β Summary: Jungkook is absolutely everything your father detests about the kind of guys you should be dating. But it's too bad... because he's your boyfriend, and you happen to love him very much.
β Part TWO: They always say if you love something, let it go. If it's meant to be, it'll come back. When your worst fear becomes a reality, and conflicts arises, do you go on to salvage things, or perhaps it's time to let go?
"I love you, and I never stopped loving you. But your actions has proven me that you're not willing to fight for us."
β Word Count: I've been writing and rn I'm a little over 14k and the story hasn't even hit the climax, so expect something in the 20k or pass that. I'm so sorry besties.
β Warning: smut, oc is a bit craycray obsessive, but she loves jk lol. jk loves her too, and her tits & ass. sexting, degradation kink, cursing, oc is lowkey a freak on the inside, jk is a bit of an asshole but he's also very sweet, unprotected sex, toxic parents, pregnancy scare, manipulation, angst, okay that's it. Ima shut my mouth.
β Edit: Have put it slightly on hold because of work and school, but I've written A LOT for it, so whenever I pick it back up again, we'll be looking forward to a release date.
β Author's Note: Those who had read part one knows this was originally posted on my Stray Kids blog, but I want to keep BTS/SKz separate, so here's a new blog dedicated to just BTS/JK contents lmao.
I am high on some Jungkook drug, I am so sorry y'all. Next content coming up is SKZ related tho. Stay in tune! And yes, there will be a second part to this ahhh
β Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
β Genre: Romance, Smut, Angst, Fluff, etc
β Summary: Jungkook is absolutely everything your father detests about the kind of guys you should be dating. But it's too bad... because he's your boyfriend, and you happen to love him very much.
β Part ONE: In present day where you have to be discreet about your relationship with Jungkook, you recount your first impression of him and the past events that lead you to where you guys are today.
β Word Count: 11.7k (oop)
β Warning: 18+ Content. mature scenes and settings. Pregnancy scare, Y/N is kind of a simp for Jungkook, Toxic family, Smut scenes, Unprotected Sex, Jealous Jungkook. A lot of switching between present and past tense (for things happening now and things that already happened). a lot of grammar mistakes prob. cursing, swearing, etc. Backstory focused, not a lot of smut scenes.
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You're holding onto the headboard as Jungkook fuck you senseless against it, hammering into you like you have sinned him.
"Shit, babe..." Jungkook moans, his hitch of breath hit the touch of your skin and you feel yourself walking on cloud nine as he speeds up his pace, his hand tugging on your hair just so he can sink himself deeper inside you.
You feel yourself getting closer, your stomach twirling and your knees giving out. Ding, you turn to your phone that you have placed on top of Jungkook's headboard and you see your screen light up with a text message from Yeri.
"Date's done." - π Yerim π
He continues riding out your hips causing you to clutch onto the headboard harder.
"Yeri?" Jungkook mutters, earning a small yeah from you.
He lets out a grunt as he finishes inside you, evoking your walls to tighten around his at the commotion.
You were so full and dripping in liquid that eventually they start trailing down your legs and onto the mattress.
"Ahh, fuck..." He curses and continues pounding into you some more before eventually pulling out, rubbing his cock around the bare skin of your ass and allowing you to catch your breath.
You take your hold off the headboard and shift your body facing Jungkook, searching his eyes, "I wish I could stay with you for the night."
Jungkook puts on a modest smile, both his hands brushing past the top of your head, "Go back, Princess. I don't want to get you in trouble." His hands travel distances before landing on your face and cupping them, pulling you in for a deep, sloppy kiss; Jungkook style.
You guys scatter around the room for clothes, putting on any you find along the way. Jungkook is more concentrated on your behalf than his own because he is still only in his sweatpants and underwear. He helps zip up your dress from behind, which does wonder to both you and him as he gets to see an awesome view of your curve and ass while doing so, and you love the sensation of his touch all over you.
Jungkook pushes strokes into your hair, trying his best to untangle them and you find his efforts adorable. One last final fix up with Jungkook literally spraying your whole existence with the perfume you'd always wear, you were ready to be sent on your way.
He initially only bought it because you kept raving about how much you love the scent, but he ended up really liking it as well. He thinks it compliments you and your personality perfectly. But it does seem to come in handy when it comes to these types of situations you guys were usually in, and you guys were in them a lot... the bottle is nearly empty.
"Same time same place tomorrow?" You ask him with beams in your eyes.
"I'll be waiting." He pats your head, placing a kiss on your forehead.
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You were trying to close the door as discreetly as possible, but you should've known that wouldn't have work either way. Your family is literally the worst when it comes to mingling in your personal business.
"Hey Sweetie, how'd the date go?" Your mom walks out in her night gown crossing her arms. Jihye follows behind looking as unfazed as she always been.
Now here's where you put the skills you have learned in acting class to use. Wide smile, a good posture, and confidence. You can't get caught lying up in this bitch as long as you believe in yourself and your abilities.
"He was nice. Today was good." Okay, not the best answer you could've given, but vague enough to avoid any further questionings. You don't want to keep talking about this guy that you actually never even went on a date with, and as far you're concern, this guy isn't passing the vibe check according to Yeri.
"I'm glad you guys are getting along. It'll make things so much easier for us and their family." A smile plants on her face, walking toward you and placing a kiss on your cheek, "Good night, dear. Don't be late for class tomorrow."
You and Jihye watch her disappear off into the shadow before switching glares to each other.
"Ridiculous." Jihye scoffs.
Jihye is your younger sister, younger by 2 years. You guys have a rather complicated dynamic. Like you wouldn't mind giving her your kidney, but you're not getting her water type of relationship.
"What." You bend down to take off your heels.
"You look like you just finished filming a gangbang scene for Pornhub."
Gangbang? No. Just Jungkook. Although you wouldn't mind getting fuck by more than one Jungkook, but only if it's him. You guys really tried your best, but yeah, you look like a hot ass mess right now. The only thing clouding your mom from this judgment is that in her head, you're her little angel and a total sweetheart. Right. There's no way you'd lie to her. There's no way you'd send Yeri in your place instead while you go fuck your boyfriend at his apartment. There's no way.
You mean... you're not the least bit surprised. When Jungkook fucks, he fuck like the rent is due tomorrow and he makes sure to leave no crumbs behind. Oh you love him, so much.
You place the heel strap over your fingers, continuing to undo the second pair, "You know why." As if this is the norms, and it is the norms.
Jihye has become desensitized to it all. She hears all, she sees all. From you kicking her out of the living room while your parents were out because you told her you and Jungkook are going to fuck, to waking up in the middle of the night to moans and skins slapping through the wall next to hers, and even walking midway into your room when Jungkook was climbing through the window.
She'll snitch you out in a heartbeat for stealing her leftovers or hiding her things, but she'll keep it a secret that you were basically deceiving your parents. It's a sibling thing, you could say.
"Pfft! And they want me to be more like you. Puh-lease!" She rolls her eyes.
Being the oldest, you are always expected more than stellar results. Your parents are harder, stricter on you because they see you as a reflection of themselves, their efforts, and their abilities to mold someone to follow in their footsteps. The concept of earning a grade lower than A is almost foreign to you because you were always taught that anything lower is unacceptable.
It didn't help that you were born into a family of doctors, or as others would rather say: with a golden spoon. Not like you ask for it. Sure, it's nice to live in a big beautiful house and not having to worry about where you're getting your next meal from, and many may disagree and call you ungrateful, but you'd rather be born into a mediocre family while working part-time if that'd get your family to stop meddling in your life. You can't disappoint anyone if no one's expecting, but expectations are all your parents have.
Yeah yeah, comparison sucks, and you can understand where Jihye's coming from. But hey, it's not your fault you're the gifted child. You mean, at least you saved her from all the trauma of being the oldest one. She should be thankful you took one for the team. And if this Jungkook thing works out somehow in the end, she might be able to date a drug dealer or a circus worker of her choice in the near future, who knows.
"Whatever. I'm going to sleep." You push past her and begin making ways up the stairs to your room. Jihye radiating her annoying younger sibling energy, follows behind like she always does.
"You know you're going to get caught one day, right?" She voices while still mimicking your steps.
"We'll see when that day comes." You are hopeful your little hoax will last for just a bit longer.
"Can I have your room when you get kick out? Yours is way bigger than mine, plus your closet is massive."
This girl. But for real, if everything comes to light, you're pretty sure you'll already be disowned by now. You might just end up becoming bestie with SungAh, the very nice homeless lady you meet occasionally near campus. Maybe she can show you around.
"No one's getting kick out. Everything is going to be okay." No, everything isn't going to be okay. You know you are lying to yourself. But you didn't feel like having this conversation with Jihye right now. It is eleven 'o clock, your makeup has completely given up, your feet are all sore from the heels, and Jungkook just busts a big fat nut inside you. You just want a cold shower and a good night's sleep.
You stop at your door, turning around to face Jihye. No, she isn't coming in with you. You don't need her shouting all these things you know already know into your ears.
"Right. Well, I'm just here to remind you to use protection. You don't want your baby bump giving it away before you have the chance to tell mom and dad, do you?"
Okay, this girl is pissing you off.
"I'm not pregnant!" You retort.
"Yet..." She lets trail off her lips.
You mean, you're sure not pregnant. Nothing about your period is irregular. You always take your pills, and every now and then you'll use condoms when Jungkook has one laying around. But you are 100% you're not pregnant. But you can already imagine the shit show it'll be if you are. Not a very pleasant visual. You might as well get acquainted with Satan by then if that's the case since that's where your dad will be sending you.
"Good night idiot." You unlock the door and slam it in her face before she has a chance to speak.
Well thanks a lot, Jihye. Now you feel paranoid because it's not completely out of the loop. You guys do have sex often and considering how much you let him finishes inside you, this is worthy of concern.
It's already bad enough that your parents are probably going to throw you out of the house soon, you don't need to be a young mother as well to add a cherry to the topping of this shitty cake. Not that you would mind carrying Jungkook's child. You love that man to your heart and soul -- heck, you'd take a bullet for him. But not now. Not this young.
You plop down onto your pink mattress with sparkling sheets, staring at the hanging chandelier above you. You never notice how detailed it was -- how bright it was. What if it just falls and hits you in the face right now? Nah. Your parents are boujee as fuck. They wouldn't settle for anything they weren't confident in. If the chandelier breaks your face, your parents will probably break whoever invented it.
Ding, you receive another text message from Yeri.
Ayyy bestie, you still alive? - π Yerim π
Somehow. Think he's burnt out from work, probably asleep. Only saw Mom and Jihye. Jihye was being annoying as always. - Y/N
Haha. Only because she cares about you. I mean, she doesn't want her only sister out on the street now does she. And gosh, your dad is so annoying. You're already 21 years old. Such a manchild! - π Yerim π
Think the worst he'll do is force me to cut all contact with Jungkook and prob send one of his creepy ass worker to stalk me 24/7 again. And right? Such a pain in the ass." - Y/N
You mean like how he already is doing right now? Well... minus the stalking which has stopped but surely he has something up his sleeve the next time if he catches you. He REALLY REALLY do not like Jungkook. Like goddamn. - π Yerim π
I just don't get it. Like how could he not? Jungkook is so perfect in every way π₯Ίπ₯Ί I refuse to believe we share the same genetics. - Y/N
Right. Not like Jungkook didn't tell him straight to his face that he banged his daughter. - π Yerim π
OkayYY?? And he punched Jungkook!!!! π π - Y/N
Well.... - π Yerim π
Oh yeah, did you forget to mention your dad's first encounter with Jungkook? Worst. Day. Of. Your. Life. You didn't know what had gotten into you that afternoon, but you were feeling a little self-righteous that day perhaps.
You'd managed to convince them to let you major in Business Administration before. Because fuck all that doctor bullshit. You hate blood. You hate dealing with people. You really could care less about why the immune system is attacking its own tissues, or what causes a shortage in the red or white blood cells. Okay maybe those things are important, but you're just not a medical person.
You thought this was going to be your big next revolutionary movement. Spoiler alert: It wasn't. He was against it from the moment he saw Jungkook. Tattoos all over his arms, piercings everywhere, black clothing. It was a straight and utter rejection with a lot of nasty glares from both sides. Jungkook got fed up at one point and started going on a rant about how much of a bitch your dad was being... to his face, and honestly, fuck yeah! Jungkook was absolutely right.
Of course, your dad responded to his remark with his fist across Jungkook's face. He took the hit like a champ, and in his defense, yes the old man was pissing him off and driving him to the edge, but he was in love with his daughter. Jungkook had a background in Taekwondo and his muscles were built like hardened bricks. Not to mention he easily towered over your dad by a few inches. Jungkook could've one swipe that if he wanted to, but out of respect for birthing you into this world for him, he took the loss.
The next sequence of events consisted of your dad accusing Jungkook of a bunch of things, such as seducing you. Which sounded ridiculous in retrospect because you were the one doing the seducing most of the time. Even you initiated sex more than him.
Well, Jungkook wasn't having any of it, "So what if your daughter has sex? She's a grown woman, she surely can decide for herself. I wouldn't do anything she's uncomfortable with in the first place anyways." You knew he was trying to work your dad up by implying he wouldn't have fucked you if you didn't agree to it, and you didn't know why you thought it was the sexiest thing ever. Luckily, Jungkook didn't suffer further injuries because Yeri had been trying to call Yoongi and Namjoon ever since the soap opera worthy scene went down.
Yoongi and Namjoon hauled him out the door as you stared into his doe eyes, then that was that. Locked in your room, no devices, no company, but especially no more dick from Jungkook -- at least for a little while. Your dad even sent one of his shady guards to follow you around campus to make sure you weren't pulling any of your tricks.
Little did he know, you started jotting down the guard's pattern of behavior so you got accustomed to where he would usually be whenever he's lurking, so you'd work your way around. Jungkook never stopped bothering you either, and you didn't want him to stop.
Even if that was just meeting eyes in the hallway or passing by one another, you guys never missed the chance to look at the other like you want to devour them whole, and Jungkook never hesitated to grab your ass when the opportunity arised. The feeling of his grip around your sensitive skin made you miss his cock inside you. So much. So that's what you guys did.
You guys would literally fuck anywhere, any time. Even if Jungkook's next class was within 5 to 10 minutes, even if there's a possibility someone could hear what's going on, you gave no fuck. You'd drag Jungkook to the girl's restroom, the boy's restroom -- heck, the closest empty classroom or if you guys were feeling a bit rebellious, you'd both ditch class and take it to your car, ride him until you're covered in his pretty little cum and go on your way to be daddy's little good girl again.
Yeri gave you her spare phone and you'd use it to keep up with Jungkook. Most of the time you guys were conversing about events throughout the day, half of it is Jungkook complaining about his bandmates, and the other small percentage, he'd ask for nudes to help him 'feel better'. No dick picks though. You told him no. This was Yeri's phone and you didn't want her stumbling upon snooping on ya man's dick. She can keep all your nudes though. No one has ever seen you naked more than Yeri. Not even Jungkook.
Eventually, it dialed down. After Mr. Creep AKA your dad's minion realized -- or so he thought, that all you'd been doing was going to classes, hung out with Yeri, and then back home, he was officially declared bored. Thank goodness. Your dad got off your ass, you got your phone and freedom back and Jungkook was dead to him. You still couldn't believe he let you off the hook that easily, but you weren't complaining.
That was a little over 6 months ago. Your parents firmly believe you are over Jungkook, but that is far from the truth. You have been duking them for a while and you don't know when exactly you're going to stop. Perhaps you should just let fate run its course, but you have a feeling it is not in your favor.
It didn't take too long before you started cruising around campus with Jungkook again. Everybody knew who your father was. He helped in funding some of the events at your University and was a spokesperson several times. Professors and most students were well aware you came from a good background, so they didn't know why you were always latching yourself onto someone like Jungkook.
~ 2 years ago ~
At first, you thought he was a bad boy too, or so he looked. He just always came off like he'd rather be anywhere but where he's currently at. Always so quiet, you would never see him engage in conversations with anyone. Professor would say the lecture's over, and he was out immediately. Your first impression of him was this dude is cocky, he thinks he's all that. Girls dig it though. He was quite popular with the ladies in your class and admittedly, Jungkook is very good-looking. He never paid any attention to the swoons and awes he'd get though. He just never seemed to care -- about anything.
Your curiosity about him only grew more each day when you both took the same general education course for Math during your second year. Sometimes your gaze would naturally avert toward his deep brown eyes when he's so focused on the lecture. His thin lips, he had some beautifully shaped lips that curved just at the right spot. He was like a deer caught in headlights whenever he's so indulged, you found it adorable.
Contrary to his style, he was really handsome in a boyish way, just exactly your type. And you love that he had an edgy side as well. You both can be emo together, you didn't mind. You were totally into the fact that he was like a little loner so stuck in his own world. He does his own thing and he does it so well. It's hot.
"Y/n?" You were knocked out of fantasy world when Jungkook landed a nudge to your elbow.
"Huh?" Your eyes widened at the sudden contact.
Reality struck you once again when you came back to at least fifty eyes on you and to the dismay of your professor tapping his foot impatiently.
You had dozed off and you were not proud of it. You blame Jungkook for being as distracting as he is.
"What does X equal?" Your professor pointed to equation on the board, but how the fuck would you know. You were daydreaming about Jungkook, not solving for goddamn X.
"Four." Jungkook said under his breath.
You hesitated for a moment before repeating what he just said.
"Correct." Your professor moved on and went to pick on other students. That was a close one.
This wasn't like you at all, you were usually a good student you promise.
You turned to Jungkook and mouthed a small 'thank you' for saving your ass.
Class was over after some time and before you could even get a chance to properly thank him, he had already dashed out the door. You took your heels off for the extra speed and chased after him, lightly tapping him on his shoulder.
"Hey, I just want to say thank you for saving me back there." You sent him your most angelic smile. Ahhhh... he was even cuter face to face.
Jungkook returned your smile, "Oh it's nothing. I just saw that you were too preoccupied staring at me, I thought I'd help out."
His comment made you grew a shade of pink on your cheeks. Fuck, he knew you were totally checking him out. Jungkook found the situation amusing because he'd never thought you out of all people would find the slight interest in him.
After all, your family is rich as hell and you could probably up and pay for his whole tuition right now if you wanted to. You always came off spoiled and like you were too good for everyone, at least that's what you've given him so far. But you were already starting to prove yourself with each little interaction.
"I-I was lost in my thoughts..." The first excuse that popped in your head rolled off your tongue like candy. It was as bullshit as it sounded.
Jungkook only chuckled at your attempt to save yourself, "Oh by the way, I noticed you didn't write anything down on your notes. If you want, you can come by my dorm later. I can let you copy mine."
Oh lord, was this really happening? Jungkook inviting you over to his dorm? You and him, alone? Fuck yeah!
"Yes! I can come by later! When are you free?" Oop, you needed to calm your tits. Can't be getting a little too excited now.
"Hmm... I have practice at 2 and won't be home until 5. So maybe then? My dorm's on the third floor, room 302."
"Great! I'll see you then!" You flashed him a pretty smile and went on your way, satisfied and high in love.
Jungkook on the other hand, wasn't quite sure where he was going with his offer. He usually doesn't give any attention he'd get a second thought, but you were goggling at him like he was the most amazing thing to walk this earth, and he thought you were cute so he eventually let his words slipped before his brain could approve anything.
When you got there, you were so sure and ready to spend some quality time alone with Jungkook. Maybe after getting to know him better, you could decide for yourself if he's worthy of your dignity for you to be acting like a 15 year old teenager again who just had their first crush.
You had completely forgotten your University had this thing where you had to share a dorm with a roommate. And Jungkook happened to go to the same University (duh!), so imagine your shock when you showed up at his door, greeted by an unfamiliar face and to the revelation that there'd be a third party.
Not that you minded. Taehyung was nice and all, if that was even his name. You also found out he's in a band with Jungkook and one of his closest friend, so that's nice. Did you forgot to say he was also very gorgeous, well... he was very gorgeous! He was one of the most aesthetic thing you've laid your eyes upon, but you preferred a rather emo and boyish person with the love for tattoos and piercings -- someone like Jungkook.
And if you weren't in love before, you definitely were now. His personality was even more attractive than that beautiful face of his, and you think that statement itself spoke a lot about how awesome of a human being Jungkook was, inside and out.
You didn't know how he was so patient with you, going over the problems again and again until you'd get it. And even when you already did, you'd sometimes pretend you didn't just so you could lose yourself in his godly expressions. The way his puppy eyes would meet yours whenever he'd look up to see if you had gotten anything he had just said into that head of yours. He was so cute, if anything, him being here wasn't making Math any easier.
You felt like you had one of the greatest day ever, and one that was put to a very good use. You got to speak to Jungkook, you got to know more about him, and you met his friend who's a total sweetheart, and a cutie as a bonus. Pretty boys with nice personalities was your biggest weakness, but Taehyung was more like someone you could see yourself becoming close friends with.
Some important things you had learned: Jungkook works part-time at a nearby Tattoo shop -- you mean, you should had known. He was always doodling in class every chance he'd get. He had great eyes for arts! Leonardo da Vinci who. He and Taehyung are in a band with about five other unnamed individuals and they'd usually perform at music festivals or school events. And well, it was no shocker you knew none of these things because you were always too busy going shopping right after classes, hanging at Yeri's, or studying. But Jungkook definitely held your interest and there's always a first time for everything.
And ever since that day, Jeon Jungkook had officially stolen your heart and never gave it back. And if he ever does, you hope it's not in broken pieces.
You'd make efforts for small talks, usually, you'd asked how his day was, or if it was a Monday, how his weekend was. He'd tell you how drunk he got while he was over at his bandmate's dorm or the craziest customer he's ever had to deal with at his part-time job. You could listen to him talk forever, even when he was going off on rants about toxic players attacking him in a game you had absolutely no idea about. Maybe it's the way he resembles a bunny, his small kissable lips, and those huge lovable eyes. He had such a baby face but his face could probably make a baby out of you.
Typically, when you're this nice to a guy, they'd be asking you to pull down your panties by now. You hate that you had to keep reminding them you weren't trying to have sex and was only acting with basic human decency. Then, of course, they'd get mad as hell because apparently, you were leading them on. Uhm no. You only said thank you and that you appreciate their help. Nothing about that screamed I want to fuck you, but whatever help them sleep at night.
But Jungkook? Yeah, you definitely wanted to fuck him, and you meant it with your whole chest. If he were to ask you to strip, you'd do it in a heartbeat.
Although he was extra attentive to you, you weren't all that special nor the only one who had the hots for him, sadly. You could name at the top of your head, at least three other girls in the class who'd side-eye him like they want to swallow him whole. Especially Yujin. Gosh, you hated that two-faced fox with a passion.
You and Jungkook would be in the middle of a discussion about which solution would work best and she'd pop her nosy ass in out of nowhere to join. Like okay bitch, nobody asked. It didn't make it any better that she was one of the top students and if she wasn't trying to steal your man that wasn't really your man, you'd say the bitch was actually drop-dead gorgeous with a body to die for.
Jungkook is totally into her. How could he not be? You mean, you're 100% sure you're into dicks, but yeah, you had seen the way she'd make head turns whenever she'd pass by. This girl was basically a guy magnet. You had never seen Jungkook talk to anyone before, but he conversed with this girl like they knew each other in their past life or some shit. You hated how much they had in common and how perfect they looked together. Disgusting.
Often, you'd just watch both of them chat their time away solving a problem because you were too busy cursing Yujin inside your head to really care. You also noticed how she'd act like she didn't know or forgot the steps just to get Jungkook to explain it to her. Pfft. You did it way cuter.
On the days you were feeling extra mad at Jungkook or jealous for giving Yujin more attention, you'd be more touchy with him on purpose, your skirts would be shorter and you'd wear a shirt revealing enough just to shove your cleavage in his face. You'd gone mad and you were well aware. Like being possessed by a love demon, you didn't know what the fuck has gotten into you.
Jungkook like expected paid no mind to any of your attempts. Ugh! This was what you love and hate about him. Yes, you love that he's respectful and unbothered, but how do you tell him he's yours and you want him inside of you? You guys were married in your head whether he liked it or not.
Dresses and skirts weren't really your thing, but you wore it for Jungkook, and all for what? For him to break out in laughter at a joke Yujin made? You never even made him genuinely laugh like that before. Only when you had something stuck in your teeth or when you'd hit your head on your desk trying to stand up, does he crack one out.
Gosh, you were pathetic doing all of this for one guy. Even your 13-year-old boy crazy self would smack you silly. But it's whatever. You were willing to let this one slide because the third exam was in a week, and you knew what that meant: Study time with Jungkook, alone! One of your favorite thing in the world, next to him falling asleep on you whenever he'd get too tired to keep up. It was your most favored view.
Studying was something you hated to do, you mean... who the fuck would like studying, but Jungkook's presence managed to turn it into something entertaining. You get to spend time with your favorite person in the world and at the same time, shove all these information up your brain for the exam and then forget them after.
You knew you can sound careless or as if school was the last thing you cared about, but truth was, you never had to try too hard because these things just came naturally to you. You guess all those nights you'd stayed up during high school and cramming for advanced classes paid off. You just liked to watch and listen to Jungkook go at it. You thought tutor Jungkook was the cutest thing.
After the lecture ended and Jungkook started packing his things, you waited patiently for the perfect moment to strike up a conversation, well of course... after Yujin got her turn. She was saying something to Jungkook although it was inaudible from your side, but her sly smile was enough for you to conclude that she deserves a slap across her face. But you won't do that. Because today you were going to get to be with Jungkook and you wanted to be on your best behavior.
She waved him goodbye and disappeared into the hallways. As she should. Now it's your turn. You got to have him all to yourself now. No more annoying rats trying to get in between you guys... at least for the time being.
"Meet you at 5?" You sounded like a child high on sugar rush.
Jungkook shot up at you as he slid his bag over his shoulder. "Pardon?"
"I can come over to your dorm at 5 so we can go over the exam materials together. You know... like we always do." You flashed him the pretty smile that you only do for him.
"Oh I--" Jungkook's face was filled with guilt, "--I already promised Yujin I'd go over to hers this afternoon. I didn't know you wanted to study together. I can make time for you tomorrow if you're still up for it, or you can come along--"
"--No, it's fine. I hope you have fun." You cut Jungkook off and immediately exited the classroom before he could say anything. Because it wasn't fine.
For the past two exams, even though it wasn't a lot, you guys were always together. He was always the one who initiated and suggested you come over, and now he's all "I DiDn't kNoW yOu WanTeD To sTuDy ToGeTher" whatever, headass. You were not going to be anybody's second choice and if he thought you were going to sit around and wait while he go and mess around with another chick, he can gladly go and shove that stick up his ass. Oh god, you felt like such a femcel.
You spent the rest of your afternoon ranting to Yeri over the phone about how disloyal Jungkook was being in the relationship that you had made up in your head. You really thought he was different, but you guess in the end, they really are all the same. Once a prettier, hotter girl come along, they'd just dip on you. Just like that. Men ain't shit. This is why you don't date.
While you were going through your camera roll, totally not deleting photos you had taken of Jungkook or photos you had saved from his social medias -- ahhh this one of him is really cute but still, fuck him -- you suddenly received a text notification from Taehyung.
So I heard exam is in a week. Seems like you're not coming tonight? Jungkook is out - Taehyung
No. He found himself a new study buddy. I've been replaced - Y/N
Bummer. I mean, I took the same class last semester and I've just gotten done with mid terms so I can go over some things with you if you'd like. Jungkook and the guys are all either studying or doing their own thing so I've got times - Taehyung
You thought about Taehyung's offer for a moment. You mean, it wasn't like you had anything better to do, and Yeri sounded like she was going to knock out any second from how you were literally boring her to death. And anything was better than to be stuck listening to Jihye's fake friend stories. God, you hated those. The girl would not stop talking.
Be at home broken hearted and alone that your boyfriend who's not really your boyfriend just ditched you, or go out and study with his cute friend? You chose the latter, duh! You still couldn't see Taehyung as anything more than a friend though -- you could never. You may be horrible at a lot of things, but if there's one thing you're good at, is loyalty. Jungkook may had cheated on you in fantasy land, but you would never do the same to him -- reality or fantasy.
Taehyung was very welcoming when you arrived. You always found it a breeze to bond with him because he was very friendly and easy going. You kept getting sidetracked because your mind would wonder off into the unknown. Your lips said no but your heart wouldn't cooperate. You had never felt this strongly for anyone else before, and the thought of Yujin being alone with Jungkook made you immensely jealous, you couldn't hide your scowl.
"You okay?" Taehyung spoke up after studying your body language for a while.
"Huh?" You almost didn't hear him.
"You look like you just went through a bad break up."
"It's nothing." You brushed off his comment and tried to divert the topic by flipping the pages of your textbook. "Where were we?"
A small smile appeared at the corner of Taehyung's lips. "Let me guess," He scooted away from the table and circled his arms behind his back for support as he stared at you directly, "Jungkook?"
You were frozen in your spot like you had been caught in the act, unable to produce a sound. But you were one stubborn individual and there was no way you were going to admit anything.
"N-no." You began doodling on your notebook, anything to hint that you were not interested in where this conversation was going.
Taehyung snickered, "You're very easy to read, you know that right, Y/n?"
You turned to him and gave him your deadliest glare, shooting daggers into his eyes. "Shut up." You cursed at him like a pouty child who didn't get their favorite toy at the store.
He only laughed and god was he annoying. You wanted to beat him up with the textbook until he's near death's door.
"If you like him, just tell him. Easy peasy lemon squeezy." He said it like it was the simplest thing in the world. Well thanks, Taehyung. That was very helpful.
"He already likes someone else. It's whatever." You tried acting nonchalant about it, but you actually wanted to shout that to Taehyung's face and bawl in ugly tears after. But self control ya know.
Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows, not exactly sure what you were talking about. "Well, how are you so sure?"
"Because--"
"--Have you tried asking him?" He didn't even let you finish.
"Well... no. But I know."
"Then maybe you shouldn't be assuming things." Taehyung didn't mean to come off snarky, he was just stating the obvious.
"And I mean, aren't your family loaded with banks? Don't take this the wrong way, but I think you're very attractive. You could've chosen anyone else, why Jungkook? The dude's ripped but the closest he's gotten to any actions is his own hand. Just saying."
Your scowl intensified and if looks could kill, Taehyung would probably be three feet below ground level already. Like okay, you didn't need to know that but good for Jungkook. And maybe if he wasn't being so difficult, he'd get more than just his hand.
"Alright I'm sorry -- let's go back to studying." He snatched your textbook from you and continued where you guys left off.
But who were you kidding. He was absolutely right, and you despise that fact! You're not even Jungkook's girlfriend. Truth was, he was free to talk or flirt with whoever he wanted because you guys weren't even dating. But it still hurts okay. And if he liked you, he probably would had done something already. You wouldn't had been left hanging like this.
The next few minutes consisted of Taehyung struggling and failing to recount what he learned last semester -- not that you blame him, but come on dude. He suggested he'd go over some things with you and now he's here, not knowing where to start, so you just told him to pull equations from the book and quiz you on it. He got bored fast and was already pulling yawns and sleepy eyes. Jesus fucking Christ.
"Let me go grab a coffee." He stood up and walked over to the small counter.
You carried on with trying to solve the equation while Taehyung was messing with the coffee maker.
"Think this is right?" You held your paper up as he plopped back down next to you with a cup in his hand.
"Hmm..." He hummed as he took a sip, barely even making eye contact with your paper. "Looks right to me." Of course. Taehyung doesn't care by now, he's too washed out. Ugh.
If Jungkook was here, he'd know exactly where you made a mistake, and then he'd even show you how to solve it the correct way as he'd trace his palm over yours and you'd feed off his scent because he would be so close to you, you could practically feel his breath hit your cheek. But he was probably doing that to Yujin right now. The visual made you sick to your stomach. You hope she forgot to turn off her stove.
Taehyung tried to place the cup on the already crowded table. Key word: tried, because he completely missed the mark and the dark liquid spilled all over your shirt, staining it to the horror of your protest. You were lucky it wasn't too hot or the coffee would had ended you right then and there -- which actually didn't sound so bad. What worse thing could happen tonight.
"Gosh, Taehyung!" You scolded him.
He picked the cup back up and apologized to you both hands in the air. "I am so sorry, Y/n!"
Were you mad? Yes. But it was whatever. There was no need to make a big scene out of it. Shit happens.
"It's fine. Do you have anything I can change into for now? I can't go home like this."
Taehyung paused for a moment to think before a light bulb popped into his head, "You can borrow one of my shirt. Return it whenever you want, there's no rush."
You waited for him as he pushed through his hangers in the small closet. He located a baby blue sweater and handed it to you. Jungkook's closet was on the opposing side. You wondered what his looked like.
~
It had only been less than two hours since you guys started studying, and Taehyung was already set to knock the fuck out. Pathetic. You told him you wanted to review some more but he gave in to sleep and now look at the mess you had gotten yourself into; Stuck with his arms around you and his head on your shoulder.
You tried wiggling his hold off you but he was a tough one. The more you resisted, the tighter his grip got. For using you as a pillow and blanket, you were for sure not returning his sweater. That was coming out of his check.
So preoccupied with Taehyung's bullshit, you hadn't even noticed the boy in his black t-shirt and grey sweatpants by the door, standing tall overlooking the entire scene.
"Jungkook?" You looked up, surprised by his presence, causing you to loosen Taehyung's hold, only to be pulled right back with him snuggling you even more aggressively.
"Just a little bit more..." Taehyung groaned in his sleep deprived voice.
Jungkook was not very amused at the sight. In fact, he was furious. He had made it clear to Taehyung he was interested in you. He was just waiting for the right moment, and now that traitor was all up on you the second he goes missing in action.
He roughly yanked Taehyung off of you and swung him onto his bed, "Ayy man, get off of her!"
Taehyung whined loudly, rubbing the back of his head but eventually turned toward the wall and continued sleeping like nobody's business.
Jungkook switched his attention back to you, but the only thing he could focused on was the sweater you were wearing that looked a little too familiar, and knowing who it belonged to, he did not like it one bit. No matter how adorable you looked in it, he disapproved because it wasn't his.
You were dumbfounded, unsure of how to react or respond. Meeting Jungkook at this hour definitely wasn't part of your plan. You glanced over to the alarm clock on Taehyung's bedside table and it read 8:03 P.M.
"I-I'm going to go." You started packing your things as you shoved pens and highlighters into your bag and grabbed your textbook last.
You got up from the floor to face Jungkook at a new height, accidentally making eye contact and immediately breaking it.
"See you." You bitterly bid him and made ways to the door.
"So you have a thing for Taehyung now?" His sudden remark caused you to stop in your track.
"What?" You squinted your eyes, facing him again.
"Cuddling him up close and wearing his shirt. Was this why you blew me off earlier?" Jungkook sounded pressed as hell, and he was. You had never seen him like this before. Sure, he had gotten upset over bad customers or friends canceling plans, but never like this.
"Excuse me? I blew you off? You're the one who threw me in the dust for Yujin." You couldn't believe what you were hearing. Was he was really trying to pass this as your fault.
"I asked you if you wanted to come along--"
"--And you wouldn't have, if I didn't ask you first. Why would I want to string along like some unwanted parasite and ruin your guys special time."
Jungkook took a deep breath, "You're not unwanted. And I came back early so I could study with you if you still wanted to. But I didn't expect to find you in the arms of my best friend dressed in his shirt."
You both might as well start screaming in each other's face at this point. The tension grew nasty quick and you felt the heat building up inside of you about ready to burst.
"He spilled coffee on me and was only letting me borrow his shirt. And you out of anyone should know better that your friend has the attention span of a literal goldfish. I couldn't keep him awake for the life of me. So chill out, I'm not trying to fuck your friend."
Jungkook's once annoyed facial expression stiffened into a calmer, more relaxing manner as he took a step toward you, trying to close in the gap. The closer he got, the further you tried distancing yourself until your back eventually met the wall, stuck with Jungkook hovering over you. The only thing preventing you from bumping into his chest was the textbook clutched onto your hand.
"Good. Because I'll be very disappointed if you were interested in him after all the shit you pulled on me in class." You guys were literally so close, his breath was hitting the inch of your skin. Seeing Jungkook in this view was only something that would appear in your wet dream, but now it was a reality and you didn't know how to further proceed.
You guess all those cleavage and panty flashes you'd occasionally give him didn't go unnoticed after all. But then why'd he never confronted you?
Jungkook smirked at your confusion, knowing exactly what you were thinking as he placed both his palms against the wall, trapping you in between his hold.
"Think I didn't know, Princess? Truth is, I like you too and it was painful trying to hold back the urge to just not fuck you right then and there, but I didn't want things going too fast or else you'd think I was some desperate virgin trying to get in your panties. But after seeing you with Taehyung today, it made me realize I do not like the sight of you with anyone else, I just might have to have you for myself a little sooner, don't ya think?"
You had so many questions and emotions swirling inside your head from happiness, to being puzzled, from what the fuck Jungkook, to being utterly pissed off, all at once.
He leaned in for a kiss but before he could make proper contact with your lips, you pushed him back to disrupt the action, although not enough to move the giant mountain that was Jungkook off his position.
"Then why'd you mess around with Yujin, fucker." Don't get you wrong, you were high above the clouds by now about the fact that Jungkook returned your feelings, but if that's how he show he's interested in you... then well, he sure had a weird way of going at it.
"Because she wouldn't stop bothering me, I don't know. I'm not good at this kind of thing. She just kept asking me and I couldn't bring myself to say no. I still only like you though. I'd rather stare at the wall for hours with you over fucking her if she gave me the chance." He also seemed to have an odd way of expressing his love for you.
You poked his forehead slightly with your index finger. "Idiot. Also what do you mean you don't want to seem desperate. What screams "I want you to fuck me" more than my tits and ass in your face." You faced the other way to sulk, conflicted between wanting him inside of you and being astonished at how clueless he could be.
"Well, I'm here right now?" Jungkook whispered into your ear as his fingers moved along your thighs but he was quickly turned off by the sound of Taehyung mumbling in his sleep.
"UghHhh..." The sleeping boy shuffled in his bed, drools hanging over his mouth but he was still in a deep state of unconsciousness.
Never in a million years would you have thought to reject Jungkook's advance to have sex, but doing the dirty in front of his friend as a first time would be very fucked up, so you were fast to remove Jungkook's hands off of you.
"Maybe next time..." You stared into his eyes apologetically. You really wanted to fuck him and you might as well devour him raw if Taehyung wasn't here, but was this really the best time to lose your virginity? You're a slut for Jungkook and always rambled about how you'd fuck him in the snap of a finger, but the actual concept of having sex would probably drive your parents into madness that you didn't save yourself for marriage. Sometimes you just needed to step back and separate horny you from reality and look at the bigger picture.
Jungkook was of course disappointed, and it didn't help that you had already made him so hard, his boner was practically brushed against the gap of your thighs. The feeling of his clothed dick touching you made you nervous and curious how it would feel inside of you.
He looked at you with sad eyes, "Please...? I'll make it quick." His desperate plead and rock hard dick wasn't making it any easier for you to uphold your good daughter image, and you felt the horny demon overtaking your soul again.
You peeked over Jungkook's shoulder to check on Taehyung and he was still sleeping as peacefully as ever without a single care in the world. You had never seen such a deep sleeper in your entire life before.
Ehhhh fuck it, your parents will just have to suck it up. You're going to have to disappoint them some time along the line, so why not get it over with. Being with Jungkook made you want to do so many things against your morals, but you had been chasing after him for so long, you didn't want to leave any regrets.
"Quick." Was all Jungkook needed to hear from you for him to start digging into your neck. You threw your textbook onto the floor and kicked it away while Jungkook undid the straps on your backpack and sent it flying the same direction.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer and he indulged in your skin, leaving small kisses and bites trailing from one side to the other. You moaned at the sensation as you grabbed his hair. It didn't took long before his lips attacked yours and his hands were all over your body, exploring every little part.
You couldn't register how fast he was moving. One moment his hands were under your sweater playing with your tits and the next, he was groping your ass, and now he was trying to pull down his pant. You helped him tug at the other end of his sweatpants to the revelation of his growing cock slapping your thigh once it was out. And fuck was he big.
This wasn't some playdate where you guys had planned to fuck or had all the time in the world. Sure, you wanted to know how his pretty cock would feel when it's in your mouth, or how wet those long veiny fingers of his could make you, but the clock was ticking, and any moment now, you'd either be having the best time of your life or be running away in embarrassing after getting caught by Taehyung. So you guys needed to fuck, fast!
He wrapped one of your leg around his waist without even needing to ask and parted the crotch of your shorts to the wonderful view of your dripping vagina. Thankfully, you wore shorts with materials that were stretchy enough or else you couldn't imagine being butt naked in a room with two men.
"You are so fucking drenched." He was in awed. But as much as he enjoyed looking at it, he wanted to fuck it even more.
He didn't waste any time as he plunged his length inside you, pushing you harder against the wall because of how deep he was going.
"Ah! Fuck!" You winced at the pain his size gave you, but you were so fucking horny you didn't even care if he ripped your pussy to shred at this point.
Never would you have guessed the quiet guy in your English class who you had initially thought was full of himself would be dicking you down a year later and be the one to take your virginity, but here you guys were, fucking in his dorm like wild animals. Life is funny.
You never had any sexual experiences but you were a bit of a freak yourself if you were to admit. All of the knowledge you'd carried so far were from all your years of watching porn and the help of your ring and middle fingers. Oh, what would you had done without them. Your parents would never accept just any guy, and for the most part of your life, you were busy chasing after A's and a good GPA to care about dicks. But when you got closer to a certain boy in his dark clothing, baggy style, and loose fashion sense complemented by his tattoos, piercings and rings worn on most fingers, it was like you knew he was the one. There was just something about Jungkook that triggered your sexual awakening.
You both were panting and in sweats as he continued pounding into you, his left hand supporting your leg around him so he could get a better angle and his other hand wouldn't leave your ass like glue.
"I-I'm going to cum." He breathed out, his pace getting sloppier.
"Hold on, not yet." You freed one of your hand from his shoulders and used it to swipe away the messy bang that has fell over his forehead. When you got to see his face even more clearly, he was so beautiful. Even from the dampness and wetness, it was Jungkook in all of his glory. He was so damn sexy.
Eventually, you felt the storm inside of you building up and you were getting close as well. Jungkook kept fucking you some more, and then threw your leg over his shoulder as he pushed into you even further. You might had died in the moment and came back from how his balls drove you up the edge that you came almost immediately. Your fluid draped across the skin of Jungkook's hardened cock.
It was only a few seconds after that he followed suit and sent his semen flying onto the sweater Taehyung had let you borrowed.
And no matter how hot Jungkook was or how fucked out you were at the moment, you still felt it was a courtesy to return it -- you were only joking about earlier. There was also no way you were going home smelling of sex. You couldn't imagine.
"Ah! This is Taehyung's sweater." You pouted, stretching the sweater so you could get a better look at where Jungkook had sprayed his little demons.
Jungkook only found your reaction endearing, "Welp... Looks like you'll be needing a new shirt. Let me help you out." He pulled toward the edge of the sweater and jerked it off of you, tossing it into the nearby basket.
You were left hanging in only your white bra and you could feel the air hitting the thick of your bare skin. Jungkook went quiet as he could only focus on your tits. He knew you had amazing tits from the V-neck shirts or low cut crop top you'd wear, but he never imagined it'd be this amazing. And although he got to feel them and they definitely were the softest thing he's ever laid his hands on, he never got to see them out in their full beauty.
"Can you flash me first?" His eyes never left your chest and he carried no absolute shame. Blame it on his hormones and the fact that the only tits he had ever seen was through the computer screen. But now he had the real thing in front of him. Not only that, he even got to touch them and you even let him fuck you. It felt unreal. You were unreal.
You clung onto the bottom of your bra and lifted them up, freeing your boobs for him like you're some sort of paid cam girl.
He was salivating like a dog that hasn't eaten in days. He had to force himself physically and mentally to stop ogling.
"I think I could go for round two." His face was dead serious, but you on the other hand, found it humorous.
"Oh dear... I'll send you some pictures tonight. Shirt please." You put your boobs back into hiding again, and he was very sad about it.
He walked over to his mini closet and hauled out a shirt. You remembered that specific one; you had seen him in it before. It was an oversized green T-shirt with a white skull print on the front.
You didn't even have to put much effort into getting the shirt on because Jungkook was a lot of help. Your arms were still raised in the air from his instructions.
"Much better." He inspected your body up and down after having completed your outfit.
"So..." You lightly tapped your foot.
"So...?" He imitated you.
You guys were just speaking in normal volume by now because you were strongly convinced Taehyung would be able to sleep through an earthquake at this rate.
"Are you going to properly ask me out, or am I just going to be your little fuck toy?" You cocked your head sideway.
"Well, what's a more proper way to ask you out then sticking my dick in you. I thought that already spoke for itself."
You decreased the distance between you guys and bumped your finger onto his chest, "I want to hear you say it." Your eyes burned with passion as it met his.
A smile curved at the corner of his lips, "Oh you are so bossy, I love it." He circled his arms around your waist, wrapping you around his warmth.
"Say it."
He chuckled, "Okay okay. Y/N... want to be fuck buddies?" His playful gesture made you frowned as he also earned a small slap to his chest.
You were the sexiest thing Jungkook had ever seen, but with your eyebrows arched and lips pouted, it does a different thing to his heart. The feeling was distinctive from the 'I want my dick inside you' kind. There was no lust but only love, the want, the need to care and look after you. Was it too early to say he was in love? Maybe. But he knew he wanted to be with you together for a very long time, and if possible, perhaps forever.
It wasn't the first time Jungkook had been hit on, and probably wouldn't be the last either. But it was the first time someone would go as far you did, just for him. He'd get girls trying to talk to him from time to time but in the end, none of them were ever serious about a relationship, or even getting to know him. All they cared about was bragging to their friends that they got to talk to the 'cute guy'. Everything was about how handsome he was, how good looking he was. Jungkook knew he's hot, but what about his favorite movie? The kind of sports he liked to play? What does he do during this free time? Nobody batted an eye at those.
And then he met you. Some random cute girl in his class with a high social status -- the worst kind. It didn't help that you were already showing signs you're into him, but also because he predicted you were going to be as shallow as the rest. But maybe it was your smile. Something about your smile that day told him to give it a chance. And then he found himself going through the tunnel deeper and deeper until it was pitched black, and he felt powerless. He had already fallen for you. But who was he to define what love was. He never experienced it.
Was it the way you'd listen to his stories like it was the most exciting thing in the world, even though he was just rambling on and on about beating the final boss in a video game he just bought. Or maybe how you'd go the extra mile to ask him questions about himself and you'd even remember every little details the next time you see him. But it was mostly the efforts you'd put into striking small conversations with him, or hang out with him every chance you'd get. Like, who was he going to tell at 2 A.M. in the morning about the really cute cat photo he found on Google? You were the only person he trusted to not ignore his texts.
When he was with Yujin, he found himself bored with her quickly. The girl was so full of herself and had an obvious hate boner for you, he had to excuse himself to the comfort of Yujin's big ass bathroom that was the size of his dorm. He sat there staring into space for almost 20 minutes, contemplating whether he should just return home and call you. He missed the way you'd solve the problems wrong on purpose just so you could get closer to him. He was plenty aware that you knew the whole concept better than he did -- He had seen your scores. But he still didn't mind repeating himself for the second or third time, as long as he got to see you happy. He also greatly missed waking up to the scent of peach, which was what your hair always smelled like.
He felt like such a coward that he was unable to reject Yujin's offer earlier. But he did eventually made some bullshit up and left.
So if that was love, then yes, he does indeed love you. Very much.
He took a deep breath this time, "Y/n, would you like to do the honor of going out with me?"
You had the widest smile plastered onto your face, "Yes!" You hugged him, your head on his chest and you could hear his heart beating fast.
Whatever was going through his mind, you just knew you felt the same exact way.
~ Present Day ~
Now you guys have come so far in the relationship. Sure, there are good days and bad days, ups and downs, but there isn't anything you guys cannot work through. If anything, you both mostly argued over scheduling conflict. Jungkook is always either busy studying or working on his next music project. And then his job eats up the rest of his time. Your parents were also incredibly tight with you and always had to know where you were. You used Yeri so much as an excuse, you probably burnt her out.
Many things has changed ever since you and Jungkook started dating. He moved out of the dorm at the beginning of the year as he was able to save up for his own apartment, about a five minutes walk from campus. And last you heard, Taehyung managed to convince Jimin to move in as a replacement.
Jimin was another one of Jungkook's friends and band mates. He is also a stunner himself. He introduced you to the rest of his friends and just wow. How does gorgeous people find each other? They are all very attractive with a heart of gold. You are thankful Jungkook has such people like that around him that he can depend on. You can put some of your worries to rest knowing he's surrounded by good peers.
Those guys are also stupidly mad talented. Just how did you not know of their existence earlier? If only you were a little more engaged in whatever happens outside of classes. These guys are the real deal when it comes to music and they make a good amount of money off of YouTube from their covers and songs. They are basically carrying your University's music program on their back alone. They are the hot topic around here every single day. You've gotten so used to girls trying to get Jungkook's number that you were basically numbed to the feeling.
Oh yeah -- you also discovered Jungkook can sing. Not can. He is freaking amazing! Is it possible to fall in love with a person over and over again? Because that is how Jungkook make you feel every single time you learn something new about him, or well... whenever you see him. Jungkook is perfection. Perfection is Jungkook.
But your parents will never see eye to eye with you on that, because Jungkook isn't some gentleman in a suit and a passion for the kind of fields your parents consider worthy of people your status, which you have no idea what the fuck that means. You think all of that is utter crap and your parents are clearly over their heads. You don't believe yourself to be better than anyone else, or that you're more deserving than the guy down the street just because you happened to have more money.
They're trying to get you together with one of your dad's close friend's son. He is rumored to be taking over as CEO for his father as the head of the family company, and he's finishing his Master's as we speak. Your mom likes to rave about how good-looking and handsome he is, and yeah you've seen pictures of him. He's cute or whatever but he's not Jungkook. Yeah, so what if he's going to be a CEO? Jungkook is a great tattoo artist and he has the cutest cat drawings ever! He can finish a degree but can he fuck you until you can't walk? Probably not. You'll have to pass.
Today was supposed to be your second date with him, although not really as you haven't actually gone at all. That was all Yeri. She's always joking about wanting a rich sugar daddy or somebody who will sweep her off her feet, so she was more than happy to pose in your place while you go have the time of your life at Jungkook's.
Apparently, he's a bit tacky though. "Conceited as hell, always talking about his accomplishments." were Yeri's exact words.
She pulled through only because she thought he was cute. Typical Yeri. But other than that, "Nothing exceptionally outstanding." Yeri's words, not yours.
Yeri, do you think there's a possibility I could be pregnant - Y/N
Anything is possible. How many times do y'all fuck in a week? - π Yerim π
Idk. 4-5? depends. 2-3 times when he gets busy. I'm on pills though. - Y/N
Well... better to be safe than sorry. Go buy a pregnancy test - π Yerim π
My parents are going to kill me if they find the test, or even the packaging - Y/N
Then tell your baby daddy to buy one for you tomorrow and test it during school hours. If he knocks you up, he should take responsibility - π Yerim π
gurrllll Jungkook ain't like that - Y/N
Hmm. Jungkook's a good person and all, but if there's anything I've learned from all my time of dating, is that no matter how genuine someone is, that can all change very fast. I don't mean to scare you. It's just... Jungkook may love you very much, but raising a child is stressful. And no one wants to be tied down before their late 20s. On top of that, the clock is ticking and it's only a matter of time before your parents catches you. Do the test tomorrow and update me if you can. I just care about you and don't want to see you hurt because it's your first time in love - π Yerim π
Yeri can be blunt, but she always does say or do what she thinks is best for you, and you'll always be grateful for that. No matter how right she might be though, a part of you still wishes she is wrong.
~
whoop! well that took forever! Whoever made it through that, hope you have a wonderful rest of your day!
not me writing a jungkook fic when i have unfinished skz ones I need to focus on
β Note: I know this is a Stray Kids blog but I am also a huge fan of BTS and I'm sure some of you guys are as well, so I'd like to share some work I've written for the group. I might continue to do this once in a while for the future depending on what I feel like writing at the moment. So enjoy!
β Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
β Genre: Romance, Smut, Friends to Lovers, etc
β Summary: Jungkook, being the friend of your best friend Jimin, you had always felt neutral about him and never thought of him as anything more, until Jimin suggested you should sleep with him and ever since, you couldn't stop thinking about it.
β Word Count: 9.5k
β Warning: This is some 18+ content y'all! Please back up if you're one of my usual readers who doesn't do rated m content. This is the first smut I'm writing on the blog so I'm nervous ahh. I'm dumb as hell and don't really know all the terms but.... some cock riding, dry humping, horny and clingy Jungkook, I don't fucking know. Also some mention of abusive relationship, violence! A lot of casual conversations mid sex, small dick jokes I'M SORRY! You've been warned. Might be some grammar mistakes from time to time.
You were supposed to be enjoying your Friday evening by doing absolutely nothing but laying back in bed and binging your favorite shows, but instead, you were at Jimin's house with Jungkook trying to put together a new table that he had bought yet is too stupid to assemble by himself.
You were getting more frustrated by the moment because the instructions ain't shit and told you absolutely nothing.
Jungkook fidgeted with some parts and managed to get them to connect somehow, but that was as far as any progress went. Taehyung was supposed to be here suffering with you and Jungkook, but apparently, he had to be somewhere else so he dipped and here you guys were.
Your impatience was only getting more fueled by the fact that Jimin's fucking phone kept ringing every 5 minutes and he was consistent about not picking it up.
"Jimin, would you pick up your goddamn phone! And stop sleeping with random girls you're not going to commit to because now you just look like a little bitch running away from the mess you've made," You said midway through reading to see if there's enough bullshit left on this piece of paper.
"Yeah Hyung, if you don't want to talk to her, just tell her. It's wrong to just leave her hanging," Jungkook added.
"Pfft." Jimin scoffed in disbelief at the shade you guys threw.
"As if I'll listen to a virgin and somebody who hasn't gotten railed in years."
Your head shot up, flustered by what he said and only made worse by Jungkook's presence. He. Did. Not. Need. To. Know. That.
But it was true. Ever since your last and only boyfriend cheated on you almost 3 whole years ago, it was as if you've lost all hopes in love and haven't dated nor had sex in years. Perhaps you were naive, but it was a real eye-opener that being in a relationship really wasn't all that if you were fearing for your safety 24/7 or constantly walking on eggshells.
"Shut the fuck up, you can't even keep a relationship going for longer than 2 months or keep any girls for more than a week."
"Maybe cause I don't want to, but you... you need to let loose a little."
Silence filled the room because you literally had no idea what the hell Jimin meant.
Immediately, the phone went off again and this time, you were so ready to beat Jimin's ass for being such a coward, only it was actually Jungkook's phone. You watched as he conversed through the call and locked eyes with you after.
"Yoongi hyung called. He wants me to run some errands. I'm sorry guys."
"That's fine. I'm sure Jimin will come up with something. Thanks for coming though and trying to help." Jungkook a bit taken aback by the rush of your more mellowed words grew a light shade of red.
"Seriously, Yoongi? I bet his ass ran out of ramen again and is just too lazy to go buy it," Jimin complained.
"Bye, Jungkook!" you were completely unaware of how loud your voice was as you bid him farewell while he exit the door.
Now with Jungkook gone, it was basically dumb and dumber. You can't wait to see how this will play out. You turned to Jimin and met a familiar smile. The kind of smile he always wear out whenever he thought of something or whenever he had an idea.
"Y/n, I just thought of a really great idea." His once friendlier smile turned more cheeky.
"What is it? Figured out how we're going to do this?"
"You should let Jungkook fuck you," He stated so boldly nonchalantly as if it was a demand rather than a suggestion.
Mentally, you were so pulled into a corner and just even surprised at how unfiltered Jimin can be sometimes, you weren't sure how to reply to his statement.
"I--what the fuck Jimin!"
"No, I am for real Y/n. Look, you haven't had sex in a while, and Jungkook well... I don't think he has at all. You'll be doing the lord's work by letting him hit that pussy once. I am sure he wouldn't mind if you ask."
Jimin was messing with your head, making you visualize things you shouldn't be picturing, questioning yourself and the "what ifs". You hated Jimin and his mindfuck games.
"I'm not going to fuck your friend, Jimin! That feels almost wrong. And besides, you know I don't just sleep with anyone without any connection. I'll feel dirty... almost."
"Come on, Y/n! Who said there isn't one? Jungkook is totally into you! He was staring at your ass earlier."
You weren't going to lie, but the thought of Jungkook checking you out made you blushed hard, it was such a weird feeling because you never saw him as somebody who was needy in terms of that area or even slightly perverted.
"I don't know. Maybe he was just looking at something close by."
Jimin chuckled, "Close by your ass? I'm a dude. Trust me when I say I know when another dude is literally undressing someone with their eyes. Jungkook likes to come off holier-than-thou but he's just as bad as you think the rest of us are. He's just better at hiding it. Once someone shows it to him, he won't be able to go back."
"Oh my gosh, Jimin. I-I don't know."
No, fuck. You weren't going to think of the possibility of this actually happening.
"So you're saying if Jungkook likes you, you'll do it?" Jimin being his usual self, always trying to press your buttons.
"I mean he's pretty fucking hot and quite adorable at times I'd give him a chance but logically probably not happening considering just how weird this whole situation already sound. I've known him for years through you and he's always treated me well it's not unnatural for him to feel almost like a younger brother sometimes."
Jimin shook his head and threw his hand around your shoulders as he pulled you closer. "Well, sweet home Alabama that shit then, sweetie. He treats you well not because you're my friend, but because he has the hots for you. The boy literally eye fucks you whenever you're around and you still can't see it."
"I'm feeling conflicted, I don't really want to have this conversation right now. You're fucking with me."
Jimin sighed as he pulled back. "Fine. I'll leave you alone this time, but you're still coming over tomorrow for the movie night sleepover, right?"
"As if I have a choice."
~
After getting out of the store, you hurried to Jimin's house like your life depended on it after a series of texts from him complaining his ass out about how late and unreliable you are. Like okay, it wasn't your fault you fell asleep while watching Netflix.
Jimin wanted to do a Marvel movie marathon tonight and invited you, Jungkook, and Taehyung. Usually, it was always the four of you when the "mature" ones back out of anything. And by mature, you mean Yoongi, Namjoon, and Seokjin. Hoseok ended up getting dragged to Jeju with his family for the weekend.
You were at the store because Jimin wanted you to get desserts and you had forgotten to get them earlier, so here you were as you ran to Jimin's door with both hands occupied with bags of goodies.
"I'm here!" You busted the door opened as you caught the attention of all three.
They had already set up the indoor barbeque grill and were pretty much just waiting on you.
"Well look who's finally here," Jimin sassed as he walked toward you to check the bags.
"I'm not sure if this is everything you asked for, but I tried my best."
"This will do," Jimin for some reason, let you off the hook after he shuffled through them briefly. You sighed in relief because you really weren't in the mood for his shit right now.
"Hey Taehyung, miss you yesterday," you greeted Taehyung.
"Oh I know you did, I bet you had a lot of fun," He replied back with a sarcastic smile.
"A lot..." So yes, you guys did end up putting the table together for some reason, but that was after a lot of scolding from Namjoon about how idiotic you guys were after finding out the instructions were way at the bottom of the box. But like who the fuck put something as important as how to put this whole thing together at the freaking bottom.
You turned to meet the eyes of the third boy who's been waiting the whole time for his part of the greeting and you just lagged after remembering what Jimin said to you the day prior.
"H-hey J-Jungkook!" Fuck... why did you have to stutter.
Jimin's request had kept you occupied all evening that the thought of Jungkook completely flew over your head until now.
"I'm sorry I couldn't be of help to you yesterday, if you need anything today though, you could always ask me," Jungkook proposed as he stared at you so heavenly you felt your heart melting into those pupils.
You hated Jimin so much for making you think and feel about Jungkook this way because the more you thought about it, the more tempting it became. And how did all of a sudden, you started noticing details about him you've never did before? How gorgeous he actually is, and he's in a short sleeve right now so all of his tattoos are visible and you think he's totally hot.
Taehyung watched the whole thing unfold in front of his eyes and couldn't help but hold back a chuckle from just how tense you were. As if he could read what you were saying to yourself.
"I don't mind at all, Jungkook. I understand Yoongi and his needs. I really appreciate your efforts though," You reassured him, and oh god it felt awkward as hell... Taehyung please say something. Anything. The little bitch seemed to be enjoying the show though.
God might be on your side today because the conversation gladly got interrupted by Jimin coming back from the kitchen.
"Okay, everything should be good now." He sat back in his seat next to Taehyung. And of course, they left the seat next to Jungkook empty. You were willing to bet these two fuckers set this whole thing up just to get Jungkook laid.
"So, what were you guys talking about?" You sat down in defeat.
"Oh, just reminiscing the past. How we all met each other," Jimin answered, at the same pulling out a bundle of Soju.
"Jimin you know you shouldn't be drinking so much. You can barely handle your alcohol," You scolded him.
"I'll be fine, don't worry. Sheesh, you sound just like my mom."
"Whatever." You crossed your arms.
"Hey, what about you guys, how did you guys meet?" Taehyung beamed with anticipation.
You hadn't really known Jimin for long, maybe a couple of years but it can feel like you've known him forever. Taehyung's question made you nostalgic, looking back at the timeline of your guys relationship.
"My first day of University, I got lost on campus and Jimin was kind enough to show me around as a second-year student. Ever since, I can't seem to escape him."
Jimin giggled, "She also had a dance class with me and she was horrible."
Your eyebrows furrowed at his remark but Jungkook found it amusing and couldn't hold back a small laughter, which you found kind of cute.
"Sometimes I wonder how you guys tolerate each other. All I ever see you guys do is fight," Taehyung commented.
That's not far from the truth. Yours and his personality were very different, but you guys get along because beneath all that bickering and small disagreements, you guys truly understand the other person at heart.
"Jimin can be a pain in the ass, but he's there when you need him. I guess why I stick around. He always understood my problems like no one else did..." You weren't about to get sentimental right now but honestly, Jimin deserved credits where it's due.
Your compliment kind of threw him off and he couldn't hide his smile.
"Aww, that might be the nicest thing you've said to me in a while."
Taehyung and Jungkook sat back, reacting once in a while just because they knew you and Jimin were having a moment there.
"She hung out with me a lot during her first two years but then ditched me for her new boyfriend later on," Jimin teased you.
"Oooohh Y/n dated before? I just always assumed she hated men," Taehyung jumped in.
"No. I wanted to hang out with you but you know... he wouldn't let me..." Your voice shrunk the more you talked because it triggered a lot of bad memories.
"I know. And I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you sooner. If I had known, I wouldn't have let you go through what you did." This was one of those rare moments where Jimin was actually being sincere and that's exactly why you love him for the idiot he is.
"Wasn't your fault. I hid it from you, I guess sometimes love does make you stupid."
You were so engaged in the conversation with Jimin, you had forgotten for a hot minute Taehyung and Jungkook were still here.
"I still remember... that night. When you called me crying because he had hit you. I felt like shit that I didn't notice all the red flags earlier. Maybe then I could've saved you..."
You looked up and found yourself facing Jimin whose face was riddled with guilt.
"I'm so sorry, Y/n... that you had to go through that," Taehyung apologized to you so sweetly you almost felt bad he had to hear about your shitty past relationship.
"No no, it's all good. I've gotten over it so long ago I would never put myself in such a position ever again. That's the last time I'll give a washed-out dude who did nothing but smoke weed all day while jacking off a chance. I was stupid and my self-esteem was at my lowest. And don't blame yourself Jimin, you were the reason I was able to get out of that toxic relationship, you did save me!"
"You're not stupid, Y/n. He was just an abusive asshole. I'm glad you got out of it though, you really deserve so much better," Jungkook's words struck you by surprise at how comforting it was. He was so quiet because he was trying to take in everything you guys were saying.
"Thanks, Jungkook. That really means a lot! I don't want to sour the mood, guys. Let's eat before all the meats burn!" You tried to lighten the atmosphere a bit.
~
After an hour or so and a couple more small talks while stuffing all of your faces, Jimin and Taehyung were drunk as hell. You and Jungkook had warned them to chill with the liquor but them being dumbfucks as usual, kept going at it. And now they were squabbling, murmuring, not knowing what the hell they were doing.
You and Jungkook had to carry them to bed and if dealing with a drunken Jimin and Taehyung wasn't enough, Jimin had to throw up all over the only shirt you had.
"Great. Just throw up my only shirt too why don't you." You were visibly upset.
Jungkook only stared at you before hesitantly speaking up, "I have an extra shirt, if you want it."
You didn't know why the thought of another shirt made you thrilled but it did.
"Yes! I-I mean... if you don't mind." You chucked out a small giggle near the end at just how stupidly excited you sounded.
"Of course I don't mind." Jungkook reacted back with a giggle of his own. It was like music to your ears. Frick.
Jungkook rummaged through his bag before eventually pulling out a white t-shirt and handing it to you.
"I'm sorry, this is all I have. It's a little bit big but I think it'll fit."
You happily accepted, "Thank you Jungkook! I'm going to go get change, I'll be back."
You only brought your shorts over since you cannot sleep in jeans because you figured you'll leave by tomorrow morning and get changed at home.
As you threw Jungkook's shirt on, you could tell it was heavily scented with the usual cologne he always wore, and Jesus Christ does Jungkook smell like heaven. You didn't know if your black bra was showing too much through the thin layer of the white shirt but at this point, it was kind of like fuck it.
Wouldn't hurt you to tease him a little bit, would it? In fact, it kind of turned you on but you don't really know if you should be listening to yourself right now. You are a little tipsy and overall, your sleeping schedule was just all over the place.
You walked out in your shorts and Jungkook's shirt looking like a hot mess. He was just on the couch trying to set up the movie but your entrance caught his attention and he couldn't look away. His eyes were on you the whole time until you plopped down next to him.
"I-I'm sorry. I'll wash it tomorrow and return it."
He nervously gulped before speaking, "Y-you can keep it. I have a ton of them."
"Ahhh, thank you then Jungkook. Sorry I had to inconvenience you. I probably make this shirt look ugly haha." You just wanted to break the ice and you don't know what has gotten into you but you were feeling a bit daring.
"Oh no, I think you look cute--" He stopped himself when he realized what he was saying.
"--No, I mean you don't make the shirt look ugly--I mean, you're not ugly at all, I-I think it's cute."
You laughed watching Jungkook stumble and god he was adorable and yet so fuckable at the same time, so you went in for the punch. Just a little harmless flirting and whatnot, nothing like hey let's fuck yet.
"Want to know something, Jungkook?" You moved closer to him as you leaned into his ear.
"I think you look hot with your tattoos." You pulled away immediately, shifting the subject knowing what shitstorm you just created and that you were even proud of it, "Anyways, let's watch the movie now," And immediately pressed play after.
The sensation of you being this close to him and your voice sounded so damn sexy telling him all these things, he'd like to hear it when he's on top pounding into you instead. All these circumstances made him hard as a rock, and he didn't know if he was going to last the whole 2 hour and 40 minutes of Infinity War.
~
Luckily, time did fly by. You guys were an hour or so into the movie already and you were starting to feel a bit drowsy. Jungkook on the other hand was fighting with himself the whole time, but he managed. It was a battle to just not up and go to the bathroom to wank it off, but that would've made it too obvious.
Naturally, you stretched your arms up in the air and yawned as your tiredness consume you, accidentally hitting Jungkook's face to your right.
"Oh my god! I am so sorry!" You covered your mouth in shock.
"I-It's fine." He winced a little, his hand over the part you had hit.
He wasn't fine. Trails of blood started streaming from his nose and onto his shirt.
"Oh my god, you're bleeding, Jungkook!" In an attempt to salvage your fault, you ran to the kitchen and grabbed who knows how many napkins, some of which you had wet, and rushed back to Jungkook who was trying to stop the bleeding on his own.
"I am so so sorry!" You said in between trying to wipe the blood, your hands all over the place in a panic.
"I'm okay, Y/n. You can stop." Your face was literal centimeters away from his and you touching him like this wasn't making it any easier for his growing boner.
"No, Jungkook. I messed up, so let me clean you." You continued to be fixated on getting the remaining stain off his face like nobody's business until Jungkook grabbed onto both of your wrists, looking the most serious you've ever seen him.
"I said stop."
You backed away from just how stern his voice was. You had never seen him like this before and honestly, you could say you almost shat your pant.
"I-I'm sorry, Jungkook..." You apologized. You didn't know if you had done something that offended him... well other than giving him a wholeass nosebleed.
"Please stop if you're just going to keep giving me false hope." Frankly, he didn't know if he was speaking or if it was his dick.
"Jungkook, what do you mean..." He was just being very vague.
"I-I don't know. You're just so nice to me all the time, always complimenting me, treating me well. It makes it hard to distinguish if you like me or if it's just because I'm Jimin's friend. And now you're over here in my shirt and some shorts looking so fucking beautiful, you flirt with me, then you leave me hanging. I'm just frustrated."
He was speaking so fast but you tried your best to catch up and process everything. When you did though, you couldn't hide your little smirk and the fact that you found it amusing coming from Jungkook. This was going almost too perfect.
"Wait Jungkook, do you mean... you were frustrated because I didn't have sex with you?" You knew Jungkook means well, but you wanted to pull some strings just for entertainment because you just loved the sight of how vulnerable he was at the moment.
Jungkook's eyes turned into that of a person ridden with guilt.
"Ah, No! That wasn't what I meant. I wouldn't want to be with you just for sex. I should've worded it better, I apologize. I just mean... whenever I'm around you, it's so difficult to control myself. You make me so hard and... I-I don't really know if you really want to do this or not. If you feel the same way or not."
Jungkook facepalmed himself in shame, too embarrassed to face you after what he just admitted. You knew he was trying to tell you he likes you but the liquor from earlier and his dick wasn't cooperating, to which you thought was hilarious but at the same time cute because it was Jungkook.
You slowly reached out to Jungkook's hands and untangled them from his face as you met his gaze.
"We can have sex, Jungkook," You put forward what has been on your guy's mind. You were a little nervous, perhaps you got a bit too ahead of yourself. It's been a while since your last sexual activity, but hey, it had to happen at some point.
Jungkook swore he could've came just from your words, but he had a timid look on from your proposition which made him felt small as you were taking the initiative, at the same time not wanting you to do it just because he pressured you or anything.
"A-Are you sure? I really don't want you saying yes just because you take pity on my dick or something. I wouldn't want you to do anything you're uncomfortable with."
How he still managed to be so sweet and considerate of your feelings only made you want to fuck him even more.
"Yes, Jungkook. I mean... you like me, right?"
Your question took Jungkook by surprise and it fell silent until he mustered up the courage to answer.
"I do... and I have for a while now. You don't know how many times I've beat my meat off to you."
You broke out in laughter at his unnecessary confession. Nothing like knowing Jungkook gets off to you. But he was so dead serious while admitting so too, which is what made it even funnier.
"I'm serious. And fucking Jimin, always hanging around you as well. I don't like admitting I'm jealous, but he's one lucky son of a bitch."
You were so entertained by this side of Jungkook you've never witnessed before and god were you enjoying every moment of it. Him swearing, being so perverted, and even just when he got angry for a few seconds awhile back, you think it was safe to say you've fallen in love.
"Oh baby, if you wanted it, you could've just asked."
"I was scared you didn't like me like that, then maybe you would think I was a pervert and snitch me out to Jimin. That would be very awkward."
You giggled at his theory.
"Truthfully, I never really thought of you like that just because I respected you as Jimin's friend, but you have an amazing personality and you're such a great person, plus I think you're super hot that I'd totally let you fuck me or even give you a chance if you wanted something more."
Jungkook, charmed by your words as he grew bolder, "Be my girlfriend then." He oozed with confidence and you thought it was the sexiest thing ever.
"Yes sir," You answered so casually.
"Awesome! Not exactly how I wanted to ask you out, I was thinking more like flowers and a romantic date but this is way better. You wouldn't mind if I fuck you right now then, would you?" You loved nothing more than a Jungkook who knew what he wanted.
"Not at all." You gave him the go and he didn't waste any time to latch onto your lips immediately.
Contrary to his raging boner, the kiss wasn't any sort of aggressive at first. He sucked on your lips so passionately, both of you guys moving in perfect rhythm for a few seconds before he eventually got greedy.
Jungkook cupped your face with both hands and his kiss got sloppier and rougher, you were failing to keep up with the pace. Your breasts were basically pinned against his chest from just how close he had pulled you in.
You supported yourself by clinging onto his shoulders because you felt yourself being moved to the edge of the couch from just how passive-aggressive he was being. Not that you were complaining though.
He groped your breast, then your ass, then your breast and ass at the same time.
"Ah, fuck..." You just had to moan mid-kiss because you felt so violated... but in a good way.
"Moan for me, baby. You don't know how long I've been waiting for this." He gave your ass a little squeeze and you squeaked in response to the sudden force.
"Jimin said you were checking out my ass the other day." You pulled away from the kiss to get a good grip of Jungkook's facial expression. You actually didn't know what you were going with the question in the middle of a makeout session, perhaps it just turned you on how crazy this boy was for you and you were loving every second of it.
Jungkook put on a smug, "Oh I definitely was. You looked extra hot with those leggings, it would be a crime to at least not get a glance. Didn't know Jimin noticed though. I always kind of had a feeling he was aware I had a crush on you but he's very unpredictable."
Jimin is unpredictable for sure. You'll think you know all about him one day and then he continues to surprise you the next. Sometimes it can be hard to read him.
"Oh he knows. He was the one who brought up the idea that I should try sleeping with you. Not that I'm only doing it right now because he said it, but it did give me a lot of dirty thoughts about you after... and after a lot of consideration, I can see myself loving you in the long run."
Jungkook smacked his lips together in irritation regarding your first statement.
"That asshole. I bet he was just waiting for me to crack. Now thinking back, so many things finally click. Him sending me instead of going himself when you needed a ride even though he just sat on his ass all day. Game night at Seokjin, he as team captain purposely not picking you so you'll end up on my team. Taehyung having to be "somewhere" and couldn't come. Even the small comments he'll make at me sometimes. Fuck, now I wonder if he has ever caught me jacking off to you before, or at least have suspicions."
He was absolutely endearing to watch as different waves of emotions came over him from how pissed off he was at Jimin, to the sudden realization and then back to Jungkook panicked mode. You couldn't hide your smile because, in just one day, you felt like you've seen more of him than you ever did throughout your time of knowing him. The Jungkook before was always very limited on what he presented in front of you.
Opposite to his tattoos, piercings, and black clothing, Jungkook had always been very kind to you, almost like the word No didn't exist in his world. He was always ready to help and was there when needed. Maybe that was why the thought of him as anything else never crossed your mind. You just thought he was being nice.
But you like the Jungkook right now so much better. He finally let loose, he wasn't afraid to spill his feelings and he finally felt like a human for once, because realistically, you always had it in your mind that god played favorite when he made Jungkook.
"Enough, baby. I just want you inside me for now."
You stood up slightly, both of your knees plunged onto the soft material of the couch as you held onto Jungkook's shoulders to help with your balance. You plopped yourself down on his lap in a perfect position to ride him and immediately made contact with his rock hard boner.
"Fuck!" Jungkook cursed and bit his lips. He looked so goddamn sexy that you couldn't resist rubbing your clothed vagina all over his equally covered dick. You haven't felt this horny in such a long time and god, the feeling of pleasure overwhelmed you.
You switched to wrapping your arms around Jungkook's neck, his hands on your hips guiding you as you slowly rode over his screaming dick back and forth. You knew it wouldn't take a lot to get Jungkook worked up right now. His face was already deteriorating and he was about to reach breaking point. And you guys hadn't even fucked yet.
"Shit!" Jungkook threw his head back, dripped in sweats sliding down his forehead. He let out a small moan and proceeded to look down, unable to keep his eyes off the view, that eventually you followed his gaze as well.
He had completely stained the crotch area of his green short. The shade turned into a darker version of what it was before, and even covered in clothing, you could still feel the slight wetness through your shorts as you towered over him.
"I swear I'm not a little bitch..." He locked eyes with you.
You laughed at him trying to defend himself. There was nothing wrong with letting one out a little early. Especially in Jungkook's state. You're actually impressed he was able to hold it in this long.
"Oh, I understand. Still horny?"
Jungkook's demeanor changed instantly. One second he's shy boy "Did I really just came without even fucking her yet?" and the next, he's looking like he's ready to devour all of you.
"Always for you, beautiful. You're not getting out of this tonight until I'm deep inside you and you're screaming my name." Jungkook smirked, both his hands snuck behind your ass and he gave them a tight squeeze.
Oh god. That smirk of his was utterly ethereal. How have you managed to ignore this boy who was totally whipped for you for so long? Just how.
"You're so fucking hot, Jungkook." You moved yourself against his still clothed dick in retaliation.
Jungkook dug into your neck and began placing kisses along with messily sucking every inch of your skin his mouth came in contact with. His hands traveled from your ass to your boobs and he started groping them violently, you just knew it was going to leave marks. He moved them in circles before switching his attention to your nipples and hammered a tiny shriek out of you when he forcefully pinched them.
He tugged at the end of your shirt, about ready to take it off but you held his hand in place.
"Wait Jungkook. Shouldn't we move this to the bedroom. I mean... I'd imagine it wouldn't be a very pretty sight having Jimin or Taehyung walking in on us."
"I mean... doesn't the risk make it so much more exciting though?" Jungkook raised his eyebrows in an "Am I right" kind of way.
Maybe Jungkook's onto something. Perhaps the risk of you guys getting caught having sex in Jimin's living room while both Jimin and Taehyung are in his bedroom drunk does make it more exciting.
"Oh you're wild, Jungkook."
He chucked out a proud smile, "Oh you haven't seen anything yet, baby girl. Now let me see those tits."
And before you could even do it yourself, Jungkook already yanked the shirt he had given you off of your bare body to the view of your bra, and that didn't take a long time before he impatiently tore your bra off as well.
"They're not the biggest, I'm sorry." You hadn't always been the most confident about your boobs. They weren't small nor big, but your Ex used to make a lot of comments about them. That asshole loved to nitpick and judge, but he still wouldn't miss a chance to touch them whenever he could. Musty rat!
"They're perfect. You look so sexy with them," He answered, unable to keep his eyes off the view.
He cupped both of your breasts and indulged right into them as he left streams of saliva following the parts he had licked before trailing slowly to your nipple and swallowing it whole.
Your body felt like it was breaking apart at the touch of Jungkook's movements. You winced as he continued to lick your nipple, his hand playing with the neglected breast and you couldn't help but to pull him closer with your arms wrapped around his neck because you were experiencing so much pleasure.
You even began to move against his covered dick again for your own benefit. You wanted him inside you so badly right now.
Jungkook stopped in track and lifted his head up as he broke contact with your breasts.
"Oh... is someone a little impatient?" He teased you, obviously enjoying the fact that you're now chasing after him.
"Shut up and just fuck me."
"Ooooh, sassy. Bet you wouldn't be saying those words when I'm dick deep inside you fucking your brains out."
You firmed your position as you pushed yourself harder onto his dick, brushing your thumb across his lips in an attempt to somewhat seduce him.
"Then do it," You challenged him.
Jungkook wore a look of accomplishment as he threw on a smirk and leaned back so he could take his shirt off. And lord, he was ripped as fuck. His tattoos made him ten times hotter and at this very moment, with a shirtless Jungkook in front of you, you were willing to do anything for him.
You stroked his arm leisurely and allowed yourself to feel every bit of his veins and muscles. He was so sexy and he was all yours.
He pulled at the edge of his shorts to undress and you got off of him just so he had the space to do so.
He threw his shorts onto the floor and you could see his bulge clear as daylight, even through the thick fabric of his underwear. Shit.
With your crotch in full view in front of him, he took the opportunity to roughly jerk your shorts off of your body and ripped your underwear into the same pile as his clothes.
Your vagina was out and you've never felt so exposed and dirty before. In front of Jungkook, in Jimin's living room.
But fuck that, the only thing you could focus on at the moment was the size of Jungkook's cock. It wasn't a monster but it was pretty bulky and decent sized, you didn't know if you could take it. Your Ex wasn't that much of a grower and considering you hadn't had sex in years, this might just hurt a little.
"Ride me, baby." He hauled you back onto his lap with his arms around your waist. Your vagina grazed right along his raw cock and you would be lying to yourself if you were to say you weren't nervous from how hard his meat felt.
"God, Jungkook... I can't believe I'm about to do this." Jungkook looked calm and collected compared to you who had obviously gotten your own self into this mess.
"Wait." Jungkook released his hold from your waist as his eyes searched for something. He yanked his bag that was sitting at the nearby table and pulled out what looked like a condom.
"Jungkook, why do you have a condom in your bag?" Your question stunned Jungkook and there was a silent pause. You were genuinely curious but the question might've came off a bit silly. You just thought Jungkook was a "virgin" or as Jimin liked to tell you all the time. But now you're starting to doubt it. He's way too smooth for somebody who hasn't had any experiences.
"I-I figured I'd try my luck with you," He shyly admitted, his hand brushing the back of his head because he was a little ashamed but still, his "Oop! My bad, haha" cheeky smile did a little something to your heart and you could care less if he had been trying to get in your pants.
"It's fine, Jungkook. You don't have to use a condom. I take birth control pills for hormonal reasons. You can fuck me raw. I'd like to feel you better. I used condoms with my last Ex and I hated it."
Okay, maybe you shouldn't have said that last part. You didn't want to constantly compare, but you really couldn't help it because he was the only other person you slept with, and the thoughts just naturally crossed your mind.
Jungkook tensed up at your last statement, jealousy written all over his face.
"Well, I bet he had a small dick and I could fuck you way better." He gave your ass a slap evoking a small grunt from you.
"Oh I bet you can." A jealous Jungkook had you weak in the knees and you were ready to take in all of him.
You latched onto his shoulders to hold on as you position your vagina in the perfect angle to ride him. You let yourself sank into his hardened dick and you could feel your soul leave your body as it stripped all forms of sanity from you.
"Oh my god--Oh fuck!" You bit back your lip once you caught yourself being a little too loud. Not Jimin and Taehyung walking in while you and Jungkook are getting it. Nope.
Jungkook's hands were on your hips, guiding you as you let yourself buried all of him inside your warm cave.
"Shit! You are so fucking tight!" Jungkook threw his head back in pleasure, breathing so heavily in response to the fulfillment.
Once your vagina hit his balls, you had to take a brief pause and prepare yourself to be pounded by the very same dick in the next few seconds, because you didn't know if you were ready for it. You felt good, but you also never felt so full before in your life.
"Take your time, baby. We can start slowly." Jungkook knew from your reaction that you were struggling to adjust to his size. He groped both your ass and lifted you up briefly until he plopped you down against his balls again, just to get you started on the process.
"Ahh..." You dug your nails into Jungkook's chest at the sensation.
"Come on, you can do it. Be a good girl and ride daddy's cock." He was trying to work you up and it was definitely getting to you. Those lips spurring such demanding words, you might just give him what he wants.
Slowly, you began to move up and down, his arms now around your waist as he supported your movements. Your eyes were literally rolling to the back of your head every time you would sink back down his length.
"Aww fuck yeah, it feels so fucking good. If I knew your pussy was this heavenly, I would've fucked you sooner." He cupped your face and towed you in for a sloppy kiss before he sped up his pace. And yeah, there was no way Jungkook was a virgin.
He was going at such a speed that you didn't even know if you were in control of the situation anymore. He eventually switched his hands back to your ass and you just knew then that you were now Jungkook's bitch. He hammered into you as he fucked every inch of your being out of your body.
"For someone with no experiences, you're fucking rough, Jungkook," You managed to blurt out in the middle of the fuck session.
He reduced his speed at your words, although still in control of your body by the grip of your ass, "I have my moments..."
You rested your arms around his neck, "Hmm?" You raised an eyebrow.
Jungkook didn't sound the most confident even uttering these next words, "I was extremely horny one night after getting mixed signals from you, I drove to the club and slept with some random girl I met on the spot. I don't know what I was thinking. I don't even remember the exact details but just that I definitely fucked her. With or without a condom, I don't even fucking remember. Ghosted her and all that the next morning. Guess I'm not that much better than Jimin after all."
You were in a daze, not that he didn't save himself for you. You could care less about who he slept with before he got with you, but just that Jungkook was capable of such a thing. This whole night really screwed your view of him, but it was probably a blessing in disguise considering just how much you're enjoying this side of Jungkook.
"It's okay, Jungkook. I don't care who or what you stick your dick in before me, that's your business. And I couldn't blame you, but you wouldn't do the same to me, right?" You poked fun at him as you wrapped his neck into your warmth tighter.
"I would never leave you, baby. You'd have to bring an army to get me to lay off of you." He tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear so he could get a clearer inspection of your face, "So beautiful, how could that asshole ever hit you. Don't ever let me see him or I might not be able to hold back."
His eyes were absolutely mesmerizing. So innocent and puppy-like, the exact opposite of what he was at the time. It naturally brought out a smile in you as you gave his cheeks a slight pinch.
"So adorable. I appreciate the concern, but that was years ago. Let's not talk about that jerk. He also sucked in bed and had a dick the size of a tic tac."
Jungkook laughed at your remark.
"Oh, you're so fucking sexy."
Immediately, Jungkook gripped your hips and began to aggressively pound again. You let out a grunt just a little startled at the reintroduction of gratification. You had gotten so lost in you and Jungkook's little chit-chat, you had forgotten his dick was still in you.
Now you were full-on riding him. Going up and down his whole length, skin slapping, tears drenching, you were going to lose yourself to this feeling.
"Hmhm... I love the way your tits bounce when you ride my cock." He fondled your breasts, diving his whole face in between your cleavage before he pulled back out.
You guys continued fucking in the same position for the next few minutes before Jungkook eventually moved you off of him and flipped you over, your stomach faced down on the couch.
"Knees," He commanded and you followed, your ass hovered over the air in Jungkook's front view and your knees pointed to the sofa in doggystyle, opened and free for him to drill inside you from behind.
"Just gonna hurt a tad bit, Princess." He spread your ass cheek with one hand while the other massaged his cock, getting it ready to enter your hole.
He inserted his length steadily, his hands moved to your hips. You violently gripped onto the sheet of Jimin's couch with all fingers, eyes closed with heavy breathing. You don't think you'll ever be able to get used to the entrance of Jungkook's cock.
Jungkook didn't let a second go to waste and started thrusting the minute your vagina devoured his cock. And then again, and again, his balls slapped against your hole each time.
Everything in the room was muted except for you and Jungkook's moans that kept escaping left and right, and the sound of his skin against yours. It was genuinely so loud, you were amazed you guys haven't been caught yet. But then those two dumbasses were drunk as shit.
But even then, you were such a slut for Jungkook as of right now, you'd probably just let him keep fucking you even if Jimin and Taehyung did walk into the room.
Jungkook's pounding got faster and rougher, you didn't think you'll be able to last much longer. You could already feel the inside of you tangling up and ready to explode.
"J-Jungkook I-I think I'm going to cum." You were so fucked out at this point but he still kept drilling.
"Cum for me, baby." He delivered a slap to your ass and one last thrust into you was all it took before your wall tightened around his cock, and you were dripping wet from your own fluid.
"Shit!" The sensation of your wall around his dick sent him into a frenzy and he finished just a few seconds after you, sending his semen into the deep sea of your vagina as he filled you up.
You felt like such a whore all drenched in cums and shit, but even then, you continued to let Jungkook keep fucking you for a slight minute before he pulled out.
Your back hit the couch, trying to catch your breath after having your organ nearly destroyed. Jungkook plunked down next to you, looking just as tired as you are but with a satisfactory smile planted all over his face as he turned to you.
"Well that was fun. Thanks for tonight, gorgeous."
You returned his smile with one of your own.
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You awoke to an unfamiliar setting, rubbing your morning eyes to get a better glimpse before you came to the realization you had slept over at Jimin's for movie night. You glanced over to the alarm clock on your left that reads 7:30 A.M.
As you tossed the white blanket aside, wanting to be free of this consuming bladder pain, all sorts of signals from your body stopped you from moving any further. Just trying to get off the bed, you were sore as heck. You had forgotten Jungkook fucked the shit out of you the night before.
Instantly, your mind traveled to the last few minutes of last night's event, which consisted of you and Jungkook running around the room as you guys scattered for clothes, trying to fix the sheet on the couch so it'll look as neat as possible and removing any stains you guys might've left behind.
You even stole one of Jimin's perfumes to make it smell like you and Jungkook did anything else but had sex. Then you both scrambled off to your assigned room, awaiting the unknown for the upcoming day.
You weren't quite sure if you were mentally prepared right now to deal with any of them, but your bladder had other plans, and so you hurriedly rushed to the nearest bathroom which happened to just be across from Jungkook's room.
His door was left wide opened, but the bathroom was closed off and you could hear the shower running before it eventually went quiet, and then some shuffling before Jungkook swung the bathroom door and engaged in an eye contact battle with you until you broke it off.
He in that damn yellow shirt halfway unbuttoned and tattoos showing off like hoes again, and his shower hair with that white towel over his shoulder. Man, you could see yourself going back to last night just at the sight of him.
Jungkook was equally astonished by your appearance and rubbed the back of his head with the towel, "Gonna shower?"
You shook your head, "Peeing." Simple and straight to the point.
He snickered as he continued drying his wet hair, "Can I watch?"
His abrupt question had you in a whirl between whether you should be laughing or answering. Homeboy was wild.
And of course, you took it as a joke, shaking your head and failing to hide the fact that you found it humorous.
"You're crazy, Jungkook." You lightly pushed him out of the way as you slipped into the bathroom about to close the door, only for Jungkook to intervene midway and threw himself in there as well, locking both of you in.
"J-Jungkook, you were actually serious?" Your eyeballs almost popped out of your sockets.
"I mean, I'd imagine it'd be quite the view." He smirked.
You scrunched your nose, "Watching me pee just sounds nasty."
Jungkook walked closer toward you as his eyes scanned your body along the way and you didn't know why that pulled a nerve within you.
"Well, should I just fuck you then?" He said as he stopped in front of you, staring you down so intensely like his gaze could kill.
"I would love to, dear. But it's morning and it's very likely Jimin or Taehyung, or both are awake by now. I wouldn't exactly know how to explain to them why we were both in the bathroom together. Unless you have any idea."
"Mhmm... easy. I'd just tell them you're my girlfriend now, I mean... if I am correct to assume you said yes last night. Unless you had a change of feelings and want to take it back, I hope not."
Jungkook seemed to have this switch whenever he's with you where he'll get cocky, and then sentimental the next. One moment he'll be dominant just like the way he fucked you before, but then there's a vulnerable side to him, like constantly calling you all these names that'll send you into a blushing mess and even just making sure you're okay in general. He thinks Jimin's unpredictable, but you think he's even more unpredictable, ha.
"No, no! I do want to be with you, Jungkook. I do. J-just wait for me outside okay. I just don't feel like dealing with two idiots in the morning at 7 A.M. I promise I'll get back to you." You escorted his body to the door as you gave him a peck on the cheek before you kicked his butt out.
Jin always told you tales of how clingy and bothersome Jungkook can be once he gets too attached and you always thought he was talking out his ass, but now you're more inclined to believe him, and maybe not everything that comes out of Jin's mouth is bullshit after all.
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You were immediately attacked from behind by the warmth of Jungkook's much bigger build once you exit the bathroom. You wouldn't say you got a heart attack, but it was close enough.
"Oh lord... you scared me." You held onto your chest.
"Sorry, beautiful." His chin on your shoulder, he patched it up with a sloppy kiss to your cheek.
He was just seriously endearing with him trying to be so romantic, you found his efforts cute. It still felt so unreal to you but you knew it was going to take a while to fully grasp everything.
"You're fine." You turned to him and the tip of your nose bumped into his as you guys searched the universe in each other's pupils. You were the first to make the move and you bit into his lips first, which you knew was only going to lead to trouble but you couldn't take it back.
Jungkook roughly shifted his location so it'll make it easier to kiss you. He had his right arm secured around your neck keeping you at a perfect position that allowed his tongue to explore your opening as you guys fought back and forth. Your hand on his chest, crawling over the line of the buttons on his shirt, tempted to just throw it off his body and treat yourself to a shirtless Jungkook in the morning.
"Jesus christ! Get a fucking room!"
You guys are fucked. Your heart dropped and you might've pushed Jungkook away a bit harder than you should've.
Both of you guys turned to the origin of the voice and found a disgusted Yoongi and Namjoon standing in the doorway. Clearly with the voice belonging to Yoongi.
"Yo what the fuck, I didn't sign up for this," Namjoon complained as he took his shoes off.
"Oh my god..." You facepalmed, physically and mentally suffering. You just wanted to run far far away and go hide at the furthest corner you could find. Jungkook on the other hand didn't seem to have much of a reaction.
"If you think that's bad, try falling asleep while listening to them go at it all night long," Jimin who was nowhere to be seen before, popped out of his room uninvited to the discussion with Taehyung right behind him.
Wow... they knew. They fucking knew. Okay. Forget a corner. You might as well just jump off a cliff at this point, die, and never come back.
Jungkook could tell how uncomfortable you were by the situation and reached out to your hand as he wrapped his fingers around yours, pulling you closer.
"Shut the fuck up y'all. Can't you guys see you're making her uncomfortable?" Jungkook raised his voice.
You crept your way around and somehow ended up behind Jungkook as he shield you from them.
Namjoon who was only initially surprised at first, spoke up, "Yeah I agree. Let them do their thing, guys. It's only human nature."
"No, I'm not against it. I'm just more surprised this didn't happen sooner. Y/n was moaning so loud last night, I guess the rumor of Jungkook having a big dick is true," Jimin teased. God this little bitch, he's definitely getting a beating tonight.
This erupted a laughing fest from Taehyung and Yoongi, and then Namjoon who was really trying his hardest not to crack but he eventually ended up losing.
Your face was so red by now and Jimin's comment only made it worse. Like damn, you were really that loud. Now you wonder if they've heard any of you and Jungkook's conversation.
"And I guess the rumor about your penis literally being your third pinky is also true?" Jungkook shot back and it caused another laughing fest. You burst into laughter along with them.
"Ayy! That's not fucking true!" Jimin ticked off, punches Taehyung in the arm for laughing.
Jungkook steadily unwrapped you from his back and pulled you aside, his arm around your waist.
"We're dating now, so deal with it," He stated, unbothered.
"Ewwww!" They all sang in unison.
Were these a bunch of men in their 20s or a bunch of toddlers, you didn't know anymore.
"I'm sorry we didn't get to finish what we started," Jungkook smile smugly, and hooked his lips onto yours without warning, brushing your hair back so he could fully take control of your face.
"Gross!" Yoongi yelled.
Taehyung covered his eyes and started murmuring words no one can decipher.
"Seriously? I don't get paid enough for this shit. What the fuck, Jimin. I'm going home." Namjoon was only trying to keep world peace.
"Jeon Jungkook, you little brat!" Jimin cursed.
The next sequence of events consisted of the members throwing socks and small items at you guys, but Jungkook quickly swept you up in bridal style and y'all were just laughing your ass off into the bedroom.
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Lololol I'm sorry. I don't know what the hell that last part was. This took me a little over a week to write cause I'm a lazy bitch, but whoever managed to make it through the whole post, I hope you're having a great rest of your day! Thank you for reading.