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about 15?? ish, i need to get through some more i’ve been suuuuper busy with work but i am here and writing !!

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@kylographic
how many requests do you currently have?
about 15?? ish, i need to get through some more i’ve been suuuuper busy with work but i am here and writing !!
OH SHIT OH FUCK OH SHIT OH FUCK. THIS HUX SHIT HAS ME BALLING MY EYES OUT. IM SOBBING ITS BEAUTIFUL. “THANKYOU FOR CARING.” THANKS IM SCREAMING. PLEASE MAKE A SERIES THIS IS- I’M- MY KNEES ARE WEAK. IM WEAK 💓💓💖💖💗💗💗💗💗🌺🥺🌙💖🌺💓💗💖🌺🌙💓🌺🌸💗
im so happy u liked it im so soft for soft!hux holy shit!!! im absolutely going to, any suggestions or prompts are welcome!!!!
It’s okay Sir...
anon requested: Headcanons for that scene where snoke drags Hux across the bridge on his face- but instead the reader is there and all worriedly runs up to hux after the call is ended and dotes on him like a baby? Just gently fixing his hair and wiping the blood from his lip while ushering him off the bridge to a place more private, muttering things like. “It’s okay sir... i think you’re doing great personally.” Soft hugs. Gentle. Soft. Hugs. With back rubs.
a/n: okay so im gonna tag my other assistant x hux thing here because this feels similar and im living for this and uhh might make a whole series on it?? perhaps?? because im so ugghhh about it
- hux had been so nice to you recently and honestly, you loved his passion for his job and his mission
- you only wanted to see him succeed
- and snoke terrified the fuck out of you, as he did everyone else
- you hated to see your boss undermined, even if snoke was supreme leader, but by anyone
- they just didn’t understand how much of himself hux gave to the order
- watching from the control panels as snoke spoke so distastefully to hux wrangled your heart
- and watching hux helplessly drop to the floor
- his face sliding across on his face, his perfect hair losing a few strands
- it took everything in you not to scream out
- as soon as snokes had gone, you were rushing over to the general, who was trying to pull himself off the floor
- he hurriedly brushed himself off, freezing as his eyes met yours
- you pushed his hair back, pulling a tissue from your pocket to begin dabbing at the blood around his nose, breath catching as he winced
- you tried to direct him away from the bridge, towards his office
- your hand on the small of his back, gentle murmurings of it’s okay, it’s alright
- as you glared at the other officers who looked away
- when you made it into his office you shut the door quickly, pulling him over to the sofa and settling him down
- dabbing at the blood on his face again, using water from a glass to wash off the drying stains
- giving him soft gentle rubs on the small of his back where your hand remained
- you could see him straining to keep a straight face, the colour still high in his cheeks
- “It’s okay Sir” you said, offering him a smile “you’re doing great, we’ll have you fixed up in no time!”
- his head turned to you, eyes bloodshot and gazing into your own
- and then he leaned forward, head landing on your shoulder, his breaths becoming longer and slower
- you allowed yourself to wrap an arm around him, gently rubbing his back
- “I think you’re so wonderful Sir, it’s okay”
- his arms managed to snake around you, pulling himself closer to you
- you felt so touched by this gentle moment
- and your heart was pounding as he spoke.
- “thank you. thank you so much [y/n].” he managed with a quivering voice
- “thank you for caring.”
sweet dreams
@star-wars-love-phasma20 requested: #31 and #60 with kylux
Prompts: “come here, baby” and “shh, it was just a dream”
a/n: just fluff mmmm my boys
- kylo didn’t know when hux had started staying over
- maybe it was after that one night he had stormed into kylo’s room after such a stressful day with a whole nights work still ahead of him and grumbled away over his holopad until kylo sat a cup of caf beside him and hux had awoken in the early hours of the next morning, a thick knitted throw over him as he laid curled up on kylos leather sofa
- and maybe the first time they had ended up together in bed was after that meeting that went horribly wrong and hux had looked so angry, his eyes wide and then wider still when kylo pushed him against the wall in the now empty meeting room and attacked his lips with such force that hux could barely breathe and had sulked quietly to kylo’s chambers that night
- hux didn’t know either, what had overcome the pair of them, how he always realised too late that he was walking towards the tall man’s quarters rather than his own in his exhaustion to turn back, and grumpily ended up outside the door, it opening before he had a chance to knock, the dark haired man somewhere in there, waiting for him
- but here he was, wrapped in kylo’s arms as he drifted off to sleep, the warmth of his... his lover’s??? body lulling him into rest
- and when ren began shaking, soft cries falling from his lips, tears spilling in his sleep, hux woke, always a light sleeper, his hands instantly reaching out towards the trembling man beside him
- and kylos eyes were open now, streaming tears, bloodshot and scared, and hux wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into his chest
- “come here, baby” hux cooed, pulling kylo down onto his chest, his hands running through his hair “I’ve got you”
- and kylo’s shaking slowed, his breaths finally settling, his ears filled with the steady beating of hux’s heart
- a light tremble came from kylo’s mouth, a shaky breath
- “shh, it was just a dream”
- kylo settled closer to hux, his own hand intertwining with hux’s free one, the ginger rubbing circles on the back of his hand as he gently fell back into his slumbe
- and hux stayed there, awake, watching for the other to fall asleep, wondering what this all meant and where it was taking them
- but not caring one bit, as long as he could be beside kylo for as long as he lived
lost and found
anon requested: for the prompts,,,, 17? I'm screaming
anon requested: Hey! I was wondering I could get a ben solo imagine with prompts 55, 15, 11. Maybe it takes place after the events of Rise of Skywalker (but in a scenario where Ben doesn’t die and comes back to the light side lol) and it takes place like a few months after the events of RoS and like you two were together before he become kylo ren and now you’re close friends after his return but aren’t really an official couple. With fluff near the end if that’s possible ? Thank you !!
a/n: i thought these both fit together really well and i didn’t know who to do for the first requested so i’ve combined them!!
warnings: slight mention of nsfw, 1364 words of fluff
Ben. His name bounced around your head, the thoughts and memories it brough back threatening to follow soon after. It had been years since you had seen him, since you had seen your best friend and boyfriend. You weren’t sure he was still the same person, still had the same feeling. But you could never stop thinking about him.
You weren’t force sensitive yourself, but you had grown up alongside him, your mothers knowing each other. He had always seemed different that the other people your age, and it wasn’t just him being able to use the force. He kept to himself a lot, although never shying from his strength and abilities, he never seemed to have many people surrounding him after the applause and marvel.
And that’s how you had become friends. You were obsessed with the idea of what existed outside your own planet. You thrived when Ben had taken you out one day, after a tough test (which you had failed, but so had Ben) out into the stars and into the unknown. Flying was beautiful to you, the freedom and grace of covering such distance and being able to disappear to wherever you wanted, the opportunities endless.
Things had only grown from there. He became your best friend first, helping you study, you helping him manage his internal battles, him holding you after arguments with your father. And then he had kissed you, in the rain cliche little fuck after a heart to heart as you tried to run away. And then he didn’t stop kissing you, every day, any time he could, holding you close to him, letting you in to his thoughts, keeping you safe.
Ben had become your everything. He was your comfort and your safety, and your home. You had never really felt settled on your own planet, in your own home, but with Ben you felt entirely you, and grounded.
Then he had gone away to train with his uncle. You knew he was destined for great things, to unleash the power he held, to become a great jedi knight. He came and visited you often, sending letters and never returning without some kind of homemade gift. and a whoole night of orgasms, we can’t forget ben isn’t as soft as he makes himself out to your mother, sweet talking her into thinking he was a gentle boy
But something had changed. Or something that had always been there was coming out. He was still your Ben, hyper and caring and witty, but his eyes, they were swimming and darker and sometimes so light they were almost yellow, and he was rougher, not just in his physique, but his mind. He was harsher when people made jokes to him, his anger burst out of him, no matter how much you could see him straining against it. And he wasn’t as open, he barely let you into his thoughts, let you know how he was feeling.
And then it happened. The night at the temple. The night you lost your Ben. Even if you weren’t force sensitive, you could always sort of feel him. Feel his laughter and smile in your head. He could reach out to you, wherever he was, and then all of a sudden you couldn’t. You became empty, lost, unsafe.
Years had passed since that night. You never wanted all the details, overheard bits here and there, but tried to distance yourself. You weren’t sure if you were just keeping on hoping Ben would come back to you, or that he hadn’t really done it, but regardless, you kept on. You helped with the resistance for Leia, you watched the reports on the first order sometimes, when you felt out of touch from the happenings in the galaxy. But you didn’t really care. And then there was the destroyed planets, and the new jedi girl, and Han was gone and all that you had pushed down before came out. You were keeping more tabs on what was happening, you stayed at the resistance base for weeks, helping on the scene, talking to Leia, but never going out there. You didn’t think you could ever trust yourself to be anywhere near him, knew even if you had the strength and power you could never hurt Ben, no matter what he did to you or your friends. Nothing could overrule the importance he still held to you.
And then everything went wrong. Rey was out there and so was he and everyone was dying. It was chaos. Absolute chaos. And all you could do was sit in your room thinking his name and thinking of his eyes.
And then you felt it. You felt him. Your throat felt like it was closing, your heart pounding and you sprang from your bed, running through the corridors to the hangar. He wouldn’t be here. He couldn’t, he wouldn’t be here.
And then those eyes. Those big beautiful swirling brown eyes met yours. And you froze. Ben. Your head screamed.
I’m here. Filled your head.
You approached him slowly. His head had bowed, his hands behind his back, shoulders slumped. He had lost, you could tell from his posture, you had seen it so many times after he lost duels before. Before.
And then you were in front of him, his eyes meeting yours, him still towering over you, even more now. His lip was between his teeth, a sharp red scar from his eyebrow to his throat glaring out at you. Rey. You knew.
“I thought you were dead. I couldn’t feel you anymore”
“I thought you were dead!” you exclaimed, and he looked confused.
“I mean Ben. I thought Ben was gone” those eyes reminded you he wasn’t. He never was.
It was hard at first, to adjust to him being back. To Ben being here again. Everyone else wasn’t so quick to trust him, to be around him, but you had only known Ben, had only fond memories of the floppy haired boy sitting across from you. Your eyes flicked over his features, taking in his beautiful face.
Ben looked up from his work, eyes meeting yours as your cheeks burned.
“You’re very distracting you know?” he chuckled, trying to carry on with his files.
“I didn’t mean to stare”
“And I didn’t mean you looking. I can still hear your thoughts [y/n]”
You went redder than you had before. You got up, walking over from your place in the mess room, grabbing a new cup of caf and bumping into Poe.
“Oh kriff, sorry Poe!” you giggled, his hand resting on your arm as he steadied you.
“It’s okay [y/n], i know how clumsy you are, and I don’t think you’re gonna get let me forget” Poe winked before walking off with his own caf, disappearing into the corridor. You turned back towards Ben, seeing his eyes glued to you, and then flicking to the empty door where Poe had just gone.
“You’re jealous, aren’t you hmm?” you giggled, sitting back down beside Ben, your hand going to his hair to move a few stray pieces away from his eyes. Ben only grumbled in response, turning his head so you couldn’t see his own blush.
You sat there, thinking of all the times you had seen him blush. When you took his hand in your own to compare sizes, when you had kissed him back, when he told you he loved you. You loved him, you still did. You didn’t think he would anymore, didn’t know how much he had lost or hidden of himself as Kylo. You didn’t know...
“I love you.” his voice, deep and soft pulled you from your thoughts.
“I never stopped. Don’t let Rey tell you she pulled me from the light. I just wanted to feel this” he took his hand in yours, placing it against his cheek, “again.”
“I lov...”
And his lips were on yours, ignoring anyone else around you because it didn’t matter. Nothing else mattered. You had your Ben back, your home, your world. He was here, in your hands, kissing you, holding you, loving you. That was all you would ever need.
arguments
request: #2 with kylux
a/n: im,,,, weak?
prompt: “shut your pretty mouth”
warnings: nsfw implied
- Kylo had been getting on Hux’s nerves all fucking day
- i mean when didn’t he???
- but kylo was equally fucking done with hux at this point
- did he really think he could get away with insubordination like that?
- especially after that fucking time in the lift with his hand on kylo’s thigh and that stupid fucking chuckle like he knew what he was doing to kylo
- apparently, they both seemed to have the same idea
- to get this sorted out, and by that, continue the argument away from lower ranking officers
- it wasn’t long before they both found each other, beside an empty meeting room
- and hux was thrown into it by kylo’s force, the door shutting and locking behind them
- hux pulled himself up from the ground, but remaining where he was, not attempting to bring himself any closer to the brooding child
- “Ren”
- “Hux”
- both the men grunted, glaring at one another. It was long before kylo reached up to remove his helmet, throwing it against the table to rid himself of it
- “do you actually enjoy pissing me off?”
- “that’s fucking typical of you to say, you think you can walk into meetings whenever you feel like to not input anything other than rejecting or criticising my plans!”
- “It was a stupid plan...”
- “how would you even know Ren? You’re not there for the planning or the execution half the time! You don’t know what I’ve given to the First Order, the devotion i give to pull off all our victories, whilst you..you sulk around and ruin shit! You and your fucking temper tantrums because you can’t get your own...”
- “Shut your pretty mouth”
- “way, like how...wait what did you say?”
- kylo stalked closer to hux, closing the distance between them.
- hux instinctively backed into the wall, trying to keep his face composed and stern.
- because kylo was not getting away with this again
- but kylo’s proximity got closer, until he was looking down at the ginger, his eyes dark and teeth gritted
- he leaned in, placing his mouth beside hux’s ear, that deep silky voice filling hux’s head
- “i said, shut your pretty fucking mouth”
- hux tried to reply, but he couldn’t. the words were stuck in his throat, held down by the heat building in his abdomen, the dizziness in his head from kylo’s words
- he thought he knew how much of an effect he had on kylo, but wasn’t certain. but oh stars, hux was well aware of the effect kylo had on himself.
- he knew he was bright red, eyes not daring to meet kylo’s
- a chuckle brought them back to the dark haired man in front of him
- “well well, at least i know how to get you to shut up now.” kylo smirked
- “but...”
- “ah, ah, ahh, armie” hux cringed at the nickname
- “don’t tempt me to do anything more to get you to be quiet”
- “because then you wouldn’t really be quiet i suppose.” kylo leaned into h ux again, his thighs either side of hux’s legs “because you’d be fucking screaming for more”
- kylo placed a kiss to hux’s neck, the shorter man inhaling suddenly
- before kylo whipped around, grabbing his helmet and exiting the room in a flash, leaving hux panting, alone and hard
- whatever the case, hux had to fucking do something about ren, before it became a distraction. before he went crawling to his quarters, begging for him.
soft!
@sunch1ld requested: hnnnnsfzxcxgc could i get uhhhhhhh poe x reader with uhhhhhh number 4
a/n: uhhhh absolutely (oh my god this gif??? works perfectly?? hnngg)
prompt: “Your hair is really soft”
- you had joined the resistance not too long ago, wanting to fight for the cause you believed in so much
- your family hadn’t been too happy, you had come from a neutral planet, but they would never listen to your insistence that it couldn’t be neutral for that much longer, with the first order’s rampage of planets
- and also, you didn’t want to be neutral, you wanted to do what was right
- making friends was never the easiest for you
- you had often kept to yourself throughout most of your life
- and although everyone in the resistance was so welcoming and honoured for your loyalty
- you still didn’t feel as though you fit in that well
- but then along came poe
- with that fucking smile
- and all you could do was keep smiling back
- as he introduced you to his friends
- as he spent time with you, learning about you
- as he became, ultimately, your best friend
- but maybe you wanted...something more?
- you would kid yourself into believing he felt the same
- because you were sure he was this friendly and nice with everyone, you were sure he went out of his way for everyone, you were sure that drunken kiss in your room was something he did with everyone. right?
- it was just you and him, relaxing in his room, his eyes hooded from lack of sleep
- he had just returned from a mission, and had originally been exhilarated, but now seemed soft and tired
- and that was how his head ended up in your lap, whilst you half paid attention to a holovid he’d flicked on
- you reached down, flicking a strand of hair from his forehead
- and his sleepy ass brought out a smile and a soft “mmm”
- this was as good a time as any, right?
- you found yourself working your hands into his hair, curling loose strands around your finger as he sighed contentedly over and over, his eyes shutting
- you giggled, and he opened an eye, intriguing
- “your hair is really soft”
- and that’s when he sat up, his hand gripping your head to him, and crashing his lips down to yours
- his lips were soft too, his cheeks even with the little stubble, and his eyes seemed so gentle as they stared into yours as you parted
- “so is yours” he murmured, letting his hand slowly lower from your head
- he smiled, pulling you closer to him as he laid back down onto the bed
- this time with you by his side, pulling you into his chest
- as his fingers found your hair again, playing with your loose hair
- “my soft girl” he smiled
Prompts!
so, im in the mood for writing and i’m slowly getting through the requests, but, who wants prompts?? also feel free to send in any other prompts u want bc i just wanna sit n think abt star wars hehe !! anything sent in will be answered/written today!!!
“Was the rope really necessary?”
“Shut your pretty little mouth.”
“It’s you, it’s always been you.”
“Your hair is really soft.”
“C’mere, you can sit on my lap till I’m done working.”
“Were you ever going to tell me?”
“You make me proud, you know.”
“You’re warm.”
“It’s beautiful, isn’t it?”
“Wow, you’re hot.”
“You’re jealous, aren’t you?”
“Wanna save water and shower together?”
“Is… Is that my shirt?”
“I’m gonna kick your ass.”
“I love you.”
“You’ll catch me, right?”
“I thought you were dead!”
“Is that blood?”
“I’ve had worse.”
“I’m right here.”
“You disobeyed me!”
“Just leave.”
“That’s my toothbrush!”
“If you want me, come and get me.”
“Sorry, I didn’t get that. I don’t speak bullshit.”
“Can we go home?”
“Act natural!”
“Why is there a knife in your purse?”
“Don’t touch her/him!”
“I wasn’t asking.”
“Come here, baby.”
“Wanna say that again?”
“Ugh, fight me.”
“You’ll be alright, I’ve got you.”
“Mine.” “Yours.”
“You here to finish me off, sweetheart?”
“I don’t think you’re as bad as you want them to think.”
“She’s/He’s different.”
“Shall we?”
“Stay for me.”
“This is all your fault.”
“I need another drink.”
“Calm down!”
“I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.”
“You need rest.”
“Stop, I’m fine.”
“Did you just… throw your bra at me?”
“I don’t hate you, per say.”
“Woah, how much have you had to drink?”
“Why do you have a black eye?”
“Who do I need to kill?”
“Are you… checking me out?”
“I trusted you!”
“Stop running from me.”
“You’re being very distracting.”
“You’re killing me here.”
“I think I love you.”
“Are you happy now!?”
“Here, take my hand.”
“Shh, it was just a dream.”
“Bite me!”
Thankyou so much for the Hux request. I’ve already read it 5 times and i can’t stop smiling and I’m gonna cry because he’s so cute. And THE END. HIS REACTION AT THE END. OMFG 👌👌👌👌
honeslty, hux ain’t even my main and im purely sobbing over it, you’re so welcome honestly can you imagine him just blushing soooo bad and getting distracted in a meeting because he keeps thinking about your smile and he’s always sooo sure of what he’s gonna do but like.... he has no idea what to do about you
stress relief
anon requested: so uhhh kylo getting off and accidentally thinking about you but not realising and then being like oh fuck because he didn’t even think about you like that before
- kylo was stressed
- and yeah, maybe that was him every second of the day anyway
- but this time nothing was relieving how tense he was
- he’d taken a boiling shower after working out to excess
- but as a paced around his room there was nothing he could do to quiet the buzzing in his head
- he laid back on his bed after shifting off all those layers
- his hands running through his hair
- well, there was one more thing he could try, he supposed
- he unfastened his trousers, pulling them down and wiggling out of them
- his hand wrapped around himself, beginning to gently move up and down
- he felt his breaths quicken, but his shoulders slumping further into the pillows
- he worked himself quicker, pumping hard
- and then little gaps of slow movements, his breaths becoming pants
- he was so blinded by how he was feeling that he didn’t quite notice until
- fuck, [y/n]
- his whole body froze
- the images in his mind becoming much clearer
- that wasn’t just some body, or some [h/c] hair
- but... why was he thinking of you?
- guilt started to fill him until he realised that this was helping so much
- and surely it wouldn’t hurt right? you...wouldn’t mind?
- he couldn’t stop the images filling his head, you beneath him, you moaning, you tugging on his hair and his cock
- kylo didn’t even realise he’d started up his relentless pace again
- until he was almost there
- and he came, strings of cum landing on his stomach as your name slipped through his gritted teeth
- his breaths returning to normal, and a weight off his shoulders for once, kylo sighed in relief
- maybe he could? no that would be stupid
- but yeah, maybe he could find you later that evening or soon...?
a/n: part 2 anyone? hmmmm
A helping hand
anon requested: Headcanons for Hux with a really soft sweet assistant? She brings him coffee while he’s giving out orders on the bridge. Gently puts a hand on his back when he’s stressing himself out and reminds him to calm down. Soft shoulder rubs too. Bonus bonus if she adjusts his uniform for him sometimes and gums softly about how handsome he looks that day.
a/n: do u realise i am living for this like,,, quiet sobbing
- working for Hux had seemed…well daunting to begin with
- you knew the standards he upheld, and how focused everyone always seemed to be on your visits to the bridge
- but when the position for his assistant came up, and you were offered it
- you could hardly say no at the opportunity
- you brought your smile and your pleasantries
- which Hux would never tell you made him stop in his tracks the first day he saw you
- which was actually why you had gotten the position
- he had seen you working with fellow officers, being pushed around but never caring
- just picking up their work and always being there with a smile
- and after the first time his mug of caf was instantly replaced after being finished
- well he really couldn’t believe his luck tbh
- you never really talked
- just general chitchat, more so than you expected still
- he enjoyed working alongside you, not just for your happiness and warmth
- but god he actually enjoyed the early morning appearance at his desk, you always waiting, a smile and a “how are you today General?” always greeting him
- you wouldn’t say you had gotten close, but you knew hux had begun to rely on you more than others
- when he stormed into his office after another one of Ren’s bloody tantrums
- you were there, caf in hand, a gentle nudge to his back to help him get started on his walk back to the bridge
- and when he came in tired, sleepless nights focusing on work, you would lean over and fold down his crumpled collar
- and he thought his heart had stopped when you reached across to smooth back a stray strand of hair that had fallen out of place on his head
- hux didn’t know what he was feeling for you at this point
- but he absolutely melted as you left his office after giving him a once over and stated
- looking very handsome today General
Dark side!headcanons: pt2-turn ons
dark side!headcanons: part 2 - what turns them on NSFW
Part 1
Hux
- deffo gets off watching himself
- like the sort of man to have a massive mirror opposite his bed, either for watching him fuck you or just when he’s on his own
- likes submission, can’t get enough of being in control
- big, big into bdsm, oh stars *opens his entire wall closet of toys and restraints*
- likes braiding your hair back for you, aftercare is a Must
- likes being marked by you as much as he likes leaving them on you
- got he’s such a whore for you sucking on his thumb
- especially if he’s wearing his gloves
- even more especially if it’s a quick private moment somewhere not private
- likes to break you down and make you his
Kylo
- god, just about anything you do if he’s angry
- there’s only one thing that gets his anger out of him lbr
- and controlling you is so good for him
- he loves grabbing you
- your thighs and hips and breasts, god he loves curves
- begging is his thing
- but not as much as praise, oh boy
- he likes defiance, he likes an attitude
- because he’s definitely going to fuck it out of you
Phasma
- she likes it when you’re flustered
- watching you melt into her hands, that soft submission to her
- she loves the fact she towers over you
- neck kissing instantly takes things further
- god she just loves kissing tbh
- watching you get yourself off in front of her is soooo good for her
- she always wants you to feel good too
- probably came just from making you cum too??? ngl
- totally into toys
- loves more than one partner
- hearing you moan is going to take her from 0 to 100 like, instantly
I’m yours
a/n: i can’t get this out of my head so have it in words huh
- kylo is never going to be mr affectionate
- but when you see the moments of love and him caring for you, you find yourself reaching out to hold this moment in your mind forever
- when you’re alone you can sift through all the times he felt human, felt just like the boy you were in love with
- arguments happen, frequently
- someone with a temper that strong, and that much on his shoulders could snap so very quickly
- and you always try to be so understanding
- rows never lasted long, quick blow ups and then you were back to each other
- you didn’t know what to define you as
- were you dating? in love? did he feel the same? would you ever know?
- he surely knew exactly how you felt about him, he could get inside your mind and you always let him
- but even if you could see into kylo’s head, you’re not sure you would be able to find an answer
- the whiplash between soft cuddles at night and the stern glances you got out on the bridge had been hard to get used to
- but in the end it didn’t matter because you were truly in love with him
- you knew this because of how your heart choked you every time he went out on another mission, risked his life
- you were aware how strong he was, but nothing could stop you worrying over him
- it had been a fight, a bad fight
- one of the very few times he had stormed off and not come back
- you knew he was busy with his next mission
- you watched from the bridge as his tie fighter flew out into the battle
- he always promised before he left he would come back safe. that was good enough as an i love you from ren
- but this time he had just left
- and even if you weren’t force sensitive, you knew he was radiating anger, frustration, and... sadness
- he was acting rash, getting too close, charging too much without backup
- hux began tutting about how reckless that child is
- but you were terrified, watching on as he continued on his war path
- when word came in that resistance members had been spotted in a base on the planet below, kylo’s tie immediately started heading to the planet
- “Ren, get back here! You don’t have any support. Not to undermine your prowess, but we need you to wait!”
- His comms went dead, his lightsaber deep in the communication control panel you assumed
- that was when you started pleading, trying to send out any message to him
- to just come back, to not do this
- he couldn’t leave and risk his life like this
- he was too important
- silence
- you had to hide the sobs that threatened to break out of your chest as his tie flew further towards the planet
- you just kept repeating, please, please, please in your head
- you were his, so entirely
- you didn’t belong to the first order, you belonged to him
- nothing would matter without him
- you kept thinking of all the times he cared for you, looking after you, running baths for you and holding you close
- you thought of his laughter and his moans and his beautiful fucking eyes
- the tie appeared to swing round
- and then his voice was filling your head
- i’m sorry, i’m so sorry, I know, i’m coming back, i promise i’m coming back to you, i’m coming back for you
- you couldn’t hold back the tears any longer, his black ship finally advancing back to you.
- I’m yours [y/n]. I’m all yours.
- I’m yours Kylo. Always.
- Always.
“What the kriff!?”
@evanfan96 requested: Can you do one of the reader being from earth and dating Kylo? They make regular visits to see her family and during one visit, an earthquake strikes? It was only a small one and it was Kylo’s first time experiencing something like that and gets a little freaked out, making her laugh at him a bit while explaining to him what just happened and what an earthquake was.
kylo x reader, earth reader, 888 words, no warnings
(i read a fic before that used ‘gaia’ as earth n i felt like that would fit in more as if there was an earth in the sw galaxy if that makes sense? anyway i thought it would fit in better but yeah)
Meeting Kylo had been completely by chance. You hadn’t ever really ventured off planet, it wasn’t that it scared you, but you honestly felt no need. It had been hard, to begin with with Kylo,him being needed here, there and everywhere on missions and fights. Your planet remained neutral throughout the war, and always had. Still, you could see the determination and passion Kylo felt for his cause and you sympathised with it the best you could. Your planet itself had seen some violent times, albeit smaller and contained to the world, but war nonetheless.
You begun your trips into outer space not long after you ‘officially’ started dating. Putting your concerns aside, it only made sense to make the trip up to the finaliser to spend time with him. You didn’t stay long to begin with, but then it became weeks you would spend with him, finally pushing yourself to travel to other planets in the galaxy, to go exploring with kylo. He always seemed so laid back when it was just the two of you, jetting off to random uninhabited places, soaking up the sun or exploring through a rain forest. You had many climates back home already, but you were astounded by the vast planets so different and similar you could visit. The creatures you encountered, the people you met and the cultures you experienced made you almost mad you hadn’t bothered to zoom off into the stars so much earlier.
Kylo had been more apprehensive to come back to your home planet with you again. It wasn’t just visiting the planet (that he wouldn’t admit just how little he knew about, read some bloody history books idiot) but more of the prospect of meeting your family. Ren had a hard time with family, quite obviously, but you knew he was also almost awkward in formal situations. He was always a tense person anyway, but being put in a situation where he felt he was being judged was horrible. Let alone, the fact that this time around he wouldn’t be judged on his fighting stance or power, but on his genuine humanity. That one would be difficult.
It had happened a few times, small visits, even a week stay at your family’s holiday lake house, watching Kylo shuffle around in his civilian clothes and try to sit not so fucking sternly on the sofa when the tv was on. It warmed your heart, watching the Supreme Leader of the First Order, shifting on your family’s sofa in a knitted jumper trying to understand Jeopardy! or whatever else your Dad insisted on watching.
It was one of these little visits that you had been out travelling around your home world that you finally felt more superior than the giant who held himself so high. You didn’t mean to belittle him, you just felt so useless sometimes, this leader and fighter, always being there to protect you and never need you. It played on your mind sometimes, late at night, and then he pulled you in closer in his sleep, gripping onto you and the thoughts vanished.
You were travelling back home, and you noticed the report of small earthquakes on the news, but ignored it, a not particularly regular, but non-threatening happening. You were walking back to your family house, Kylo in tow, his hand laced in your own, when it struck. The ground began shaking, nearby parked cars rocking slightly, a few alarms going. You steadied yourself, waiting for the small quake to pass, but the sudden grip on your hand, and the wide eyes that met yours as you looked over to Kylo made you rethink.
“What the kriff...”
“It’s an earthquake kylo, it’s okay” you couldn’t help but giggle as his eyes jerked around watching the scene. His face reddened, and he bit down on his lip, trying to swallow his surprise.
“It’s okay! I promise, there was a warning about them but I didn’t realise you wouldn’t know what they are!” You giggled more, pulling him into you as a small aftershock wobbled the ground.
“but...what?” Kylo mumbled, glancing nervously at the ground. You began to explain, as you walked slowly back to the house, Kylo eyeing the tarmac as if he could set it off again himself.
“This planets outer layer is made up of plates of...ground?” you replied, trying to break it down as best you could, without him thinking you were treating him like an idiot. (you definitely didn’t want to spoil your day with a tantrum over that)
“They’re not stationary, they shift against each other sometimes, and then you get an earthquake. We only really get small ones here, but in some places and sometimes, it can go as far as to collapsing buildings and that.”
You laughed again as Kylo’s eyes burst wide all over again, grasping you closer to him. The rest of the walk back was him exclaiming how, Why on stars did you all choose to inhabit such a violent planet, with all the hundreds of natural disasters you could encounter on this one (you don’t even want to think of the time he learnt about tsunamis)
As always, his first priority being you, and keeping you safe, shone through in this moment, and you smiled to yourself, your heart swelling with love.
a/n: hello yes ive never experienced an earthquake ive only been in one of those simulators so sue me if i got it completely wrong but i tried!!!
dark side!headcanons: pt1- cuddling
dark side!headcanons series - part 1: cuddling
Hux
- hux can be quite formal around you, even in private
- its hard for him to take off his general face and be loving
- but if there’s one thing that gets him there apart from being between your thighs
- its holding you in his arms
- he isn’t afraid to initiate it
- even tho he is quite slender, his arms can wrap around you
- he likes being the little spoon too
- even if he doesn’t seem like the most affectionate person, whenever ur in private he just has to be touching you
- your head resting in his lap on the sofa when he’s checking emails
- his hand on your thigh as you eat together
- just being rly close and reminding him that you are there
Kylo
- he will never admit to liking let alone needing cuddles from you
- like don’t even think about making a joke out of it
- because that child will storm off in an instant
- until he finally does sulk back into bed, like every night to wrap his arms around you
- he won’t let you be the big spoon, but he likes you facing him, your head on his chest
- once you are cuddling, he will pull you as tight to his body as he can, his hold so so strong around you
- if you saw his face like that, he’d be red as hell to start with, trying to calm his breathing
- but honestly being that close to you makes him completely relax
- he’ll draw little circles all over your skin and constantly play with your hair
- he just wants to know he has all of you, completely
Phasma
- Phasma is so open about affection in private
- besides the fact that unlike usually, in full clad armour, the instant she’s alone she’s wearing basically nothing
- like....phasma how did u remove that many layers that fast? holy shit
- phasma isn’t like that fussed about how you’re touching, as long as you are
- it changes who is cuddling who, or where she’s cuddling you
- she’ll just wrap her arms around whatever part of you is closest
- her legs will be underneath yours, or her arms draped lazily across your chest whenever she can
- cuddling isn’t as sacred to her, it’s just normal and comfortable, unlike the other two trauma babies
- phasma always likes a snuggle, especially when it turns into more
this is gonna be a thing/series??? pls send in ideas for other parts, and also if u want me to make a light side version too???
Don’t lie to me
@noisymoviesartbanana requested: Can you do an Imagine with Poe Dameron and reader were the reader was crying in one of the halls by herself and Poe founds her and she stand up and tell him that everything is alright, but Poe doesn't believe her and like she is about to walk away but Poe traps her in the wall and kisses her (like the seventeen again kiss)
poe x reader, 408 words, no warnings
It had been a hard day. Most of them were really, but for some reason today had hit you more. You couldn’t really tell what it was, the missions had all gone relatively smoothly, your meeting with the general had been okay. Maybe you were missing home? Tired of fighting? Whatever it was, it had gotten too much. You had been walking along trying to distract yourself, maybe distance yourself from all the commotion and the laughter, but you hadn’t made it far from the hub of the base until you began to breakdown.
Tears choked out of you and your hand gripped your mouth to try and hold the sobs back, but your eyes gave way. You were in a relatively quiet corridor, and stopped to lean against one of the walls. Your head was pounding, sobs muffled by your hand still racked your chest, and before long your legs gave way as you crumbled to the floor.
Through blurry eyes and half breaths, you noticed someone approaching you, slowly at first, in their own thoughts, and then quicker when they laid eyes on you. You could make out his floppy brunette hair and you blinked, trying to wipe the tears from your eyes as you stood to meet him.
“Hey [y/n], whats going on?”
You took in a deep breath to steady yourself. “I’m alright Poe, honestly” you tried to give him a smile.
He smiled back, popping a joke at you, but doubt crossed his eyes as his eyebrows furrowed.
“Don’t lie to me. Something’s wrong.”
“Poe, honestly, i’m okay. It’s all okay.” you paused, biting down on your lip, ready to turn away. “Really, i’m ok...
Poe’s hands were on either side of your face pulling your lips to meet his. You didn’t have time to react, other than to let him kiss you, his nose bumping yours as his fingers threaded into your hair, one dropping down to the small of your back to pull you against him. His lips were soft, full and a delight to kiss, your worries seeming to melt away as he held you breathless against the wall.
When he pulled away to breathe, his forehead rested to yours, before planting a soft kiss on your nose.
“You don’t need to lie to me [y/n], it’s okay” he cooed, before pulling you into his chest and wrapping his arms around you. Maybe things were all going to be okay.
“Try Me”
Anon requested: could you do a kylo x reader fic where she’s really tryna push all of kylos buttons and push him over the top and gets worried she’s gone too far but it’s okay?
kylo x reader, 631 words, fluff!
It had been several hours since you had seen Kylo. You knew he had important meetings to attend and other business but it didn’t stop you missing him and feeling bored. You’d spent all day not being able to entertain yourself, and giving up on any holovids to watch you threw your datapad down on your bed and sighed.
It wasn’t much longer that Kylo arrived back at your (well his) quarters. You could tell it hadn’t been a good day, he appeared stressed and agitated before he’d even removed his mask. You could always tell by his shoulders. Even though they never stopped making him so intimidating with just how wide he was, you had begun to learn how they slumped when he was stressed, how he held them higher when he wasn’t feeling confident.
His helmet was removed and thrown across the room. It landed with a loud thud against the far wall, nothing soft in Kylo’s bedroom to soften its fall.
“Don’t” Kylo started, his eyes glaring at the wall behind you. “I can hear what you’re thinking.”
In truth, you hadn’t meant to be thinking so loudly about what could have gone wrong and what was going through his head and oh stars, how hot you always got when he stormed in because his presence was normally already enough to make you melt but powerful and angry Kylo was a whole other level...
“I don’t want to talk about it.” He paused, his eyes dancing over your body, you sat propped up against his black pillows on the headboard. “You wouldn’t understand.”
You sighed, swinging your feet over the edge of the bed, about to stand when he walked over to you, towering above your head, his eyes glazed and so yellow.
His hand reached out, gently tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear. These were the little pieces of Kylo that were yours. These tender moments in between the anger and the hurt, or the passion, were the little gestures that swelled your heart even more than you thought it could. Kylo cared.
He exhaled deeply, his hand cupping your cheek and yanking your chin upwards as he leant forward to place a kiss on your lips. As he pulled away he was gazing back into your [e/c] eyes, and let out another deep breath.
You were captivated, as you always were. His swimming irises bored into you, held you there silent and immobile, his breath just touching your face. You couldn’t speak, so you spoke in your mind.
Try me.
His eyes shut, tightly, as he seemed to move away from you, his hand letting go of your face, his brows furrowed as he thought.
Then he was back over you, pushing you backwards as he climbed over your body, his hand grabbing your face again, his lips crashing onto yours as his other arm held his weight. He let his torso rest on you, the close proximity closing off any questions in your mind as his fingers threaded through your hair and his nose bumped yours as he gasped for breath.
He was kissing you over and over and over and you were dizzy with the force of it. It wasn’t until he was barely breathing that he parted his lips from yours again, his forehead now leaning on yours, his breaths only small pants.
“I don’t need you to listen to all...that” he gazed down at you. “I just need you here.”
His arms enveloped you, and you sank into his chest as he rolled you over, so you were cuddled up to his front. His hands found your hair again, trailing through strands, twisting them round his fingers as he breathed.
“I’m here Kylo.”
I’m always here.