â Summary: Jungkook is absolutely everything your father detests about the kind of guys you should be dating. But it's too bad... because he's your boyfriend, and you happen to love him very much.
â Part TWO: They always say if you love something, let it go. If it's meant to be, it'll come back. When your worst fear becomes a reality, and conflicts arises, do you go on to salvage things, or perhaps it's time to let go?
"I love you, and I never stopped loving you. But your actions has proven me that you're not willing to fight for us."
â Word Count: I've been writing and rn I'm a little over 14k and the story hasn't even hit the climax, so expect something in the 20k or pass that. I'm so sorry besties.
â Warning: smut, oc is a bit craycray obsessive, but she loves jk lol. jk loves her too, and her tits & ass. sexting, degradation kink, cursing, oc is lowkey a freak on the inside, jk is a bit of an asshole but he's also very sweet, unprotected sex, toxic parents, pregnancy scare, manipulation, angst, okay that's it. Ima shut my mouth.
â Release Date: in a week or two. can't promise a specific date because I'm not done writing it, and university started a week ago. But I'm determined to finish.
â Author's Note: Those who had read part one knows this was originally posted on my Stray Kids blog, but I want to keep BTS/SKz separate, so here's a new blog dedicated to just BTS/JK contents lmao.
been writing part two and it's a little over 14k already and I'm only halfway. but I'll be keeping SKz/BTS contents separated. Part Two when finish, will be posted over on new blog.
â Summary: In an alternate universe where Lee Minho AKA Lee Know is a sassy blogger. You get to see with your very own eyes everything he documents on his blog, whether that's his thoughts on a recent movie he had just watched, his experience eating at Taco Bell for the first time, or the bitch he almost had to fight, Lee Minho will stop at nothing to get his points across.
â Discretion: I hope it's not confusing, but this is a roleplay? I thought the idea would be fun. A lot of cursing and mature contents will be discussed, but nothing too over the top. Beware excessive cringe maybe. This is a series. Enjoy!
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Hi, my name is Lee Know, or I guess if we're getting personal here: Lee Minho. Although I prefer Lee Know because people always get me confused with the actor Lee Minho.
I rant and complain A LOT, but I don't think I need to tell you that, because you'll be finding it out for yourself later. But I have the mouth the size of the pacific ocean, and holding back is the last thing Lee Know does. So if you're a sensitive little bitch, then do not continue any further. If you still do and proceed to come for me, then well... that's between you and god.
More about myself? Well... I'm just your average everyday guy, but better. I like to listen to music and dance on my free time. And when I'm not doing that, then I usually hang out with my crew. They can be real idiotic and sometimes I wonder why am I even putting myself through their shit, but they are the real homies. Have been with me since forever and I know they will always have my back, so watch out.
Why I started this blog? Well, funny story. I got into an argument with Chan one day, btw shoutout to @christopherbangcorner go follow and like his stuff. I know he told me to not tell anyone about his blog but I could give two shit. Anyways, we were arguing and he said to me "You run that mouth of yours so much, why don't you put it to good use for once." so here I am. So if you're interested, keep reading. If you're just coming here to hate on me, then well... that's going to be difficult because I'm quite a likable person if I say so myself. I'm just kidding... ish.
Anyways. That's that. Proceed with caution!
Sincerely, Lee Know.
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rant #1 2:35 p.m.
I swear, hoes these days be thirsty asf. Me and Hyunjin just wanted to go to the convenience store to get some things Chan's lazy ass ordered us to, and we legit got followed the whole way there. ARE PEOPLE LITERALLY THAT JOBLESS! Leave us alone next time or don't say I didn't warn you when I whip out my asian slipper and slap every one of you so hard you're going to regret ever meeting me in this lifetime. And like, aren't you guys supposed to be in class right now? Go back, Jesus. Bet every one of y'all are failing. How would your mothers feel if she knows you're ditching class to go chase some dicks.
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rant #2 7:02 p.m.
Yo, I just suddenly remembered the rudest customer I ever had. So I used to work at this Boba shop during my high school days, and this motherfucker with his cupcake shaped hair jimmy neutron looking ass came in and started yelling at me for getting his order wrong. Like bro... why you tryna fight a 16 year old about a $4 drink. Chill tf out. There are children dying in Africa. Now that I think about it, 16 year old me was on some adult shit. 22 year old me now would've spit in his drink.
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rant #3 5:12 p.m.
Learn to wear a goddamn mask. I will not repeat myself. You ain't no Rosa Parks, you just a stupid headass. Do all these people really think they're doing sum?
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It likes me, I promise.
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yo, wtf. people actually read the shit that I write? no offense, but are you guys like... okay?! i sorta created this blog out of spite but now I just might have to roll with it.
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I'm bored and my inbox are open. Send me something. No nudes or creepy ass messages please. There's a block button and I'm not afraid to use it.
sincerelyleeknow replied: tell me something I don't know.
†anonymous asked: why are you wearing makeup? that's gay. You're not funny and all of your followers suck.
sincerelyleeknow replied: why you mad bro? I bet you sent that from your mom's basement. go out and get some sunlight my dude. bitter ass mf i know you're scared.
†caillou_caillou0 asked: you're cute and all but why your hair be looking crispy.
sincerelyleeknow replied: okurr caillou. at least I have hair.
†flowerbeauty7 asked: go out with me?
sincerelyleeknow replied: I might consider if you're paying
†anonymous asked: fucking traitor hoe.
sincerelyleeknow replied: ayy chill out Chan. I helped promote your blog.
†anonymous asked: your friend on the right of one your photo is cute or whatever. he single?
okay well that was a fucking mistake. anyways, I'm gonna bounce now. prob answer more tmr or whenever I'm not procrastinating. some of y'all weird as fuck.
â Summary: Jungkook is absolutely everything your father detests about the kind of guys you should be dating. But it's too bad... because he's your boyfriend, and you happen to love him very much.
â Part ONE: In present day where you have to be discreet about your relationship with Jungkook, you recount your first impression of him and the past events that lead you to where you guys are today.
â Word Count: 11.7k (oop)
â Warning: 18+ Content. mature scenes and settings. Pregnancy scare, Y/N is kind of a simp for Jungkook, Toxic family, Smut scenes, Unprotected Sex, Jealous Jungkook. A lot of switching between present and past tense (for things happening now and things that already happened). a lot of grammar mistakes prob. cursing, swearing, etc. Backstory focused, not a lot of smut scenes.
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You're holding onto the headboard as Jungkook fuck you senseless against it, hammering into you like you have sinned him.
"Shit, babe..." Jungkook moans, his hitch of breath hit the touch of your skin and you feel yourself walking on cloud nine as he speeds up his pace, his hand tugging on your hair just so he can sink himself deeper inside you.
You feel yourself getting closer, your stomach twirling and your knees giving out. Ding, you turn to your phone that you have placed on top of Jungkook's headboard and you see your screen light up with a text message from Yeri.
"Date's done." - đ Yerim đ
He continues riding out your hips causing you to clutch onto the headboard harder.
"Yeri?" Jungkook mutters, earning a small yeah from you.
He lets out a grunt as he finishes inside you, evoking your walls to tighten around his at the commotion.
You were so full and dripping in liquid that eventually they start trailing down your legs and onto the mattress.
"Ahh, fuck..." He curses and continues pounding into you some more before eventually pulling out, rubbing his cock around the bare skin of your ass and allowing you to catch your breath.
You take your hold off the headboard and shift your body facing Jungkook, searching his eyes, "I wish I could stay with you for the night."
Jungkook puts on a modest smile, both his hands brushing past the top of your head, "Go back, Princess. I don't want to get you in trouble." His hands travel distances before landing on your face and cupping them, pulling you in for a deep, sloppy kiss; Jungkook style.
You guys scatter around the room for clothes, putting on any you find along the way. Jungkook is more concentrated on your behalf than his own because he is still only in his sweatpants and underwear. He helps zip up your dress from behind, which does wonder to both you and him as he gets to see an awesome view of your curve and ass while doing so, and you love the sensation of his touch all over you.
Jungkook pushes strokes into your hair, trying his best to untangle them and you find his efforts adorable. One last final fix up with Jungkook literally spraying your whole existence with the perfume you'd always wear, you were ready to be sent on your way.
He initially only bought it because you kept raving about how much you love the scent, but he ended up really liking it as well. He thinks it compliments you and your personality perfectly. But it does seem to come in handy when it comes to these types of situations you guys were usually in, and you guys were in them a lot... the bottle is nearly empty.
"Same time same place tomorrow?" You ask him with beams in your eyes.
"I'll be waiting." He pats your head, placing a kiss on your forehead.
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You were trying to close the door as discreetly as possible, but you should've known that won't work. Your family is literally the worst when it comes to mingling in your personal business.
"Hey Sweetie, how'd the date go?" Your mom walks out in her night gown crossing her arms. Jihye follows behind looking as unfazed as she's always been.
Now here's where you put the skills you have learned in acting class to use. Wide smile, a good posture, and confidence. You can't get caught lying up in this bitch as long as you believe in yourself and your abilities.
"He was nice. Today was good." Okay, not the best answer you could've given, but vague enough to avoid any further questionings. You don't want to keep talking about this guy that you actually never even went on a date with, and as far you're concern, this guy isn't passing the vibe check according to Yeri.
"I'm glad you guys are getting along. It'll make things so much easier for us and their family." A smile plants on her face, walking toward you and placing a kiss on your cheek, "Good night, dear. Don't be late for class tomorrow."
You and Jihye watch her disappear off into the shadow before switching glares to each other.
"Ridiculous." Jihye scoffs.
Jihye is your younger sister, younger by 2 years. You guys have a rather complicated dynamic. Like you wouldn't mind giving her your kidney, but you're not getting her water type of relationship.
"What." You bend down to take off your heels.
"You look like you just finished filming a gangbang scene for Pornhub."
Gangbang? No. Just Jungkook. Although you wouldn't mind getting fuck by more than one Jungkook, but only if it's him. You guys really tried your best, but yeah, you look like a hot ass mess right now. The only thing clouding your mom from this judgment is that in her head, you're her little angel and a total sweetheart. Right. There's no way you'd lie to her. There's no way you'd send Yeri in your place instead while you go fuck your boyfriend at his apartment. There's no way.
You mean... you're not the least bit surprised. When Jungkook fucks, he fuck like the rent is due tomorrow and he makes sure to leave no crumbs behind. Oh you love him, so much.
You place the heel strap over your fingers, continuing to undo the second pair, "You know why." As if this is the norms, and it is the norms.
Jihye has become desensitized to it all. She hears all, she sees all. From you kicking her out of the living room while your parents were out because you told her you and Jungkook are going to fuck, to waking up in the middle of the night to moans and skins slapping through the wall next to hers, and even walking midway into your room when Jungkook was climbing through the window.
She'll snitch you out in a heartbeat for stealing her leftovers or hiding her things, but she'll keep it a secret that you are basically deceiving your parents. It's a sibling thing, you could say.
"Pfft! And they want me to be more like you. Puh-lease!" She rolls her eyes.
Being the oldest, you are always expected more than stellar results. Your parents are harder, stricter on you because they see you as a reflection of themselves, their efforts, and their abilities to mold someone to follow in their footsteps. The concept of earning a grade lower than A is almost foreign to you because you were always taught that anything lower is unacceptable.
It didn't help that you were born into a family of doctors, or as others would rather say: with a golden spoon. Not like you ask for it. Sure, it's nice to live in a big beautiful house and not having to worry about where you're getting your next meal from, and many may disagree and call you ungrateful, but you'd rather be born into a mediocre family while working part-time if that'd get your family to stop meddling in your life. You can't disappoint anyone if no one's expecting, but expectations are all your parents have.
Yeah yeah, comparison sucks, and you can understand where Jihye's coming from. But hey, it's not your fault you're the gifted child. You mean, at least you saved her from all the trauma of being the oldest one. She should be thankful you took one for the team. And if this Jungkook thing works out somehow in the end, she might be able to date a drug dealer or a circus worker of her choice in the near future, who knows.
"Whatever. I'm going to sleep." You push past her and begin making ways up the stairs to your room. Jihye radiating her annoying younger sibling energy, follows behind like she always does.
"You know you're going to get caught one day, right?" She voices while still mimicking your steps.
"We'll see when that day comes." You are hopeful your little hoax will last for just a bit longer.
"Can I have your room when you get kick out? Yours is way bigger than mine, plus your closet is massive."
This girl. But for real, if everything comes to light, you're pretty sure you'll already be disowned by now. You might just end up becoming bestie with SungAh, the very nice homeless lady you meet occasionally near campus. Maybe she can show you around.
"No one's getting kick out. Everything is going to be okay." No, everything isn't going to be okay. You know you are lying to yourself. But you don't feel like having this conversation with Jihye right now. It is eleven 'o clock, your makeup has completely given up, your feet are all sore from the heels, and Jungkook just busted a big fat nut inside you. You just want a cold shower and a good night's sleep.
You stop at your door, turning around to face Jihye. No, she isn't coming in with you. You don't need her shouting all these things you know already know into your ears.
"Right. Well, I'm just here to remind you to use protection. You don't want your baby bump giving it away before you have the chance to tell mom and dad, do you?"
Okay, this girl is pissing you off.
"I'm not pregnant!" You retort.
"Yet..." She lets trail off her lips.
You mean, you're sure not pregnant. Nothing about your period is irregular. You always take your pills, and every now and then you'll use condoms when Jungkook has one laying around. But you are 100% you're not pregnant. But you can already imagine the shit show it'll be if you are. Not a very pleasant visual. You might as well get acquainted with Satan by then if that's the case since that's where your dad will be sending you.
"Good night idiot." You unlock the door and slam it in her face before she has a chance to speak.
Well thanks a lot, Jihye. Now you feel paranoid because it's not completely out of the loop. You guys do have sex often and considering how much you let him finishes inside you, this is worthy of concern.
It's already bad enough that your parents are probably going to throw you out of the house soon, you don't need to be a young mother as well to add a cherry to the topping of this shitty cake. Not that you would mind carrying Jungkook's child. You love that man to your heart and soul -- heck, you'd take a bullet for him. But not now. Not this young.
You plop down onto your pink mattress with sparkling sheets, staring at the hanging chandelier above you. You never notice how detailed it was -- how bright it was. What if it just falls and hits you in the face right now? Nah. Your parents are boujee as fuck. They wouldn't settle for anything they weren't confident in. If the chandelier breaks your face, your parents will probably break whoever invented it.
Ding, you receive another text message from Yeri.
Ayyy bestie, you still alive? - đ Yerim đ
Somehow. Think he's burnt out from work, probably asleep. Only saw Mom and Jihye. Jihye was being annoying as always. - Y/N
Haha. Only because she cares about you. I mean, she doesn't want her only sister out on the street now does she. And gosh, your dad is so annoying. You're already 21 years old. Such a manchild! - đ Yerim đ
Think the worst he'll do is force me to cut all contact with Jungkook and prob send one of his creepy ass worker to stalk me 24/7 again. And right? Such a pain in the ass." - Y/N
You mean like how he already is doing right now? Well... minus the stalking which has stopped but surely he has something up his sleeve the next time if he catches you. He REALLY REALLY do not like Jungkook. Like goddamn. - đ Yerim đ
I just don't get it. Like how could he not? Jungkook is so perfect in every way đ„șđ„ș I refuse to believe we share the same genetics. - Y/N
Right. Not like Jungkook didn't tell him straight to his face that he banged his daughter. - đ Yerim đ
OkayYY?? And he punched Jungkook!!!! đ đ - Y/N
Well.... - đ Yerim đ
Oh yeah, did you forget to mention your dad's first encounter with Jungkook? Worst. Day. Of. Your. Life. You didn't know what had gotten into you that afternoon, but you were feeling a little self-righteous that day perhaps.
You'd managed to convince them to let you major in Business Administration before. Because fuck all that doctor bullshit. You hate blood. You hate dealing with people. You really could care less about why the immune system is attacking its own tissues, or what causes a shortage in the red or white blood cells. Okay maybe those things are important, but you're just not a medical person.
You thought this was going to be your big next revolutionary movement. Spoiler alert: It wasn't. He was against it from the moment he saw Jungkook. Tattoos all over his arms, piercings everywhere, black clothing. It was a straight and utter rejection with a lot of nasty glares from both sides. Jungkook got fed up at one point and started going on a rant about how much of a bitch your dad was being... to his face, and honestly, fuck yeah! Jungkook was absolutely right.
Of course, your dad responded to his remark with his fist across Jungkook's face. He took the hit like a champ, and in his defense, yes the old man was pissing him off and driving him to the edge, but he was in love with his daughter. Jungkook had a background in Taekwondo and his muscles were built like hardened bricks. Not to mention he easily towered over your dad by a few inches. Jungkook could've one swipe that if he wanted to, but out of respect for birthing you into this world for him, he took the loss.
The next sequence of events consisted of your dad accusing Jungkook of a bunch of things, such as seducing you. Which sounded ridiculous in retrospect because you were the one doing the seducing most of the time. Even you initiated sex more than him.
Well, Jungkook wasn't having any of it, "So what if your daughter has sex? She's a grown woman, she surely can decide for herself. I wouldn't do anything she's uncomfortable with in the first place anyways." You knew he was trying to work your dad up by implying he wouldn't have fucked you if you didn't agree to it, and you didn't know why you thought it was the sexiest thing ever. Luckily, Jungkook didn't suffer further injuries because Yeri had been trying to call Yoongi and Namjoon ever since the soap opera worthy scene went down.
Yoongi and Namjoon hauled him out the door as you stared into his doe eyes, then that was that. Locked in your room, no devices, no company, but especially no more dick from Jungkook -- at least for a little while. Your dad even sent one of his shady guards to follow you around campus to make sure you weren't pulling any of your tricks.
Little did he know, you started jotting down the guard's pattern of behavior so you got accustomed to where he would usually be whenever he's lurking, so you'd work your way around. Jungkook never stopped bothering you either, and you didn't want him to stop.
Even if that was just meeting eyes in the hallway or passing by one another, you guys never missed the chance to look at the other like you want to devour them whole, and Jungkook never hesitated to grab your ass when the opportunity arised. The feeling of his grip around your sensitive skin made you miss his cock inside you. So much. So that's what you guys did.
You guys would literally fuck anywhere, any time. Even if Jungkook's next class was within 5 to 10 minutes, even if there's a possibility someone could hear what's going on, you gave no fuck. You'd drag Jungkook to the girl's restroom, the boy's restroom -- heck, the closest empty classroom or if you guys were feeling a bit rebellious, you'd both ditch class and take it to your car, ride him until you're covered in his pretty little cum and go on your way to be daddy's little good girl again.
Yeri gave you her spare phone and you'd use it to keep up with Jungkook. Most of the time you guys were conversing about events throughout the day, half of it is Jungkook complaining about his bandmates, and the other small percentage, he'd ask for nudes to help him 'feel better'. No dick pics though. You told him no. This was Yeri's phone and you didn't want her stumbling upon snooping on ya man's dick. She can keep all your nudes though. No one has ever seen you naked more than Yeri. Not even Jungkook.
Eventually, it dialed down. After Mr. Creep AKA your dad's minion realized -- or so he thought, that all you'd been doing was going to classes, hung out with Yeri, and then back home, he was officially declared bored. Thank goodness. Your dad got off your ass, you got your phone and freedom back and Jungkook was dead to him. You still couldn't believe he let you off the hook that easily, but you weren't complaining.
That was a little over 6 months ago. Your parents firmly believe you are over Jungkook, but that is far from the truth. You have been duking them for a while and you don't know when exactly you're going to stop. Perhaps you should just let fate run its course, but you have a feeling it is not in your favor.
It didn't take too long before you started cruising around campus with Jungkook again. Everybody knew who your father was. He helped in funding some of the events at your University and was a spokesperson several times. Professors and most students were well aware you came from a good background, so they didn't know why you were always latching yourself onto someone like Jungkook.
~ 2 years ago ~
At first, you thought he was a bad boy too, or so he looked. He just always came off like he'd rather be anywhere but where he's currently at. Always so quiet, you would never see him engage in conversations with anyone. Professor would say the lecture's over, and he was out immediately. Your first impression of him was this dude is cocky, he thinks he's all that. Girls dig it though. He was quite popular with the ladies in your class and admittedly, Jungkook is very good-looking. He never paid any attention to the swoons and awes he'd get though. He just never seemed to care -- about anything.
Your curiosity about him only grew more each day when you both took the same general education course for Math during your second year. Sometimes your gaze would naturally avert toward his deep brown eyes when he's so focused on the lecture. His thin lips, he had some beautifully shaped lips that curved just at the right spot. He was like a deer caught in headlights whenever he's so indulged, you found it adorable.
Contrary to his style, he was really handsome in a boyish way, just exactly your type. And you love that he had an edgy side as well. You both can be emo together, you didn't mind. You were totally into the fact that he was like a little loner so stuck in his own world. He does his own thing and he does it so well. It's hot.
"Y/n?" You were knocked out of fantasy world when Jungkook landed a nudge to your elbow.
"Huh?" Your eyes widened at the sudden contact.
Reality struck you once again when you came back to at least fifty eyes on you and to the dismay of your professor tapping his foot impatiently.
You had dozed off and you were not proud of it. You blame Jungkook for being as distracting as he is.
"What does X equal?" Your professor pointed to equation on the board, but how the fuck would you know. You were daydreaming about Jungkook, not solving for goddamn X.
"Four." Jungkook said under his breath.
You hesitated for a moment before repeating what he just said.
"Correct." Your professor moved on and went to pick on other students. That was a close one.
This wasn't like you at all, you were usually a good student you promise.
You turned to Jungkook and mouthed a small 'thank you' for saving your ass.
Class was over after some time and before you could even get a chance to properly thank him, he had already dashed out the door. You took your heels off for the extra speed and chased after him, lightly tapping him on his shoulder.
"Hey, I just want to say thank you for saving me back there." You sent him your most angelic smile. Ahhhh... he was even cuter face to face.
Jungkook returned your smile, "Oh it's nothing. I just saw that you were too preoccupied staring at me, I thought I'd help out."
His comment made you grew a shade of pink on your cheeks. Fuck, he knew you were totally checking him out. Jungkook found the situation amusing because he'd never thought you out of all people would find the slight interest in him.
After all, your family is rich as hell and you could probably up and pay for his whole tuition right now if you wanted to. You always came off spoiled and like you were too good for everyone, at least that's what you've given him so far. But you were already starting to prove yourself with each little interaction.
"I-I was lost in my thoughts..." The first excuse that popped in your head rolled off your tongue like candy. It was as bullshit as it sounded.
Jungkook only chuckled at your attempt to save yourself, "Oh by the way, I noticed you didn't write anything down on your notes. If you want, you can come by my dorm later. I can let you copy mine."
Oh lord, was this really happening? Jungkook inviting you over to his dorm? You and him, alone? Fuck yeah!
"Yes! I can come by later! When are you free?" Oop, you needed to calm your tits. Can't be getting a little too excited now.
"Hmm... I have practice at 2 and won't be home until 5. So maybe then? My dorm's on the third floor, room 302."
"Great! I'll see you then!" You flashed him a pretty smile and went on your way, satisfied and high in love.
Jungkook on the other hand, wasn't quite sure where he was going with his offer. He usually doesn't give any attention he'd get a second thought, but you were goggling at him like he was the most amazing thing to walk this earth, and he thought you were cute so he eventually let his words slipped before his brain could approve anything.
When you got there, you were so sure and ready to spend some quality time alone with Jungkook. Maybe after getting to know him better, you could decide for yourself if he's worthy of your dignity for you to be acting like a 15 year old teenager again who just had their first crush.
You had completely forgotten your University had this thing where you had to share a dorm with a roommate. And Jungkook happened to go to the same University (duh!), so imagine your shock when you showed up at his door, greeted by an unfamiliar face and to the revelation that there'd be a third party.
Not that you minded. Taehyung was nice and all, if that was even his name. You also found out he's in a band with Jungkook and one of his closest friend, so that's nice. Did you forgot to say he was also very gorgeous, well... he was very gorgeous! He was one of the most aesthetic thing you've laid your eyes upon, but you preferred a rather emo and boyish person with the love for tattoos and piercings -- someone like Jungkook.
And if you weren't in love before, you definitely were now. His personality was even more attractive than that beautiful face of his, and you think that statement itself spoke a lot about how awesome of a human being Jungkook was, inside and out.
You didn't know how he was so patient with you, going over the problems again and again until you'd get it. And even when you already did, you'd sometimes pretend you didn't just so you could lose yourself in his godly expressions. The way his puppy eyes would meet yours whenever he'd look up to see if you had gotten anything he had just said into that head of yours. He was so cute, if anything, him being here wasn't making Math any easier.
You felt like you had one of the greatest day ever, and one that was put to a very good use. You got to speak to Jungkook, you got to know more about him, and you met his friend who's a total sweetheart, and a cutie as a bonus. Pretty boys with nice personalities is your biggest weakness, but Taehyung was more like someone you could see yourself becoming close friends with.
Some important things you had learned: Jungkook works part-time at a nearby Tattoo shop -- you mean, you should had known. He was always doodling in class every chance he'd get. He had great eyes for arts! Leonardo da Vinci who. He and Taehyung are in a band with about five other unnamed individuals and they'd usually perform at music festivals or school events. And well, it was no shocker you knew none of these things because you were always too busy going shopping right after classes, hanging at Yeri's, or studying. But Jungkook definitely held your interest and there's always a first time for everything.
And ever since that day, Jeon Jungkook had officially stolen your heart and never gave it back. And if he ever does, you hope it's not in broken pieces.
You'd make efforts for small talks, usually, you'd asked how his day was, or if it was a Monday, how his weekend was. He'd tell you how drunk he got while he was over at his bandmate's dorm or the craziest customer he's ever had to deal with at his part-time job. You could listen to him talk forever, even when he was going off on rants about toxic players attacking him in a game you had absolutely no idea about. Maybe it's the way he resembles a bunny, his small kissable lips, and those huge lovable eyes. He had such a baby face but his face could probably make a baby out of you.
Typically, when you're this nice to a guy, they'd be asking you to pull down your panties by now. You hate that you had to keep reminding them you weren't trying to have sex and was only acting with basic human decency. Then, of course, they'd get mad as hell because apparently, you were leading them on. Uhm no. You only said thank you and that you appreciate their help. Nothing about that screamed I want to fuck you, but whatever help them sleep at night.
But Jungkook? Yeah, you definitely wanted to fuck him, and you meant it with your whole chest. If he were to ask you to strip, you'd do it in a heartbeat.
Although he was extra attentive to you, you weren't all that special nor the only one who had the hots for him, sadly. You could name at the top of your head, at least three other girls in the class who'd side-eye him like they want to swallow him whole. Especially Yujin. Gosh, you hated that two-faced fox with a passion.
You and Jungkook would be in the middle of a discussion about which solution would work best and she'd pop her nosy ass in out of nowhere to join. Like okay bitch, nobody asked. It didn't make it any better that she was one of the top students and if she wasn't trying to steal your man that wasn't really your man, you'd say the bitch was actually drop-dead gorgeous with a body to die for.
Jungkook is totally into her. How could he not be? You mean, you're 100% sure you're into dicks, but yeah, you had seen the way she'd make head turns whenever she'd pass by. This girl was basically a guy magnet. You had never seen Jungkook talk to anyone before, but he conversed with this girl like they knew each other in their past life or some shit. You hated how much they had in common and how perfect they looked together. Disgusting.
Often, you'd just watch both of them chat their time away solving a problem because you were too busy cursing Yujin inside your head to really care. You also noticed how she'd act like she didn't know or forgot the steps just to get Jungkook to explain it to her. Pfft. You did it way cuter.
On the days you were feeling extra mad at Jungkook or jealous for giving Yujin more attention, you'd be more touchy with him on purpose, your skirts would be shorter and you'd wear a shirt revealing enough just to shove your cleavage in his face. You'd gone mad and you were well aware. Like being possessed by a love demon, you didn't know what the fuck has gotten into you.
Jungkook like expected paid no mind to any of your attempts. Ugh! This was what you love and hate about him. Yes, you love that he's respectful and unbothered, but how do you tell him he's yours and you want him inside of you? You guys were married in your head whether he liked it or not.
Dresses and skirts weren't really your thing, but you wore it for Jungkook, and all for what? For him to break out in laughter at a joke Yujin made? You never even made him genuinely laugh like that before. Only when you had something stuck in your teeth or when you'd hit your head on your desk trying to stand up, does he crack one out.
Gosh, you were pathetic doing all of this for one guy. Even your 13-year-old boy crazy self would smack you silly. But it's whatever. You were willing to let this one slide because the third exam was in a week, and you knew what that meant: Study time with Jungkook, alone! One of your favorite thing in the world, next to him falling asleep on you whenever he'd get too tired to keep up. It was your most favored view.
Studying was something you hated to do, you mean... who the fuck would like studying, but Jungkook's presence managed to turn it into something entertaining. You get to spend time with your favorite person in the world and at the same time, shove all these information up your brain for the exam and then forget them after.
You know you can sound careless or as if school was the last thing you cared about, but truth was, you never had to try too hard because these things just came naturally to you. You guess all those nights you'd stayed up during high school and cramming for advanced classes paid off. You just liked to watch and listen to Jungkook go at it. You thought tutor Jungkook was the cutest thing.
After the lecture ended and Jungkook started packing his things, you waited patiently for the perfect moment to strike up a conversation, well of course... after Yujin got her turn. She was saying something to Jungkook although it was inaudible from your side, but her sly smile was enough for you to conclude that she deserves a slap across her face. But you won't do that. Because today you were going to get to be with Jungkook and you wanted to be on your best behavior.
She waved him goodbye and disappeared into the hallways. As she should. Now it's your turn. You got to have him all to yourself now. No more annoying rats trying to get in between you guys... at least for the time being.
"Meet you at 5?" You sounded like a child high on sugar rush.
Jungkook shot up at you as he slid his bag over his shoulder. "Pardon?"
"I can come over to your dorm at 5 so we can go over the exam materials together. You know... like we always do." You flashed him the pretty smile that you only do for him.
"Oh I--" Jungkook's face was filled with guilt, "--I already promised Yujin I'd go over to hers this afternoon. I didn't know you wanted to study together. I can make time for you tomorrow if you're still up for it, or you can come along--"
"--No, it's fine. I hope you have fun." You cut Jungkook off and immediately exited the classroom before he could say anything. Because it wasn't fine.
For the past two exams, even though it wasn't a lot, you guys were always together. He was always the one who initiated and suggested you come over, and now he's all "I DiDn't kNoW yOu WanTeD To sTuDy ToGeTher" whatever, headass. You were not going to be anybody's second choice and if he thought you were going to sit around and wait while he go and mess around with another chick, he can gladly go and shove that stick up his ass. Oh god, you felt like such a femcel.
You spent the rest of your afternoon ranting to Yeri over the phone about how disloyal Jungkook was being in the relationship that you had made up in your head. You really thought he was different, but you guess in the end, they really are all the same. Once a prettier, hotter girl come along, they'd just dip on you. Just like that. Men ain't shit. This is why you don't date.
While you were going through your camera roll, totally not deleting photos you had taken of Jungkook or photos you had saved from his social medias -- ahhh this one of him is really cute but still, fuck him -- you suddenly received a text notification from Taehyung.
So I heard exam is in a week. Seems like you're not coming tonight? Jungkook is out - Taehyung
No. He found himself a new study buddy. I've been replaced - Y/N
Bummer. I mean, I took the same class last semester and I've just gotten done with mid terms so I can go over some things with you if you'd like. Jungkook and the guys are all either studying or doing their own thing so I've got times - Taehyung
You thought about Taehyung's offer for a moment. You mean, it wasn't like you had anything better to do, and Yeri sounded like she was going to knock out any second from how you were literally boring her to death. And anything was better than to be stuck listening to Jihye's fake friend stories. God, you hated those. The girl would not stop talking.
Be at home broken hearted and alone that your boyfriend who's not really your boyfriend just ditched you, or go out and study with his cute friend? You chose the latter, duh! You still couldn't see Taehyung as anything more than a friend though -- you could never. You may be horrible at a lot of things, but if there's one thing you're good at, is loyalty. Jungkook may had cheated on you in fantasy land, but you would never do the same to him -- reality or fantasy.
Taehyung was very welcoming when you arrived. You always found it a breeze to bond with him because he is very friendly and easy going. You kept getting sidetracked because your mind would wonder off into the unknown. Your lips said no but your heart wouldn't cooperate. You had never felt this strongly for anyone else before, and the thought of Yujin being alone with Jungkook made you immensely jealous, you couldn't hide your scowl.
"You okay?" Taehyung spoke up after studying your body language for a while.
"Huh?" You almost didn't hear him.
"You look like you just went through a bad break up."
"It's nothing." You brushed off his comment and tried to divert the topic by flipping the pages of your textbook. "Where were we?"
A small smile appeared at the corner of Taehyung's lips. "Let me guess," He scooted away from the table and circled his arms behind his back for support as he stared at you directly, "Jungkook?"
You were frozen in your spot like you had been caught in the act, unable to produce a sound. But you were one stubborn individual and there was no way you were going to admit anything.
"N-no." You began doodling on your notebook, anything to hint that you were not interested in where this conversation was going.
Taehyung snickered, "You're very easy to read, you know that right, Y/n?"
You turned to him and gave him your deadliest glare, shooting daggers into his eyes. "Shut up." You cursed at him like a pouty child who didn't get their favorite toy at the store.
He only laughed and god was he annoying. You wanted to beat him up with the textbook until he's near death's door.
"If you like him, just tell him. Easy peasy lemon squeezy." He said it like it was the simplest thing in the world. Well thanks, Taehyung. That was very helpful.
"He already likes someone else. It's whatever." You tried acting nonchalant about it, but you actually wanted to shout that to Taehyung's face and bawl in ugly tears after. But self control ya know.
Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows, not exactly sure what you were talking about. "Well, how are you so sure?"
"Because--"
"--Have you tried asking him?" He didn't even let you finish.
"Well... no. But I know."
"Then maybe you shouldn't be assuming things." Taehyung didn't mean to come off snarky, he was just stating the obvious.
"And I mean, aren't your family loaded with banks? Don't take this the wrong way, but I think you're very attractive. You could've chosen anyone else, why Jungkook? The dude's ripped but the closest he's gotten to any actions is his own hand. Just saying."
Your scowl intensified and if looks could kill, Taehyung would probably be three feet below ground level already. Like okay, you didn't need to know that but good for Jungkook. And maybe if he wasn't being so difficult, he'd get more than just his hand.
"Alright I'm sorry -- let's go back to studying." He snatched your textbook from you and continued where you guys left off.
But who were you kidding. He was absolutely right, and you despise that fact! You're not even Jungkook's girlfriend. Truth was, he was free to talk or flirt with whoever he wanted because you guys weren't even dating. But it still hurts okay. And if he liked you, he probably would had done something already. You wouldn't had been left hanging like this.
The next few minutes consisted of Taehyung struggling and failing to recount what he learned last semester -- not that you blame him, but come on dude. He suggested he'd go over some things with you and now he's here, not knowing where to start, so you just told him to pull equations from the book and quiz you on it. He got bored fast and was already pulling yawns and sleepy eyes. Jesus fucking Christ.
"Let me go grab a coffee." He stood up and walked over to the small counter.
You carried on with trying to solve the equation while Taehyung was messing with the coffee maker.
"Think this is right?" You held your paper up as he plopped back down next to you with a cup in his hand.
"Hmm..." He hummed as he took a sip, barely even making eye contact with your paper. "Looks right to me." Of course. Taehyung doesn't care by now, he's too washed out. Ugh.
If Jungkook was here, he'd know exactly where you made a mistake, and then he'd even show you how to solve it the correct way as he'd trace his palm over yours and you'd feed off his scent because he would be so close to you, you could practically feel his breath hit your cheek. But he was probably doing that to Yujin right now. The visual made you sick to your stomach.
Taehyung tried to place the cup on the already crowded table. Key word: tried, because he completely missed the mark and the dark liquid spilled all over your shirt, staining it to the horror of your protest. You were lucky it wasn't too hot or the coffee would had ended you right then and there -- which actually didn't sound so bad. What worse thing could happen tonight.
"Gosh, Taehyung!" You scolded him.
He picked the cup back up and apologized to you both hands in the air. "I am so sorry, Y/n!"
Were you mad? Yes. But it was whatever. There was no need to make a big scene out of it. Shit happens.
"It's fine. Do you have anything I can change into for now? I can't go home like this."
Taehyung paused for a moment to think before a light bulb popped into his head, "You can borrow one of my shirt. Return it whenever you want, there's no rush."
You waited for him as he pushed through his hangers in the small closet. He located a baby blue sweater and handed it to you. Jungkook's closet was on the opposing side. You wondered what his looked like.
~
It had only been less than two hours since you guys started studying, and Taehyung was already set to knock the fuck out. Pathetic. You told him you wanted to review some more but he gave in to sleep and now look at the mess you had gotten yourself into; Stuck with his arms around you and his head on your shoulder.
You tried wiggling his hold off you but he was a tough one. The more you resisted, the tighter his grip got. For using you as a pillow and blanket, you were for sure not returning his sweater. That was coming out of his check.
So preoccupied with Taehyung's bullshit, you hadn't even noticed the boy in his black t-shirt and grey sweatpants by the door, standing tall overlooking the entire scene.
"Jungkook?" You looked up, surprised by his presence, causing you to loosen Taehyung's hold, only to be pulled right back with him snuggling you even more aggressively.
"Just a little bit more..." Taehyung groaned in his sleep deprived voice.
Jungkook was not very amused at the sight. In fact, he was furious. He had made it clear to Taehyung he was interested in you. He was just waiting for the right moment, and now that traitor was all up on you the second he goes missing in action.
He roughly yanked Taehyung off of you and swung him onto his bed, "Ayy man, get off of her!"
Taehyung whined loudly, rubbing the back of his head but eventually turned toward the wall and continued sleeping like nobody's business.
Jungkook switched his attention back to you, but the only thing he could focused on was the sweater you were wearing that looked a little too familiar, and knowing who it belonged to, he did not like it one bit. No matter how adorable you looked in it, he disapproved because it wasn't his.
You were dumbfounded, unsure of how to react or respond. Meeting Jungkook at this hour definitely wasn't part of your plan. You glanced over to the alarm clock on Taehyung's bedside table and it read 8:03 P.M.
"I-I'm going to go." You started packing your things as you shoved pens and highlighters into your bag and grabbed your textbook last.
You got up from the floor to face Jungkook at a new height, accidentally making eye contact and immediately breaking it.
"See you." You bitterly bid him and made ways to the door.
"So you have a thing for Taehyung now?" His sudden remark caused you to stop in your track.
"What?" You squinted your eyes, facing him again.
"Cuddling him up close and wearing his shirt. Was this why you blew me off earlier?" Jungkook sounded pressed as hell, and he was. You had never seen him like this before. Sure, he had gotten upset over bad customers or friends canceling plans, but never like this.
"Excuse me? I blew you off? You're the one who threw me in the dust for Yujin." You couldn't believe what you were hearing. Was he was really trying to pass this as your fault.
"I asked you if you wanted to come along--"
"--And you wouldn't have, if I didn't ask you first. Why would I want to string along like some unwanted parasite and ruin your guys special time."
Jungkook took a deep breath, "You're not unwanted. And I came back early so I could study with you if you still wanted to. But I didn't expect to find you in the arms of my best friend dressed in his shirt."
You both might as well start screaming in each other's face at this point. The tension grew nasty quick and you felt the heat building up inside of you about ready to burst.
"He spilled coffee on me and was only letting me borrow his shirt. And you out of anyone should know better that your friend has the attention span of a literal goldfish. I couldn't keep him awake for the life of me. So chill out, I'm not trying to fuck your friend."
Jungkook's once annoyed facial expression stiffened into a calmer, more relaxing manner as he took a step toward you, trying to close in the gap. The closer he got, the further you tried distancing yourself until your back eventually met the wall, stuck with Jungkook hovering over you. The only thing preventing you from bumping into his chest was the textbook clutched onto your hand.
"Good. Because I'll be very disappointed if you were interested in him after all the shit you pulled on me in class." You guys were literally so close, his breath was hitting the inch of your skin. Seeing Jungkook in this view was only something that would appear in your wet dream, but now it was a reality and you didn't know how to further proceed.
You guess all those cleavage and panty flashes you'd occasionally give him didn't go unnoticed after all. But then why'd he never confronted you?
Jungkook smirked at your confusion, knowing exactly what you were thinking as he placed both his palms against the wall, trapping you in between his hold.
"Think I didn't know, Princess? Truth is, I like you too and it was painful trying to hold back the urge to just not fuck you right then and there, but I didn't want things going too fast or else you'd think I was some desperate virgin trying to get in your panties. But after seeing you with Taehyung today, it made me realize I do not like the sight of you with anyone else, I just might have to have you for myself a little sooner, don't ya think?"
You had so many questions and emotions swirling inside your head from happiness, to being puzzled, from what the fuck Jungkook, to being utterly pissed off, all at once.
He leaned in for a kiss but before he could make proper contact with your lips, you pushed him back to disrupt the action, although not enough to move the giant mountain that was Jungkook off his position.
"Then why'd you mess around with Yujin, fucker." Don't get you wrong, you were high above the clouds by now about the fact that Jungkook returned your feelings, but if that's how he show he's interested in you... then well, he sure had a weird way of going at it.
"Because she wouldn't stop bothering me, I don't know. I'm not good at this kind of thing. She just kept asking me and I couldn't bring myself to say no. I still only like you though. I'd rather stare at the wall for hours with you over fucking her if she gave me the chance." He also seemed to have an odd way of expressing his love for you.
You poked his forehead slightly with your index finger. "Idiot. Also what do you mean you don't want to seem desperate. What screams "I want you to fuck me" more than my tits and ass in your face." You faced the other way to sulk, conflicted between wanting him inside of you and being astonished at how clueless he could be.
"Well, I'm here right now?" Jungkook whispered into your ear as his fingers moved along your thighs but he was quickly turned off by the sound of Taehyung mumbling in his sleep.
"UghHhh..." The sleeping boy shuffled in his bed, drools hanging over his mouth but he was still in a deep state of unconsciousness.
Never in a million years would you have thought to reject Jungkook's advance to have sex, but doing the dirty in front of his friend as a first time would be very fucked up, so you were fast to remove Jungkook's hands off of you.
"Maybe next time..." You stared into his eyes apologetically. You really wanted to fuck him and you might as well devour him raw if Taehyung wasn't here, but was this really the best time to lose your virginity? You're a slut for Jungkook and always rambled about how you'd fuck him in the snap of a finger, but the actual concept of having sex would probably drive your parents into madness that you didn't save yourself for marriage. Sometimes you just needed to step back and separate horny you from reality and look at the bigger picture.
Jungkook was of course disappointed, and it didn't help that you had already made him so hard, his boner was practically brushed against the gap of your thighs. The feeling of his clothed dick touching you made you nervous and curious how it would feel inside of you.
He looked at you with sad eyes, "Please...? I'll make it quick." His desperate plead and rock hard dick wasn't making it any easier for you to uphold your good daughter image, and you felt the horny demon overtaking your soul again.
You peeked over Jungkook's shoulder to check on Taehyung and he was still sleeping as peacefully as ever without a single care in the world. You had never seen such a deep sleeper in your entire life before.
Ehhhh fuck it, your parents will just have to suck it up. You're going to have to disappoint them some time along the line, so why not get it over with. Being with Jungkook made you want to do so many things against your morals, but you had been chasing after him for so long, you didn't want to leave any regrets.
"Quick." Was all Jungkook needed to hear from you for him to start digging into your neck. You threw your textbook onto the floor and kicked it away while Jungkook undid the straps on your backpack and sent it flying the same direction.
You wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him closer and he indulged in your skin, leaving small kisses and bites trailing from one side to the other. You moaned at the sensation as you grabbed his hair. It didn't took long before his lips attacked yours and his hands were all over your body, exploring every little part.
You couldn't register how fast he was moving. One moment his hands were under your sweater playing with your tits and the next, he was groping your ass, and now he was trying to pull down his pant. You helped him tug at the other end of his sweatpants to the revelation of his growing cock slapping your thigh once it was out. And fuck was he big.
This wasn't some playdate where you guys had planned to fuck or had all the time in the world. Sure, you wanted to know how his pretty cock would feel when it's in your mouth, or how wet those long veiny fingers of his could make you, but the clock was ticking, and any moment now, you'd either be having the best time of your life or be running away in embarrassing after getting caught by Taehyung. So you guys needed to fuck, fast!
He wrapped one of your leg around his waist without even needing to ask and parted the crotch of your shorts to the wonderful view of your dripping vagina. Thankfully, you wore shorts with materials that were stretchy enough or else you couldn't imagine being butt naked in a room with two men.
"You are so fucking drenched." He was in awed. But as much as he enjoyed looking at it, he wanted to fuck it even more.
He didn't waste any time as he plunged his length inside you, pushing you harder against the wall because of how deep he was going.
"Ah! Fuck!" You winced at the pain his size gave you, but you were so fucking horny you didn't even care if he ripped your pussy to shred at this point.
Never would you have guessed the quiet guy in your English class who you had initially thought was full of himself would be dicking you down a year later and be the one to take your virginity, but here you guys were, fucking in his dorm like wild animals. Life is funny.
You never had any sexual experiences but you are a bit of a freak yourself if you were to admit. All of the knowledge you'd carried so far are from all your years of watching porn and the help of your ring and middle fingers. Oh, what would you had done without them. Your parents would never accept just any guy, and for the most part of your life, you were too busy chasing after A's and a good GPA to care about dicks. But when you got closer to a certain boy in his dark clothing, baggy style, and loose fashion sense complemented by his tattoos, piercings and rings worn on most fingers, it was like you knew he was the one. There was just something about Jungkook that triggered your sexual awakening.
You both were panting and in sweats as he continued pounding into you, his left hand supporting your leg around him so he could get a better angle and his other hand wouldn't leave your ass like glue.
"I-I'm going to cum." He breathed out, his pace getting sloppier.
"Hold on, not yet." You freed one of your hand from his shoulders and used it to swipe away the messy bang that has fell over his forehead. When you got to see his face even more clearly, he was so beautiful. Even from the dampness and wetness, it was Jungkook in all of his glory. He was so damn sexy.
Eventually, you felt the storm inside of you building up and you were getting close as well. Jungkook kept fucking you some more, and then threw your leg over his shoulder as he pushed into you even further. You might had died in the moment and came back from how his balls drove you up the edge that you came almost immediately. Your fluid draped across the skin of Jungkook's hardened cock.
It was only a few seconds after that he followed suit and sent his semen flying onto the sweater Taehyung had let you borrowed.
And no matter how hot Jungkook was or how fucked out you were at the moment, you still felt it was a courtesy to return it -- you were only joking about earlier. There was also no way you were going home smelling of sex. You couldn't imagine.
"Ah! This is Taehyung's sweater." You pouted, stretching the sweater so you could get a better look at where Jungkook had sprayed his little demons.
Jungkook only found your reaction endearing, "Welp... Looks like you'll be needing a new shirt. Let me help you out." He pulled toward the edge of the sweater and jerked it off of you, tossing it into the nearby basket.
You were left hanging in only your white bra and you could feel the air hitting the thick of your bare skin. Jungkook went quiet as he could only focus on your tits. He knew you had amazing tits from the V-neck shirts or low cut crop top you'd wear, but he never imagined it'd be this amazing. And although he got to feel them and they definitely were the softest thing he's ever laid his hands on, he never got to see them out in their full beauty.
"Can you flash me first?" His eyes never left your chest and he carried no absolute shame. Blame it on his hormones and the fact that the only tits he had ever seen was through the computer screen. But now he had the real thing in front of him. Not only that, he even got to touch them and you even let him fuck you. It felt unreal. You were unreal.
You clung onto the bottom of your bra and lifted them up, freeing your boobs for him like you're some sort of paid cam girl.
He was salivating like a dog that hasn't eaten in days. He had to force himself physically and mentally to stop ogling.
"I think I could go for round two." His face was dead serious, but you on the other hand, found it humorous.
"Oh dear... I'll send you some pictures tonight. Shirt please." You put your boobs back into hiding again, and he was very sad about it.
He walked over to his mini closet and hauled out a shirt. You remembered that specific one; you had seen him in it before. It was an oversized green T-shirt with a white skull print on the front.
You didn't even have to put much effort into getting the shirt on because Jungkook was a lot of help. Your arms were still raised in the air from his instructions.
"Much better." He inspected your body up and down after having completed your outfit.
"So..." You lightly tapped your foot.
"So...?" He imitated you.
You guys were just speaking in normal volume by now because you were strongly convinced Taehyung would be able to sleep through an earthquake at this rate.
"Are you going to properly ask me out, or am I just going to be your little fuck toy?" You cocked your head sideway.
"Well, what's a more proper way to ask you out then sticking my dick in you. I thought that already spoke for itself."
You decreased the distance between you guys and bumped your finger onto his chest, "I want to hear you say it." Your eyes burned with passion as it met his.
A smile curved at the corner of his lips, "Oh you are so bossy, I love it." He circled his arms around your waist, wrapping you around his warmth.
"Say it."
He chuckled, "Okay okay. Y/N... want to be fuck buddies?" His playful gesture made you frowned as he also earned a small slap to his chest.
You were the sexiest thing Jungkook had ever seen, but with your eyebrows arched and lips pouted, it does a different thing to his heart. The feeling was distinctive from the 'I want my dick inside you' kind. There was no lust but only love, the want, the need to care and look after you. Was it too early to say he was in love? Maybe. But he knew he wanted to be with you together for a very long time, and if possible, perhaps forever.
It wasn't the first time Jungkook had been hit on, and probably wouldn't be the last either. But it was the first time someone would go as far you did, just for him. He'd get girls trying to talk to him from time to time but in the end, none of them were ever serious about a relationship, or even getting to know him. All they cared about was bragging to their friends that they got to talk to the 'cute guy'. Everything was about how handsome he was, how good looking he was. Jungkook knew he's hot, but what about his favorite movie? The kind of sports he liked to play? What does he do during this free time? Nobody batted an eye at those.
And then he met you. Some random cute girl in his class with a high social status -- the worst kind. It didn't help that you were already showing signs you're into him, but also because he predicted you were going to be as shallow as the rest. But maybe it was your smile. Something about your smile that day told him to give it a chance. And then he found himself going through the tunnel deeper and deeper until it was pitched black, and he felt powerless. He had already fallen for you. But who was he to define what love was. He never experienced it.
Was it the way you'd listen to his stories like it was the most exciting thing in the world, even though he was just rambling on and on about beating the final boss in a video game he just bought. Or maybe how you'd go the extra mile to ask him questions about himself and you'd even remember every little details the next time you see him. But it was mostly the efforts you'd put into striking small conversations with him, or hang out with him every chance you'd get. Like, who was he going to tell at 2 A.M. in the morning about the really cute cat photo he found on Google? You were the only person he trusted to not ignore his texts.
When he was with Yujin, he found himself bored with her quickly. The girl was so full of herself and had an obvious hate boner for you, he had to excuse himself to the comfort of Yujin's big ass bathroom that was the size of his dorm. He sat there staring into space for almost 20 minutes, contemplating whether he should just return home and call you. He missed the way you'd solve the problems wrong on purpose just so you could get closer to him. He was plenty aware that you knew the whole concept better than he did -- He had seen your scores. But he still didn't mind repeating himself for the second or third time, as long as he got to see you happy. He also greatly missed waking up to the scent of peach, which was what your hair always smelled like.
He felt like such a coward that he was unable to reject Yujin's offer earlier. But he did eventually made some bullshit up and left.
So if that was love, then yes, he does indeed love you. Very much.
He took a deep breath this time, "Y/n, would you like to do the honor of going out with me?"
You had the widest smile plastered onto your face, "Yes!" You hugged him, your head on his chest and you could hear his heart beating fast.
Whatever was going through his mind, you just knew you felt the same exact way.
~ Present Day ~
Now you guys have come so far in the relationship. Sure, there are good days and bad days, ups and downs, but there isn't anything you guys cannot work through. If anything, you both mostly argued over scheduling conflict. Jungkook is always either busy studying or working on his next music project. And then his job eats up the rest of his time. Your parents were also incredibly tight with you and always had to know where you were. You used Yeri so much as an excuse, you probably burnt her out.
Many things has changed ever since you and Jungkook started dating. He moved out of the dorm at the beginning of the year as he was able to save up for his own apartment, about a five minutes walk from campus. And last you heard, Taehyung managed to convince Jimin to move in as a replacement.
Jimin was another one of Jungkook's friends and band mates. He is also a stunner himself. He introduced you to the rest of his friends and just wow. How does gorgeous people find each other? They are all very attractive with a heart of gold. You are thankful Jungkook has such people like that around him that he can depend on. You can put some of your worries to rest knowing he's surrounded by good peers.
Those guys are also stupidly mad talented. Just how did you not know of their existence earlier? If only you were a little more engaged in whatever happens outside of classes. These guys are the real deal when it comes to music and they make a good amount of money off of YouTube from their covers and songs. They are basically carrying your University's music program on their back alone. They are the hot topic around here every single day. You've gotten so used to girls trying to get Jungkook's number that you were basically numbed to the feeling.
Oh yeah -- you also discovered Jungkook can sing. Not can. He is freaking amazing! Is it possible to fall in love with a person over and over again? Because that is how Jungkook make you feel every single time you learn something new about him, or well... whenever you see him. Jungkook is perfection. Perfection is Jungkook.
But your parents will never see eye to eye with you on that, because Jungkook isn't some gentleman in a suit and a passion for the kind of fields your parents consider worthy of people your status, which you have no idea what the fuck that means. You think all of that is utter crap and your parents are clearly over their heads. You don't believe yourself to be better than anyone else, or that you're more deserving than the guy down the street just because you happened to have more money.
They're trying to get you together with one of your dad's close friend's son. He is rumored to be taking over as CEO for his father as the head of the family company, and he's finishing his Master's as we speak. Your mom likes to rave about how good-looking and handsome he is, and yeah you've seen pictures of him. He's cute or whatever but he's not Jungkook. Yeah, so what if he's going to be a CEO? Jungkook is a great tattoo artist and he has the cutest cat drawings ever! He can finish a degree but can he fuck you until you can't walk? Probably not. You'll have to pass.
Today was supposed to be your second date with him, although not really as you haven't actually gone at all. That was all Yeri. She's always joking about wanting a rich sugar daddy or somebody who will sweep her off her feet, so she was more than happy to pose in your place while you go have the time of your life at Jungkook's.
Apparently, he's a bit tacky though. "Conceited as hell, always talking about his accomplishments." were Yeri's exact words.
She pulled through only because she thought he was cute. Typical Yeri. But other than that, "Nothing exceptionally outstanding." Yeri's words, not yours.
Yeri, do you think there's a possibility I could be pregnant - Y/N
Anything is possible. How many times do y'all fuck in a week? - đ Yerim đ
Idk. 4-5? depends. 2-3 times when he gets busy. I'm on pills though. - Y/N
Well... better to be safe than sorry. Go buy a pregnancy test - đ Yerim đ
My parents are going to kill me if they find the test, or even the packaging - Y/N
Then tell your baby daddy to buy one for you tomorrow and test it during school hours. If he knocks you up, he should take responsibility - đ Yerim đ
gurrllll Jungkook ain't like that - Y/N
Hmm. Jungkook's a good person and all, but if there's anything I've learned from all my time of dating, is that no matter how genuine someone is, that can all change very fast. I don't mean to scare you. It's just... Jungkook may love you very much, but raising a child is stressful. And no one wants to be tied down before their late 20s. On top of that, the clock is ticking and it's only a matter of time before your parents catches you. Do the test tomorrow and update me if you can. I just care about you and don't want to see you hurt because it's your first time in love - đ Yerim đ
Yeri can be blunt, but she always does say or do what she thinks is best for you, and you'll always be grateful for that. No matter how right she might be though, a part of you still wishes she is wrong.
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whoop! well that took forever! Whoever made it through that, hope you have a wonderful rest of your day!
SS for short scenarios. Stray Kids arguing with their significant others
requested? No. I just write whenever I feel like it.
genre: fluff, angst, romance, etc etc.
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Bang Chan
   Youâre no bragger but you think youâre pretty reasonable most of the times. You understand your boyfriend is a busy person and his work came first and foremost. Youâve tried not to take it personally and he has made it pretty clear before you guys even got into this relationship that he wouldnât be the best person with time management.
   Of course you took a gamble and compromised to form this bond with the one and only Christopher Bang. You had always put his feelings first whether thatâs him choosing his friends, work, or music over you, you were definitely okay with that as long as he came back to you at the end of the day. Even the smallest texts nearing the end of the night like âGoodnight sweetie, hope you had a good day!â was enough for you. You werenât asking for much. You donât know how much lower you can set your standards because slowly and progressively, Chan was already failing to meet them.
   The most you guys have ever been apart was maybe two weeks and even then, Chan had always made sure to check on you through texts or phone calls. So when it was nearing a month, and he has rejected your invitation to do something for the second time in a month, you were left to feel less than pleasant whether you had set yourself up for failure or perhaps did you deserve more than what you had settled for.
    You couldnât help but to be upset to some degree and even then you still doubted if your feelings were valid. You even felt guilty since you had promised him a long time ago you would be understanding. Were you wrong for just wanting a little bit of your boyfriendâs attention?
    So when Felix brought you his breakfast treats like he would every Sunday because the boy loves baking, he could tell in your eyes that your world was seeing more than blue. You werenât your usual self who was always welcoming and greeted him with warmth. The tone in your voice and your body language imitated that of a walking dead and although you tried your hardest to put on a great appearance, Felix could see right through you.
    When he had asked you if you were alright, a sea of tears just came bursting through. Like a puddle that you had held inside for weeks finally being freed. You told Felix everything and everything. It was nice to have someone to talk to, for once in a long time. Felix had always been very understanding of you and was very much like a brother. He reassured you and you felt so much better after, that when he left, you even thought you might finally be able to get a good nap after some words of comforts.
    Your nap was shortly disrupted when a series of loud knocks were ringing through your door. It took you a few seconds to process everything because your brain was still trying to wake up along with you. Then a beep from your phone was heard. You turned to the left side where you had placed your phone and noticed long notifications of texts and missed calls from Chan. Oh lord. Well of course who could that be at the door then.
    Felix had only told Chan out of good intention, and honestly you werenât even surprised. Not one thing said to one of those boys will stay in its origin. You crankily tossed your blanket aside and walked up to the door as you took a deep breath. You opened the door and it was just the one person you were expecting.
    Chan looked totally out of breath, as if he had been beaten by a stick over and over again, you can see the sweats tracing along the line of his forehead down to his cheeks and his hair has gotten messier than usual.
  âChan--â You were cut when Chan just shoved himself inside your apartment.
  âWhy didnât you tell me earlier?â He looked at you dead in the eyes as he shut the front door.
  âTell you what?â You werenât acting naive but you just wanted to know what exactly Felix had told him.
  âWhat you told Felix. Why didnât you tell me that? That you wanted to hang out with me, that youâve been feeling sad and lonely?â
  âI did. I asked you twice if you wanted to go out or do something. You said no both times.â You defended yourself.
  âWhy didnât you say anything when you were not feeling good then?â A worrisome look overshadowed his angrier look earlier.
  âPfft,â you scoffed. You couldnât believe what he was saying. âReally Chan? Do I need to feel less than okay, do I need to question if my boyfriend even wants to be with me, for you to actually worry now?â you challenged him full on.
  âWhat do you mean.â Chan wasnât gullible, but sometimes when he gets too caught up on one thing, he misses another.
  âWhy should it be my responsibility that you act like a reasonable boyfriend who cares about his girlfriendâs needs. I shouldnât need to tell you when you should be doing your parts. You were on the line of almost ignoring me for a whole month, doing whatever youâre doing without caring for my well being, and the two times I ask to do something, I get pushed aside. And youâre here telling me Iâm not trying harder?â
  âI already told you from the beginning, y/n, that I am not the best person to be in a relationship with. I lose track of times, get lost in my own thoughts. I apologize if I made you feel like I didnât care about you. I do. Sometimes I just need time to myself, you know. And I try to do it without hurting your feelings but itâs hard. Because I care about you too.â
  âI know that youâve warned me from the beginning. And Iâm a fool. I canât do it anymore, Chan. Iâm not the girlfriend you want me to be. I thought I could do it because I love you so much... but it hurts to be away from you. I canât do it, Chan. Sometimes I just miss you, and want to be with you, but Iâm afraid Iâm going to bother you because youâve already set your boundaries. Iâm sorry.â you started sobbing even thought you told yourself you werenât going to cry.Â
  Chan quickly pulled you into a hug as you ugly sob into his chest.
  âItâs going to be okay, y/n. We can get through this together. If you still love me, we can talk it through. You still love me, right?â he angled your frowning face up to his.
  âOf course,â you answer like music to his ear.
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Lee Know
  Before you ever accepted Minhoâs confession, youâve been told by nearly everyone around him that he would be a handful. And oh Jesus, you wish they had warned you better, because he wasnât just a handful. Minho was a pain in the ass if he didnât try. Even before you got together with him, he found pleasure in teasing and making fun of you whenever he got the chance to.Â
  But besides the assholery moves Minho liked to pull, when he was just with you, he showed sides of himself that only you got to experience. Thatâs pretty much your answer whenever somebody ask you how did you guys even got into a relationship considering yâall were pretty much like fire and water. The person who everyone else found to be a living nightmare because you just donât mess with him since he has such a way with his words, youâll find yourself questioning your intelligence.
   Minho can either be the best person youâll ever meet in your lifetime or as so he likes to claim, or he can be the person that makes your feet turn the other way whenever you hear his name. So you knew this werenât going to turn out pretty when Minho was forced to be in a team with Hyunjin for game night and Hyunjin was losing every single point possible.
    At first, him and the rest tried to play it off light heartedly, but you can feel the room growing sour each time Hyunjin missed the hints and was unable to score a point for this game of Charades that was suggested by the super innovative Chan, who decided that Hyunjin and Minho in the same team was evolution.
    The others were having a blast poking fun at Hyunjin and Minho whose points were definitely not looking very nice until Minho out of a sudden, slapped the pile of papers onto the ground and said heâs had it.
  âI donât want to be in a team with him! He sucks!â Minho pointed fingers at Hyunjin who obviously took it personal by the look of his face.
   The room silenced and everybody just stared until Chan spoke up, âCome on, just this once. You guys are never on the same team because you always want to change.âÂ
  âYeah, because he sucks, canât you see. Even a 5 year old kid would be able to score more points than him. Weâre not even losing by a little. Weâre unredeemable at this point,â Minho spit out without missing a single beat.
    Everybody was growing uncomfortable, especially Hyunjin who had done his best to stay positive the whole time.
  âMinho! Can you not. Thatâs incredibly rude. Itâs just a game. Losing one night wonât kill you. How childish can you be.â You stared at your own boyfriend in disgust.
   âReally now, youâre going to argue with me against this?â It was like he really couldnât believe you were not on his side.
  âSo what if I am. Youâre acting ridiculous and you deserve to know it.â
  âGuys! Please stop. Donât argue because of me please. Heâs right. I wasnât very good. Donât be angry at him because of me, y/n. Iâll be fine. Iâm going to go outside to get some fresh air, Iâll feel better once I come back.â Hyunjin excused himself and left.
   You could only roll your eyes when Minho, being his stubborn self was refusing to go after Hyunjin and continued to stay in the same spot.
  âHow selfish can one be.â You criticized him before you followed after Hyunjin.
   You had hoped Hyunjin didnât think too much of it, knowing how Minho usually is. Being the sweetheart he is, he thanked you and told you not to worry. When you went back inside, the others notified you that Minho had already left and honestly, you could care less. He was being a d*ck and this time, you werenât going to cave in. Only time would help kill that inflated ego of his.Â
     About a week has passed and you still havenât talked to Minho and vice versa. You knew that his diva ass would never give in, so you didnât quite know why you were silently battling him when youâre pretty sure if you wanted to fix this, youâll have to do it yourself. But you didnât want to.
     Youâve had enough of Minho always getting what he wants, always having the last say in anything, and thinking that youâll always bend backward for him. Itâs kind of funny because Hyunjin had actually told you that Minho already apologized, so why are you guys still fighting? Pride. Now itâs just a fight of pride. And as much as Minho has it, you have a lot of it as well.
      It was the weekend, and usually youâll spend your weekend with Minho doing whatever you guys usually do but since he wasnât here anymore, you decided to just spend your day relaxing with a nice cup of tea watching Netflix. It was your day off work and you werenât going to let this day go to waste.
      You gently set your tea down on the little table to your right, about to lay against the couch when the corner of your eyes caught your screen lit up with a text message. You sat back up and struggled for about a couple seconds trying to reach your phone that you had placed a little too far.Â
      It was from Minho. You couldnât believe it. Reading what he sent you just made it even more amusing.
    Stupid, are you going to apologize or not - Minho Lee
    Why should I apologize. What the hell? I didnât do shit - Y/n
    Okay well I already said sorry to Hyunjin so I donât know why you so pressed for. I didnât do nun to you. I mean I know you kind of had a thing for him and all before we met but donât take it out on me - Minho Lee
     This little shit, you thought.
     Bruh. I never liked him tf. I just think heâs very pretty. Prettier than me. And unlike someone, he actually has half a brain and some human decency - Y/n
      Okay we get it, you have a crush on Hyunjin - Minho Lee
      No, dumbass. The problem is you always going around saying, doing whatever you like without considering other peopleâs feelings. I know thatâs your personality and all, but thereâs a limit between whatâs okay and whatâs crossing the line, and whenever I try to tell you, you never listen. Always doing whatever you want. Hyunjin is one of your best friend and you hurt his feelings the other day and didnât even feel bad about it until someone got in your face and told you you were being a d*ck. I love you, Minho. But I just wish you would listen sometimes and be open to I donât know... improvements? - Y/n
      Iâm sorry, Iâve just grew up this way so itâs hard to get out of a pattern. Sometimes I say things I donât mean and sometimes I say things I do mean and then I donât realize that my actions has caused harm to the other person, because Iâve just always been this way you know. Others have tried telling me before but I've always brushed it off because I am a stubborn person. But I care about you. Youâre one of the very first person other than the members that I deeply care about. So if youâre telling me this out of love then Iâll take it into consideration. I know I shouldâve been nicer to Hyunjin as well. Chan yelled at me for a while the other day, so please donât yell at me too :( - Minho Lee
     Of course I care about you. Everything I do is out of love, dear. Youâre one hell of a nuisance but I love you. I know you grew up this way and it is difficult getting out of a pattern, but take little steps. Iâll be here with you. and yeah, you totally deserved that from Chan. Jk I love you - Y/n
     Youâre mean :( can I come over. We were supposed to go shopping today - Minho Lee
     Mhmmm. Let me think about it - Y/n
     Well you have 2 seconds, because Iâm already outside your door - Minho Lee
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Changbin
  Changbin liked to brag about anything and everything, whether thatâs how many confessions he got on Valentines, to how many people who wanted to be his partner when it came to a science project, or even the amount of girls that would hit on him daily.
  You never really minded because that was just how he is. And of course, mainly because you knew all those scenarios only existed in his head and was as real as flying fairies and pink unicorns. So when someone was actually blatantly hitting on him, Changbin wasnât as knowledgeable as his bluffs claimed to be.
  Changbin was one of the best from his music class, so good that the professor made him the teacherâs assistant even when the semester was on going. He usually talk tales of how many students usually needs his help when it came to writing lyrics or composing as a beginner. Interesting enough, but nothing major as heâd like to phrase it.
  Then every time when you guys would usually meet at the end of classes to which you usually ask how his day went, he started talking about this girl who heâs currently assisting. At first it was nothing out of the ordinary. Just a student from his class who heâs helping because thatâs his job. Even the first two or three days of his on-going blabbering about this student didnât kick something in you until maybe the fourth time this week where this girl is always managing to squeeze herself into his schedule everyday. It shouldnât have bothered you, but for some reason it did.
  Especially when heâd say alarming things like âOh yeah and she also asked me if I wanted to get a drink after class but I told her I have plans.â or âShe compliments me a lot and told me if I have time, sheâd love to listen to my work.âÂ
  Maybe youâre overreacting and sheâs just a really engaging and kind person. You felt bad at first for assuming such a thing about another human being, so you gave her the benefit of the doubt because you didnât know your dumbass boyfriend would be this oblivious when someone is clearly trying to get inside his pant.
  So when you happened to walk past the school garden the following week and saw the both of them from your very clear sight, you were a little more than dumbfounded. This girl was not even trying to hide it at all. You didnât know how Changbin was keeping his eyes to himself at this point. The outfit she was wearing was definitely very sexy and appealing. Changbin was still faced down, scribbling something on the music sheet trying to get the female to engage but she clearly had something else in mind.
  You couldâve sworn you saw her hand trailed alongside Changbinâs thigh and so you accidentally let out a shriek, but quickly hid behind the thick white pillar, grumpily dragging yourself back to class in anger after.
  After your final class of the day, Changbin waited for you at the bench near the entrance where you guys had always met up. He beamed with ecstasy once he saw you, but you quickly brushed past him and continued walking completely shunning his existence. His smile progressed into a frown once he realized that you were not in your usual mood.
  He ran in front of you and blocked any further movements.
  âY/n, are you okay?â He asked with a concerning expression.
  You didnât say anything and only continued scowling.
  âCome on. You know you can tell me anything,â He encouraged.
  You of course, continued to be silent for a few more seconds because you honestly couldnât get anything out due to how enraged you were feeling on the inside.
  âYou liar!â you slapped his chest with literally no strength at all as your tears escaped at the same time.
  âWait hold up, what did I lie about?â He was in complete confusion.
  âI saw it, Changbin. You and her at the garden. How could you let her make a move on you like that.â
  His face showed that it wasnât really clicking with him until he thought more about it.
  âWho did I let make a move on me? Minji? I was only helping her, Y/n. Please donât misunderstand. The class was getting really loud and we needed a quieter place, so I asked the instructor if it would be fine if me and her went somewhere else.â
  âSo you just let her be all up on you like that? She was clearly hitting on you, Changbin. How do you not see it?â School was no place to be emotional, but here you were, bawling like a little baby at the entrance of the school as Changbin tries to comfort you. You guys definitely werenât getting weird stares. Nope.
  âI-Iâm sorry. I didnât know you thought of it like that. Cause I didnât. I just thought of her as another student that needed help. Iâm sorry Y/n, if I made you uncomfortable. I didnât do it on purpose I swear, because in my mind, thereâs no one else but you. I know I like to boast all the time but I only do it as a joke because you seem to like it. I would never in a million year think of hurting your feelings. Hundreds of other girls could give me attention or like me, but none of them matters if theyâre not you. I only love you, Y/n.â
  His words made you immediately stopped sobbing as if your broken heart has been patched up.
  âR-really? You mean it?â You pout.
  âOf course, silly. I would never think about being with someone else but you. Never.â He leveled your face with his.
  âIâm sorry I didnât trust you. Just seeing another girl being intimate with you kind of tugged something in me.â you awkwardly chuckled.
  âAww. My baby was jealous. Not going to lie, youâre kind of cute when youâre upset,â He teased you.
  âChangbin!â you slapped his shoulder in retaliation.
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Hyunjin
  Between the both of you guys, Hyunjin had always been the one who had the upper hand in almost everything when it came to catching others attention. Anything ranging from looks, to talent, or even intelligence, you can admit heâs got it better than you do.
  Going out to public places, you quickly got used to getting stares from other girls or even old Aunties who would comment on how good looking your boyfriend was, and how lucky you were to have him. They werenât wrong, you were of course very lucky to have someone like Hyunjin who was definitely way too good for you. You didnât take it to heart very much that other girls have eyes for him the way you do, because heâs made it distinctly known that he only saw you. Jealousy in the relationship was a bigger problem for you than for him at the beginning, because compared to him, you were not as sought after.
  The whole duration of your guys relationship, he never had to deal with any actual threat or competition that he could possibly lose you, or that you would find someone else more intriguing than him because he was always accustomed to you having your whole attention toward him whenever he was in the room. So that was why when the opportunity finally present itself, he found himself developing a sort of ill feeling that he wasnât familiar with. A feeling that left a bitter taste in his mouth, one that turned his vision red when he wasnât a violent person in the first place.
  You had been talking about this friend all week, reminiscing the past to Hyunjin about all the crazy things you and this friend did back in the days. Hyunjin being the amazing boyfriend he usually is, was very supportive of course. You havenât seen this friend in years ever since his family moved away to another city.
  He called you a few days ago to let you know heâll be back in Seoul, visiting for a few days and wanted to catch up. How could you let this chance pass by. The person that was there for you when you had your darker days, the person that ran miles through the rain when you needed him, thereâs no way you would say no.
  Hyunjin was more than happy to accompany you to the Mall although you did assure him he didnât have to, as you didnât want to bother him if he had plans, but he was persistent he wanted to meet your friend and get to know one another. Since he agreed to everything, you thought might as well introduce them to each other.
  But Hyunjinâs cheerful and optimistic aura rapidly changed into a stinging one when your friend ran up to you with a hug, and oh boy did your friend looked nothing like Hyunjin had drew in his head. In his head, he was a she. The person that was arms deep within your hug didnât have long flowing hair, nor did he looked very feminine like he had pictured. He was growing some kind of hatred for this stranger that he barely even knew, and it was only solidified more when you would get so engaged in conversation with your friend, you would forget for a moment Hyunjin was even there.Â
  The way you laughed at his jokes mirrored how you would exactly react to Hyunjinâs whenever he said something funny. He hated how your friend would sometimes pull you so close to him and you would just go along with it. Hyunjin literally felt invisible. This friend of yours managed to shrink you and Hyunjinâs year long relationship into what felt like you both only knew each other for weeks. Hyunjin could tell just by his body languages and actions that this friend knew you for years. And then he just felt like nothing. Hyunjin was nothing compared to this friend of yours, and he was mad at himself, mad at you, mad at him, mad at everything.
  He was so tangled up in his own train of thoughts that he hadnât even realized you have been trying to call him.
  âHyunjin!â you pinched his arm not too hard.
  âOh Iâm sorry, what.â
  âDo you want ice cream?â You asked him.
  âIâm good no thank you,â He answered completely uninterested.
  âBut you love ice cream, Hyunjin. Are you sure?â you tried to get a confirmation just one last time.
  âYes, I am sure.â He rolled his eyes as if heâs being pestered by an annoying bug. It wasnât what he said but it was the way he said it. He was giving you attitude and you didnât like it at all.
  âOkay geez, just a no wouldâve done.â you frowned.
  Hyunjin has his days, but heâs usually self composed when it came to your friends. He had always been nice and pretty kind if someone was close to you since you were his girlfriend, but he was different today. He was hushed and soundless, not at all like the Hyunjin you knew.
  âWhat flavor would you like, Y/n?â Sanghyun, your friend asked.
  âMhmm. Any flavor will do.â
  âIâll get mint for the both of us then, if thatâs fine with you.â Sanghyun looked for an answer in your eyes.
  âYeah, thatâs fine.â You nodded.
  You were not too cool with the flavor but you havenât seen your friend in a while and it wouldnât hurt to just take it this one time, for him. It didnât bother you too much that he mightâve forgotten. Itâs been a while.
  Hyunjin was beyond confusion. For as long as he knew you, you hated mint. Absolutely refused to eat it whenever he took you out, and now all of a sudden youâre fine with it? For him?
  âBut I thought you hate mint. So what? You suddenly like it now because he suggested it?â Hyunjin fired, as if he was ridiculing you.
  For a second you thought you forgot to clean your ears, because you refuse to acknowledge that Hyunjin was actually trying to cause a scene right now, in the mall, with your friend by your side, in front of all these people.
  âWhatâs up with you today, Hyunjin. Giving me an attitude when I asked a simple question and now this? If you have a problem, you can tell me. No need to make a scene,â you scolded him, utterly embarrassed by your boyfriendâs action.
  Sanghyun looked terrified down to his toes just glaring you guys down.
  âFine, Iâll tell you what my problem is.â And without your consent, Hyunjin somehow managed to drag you all the way to the parking lot against your protest.
  âLet go, Hyunjin!â you threw his hold off of you.
  âWhat the hell is your problem? You made me look like an absolutely fool back there. How do you think Sanghyun feels now, seeing how much of an asshat my boyfriend is acting after all those stories I told him about how youâre the most kind and caring person ever,â you raised your voice, too irritated at this point to even care if anyone heard you.
  âWell, I probably wouldnât be acting like this in the first place if you had made it clearer that your friend was a freaking guy.â
  âReally, Hyunjin. Is this what itâs about? That my friend is a guy? Thatâs it? Iâm sorry but, if youâre going to act childish and jealous because you canât handle me being friends with the opposite gender, then thatâs your problem. Not mine. Besides, we donât even like each other like that. He was one of my only friend back when I had nobody. He was there for me when no one else was. I donât see anything else in him but the same guy back then who was like a best friend to me.â
  You had hope you knocked some sense into him. Your tone turning from furious to more serious.
  âI donât care if he was your friend from back then or whatever. You have me now. I donât like the way he looks at you, or act around you. I never act like that around any other females.â
  You were this close. This close to just straight punching him and running him over with his own car. The person you were talking to right now and yesterday was the difference between day and night. You think that mightâve been the shittiest thing Hyunjin has ever said since youâve known him and you were denying it yourself that it came out of his mouth.
  âOh go cry me a river, Hyunjin! When I was telling you the details of my past friendship before you even knew the gender, you were rooting for me, but now that you know itâs a guy youâre all of a sudden acting like a little bitch? Why does it matter whether itâs a guy or a girl?â You questioned his integrity, but most of all, you were just in disbelief.
  âFine, whatever. Suit yourself.â He sarcastically threw his hands up in the air in defeat and drove away without final words from you. Unfuckingbelievable. He was like a little child throwing a tantrum because he didnât get what he wanted.
  You didnât want to leave Sanghyun hanging, but if you were to be frank, Hyunjin totally killed all the good vibes within you and left you with no motivation or energy to do anything else. You made way back to the ice cream court and simply apologized to Sanghyun on yours and Hyunjinâs behalf. He didnât mind too much and only wished you luck on the relationship. It was a bummer that he was leaving tomorrow already and the only day he was free to spend it with you, your man child âboyfriendâ had to go and ruin it all.
  When you entered the lonely atmosphere of your hollowed apartment, Hyunjinâs well being did crossed your mind because he was notorious for being quite stupid, always acting on his feelings whenever he was upset. You never had to worry too much before though because it was only on rare occasions where his head would be so far up his ass, but you knew this time was one of those occasion. But you were mad at him as well. Never in a million years could you picture him ever saying those nasty things.
  You settled down on the couch and eventually put your mind and body to rest. Todayâs been a long day and you needed that nap more than anything. You had called Jeongin and Chan to notify them of what happened and to keep an eye out for Hyunjin in case, before closing your eyes and seeing black.
  When you were finally conscious enough, the only thing that made its existence clear, was the sound of traffic outside your window. You may have overslept just a tiny bit. Rubbing your eyes to get a better view of your surroundings, you felt a weight on you as you struggled to get up. Turning towards your left, you found Hyunjin completely knocked out and slouched against you with his head on your shoulder and his arms around your waist. Right, Hyunjin had a spare key to your apartment.
  He looked like an absolute angel that fell from heaven, almost as great as the day he conquered your heart. He was adorable and quite resembles a puppy when heâs not spurting all those hateful words. You needed to use the restroom bad so you made an effort to untangle him off of you but just as you were about to get up, a strong force wrapped you back down.Â
  âAhhh! I thought you were asleep.â you faced him with bulging eyes.
  âI was.â He calmly replied, his arms still around you.
  âBummer. I like it when youâre peaceful and not so angry. You are cuter that way,â you purposely jabbed.
  âIâm sorry. I really am. I wasnât thinking at the moment and just acted on emotions. Iâm really sorry y/n. I was angry when I drove off but when I got home, I just kept thinking and thinking and the more I thought, the stupider I realize I was... please forgive me.â he pouted and rested his head on your shoulder.
  âOh you big baby. Donât try to bribe me with your cuteness now. You made Sanghyun scare of you and today was his only free day to catch up,â you scolded him as you pinched his cheeks.
  âI wonât ever do that again, I swear. Iâll be better next time. I was just... jealous when I saw another guy acting close to you. It makes me scare that Iâm going to lose you. I know I was wrong. But I just want you to know Iâm sorry.â He said it softly but also with shame.
  âOh dear. Thereâs nobody else I love more than you. If anything, I should be the one scared to lose you.â
  âI only love you, y/n.â He looked into your eyes and did that little smile that always makes your heart weak. The one where his dimples would pop out.
  âI love you too, Hyunjin. Now let me go, I need to pee.â
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SORRY I GOT CARRIED AWAY WITH HYUNJINâS. anyways.
PLEASE PLEASE remember that Stray Kids is CHAN, LEE KNOW, CHANGBIN, HYUNJIN, HAN, FELIX, SEUNGMIN AND JEONGIN! THESE ARE THE ONLY PEOPLE IN STRAY KIDS! Woojin isn't in Stray Kids anymore. Please do not drag or "drop" them because of the actions of a former member.
keep in mind I am SEVERELY behind on Stray Kids contents (so Iâm missing out a lot) because of my break, but I will try my best. This is a âI have a feelingâ post.
This question can have A LOT of different answers, and because I cannot exactly make up my mind, Iâll just pick one for most, and one for the least. The ones in the middle ground, I donât exactly have an explanation for.Â
I honestly believe that all of them would though, but since weâre splitting hairs here, letâs try to see what we can do.Â
The difference in all of these are literally so thin though, so :)
Chan is first, not because I believe he likes video games the most out of the group-- no, itâs not that. I put him first because if he likes you, he likes you. If you like to play games, cool. If you donât, cool. But because you do, itâll be a plus for him since you guys can bust out a few games and whatnot.Â
Someone had to be last, and that someone is Hyunjin. Not because he doesnât like a gamer girl. He most definitely would. But because from watching their videos (mostly American interviewed ones) if he has no idea whatâs going on, he wonât bother to try Lmao. He would probably get bored of his ass getting beaten over and over again rather quickly. âOkay I give up, you win. Letâs do something different now.â
short summary: when Jisung has a crush on you, he may not be the best at expressing his feelings
genre: fluff x romance
word counts: 5,350 words
Jisung wasnât sure when or why he started liking you. Maybe it was the way youâd always awkwardly stumble upon your words; maybe it was the way youâd take jabs at yourself sometimes; maybe it was the way you listened to him as if he was the only person in the world. Well, he wasnât entirely sure. But all he knew was that you stole his heart and he doesnât want it back.Â
Who wouldâve ever thought that Han Jisung, a music prodigy, basically a star student, would ever fall head over heels for someone like you who admittedly only joined a music course because you needed a filler class.Â
The first time you guys talked, it was because you needed help identifying some music notes. You were not the best at music--actually not very good at all, but you can sing a little bit, yay? You donât know why you thought taking this class as an extra would be a good idea. Because it wasnât. It was much harder than you had expected. Hell, you donât know what you were thinking, because everybody here was basically legendary at what they do.Â
Anyways, well, one day your teacher had you guys do this assignment and you struggled like a bitch. While you were still on the first page losing at least 10 brain cells per question, you had noticed that Jisung, who was seated in front of you had already finished. You were amazed--No. Amazed was an understatement. You were shook even though you knew you shouldnât be. He was pretty much second to no one in this class.
A few moments later, your teacherâs loud voice echoed through the room.
âOkay class! You have 10 more minutes left! I will be collecting your papers after that.â Your teacher sat down after her announcement.
â10 minutes? Crap! Iâm not even through the first page yet...â you cursed quietly under your breath out of natural habits. You werenât expecting anyone nearby to hear you, and you were actually hoping they didnât. But your words did not manage to miss Jisungâs ears as you had leaned in a little bit too closely behind him when you mumbled.
You were too busy scribbling down whatever you were scribbling because frankly you werenât really sure what you were doing. As you lifted your head up trying to take a look at the clock, you were instead met with Jisungâs puppy eyes as he had been examining what you were doing for the last 5 seconds or so. A small gasp escaped your mouth and you blinked out of fright, but not loud enough to catch anyoneâs attention. Just loud and visible enough for you to make a fool out of yourself in front of Han Jisung.
âDo you need any help?â He smiled.
Ahhhh oh my gosh, he smiled, you internally screamed inside your head.
âI--uhm--uh--yeah, I kind of do--â you stumbled around your words awkwardly.
This shouldnât have been as nerve wrecking, but why is it.
âI can help you. What do you need help with?âÂ
âOh uhm... the whole paper to be honest. Iâm kind of... new to this kind of class.âÂ
And that was pretty much your guys first time talking to each other. Ever since then, he would always voluntarily ask if you needed any help, to which you were very much appreciative for. He really did not have to be this nice to you, but he was. Bless his whole ass soul.Â
Little by little, working out assignments together turned into small talks between you guys, or rather silly stories told by himself, and you in return would share stories of your siblings to him and just how annoying they are to you daily. He liked to listen to your tales because he didnât have any younger siblings and his older brother lived in another town.
Your Music class that used to be so intimidating to you because you were so far behind everyone else, the class that used to make you feel talentless and lonely as hell, you now had something to look forward to.
Oddly, Jisung could say the same thing too. Everyday back and forth to him was just go to classes, head to dance practice after school, go home, study, and repeat. But his somehow repetitive lifestyle started looking a little bit more exciting after meeting you. All his other classes were okay, but somehow he was always looking forward to 6th period; his music class. Looking forward to that special someone he could talk to about how his day has went so far.
Sometimes zoning out in his other classes, thinking about all the kind of things to say or tell you whenever he does get to 6th period. It was a foreign feeling that he had never experienced before. Not for anyone else. Heâs had crushes in the past, but they were mostly puppy love, or crushes that would last a week at most. But every time he gets closer to you, every time heâs communicating with you, he feel his heart exploding a million times, and all the little things you would do like mumbling things to yourself thinking nobody would hear, the way you would twitch your nose whenever something upsets you a little, pressing the wrong keys when practicing, or just the way you would laugh at the smallest things he said just does a different kind of twist on his heart string.Â
Day by day he found himself becoming greedier and greedier, wanting to become something much more with you. But he didnât know if that was too weird considering you guys donât interact outside of this class, besides the small gestures you both would exchange sometimes when passing by one another.Â
He wasnât sure if he was moving too fast or not, but it was 4 months ago that he started talking to you. 4 months ago when he talked to you, the one who would make him question so many things about himself.
He donât know if he should wait it out and see if youâll say anything, but from how youâre acting, it doesnât look as if any changes was coming soon. He was growing more impatient every time he gets the chance to talk to you, because to him, you were just... so adorable.
One day after class ended, he finally managed up the courage to ask you if you wanted to go for a drink after school, to which you said yes. He was met with pleasure, but at the same time, terror. Was he really about to do this? No no. He was not ready. But he also does not want to be just friends anymore. He was mentally battling his thoughts the whole time walking there that he even missed out on some things youâve told him.Â
You became aware that Jisung was not being himself and was rather gloomy today all of a sudden.
âJisung, are you alright?â You asked him worriedly.Â
Your voice snapped him back to reality.
âY-yeah I am fine y/n! Sorry, I was just thinking about how much homework I have today,â he assured you.
Really? A lot of homework? Thatâs really the best thing you can think of, Jisung criticized himself in his head.
âOh... I see. Well we should probably go grab a seat so you can let loose some tension.â
Jisung nodded and you guys found a spot in the back corner.
As soon as you guys sat down, Jisungâs face positioned toward his feet as if heâs rethinking life decisions.
This was unusual for him because although you were not with him often, rarely did you ever see him looking so down. He was always jolly every time he entered the classroom. This was a rather new Jisung for you.
âHey Jisung, youâre a smart person! You will finish all the work alright. And if you need any help, I am always here for you,â you tried to comfort him.
âHuh--O-o yeah. Thank you. Sorry Iâm a little bit spaced out,â he said so quietly.
âJisung, if thereâs anything thatâs bothering you, you can always tell me. I wonât ever judge, you know that. I just hope youâre okay.â
The more worried you were for him, the more it made him want to throw up from nervousness. Because youâre encouraging him to confess but at the same time, discouraging, because he was just that afraid he might ruin a good relationship with someone like you.
âIâm fine, y/n. You can go ahead and order something. I need to use the restroom real quick.â He stood up and made his way to the menâs restroom.Â
He quickly shut himself in and slid down the wall onto his knees as he puffed out breath of airs.
After he had situated in a comfortable position, he took his phone out and called Hyunjin.
âHyunjin, I-I cannot do it. I canât. I feel so weak and nervous right now I think I might throw up,â Jisung ranted.
âTell me about it. That was a such a shit show. Dude, I got second hand embarrassment from it.âÂ
âW-wait what. How did you know what happened?âÂ
âMe and Jeongin come to this cafe every day after school. We were seated right across from you guys, but you were too busy being a nervous freak to notice.â
âOh wow, so Jeongin saw it too. I really just cannot. I donât think I can go out after this. My hands are sweating. Can you like, make up some kind of excuse for me?âÂ
âLike what kind of excuse?â
âI donât know... just tell her I went home because I feel sick.â
âWhat? Then sheâs going to say why didnât you just tell her.â
âThen just say because I was in a rush,â Jisung grew impatient trying to reason with Hyunjin.
âI guess then. At this pace, youâre never going to get a girlfriend.âÂ
Jisung was about to say something back but Hyunjin already cut off the line.Â
~
When Jisung came in the next day, you asked him if he was alright, and he gave you a short answer but nothing more than that.Â
You tried initiating a few more small talks with him but he was really just out of it, you had a feeling you should just leave him to be. Heâs probably going through a difficult time right now.
When the bell rung signaling it was time to leave, you bid a small goodbye wave to Jisung before you left but it was only met with an awkward smile from him.Â
The next three days continued on pretty much like the scenario above. You would try starting a conversation but it wasnât much of a conversation if you were the only one talking. Eventually, you stopped trying to talk to him.
You would be lying if you were to say you werenât upset or concerned. You didnât know if you had said something that offended him, or if he found out that you secretly have a crush on him and is creep out by it. Either way, both situation werenât going to end well for you.
The day you guys went to the cafe was the day he started acting indifferent. Maybe he heard that small fart you ripped out along the way or something. But you swore on god that it didnât smell that bad. Maybe that day he meant to tell you he doesnât want to be friends or talk to a loser like you anymore, but wasnât courageous enough to finish what he started, thatâs why he sent Hyunjin over to get rid of you.
It honestly sucks because your music teacher has recently assigned you guys with a project and in your head, you and Jisung wouldâve had a blast discussing about what you guys were going to do for it. All of the things he or you wouldâve said kept playing over and over in your head. But then again, you shouldnât jump into conclusion.
Youâll just confront him on Monday and see what the real deal is. You just hope it wasnât anything too serious that heâs brooding about. If you had hurt him in some shape or form, you would like to know and apologize dearly.
~
Jisung felt like an imbecile. An even bigger fool than the one he was before. He couldnât believe he thought ignoring and avoiding you would suppressed his feelings or prevent you from asking anything relevant.
It probably did, but now the feeling of guilt is just eating him up. Your poor face after rambling and getting no response broke his heart. But he was afraid if he were to say anything less than appropriate, he would lose it.
He just wish youâre doing good for yourself and isnât taking his actions to heart, because he pretty much acknowledge that heâs being stupid.
When he got to dance practice, he slammed his backpack harshly onto the floor of the studio and sighed.
The frustration of his caught the attention of Seungmin, Hyunjin and Jeongin who got here a little bit early too and was prepping up.
âWhatâs good bro? You alright?â Seungmin asked as he walked forward to Jisung.
âYeah. You have been looking pretty sad these past few days. I kind of miss that loud crackhead energy of yours even though you can get carried away with it,â Jeongin sensing the rising atmosphere, tried to lighten it up.
âHe probably got rejected by his dream girl,â Hyunjin chimmed in.
âHuh?â Seungmin let out in confusion.
âThis one girl in his music class that he has a huge crush on for no reason even though they donât even interact.â
Hyunjin was of course only teasing Jisung.
âHey! We do interact! Itâs just mostly in class. Youâre not even in the class itself so shut up Hwang Hyunjin. At least I can keep my crush on one girl, and not the whole freaking school,â Jisung defended himself.
Jeongin let out a small laughter followed by Seungmin.
âThatâs true, Hyung. You really need to stick to one person like seriously.â Jeongin threw his arm onto Hyunjinâs shoulder but Hyunjin slapped it off.
âWhatever.â Hyunjin rolled his eyes.
âAnd no, I didnât get rejected... I didnât even ask her out yet.â Jisung admitted in shame.
âHuh?â Seungmin let out again.
âThen what are you so miserable about?â Jeongin cocked his eyebrow.
âI-Iâm scared. What if she says no? What if she doesnât like me like that. Then itâs just going to be awkward. Sheâs a really sweet person and I donât want to ruin our friendship just because I think about her more than a friend,â Jisungâs tone dampen the longer he talked.Â
âBut what if she also likes you like that? I mean, you donât know... you havenât even asked her.â Seungmin tried to encourage Jisung.
Jeongin nodded in agreement while Hyunjin just let out a chuckle.
âDude, if you donât ask her out, I will. Seeing her the other day at the cafe, sheâs kind of cute.â Hyunjin goes into thought.
Jisungâs eyes fired up at what Hyunjin said.
âHey! Stay away from her! But to be honest, she wouldnât like you anyways. Sorry but she wouldnât go for someone who changes girls everyday like he changes his clothes. Anyways--can you tell Chan for me that I will be missing practice today. Something came up. Bye!â
And with that, Jisung quickly grabbed his backpack and stormed out of the building.
âWow, Iâm hurt.â Hyunjin put his hand on his chest.
~
"Jisung, arenât you going to eat?â
His door flashed opened with his momâs head in between the crack.
âSoon! I just need to revise this one more time.â His eyes still not leaving his music sheet.
âDear, donât overwork yourself. Itâs almost 11. Youâve been working on your song ever since you came home. Please come down to eat and you can continue after.â His mom tried to convince him, not wanting her own son to starve to death.
Jisung finally placed the guitar down at the defeat of his momâs words.
âAlright mom. See you downstairs.â
~
âWow Jisung, this is really good. And the lyrics are, wow...â Chan complimented the younger man who came to him for feedbacks on his sample.
âDo you really mean it? I mean... you really think this is good?â Jisung widened his eyes as he searched for an answer in Chanâs own.
âYeah, of course! Jisung, are you like, okay? Because usually youâre always so confident in your works and rarely do you ever come to me or Changbin for revision.â
âOh yeah, Iâm good. I just need it to be perfect because Iâm performing this song for my project on Monday and I need it to be A plus.â
Chan nodded.
âI am 100% sure you are going to ace this.âÂ
~
Monday had came super fast, and when reality hit that youâll be performing in front of the class again, it railed up your anxiety very bad.
The last few projects or performances you guys had was mostly just instruments based, as the teacher wanted to see how well the students were progressing on their skills. But now you needed to dance or sing and you werenât so sure how this was going to end.
You werenât no song writing goddess or instruments playing master, so you were just going to do a quick simple cover of Red Velvet Psycho.Â
As long as you donât sound like a dying goat, youâll do just fine.
You were honestly looking forward to Jisungâs performance as well. Because every time he goes up, he always come up with the most creative or mind blowing performances. Jisung didnât need talents, talents needed Jisung.
Classes passed by like the wind, probably because most of the time you were in your own world.Â
The closer it was to your 6th period, the more anxious you were, and you were already very anxious to begin with.
When the time finally came, you walked into the class and sat down at your desk. Jisung still hasnât arrived yet.
With time to kill, your eyes circled the room and for fun, you tried guessing what some of the students would be doing.
Mhmm, that girl Yoona in the back, youâve seen a few of her song covers on Youtube, so chances are sheâll be singing.
That guy to the right of you performed in the rally last semester, so you wouldnât be surprised if he bounced out some steps later on.
Your thoughts were intruded when you heard the door slammed shut, your attention shifted to your teacher who stood tall in front of all of you.
âGood Afternoon class, I hope youâre all doing well, and I hope you all have something prepared today as well,â She smiled.
She then does this thing where sheâll move her eyes from left to right, trying to pick out any students whoâs missing.
The desk in front of you, which belongs to Jisung, was still empty.
Jesus, does he really hate you that much that heâll even risk losing points. You really wanted to make things right today. Or at least try working out whatever is going on between you guys, which you donât even know what is it.
âJisung isnât here yet?â Your teacher asked.
You only shook your head.
âAlright, well then it looks like weâll have to continue without h--â
Your teacher was interrupted when the door busted opened. Jisung showed up looking like he just woke up, almost out of breath like. You could tell his hair was slightly messier and the shade in his pupils darkened compared to other days. His eye bags were also more prominent.
â--Sorry, I got caught up in things.â Jisung bowed down to your teacher and then to the rest of the class.
âYouâre fine. Go take a seat.â She dismissed.Â
Jisung bowed again before trailing to his desk. Along the way, you guys unintentionally met eyes, followed by Jisung awkwardly breaking the contact by looking at the wall, then taking a seat.
All you could think about at the moment was what did you do to Jisung that heâs going to this extent to avoid you. Did he read your diary when you went to the restroom, and found out about that one experience you wrote when you and your family went to the water park and your stomach hurted badly so you did a little oopsie near the kids section and they never found out it was you--Oh gosh, you couldnât imagine.
Whatever it was, Jisung must have his reasons, and you really need to stop jumping to conclusions. Everything will be okay as long as you talk to him today.
âNow that everybodyâs here, we should get started, we donât have a lot of time.âÂ
Then your teacher started picking out names one after another. You did genuinely enjoyed their performances, but every time someone finished, you just want to crawl into the corner and hide away from the rest of the world, because pray to the lord you donât get called on.
Everybody was doing so good so far.Â
âPlease give a big round of applause to Saeron,â your teacher followed after Saeron had finished.
Everyone clapped in awed but itâll always dimmed whenever your teacher call on the next person.
âY/n!â She held up the piece of paper in her hand with your name written on it.Â
âHuh?â you were taken back at the sound of your name.
âItâs your turn, y/n.â Your teacher sternly looked at you.
âOh--right, right.â You sluggishly got up and made ways to the front.Â
âUhm, for today Iâll be covering Psycho by Red Velvet. I hope youâll all like it.â you awkwardly turned to your teacher to give her the go to put on the instrumental.
Your heart was racing so fast.Â
Itâs okay, you can do it.
You got me feeling like a psycho psycho
People keep telling us
As we fight like itâs our last but then we get along
They donât get it, itâs so funny
The last piece of lyrics escaped your mouth and you sighed in relief. You bowed to the class after you were finished and was met with applause from all around the room.Â
âGood job, y/n. You may now take a seat.â Your teacher smiled.
You walked back to your seat, having felt like you did a decent job, at least by the feedbacks.Â
âNext up, Han Jisung.âÂ
You had completely forgotten about him, and that he was watching your whole performance. Ahhhhh
But on the flip side, you were excited to see what he had prepared.Â
The room was filled with silence while waiting for him. He finally grabbed his guitar and went up, gulped, then stared at you for a second, but you werenât able to read his expression.
He had displayed a more tense body language, his eyes barely meeting anyoneâs. The Han Jisung you knew had always been so confident and couldnât wait for his name to be called, while the one that stood in front of you right now looked like every ounce of his soul had left his body.
Oh man, you donât know how much more surprises he could pull on you. You just had never seen him like this before. Or is it that you never knew him all along. Your thoughts were cut short when Jisung spoke.
âFor today... Iâ'll be singing a song that I wrote for uh, a special someone. I-I hope that person will like it.â He threw on a nervous smile and right then, his eyes met yours. An innocent, sweet kind of enchanted look that pulled you right in.
âOooooooooooooooo,â the students giggled and awed.
Was he talking about me? You thought.
No way. He hates me. But why did he look at me? Oh my gosh, is this song about me? Wait--why is he writing a song about me--wait what?! You continued fighting inside your head but not for long before Jisung began playing his melody.
The calming and relaxing tone of the guitar could almost put you to sleep, of course in a good way. The soft and dreamy tune like this was something only Jisung could pull off.
Then he started singing,
âWhen I first met you, I honestly didnât think too much
You were like any other person to me, someone to talk to
but slowly, each day, youâve showed me that you were someone worth loving, worth taking care of, worth falling in love with
Before I knew it, my heart was yours.â
okay excuse those shitty lyrics, I just made it up
Every words that he said, you could see and felt that he really meant it. He wasnât just spitting out lyrics for the sake of this project. He was speaking from his heart and mind. As if he was trying to reach out to someone. He wrote those lyrics specifically for a certain someone.
Was it for you? Was it for the girl at the back of you?Â
You had no idea, but you were still secretly wishing it was for you.
The whole classâs attention and yours were glued onto him, not missing a bit of his performance. Han Jisung really got everyone whipped.
When he finished up on the last part of the song, the class exploded in applause. It was the loudest group of claps anyone has gotten so far. You were also slapping your hands together like a crazy seal.
He may not be acting like himself and is coming off a bit odd right now, but for sure, the boyâs talents is something that would never change.
The rest of the period concluded with other students showcasing what they had prepared. Not everyone got a chance as class was a bit too short, but your teacher reassured the ones who didnât get to go up today, will be called up tomorrow. Sucks to be them.
You were knocked out for a second before remembering that you were going to ask Jisung today, whether he wants to answer or not. Jisung was still fixated on his backpack, digging and shoving through it, so you waited unsuspiciously.
He stopped the ruckus when he pulled out a piece of white paper with some words on it. You canât read it but you can only make out the squiggly black lines. It seems that was exactly what he was looking for, so after that, he threw his backpack on.Â
Panicked, afraid he might leave before you can catch him, you stepped out of your seat to confront him, only for him to turn around, causing you guys to face each other instead.
âI need you talk to you,â You both said at the same time.
âWhat?â Both of you guys tilted your head in sync again.
âYou first,â you gave him the go.
âNo, you first,â He declined.
âFine--I just--wait.â You inspected the surroundings. You guys were still in class and this was not a good setting because anyone can just walk in any moment.
âI think itâs better if we talk somewhere else.â you continued.
You guys stopped at the school garden, and when you made sure that absolutely no one was around, you proceeded.
âI just want to know whatâs been going on lately. Youâve been ignoring and avoiding me. Did I do something wrong that had upset you? I would like to know, Jisung. Just completely ghosting me like this hurts.â
You promised yourself you werenât going to get emotional about this.Â
âI know Iâm a jerk, Y/n. I know. And Iâm sorry about that. I just, I just... donât know how to express my feelings to you, y/n. Iâm confused, Iâm lost, Iâm scared, I donât know... but Iâm also in love...â He said the last part quietly, but you could still hear it.
âIn love? With someone else? Is that why youâve been avoiding me?â
âNo no.â Jisung shook his head, getting more frustrated by the moment.
âAnd that song you sung in class, was--was that for someone?â you timidly asked. You have a theory it might be for you, but you do not want to say it, afraid youâre going to come out looking like a fool if he meant it for someone else.
âYeah it was...âÂ
âJisung, if you have feelings for someone, you donât have to hide it from me, Iâm fine with it. If you like them, go for it. Iâm sorry if I made you uncomfortable, like you couldnât be open about your relationships or feelings.âÂ
âNo no, y/n. You donât get it,â Jisung exhaled.
âWhat do you mean? What am I not getting?â
âI didnât write that song for someone else, or anyone else. I wrote it for you. You, y/n. I wrote those lyrics for you.â
You could hear the disappointment in his tone and his head hanging in defeat.
âOh...â was all you could say. Not because you didnât like him. No. You like him. A lot. Oh was the only thing you could let out because reality was getting a little hard to accept, knowing Han Jisung likes you, and wrote a song for you.
âI know. Iâm sorry. Itâs okay if you do not feel the same way. I really only wrote it because I didnât know any other way to let my feelings out, and music was what Iâm best at. I did felt a little better after writing the lyrics, and after performing, knowing you were listening to it. Here, take this.âÂ
He stretched his arm out to hand you something. It was the piece of paper he was holding earlier. It had the lyrics he had written for you on it.
âItâs okay to not feel the same way. But I hope you accept this. I might feel a little bit better if you do.âÂ
You extended your arm to take the white sheet of paper, still speechless.Â
âIâll get going now. Iâll see you tomorrow.â He gave you a small smile combined with a bow and almost walked away from your sight.
âWait Jisung!â You stopped him in his track.
âI--I, I feel the same way too, Jisung. I like you too. And I have for a while now.â
Jisung couldâve swore he heard that wrong, but he almost dropped his backpack at what you said.
He switched back to you, his face was planted with the biggest smile youâve ever seen from anyone.
âR-really? Y-you like me too?â He asked again for confirmation.
You nodded.Â
The next moment happened so fast, and before you can process anything, you were already in Jisungâs warmth. Your chin on his shoulder and his arms wrapping around you.
âIâm so happy! Really happy, Y/n! You donât know how happy I am!âÂ
uwu He was too adorable.
With your hands on his chest, you pushed a little bit to create a distance.
âWait, then why were you avoiding me?â you frowned as you gazed at his face for answers.
âBecause I donât know. I was scared you wouldnât like me back. I didnât want to hurt my friendship with you. That day at the cafe I was planning on confessing but I got so nervous, I dipped. Iâm sorry, Y/n. Iâm a coward. But I promise from this day on, I will tell you everything. I wonât ever do it again. I-I really like you. Give me a chance.âÂ
He pouted and trapped you in his hug.
âAlright alright. I forgive you.â
He finally lets go of you, but his idiocy smile still not leaving his face.Â
âWhat?â
âI donât know. Youâre just cute.â
âPfft.â
You cheeks grew red from his remarks. Oh god, this feels so weird.
âCome on, letâs go.â He suddenly grabbed your hand, perfectly aligning it with his.
âGo where?â
âTo introduce my new girlfriend to my friends.âÂ
He ran at full speed, dragging you as you were struggling to catch up.
Stray Kids reactions to finding out youâre in the military [Maknae Line]
sorry am late, was trying to finish some assignments
Before I start this, let me just say, I got a lot of love and respect for anyone who is in this position, and I believe so does Stray Kids. Thatâs why I think a lot of them would react similarly. Youâre their s/o so theyâll all be supportive of you because they love you.Â
Requests are opened!
Hyunjin
At first heâd be kind of bummed out that he might not get to be with you as much anymore because he knows that he might start missing you more, but he would honestly be happy for you seeing as you got to do what you always wanted to. It is your decision and he is 100% behind it. Heâd just bug you a lot to not forget to check up on him once in a while or so.
Felix
Really though, Felix would be totally chill with it. You do what you do. He admires the fact that youâre doing something out of your own will for your country, it really shows how you are as a person and his respect for you will only continue to grow. âGood luck, y/n. You got this.â He would hype you up with positive words. At first you were kind of worried about what heâll think of the distance but he comforted you saying, âIf you really love that person, you can make the relationship work.â
Seungmin
I think heâll react a lot similar to Felix. Heâs all about doing what makes you happy, he just wishes for your safety and well being. He might ask for advice from you since heâll have to enlist as well some day.Â
Jisung
âWoah, really?!â Heâd be totally wowed. I imagine heâd be the most surprised out of all of them, but then heâll also think itâs pretty cool of you. Kind of like Hyunjin he would joke around that youâre going to forget about him or something, but then heâs really just doing that to get a reaction out of you. He loves you and want you to do what you think is best for yourself.
Jeongin
He might tease you a bit because he thinks youâre pretty badass. He was more than impressed. He might start asking a bunch of questions only for you to tell him for the last time you were going to be okay, and for him not to worry. âMaybe you can teach me a thing or two next time.â
Summary: After that incident (in Pt.2), you and Hyunjinâs relationship grew in an unexpected way, leading others to question whether all of your playful berating and banters have a deeper meaning than what you guys said it actually is.
after 20913290210123 years im sorry
if you havenât read the previous parts:
Part one // Part two
itâs been about 2 months now, after you pulled that whole project shenanigan on Hyunjin
he said he was going to get you back, but surprisingly nothing big really happened... at least yet
he did pulled small harmless teasing like hiding your chair before you came to class, so when you showed up, you looked like an idiotÂ
also choosing you as the next person to answer questions just so youâll make a fool out of yourself, or bumping into you when he passes by on purpose, and etc but nothing really major
and for that, you would retaliate by trying to trip him when you get the chance to, hiding his stuff when he goes to use the restroom and etc
so before you knew it, you both kind of had this small competitive bond between you guys, always trying to one-up one anotherÂ
highkey you know yâall were being so childish and petty but you werenât going to stop until he does so first
yâall werenât particularly friends because you guys donât really talk to each other and only interacted when you absolutely really have to during class session
so it was like this silent fightÂ
youâre hitting each other back and forth, but thereâs no sound
you didnât really expect anyone to take notice of your somehow developing relationship with Hyunjin, because it was basically just you guys acting petty towards each other
so that was why you were so surprised when your friend hit you with a question one day at lunch time
âAre you and Hyunjin like secretly dating?â She gave you a stern look as she held her fork in her hand, in the middle of the chewing
you legit almost spat out your food
âwait what?â you stared at her in confusion
âI mean, donât get me wrong or anything, but Iâve been kind of speculating you and Hyunjin these past few months and it looks like you guys have something going on, at least by how you both are acting. Both of you are always trying to hit each other, taking the other personâs things and always calling each otherâs name during class. Like are you both lowkey flirting or what? Is this some sort of secret relationship I didnât know about?â
you almost spat out your food a second time
you couldnât believe what you were hearing, like seriously
âNo, weâre not dating. And even if we were, I wouldâve told you. You know I wouldnât keep anything from you.âÂ
okay but honestly, the fact that she thought you guys were flirting lowkey bothered you
âOh, okay. Sorry. I just have been watching from afar and thought. So if you guys are not dating then what is it?â
âHeâs just salty that I made him look like a clown in front of the whole class, donât you remember? My bestie that ditched me for someone else thatâs why I ended up with the devil himself.â you poke fun at your friend
âHey! Mr. Kim was pressuring us to pick a partner fast, and if I didnât I was going to end up with Johan in the back. I heard he likes to pick his nose during class, eww.â
you couldnât help but to laugh at your friend
âI know. I was just teasing you.âÂ
âSo basically you guys just hate each other?â your friend raised her eyebrows
âbasically I guess. I donât know. but I know for sure he doesnât like me that way.âÂ
and with that, you both went your separate way when it was time for Math class
you sat down and took out your textbook, waiting for the lecture to start when you were suddenly greeted by Seungmin, one of Hyunjinâs friend
it felt weird because you had never personally spoken to him before, maybe except only in groups when yâall had to work out a problem together
but to be fair you never really spoke to any other members of Hyunjinâs squad or whatever
âHey! Y/n right? Iâm Seungmin.â He smiled and extended his arm to greet you
you were so lost
what the hell was happening
âUh... yeah, Iâm Y/n...â you were shaking his hand but you had no idea what was going on
âIâm sorry. I shouldâve introduced myself earlier. I just thought since youâre the girlfriend of one of my friends now, I figure I should get to know you better.âÂ
GiRlfRiEnd? WhAT? OF OnE oF yOur FrieND?
you were in disbelief
Hyunjin fucking didnât
he better not
âWait uhm... of one of your friend?â you repeated it just to get a confirmation
âYes, Hyunjin.â He smiled, absolutely not aware of the triggering feeling youâre having right now
âYou donât happen to know where he is right now, do you?â
Seungmin was in deep thinking for like 3 seconds
âOh yes, I think heâs in dance class right now. Second floor room 212âł
âThank you very much, Seungmin. Iâll be back.â
there was still 5 more minutes left until the class start
so you rushed out of the room and onto to find Hyunjinâs ugly ass
when you found the room, you peaked your head in and found Hyunjin stretchingÂ
you snatched Hyunjinâs ear and dragged him out into the hallway
you slapped his shoulderÂ
âWhat the fuck?!â was all you could say
âOuch,â he frowned as he cover the part you had hit
âSeriously? Your plan of revenge is to tell everyone weâre dating? I mean--w-what even--â you were at loss for words
âOh, that.â Hyunjinâs face turned from plain to joy and he started cracking up
âSo I see youâve heard about it,â he continued
âNo shit. Youâre an even bigger idiot than I thought you were.âÂ
âHey, I was cornered by the members. They all came up to me and started asking about you. So I just told them we were a thing to get them to stop bothering me. What else do you want me to say?â He said with the littlest care in the world. It didnât irritate him a bit.
âUHM... whAt ElsE cAN YOU say? THAT WEâRE NOT DATING?!âÂ
âyeah, but whatâs the fun in that.âÂ
you facepalmed so hard
âyouâre an idiot, Hwang Hyunjin.â
âYou get to be with the Hwang Hyunjin, yet youâre over here complaining your ass out.âÂ
âuh well yeah... one little problem, WEâRE NOT EVEN DATING! I literally just told my best friend I had nothing to do with you, and now if she hears about it, sheâs going to think Iâm a shit friend who lied in front of her face.âÂ
âShhh... people will hear if youâre being too loud.â he threw his hand around your back and pulled you closer, while he put his other index finger up to his lip signaling you to shush
you tried pushing him away but people started to look
âHey, I mean, if we donât want to pretend, we donât have to pretend, if you get what Iâm saying...â his face was coming closer and closer to yours
you had enough and pushed him away with full strength
âNo thanks. I have to get back to class. This conversation isnât over, Hwang Hyunjin.â
âAlright, see you after school honey,â he teased you as he waved you off
you could only do nothing but roll your eyes
This Hwang Hyunjin was not going to be easy to deal with and you could already feel there was going to be a storm to come
