.” the third panel depicts a takeout container on a counter. text: “so then I get takeout, but it only lasts so long.” in the fourth panel there is a laptop on a desk. the text reads, “I watch cooking videos of food I’ll never make.” The last panel depicts me (white, longish hair, nose/ear piercings) lying in bed kind of despondently. the text reads, “I go to bed still hungry when I don’t have to.” end ID]