I personally think that Shidou was born to parents who were neglectful. The type who never really cared what their kids were doing or watching as long as their kids didn’t bother them. There is strong evidence to support that either Shidou’s parents or Shidou himself were involved in some sort of sex work due to how normalized Shidou believes saying incredibly socially (sexually) unacceptable things are. Also, I would like to note that I doubt that Shidou says those weird things to make things uncomfortable. He’s like a hyper-energetic puppy who was never trained.
Many of his favorite things (as revealed in the Egoist Bible) have dark themes, including his favorite artist, Hide, having committed ———————. His favorite song is Pink Spider, which is about tearing someone else’s wings off because they’re so bored with their own world (Shidou is also often drawn with wings). His favorite manga, Chainsaw Man, includes a protagonist who lived through a horrible childhood and is constantly (initially) manipulated by Makima.
I’m sure you get the idea by now, but I want to point out a few more things. Shidou is often associated with the color pink, and pink is considered as a staple color for Japanese brothels. There is a thing called a Pink Salon in Japan, which is a type of brothel. Not only that, but when asked what he would bring with him on an abandoned island, he said that he would bring pink paint to draw while also mixing in a bit of blood.
Lastly, Shidou’s favorite football player, Zlanta Ibrahimovic, had a tragic early life and had gone through lots of abuse.
Shidou’s family composition is NEVER revealed to us in the Egoist Bible even though it is usually a staple question in the Egoist Bible profiles. Not only that, but Shidou had never played for a team before Blue Lock. Personally, I think that Ego might have sought out Shidou himself due to his constant reminders that many world-class players had horrible backgrounds, including Kaiser and Noa. So Ego purposely going to a Pink Salon brothel just to scout for Blue Lock isn’t entirely out of character for him.
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