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Past.

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Breakup

It felt wrong… But it’s the right thing.

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This feeling

I don’t know how to describe this feeling, We’re in the middle of breaking up, In the middle of patching things up… I wanna end the agony, Move on with the pain… Start over with a new life. Is there a chance to fix this? When I don’t see a thing to be fix. It seems final, but I can’t describe this feeling.

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What keeps you sane?

I dunno

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One word

Exhausted

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BAKDA

When you think I'm being careless... Living life my own way... Too much fun and ignoring conflicts. Not paying attention. Not giving you the same attention. Fighting with you. But I'm just actually hiding in my shield... Protecting myself from being hurt. By rejection, by being left out... For I know you have your own priorities. I'm just supposed to support you in every way. And you suddenly leave us... You broke my shield and torn me into pieces... I'm trying to hold to my pieces... Trying to laugh, smile and play around. But at the end of the day, I'm wrapped with regrets. I should have shown to you, What a big part you are to me... How I always treasured our small talks, How I hated when you left... How I look forward to hug you when you come back. And now I can't. I don't have the chance. You are gone. And left me with all this regrets.

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