So.. no ones following me. Expect my one awesome friend. So I guess no one will ever read this…
Which isn’t a bad thing, considering I am no writer. I have no idea what I’m doing really. Just saying whats on my mind.
I’m at work right now. Bored. Argueing with a friend on facebook. Is that how you spell argueing? Or is it arguing? Not really sure. Lately, I’ve been feeling really depressed. Like I want to kill myself. But then I think, why would I kill myself? There’s nothing wrong with me, or my life. My parents don’t beat me or anything. Sure they slapped me as a kid when I did something wrong, but a lot of parents do that. It’s what their parents did. And I may not be rich, but I’m not poor either. I work to make money, but I don’t have to support my family. I have a few good friends, some better than others. And sure, sometimes I get hurt.. but I’m sure I hurt them sometimes too…
I’m not really sure why I’m so depressed. It’s little things sometimes.. things I don’t think are big.. or important. But I guess they are, to me..
And bad things happen a lot. But they’re not huge bad things.. and there are good things too. Sometimes.
I need to start looking at life differently. I wish I could stop being so lazy.. I try, but then I still am. But I guess I need to continue to try.
I guess that’s what life is though. One big game. A board game! Where you have to try, the best that you can, to do anything you can possibly want, and get to the end. And maybe some things will never be accomplished, or be possible. But as long as I believe that there’s a chance, that I could maybe make things better, then that’s a good first step.
I guess thats it for today. Kinda corny. And a bit dumb. But I just had to say it. Let it spill out from the tips of my fingers. When I say that, I imagine my fingers throwing up words. It’s actually pretty gross.. haha
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