Loss and grief (trigger suicide/depression)
Hi so I've been away for a long time and part of that is because I lost my best friend recently and I wanted to say if you're having suicidal thoughts please seek help please reach out to me if you're sad or blue I want to be there for you. I don't want to loose more friends to suicide then I already have. All that gets me through my day currently is holding her photo next to my heart and listening to wonderwall and boulevard of broken dreams and if I die young. I wanna share some stuff about her Because I want the world to know how she touched the hearts of all who came in contact with her. She would always be smiling even though she was introverted she acted extroverted so she could try to boost the energy levels in the room, she always tried to help everyone, she always loved cheese, it was her way of connecting. She'd come over and do my hair and makeup and she would eat a bowl of shredded cheese because that's all we had in my house, but what makes her amazing is she gave every part of herself to others to make them better that in the end she didn't have enough for herself. They always say the good die young and it's true but I don't want it to be true. In the end she shut herself away and wouldn't reply to those who reached out. So please if you ever are in a funk, if you're ever sad, if you're ever crying I'll try to be there. Even if I can't physically, even if I can't give you a hug I can be a shoulder to cry on. I can be a ear to listen, don't be scared to admit you're having a hard time remember you're loved by someone even if it's one person even if you don't think you're beautiful or even if you are queer or trans and people don't understand I'll be there. My followers are my children and I care for all of them. I want to be there to hug you all and to tell you that if you don't have anyone in your corner you have me! Don't just say you're fine because I know how it feels to not have anyone I understand and even if I don't I'll sit by your side and be there for you














