skin & bones

Mama • 25 • Canada

[l-iightspeed]

I don’t remember every first kiss, but ours is one I don’t think I’ll ever forget.

[l-iightspeed]

I was wrong, I definitely forgot it

[l-iightspeed]

you know what, we’re not done here. we still have more to talk about but you’re dipping out “not getting involved” because he saw our conversation and messaged you. you could have ignored that, you could have realized that you were already involved when you initiated that conversation. idk if you’re gonna see this, but you still look at photos/videos I sent you years ago because it’s “always been me” your mind goes to. and I know you would look through my posts here too 💁🏼‍♀️ so hey B, let me know when you’re ready to grab a coffee and finish that conversation.

[l-iightspeed]

You know, you said you had a lot that you wanted to say but then you wouldn’t say any of it. Even still I want to know what it was you wanted to say. Maybe someday you’ll let it out. Maybe I’ll never know and wonder forever. The invitation for coffee still stands.

[l-iightspeed]

How are you going to squirt on that guys face if he's eating your ass?

I never saw this until now but idfk man I don’t think he thought through what he said

[l-iightspeed]

I’m with my literal dream guy and it’s so amazing. For once I can be myself with someone. He’s put up with the bullshit that comes with my having a daughter with my mentally abusive ex (he deals with him so I don’t have panic attacks on the daily). He loves me and our daughter more than I could have ever asked or imagined. My family loves him.

I’m gonna marry this man.

[l-iightspeed]

supposedly getting a ring/title upgrade by the end of 2020 ❤️

[l-iightspeed]

The ring upgrade happened Aug 2021 🥰

[aloofshahbanou]

sext: I really wanna get my shit together with you

[therelatableimages]

[l-iightspeed]

you know what, we’re not done here. we still have more to talk about but you’re dipping out “not getting involved” because he saw our conversation and messaged you. you could have ignored that, you could have realized that you were already involved when you initiated that conversation. idk if you’re gonna see this, but you still look at photos/videos I sent you years ago because it’s “always been me” your mind goes to. and I know you would look through my posts here too 💁🏼‍♀️ so hey B, let me know when you’re ready to grab a coffee and finish that conversation.

[himari-takakura-deactivated2016]

Just abuse things

- “IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY!!” - “you arent mad at me right? Oh my god you are! IM SORRY” - “is this my for me? Can I use this? Can I drink this? Can I-” - “pls help me make this decision for me” - “do what you please!!!” “What if that makes everyone mad at me” -studying people intensely because you are afraid you might do something that will make them mad - Saying something in a tone louder than usual and feeling like this is your last day alive - low self stem - feeling mentally and emotionally exhausted after expressing any sort of feeling and crying right after that - when someone talks or does something in an attitude thats not usual from them and Knowing That It’s Your Fault - “i dont deserve this why are you doing this for me” - not knowing the difference between a joke, sarcasm, and passive aggressive speech - unhealthily clinging to anyone who’s remotely nice to you - not knowing what to say NEVER - not knowing how to react to compliments, nice words, genuine care or anything like that and feeling incredibly sick at the thought of someone genuinely loving you - Crying. - having to explain every single movement and word you do and say to literally anyone - being really good at lying and pretending as a survival strategy - Not living, surviving. - calculating and overthinking everything you do and say, the time you say it, how you say it, the expression you have when you say it, your voice tone…everything - getting panic attacks over the tiniest things - unhealthily clinging to fictional characters and shows - lack of energy to do anything because you use a lot of effort in every single movement you do - “im useless” - when someone compliments you on something and you needing to be Perfect at it because then you dont have any reason to live - intrusive thoughts - Perfectionism - Over sensitiveness - “It’s my fault.” - not knowing how to react about criticism - Isolation - getting startled when someone touches you - being hyperaware of your surroundings and at the same time having no time and space perception - believing everything everyone says - Feeling like any day is your last day

[aloofshahbanou]

sext: I really wanna get my shit together with you

[geneva-diva]

[l-iightspeed]

did a boudoir shoot with some friends earlier in the year, these are the best shots 💁🏼‍♀️

[l-iightspeed]

I just wanna have bruises and hand prints where no one can see from some really good sex

[l-iightspeed]

I’m with my literal dream guy and it’s so amazing. For once I can be myself with someone. He’s put up with the bullshit that comes with my having a daughter with my mentally abusive ex (he deals with him so I don’t have panic attacks on the daily). He loves me and our daughter more than I could have ever asked or imagined. My family loves him.

I’m gonna marry this man.

[l-iightspeed]

supposedly getting a ring/title upgrade by the end of 2020 ❤️

[l-iightspeed]

me when I wait too long to get my nails done and they start breaking off 😅

[ahoydaisy]

[thealfaguy]

[dicedbyher-deactivated20220711]

I wanna be fucked on the regular by someone who respects me