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studying and goals

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what do u think about jhope and le sserafim (hope wrote it right) feat??

well

1) talking about the 1st teaser. it sounded kinda cool, but I wonder why there is only hoseok in the video haha

2) talking about the second video (there are credits and it looks like a receipt), I can say that.. well idk haha. it doesn't feel like something I like from the first listening but maybe it will be really cool!

share your opinion!!! I hope I didn't insult somebody with my opinion, I really like bts

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idk

feel really strange lately

always think, always wanna run away

im not OK with being into society, feel like everyone laughs. and then I think they don't care. and I feel shame as 'wth who are u to people care about me'

try to find work (study) life balance

afraid of loosing all my money (well im poor student so they're not a lot, but it's like my only money)

feel guilty because I don't study all the time (what also should I do??), don't work

feels complicated

hope I will be ok. idk

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sometimes I think past was better. then I think if past were good, present wouldn't be bad. and then I think future will be worse. so, there we are. should I just trying to relax and enjoy life? maybe. if it's the only one I left