What now?
Part 1 Part 2
A/N: The girl in the picture is a professional model, all credit goes to her and the photographer
Warnings: Swearing, mentions of pregnancy
Characters: Vernon x Fictional character
Word count: 1.1k
“Take a look at this picture,” Hansol whispered to the boys, they were all sat down on the practice room floor. “That’s Mia, she looks nice,” Seungkwan smiled, “I took that picture on the day that I came home crying, she’s the girl I was with,” He told them. “Your telling us, that the girl you slept with, then rejected and made cry, was your best friend of 12 years?” Soonyoung asked, Hansol nodded, all of the boys groaned.
“Why did you do that?” Minghao asked, “We got caught up in our emotions, I’m in love with her, I’ve always been in love with her and she was in love with me, its not hard to get caught up.” Hansol sighed, his tears were falling again. “Why didn’t you let her down easy, you could have been nice to her,” Jun told him.
“That’s exactly was she told me in this letter,” Hansol sighed, waving the letter in the air, Seungcheol reached for it and grabbed it. “You don’t mind if I read it do you?” Seungcheol asked, Hansol shook his head. He took his time to read the letter, to read everything carefully. “Hansol,” Seungcheol whispered, realize the great amount of problems the younger boy was in. “I know,” He groaned, tears flooding his face once again.
“Mia, what’s wrong?” The receptionist asked, “Nothing, I’m fine,” Mia told her, she wasn’t fine, she was feeling sick again and lightheaded, “You don’t look fine, I’ll take you to Vernon, its okay, come on,” The receptionist was polite once again. Mia couldn’t say anything, she knew she would be sick, maybe faint, so she just let the receptionist take her to him.
“Vernon, excuse me but Mia isn’t feeling too good, she looks really ill, I didn’t know where to take her so I brought her here,”
“Really? that’s fine, sit her here,” Hansol smiled, taking Mia’s hand and leading her into the practice room. Mia was too weak to fight him away, to tell him she didn’t want his help, so she just let him sit her down on a chair. “Mia, what’s wrong?” Hansol asked.
“I-i just feel a bit light headed, I need to use the toilet please,” Mia whined, she could feel it, burning, making its way through her throat. Hansol quickly lifted her off of the chair and Seungcheol picked her up, carrying her to the toilet,
“I’ll wait outside,” Seungcheol smiled, Mia let her head lean on the toilet dish.
“I wouldn’t lean on there, that’s really unsanitary and y-” Hansol stopped to pat her back as she convulsed forwards
“Look, I’m sorry for being so rude to you, today and 3 months ago, I didn’t want to hurt you, I didn’t want to tell you that I loved you and then have to tell you later on that we couldn’t be together,” Hansol told her, pulling her hair away from her face, she sat up and wiped her mouth, looking at him. “I do love you, I love you with my whole heart,” Hansol whispered.
Mia couldn’t take it anymore, she’d wanted to do this since that night, she couldn’t handle her heart being broken by him once again.
“Vernon, your an asshole,” she whispered, her hand flew forwards and made sharp contact with his right cheek. His hand instantly flew to his face. Mia stood up and walked away, bowing to all the boys.
“Mia, I want to help, with you and this baby,” He told her, all the boys stared, shocked. Only Seungcheol had known about the baby, and now, everyone knew.
“You won’t support us, you hate me, you don’t want me or this child,” She whispered,
“Your wrong, Mia, your so wrong, I’d rather quit my job as an idol and leave my band mates if it meant I got to see you and our child everyday,” Vernon spoke quietly but everyone heard him. Even Mia heard him, so she stood still, not moving.
“But see, the thing is Vernon, I know you, I have for 12 years now, this job and this life means more to you than anything in the world, you always told me about your dreams. How one day you would be an idol and you would perform in front of millions of people, how you wanted to win awards. You wanted to travel the world and see different places, meet new people, fall in love with a Korean actress, have a child who could become a performer like their daddy, that’s all your dream Vernon. I don’t want to ruin that for you. Live your life the way you want to leave it when your an old man, I know you want that life, the idol life, more than a life with some rundown model who can’t go in public without being called names and being told to drop dead. You don’t want to live like that,” Mia told him, he looked her in the eyes and then bowed his head, he didn’t have anything to say to that.
"see, I know you too well,” She smiled. Mia slowly walked towards him and placed her hand under his chin, lifting his head. “I do still love you, goodbye,” Mia whispered, kissing his lips softly, she slowly left the room, shutting the door.
"Mia, are you feeling better?” The receptionist asked, a warm smile on her face. Mia nodded her head and waved to the receptionist, opening the company door and leaving the building. Her mum opened the car door,
"You were in there longer than I expected, how did it go?” Mrs Kim asked, Mia frowned slightly and the tears began pouring out of her eyes, she sat down in the car, how was going deal with all of this?
"Mum, he told me he would stop being an idol for me and the baby, but I knew he was lying, its so hard to believe anything he says anymore,” Mia sobbed.
”sweetie, he’s still a boy, he can’t fend for himself yet, understand it from his perspective too, he’s 18, he’s just shown his love for his best friend of 12 years in a way that he regrets, then she tell him that she’s going to have his baby, maybe he just isn’t ready for all of that just yet, give him some time,“ Mrs Kim sympathized, rubbing Mia’s back, Mia sniffled and leaned back into her seat.
"Mum, please just drive,” Mia sighed, Mrs Kim nodded and began driving. There was a 4 hour drive ahead of them, it wasn’t that far but it was enough. Busan was where her grandma lived, where she had spent her summers as a child. She loved it there but knowing that she was 4 hours away from Seoul. From him. Was hard for her.
But she’d see him sooner than she anticipated.














