haven.

Kwon Yuri. 20, International Business major. Swimming and Kickboxing. Homeroom D. That is all you will ever need to know. "The warmth of your hands mocks the coldness of my heart. Maybe that's why you never get frostbite when you hold me."

[exgongchanxbw]

Tides of Remembrance [Yuri&Gongchan]

Bitter winds whipped outside while a bitter heart thumped inside Gong Chanshiks chest, pounding steadily from the exercise of swim practice. Today, again, he’d thrown himself completely into the heavy physical activity to try and forget all that had happened, all that he had lost, some quite recently. Now, shivering slightly as he stepped into the hallway from the boys, drafty, locker room, the swimmer made as if to vacate the premises, only to freeze mid-step, a foot still elevated, at the sight of an all too familiar back.

The boy blinked and blinked again, hands rising to rub at incredulous coffee toned orbs in disbelief. No, it couldn’t be, could it? Was he really to have lost someone so recently and regained someone else? That was definitely her, he could recognize that form from amidst a hundred other bodies tightly pressed together in a crowd if need be and yet, there she was, walking slightly ahead of him, all alone. 

It didn’t occur to him to duck back or hide, though, considering some of the side effects of their relationship, it should have. Running forward, joy etched on his handsome face and voice bubbling with laughter, Chanshik cried out, “noona!” Like the irrepressible scamp he was, the brunette thrust his arms around her from behind. “Hey, hey did you miss me? Is that why you’re here?” Not even his pride could keep the outsider’s voice from holding a somewhat hopeful tone.

[kwonyurixbw]

Swimming meant a lot to Kwon Yuri. If she had not been forced to do business, she would have been a professional swimmer, doing laps and doing what she had loved the most. She felt most free in the water, and to be separated from it made her despondent.

Bullworth had provided her an opportunity to swim, well away from the watching eyes of her parents, the stern gaze of her father.

Today's swim meet venue was filled with a lot of athletes ranging from novices to professional. Yuri was about to head to the lockers to change into her swimsuit when a voice called out to her, making the girl turn her head. Before she knew it, he was already hugging her.

"Oh, hey Chanshik," she smiled, "how have you been doing? Of course I did! But sadly, I didn't come here for you. I'm swimming today,"

[kwonyurixbw]

In Lieu Of | Yuri & Youngjae

[youngjaebw]

The weather was fair as Youngjae wandered aimlessly around campus, nothing on hand but a book and a cup of coffee. He relished in the sound of his shoes scuffing against the gravel path, the hat atop his head protecting his unkempt hair from flying wildly in the breeze. He hummed quietly to himself as he enjoyed the crisp weather, sipping at his beverage while he walked.

The day had been unproductive for the male, not that this was anything new. He had gone to one or two of his classes before he decided that they were indeed a waste of his time, in which he promptly left to roam the town for a bit. He had needed a bit of fresh air and time away from the campus, and it had cleared his head immensely. A soft sigh left parted lips as he trudged along.

His ears perked up at the sound of his nickname. The blonde blinked, glancing to his side just in time to see a figure fall into step next to him. His first thought had been who would have the audacity to approach the icy, lone soul until he registered who it was. His tense posture relaxed as he took another sip of his drink and offered a small smile to the girl walking next to him.

"Hello, Yuri. How are you?" He asked, tucking his book under his arm so he could stick on of his hands in his pockets.

[kwonyurixbw]

When Yuri first met Youngjae, she had already taken a liking to him. His eyes, dark and somber, reminded Yuri of the times she would catch her brother brooding, as if he had all the world's problems on his shoulders. His choice of clothes, sweaters and jeans and hoodies, resembled her brother's own. Maybe Yuri was slightly masochistic, for staying with someone who reminded her of the man she will always look up to and love.

The raven-haired girl smiled and continued to walk in step with him. "Fine, although I could use some more friends. Do you know where to buy them?" Laughing, she brushed the matter aside. "Just kidding about the last part. It gets somewhat lonely around here,"

After a few more steps, Yuri broke the comfortable silence hung between them and asked. "What do you want to do today? I'm pretty bored."

[kwonyurixbw]

04

I breathe you in

I breathe you out

Like the cigarette smoke

you really are

So harmful

but so damn addicting

[kwonyurixbw]

In Lieu Of | Yuri & Youngjae

Saudade. Origin: Portugal. Definition: The longing for something or someone that is distant, or that had been loved and then lost; 'the love that remains.'

Yuri learned it in language class-- a course she had to take while she majored in International Business. Many people would associate this word with their first loves or most painful breakups. The girl had someone else in mind. Her brother. Life had never been easy for Kwon Yuri ever since her brother left her side. He was her only true family, and always never failed to make her smile. His presence alone was comforting.

Yet, the good things do not last very long, and Fate's cruel hands would have to take him away from her. The business world was very different, and with the recent changes in management, came the immediate change in his personality. He became cold, was no longer the brother that Kwon Yuri knew and trusted. What hurt her the most was the undeniable calmness of her brother during the announcement. It was like he understood what she didn't.

She had never been the same. Yuri's heart was closed, unwelcoming to anybody else but herself. Except for this kind soul, one that had left an impression as strong as her brother's. Yoo Youngjae. He had his own quirks; it made him special.

Today while wandering around like she always did, she found Youngjae alone. Yuri walked to his side, speaking a polite greeting. "Hey there, 'Jae."

[kwonyurixbw]

[ plots + tracker ]

[yulshims-deactivated20140309]

[seouloutlawgangxxx]

While some expressed their emotions through the destruction property or vandalism she had always turned to dancing even as a young child whether her mood was a pleasant one or not, she really hadn’t exactly ‘clicked’ with anyone yet and she was fine with that especially since quite a few of them seemed to be somewhat mental unhinged or in least;obnoxious.

Lately she had been spending so much time in the studio that she even kept a change of clothes for when she needed to let loose but wasn’t properly dressed, tossing her backpack across the room she slipped off her combat styled boots pushing them slightly to the side before leaning forward to stretch letting her chest area loosen a bit.

Turning over slightly when she heard another enter she blinked before smiling somewhat tilting her head to the side so she could look them over “Are you lost? Or….do you dance?”

[kwonyurixbw]

Kwon Yuri had always loved the solitude that being the second and less significant child of an affluent family afforded her. Thus she was given the chance to explore on her own, and considered herself a wanderer-- someone who could not and would not stay in the same place for long periods.

Her curiosity got the better of her when she stood in front of the school's studio, watching a female figure dance like dancing was the woman's only escape to the unknown. Yuri's eyes followed each and every movement of the girl and her mouth hung agape at the fluidity of her moves.

A voice rang through her ears and the raven-haired spectator was brought out of her trance.

"Um-- Lost? Me?" Yuri shook her head, and proceeded to calm herself. "Uh, no, I don't dance. But you have nice moves, by the way."

[kwonyurixbw]

[ plots ]

[kwonyurixbw]

03

You went looking

for love

I found it

but  I didn't know

how to tell

you

to look at the

reflection

in my eyes

you were in them

[carolinexbw-deactivated20140104]

Despite her efforts to muffle herself, her cheeky giggles filled the corridor. “Ooooh. You must think you’re pretty tough.” Caroline teased as she moved closer. It was always so delightful to see confident people grow goosebumps on their skin.

"But why do you believe I cannot hear the t-t-tremble in you voice, pretty one?"  And just as she says it, Lucy crawls in front of Yuri, quick enough to seem like a shadow before disappearing again. 

[kwonyurixbw]

This scene looked like something from one of Yuri's frequently occurring nightmares. She had gotten them so often, she started taking medication to calm her thoughts and lull her to sleep. It was for the best. The creatures bothered her no more. But what was happening now-- a manifestation of her bad dreams?

"You better--" A shadowed being crossed her vision. Yuri's speaking was cut off.

"Shit," The raven-haired girl cursed the wind. "Show yourself. Right now."

[kwonyurixbw]

jieunxbw:

Walks up to with a bright smile, "Hello, I don't believe we've met before, I'm Jieun "

A voice interrupts Yuri's thinking. She looks up, stuffing her hands in her pockets before responding. "Uh, hello Jieun. My name is Kwon Yuri."

[carolinexbw-deactivated20140104]

Another day; another victim. Caroline wandered through the shadows, snickering evily to herself when her next prey reveals herself. She followed the tall beauty with sneakyness not a soul could imitate. Her friend, Lucy the huntsman, kept a watchful guard.

Teasingly, she murmured from her hidden place in the shadows. 

"The real question is not anyone, but is anything there?”

[kwonyurixbw]

The sudden murmurs from somewhere unknown to the female not only startled her, but made her drop her phone as well. The phone clattered to the ground. "Shit," she grumbled and picked up the device. Yuri tried to stay calm and collected. She was not to be intimidated by anything. Or so she had hoped.

"This better not be a prank, or you're getting it from me. Whoever you are,"

[kwonyurixbw]

plot page in construction. feel free to message me if you want to plot!

or maybe i'll just jump into all your inboxes later

[kwonyurixbw]

(New) Beginnings

"You're going." The words of her father's command sounded in his office. Yuri glowered at the man who adamantly refused to give the leather jacket and motorcycle keys back to her. "Never will you look like a delinquent again, you hear that? You are Kwon Yuri, and no daughter of mine will be caught looking like that." Her father paused, clearing his throat and shaking his head in disappointment. "Have you seen yourself? You will go to Bullworth and come back a proper lady. You will see that there are people worse than you, and you will see their ill-fated consequences, and straighten up. No buts, Yuri."

She tried to plead one more time. "Father.."

"No. You do not beg. Go."

Yuri bowed, careful of the cast on her arm, and went on her way.

--

She stepped out of the van, and took a glance at the academy in her line of vision.

Kwon Yuri was supposed to survive this hellhole, and emerge a new spirit, one to her father's standards.

She scoffed. You wish, dear father.

[kwonyurixbw]

The click of her heels echoed in the halls, and she bit her lip, feeling lost. Damn brochure didn't come with a map, she thought. Kwon Yuri was never the anxious and scared type, but desperate times called for desperate measures.

She cleared her throat.

"Anyone there?"

[kwonyurixbw]

Hello, welcome to Bullworth! I’m Jihoon, I hope you enjoy your time here, and if you ever need anything at all, don’t be afraid to come ask, I’m always here if needed. /he nods before presenting the other with a flower crown; Here, I made this for you!

She forms her lips into a line, a tight smile showing. “Thanks for the welcome, Jihoon. Kwon Yuri.” The girl nods, before raising an eyebrow at the flower crown. “Oh,” she says, and grabs the object before her. “Thanks for this, I guess.”

[kwonyurixbw]

02

You don't understand

I crave for your company

But you make me feel

More alone than

anyone else

yet like an addict

I crave for the euphoria