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[kyanite21]

hi guys this might be really awkward to ask of on an astrology page

but i have really considered the fact that i might have autism and i want to get it checked

my problem is that my mother doesnt believe me nor listen to me because she does not see any wrong in me kind of. she is the type to deny my suffering because of what she has personally observed on the outside. she is also afraid of the prejudice that could come with a diagnosis.

but the only way for me to get a diagnosis is through her because shes my legal guardian and besides her i have no one. she would probably let me do it but she makes me feel really guilty abt it all😅

any advice at all would be appreciated

[kyanite21]

mourning the only trio that ever worked for me

i was a sagittarius sun, aries moon person b was an aries sun, leo moon and person c was a leo sun, sagittarius moon ;(

like three peas in a pod

[kyanite21]

Astrology observations 😴

Based off of my own experiences <3

People with a lot of fixed placements can be VERY stubborn and cling to the things that give them a sense of identity as if it’s the last thing they’ve got. Sometimes people can find it difficult to deal with.

🌙 Cancer placements aren’t crybabies, but they can be quite bitter. They’re either sweethearts or really passive aggressive.

Natives with a Scorpio venus in their 12h could have stalked your whole bloodline and you’d never know. If they admit to their obsession you’re lucky.

“guilty 🫣!!”

🌙 Moon square Venus natives tend to stick to people they don’t even like for prolonged periods of time. Please, for your own good try to differentiate what you need from what you believe you want 😭

🌙 The Mars in a mans chart is what gives his drive & desire to pursue and stick with a woman. From my experience, I enjoy his Mars aspecting my chart more than Venus. It’s the provider instincts in a way.

Leo venus can have a tendency to want to be the most desired person, and then end up chasing someone because they didn’t fulfill this aspiration

🌙 A lack of water in your chart can give you a lack of emotional depth. Same way a lack of earth in your chart will make your money mysteriously vanish

People with their Venus in detriment can often rub people off the wrong way. I saw a post say this, and with my Scorpio Venus I couldn’t have related more.

‘As an example, they can joke in a situation that is not fitting and accidentally ruin the mood.’

Natives might not have the natural charm or understanding of affection, therefore making them more socially awkward. Take Virgo Venus as an example, they might come off as dry or not understanding social dynamics.

🌙 Fire Mercuries are the ones that give a first impression of being mean, Earth Mercuries are the best at being mean, Water Mercuries are passive aggressively mean and Air Mercuries are unintentionally mean.

thx. buh bye. also note if u wnna hear any other observations for any specific placements!! ;)

[kyanite21]

was thinking abt the houses of which saturn have been moving through in my chart.. currently conjunct my aries moon in my 4h (i’ve really been struggling with regulating my nervous system lately, and overall my sense of safety.. correlation?)

it correlates so well though, the year it was moving through my 3rd house in aquarius/pisces i was struggling fitting in and accustoming to my new social groups after moving. over time i learnt more abt social interaction, boundaries etc..

as it had just moved out of my 2nd house, i was getting out of a really materialistic phase. i had spent quite the money on designer clothes, and quite literally had the mindset of ‘it doesn’t matter, i have the materialistic things i desire’.

long story short, saturn transits r very real and noticeable lol

[kyanite21]

Synastry observations 💝

mainly based off of personal experience!!

💝Mars opposite Venus is the aspect that has made me the most attracted to the other individual. even through tension and conflict, this aspect only contributed to amplifying attraction. unlike the lighter aspects, you’ll become more ‘into them’ through conflict.

another thing can be the venus dropping subtle cues, that mars picks up on and waits for the right moment to act on. i.e desire, a preference, interest, etc.

the main challenge with this aspect is that mars can be self serving, whereas venus might be blindly submissive. it is important for the mars not to rush anything, and for the venus to set strong boundaries.

“i do have my scorpio venus conjunct my rising, and this guy w a taurus mars had a opposition to them both. he was the HOTTEST man alive when i was talking to him. i’m pretty sure any taurus mars would make me feral atp“

💝Sun Conjunct Moon has surprisingly worked better for me platonically than it has romantically. the moon sign individual often feels very comfortable with the sun, as they can see their emotions through this individuals personality, and can often cling onto them. they both feel quite safe with each other.

“it might js be the men with sagittarius moon i cant stand though. like idk, i’d rather date one of my girlies with a sagittarius moon 😭“

💝Moon conjunct/trine Moon doesn’t immediately mean closeness. it contributes to a sense of understanding for the other persons’ behaviour and impulses, but the closeness relies heavily on other aspects and the individual natal charts imo. i do like this aspect a lot though.

💝Mars opposite Mercury might cause the mercury individual to unintentionally be put off by the mars. they might be overwhelmed by the directness of the way mars speaks. it can however cause a teasing effect on the communication, and as long as the mars person makes sure to be wary, and the mercury individual to impose boundaries, it’ll only have positive effects on the sexual tension

💝Mars square Neptune is called the stalker aspect for a reason oh my days.. so many things are left unsaid even when you think there’s nothing left to the relation

the mars can be caught by the clouds of neptune and end up being completely delusional about them.

can you tell my synastries have been mars heavy??…. -i’ll make a part 2 soon with other planets LOL..

[kyanite21]

Moon observations 🌙

Based off of personal observations and/or repeated descriptions by others!

Sagittarius moons tend to be really moody and their moods can fluctuate easily. Although they can be very bright and cheerful, they can be easily reactive. Not necessarily as impulsive as an Aries moon, but more blunt when they’re feeling a certain way.

Irregardless of the chart, Taurus moons brings a sense of comfort and stability. Not necessarily making the individual ‘stable’ themselves, but people generally feel safe around them - at least when they’re close/get to know them.

People might often overlook Taurus moon though, in a sense that they feel as if they can fool around and always return to this individual.

Pisces moon are avoidant, moreso than Aquarius moon. I’d say the main difference is that Aquarius moon makes the individual more naturally detached from their feelings, not actively trying to avoid them, whereas Pisces moon struggle with boundaries, overwhelming feelings etc. which can cause them to push these feelings aside/avoid dealing with them.

Cancer moon individuals aren’t big crybabies imo. They’re often quite resilient and can be more ‘combative’ than other moon signs - at least intentionally. Whether it is passively or not.

Also, it’s funny how people assume that Aries moons are the most volatile and impulsive of the Fire moons when most serial killers have their moon in Sagittarius? As a Sagittarius sun i attract these people like the plague, and even with my Aries moon I tend to be intimidated by their sudden moodiness/reactiveness.

Imo, I think mutable moon signs are the most volatile. That might js be me though..

Aries moons are very similar to Scorpio moons, possibly because they’re inconjunct. They both feel things very deeply, though the difference is that the Aries moon tend to find an outlet to these feeings or get over them quicker, whilst Scorpio moons can hold onto them.

With Aries moons it’s more like they react and later on they realise they weren’t even mad and probably should’ve just shut up - even if they felt like everything was falling apart in the moment.

first post kinda nervous :,-)

[kyanite21]

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