Die is 'n nuwe pragtige begin

Breinspoel, oorborrel, uitlastig, onverstrooid, my woorde, my lied aan die samelewing, 'n melankoliese lied, vol liefde en haat. 'n Storie wat ek niemand kan vertel nie, 'n storie bedoel vir jou. When we can't dream any longer we die.I will always continue dreaming.

[kraakvars]

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday At the beginning we were just colleagues, Transformed into a friendship, And ended in a love other can only dream off.

Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true… My favourite place in the world is inside of your arms where it is warm and loving. Looking at the shimmering lights as Pretoria celebrates our love.

I love you with everything I am, and more than I ever thought possible. You showed me what it means to love someone unconditionally. I never dated as I was waiting for the right one, But I am not waiting anymore as you are here.

I will always love you and remember that. Remember this during the hard times ahead. As I promised I will also try, so to prevent walls to come between us.

You are my perfect man in every way. You are my protector from the bad. You are my love, now, forever and always.   I love you, ‘Remember That’.

xxx

[kraakvars]

So geweldig dit laat my soms twyfel So pragtig ek wil jou veral tyd teen my bors styf vas druk Dankie dat jy onvoorwaardelik altyd daar is Dankie dat jy my so pragtig laat voel Jy bou my op as ek soms net wil opgee Jy gee my hoop as daar bitter min is Soos ek nog altyd gesê het, liewe Jesus het sy mooiste engel vir my gegee om op te pas Ek wil jou veral tyd trots maak Ek wil die sterk man wees wat jy verdien Want jy verdien net die beste Ek raak so lief vir jou dit maak my soms bang Ek dink altyd aan jou al lyk dit nie soms so nie Ek sal eendag op die drakensberge se klowe uitkyk en voor God myself aan jou belowe Maar ek het al lankal myself aan jou belowe Ek is jou man, en ek gaan nêrens heen nie Ek is jou batman en sal altyd probeer beter wees Lief vir jou my prinsessie

[kraakvars]

In Flames - Rusted Nail

You want someone to blame

The one who drives the rusted nail But who’s left will never care Pretending becomes a chore All you search for, a little piece of mind Too far, too deep, the two faced smile So lost, you feel, I know

Wide awake but still asleep Always a stranger in a crowd Wide awake, always a stranger in a crowd

Just this once Listen to the words I say If you want I will I’m there until the end of time

Leave the doomed behind Search with different light You were trying to remember But it’s all make believe

You are, you are, you are

Wide awake but still asleep (wide awake but still asleep) Always a stranger in a crowd

Just this once Listen to the words I say If you want I will I’m there until the end of time

Just this once Listen to the words I say If you want, I’m there

Just this once Listen to the words I say If you want I will I’m there until the end of time

[kraakvars]

Beautiful By Karl Fuchs

My thoughts of you are like raindrops on flowers... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a rainbow at a splashing waterfall... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a full moon shining through a cloudy night sky... Beautiful. No matter what wonders my eyes have seen, Nothing compares to the beauty I see when I look at you. My love for you is beautiful.

[kraakvars]

The Beauty Of A Women by Ardem

The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides.

The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul.

It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows.

[kraakvars]

What people think, or shouldn’t

What people think, or shouldn't

Should I? Could I? What would people think?

That use to be my thought process. This constant in between feeling;

Is this the right choice? How are other people going to react to my decisions? And that inevitably drove me to be indecisive, which made things ten times worse than the situation actually was. If you don’t make a decision for long enough, that usually ends up as a decision all on its own. Recently, or not that recent I was faced with allot of decisions which I “postponed” and that completely blew up in my face. Sometimes you need to make rash decisions, and consider the most important thing, yourself… That might sound selfish, and it takes some getting used to, but you need to look after yourself in order to be the best possible person for the people around you.

If you make choice that ultimately makes you a better person, or enriches your life in some way, while at the same time you get support from the people that actually matter, you struck gold. Always keep those amazing people close, and make sure you never let them go. Once you find that awesome equilibrium, you naturally tend to treat those special people the way they ought to be treated.

For instance, I thought I was a happy person, until my mortality was questioned. That made me question every single aspect of my life and by doing that I felt incredibly alone. I realised I never did anything without expecting something in return. Before doing anything, I always use to ask myself the question: “What do I get out of this?”

By realising that I started resenting myself, because I thought that made me one of the most selfish people on the planet. I’ve now had enough time to work through a few major aspects of my life, morality, life, faith, and truly being happy. And here is a short list of things I realised thus far:

• True love is completely selfless, and if you can approach a relationship with a “I’m not getting anything in return” attitude, and you still get the same amount of effort from your partner/spouse, then that relationship is bound to be fruitful. • Faith is incredibly important, I’ve been to the darkest places personally to realise that. • Whatever you think other people might think of your decisions is irrelevant, ultimately you have to take a look in the mirror and you are a 100% responsible for your own happiness. • Sometimes you need to listen to the people closest to you; they might just see something you’re missing. • If you ever question why someone amazing is associating with you, think about it this way, how amazing must you be that they decide to surround themselves with you. • Never close down emotionally, keep on trying, no matter how dark everything seems to get.

[kraakvars]

Gum boots en rooi lippe

In elke vrou is ‘n klein dogtertjie ‘n Dogtertjie met pienk gumboots en bloed rooi lippe Toe die wêreld nog eenvoudig was Toe keuses nog maklik was

Mans raak verlief op daai klein dogtertjie in elke vrou Die sagte “innocent” kant van haar smile Die dieper in jou arm pit inkruip want dis koud Die asseblief my lief oomblikke

Binne elke vrou kruip daai dogtertjie weg Bang en verweer teen die wêreld Binne elke vrou wag sy om gehaal te word Want elke dogtertjie kort die krag en beskerming van ‘n man

‘n Man wat belowe om haar veilig te hou ‘n Man wat al die bose drake sal af veg en neer donder Vir jou my engel sal ek elke dag veilig hou Vir jou my engel sal ek aanhou veg

Niks sal ooit my kan weg weer nie Niks sal ooit jou man onder kry nie

In elke dogtertjie is ‘n vrou ‘n Vrou wat haarself sal weg gee as jy dit kans gee Die wêreld raak weer meer eenvoudig En een keuse bly maklik

Om jou lief te hê my prinsessie Veraltyd en verewig

[kraakvars]

Ek's lief vir jou

Early morning and I wake up to a hand resting on my chest I’m confused, but I know exactly who it is I feel warm, almost like I’m finally home

This is a safe space This is a safe place This is a space I want to be forever Please freeze time so this moment can last forever

While desperately wishing for an everlasting moment, I hear it… “Ek’s lief vir jou” Time becomes irrelevant I have all the time in the world To hear those words again To head those words justice To solidify the context of a deeper meaning A word reserved for that special someone, And that someone’s me

Every single battle fought, was for this exact cause And I see that glimmer of sunlight now more than ever

I want to see the rest of my book filled in with those words I need to see the amazing story to be told A story filled with love and joy A story filled with her by my side

Safe as houses My home rooted deep in your heart A heart riddled with sheaths of iron A heart you stole right out my rib cage A cage once locked, but finally opens

Inside me Inside you

Marshmallows, grass lands, light towers, butterflies, ships, a voyage, an adventure, through the darkest days, through the dullest days, every single second, missing you, every single “miss quote”, every single hidden clue, an empty room, a great wall built to keep a little boy safe, a big monster struck down by an Angel.

A God that found me An Angel given to me to be mesmerised about To make all the butterflies flutter around in my chest To lock up the chest with old photos of a journey not meant for me

This is the first page This is the index to our love

And I’ll open this book up with the following words;

My skat, jy maak die onmoontlik moontlik. Jy maak my soos die mees spesialste persoon op die planeet voel. Dankie dat jy my so lief het. Dankie dat jy nog altyd onvoorwaardelik vir my daar was. Ek ken jou nie so lank nie, maar dit voel soos ‘n leeftyd. Jy is my prinsessie, en ek sal jou altyd veilig hou en lief hê. Ons het ‘n pad begin saam stap, en ek is trots op die feit dat ek jou my engel kan noem. Die lewe gooi mens soms met massiewe struikel blokke Maar ek’s bly ek kan in die einde van die dag jou vashou

[kraakvars]

Huis is waar die hart lê Waar veiligheid en warmte jou styf vas druk ‘n Permanente waansin van onbetrokkenheid haal in my nêk asem Waar pas ek nou rerig in, of sal ek altyd ‘n swerweling wees

Ek het my pa se rustigheid En ek het my ma se onverblooste liefde Maar wat bly van my oor as die laaste stompie dood gedruk is Ek slaan myself stukkend opsoek na ‘n antwoord ‘n Doel en ultimatum, ‘n rede “vir wees” wat ek self nie verstaan nie

Druk van alle kante af Ek wil soms ook net asem haal en reflekteur Ek kort ‘n stil stand om die winter af te stof voor dit my vernietig Ek kort stilte, en liefde

Dis so eenvoudig, maar so onsettend nodig Ek was onnodig en deurmekaar Ek was ‘n anargis, en ‘n heiden

Ek was En dis die klimaks tot nou toe Die belangrike eind punt

Verandering is goed en well Solank jy reg omdraai en vas kyk in iets wat jou trots maak Iets wat iemand anders trots maak Iets om voor lief te wees

Ek werk aan dit, wat so onmoontlik is om te vind Wat is die rede vir alles? En hoekom moet alles gebeur soos dit doen My lyf is seer, en my emosies borrel soms oor

Maar ek is, presies wat ek is En ek raak lief vir daai part Daai part wat ek so lank gehaat het Daai part wat ek so graag wil deel

[kraakvars]

bella farfalla

Un corpo incredibile caldo Un sentimento lascivo strisciante su di me Voglio che tanto male in questo momento Quelle labbra polpose Quei meravigliosi fianchi Quel corpo perfetto

Di partecipazione è così stretto contro di me Mai lasciarsi andare Ogni respiro in sincronia Fino a quando non sia esplodere con amore

Fate le ginocchia deboli È colpo la mia mente Tu sei l'unico che mi fa sentire come questo Questo bisogno irrefrenabile di tenere you babe Questa necessità di essere uno

Tu sei il sexy in vita mia Tu sei la punta di un iceberg Tu sei la mia signora, mia bella farfalla Mi fai venire voglia di esplodere Lei mi fa, sento come me

[kraakvars]

2678400000 milliseconds

2678400000 milliseconds

to see all the beauty and feel all the warmth you have to offer to squeeze that amazing body and hold it incredibly tight to learn to love you without any reservations

2678400 seconds

to climb right inside my heart and steal it to break down all my walls and pitch away all the fear to be there unconditionally as you’ve always been

44640 minutes

to listen to whatever you have to say to learn to be kind, and never rewind to be all I can be, because in your eyes I’m worth it

744 hours

waiting to see you again because I’m addicted seeing you and being knocked off my feet every single time waiting patiently to hear those words I can so plainly see

31 days

of bliss and romance, moments never forgotten, lest we forget time spent worthwhile, and never wasted the glorious days, the awesome moments, the quiet moments the amazing moments

1 month

a tick on a calendar, but a milestone in my life one page being turned, to open a canvas of potential a story that’s just started and I’m blessed to be able to be part of yours

together we’ll write this story together we’ll sing and dance together babe, because you’re the only one worth fighting for together babe, for as long as time allows

thank you for all the amazing moments thank you for trusting me thank you for allowing me to say I love you so dearly

[kraakvars]

young and sometimes distraught only an angel can steal my heart underlying compassion for a precious little gift

amazing times revolutionary roads extraordinary apparitions

time stands still when you breathe reminiscing with your hips on mine exploring the depth of my soul more than just a feeling evermore, hopefully forever never did I think I’d hear those words dumbstruck and hopelessly naked our heaven is in each other’s arms undying prospects and visions solace in the fact that I am yours

I am whatever you need me to be

living like it’s the last day on earth owing no one an explanation vowing to never turn my back even when it seems like there is no one

you break all the norms once upon a time I thought the world would end unending greatness and love warped that idiotic perspective

scenes that once broke the horizon charred times that moulded me hymns that use to bring down a flood of tears moments forgotten but held dear events that led to this magical moment times like these through thick and thin every single gasp of air wanting you remove all the bad moments love like there is no end to it indefinitely promising to stay the way I am not ever giving up on an amazing you God gave me his most beautiful Angel, and that’s you

[kraakvars]

bubbly soos ‘n marshmallow

Die koffiepot gaan van die tafel se rand af val Haastig staan ek bak hand onder om dit te beskerm Soos donderweer stort die koffie op my neer Nie so seer nie, maar lou warm, en perfek

My hart hang soos ‘n balon in die lig Trots wapper hy in die koel winters wind Alles is mos nou lankal al stil Al die kuikens is uit die kraal uit gejaag, en die spog haan bly

Of so glo ek,

maar genoeg om dieper in die see van warm in te duik Soos daai perfekte koffiepot

Lekker… Warm… en onverwags om die ergste te verwag maak alles so pragtig veral as alles so beeldskoon uit draai Soos jy

jy proe so soet want jy is so soet jy laat my wikkel van angs, want ek is soms “nervous”

bubbly soos ‘n marshmallow

lam in die bene asem totaal en al weg gebliksem

[kraakvars]

As he read, I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once.

John Green

[letmespeakfromtheheart-blog]

People in love always say that they have found the one.

That somebody who holds the key to unlocking their heart.

This is true but it embraces only a small piece of reality in love.

You captured all elements relating to the key of love.

You hold the master key,

The key to unlocking my...

[kraakvars]

Just amazing!

[kraakvars]

I think perhaps love comes from finding someone you feel utterly comfortable with, someone who makes you comfortable with yourself. It's like...finding yourself, or maybe it's like finding the other part of yourself.

Candice Proctor

[kraakvars]

We softly got lost in the things that would take us away and we never returned from them again. To us: that was each other.

Testy McTesterson