噛ませ犬

THE DOG IS ME, AND I AM MYSELF.

[kusattainu]

#KUSATTAINU. ind. sel. jjk oc. fudō suiren. 【不動睡蓮】 they / them. rescued by sena. 33. they / he. white & puerto rican.

lore-dependent sb : @inugamimochi.

Visit Original Link

important links :

the fudō clan lore doc.

glossary.

canon verse breakdown.

lore.

aesthetics :

pinterest.

main playlist.

cursed spirit suiren playlist.

suiren's personal playlist.

quick facts :

surname fudō (不動), given name suiren (睡蓮)

x-gender (chūsei/gender neutral subgroup) & gay. in english uses they/them pronouns only. gender neutral terms preferred; some masculine terms accepted

a year above satoru, suguru, & shōko; never graduated

unable to sleep since they were 6 after their father cursed them

carries a cursed spirit in them called an inugami; their family's technique uses inugami, but their situation is unique

forbidden to leave tōkyō by the higher-ups

works at a konbini (familymart) practically 24/7

has protanopia, anxiety & depression, and is audhd. has extremely poor memory + hallucinations due to lack of sleep. often is covered in injuries and bandages due to curse

6'5" (195.6cm) in height pre-shibuya. 6'11" (210.8cm) in height post-shibuya. classified as a special grade cursed spirit following the events of shibuya

[mangadore]

[mostlyfate]

Yamazaki Kento as Kumogakure Kuro & Hamabe Minami as Noguchi Ayaka in UNDER NINJA アンダーニンジャ (2025) dir. Fukuda Yuichi

[kittychicha]

[sweatermuppet]

everyone avert your eyes [expresses a standard human emotion] [illogically experiences shame even with only myself as witness]

[sweatermuppet]

acts like an animal looking for a private place to die (experience a very basic + necessary feeling)

[twoheadedfawnn]

you ever feel like you were born with something rotten inside you and if people get close enough they’re gonna find out

[jinjahimea]

activity update!

i'm going to be on a trip with @bornhollow from 1/23-1/27! i'm spending the days leading up to it cleaning up my apt and making sure i have everything packed, so my activity for the next week will be limited (or nonexistent) across all my blogs! i'll likely still pop in on disco from time to time, but otherwise i'll be away, so writing will resume when i return!

[senaedits]

hello, and welcome to #SENAEDITS; i'm sena ( they / he ), and i've decided to open up graphic commissions! this account, as well as my ko-fi commissions page, showcase examples of my work ( as well as my pricing ); if you are interested, please reach out to me via either my asks here or on my ko-fi page directly! please share this around to spread the word if you can, thank you!

slots open : 5 / 5 ! comms in progress : 0 !

[tempusnon]

John Divola 

Dogs Chasing My Car in the Desert (diptych)

1996-2001 / printed 2004

Gelatin silver print

[feral-ballad]

Joy Harjo, from An American Sunrise: Poems; “Desire’s Dog”

[Text ID: “Even when I dreamed, I dreamed a chain around / my neck. / Desire is a bone with traces of fat. / I lay at the feet of desire for years.”]

[feral-ballad]

Anne Sexton, from Live or Die; “For the year of the insane”

[Text ID: “My body is useless. / It lies, curled like a dog on the carpet. / It has given up.”]

[feral-ballad]

Unfortunately I threw my heart to the dogs. Never mind. No one will notice how much is missing from the inside, will they?

Jeanette Winterson, from Gut Symmetries

[feral-ballad]

Alda Merini, tr. by Susan Stewart, from Love Lessons: Selected Poems of Alda Merini; “The cry of death”

[Text ID: “heart made of rot and solitude”]

[uhhsnail]

I love a character raised to be a weapon as much as the next guy. But what really gets me is a character raised to be a shield. Who can’t fathom being needed—or even being wanted— beyond keeping others safe. Who believe they are alive only to insure someone doesn’t die. no matter the cost. Characters who self-sacrifice not because they think they deserve it, but because no one else does deserve it, and it’s their job to protect.

Characters who’ve been told that’s why your important. Your worth something because this other person/ thing is important, and you are here solely to keep them safe.

Bonus points if it’s not a legitimate job they’ve been given. Maybe at one point it was, but now that they are free from it, they haven’t given up that mentality. No one is forcing or asking them to do this, but they need to. They need to in order to be deserving.

[mournfulroses]

Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry featured in “A Passionate Apprentice,”

[mon3trs]

temporarily embarrassed rotting piece of flesh

[ojibwa]