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Inside!

I just feel wrong for you! I feel like the worst thing that ever happened to you. I feel like I took you off your course and did damage to your life and the idea that you had of who you were!

I don’t wanna walk away but I feel like I don’t have a choice. You don’t know it but you’re probably better off without me.

You say you love me and I believe you. You said that you would stick around through the good and the bad. But the bad seems to be destroying you. I look at you and it hurts because it seems like you can’t handle it all.

I don’t know what to say! I don’t know how to fix things or if I should even try. I mean I love you. I really… Love… You! Love has new meaning since I met you. And I can’t handle if I’m the reason you don’t sleep well at night.

I forced you to grow up. I mean you had too. I wasn’t trying to hurt you. I tried to protect you from your own ignorance of what the world really is. I took you out of your bubble of illusion and fantasy and opened your eyes to responsibility and adulthood. Now it seems that I have done the most damage because facing the world seems to be eating you inside.

I envisioned us overcoming every obstacle fearlessly. Instead you shut me out and cry yourself to sleep.

Sometimes I wish I never interfered. Never pushed you to explore past the limitations of your mind. Maybe you would have been happier. I guess that would also translate into me wishing I never met you because then I wouldn’t love you like I do now and wouldn’t feel the need to protect you from your own fears.

I just don’t know anymore. I love you. But it doesn’t seem to be enough. Inside I know that now.

♡A Letter to Me♡

Dear Me, It is so easy to just live in your own bubble. In your own world where only you, your thoughts and your desires matter. It is so easy to be selfish and only see your point of view and how things affect you. It’s not as easy to say I forgive or I am listening. Even more difficult to say I am wrong. It seems safer to remain where we are with what we feel is right without exploring the boundaries of the unknown. It seems easier to walk away with our ego and pride rather than to humble and correct our wrong. Oh please listen when I say it is liberating to evolve. Please understand that fear is a limitation within the mind that we are able to consciously overcome. See that sacrifice and tribulation is not as painful as being stuck in the same place with no purpose and that the need to be right comes with a cost! Humble thine heart and allow your mind to follow! Allow love and compassion to consume you entirely and refrain from entertaining negativity. Treat others right because of who you are and not because of who they are! You are nothing if you don’t live a life of love!!!! Remember you are but a spec of dust within this mighty universe. A spec of dust with a purpose♡ Don’t live within your head but step out of that bubble and fulfil that purpose. Love is the answer♡♡♡ Sincerely You💋