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Hi. It’s one of those serious posts, enjoy.
Some of you have been following me for years, or maybe you’ve added me to your following list yesterday, but there’s a thing that I have never told any of you before. Yeah, it’s been years.
I am a male. A trans male.
It’s very difficult for me to admit it now for so many reasons, but I’ve reached a point where I just can’t hide it any longer, because I need help.
It’s impossible to explain, the pain a trans person feel every day, when they’re forced to keep their “issues” to themselves, and live the way OTHER people want them to. I’ve been struggling with this since forever, since I can remember. I’ve had terrible childhood because of this - other kids always sensed that I’m somehow lacking confidence and were always using it against me. I had no female friends because our interests and opinions were like fire and water, I hated it. I had no male friends either - because I was just an ugly and weird girl.
Now as an adult, my life has already changed because last December I moved to my mom’s place, away from my abusive father. That was one step in the good direction. I have awful trust issues, and the fact I feel like I am fake doesn’t help at all. I want to be confident and independent… But all I am able to do now is spending my days in bed. I have no energy, no motivation to do anything. I hate when people see me, because I know they don’t see the person I want to be, they always see that “ugly…something…the hell is that”.
I’ve asked for financial help a few times in the past few years, but finally, FINALLY… It’s about me. It’s about me and me only. I finally dare to be a bit selfish and try to help myself.
I want to just go and start fixing my life. I will need to see several specialists for a few months, and I can’t afford to pay for those visits, or anything really. I desperately need to start T, and I will worry about the rest another time.
Which is why I’m asking you for help.
Whether it’s a reblog, a retweet, a post on fb or a donation, EVERYTHING COUNTS.
I’ve set up an Indiegogo/Generosity page:
https://www.generosity.com/medical-fundraising/zet-s-ftm-transition/x/17132469
I can’t believe I’m actually doing this… Thank you for reading.
