Okay so I want to explain some things about why I came back only to disappear again.
First off, I'm so sorry for that. Now into the Why?
When I first got back on, it was while I was in Canada visiting my girlfriend of a year and I was so very excited about it!
However things went incredibly badly. Not only had I only interacted with her IRL for all of 15 minutes when she suggested I cut my 6 week trip down, but then when I got home she pretty well ghosted me.
And to make matters worse, the other partner (We are a polyamorous system no comments about multiple partners thanks) I had also ghosted me at the same time. Both of them doing so literally right after meeting me IRL.
To say it fucked with my head is an understatement from the depths of hell.
Then I had a complete hysterectomy that I healed from with absolutely NO pain meds and that fucked me up good too.
However, I'm finally feeling a bit better. I've more than halved my drafts/asks in the last two days. I'm building a Queue now with posts and that will be opened once I'm fully caught up.
You are 100% to send messages/asks and such, just please respect that I am slow af still while I work at getting back to mental stability.
I am so sorry I disappeared the way I did, my mental health just tanked so badly I couldn't hardly function enough for IRL responsibilities let alone online ones. I'm trying to get back to being me. And as always....
Daddy Loves













