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* SHE WAS SUCH A LOVELY DEAR !!
ABOUT . RULES .
-- penned by boo .
“holding grudges isn’t good for you” yeah well neither is people hurting me and getting away w/ it so here we are
Yuri:
Yuri stopped in his tracks. Quit?“No, wait–” That wasn’t what he meant at all. He knew her well enough that she was likely saying that sarcastically, but the bitterness in her voice made it sound very, very real. “How can you say that?” he asked. “You can’t quit now! Not while you still…” He knew she had what it takes to win. Anastaysia was, in fact, talented; she had worked hard to reach this point, and the fact that Yuri had been upset was evidence of how close she was to the top. If she were to actually quit now, he knew that his heart would feel empty for her absence.
Hearing her explanation, though, it all started to come together. Yuri sighed and unclenched his fists. “Heh… Consider your goal achieved, then,” he said. “It was definitely a surprise, which makes you one of the best here.” Surprising the audience… That was the key to being the greatest, and he knew that well.
“If this is where you’re at now, I’d better see some impressive scores when you compete,” he smirked. “I might even have to teach you a couple moves. Maybe you’ll land a couple quads.” Though he didn’t follow women’s singles, he at least knew that no woman had ever attempted one in competition– not yet. With work and dedication, though, he had faith that Anastaysia could do it.
❝ You put a lot of faith in me... ❞
She wanted to say that he shouldn’t, that it would be better to only focus on himself, you are your biggest supporter, after all. But she believes that she’s said enough negative things already. Skaters are nothing without support, often does the pressure of expectations & thousands of eyes watching & judging you effects the mental state, though it’s the question if Anastaysia deserves that kind of support from him that makes her hesitant.
She wouldn’t quit, after putting so much effort into coming back from her hiatus, she couldn’t... This was what she loved.
❝ ... You really believe I could land a quad ?? ❞
Never had she ever attempted to do a quad before in her time of skating, she deemed it unnecessary & a risk, but leave it to Yuri to want to push her limits. Anastaysia is at her best, better than she was in the past... Maybe it wasn’t completely impossible for her to attempt something so daring.
Yuri may be the only person that can make her question her own abilities.
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apologies for not being here, i’ve been really tired recently
@captivemuses asked: (from Yurio) “why do you have that look on your face?”
Random Dialog Prompts || Accepting !!
❝ I’m tired. Did not sleep well. ❞
It’s why she looked so unmotivated, for someone who rarely shows much expression at all, it was easy to pick up on her being in such a foul mood. Closing her eyes felt nice, but she couldn’t just fall asleep wherever she wanted, how unprofessional would that look?
She just didn’t want to skate today, it was already such a chore for her to even tie up her laces properly.
❝ I’m going to pass out on the ice at this rate... ❞
more random dialogue prompts ,
“why do you have that look on your face?”
“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”
“what have you done to yourself?”
“did you do something different with your hair?”
“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”
“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”
“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”
“there’s something wrong with me.”
“no, i don’t hate you.”
“hey stupid.”
“we’re aren’t them.”
“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”
“you know you’re wrong.”
“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”
“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”
“what makes me so special?”
“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”
“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”
“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”
"how about we don’t do that.”
“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”
“you’re the worst.”
“i don’t need you right now.”
“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”
“i thought you were supposed to call me.”
“take my hand.”
“i need you.”
“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”
“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”
“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”
“why won’t you tell me what happened?”
“you don’t know what this means to me.
“i know it doesn’t make sense.”
“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”
“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”
“your voice is putting me to sleep.”
“did you find what you were looking for?”
"you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”
“well, i guess that’s broken.”
“i thought it was part of the act.”
“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”
“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”
“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”
“how could you do this to me?”
“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”
“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”
“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”
“people think i’m weird.”
“i think i’m losing myself again.”
“you can’t be here.”
“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”
“do you know what today is?”
“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”
“i need to get out.”
“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”
“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”
“you gonna eat that?”
“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”
“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”
“we’ll never make it in time.”
“you’d be late for your own funeral.”
“you should have seen it coming.”
“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”
“why can’t you just be happy for me?”
“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”
“is this how you flirt with everyone?”
“how much longer till we’re there?”
“what have you done?”
“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”
“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”
“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”
“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”
“i never want to hear you say that again.”
“you’re all i have.”
“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”
“i was doing so well until you showed up.”
“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”
“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”
“how can you stand this place?”
“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”
“you need to stop.”
“i don’t like that look, what happened?”
“is that seriously your password?”
“what’s your problem?”
“you had no right to use it without asking.”
“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”
“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”
“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”
“why do you want to help me?”
“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”
“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”
“hey, look what came in the mail!”
“do you want to get a drink or something?”
“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”
“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”
“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”
“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”
“you need to leave.”
“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”
“i do blame you.”
“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”
“you’re no longer useful to me.”
“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”
ana is such a shithead that it’s easy for her to be nonchalant about most things and i’m so sorry for those who have to deal with that
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Yuri:
“You think I’m mad because of that?!” Yuri understood completely if she had to drop out for… whatever reason. Even athletes in top form needed breaks every now and then, just to make sure they didn’t overwork themselves and break down. Things happened, and for him that was already in the past. Sure, he’d missed seeing her at practice, but that was the least of his concerns.
“You’re sorry? Yeah, like that’s going to help!” he scoffed. “I had to just ignore the fact that you were missing the whole season. I didn’t know if you were watching or if you were ever coming back– and now this!” He wasn’t very good at expressing his feelings, only aggression, and so he was likely coming across far more harshly than he truly intended.
“You’re not allowed to be this good coming back from a break,” he huffed. “If I’d known that…” He might have given her a warmer welcome– might have actually paid more attention to what she was doing in practice, might have skated with her to push her more. “You should speak up more.”
❝ Then maybe I should quit. ❞
She wasn’t good at handling other people’s emotions, especially Yuri’s. She usually just let him calm down, but it was clear that wouldn’t happen so quickly, this was really the only thing she could think of to catch him off guard.
❝ -- If I’m not allowed to be good, then maybe skating isn’t for me, yeah ?? Would hate to step on the toes of the Russian Punk Tiger, Yuri Plisetsky. ❞
It’s not as if she’d ever go up against Yuri to begin with, even if he did challenge her, she’d most likely decline. Anastaysia just had no idea what to do in this situation, she can’t do more than apologize... She was just bluffing, of course, but her own negative emotions got the best of her.
❝ I have been watching. If you were on break & was still on the playing field; you’d do the same. Only reason I wasn’t watching today was because I needed to prove I wasn’t slacking off. I know you’d tear into me if I was. ❞
Watching his progress while she was out gave her some hope that she wouldn’t be as rusty when she did return, as she didn’t plan to be gone for long. She didn’t know what he wanted from her, what more could she give him other than her full attention...
❝ ... I should’ve kept you up to date. A heads up, a text, anything... & I’m sorry that I didn’t. I guess... I wanted to surprise you today. ❞
Yuri:
“Tch. Look who’s talking.” It wasn’t just neglect; he’d been denied the chance to watch Anastaysia grow as a skater in turn, while she’d been away from the game. How was he supposed to know if she was even in good form, let alone starting to close the gap between their skill levels?
“I’m not upset!” he shouted back, clearly bothered. “You don’t get to come out of nowhere and surprise me like that!” As mad as he was about being ignored, he was far angrier at how good she’d gotten– without him. He’d been paying more attention to the others lately, now that the other Yuri had more or less moved in, and found gratification from being an example for others to aspire to. Being close with Anastaysia, he’d secretly hoped that he could inspire her, too. It disappointed him to know that she’d more or less moved on during her absence. “I’d challenge you to a competition here and now, but we both know it wouldn’t be a fair match.”
❝ You really are mad about me being gone, huh. ❞
She expected as much from him, it’s not as if she bothered to even keep him up to date with what was going on with her during her absence. But then again, Anastaysia was never the kind of person to involve others in her personal affairs, mainly keeping her life to herself. Even with their close relationship, she still felt the need to keep him out such affairs, in her eyes it just didn’t seem fair to rope him in. Besides, she doubted he would’ve let her walk away from the rink so easily if she did tell him.
❝ I’m sorry I kept quiet. I took some well needed time off from competitive skating, for reasons that don’t concern you. But I know I could’ve at least kept in touch in some way... ❞
Being reserved was going to cost her one of these days, but old habits die hard, she can’t help being the kind of person that she is, but was aware that she would have to make up for the mistakes she’s made. She was just... Unsure how to do so.
❝ If it’s any consolation, I did miss you. You have every right to be mad at me. Though, I’m not sure how a competition would solve things, if not just an attempt to get back at me. Which is completely fair. ❞
She’s really trying to handle this the best she can.
@tsundere-yurio cont. [x]
❝ You’re still as arrogant as ever. I know you skate better than the rest of the Russian skaters, why should I waste my time watching what I already know. ❞
Anastaysia was always the kind of person to focus on herself before tending to others, even when it came to Yuri; she always did what she needed to do first. She had been out of the game for a while, having taken some time off without much notice, so she had to make up for the time she was gone.
❝ Don’t tell me you’re upset that I’m neglecting you. ❞
@hyesus asked: ‘ are you talking to me? ’
Question Starters || Accepting !!
❝ Nyet, I am talking to the invisible person behind you. ❞
Leave it to Anastaysia to be needlessly rude to someone she barely knew, but a soft sigh left her as she calmed herself a bit, she had been going on about something that only mattered to her anyway, she wasn’t going to repeat herself even if she was asked to.
❝ ... It’s whatever. Even if you weren’t listening, I got to get it all out of my system. ❞
@captivemuses asked: Kingdom Hearts for the fandom meme!
Send Me A Fandom || Accepting !!
am i familiar with it? - yeah, i know the game and that a lot of people like it, but i’ve never played it myself. do i like the fandom itself? - hard to say, i don’t really follow the KH fandom who’s my favorite character? - sad to say i can’t really answer this question because i know none of the characters besides sora 😭 if i had to choose, who would i roleplay? - again, i have no idea due to my lack of knowledge of the characters in game ;w;
𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
feel free to change any pronouns or subjects (or reverse). tw for blood, death and physical violence mention.
‘ is it complete? ’
‘ who are you? ’
‘ who is this? ’
‘ why are you bleeding? ’
‘ what would i do without you? ’
‘ do you feel alright? ’
‘ what’s your name? ’
‘ why do you hate me? ’
‘ do you want something to eat? ’
‘ aren’t you supposed to be someone important? ’
‘ did you read it yet? ’
‘ can you help me? ’
‘ why do you act so weirdly? ’
‘ what do i do with someone like you? ’
‘ you awake? ’
‘ can’t you tell left from right? ’
‘ how dare you? ’
‘ can i have a word? ’
‘ why didn’t you fight back? ’
‘ can you stop interupting me? ’
‘ why are you here? ’
‘ what happened? ’
‘ haven’t you said enough? ’
‘ why are you still ___? ’
‘ why don’t you shut up and be quiet? ’
‘ what did you dream of? ’
‘ why are you yelling? ’
‘ how could you say that? ’
‘ is that mine? ’
‘ why did you turn out this way? ’
‘ are you talking to me? ’
‘ why won’t he date me? ’
‘ why did you hit him? ’
‘ why are you crying yourself to sleep? ’
‘ are you serious? ’
‘ who did this? ’
‘ will i regret this? ’
‘ do you promise? ’
‘ is that mine? ’
‘ am i dead? ’
‘ can you stop moving? ’
‘ is he looking at me? ’
‘ does it hurt? ’
‘ how did that happen? ’
‘ what’s the weather for tomorrow? ’
‘ are you in love with me yet? ’
‘ is it that important? ’
‘ want some? ’
‘ was that an accident? ’
‘ what’s the deal with you? ’
‘ who do you think you are? ’
‘ can i ask you something? ’
‘ why don’t you leave then? ’
‘ how could you? ’
‘ is this all you can do? ’
‘ why is this here? ’
‘ how did you get in here? ’
‘ is it freezing to you? ’
‘ what are you making tdday? ’
‘ are you lost? ’
‘ has it been that long? ’
‘ how could you? ’
apologies for the absence !! been busy with my dnd blogs