half-doomed;semi-sweet

call me j. 27. they/them. nsfw/18+ Shane Hollander enthusiast.

[smokingrozanov]

Shane and Ilya are so chill for two people who would do a blood oath if the cuts on their palms wouldn’t interfere with hockey

[gentlesleaze]

My mom care's a little too much about hockey. Yeah, I see where you get it from.

[smokingrozanov]

Hiii I am officially on vacation !!!! Which means I will probably not be on here much. I’ll be popping on here & there but I’m gonna try to be off my phone as much as possible. Love yinz bless yinz

[sunnypeachyy]

My eyes adore you ❀‎ܓ

[stjohnstarling]

The social forces that prevent you from being able to admit to your own desires in the safety of your own mind are far more evil than any desire you could have.

[stjohnstarling]

Unacted desires are fundamentally neutral, and you can't decide what to do about the things you want unless you can admit to yourself what they are in the first place. Everyone has desires that would hurt other people if they acted on them, but most people would not actually go out and do anything they know would cause harm. Far more harm is done in this world by people who are trying to pretend they can't possibly want anything they think is bad than people running around going "ehehehe I love hurting people!"

[stjohnstarling]

Providing people with a way of exploring the dark parts of ourselves in a way that cannot hurt anyone is one of the purposes of both fiction and kink.

[stjohnstarling]

All of us have a hungry, horny, angry, scared animal inside ourselves. You do not need to excuse or justify what that animal wants, it simply is. You cannot escape it. Lying to yourself about the animal that you are will only give you less control over it, not more.

[unthinkablearchives]

Delphine Lecompte, Belgian poet

[mybloodstream-caffeine]

I'm thinking about how Ilya canonically loves watching it go in,,, I'm thinking about Shane on all fours getting pounded into the fucking mattress, just the way he likes it, whining piteously when Ilya suddenly slows down. I'm thinking about Shane craning his neck, looking over his shoulder through glassy eyes to try and see why Ilya changed the pace. I'm thinking about Ilya not even noticing because he's too slack jawed watching how Shane's stretched rim clings to his thick shaft every time he pulls back, how it clenches desperately around it when he pushes back in, slick lube oozing out, dripping down Shane's taint, getting Ilya's pubes all sticky with it. I'm thinking about Ilya teasing Shane with this slow, grinding pace for aaaages, even as Shane begs and pleads and sobs for more, because he enjoys watching his greedy hole take him too much to stop.

[clytemnestraaa]

the thing is i KNOW sex is a performance for ilya specifically because he’s making those stupidass porn faces, which one would assume like many tween boys is where he learned sexual norms in the first place, okay so this is what i am supposed to do, this is what people want from me. it’s actually a little crazy because at least for the first however many years he and shane are opposites in their sexual experience in that for shane it’s the one place in his life where he isn’t performing and he can fully embody himself, and then for ilya it’s the place where he performs the hardest to earn intimacy and connection.

[gabriellelestat]

there’s a cultural obsession with labelling all female authors as unintelligent or otherwise only capable of accidentally stumbling into brief moments of genius in their works that we need to start pushing back against

[space-feminist]

“I was always bothered when people say, ‘I cry to your music, it sounds like a diary, it sounds so personal,’” Mitski says. “Yes, it is personal. But that’s so gendered. There’s no feeling of, ‘Oh, maybe she’s a songwriter and she wrote this as a piece of art.’”

(source)

feel like it's related to the phenomenon mitski's discussing here - if women's art is only seen as unfiltered diaristic emotion then of course it can only ever be accidental genius, never created with intention and thought

[hollanovulation]

yall think clilya mourn brockhampton

[iwrotemrtambourineman]

i know this scene gets talked about so much but watching the bellboy bit again last night its just so sweet how one of the first things that shane does after implementing cottage honesty is his little bellboy joke like he’s going “play with me! i want to play with you! look how silly I’m being! do bits with me please!” love really is stored in the silly bits you do with your partner

[shortshift]

stupid sweaty frat boy the sequel faceoff: inside the nhl episode 3

[ahotknife]

mom i need you to know that i did really try i tried really hard but i just can’t help it and i’m sorry

[hudconvent]

one of my favorite moments in the whole show is in the end credits in the car back from shane’s parents where shane makes his little rawr face….and initially i was like oh this is just hudson goofing off that they left in but the more i think about it i just love SO MUCH to think about it being shane….and like the overwhelming joy and happiness and RELIEF…..the freedom to finally derp out with the man he loves….what if we all live

[jesterlesbian]

imagine not wanting hudson to be awesomely bighuge as shane. could NOT be me

[smokingrozanov]

I miss my cats

[pregnanthudsonwilliams]

hudson is so huge and he's gonna play shane like he's tinkerbell. yay forever

[therealrashid]

not to paraphrase my own post but ilya “likes to cause a hurt then soothe it to know his impact was felt” rozanov and shane “it has to hurt a bit to feel real” hollander. most sexually compatible people ALIVE. AND THEY ARE ALIVE. TO ME