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Active September 2021
This blog is active in Septermeber 2021! I am not pro and hope that anyone struggling with an ed can find help recovering.
I post updates on my own relxpse journey, th1nspo, weight checks and body checks and, sometimes recipes I want to try later.
Please don't follow if you don't have an ed or are trying to recover as my blog isn't going to be good for you.
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Recipe for this awesome soup!!
Only 165 calories for the whole thing!
1 cup of water- 0
1.5 cups of vegetable stock- 15
1 small can of sliced carrots- 35
1.5 cups of fresh baby spinach- 10
.5 servings of egg noodles- 105
Obviously calories vary by brand and you could use fresh carrots or add other ingredients if you’d like this is just how I made mine
If 2 people are drowning, it doesn't matter if one of them was pushed, and if one of them jumped in on their own accord, they're both still drowning.
Same thing with your ed. Just because you knew what you got into, does not mean your ed isn't valid.
If one of those 2 people was drowning in 5 feet of water and the other was drowning in 10 feet, they're both still drowning.
Same thing with your ed. Just because someone is "sicker" doesn't mean your ed isn't valid.
I'm saying this for awareness even though I struggle with validating myself, it just needs to be said.
If you see someone drowning and think "wow *swimming* sure looks like fun" and jump in, only to realize that the water is deeper and murkier than you ever imagined, you still deserve help. It's not your fault for not knowing what you were getting into, the only thing any of us can do now is try to get out or teach each other to swim.
Repeat after me everyone:
BOYS CAN HAVE AN ED
MTF PEOPLE WITH ED DO EXIST
FTM PEOPLE CAN STRUGGLE WITH AN ED
PEOPLE THAT STARTED THEIR JURNEY AT 100+KG CAN BE IDENTIFIED WITH AN ED
Sorry for disappearing for a little! I met my other boyf for the first time ever in 4 years (long distance)! It was amazing and I had so much fun!
However he kept bringing me to all these amazing restaurants and I definitely ate more than I should have,,,, I'm a little scared to check my weight but I'm hoping all the exercise I got kept any of the calories from sticking
Ugh period bloat is killing me rn
At least it gives me a reason not to eat, for some reason eating makes my cramps 10,000x worse
Eating disorder logic
- I’m lonely I’m going to isolate myself - I’m hungry I’m going to starve - I’m full I’m going to eat - I feel enormous I’m going to binge now - I can tell I’ve lost weight I’m never eating again - I’m happy I’m going to trigger myself - I’m sad I’m going to pretend I’m fine - gum has 5 calories no - ice cream has a million calories I’m going to eat a whole 7 pints
So true
So far I've been staying in my set calorie limits for this month! I'm still working on drinking enough water but I'm doing better than I have been ^-^
Exercising is also tricky but that's mostly since my daughter has some more teeth coming in and it's been making her cranky/not wanting to nap. First focus has to be caring for her so I'm trying not to beat myself up over not getting in an entire exercise routine each day
Going to see my long distance boyf in less than a week! Time to double down so I can look my best when I finally see him in person ♡♡♡
Autumn Inspo
Collarbones basking in the soft warm sun
Oversize comfy sweaters that feel like a hug
Delicate fingers peeking from huge sleeves
The warmth of a late study coffee cup
Dry leaves softly crunching under your feet during a walk
Autumn is such an aesthetic season for me ❤️
one of the worst things? being a people pleaser with an ED.
mom bought me food? well I have to eat it, I don't want to hurt her feelings.
not wanting to make friends feel weird by not eating when everyone else is.
not wanting people to be worried/suspicious. the attention doesn't deserve to be on me.
not wanting to react poorly when someone gives me something (like an ice coffee with creamer) that I used to love, but I just can't enjoy anymore.
one of my biggest issues: not wanting people to be offended or mad at me for making something else for myself instead of eating what they made.
I don't want my issues with food to affect other people, but they really affect me.
Omg I struggle with this shit everyday
Ugh my mom went and got burger King and made me eat half the sandwich ;-; she wouldn't let me say no because "you need food"
bitches be like "i'm not hungry" and then their stomach growls.
it's me. i'm bitches.
Today is day 1 of staying on track! I'm excited to get started!
