Like a Virus

Choi Kiyeol. Also known online as Virus. He is a twenty-seven year old hacker who prefers the life of solitude. Sometimes people call him a hermit. He is a computer programming major who was forced to enroll in the university. He is socially awkward and is known to be lonely. However he is loyal and would die for his friends.

[kvyeol-blog]

@ilsvng​

Kiyeol had just left his friend for a moment to grab another glass of wine. He certainly wasn’t planning on drinking this much but hey, he needed to loosen up. Others could tell he was tense and nervous and that was simply making Kiyeol more nervous. He grabbed his glass and whirled around, bumping into another person. Luckily the collision wasn’t hard enough to send either of them flying but, Kiyeol’s wine dribbled a little onto the ground (luckily not onto anyone’s outfits). “Oh... I’m so sorry...” he quickly apologized with a small bow. “I didn’t mean to--” he voice immediately dropped. The moment he saw who he had run into he froze completely. There was absolutely no way that Ilsung was here. No way. Kiyeol was paralyzed with fear. His past was rushing back to him. Ilsung was there with Kiyeol’s father. Ilsung witnessed what his father did to him all those years ago. Sure, Ilsung was much younger then but, he was still involved. He was still a part of it all. Kiyeol didn’t know whether to fight, or run. Kiyeol simply stood there, frozen and waiting for Ilsung’s next move. 

[kvyeol-blog]

mierred:

an alcoholic drink in one hand and her smartphone in another. evidently, mijin was influenced to come but within five minutes her friend was no where to be found. abandoned. it wasn’t a surprise. she doesn’t have nearly as much friends as her friend does so it was inevitable. she was resting against the wall when a nudge came to her shoulder. upon meeting the intruder’s gaze, a smile tore her lips.  “ kiyeol ? “  she couldn’t help a short laugh. he was an anti-social computer hermit. he was the LAST person she’d ever peg as a party-goer.  “ sadly, no. big parties like these aren’t my favourite. i prefer to stay home and kick your ass on overwatch. but it seems like we’re both stuck here. “  her phone was no longer needed as entertainment as it was tucked safely in her handbag. the one reason she hates dresses, and refuses to wear them, is because of the lack of pockets.  “ who forced you to come ? minae dragged me here but as you can see ─ i was dumped. “ 

Kiyeol raised a brow and nodded as it looked like she couldn’t believe he was at the party. “I know right? What is... a handsome guy like me... doing at a place like this?” he teased. He let out a small groan at the mention of Overwatch; he was homesick for his apartment already and he just wanted to play his video games. “Oh god... I would love... to play Overwatch... right now...” he responded. “Except... I would be kicking your ass~” he grinned. “Ahh.... Minsu... dragged me here. He always... brings me to parties. But they have never... been this big...” he sighed. But, he simply shrugged; at least his friend would be proud of him for meeting so many new people. “Who knew... that so many people... went to this school...” he mumbled. 

[kvyeol-blog]

jxwoo:

🌸 – JIWOO let out a high-pitched whine then, hopping up and down as they pouted in kiyeol’s direction. “you should have come to me. i was waiting for yooou” they grumbled, tugging on his arm gently as they puffed their lips out. “so? i wanted to see you tonight too. why wouldn’t i want to see you as often as possible?” they couldn’t help but frown as their friend began to hide his eyes. they wished that he could see attractive he was, in both appearance and personality, and that he would be more confident in himself. “of course i do. i wouldn’t have said it if i didn’t think so.” despite the fact that jiwoo could be a ridiculous flirt, they usually complimented things they actually found attractive in whoever they were talking to. it was just the polite thing to do. “yeah. besides, we could always go out into the party if we want. even though you said you’re not good at dancing, we can still slow dance. that’s just like hugging and swaying to the music. i can lead too, if you want” they whispered the last part, a small smirk playing at their lips as they looked at kiyeol for any type of reaction.

His eyes widened slightly in surprise, “you were... waiting for... me?” Even though the two of them were friends, hearing him say that made his heart skip a beat. The fact that Jiwoo wanted to see Kiyeol just as much as he wanted to see them was weird. Just because these feelings were so foreign. “I-I wanted to see you too... I just... I-I was... ah... I’m sorry...” he stumbled. He was still having problems trying to speak and convey his feelings. It was just something that would come with practice he hoped. “You look good too... you know...” Kiyeol smiled. “Are you sure... you wanna dance with me?” he asked with a light blush forming on his cheeks. “I mean... if you don’t mind teaching me... I would... love to dance with you...” he nearly whispered, his face beginning to turn more red. 

[kvyeol-blog]

@miinsup​

Kiyeol was on a mission. He was done being a wallflower for the moment. He was on a mission to find a certain someone who dragged him to the party in the first place. Kiyeol knew that he needed to get over his fear of others and the party sounded like a good idea at first. But it seemed like the party was dragging on longer and longer as he was becoming more tired. Kiyeol had no idea that this is what university celebrations were like. Finally he spotted his goal. “Minsu-ah!” Kiyeol called out (albeit in his quiet voice). He approached the other with a small tap on the shoulder. “Are you... enjoying your night?” he asked. “Was it worth it... dragging me out.. of my apartment?” he teased. 

[kvyeol-blog]

ofcnayoung:

Her hands joined together around his back, holding him closer than before once she was sure she was okay with the embrace. How could the girl forget about him when he had been one of the few friends she had for so many years? How could she be mad at him when he had given her friendship when no one else would? How could she have any other reaction then the happy one she felt right then. A lot had happened since the last time she saw him, but even when everything seemed to go wrong she never thought of him with bitter thoughts. Sure, she had been sad when he had first disappeared from her life because then he was just another person she could add to her list of people who abandoned her, but as time went on all she could so was smile at the thought of her old friend since he had never given her any bad memories besides him leaving. She wanted to lie and say she was mad at him, but seeing him washed away any anger she could have felt. “I’m too happy to see you to be mad at you.”  She pulled away from the hugs just a bit so she could see his face, “Why? do you want me to be mad at you?” A grin appearing as well as a small giggle before she brought her chin to rest on his shoulder again. “I won’t even if you wanted me to.”

When the joy remained on her face Kiyeol immediately thought she was too good to him. She was too nice to him. He loved that about her. She was able to forgive him so quickly. He just stumbled back into her life and she was treating him the exact same as she always had. This was something that he missed. This was something that he needed in his life. He ran his hand gently through her hair and smiled. “You... are too good to me...” he spoke. “I mean... it would be kinda... scary... to see you mad~ I can’t even imagine it...” he chuckled. Nayoung was still the same girl he had known all those years ago. Well, in this moment she was like the same girl. He had wondered how much she had changed; how much she had grown. And he was glad that they were together again. He was glad that he would be able to see her grow from now on. Well, if she came by his apartment and visited him from time to time. He still didn’t have plans on attending classes but, he would figure something out. “So... what have you been up... these days? You’re still not... being bullied.. are you?”

[blackmirkey-blog]

[kvyeol-blog]

jxwoo:

🌸 – THEY couldn’t help but smile at his reaction to them just seemingly popping up out of nowhere. it was so much fun being around kiyeol in jiwoo’s eyes. “i’m sorry, but you weren’t coming to talk to me and i was getting impatient” they explained, the pitch of their voice higher and more child-like as they batted their eyelashes at him. “you should have come and said ‘hello’ to me. i’ve missed you so much.” they looked at him, studying his features, and smiling at the fact that he wasn’t wearing glasses tonight. “you look so cute, you know. you should wear contacts more often. then i can see your pretty eyes.” they leaned against him then, wanting to be as close to him as possible and hopefully make it so others wouldn’t approach them, and nodded. “mhm, especially since i’m here with you now.”

He scratched the back of his head and let out a sheepish grin. “W-Well... you seemed to be having so much fun and... I didn’t want to bother you...” he admitted. “Besides... I’m not... that good at dancing...” he chuckled. Kiyeol couldn’t help but smile at Jiwoo. They were just being so damn cute and that’s all he could think about. But, he was trying not to be obvious with his dumb grinning. “Oh really? But you... just saw me... a few days ago~” Kiyeol teased. His eyes widened slightly at the compliment and he shook his head, trying to hide his eyes with his hair. Kiyeol was trying to do everything in his power to not blush at the compliment. “Do you... really think so? I mean... my eyes aren’t... that great...” he mumbled through his smile. Kiyeol was biting his lip at the physical contact; Jiwoo was really cute up close. He shook his head and tried to get his mind thinking straight. He didn’t want things to be this obvious. “Here with me?” he repeated, almost in awe. “Even though... I’m just standing here... at the edge of the party?”

[kvyeol-blog]

jxwoo:

🌸 – IT was pretty obvious to jiwoo that someone was watching them, but they pretended not to notice at all as they conversed with others at the party. of course they wanted to immediately go over to kiyeol as soon as their eyes landed on him, but that wasn’t exactly fun either. besides, what if he was waiting for someone? that didn’t exactly make them the happiest, although they knew they should at least be somewhat happy that their friend was making other friends. it would be a shame and a waste of a good boy with an interesting personality. eventually, however, their desire to see and be close to their friend outweighed any other and they slowly made their way over in a less than straight fashion. they were actually hoping to sneak up on him if it were possible. just the thought of his reaction was enough to give jiwoo the giggles. once they were actually next to him, they leaned in and whispered into his ear, “what are you looking at, yeolie? i’m right here.”

The next time Kiyeol looked up from his phone a small frown appeared on his face when he couldn’t find Jiwoo. He tried to shrug it off and went back onto his phone. That was until there was a voice very close to his ear which caused him to jump and throw his phone. Luckily he caught it with his fast reflexes. He quickly glanced to see who it was and his face quickly flushed red. “Y-Yah... Jiwoo... you scared me...” he stuttered before he broke out into a grin. Honestly he was quite glad that Jiwoo approached him. He immediately became very aware of his attire and the fact that he chose to actually wear contacts tonight instead of his glasses. He began to feel self-conscious but was trying hard not to show it. He habitually reached up to touch his glasses but they weren’t there. “Are... you enjoying yourself tonight?” he asked softly. 

[kvyeol-blog]

ofnayeons:

The brunette was doing her best not to scare him, the last thing she wanted was for him to start panicking in a hall full of people. “Oh really?” She asked, genuinely interested in to heard more about him and to get him to speak some more - she wanted him to not look so nervous around her. “What’s your favorite food to eat? Have you tried the chocolate strawberries here? They’re delicious but then again I love anything to do with chocolate.” Nayeon held out a slim hand, perfectly painted nails shining as the light hit her tanned skin. “It’s nice to meet you too Kiyeol.” She was caught off guard at first from his question, most people knew the crowd that she was in and new she wasn’t a regular student but then again she had to remind herself that she was talking to someone who was new here. “The criminal one,” she shrugged, making no big deal out of it. “What about you?”

At the mention of the chocolate strawberries he flickered his eyes towards them and he added a few to his plate. “No... I haven’t yet...” he smiled. “I really like to snack on the brownies... I quite... love chocolate as well...” he grinned sheepishly. “I really love... sweets in general... but chocolate is my weakness...” he chuckled. Kiyeol appreciated that the girl was putting effort into making conversation with an awkward guy like him. He shook her hand gently when she offered and he gave her a polite bow. Kiyeol bit his lip nervously when he could tell she was shocked by his sudden question. He wondered if that wasn’t something you normally ask around here. Kiyeol was cursing at himself once again for blurting out such strange questions. “I’m glad.. to meet someone... in the same program as me...” Kiyeol nearly whispered. “Everyone here is.. so nice... it kinda made me feel like...” his voice trailed off. It made him feel like he was the alien once again. Honestly, Kiyeol had never met anyone else who had made the same ‘mistakes’ that he did. He only knew what he had seen on the internet and he was relieved that the people here did not live up to that stereotype. 

[kvyeol-blog]

@jxwoo​

It was inevitable now. There was no escaping this party. No matter where Kiyeol went to try and get some quiet, if even for only an hour; it just didn’t work. Someone always showed up one way or another. Not that Kiyeol didn’t mind the people that were here. He just simply wasn’t used to all the socialization and it was tiring him out. It was surprising though how many people approached him despite him standing on his own like a wallflower. Every now and then his eyes would drift over the dancing crowd and he would just people-watch. And every now and then his eyes would drift over to a certain person. Jiwoo. Jiwoo was one of the first people who introduced themselves to Kiyeol when he first moved. Jiwoo was always so nice to Kiyeol and there was just something about them that was alluring. But, Kiyeol kept this to himself. When Jiwoo looked like they were gonna turn towards Kiyeol he quickly turned away and pulled out his phone. He didn’t want Jiwoo to catch him staring; he was worried what Jiwoo would think. He wanted to approach his friend but, he was too nervous to. Instead he continued playing around on his phone, glancing up only now and then to see if he could still find Jiwoo. 

[kvyeol-blog]

tommyish:

tommy laughed at the other’s compliment, his face flushing with embarrassment. ‘ ah, thank you. it feels great too.’ maybe he should wear suits more often? ‘ dragged? that makes sense. unfortunately you can’t really hack your way out of this one. don’t you wish there was a CHEAT CODE you could use in real life? to make things easier? i wish i could socialize with these people too. but, man, i wouldn’t know what to say. ’ there he goes, incorporating video games into his real life problems. video games were what he truly knew best. tommy grinned at the kiyeol’s question, ‘ ah you look fine. i just hope you can see, yeah? maybe  you can catch a new lover tonight.’ he teased the other. ‘ anyway, you want to grab some punch? i hadn’t had anything to drink since i got here and the dance is making me so nervous my mouth is going dry. ’

“I’m glad... you like the suit... I don’t really... like wearing mine...” he chuckled. “It’s just... really tight... and uncomfortable... I think so... anyway.” He nodded in response to Tommy’s comment. “God... I wish there was... a hack or a cheat... or something.... wouldn’t that make... life great?” he laughed. Kiyeol loved how Tommy could relate to Kiyeol’s way of thinking. Tommy always knew how to make Kiyeol’s day just a little bit brighter through simple conversation. He was glad that he was able to run into Tommy this night. “Yeah I can see... I’m wearing contacts... for once...” Kiyeol’s face immediately turned bright red and he covered his face. “I-I... I don’t think... that’s even possible...” he stuttered, trying to cover up his embarrassment. He tried to shake off the feeling and returned to smiling at his friend. “Yeah.. I’d love to! The food here... is pretty good too! Much better than... instant noodles~”

[jaewvns]

     bright yellow petals on the floor is what weepy hues are now staring at. he promised himself he’d be stronger from now on, someone that would do the protecting instead of needing it – it just so happens that the world wasn’t very fond of the idea. someone decided it’d be a nice sentiment to go ahead and rip the daisy from the side pocket of his button-up the instant he stepped outside for some air, to throw it on the floor and let it wither. iseul would be the first to admit that he wasn’t looking forward to the evolving night. it scared him the instant he walked in and the deep ringing in his ear grew louder. this exchange just seemed to prove his point. the tips of his ears were painted a deep red due to the long-lasting seeded embarrassment. the waves of optimism that usually radiated off of him were not long gone leaving nothing but a confused and dazed shell. it was as if he were in a trance, his eyes not wanting to let go of the once vibrant organism. his hands clenched so hard against his palm he was so sure he was drawing blood by now .. but even that didn’t matter. biting his lip, his eyelashes fluttered the instant he finally managed to close his eyes – iseul simply wanted the night to be o v e r.

[kvyeol-blog]

Kiyeol’s night was becoming an interesting one. However, he was exhausted and everywhere he went there were people. Too many people. Even when he tried to be on his own there were more people at every corner. Maybe going outside would be a better idea. So he wandered outside and witnessed an interesting scene. There was a boy with a flower and another who decided the boy would be his victim. Kiyeol wasn’t sure what to do at that moment; maybe the two were friends? But that thought was short-lived when the individual decided to rip the flower and throw it to the ground with a laugh. The boy looked crushed, and there was nothing Kiyeol hated more than abusive people. The Kiyeol that was approaching the two, was not your usual, soft-spoken Kiyeol. He grabbed the individual's shoulder tightly and forced them to spin around and face Kiyeol. “You apologize to the kid right now or else you would’ve wished you never came to the party in the first place.” Kiyeol hissed, defending the boy. 

[kvyeol-blog]

bbyminnie:

     ‘ i’m glad you get that , ’  she smiled slightly , stepping back from him at his nervousness. the way he was purposefully avoiding meeting her eye making her realize that she might have made him uncomfortable. minnie’s hands letting her hair go and her arms crossing comfortably at her stomach. while the outfit was slightly revealing , she was now mostly covered. trying to DISTRACT him was fine , but coming off…slutty was one thing she didn’t want to do. with rumors of her around campus being a prostitute , she didn’t want to add any fire to the false claims.  ‘ we wouldn’t be the greatest of friends then. i’m told i talk too much…sometimes. ’  a SOFT chuckle following her words. words that were true , though usually only when she had gotten close to someone. most times people thought she could be rather cruel , her stoic nature in public scaring everyone away.  ‘ ah ~ so you’re new. `well , welcome to hongdae choi kiyeol. i’m kim minae. ’  and lazily she held out her hand.

“I... I hope I’m not... making things... worse for you...” he spoke softly. “I mean... you came here... to get away from people... right?” he tilted his head to the side slightly. Kiyeol was glad the girl noticed his nervousness. It wasn’t that he thought ill of her in any way. He is just still not used to socializing and being around other people. But, he was trying to make friends. He was trying to improve his social skills. It was just so hard sometimes. “W-Well... I mean I don’t mind! I am... a great listener... I think..” he chuckled. “You can... do all the talking and I’ll.... back you up... with my intimidatingly good looks~” he joked, trying to relieve some of the tension in the air. “I mean... I’m just... joking... it was a bad joke... sorry...” he scratched the back of his head. Kiyeol smiled softly and shook the girl’s hand gently. “It’s nice to meet you Minae...”

[kvyeol-blog]

ofnayeons:

Dark hues watched him curiously, trying to figure out herself why he was appearing so nervous. Surely, she wasn’t going to make it about her and assume that he was nervous because they were talking, no, she knew that it was most likely the situation they were all in. “Ah,” she nodded, understanding clear in her voice and she gave herself a mental pat on the back. She kept her expression soft, or as soft as it could be and continued to smile over at him. “I mean it is a party so you should be able to eat as much as you want, I just don’t want you slipping into a food coma or something. And to answer your question, yeah I am enjoying myself.”  The brunette glanced around briefly before leaning against the table. “I’m Nayeon, I don’t think I’ve seen you around before. What’s your name?” She was known by the criminals and the regular students but it didn’t necessarily mean that she knew everyone.

Kiyeol began to slowly relax with the girl’s kindness. There was just something about her that was soothing. However, he was still a bit uncomfortable since he was still shifting his eyes around. He hoped she didn’t mean any offense by it. It had just been a very long time since he had been this social with others. “Food.. coma...” he chuckled. Probably the first time he smiled around this girl. “I know I’m scrawny but... I can eat a lot~” he joked as he popped another snack into his mouth. Kiyeol promptly shook his head following her comment. “I’m still pretty new here... or well... I don’t leave my apartment often...” his voice trailed off. “Ah... I’m Kiyeol... Choi Kiyeol. It’s... nice to meet you.. Nayeon.” he spoke quietly. He let out a soft hum as he was trying to think of what else to say. He was mentally cursing himself for being unable to come up with good conversation starters. “Umm.... what program... are you in?” he asked.

[kvyeol-blog]

bbyminnie:

          dark strands FELL over her shoulders as she shook her head , sweaty hands smoothing down the dark colored jumpsuit she was wearing as a small form of therapy. realizing that she had just involuntary said that she wasn’t okay , she quickly tried to fix her mistake.  ‘ i’m not hurt. i’m fine. just…a bit claustrophobic. it’s really hot in there and i’m in a velvet jumpsuit , ya know? hard to breathe a bit with everyone so close together. ’  words coming out top speed , she silenced herself with the last drops of her LIQUOR. pretending to be normal was hard. pretending that every day she wasn’t dependent on her medication was becoming harder , her new diagnosed PTSD becoming a huge burden.  ‘ are you okay? ’  minae stood up straight , having once been leaning against the nearest desk. walking closer to him , she pulled back her hair to get the strands off her neck , exposing the low cut of her outfit. the girl wanted to D I S T R A C T  him , make him forget what he had just witnessed by making him see a bit more of her….the pale moonlight though the windows accentuating her pale collarbones and the slight sweat that glittered her skin.  ‘ i don’t think i know you…who are you? ’

Kiyeol furrowed his brow as he could tell she obviously wasn’t okay. But with her explanation he decided he would let it go. He didn’t want to pry too much with this girl, especially since he didn’t know her. “Ah... that’s understandable...” he spoke with his hushed voice. He immediately shifted his gaze elsewhere when she asked the same question to him. “I-I guess so... I mean... I’m not used to... talking to people...” his voice trailed off. He hung his shoulders a bit but looked back towards her when he heard her walking towards him. He blinked for a minute when she began to reveal more skin. He clutched his own hands and looked away once more. She wasn’t exactly his type but he had to admit; she had nice collarbones. Kiyeol could barely socialize as it was and he was getting a bit nervous but, he was trying hard not to shy away from the girl. He didn’t want to come off as rude after all. “I’m Kiyeol... Choi Kiyeol. I’m new... around here...” he whispered. 

[kvyeol-blog]

ofcnayoung:

Nayoung is a girl that is used to people leaving her, everyone left her one way or another. Her father gone. Her first boyfriend gone. Any friends she ever had growing up ended up bullying her or disappearing on her. Her mother and sisters she refused to see so in her eyes they were as dead as her father. But something she was never used to was seeing people that were once so important and such a big part in her life reappears after years of not seeing them. This summer ball Nayoung had decided right the and there that it was a good thing and and even greater thing that she had decided to go. She was reunited with her boyfriend and also Kiyeol; a piece that had been missing from her for too long. She didn’t know if she was over stepping boundaries, but her body acted before she could think about her actions; her arms wrapped around him in a tight embrace. She didn’t care if people stared, she didn’t care if her boyfriend across the hall saw. Kiyeol was someone she missed terribly and to see him again after so long brought her such an indescribable happiness. “More than you even know, brother.” She chuckled, holding back the happy tears.

A small sense of relief came over Kiyeol when he saw how overjoyed the girl was. He was expecting her to be upset or angry with him. He was expecting almost any other reaction other than a joyous one. To be honest, it really surprised him. But, maybe it was because he hadn’t had much social interaction since the day he left. His eyes widened slightly at the sudden contact. It was the first time anyone had gotten this close to him in years. Kiyeol couldn’t help but hug Nayoung back. It felt so familiar and safe, just like when he was a child. Nayoung was the only person to show him any kindness in his youth. His father would beat him while Nayoung would hug him. The two ghosts of his past were radically different. Except now Nayoung wasn’t a ghost anymore. She was right here in front of him. Hearing her call him brother nearly made him burst into tears himself. “I’m glad you didn’t forget about me either...” But the feeling was short-lived when the guilt decided to come back. “Sis... why... aren’t you mad at me?” he whispered.

[hckker]

         out of the main area and into the hall , minnie’s mind felt GROGGY and the rest of her felt sick. everything was fine. she knew this. still , there was warning signs of a panic attack that her brother described to her p r e s s i n g against her chest. despite there being no possibility of a fire breaking out , the events that followed the last time she came to a hongdae event still burned her skin and made her WORRY. what if? what if it happened again and there was no one to save her? entering an empty class room , minnie fumbled in her clutch for a small plastic baggie. only have packed it just in case , minnie thought she would never need it after having such a great time with jaebeom. emptying the baggie into her hand , she threw back the pills and washed it down with the ONLY drink she had in her hand. the sting of pure liquor burning her throat. just the reassurance of the pills sliding down her throat though made her instantly feel better –– better enough not to care that she might have just made a MISTAKE.  ‘ this room is taken , ’  minnie quickly said , stuffing the baggie back into her clutch at the sudden sound.

[kvyeol-blog]

He just needed to get away. Sure, the event was going well and he was meeting a lot of new people. That’s the perk of being the new kid probably. But it was getting too much. There were so many people that were talking to him it was beginning to get overwhelming. Kiyeol had locked himself away in his apartment for years without any social interaction. That was before he nearly got thrown into jail. Instead he was forced to come to Hongdae as a part of the criminal program against his will. Yes, everyone was nice to him but it was just too much. He needed to get away. So he left the hall in search for somewhere secluded where he didn’t have to worry about others. He finally found and empty room but nearly jumped at the figure who had beaten him to the room. “O-Oh... I’m so sorry...” he squeaked. Just as he was about to turn around he noticed that something was off about the girl. Did she not like crowds like he did? Was she going to be okay? Even though Kiyeol was drained, he just had to make sure the girl was okay. “Umm... is everything okay? You’re... not hurt are you?”