+Kyle Jessica Rose; Secretly batman. Howdy, hey. As stated above, my name is Kyle Rose. I have three face stealers, and if you hurt them, I'll personally kill you. Also a mother of my beautiful baby girl, Melody. I like all fruits, hate carrots, enjoy hugs, cuddling, and hanging upside down off of my bed. Also 100% positive that you'll love me.
"Like, each of us starts out as a watertight vessel. And these things happen - these people leave us, or don’t love us, or don’t get us, or we don’t get them, and we lose and fail and hurt one another. And the vessel starts to crack open, the end becomes inevitable. But there is all this time between when the cracks start to open up and when we finally fall apart. And it’s only in that time that we can see one another, because we see out of ourselves through our cracks and into others through theirs.
Good. No, Remy. This is actually slightly serious. Though you probably shouldn't go swimming after eating because you could get a cramp and drown. BUT ANYWAY. Its about Melody, and uh. Josh. Mostly Josh.
I suppose I should address each of you and give you a fake smile as if I care, but that’s too much effort, and frankly, I’m not sure it’s worth my time. So instead, I’ll introduce myself and let you all come to me. Remy Rose.
I finally feel compleeeeete! This is the best moment of my life, yes. Shucks, stop that. HSM viewing? I’m down! I’ll teach you all the choreography, and then we can sing and dance along to all three movies. It’s gonna be a thing. S’okay, you can lip sync. Stoooop, I’m too red to function now. No, no, I’m right. You’re wrong, shh. I s’pose you’re right, Kyle, although one should never need that much coffee. Yeah, but that’s why this troll is different. Gooood, now you can feel the same way I’m feeling, yes. Of course! We’re wrong in all the right ways!
You are endlessly adorable, Roman Claringon. Yes, yes please. We need to have a full and complete HSM marathon as soon as possible because I need it in my life right now. Yes, good. I'll probably sing and attempt to not break your eardrums. I'm okay with this being a thing, by the way. Shh, you can totally function was being red. You are not right, go away. Mm, thats right I am. Coffee is always good, always. Hm. Well, I guess if he can change the vision on trolls, I respect that. Hmph, thats playing dirty. If its possible to love you even more, I officially do now.
… I always have a good point, usually, occasionally, most times. Like 57% of the time. You know, I actually have some with me. You could have some when you come to get cuddled endlessly? Not well, I was very sad when they never wrote me back. They should! Does this mean I should bring him? This arrangement is going to go very well, I can just see it now. And that’s okay as long as you can’t blame me if that accidentally hapens to me. Also yes, yes that’s definitely okay.
57% would probably be more like 'a little more than almost always having a good point half of the time.' Do you? That would be A+ amazing and maybe it'll ward away the dream grumps. Thats rude of them. Don't they know they should address problems by the nose instead of avoiding them? Rude Coke company. Yes, and i'll bring Moses and they can be friends. I think so, too. I like this. Hm, I won't, I promise. Yes, good. Thanks, Ryan.
Yeah, some of them..I..Uh..Thank you..Alright, that’s good. I don’t really want to be mean to anyone..Wow, uh..you’re a really wise person, Kyle. I never really thought of that. Except..I..nevermind. Dancing’s fun, so I understand that. Oh, wow. I never actually met someone who knew of the game before. Usually when people say “video game" they think of something like call of duty or assassin’s creed. I played those before, but the rage made me quit. I raged pretty hard in Asylum, but I got through with it. It’s not actually based on the show, its more like a series of its own. If you’re bored one day, then you should go pick it up, regardless if you like the show or not. It’s a really, really good game. It’s more story driven though, but you can enjoy it even if you like actions. I am too! I’m obsessed with the universe. Oh, wow! The batsuits a pretty nice disguise! It’s slightly embarrassing though, and I don’t mean to be negative, but I probably won’t even get one before i’m thirty. Yeah, that’d be nice, but I don’t know.,.that rarely happens and..Oh…….Uh…..Yeah, I knew that. Totally. I was just joking around when I said that…
You're welcome. You're not mean, trust me. You're a sweetheart. Ha. Thanks, I try to be wise about things, but I didn't realize it actually worked. Expect, what? i mean, you don't have to tell me, but its okay if you want too. Nah, I'm not really a CoD fan and I've never played Creed. I'm mostly addicted to Zelda, being completely honest. But i have played the Arkham games and I think they're awesome as hell, so you have good video game choice. Hm. Maybe I'll give it a try. I always like trying out new games. Thank you! I made the batsuit myself and you can't even tell that i'm a girl. I also implant 4 inches into the suit so I can be taller. Oh, don't be embarrassed. And I bet you will, you just have to be open about it, you know? Hah, yeah, thats fine. No worries about that.
TAGGED → Kyle Rose, Kyle's baby daddy, Joshua, and mentions of Ryan Lopez;
LOCATION → Ryans cabin.
TIME FRAME → Late afternoon, Monday, July 22nd.
NOTES → Basically, Kyle gets a call from the guy that abandoned her and her daughter 4 years ago. I'm sorry because this is long and I don't actually expect anyone to read it. I'm fine. I swear.
Kyle Rose was already having a particularly bad day. It wasn't often that Kyle woke up in a shitty mood, but the only thing that seemed to bring her down was thinking about Josh, or her future with Melody. And ever since they were both in her dream last night, she had a really weird feeling. However, Kyle knew that its been years since Josh spoke to her. The last he knew, he was getting frantic "i'm late" messages from Kyle, but he knows nothing about their baby girl, or how shes being portrayed in Kyle's life. She isn't even sure where Josh is or what he's doing and she tries to convince herself, daily, that she doesn't care because he doesn't care about her. But of course, a part of her, will always care about her daughters father, but she doesn't often admit that, because that makes it hurt even more.
Kyle decided that a distraction would be a good idea, mostly because her sisters weren't there yet, and in times like these, they were always the best help because they knew what was going on where no on else did. When Ryan appeared on the dash, Kyle figured that spending time with the girl would be the perfect distraction, mostly because Ryan was another one of the people that she took a liking too from their first conversation. So once getting approval from her, Kyle got out of bed and got ready to head over to the Lopez cabin. After changing into something more appealing, but nothing more than sweatpants and a t-shirt, she was making her way over to Ryan.
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It had been about an hour of cuddling and talking between the two girls, and it was definitely helping keep things off of Kyle's mind. The thought of her dream didn't even cross her find while she was cuddling with the girl, and she was feeling particularly better than she was an hour ago, which she was happy about. In the middle of one of her sentences, Kyle felt her phone vibrate in her pocket, and she automatically figured it was her sister or her mom, so a smile cut across her face. Sitting up for a second, Kyle pulled the phone out of her pocket, glancing at the number. She didn't recognize it, though it was an area code from her home. Making a confused face at her phone, she glanced over at Ryan saying "I'll be right back," before moving off of the best and through the cabin, out to the front. Hitting the green answer button, Kyle held the phone to her ear. "Hello?"
The voice on the other end of the phone nearly broke her heart as soon as she heard it. "Hey, stranger." The voice spoke, as smooth and charming as she remembered. Kyle froze, words not forming properly and her mouth nearly hung open in shock, her hand holding the phone starting to shake. "J-josh." She spoke, her voice cracking. "What? You're not happy to talk to me?" The charming voice replied, and she could tell he was smirking on the other end of the phone. "I-- Of course I'm not happy to talk to you, you fucking douchebag." Kyle managed to say, unsure of where her sudden confidence came from. She slumped to the ground, the voice on the other end of the phone silent for a minute. "Listen." He began, and she knew this was going to be bad. "I know its been a while but--" He started. "Its been four years, actually." She cut him off quickly, not sure why she didn't just hang up. "See, you did miss me." He replied in that same tone where you could tell he had a stupidly coy smile spread on his face. "I didn't miss you, actually. You're a prick because you couldn't own up to the fact that you were just using me as a sex toy and when you fucked up, you backed out. And now I'm the one who has to deal with our-- actually, my daughter being portrayed as my baby-fucking-sister because the father completely dropped out of our lives. And now, four years later, he expects me to just forgive him. Well, you know what, Joshua? Fuck you." Kyle was livid, but tears had began streaming down her face, her voice loud but you could tell he was crying.
"We have a daughter?" He said in a soft voice she almost didn't recognize. Kyle didn't say anything for a few seconds. "Melody." She said finally, softly followed by a sniffle. "Melody Amelia Rose." She finished, putting emphasis on the fact that it was her last name, not his. "And shes my daughter. I told you that I was late, Josh. You knew that you were the only one that I was sleeping with. And you ignored me. You completely dropped out of my life like a coward." Her tears were getting stronger, but she tried to keep her voice strong. "And I hate you for that. I hate you more than anyone, because we weren't even together, but I had so much love for you and I gave you everything and you knew that and you used it to your advantage until it went wrong. You never loved me like I loved you. And I will never hate anyone more than I hate you, Joshua Steel." Kyle spoke without really thinking, and she heard a fault on the other end that she almost thought was crying.
The line was silent for at least a minute, Kyle trying to control her crying, but failing. Finally, Josh cleared his throat. "Can I see her, Kyle?" Was all he said. Kyle was expecting at least an "I'm sorry" from him, but this was probably worse. "No." Kyle said as stern as she could. "If you wanted to be in her life, you would have four years ago when she was born. Before i had to hide her away. No ones even allowed to know that shes my daughter because of you. If you would have just been there, Josh. We didn't even need to be together. If she could have just had her father." Kyle was doing it again-- thinking without speaking. But this is what shes been holding in for years.
"I can be there." Josh spoke softly, and Kyle nearly started sobbing on the spot. "I can visit her. We can take her out. We can be together, Kyle. With Melody. We can start a family." Josh explained, and he sounded sincere but Kyle wasn't buying it. "No. No, we can't. Because I bet you were originally calling me because your prior booty calls realized you're a fucking ignorant asshole. So just... Fuck you, Josh. I don't want you anywhere near me, and I especially don't want you anywhere near my daughter." Kyle's crying was hard now, and obvious. "Don't call me again. Don't text me. Leave me alone, leave my family alone. Me and Melody have been fine without you, and I don't want you anywhere near her. Its hard to enough to explain to a four year old that she has to call Grandma Rose mom in public and not me. Do you know how much it hurts? Because shes so confused, Josh. I'm going to figure something out on my own. A way to get my own apartment with Melody and she can be my daughter and I sure as hell don't need you to do that. I'll find someone else. Someone who won't just call me for sex." Kyle said finally, confident, even through tears, that she could end this. "I don't want your bullshit, Josh. Don't call me again. Ever. Just.. Stay out of my life. You've done it for four years. Keep going." And with that, she hung up.
Kyle held the phone in her hand, staring at it as tears fell harder then they had before, hard to keep them in. She dropped the phone on the ground below her, her head falling into her hand, heavy sobs now escaping her lips. Kyle, in her heart, wanted to let Josh back in. She wanted Melody to have her father, her real father, but she knew that she couldn't. She couldn't let him back in because she knew that it would crash and burn. She could figure something else out for her and Melody. Kyle and her mom agreed that in the next two years, they needed to let the truth out. They couldn't keep confusing a four year old, and Kyle wasn't sure how long she could keep hiding. But she was still without another figure in her daughters life, and she wasn't sure how she was going to make it work. There was a part of her that thought she would never be able to actually have her daughter, and that made it worse.
Kyle tried to stop crying -- she really did. She stood up, her body shaking and she almost forgot her phone on the floor, realizing that she had one text message. It was from the number that had just called her, and she nearly wanted to throw the phone, but instead she opened in.
"I did love you. I was just scared, and I'm sorry."
Kyle read the text, and any control she had over her crying was just shattered. She closed the text and shoved the phone into her pocket, making her way back into Ryan's room, though she was still crying and in even worse condition then before. "H-hi." She said softly, wiping her tears before crawling back into bed with Ryan. She simply curled up to the other girl, resting her head on her chest, trying to control the crying, but it wasn't really possible. At this point, Kyle had absolutely no idea what to do, and she was completely crushed over it. So she just cried, and ignored the fact that her phone was vibrating again.
No wonder, coke only works if it’s cherry coke, regular coke just doesn’t cut it, I’ve actually wrote the company about this once. Also Moses the giraffe sounds very cool, I have a stuffed panda bear that I named Jack, so there’s that. But since Moses is failing at cuddling of course I can! … I warn you though I tend to take my job seriously and may cling for an extend amount of time.
...You have a good point. I need to get some cherry coke, then. At first i wrote 'cheery coke' and I bet that would work too. Have you? How'd that go? He is pretty good. Moses and Jack should be friends and maybe they can cuddle better then I cuddle with Moses. You can? Thank you! Thats actually perfect because i like clinging. If I fall asleep, its not my fault. Is it okay if I come to your cabin now?
avery-lo replied to your post: Is it weird to have a not so pleasant dream but...
Nope, seems completely plausible, But you should do something for that mood, like watch incredibly amazing TV shows, drink lots of iced tea and/or Dr. Pepper, and cuddling something or someone.
I have a coke, and I'm eating Doritos but its not seeming to help. I also have a pillow pet that is a giraffe named Moses but he'd not the best at cuddling. Will you come cuddle with me?
