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‘ Why are you looking at me like that? ’ He HATED attention.

the sudden voice causes yukio to jump slightly, shoulders jerking as his lashes flutter - he blinks, once, twice, three times, before his lips part as he realizes he was just staring at the other student.

oh boy.

“uh-” he nearly wheezes as embarrassment floods him, if his body temperature wasn’t always so low, there would definitely be a red tint to his cheeks.

“ya know when you just kinda....stare off? and you stare at just ...nothing in particular?” an awkward laugh follows his confession, and yukio makes a mental note; keep his staring at a window or his desk, not the general direction of another person.

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vglnte‌:

❛ — isn’t … there a map or directory in places like these ? much more … useful than me . ❜

“...do you happen to know where the directory is?” yukio is unfortunately hopeless.

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rplcte‌:

comfort washes over him and in an instant, he’s relaxing completely against his friends side. most didn’t get near him because of the chill that hung in the air, which also meant most didn’t go and touch him very often either. but skinship was something so essential to daisuke as a person that he never thought twice about it. besides, being in his sweatshirt meant that he was pretty warm even when curled up together.

mauve hues slip shut, lashes fluttering against cheeks. the humming is comforting. it’s commonplace whenever they watched disney movies. something that he enjoyed thoroughly. the weight that settles upon his own head makes him smile, hands stuffing themselves into his hoodie pocket.

it only widens as the other starts to sing along with the next song. whether yukio wanted to admit it or not, even with his broken english, his voice was soothing. at the admittance of his childhood halloween, the pinkette can’t help but laugh softly in amusement. he, himself, hadn’t ever dressed up for halloween ( his parents never wanted to celebrate it, something he’d just grown accustomed too ).

‘ that’s sweet. ’

‘ if i’d ever dressed up, i would have gone as peter pan i think. ’

his gaze stays on the screen of his laptop but his attention is on daisuke. he could picture daisuke as peter easily. bright smile and shining eyes filled with adventure. a little green hat atop a mess of pink, green tights and a tunic. it would be perfect. yukio finds his lips turning up at the thought, then his mind travels to who he’d dress up as now, as a teenager. part of him wants to still say aladdin. but yukio is much too modest to wear nothing but the purple vest ( as a child he wore a white shirt under ). he could see himself dressing up as perhaps a prince? or, maybe a villain.

“then i could be your hook,” he said after the thought passed through, “i’ve always wanted to dress up as a pirate…” a rather childish desire, “and then we could match.”

his gaze finally shifts from the screen ( aladdian is showing jasmine around town unknowing that she is the princess ) to daisuke, catching his mauve gaze with his own.

for some reason, yukio feels nervous. The room is nearly dark save for the laptop screen and the couple of dim lights yukio has struck up in the corners of the room. the world is silent around them, fast asleep as the two boys lay awake. daisuke is also still very close, leaned against him slightly. their knees are knocking together and yukio wonders if his body temperature is too much as he catches the other shift slightly. however; for once yukio feels a little warm.

“we should dress up this year.”

even though he hasn’t since his mother passed. he’ll dress up with daisuke.

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convixtions

my lame ass and a punny shirt for munda y

#its ya girl #kait #tbd

‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’

there are things you learn in life by experiencing them. yukio is aware of this daily, as he fights with learning how to allow himself to open up and allow others to see him for who he is. so, as he hears the other student speak, he can’t help but feel her strife. hilda was a year younger, which meant yukio was supposed to be able to show her guidance. her eyes are filled with a yearning for an answer; one yukio isn’t sure he can give.

“you’ll grow.” he tries, gaze shifting away from hers as he gazes out at the crowds of students littering around the cafeteria. “you’ll grow and learn to welcome those who offer you kindness. it’s only natural, to form bonds and friendships…stuff like that, you’ll learn to welcome it.”

yukio wonders if he’ll ever take his own impromptu advice.

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‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ / THIS ONE TOO

“…ah - daisuke.”

he doesn’t know what to say. yukio isn’t used to being complimented so forwardly, isn’t used to being compared to something that anyone was fond of. he’s cold, cold like bitter winter mornings and frozen waters. but cool like mint? it’s such an innocent comparison. his cheeks quickly dust with pink as his gaze shifts away from daisuke, unable to keep his gaze as his heart begins to pick up in pace.

mint was daisuke’s favorite.

yukio reminded him of mint.

so, by association, was yukio daisuke’s favorite?

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‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ / give the gay

touching others has always been something yukio avoided. from the moment he first came into his quirk, every time he touched another they would flinch back, they were startled by how cold the boy was. his mother was the only one who would welcome his touch without any sign of distress. or, rather she was the only one before he met daisuke. the boy was always bold with skinship. something yukio had to get used to fairly quickly. even before they began their …whatever it was they had, the other boy would lean on him, touch him casually without any signs of being startled by his bodies temperature.

so, instead of feeling afraid when daisuke admits his desire for affections, daisuke finds himself leaning slightly closer to the male without fear of being too much for the other to handle. he thinks, for a fraction of a second, that daisuke has pretty lips. but the thought is brushed away quickly as nerves wreck his body and his gaze quickly settles on the other’s hand. yukio reaches forward, slipping his hand into the pinkette’s and lacing their fingers together. daisuke is warm and yukio finds himself melting at the simple touch.

“i…” his pauses, lower lip caught between his teeth as he tries to force his confession out.

“i too, crave affection.” his gaze shifts up to match those eyes that captivate him daily, struck by how intense they are ( as though he isn’t lost in a daze every time he catches daisuke’s gaze. ), finding himself getting lost in deep mauve.

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spctlessminds

based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’

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