feelingstuck

Queer feminist jerkface, comics enthusiast and Homestuck & Animorphs fan. I'm mademoisellePlume on AO3. Icon was drawn by @gregvorbarra!

[dwarven-beard-spores]

Starting a gofundme for my friend Bunbury who's a terrible invalid,

[muffindemirtilo]

Well, I'm starting a gofundme for the funeral of my brother Ernest, who died in Paris of a severe chill,

[theconfusedacorn]

Yall,

Who

THE FUCK

Was going to tell me that:

The guy from The Amazing Devil, is ACTUALLY a guy named Joey Batey, and that this guy, Joey Batey, PLAYS THE BARD GUY IN THE WITCHER!?

AND HE DOES MORE MUSIC FOR THE SERIES BECAUSE HES A BARD!?

HELLO!?

I COULD'VE GOTTEN MORE MUSICAL CONTENT FROM THIS MAN THIS WHOLE TIME!?

WHO THE FUCK WAS GOING TO TELL ME ABOUT "BURN BUTCHER BURN"!?

SERIOUSLY!?

WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME!?

[thelostgirl21]

He also literally composed an entire song on his lute (yes, because the lute is not a prop, and he's the one playing it for real on the show!), all by himself, for the very first time, no less (he'd never composed music specifically for the lute before), and asked the people on the show if they were okay with replacing entire scenes of dialogue / flirting with him just singing something to the guy his character's got a crush on instead!

And that was a stroke of freaking genius!

Welcome aboard, BTW!

You really are in for a real treat, I'm telling you!

[krakendra]

Hi! Idk if u remember but back in Jan, I mentioned how the author said David didnt kill Saddler. After searching for so long, I finally remember, I got it from the TV Tropes Recap of 22. Here it is!

THE CONTEXT I CRAVED THANK YOU

oh man it's still not enough. kaa I beg of you a boon, how the fuck did david not kill saddler and yet take his place

how did saddler die

this is an egregious gap in the lore and I cannot stand it

lowkey obsessed that neither Rachel nor Jake cared enough to.... ask David about Saddler. my poor traumatized Berensons, do you think *they* just assumed David killed him?

[krakendra]

the scene in my head:

Rachel, crying in an ally with a rat begging for death: ...but what happened to my cousin

David: ...look, just kill me, I don't care about jake-

rachel: no, the other cousin

david: You have more cousins?!

rachel: saddler!! you killed him maybe??

david: nah

rachel: nah????

david: nah :)

[runmienn]

Coronabeth Tridentarius the woman you are🧎

[glassesanddisasters]

The worst woman you know, everyone's wife, Ianthe Tridentarius.

[crazyexdirkfriend]

I get real "I'm at soup" vibes from some media crit

[crazyexdirkfriend]

"All YA books are about vampires" you are looking at the supernatural romance shelf in a WHSmith. "All hip hop is misogynistic" have you considered listening to a female rapper. "All classic books are boring stories about straight white men" you are reading classic books by straight white men. "OFMD was the first time I saw a gay person on television" I don't even know how this happened but it's on you

[luna-azzurra]

Questions Your Character Is Too Afraid to Ask

(But desperately needs the answer to) Because these are the thoughts they won’t say out loud, but they shape everything they do.

If I stopped trying, would anyone notice?

Do they actually like me, or do I just make their life easier?

Am I hard to love?

What would they say about me if I left the room?

Would they stay if they saw the real me?

What if I’m only good at pretending to be good?

Was it actually love, or just obligation?

What happens if I fail again? What’s left of me then?

How long until they get tired of me?

What if I deserve the things I’m afraid of?

Am I healing or just hiding better?

Why do I feel more myself when I’m alone?

Do I want to be forgiven or just forget?

What if I never become the person they believe I am?

Am I still angry, or just numb?

Why can’t I let go of them, even after everything?

If they hurt me, and I stayed, did I hurt myself more?

Am I building a future, or just distracting myself from the past?

Is this what I want, or just what I’ve been told to want?

What if I was never meant to survive this, but I did anyway? Now what?

[krakendra]

the weird thing about not being very active on tumblr anymore is popping back in and not recognizing urls of mutuals. i know they must have changed them but who are they? i shan't unfollow, but be silently fond of a person without context to who they once were

[krakendra]

how are you supposed to decide cute clothes for your dnd character though

[penny-anna]

everyone at the daily planet thinks Lois is cheating on her husband with Superman. it's just like an open secret in the office & they think Clark is just cheerfully oblivious to the world's most public affair. they can't agree on whether to tell him or let him live in ignorant bliss.

eventually someone semi-new to the company works up the courage to sit him down and have the 'hey man I'm really sorry but I think you have a right to know' conversation and he's just like *totally not prepared for this situation* 'no it's fine... because... we're... in an open relationship??'

and anyway now the office rumour mill is just on fire

[penny-anna]

Lois:

Clark:

Lois, who has been trying for years to convince her colleagues that her relationship with Superman is strictly professional and that they're reading too much into it:

Clark, who is hardcore monogamous & now has people starting conversations with him at work about polyamory:

Lois, whose colleagues now feel empowered to ask her uncomfortably intimate questions about Superman:

Clark: ............look i panicked okay

Lois: why would you do this to me

[penny-anna]

obviously the only solution is to stage a very public breakup between Lois & Superman but that has its own drawbacks

Superman, at a JL meeting: *heaves his third world-weary sigh of the morning*

Flash: are you feeling okay? you seem really down

Superman: me and Lois broke up ):

Flash: yeah but. it was pretend, right? you're still married to her?

Superman: yeah i guess ):

Batman: he's upset because he can't hold his wife's hand in costume any more

Superman: LOOK I JUST WANT TO HOLD HER HAND OK

[nyxthechaosdragon]

Reporter: Superman! Superman, why did you break up with Lois Lane? She is by all accounts perfect

Superman, panicking: Because... because I'm dating Batman!

Bruce, halfway across the world, trying to take a damn vacation for once: "Take a break", they said, "relax we won't let anything happen", they said.

[therealslimshady]

@twilight0wanderer your comment about Jake and Rachel on the animorphs x GOT post tickled me so much I had to make this

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Just sent some books to somewhere called Mechanicsburg. Agatha Heterodyne arse town name.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

#Mechanicsburg pa???#home of the famous truffles the kitty?????

Taunt rescinded, didn't know they had a cat.

[shadowscripted]

Pennsylvania has a lot of small towns with special names. The most famous is Intercourse but there's also Holidaysburg, Latrobe, Lititz, Oil City, Altoona, Carbondale, Media, King of Prussia, the list goes on. My favorite is Prince Gallitzin State Park

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

Half of these are just "okay what did we build this town to do? Let's name it that."

My country has a City of Townsville so I really shouldn't throw stones.

[derinthescarletpescatarian]

#I remember seeing a sign along I81 for “fort indiantown gap road” which seems like too many things for a place to be

[landwriter]

just wanted to thank fandom, and in particular everybody who has ever let me a long heartfelt comment on my fic, because experiencing that as a creator of things has made me realize i myself am going through life as a coward. not only has your commenting materially changed me & encouraged me to write, but it has also made me change how i engage with all kinds of art because i cannot un-learn how powerful those kinds of comments can be.

i went to a show on the weekend and loved a band - big enough to tour nationally, small enough to be the opener at a $20 bar show. we chatted and i bought merch and it was perfectly lovely but i’d listened to their album since getting tickets and have come to love it in a much more specific and personal way than “awesome set, you guys were great”

in the past i would not have done anything with these feelings, and if i shared them with anyone it would have been my friends - certainly not the band. but instead i wrote them a long and earnest message the next day. embarrassing! horrible! but knowing what it has meant to me to receive such a message made me push through it and hit send even while wanting to pitch myself into a pit of personal mortification.

but what do you know, lo and behold, shocking no one except the cop and coward in my head, the lead singer replied thanking me, and talked more about their plans and music, in an even longer wall of text.

it’s things like this that keep me going as an artist, he said. thank you again, my heart is so full

anyways, so is mine, thinking of all the people who have told me exactly how something i shared made them feel, and made me confront how pointless and miserly it is to sit on my feelings and gratitude just because i am shy of showing them; what a sad dead end for the transformative touch of creation, when it could be reflected right back into the heart of the person who reached out into your guts in the first place.

here’s to those who keep it all going, and in doing so, spread it to the rest of us, rolling outward and outward, filling up hearts.

[krakendra]

dying for someone to lay out the differences in the songs between wicked the musical and the movies. i want a deep analysis of why every change was done

like down to the easiest one to point out, in 'wonderful: musical:

Is one a crusader? Or ruthless invader? VS

movie: Is one an invader or noble crusader?

why did we switch the order? why is the adjective on the crusader and not the invader?

where can i find the overanalytical wicked takes, i am dying, i am melting, meeeeeelting

[sakurabraches]

okay i know the point of contrasting glinda walking down the aisle to elphaba walking through the cages of Animals was probably a "lies in the light truth in the darkness" thing but there's a read of that choice that implies that, deep down, glinda finds heterosexual marriage as horrifying as elphaba finds Animals in cages, and that's just very, very funny

[beneathsilverstars]

tomorrow i have to give my daughter’s pikachu plushie gender-affirming surgery

[intellectual-punk]

[memeuplift]