Looking for a Penpal who wants to talk... :(
To the person reading this,
Hello, this is Queennie. (BTW, it's Queennie and not Queenie or Quennie because many people wrote my name wrong. My parents wrote my special name to me.)
And before you can delete my submission post and thinking that I'm just the same old spammer or a bot, I want to tell you that I'm 100% REAL human.
Also, I wrote my message on Google Keep before copy and paste it because I don't like my thumbs getting hurt from writing the same message because it takes forever to write like this...
I was born with Autism. I'm from Philippines and my birthday is on July 20. (I was born year 2000s)
I love talking people like when someone gets lonely or having a bad day. You know, I am always available. If you need a question or something wrong, just ask me. (But please, I might be taking time to reply just in case if your replies might upset me...) Also, I might get easily lonely when I get bored for too long so please talk to me a lot okay?
I love sharing interesting things.
My favorite colors: Sunset (Red, Orange and Yellow) and Starry Sky (Blue, Purple and Pink). I also love pastel colors.
My favorite Kpop groups: EXO, NCT, Super Junior, Dreamcatcher, aespa, SuperM, GOT (Girls On Top), VIXX
Favorite KHH artists: BLOO, Nafla, JUSTHIS, Loopy
Favorite Anime: Pokemon, Naruto, Love Live!, RWBY, Kirby (There are so many to count because there are many favorite Anime that are I remember long time ago so I was mentioned my current favorites instead.)
Favorite Movies: Anything Animation, Comedy, especially Romcom, Action comedy, Musical movies. I don't like Horror and gore movies.
Others: I love books, listening to music and going out. I'm a dog lover. I also fond of butterflies and bunnies, flowers, sunsets, nightsky, looking at the view while riding a public vehicle. I also love dark chocolates
Although I don't have a Tumblr account, you can email me at [email protected]. Kakao Talk is QueenCess and Discord is QueenCess#4819
I would like to share my story how I decided not to sign up to Tumblr again:
I was on Tumblr from last 2013-2018 and on last 2020.
As a person with Autism, there was a downside on Tumblr despite it was my favorite and nice one to hang out:
1. Anonymous hate
2. Triggering posts (I started to hide, filter and ignore tags and posts after Jonghyun of SHINee died from suicide. Also year 2020 is full of sadness, tragedy and lost)
3. Friends blocking me. (Yes, there are people who blocked me either I'm a bot but I am a real person or they just don't reply to me at all. There are even some mutuals blocked me after we are having a quarell)
Although people on Tumblr say that I am awesome, creative, cool and all but I have weaknesses:
1. I easily became upset or angry over small things sometimes or even when it gets something wrong.
2. Sending a wishlist to the people I don't know. (Yes, because of the pandemic, I easily get bored staying at home that I made an Amazon wishlist: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/R7H5RSDT3VLH/?ref_=lol_ov_le&filter=unpurchased&sort=default&viewType=list and I realized that it's a bad idea that I made my promise that starting January 1, 2022, I will not send my Amazon wishlist to people I don't know them. That's one of my new years resolutions)
3. Yes, I can be sometimes rude so that is why I got anonymous hate and no one understands me that it takes really long to recover over something lost that I love. (Also, I hope I am not the only one who does that one...)
4. They called me a dramatic person just because I have Autism
And that's the reason why I decided to leave Tumblr forever and I made my promise not to sign up again. (Yes, not only they showed me posts that I don't really like and triggering me but also spoilers and stuff that I used to be a fan of but not anymore that I have to filter out)
Yeah, Tumblr can be toxic and dramatic sometimes like Twitter or Instagram. Sometimes I need to cool down because I don't want unexpected bad news coming along the way.
aespa: I don't have one yet... They are pretty talented and I can't choose one...yet...
Super Junior: Originally it was Leeteuk and Yesung but actually, I love all of them
SuperM: Aside of Baekhyun and Taeyong, I do love Ten and Lucas
Dreamcatcher: I don't have one actually...
For biases of NCT: I think depends on the situation and mood.
My favorites are: Taeyong, Doyoung, Yuta, Haechan, Kun, Xiaojun, Hendery, Lucas, Yangyang, Ten, Chenle (Chose him because he is a fan of Golden State Warriors, especially Stephen Curry), Johnny and Mark
And lastly, my main favorite subunit of NCT is NCT 127.
Gifts for my birthday (July 20):
ANYTHING! Fanart (Digital), Wallpapers (More to talk about), Moodboard, Header for YouTube, AMVs (More to talk about it later), Fanfiction
Mobile: I will tell you via email so I will send a screenshot
PC: 1080p to 4k
AMVs: For the AMVs, I just wish someone put a Kpop song because it's niche and only a few people made an anime AMV with a Kpop song like 25+ of them.
Also, please provide me a Google Drive link so I can download it and play offline as a memorabilia.
FOR FANFICTION: Slow Burn, Fluff and Angst but with Happy End because sometimes there's people who are easily upset over that sad ending like me of course. (Examples: Hanakaki but with a Happy End, Sickness but with Happy End)
P.S. FOR GIRL GROUPS: Bestfriend x Reader with Fluff
For AUs: Domestic, Royalty, Mafia, Vampire, Non Idol, Idol, Barista, Liberians, Genshin Impact AU, RWBY AU, Beyond The Boundary AU, Angel AU, Husband and Wife AU, Detective, Sword Art Online AU, Ninja, School AU, Soulmate, Magical Girl reader AU
For Smut (FOR UNDER 18, DO NOT READ!): Fingering, Babygirl, bunny, princess, doll, Daddy, safe sex (IMPORTANT!), arousal, dirty talk, female breast fondling and sucking, oral (m and f, giving and receiving), impregnation/breeding kink, Reader who is feeling aroused from shirtless male character (Example: Reader who is aroused and turned on by shirtless/un-buttoned pictures), mirror sex, shower sex, doggy position, sitting position, missionary, spanking (by hand ONLY), cum on the stomach and back, multiple orgasms, female squirting, praising, thrusting sounds. Most important is CONSENT.
Personalized Ships are Included
For Fanart: Please provide me HQ version on Google Drive link so I can download as a memorabilia.
1. Amazon Wishlist: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/R7H5RSDT3VLH/?ref_=lol_ov_le&filter=unpurchased&sort=default&viewType=list
2. Handwritten Letter with bits and bobs or a birthday card
3. A Kpop album of my favorite Kpop artists I mentioned. Bonus points if you are going to send me an album that you will recommend me.
If you accept my message, please let me know the changes, questions and such concerns. (But it will take time to reply because there's some replies that I found upsetting to read it. Please bear with me.)
If you reject my message, I understand because there are some people don't accept it that way but that's okay because at least you tried and you read it carefully.
That's all for now, I will see you soon. Thank you and have a safe time.