cal kestis

priv. cal kestis from the star wars jedi fallen order game. 

[kyberfated]

hello!!! welcome to my blog. my name is alex ( discord: peter parker#5726 ) i prefer to keep this blog 18+ but it is not a requirement. the important links are listed right under this. my cal is extremely canon divergent and subject to change the more i write him.

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[kyberfated]

eyyy yo i’m back from my mini hiatus and finally finished all my finals!

[syndicatcd-a]

I never asked – never wanted –𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚. But that mask, those stars and stripes, that shield…they change you. I can see now the burden that Steve’s always carried. And it feels strange to admit I want that burden back… 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐬…𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭…𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐡𝐨𝐰. //   earth 616 bucky barnes ( focus on buckycap )  side blog to @chivalrytorn.

[kyberfated]

hey ya’ll sorry I haven’t been super active on here this past week. we ran into some trouble at a protest and then I found out this morning that my grandma passed away. so it’s been a little difficult to have muse to work on two blogs. I’ll be back soon though < 3

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 ≛ *✦ *≛ 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖 ↳   | ;   @fhett​ ✩  asked  ❝fifth time’s the charm❞

      blue       lights       illuminated       from       the      lighsaber,       lighting       up      the       side       of      cal’s       face.       he      was       not       in      a       normal       fighting       stance       but      remained       cautious       in      the       presence       of      the       bounty       hunter.       eyes       scanning       every       inch       to      asses       the       situation.       fifth       times       the      charm.       for       what?       another       bounty?  --------     not      if       cal       had      anything       to       say      about       it.             ❝      𝐓𝐇𝐄       𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐋       𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒       𝐍𝐎𝐓       𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐓       𝐘𝐎𝐔.             ❞

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≛ *✦ *≛ apostaete·:

                𝐓𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐂    /    𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍.    the    difference    is    at    the    discretion    of    the    jedi.    that’s    what    suffering    is.    to    brace    against    the    storm    &    weather    it    so    that    one    may    find    a    clear    path    through    it    &    pass    it    on    to    the    next    pilgrim.    or    to    let    it    consume    &    ravage.    cal’s    sojourn    in    trials    few    may    ever    know    clouds    his    heart,    light    will    not    find    him,    but    it    will    wait    for    him.

                anakin     lowers    himself    as    his    knee    supports    his    weight.    ❝    it    may    also    be    the    thing    that    holds    you    back.    that   …   vision    wasn’t    written    in    stone,    nothing    ever    is.    ❞

                a    gloved    hand    rests    on    the    shoulder    that    bears    WORLDS    BEYOND    HIS.    ❝    these    relics,   the    only    reason    their    prophecies    come    into    fruition    is    because    those    who    witnessed    them    did    everything    they    could    to    make    them    happen.    cal,    what    you    did,    what    you    will    do   …   that    is    what    decides    your    fate.    ❞

                        there’s       something       beneath       the      pupils       of       his      eyes.       fear?       no.      something       far       greater       and      far       deeper.       an       everlasting       feeling       of      being       alone,       𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡       𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬       𝐧𝐨𝐭       𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫       𝐡𝐢𝐦       𝐛𝐮𝐭       𝐭𝐡𝐞       𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠       𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐫       𝐨𝐟       𝐝𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠       𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞       𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬.       the      path       of       a      jedi       could       be      the       decision       of      a       lifetime       that       leads       to      extraordinary       wonders       or      it       could       be      a       signature       of      the       devil,       condemning       your       life       to      an       incredibly       lonely       one.       The      goal?       create       a      path       of       peace       across       the      galaxy,       condense       one’s       feeling       to      nothingness.       trust       only       in      the       force       and       it      will       guide       you.       visions       mixed       with       feelings,       flashes       of      pictures       that       felt       almost       like       memories.       𝐇𝐄       𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐒       𝐀𝐍𝐀𝐊𝐈𝐍       𝐈𝐒       𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓.       knowledge       must       not      turn       into       passion.       he      cannot       change       fate       and      by       merely       trying       to,      it       would       lead       him      down       a       path       of      no       return.    ❝       I      just       have       a      bad       feeling.       I      can’t       explain       it.      it’s       just       there,       buried       deep.       I      can       feel       it      in       my       bones.         ❞

[kyberfated]

i’m in the process of moving my multi to @chivalrytorn-a if you guys want to give it a follow, its got a bunch of star wars muses. please fill out the interest tracker upon following or I most likely won’t follow back.

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≛ *✦ *≛ jaigcaptain·:

𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐎𝐍𝐄  𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑  𝐓𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃  the  persuaded  falsehoods  proceeded  by  anticipated  assistance,  experience  taught  the  veteran  as  much  so  as  the  next  fibber,  no  matter  how  unpragmatic  the  circular  lifestyle  played  at  odds,  “Take  it  from  me,  KID   —   ”  the  randomness  conceived  from  thin  air  caused  aged  eyes  through  tempered  sable  glass  to  gift  for  the  stranger  nonetheless,  despite  dejected  young  tone  heard  with  precision,  “Be  so  much  of  an  equivocator  to  them,  it’s  nothing  but  another  disservice.”

                                            𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬       𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐦𝐬       𝐢𝐧       𝐭𝐡𝐞       𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠,       buried       beneath       the      sand       and       coursing       through       his      veins,       lingering,       waiting       to      be                called               to      the       surface.      cal       had       often       found       himself       hanging       with       the      clone       troopers       rather       than       running       around       with       the      other       jedi’s       before       everything       happened.                     there       was      just       something       that       pulled       him,       nothing       synthetic       about       there       personality       ever       stood       out.       they       were       often       the      kindest       to       him.       𝐇𝐄       𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃       𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌       𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇       𝐇𝐈𝐒       𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄.     he      nodded       in       agreement.                        ❝            thank       you       for      the       advice.               ❞              

[kyberfated]

I’m debating on whether cal would be a grey jedi... I think he would be. he’s got a connection to the dark side and I feel like he’s in-tune enough to be able to control it. 

[kyberfated]

headcanon. cal is a not a good pilot. he knows how to work the screens but when it comes to a fighter pilot, he’s not the best. the only verse where he truly learns and becomes a great pilot is the verse where he knows anakin. anakin teaches him everything he knows and they often fly together. 

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                                        𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 // EDIT 001

[pocketmemes]

star wars x-wing: rogue squadron   ∕   sentence starters quotes taken from the 1996 novel by michael a. stackpole. lightly edited for clarity. 

‘ it worked out for you- let’s hope it hasn’t run out of luck yet. ’

‘ that’s seriously gusty. or arrogant… and it’s time to make him pay for that arrogance. ’

‘ this cannot continue. i will not be humiliated any longer! ‘

‘ anger won’t get me any closer to what i want. ’

‘ tremble you shall, little man. ’

‘ we all survived, and that’s as close as a miracle i expect to see in my lifetime. ’

‘ one of the problems we all have is that we try to think of ourselves in general terms, and that smooths over the inconsistencies that make us who we are. ‘

‘ either i’m going to be very lucky here, or very dead. ’

‘ death marks don’t come with the rain. ’

’ politicians tend to view their soldiers like pet battle dogs. ’

‘ i guess i thought we were somehow immune to that sort of ignominious death. ‘

‘ we would like to see the honor we demand of ourselves reflected in the actions of our enemies. but if they were as honorable as we are, we’d not be fighting this war. ’

‘ dreams of retribution will be very pleasant indeed. ’

‘ there was no way she should’ve been the first of us to die. ’

‘ this is the first time anyone i’ve known has died. ’

‘ there we times he liked having me around, and times he didn’t. i couldn’t understand why not back then. ‘

‘ isn’t it obvious where he can do the most damage? ’

‘ it is never easy to let your people go. ’

‘ it never should be. ’

‘ good, then he got what he deserved. ’

‘ if it had been done my way, he’d have been a hero instead of just dead. ’

‘ with every lesson i learn i become more deadly. ’

‘ don’t start thinking we’re invulnerable. ’

‘ there’ll come a point where you’re not cost effective and she’ll cut her losses. ’

‘ you have told us the hour the tide will be high, but some of need the minute and the second. ‘

‘ you have my sympathies- that was uncalled for. ’

‘ he showed me what i wanted to see so i would underestimate him. ’

‘ that’s the problem: i did exactly as you would have done. ’

‘ do they ever seem like kids to you- kids who shouldn’t be in this at all? ‘

‘ fifth time’s the charm. ’

‘ they’re expecting to snuff a candle here, but when they arrive, they’ll get burned by a nova.’

‘ it’s only stupid if we die doing it. otherwise, it’s heroism. ’

‘ if we cap the wellspring of evil, cleaning up all the puddles it leaves behind will be that much easier. ’

‘ i don’t want to see you taking hits for something that wasn’t wrong. ’

‘ as jokes go, it was good. you’ll pay for it, of course, but it was good. ’

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protect cal at all costs™ anyone in favor say ‘i’

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“    i   am   sorry   for   the   loss   of   your   master  ,    young   one.    ”       he   is   sorrier   than   this   padawan   could   possibly   know.       “    we   will   do   everything   in   our   power   to   keep   you   safe   now.      i   can   promise   you   that   much.      are   you   wounded?    ”

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the       young       padawan       steps       back       out      of       caution,       hand       firmly       placed      along       the      hilt       of       his      lightsaber.       the       people       he      trusted       most       in      his       life       had      either       just       been       murdered       or      had       been       the      murders...       he       felt       as      though       in       this       moment       he      could       trust       no-one.      𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐓       𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘       𝐈𝐍      𝐓𝐇𝐄       𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐄.                   ❝                    no..i..       i’m       not      wounded.                     ❞