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@kristynella
Travel the world, go on an adventure, discover new things. Don’t be in a hurry to look for that one guy who will spend the rest of your life with you. It will come at the right time, HIS time. For the mean time, treat yourself, spoil yourself. love yourself, have fun while you can. Love will follow anyway.
I settled for less than what I deserved
So in return, My heart got shattered into pieces
Ladies, NEVER settle for someone less than you deserve. NEVER. You should know your worth. A person who truly loves you will do what it takes to be worthy of your love. And vice versa.
Best of 2015
Hi guys, so i am pretty sure there is barely anyone who will read this, But for documentation purposes, i will summarize the highlights and low lights of my year. Highlights: I PASSED THE BOARD EXAM Pretty much blogged about this i guess. My year began great, in the society where I live in, people judge you when you pass or fail the board exam (Whick sucks). So passing this exam was the biggest milestone I've reached to date ILOCANDIA 2015 I was able to visit one of Philippines' finest place. Yeah. No joking when i saw fine, one place in Ilocos is included in the new seven wonders of the world. But what made this vacation extra special is it is my first out of town vacation with friends. Yes. First. PASSED PHARMD EXAM and proceeded to pharmD graduate course One of my dreams and goals in life is to Be a PharmD graduate. Ever since college, proceeding to PharmD was my ultimate goal. SAW MY SISTER AND DAD So my sister and Dad lives on the other side of the world, so barely see them. And their visit here in the Philippines was unexpected, so being with them made it extra special MOVED INTO A NEW CITY Getting enrolled to PharmD required me to move to a new city. A city I barely knew anyone. New place, new people, new beginning. Coming from a small town where almost everybody knows everyone, moving into a BIG city gave me a chance to renew myself. Met new people without them knowing a hint of my identity. I like it because they judged me based on what they saw, unlike when you're living in a small town, people will judge you based on your social media account, what friends of friends say about you, what they heard about you. LOWLIGHTS Death of my 4 yr old niece She died because of leukemia. I never really got that chance to be with her during her years or existence but she's still family, we share the same blood. It still hurts, besides when did death became a highlighy? HEARTBREAK Yes, i also blogged about this twice. This year, i experienced my second heartbreak. I thought it would be easier since it wasn't my first time, but it's still hard. There are random nights where in I still cry myself to sleep. And yes, still haven't completely healed up to this moment, but I know I will be okay.soon. Despite the lowlights this year, 2015 is still the best year to date. 2015 was i the year I reached a milestone, and not only for me but also for my family (they have their own milestones reached this year and I am very happy for them. Their victory is the family's victory) All this victory and milestone i owe to Jesus. He is the reason why my 2015 was a blast. Really couldn't imagine what a mess it would be without Him
If you have enough balls to do shit behind your girlfriend’s back, at least be man enough to admit it.
Cheating is never okay (via hellobeautifuloctober)
The best reason to go forward, is knowing you can’t go back.
Unknown (via psych-facts)
You'll always be the one i'll fall for.
I'm sorry, I still love you. And thank you for understanding me at all times.
The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places.
Ernest Hemingway (via psych-facts)
The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.
Fernando Pessoa (via psych-facts)
He f*cked a girl in the midst of our relationship
We dated for a year (more or less)
I was severely broken from being in a verbally abuse type of relationship before you came. I wasn’t the type that would cry myself to sleep every night kind of broken. I was the type of broken that I built around myself a wall. I hated guys, i hated dating, i hated love.
and then you came. I tried to shoo you away, to tell you to stop calling and texting me. But you were persistent. You tried and never stopped showing your love for me. Until one day, I took the risk of letting my walls down, and letting you into my life. We became a couple (i even started blogging about you, lol). I took the risk of falling in love with you, thinking it would be worth it.
We were in a long distance relationship from the very beginning. This was not the first time i had been in a LDR, so i thought we could handle it.
The first few months were amazing, i was in cloud nine every single day despite the distance. I was so inspired to study for my review (for board exam - and I passed!), and you said you were inspired with your studies as well. We were happy, we were in constant contact, We talked everyday. And every time we had a chance to see and be with each other, we made the most out of it.
But things were different as time passed. The “chemistry” started to loose it’s reaction. The calls and texts messages became shorter. Our late night conversations started to turn into early good nights. Everything change. Even in your efforts to see me and talk to me.
Despite everything, we tried to be strong. but we failed.
You started lying to me, and started not to tell me your whereabouts, you started to keep secrets. whole day texting and calling simply turned into good morning, how are you, goodnight. It was aweful. It was sad. I had a feeling you were cheating on me. but i shrugged it off.
With every passing day I hoped for us to get better. I hoped for us to overcome everything. But one day, I couldn’t handle the lies. So I asked for space. Space to help us improve, Space to help us better. Space to get us back together
I thought you would make a good effort to turn things back to normal. But you didn’t. I thought you would change for the better, but you didn’t. I thought you would try to fix things, but you didn’t. I cannot be fixing things by my own. It takes two to tango, you know?
Few weeks after, I received the most heartbreaking news, coming from one of your closest friend. I found out that you Fucked another girl in the midst of our relationship. Which means, even before I asked for space, or cool offor whatsover, you were already cheating on me.
I was shaking upon receiving the news .My heart was literally pounding so hard. It’s like it wanted to get a way from my body, and jump from the window of our condo. Even though I had a hint of this, it did not help. If my heart was made of glass, i could definitely hear it breaking. But my heart is not made out of glass, and I could not hear it breaking. But I felt it. I felt it so hard, and even till now, It hurts so freaking bad. I feel terrible, I feel stupid. I feel stupid for letting my walls down for someone like you. You know how bad my trust issues were, and you know how I trusted you. But you ruined it.
Where did I went wrong?
What happened to, “you’re the only one i want to spend my life with”
to, “I can’t live without you”
to, “I love you”
WHAT HAPPENED?
No, I am not mad. I am just hurt. SO HURT
You didn’t even gave me an explanation. Or an apology. Your reaction when I confronted you was so obvious. You didn’t even try to defend yourself. It hurts.
But never the less, I still do hope the best for you. I still pray for you every single night. I pray for your future, i pray for you to become a better person. I pray for you to quit your vices, I pray for you to realize that you need to start working for your future.
(also praying for you to finally finish college)
I thought I would be able to help you. But I can’t help someone who is not even willing.
Anyways, Thank you. Thank you for short yet wonderful time. Despite everything, I was still happy. You made me happy for a short time. So thank you. Thank you for the pain you’ve caused, because slowly but surely, I will be seeing the beauty of healing, the beauty of life, the beauty inside me you failed to see. Thank you, the pain I am feeling right now is going to make me stronger, wiser and better.
For the first time since you left I’m planning my future without you. I’m so excited to start over. I want to give this a real shot, I have nothing to lose. Nothing is set in stone but I need something to believe in and I believe I can do this so I will. Who would have known that you leaving would be the best thing that ever happened to me.
Moving on is like, waking up in the morning for school. It’s hard, but you have to.
(via finalfantasy5sos)
They’re not bad people but for some its not enough that you loved them if you’re not the person their heart wanted.
(via random-thoughts143)
When someone leaves, it’s because someone else is about to arrive.
Paulo Coelho, The Zahir (via wordsnquotes)
‘I’m bored’ is a useless thing to say. You live in a great, big, vast world that you’ve seen none percent of. And even the inside of your own mind is endless. It goes on forever inwardly. Do you understand? Being the fact that you’re alive is amazing, so you don’t get to be bored.
Louis C.K. (via m0re-adventurous)
Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense.
Buddha (via psych-facts)
Stop thinking so much, there’s no need to make yourself sad.
That’s what I tell myself, but it never seems to work (via lordbleu)
