Art Decay @kordineon-draws - Tumblr Blog

Wooah hey hello i was checking if i still had the pw for this tumblr brgvfcds anyways, i’m keeping it cause i plan on posting my stuff againnn c: Who really knows tho.

Hey guys, it’s been a while!

Hey guys, it’s been a while. As you may have noticed i’m not active anymore. My mental health has not been at its best during the last two years. Following the recent events i’m currently without a job (i’m not fired yet, fortunetely, but i work for a big fast food chain and we’re closed until it gets better), the academy i’m attending may be closed until next autumn and that really put me down, i feel like i’m stuck in Florence without a purpose. And my mind doesn’t work well without a purpose. I miss my mum and my cats, but I’m lucky to have my gf with me to support each other. They’re dealing with some tough stuff as well, but i’m grateful we’re facing this situation together. Also, idk why, but i started feeling anxious about social networks since i moved here. So, i apologise to whoever tried reaching to me: i did not want to ignore you, i just felt very anxious whenever i had to log in somewhere (i still am but i want to work on this). I won’t shut down my tumblrs, but i wanted to share this: maybe facing this fear little by little would help me regain some control. Internet used to be my safe space where i could be unapologetically me. I stayed in “the real world” so much it got my dysphoria worsened, and don’t get me started on my social skills... If any of the guys from Peach is reading this, i hope you’re okay. I love you and miss chitchatting with you. If you can and want to contact me for whatever reason, i’ll still be kinda active on my instagram @ kordineon. I won’t write you first because as i said i’m very very anxious about this, i feel like whoever i had a conversation with was not actually interested in talking with me. But if you feel like it, it would be cute knowing that you’re safe and sound. I really hope you all are. I better stop writing now, this is getting long and no one’s gonna read it if it’s too long and sentimental and whiny. I’m keeping my account on here and hope to see a day where i won’t feel so hecking insecure about me and my works. I’ll try to start posting again on ig, i think i have more control there. So... stay home, be safe, don’t hate yourself too much and remember to stay hydrated even indoors. :) Love, Noh

#not art #kordineon #the peach squad #apologies

Hey everyone!

From now one i’ll try posting at least once every week, so stay tuned for more crappy fanart and original characters!

#artists on tumblr #indie artist #illustration #character design #not art