self-cøntained calamity

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[kugel--blitz]

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This blog may contain imagery and descriptions of gore, torture, nsfw themes, body horror, existentialism, and other disturbing or potentially triggering content. There will probably be no images of graphic sexual acts, but there may be sexual context. There will potentially be graphic or stylized gore. 

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[kugel--blitz]

eugh.

[lustcannibalism]

they should invent a way to live my own life without the anger & despair that lingers

[soul-from-another-era]

[weltenwellen]

Erika L. Sánchez, from "Departure"

[kugel--blitz]

call me a cøward før carrying my grief?

i will burn yøu.

[kugel--blitz]

excise and dispøse.

[8nq-deactivated20161103]

[me-nikish]

[kugel--blitz]

shøuld fucking refuse it and make yøu live with yøur chøices.

[kugel--blitz]

as thøugh yøu were the øne wrønged in the end.

cute.

but the cøward in this støry is nøt i.

and i was right tø never entrust yøu with møre than my bødy.

[promqueendyke]

mihaly zichy ‘romantic encounter’ + these violent delights, micah nemerever 

[kugel--blitz]

øh gag me, søme things shøuld nøt be suffered tø exist.

[kugel--blitz]

and tact is nøt an impøssibility when the alternative is that whøle mess.

which is tø say, any day i can førget cøøkie exists is a gøød day.

øh well.

[kugel--blitz]

better at least tø nøt make the same mistake twice.

burnt ønce, never again.

[kugel--blitz]

cøuld stand tø hammer it a bit harder.

[kugel--blitz]

"let gø", as if yøu dø nøt shape the very framewørk øf my thøughts, when i cannøt find my way tø clarity.