⛧ whats up im Kurta im 19 and i never fucking learned how to read
⛧i go by she/they/he pronouns
⛧ im german & canadian raised in the US
⛧i sometimes draw, write, and yap but majority of my posts are reblogs
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i also just struggle with talking all together
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^ that also means please dont censor it ("r*pe," "$@", "s*ic*de", etc. i have the words blocked and censoring it only makes it hard for me to avoid it.
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Not getting a ton of reporting in US news, but the Trump administration is going after donors to Palestine, including going as far as international extradition under the guide of "counterterrorism"
I had to do a little digging for this. The article leaves the victims name out but mentions a go fund me.
I was able to find an article mentioning his name that directly linked to his gofundme https://www.the-independent.com/news/world/americas/crime/larsen-sohail-muslim-utah-stabbing-b3015105.html his name is Sohail if you have any money to help his recovery
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summary — if there one thing lohen wants you to know, bunny, it's that if you're gonna do it, you better do it right.
themes — pegging, power-bottom!lohen, established relationship, lohen coaches you on the art of being the fucker verus the fucked, smut and humor, horny lohen being horny, neck biting, pillow biting, prostate orgasm, role reversal at the end, kind of refers to hit me! but you don't have to read that to read this
WC: 1.1k
You weren’t sure if Lohen was laughing, crying, or cursing your name into the pillow strangled between his hands. Knowing him, it might as well have been all three.
“Bun—nmph,” he was saying, his voice catching with his biting teeth. Half-coherent, half-muffled, he said, “Har—er.”
“H…harder?” you replied unsurely.
He nodded his head desperately, his fingers clawing at the pillow like it was his sworn enemy. Shoulders tense, he released a long, strained groan.
You were no stranger to Lohen’s behaviors in the bedroom, but you were used to him doing this to you rather than the other way around. During a tipsy night spent with a few girls from the Knights of Favonius, one of them had shared a splice from her sex life, and how it had brought fresh air into her relationship with her long-time partner. You were flustered by it at first, perhaps even a little confused, but the longer the idea settled on you, the more curious you became. That, and if you were being honest, getting a foreign object stabbed into him seemed right up Lohen’s alley. You didn’t think he’d discriminate based on whether it was a dagger or a dildo.
“Ah, fuck,” Lohen growled, his jaw releasing the downy pillow. “Don’t be a bitch, Bunny—make it hurt.”
A touch of warmth settled across your face. Leaning further towards his face, you gave the rim of his ear an investigative trace, mimicking the actions he took when he was the one on top of you. With a hard, forward thrust of your hips, you buried the blue silicone completely inside of him. When he leaned his head back, moaning, you let your teeth sink into the pale skin of his ear.
Lohen’s hand flew to your head, pressing you up against him. In a growl, he said, “Good fucking girl. Don’t just nibble—bite.” When you closed your jaw harder, he groaned, “Good girl. Put more of your weight into it—nn. Yeah, Bun. Just like that.”
You wanted to ask if he was okay—if this was okay—but something within you knew he’d only laugh if you tried. Content with the sensation of his body beneath yours and the fervor of his moans, you swallowed back a pool of spit before shifting your mouth to his neck. You sucked hard, like he did every time you told him you were going to wear something that exposed your neck and begged him not to. Just like you, Lohen whined.
“Fuck,” he breathed. “Bun. More weight. Press those tits into my back, those—,” his breath hitched, “—those cute fuckin’ nipples. Wait, fuck…now I wanna suck your tits…”
You giggled, but you pressed your full body weight into him like he asked, trying your best to utilize your pressure with each sloppy stroke of your hips. Hot, heavy breaths fell from your lips as you tried to keep up the momentum. Being faced with your own lack of athleticism, you wondered how Lohen always managed to fuck you into next week without even breaking a sweat. You should show him more appreciation for that, next time.
“I wanna play with your boobs,” he moaned, hands milking the pillow like they were curling around your tits instead. “They feel so good on top of me, Bun.”
“You’re…talkative,” you said between pants and laughter. “More…than usual.”
“Shut up,” he groaned. “Bite me again, but harder. And can’t you fuck me any faster than that?”
“I…I’m trying!” you sputtered, your face hot. “I’m not exactly…as good at this as you!”
“Thanks for stating the obvious, Bun.”
“Hey! I’ll stop if you want to be a dick about it!”
“Forget what I said,” Lohen replied quickly, grinning from ear-to-ear. “You’re so fucking good at that, Bunny—maybe even better than me!”
“Now you’re laying it on too thick!”
“Ah, Bunny!” he moaned exaggeratedly. “Slow down, please! If you don’t stop, I’m going to cum from your dick in my ass!”
“Are you being serious right now?!” you sputtered. “Even when I’m the one fucking you, you still find a way to make fun of me?!”
“Oh, yell at me more, babe! It makes me fuckin’ hot for you!”
“Lohen!”
“Bunny!”
“You little shit!”
“Want me to shut up?” he asked, the corners of his lips curled into a devious smile. “If that’s what you want, then you’re gonna have to make me.”
You snapped your mouth shut, heat flaming at your face. Lohen lifted his head, peering back at you with his incandescent red eyes, and in a playful voice, asked, “What’s wrong, Bunny? Too scared to—? Mmph!”
You pressed your hand to the back of his head, shoving his face into the pillow in a desperate attempt to shut him up. Lohen wriggled a bit underneath you, not with the intent of getting you to release him, but rather as an accompaniment to his muffled moans. It defied all sense of reason for you to understand him, what with his mouth so full of cotton, but you knew he was repeating, harder, harder, harder.
Your heart skipped a beat. This was certainly a different sight for you, who was far more used to hearing such strangled cries from your own throat.
“Mm mm-mm mm.”
Your brows furrowed. “You’re…gonna cum?”
He nodded up and down, repeating the same incoherent sentence as before. Something else sounded like, good girl, good girl.
You swallowed, feeling your core throb in response to his praise. With another smack of your skin to his, you felt a sudden blast of cold, then the feeling of Lohen’s hips pressing back into yours. His moans were loud and growling, but the way he fucked himself back against you couldn’t be mistaken as anything other than desperate.
After a beat, he slumped back down into the mattress. Turning his panting face away from the soft of the pillow, he said, “Good…girl.”
You smiled, pressing a chaste kiss to his cheek. “Tired?”
“Nah, just…just catching my breath.” His hand stroked over your cheek, tender and loving. “Is it my turn yet? I gotta show you…what a real fucking looks like. Give you some…some inspiration for next time.”
“Next time?” you asked cheekily.
“Next time,” he confirmed. “But don’t worry, bun—I won’t even let you try it until you successfully pass my course.”
“Oh? And how long is this course?”
“Hm…maybe five or six good fucks,” he said, grinning. “Until you can properly explain what I’m doing to you right back to me.”
You winced. “Don’t tell me you want me to explain while you’re fucking me.”
“Right on the money, bun!”
His next moves were a flurry—instead of being under you, he was on top of you, pressing your wrists to the mattress beneath. With a sly smile, he pressed his wet, hard dick against the smooth of your belly, laying it right next to the strap-on that had flopped against your abdomen. He glanced at the sight of them side-by-side and hummed a giggle.
“Mine’s bigger,” he murmured.
Breath shuddering, you smiled.
“Okay then, Lohen. Why don’t you show me how it’s done?”
a/n: this is a quickie i wrote up because some girls said they wanted to see reader pegging lohen and i was intrigued! o///o i've written yet never posted pegging lmao so i hope this works for those who like it!
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um i dont really want to play anything or talk to anyone i might do my makeup but i can hear my sister talking to her friends through the wall and that usually overstimulates me pretty bad
in senior year i got my teacher into tgcf, i still have the doc i made the report in and its fucking ass. the teacher was super exhausted because no one was giving a shit. she apparently got fired for giving students her insta last year.
my family ate out yesterday they went to taco bell and there was a few regular drinks with "dirty" in front of it its name, turns out theres just vanilla in it. no clue why youd label a drink as dirty but whatever
ummmmm im gonna be mad at myself for sharing but the earliest picture i have of myself is my sister attempting to look hot with me in her arm while taking a selfie, when i was like a week old.
another name ive thought of is Ivory, i dont love it but i need some options. im still kinda tempted to using the name closest to mine since its so pretty, but i want to be more masc presenting. though im not sure Evernia can have a masc nickname.
i found a really really straight banana today. i wanted to make a dick joke to one of my friends but he had just told me how gross dicks look to him and i was gonna wait a little to show it to him but i forgot and ended up eating it without taking a picture.
^ more about elliot !! he came out to me a couple weeks ago. we dated in middle school whenever i thought i was gay and transmasc and he was lesbian. i realized i was trans whenever we were dating and knew that we should break up but i didnt know how to since i was still in love with him, so i whenever i switched schools i just let long distance break us apart. i really am not a good partner. anyways it was super weird though because i swore i wasnt into girls at the time but i still really loved him, turns out, hes fucking trans. i swear to god i wish i told him about that. i knew years before he knew. we are now celebrating the day he came out to me as penis day. i havent decided if i want to celebrate as a anniversary (like one month, half a year, a year, ect. ect.) or yearly. i have a cake idea for him.
actually yea i think ill have my sister make a cake for him. shes a baker and made us anniversary cakes whenever we dated umm i cant find a picture of it. he doesnt live local anymore so id have to ship it but thats fine. i have a few ideas for the cakes already teehee
ummmmmm what else i just had coffee so i dont think ill be asleep for a while
im getting very burnt out of genshin but i havent gotten lohens friendship card yet so id like to wait a little. i do still want to be into genshin and all but i hate hoyo. also i havent figured out what to fixate on, hence why im writing instead of just going on a game to cope.
i feel alot better now teehee um idk why im posting this, for attention i guess
no actually i need to stop thinking that asking for help is attention seeking. except this is pretty " look at me i just temporarily prevented myself from sh give me praise !!! " i think
attention seeking is a way of asking for help though right?? except i think anyone trying to comfort me will only set me back
im so hungry i havent eaten since yesterday. im gonna go eat
