the fact that rowan barrett has worked in lexington for about a decade now-- it meant he knew every face that already walked those halls or he would get to know. What he didn't know though is that dorian poole was... a book person? rowan is a regular at arcadia-- specially the bookstore. but it shouldn't come to a surprise that dorian reads book-- but it slightly did come to a surprise for rowan.
"well, well, well look what the cat dragged in" rowan says as he's in front of dorian, getting his attention by passing behind the shelves while not breaking eye cobtact with dorian.
rowan snorts, stopping and lean over the shelves, "since when do you come here man? and why am i just finding out when you know i come in here on the regular?"
rowan playfully narrows his eyes "or are you here to impress a woman who's interested in books?"
it's not like rowan himself had experience in that department, it was the opposite, he often found himself having past experiences with a few women who weren't actually fond of books-- they were fond of him, but they played it off as they were. so, guess you can say rowan has a meter for these sort of things now. a gatekeeper for his interests outside of his career, if you will.
dorian wasn't the most open of books, pun not intended as he was in the middle of a bookstore, and he wasn't really the kind of person who was social with all of his coworkers. cordial at the least, was most likely what you would call it. he was never a rude person, just more abrupt in all sense of the term. he glanced up when he realized someone had heard him. he bit back a comment about the cat dragging him in, keeping his face neutral at the words and shaking his head at the follow up comments instead. he could have said a lot more, truthfully. opened up about a lot, but he wouldn't, because there was no point in doing that with some coworker. he didn't trust them, the medical field was far too competitive to begin with to trust people on a whim.
“well, i guess you could say it's the same thing, cause i didn't know you frequent this place, so why would you know where i tend to go?” dorian shrugged his shoulders. he usually did book ordering in person, or found other stores not so close to home, but it was the closest place for him to go to here. so it had been convenient. “or, sure, you could just assume what i do is just to impress some girl. whatever works for you, i guess.”
hip leaned against the edge of the desk, one arm folded while the other was making circles with a very questionable looking cup of coffee and if you ask her, she’d much rather drink salt water right now. her head was tilting as fallon spoke, enough to assure the other that she was listening as her smile tugged wider. “ lobbying for your own coffee machine does seem very on point for you, ” a soft laugh right before she forces herself to take a sip of her own drink, her face immediately showing a clear disgust. “ besides, i feel like if you did start a fire, i feel like pr would put out some sort of graceful statement. can’t afford a bad rep for this one, ” while her tone is teaseful, there is some truth to it, even if it's unspoken. “ and, personally i think you could easily blame it on radiology. i’m pretty sure the way their stack their snacks violates every OSHA regulation out there, ” her hand waves in the air in a carefree tone and this time she manages to stop herself before taking another sip, finally convinced that just because she keeps drinking it, it won’t magically make it taste better.
fallon listened to nia's words and she raised her head slightly. “i don't know if you're trying to compliment me or to offend me by saying it's on point for me.” she shrugged her shoulders with a slight laugh. she didn't quite know if she should be offended or not, but she hoped she shouldn't be offended. she didn't feel like she should be taking offense to the tone at least. “but i think it's funny that some people get some special privileges like coffee makers or things in their offices. but again, that's only on a need to know basis.” she shrugged her shoulders, as if she wasn't really saying something that was true and was just making something up. maybe she was, in fact, making something up. or maybe she had seen some private offices with coffee makers in them. she wasn't really going to reveal any secrets like that, though. “radiology, huh? you got some bone to pick with them?” she laughed softly, shaking her head. she smiled softly, nodding at the words. nia spoke, glancing around where they were. “i guess you could find almost anything with any department to really blame if you wanted to.” she shrugged slightly. “but then again, it wouldn't really work. cameras are all over the place, unfortunately. at least in this situation.”
aurora had found herself at arcardia roosevelt, needing to pick up a new book to add to her slowly building collection. she had never considered herself a hardcore reader, but recently was becoming one thanks to her grandmother. she didn't know how it exactly happened but one thing lead to another and she was now the youngest of a montly bookclub - by a few good decades. it was something to look forward to, an innocent hobby that allowed her to spend time with her grandma and her closest friends. the next on the list was a historical fiction romance, an older pick that her nonna couldn't wait to sink her teeth into.
the nurse was picking up two copies for them, eyes scanning through the historical fiction section of the store. jesus, there so many books here....it was totally overwhelming. "what? don't tell me you're allergic to fun and wanting to get some trinkets while picking up your next read? i think i might have seen some mystery keychain things overthere. you gotta bring in the crowds somehow..."
“allergic?” he questioned, shaking his head. dorian didn't know if that was the right word to use. then again, he didn't know if it wasn't. he felt like maybe he was just shocked to see the overflow of everything in the store. the influx of everything so unbookish in the store. the way it all seemed so out of place to him. “i don't think that's possible. i mean, sure i like trinkets,” if you saw the way he said it, a grimace on his face, it didn't seem like he liked them much, “as much as the next person, but it feels weird bouncing between books and puzzles and calendars and figurines.” he shrugged his shoulders and looked back at the other with a light nod. it was hard to think about everything that he was seeing in the store, a bookstore could have other things too. but to be so overflowed with so many other things. he felt like it was books and more, emphasis on the more. “do you really think a bookstore needs all of this to draw in a crowd, though?”
there was a macabre sort of comfort that could be found within the walls of a bar with specialty drinks that served as a reminder of the place she'd just left. janelle didn't come to the bar often, but she'd had a particularly draining day and opted to deviate from her initial plans of ubering straight home. she had a scalpel shot in front of her, notebook right next to it, opened with a pen in hand. she might've been off duty, but that didn't stop her from scribbling thoughts down into the book. whether it be something she remembered from earlier in the day, or a new thought she didn't want to forget, she was never seen without a notebook close by. she was aware of the presence near her, glancing up to spare them a quick glance. ❝ you know you can join me. right ? i don't bite. ❞
dorian wandered through whisper & poison, drink in hand as if he were looking for a place to be. really, he was just trying to forget about his day. he wanted to be able to just get out of his own head and breathe for a while. albeit, doing that at a bar that might have themed drinks based on his workplace was probably not the smartest of choices but it was the one he was making right then. so that was where he was at. and then, he spotted janelle. he might have hovered slightly for a moment before taking a seat, eyebrows raised at her comment before he cleared his throat, putting his own drink down on the table and leaning across the table to tap the notebook she was using with one of his hands. “i think you missed a spot, there's a whole blank section here. you really could put some more notes.” it was somewhere between a jab and a joke, banter really as he glanced back at her, using his other hand to pick up his drink and take a sip. shaking his head as he continued, “i can help you with some worthy ideas if you need something to fill in the gaps.”
the head of department needed more hobbies and reading seemed like a good one amongst the exercise, drinking and the smoking she'd recently picked back up after her wife had left her. clarissa had been browsing interrupted, loving the smell of the printed pages, the coffee smell drifting in as her shoes dragged across the carpet until someone interrupted her train of thought. "wait, so are you criticising a place that actually has physical media? they have to compete with audiobooks and kindle or whatever fucking thing mimics a book nowadays and as for the figurines... swear i've seen one that looks like me and-" she turned to the other. "-also, one that looks like you, i think. so relatable of marketing." she sighed out aggressively and shook her head. it was a shame physical media was dying out but when you could get everything digitally and for free, the businesses had the change tactics. "i mean, what are you looking for exactly or do you only buy books from authors you've heard about?"
dorian glanced over at the other, not realizing his comment had really made it out loud. especially to somebody else around him. an annoyed roll of his eyes as he looked at the other, as he quickly spoke back maybe with a slightly biting tone he would regret momentarily after the fact, “do you think i'd be at a bookstore if i was looking for an e-book?” he knew people did that because there were people who didn't understand the concept of that sort of thing, but he didn't believe that he was someone who came across that way. or so he hoped at least. “i'm talking about all the other crap,” he gestured around him, not the books he was around but all the other stuff. the puzzles and the games and everything else. it was like it was overtaking the aisles sometimes, “you don't think that's all a little… much?” he questioned, using the books in his hand to gesture around. as if showing that he really was there for the books with the proof in his hands. he just missed bookstores being mainly book stores without a lot of everything else. but he understood. there were just a lot of other stores around that had similar things, he wanted the books only for now. a shake of his head, “no, i don't just read authors i know." dorian practically scoffed at words, taking them as an accusation. "i'm just looking around and making an observation about how the whole place seems to be taken over with games and things too, which is what i meant in the first place."
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dorian was at the bookstore, aimlessly wandering about. or at least to anybody looking at him that would be what it appeared like. he had his airbuds in one ear, keeping his attention focused on the music coming through but his eyes were peeled on the shelves around him, as if they were telling him a story all on their own. which, to be fair, they were. the story just wasn't exactly what he wanted it to be, or what he had expected it to be either. dorian had a medical journal in his hand, on top of one of the novels he had been looking through earlier. he was doing his best to balance everything out. as if he was worried people would really care or judge him for anything that he was looking through in a bookstore of all places. his shoulders shrugged as he glanced through the shelves and he sighed, talking out loud but really more thinking to himself, “you't think this place would sell more books, but i've seen so many other things it's crazy to call it a bookstore.” he shook his head. he didn't even know what it was these days with half of everything dealing with so many other things instead of books. calendars, puzzles, games, those little pop figurines. it felt like everything was in the bookshop.
🔬 ‧₊˚ ⋆ ــــــــــﮩ٨ـ did you page dorian poole from orthopedics ? they’re the twenty-nine year old surgical resident at lexington, they’ve been working here for four years. you’ve probably seen them if you catch a up to sneakers scraping on the floor due to speed walking, glasses forgotten on the top of his head, fists slamming on tables but followed up with sweet treats as an apology, wistful looks brushed away with a shake of a head, the patients that do like them would tell you they are lionhearted and zealous, but some of them think they’re reckless and boisterous. time is rushing, just go and find them.
possible triggers: parental death ( illness )
full name : dorian river poole
birthdate / age : oct 31, twenty-nine
maternal information : maya poole, deceaded at age 27.
paternal information : keith quinn, lives on the upper east side, married once, currently 55, works as a private md.
extended familial information : has two younger siblings, both close in age to him from keith & his step-mother talia. his mother had several siblings, but his father is an only child.
child(ren) information : n/a
sexuality : heterosexual
relationship status : it's complicated
languages spoken : english, asl, spanish.
distinguishing marks : a long faded scar along his left thigh from a childhood sports injury.
faceclaim : cody chri.stian
dorian got his name from the class his parents met in in college -- a class literature class, from the picture of dorian gray. it was the book they were assigned to read, and given that he was born on halloween his mother thought it fitting to name him after a gothic literature character. his mother filled his head with stories from the time he was a child. all maya wanted to do was be a writer. she never got the opportunity, though. she had been writing down in her journals since she was young, every thought she had in her head and the stories she had half come up with, and bits and pieces of her thoughts. it's the one memory -- lots of memories, technically -- that dorian still has of his mother.
when maya passed, dorian naturally expected he would live with one of his aunts or uncles, stay in maine and be with the family. but it all came crashing down when even at five years old he knew that everything was different. because the air seemed to still the day he met his father.
dorian was swept from his home in maine and brought to the bustling city of manhattan. he had no idea what was going on. just that he was with family he had never met. this man he had heard about from his mother's stories and some more people he didn't know. a new mother, and siblings he had to get to know too.
of course, being five he had time to get to know everything, and he begged to spend summers back in maine and got his wish for a while. he spent a lot of breaks from school back with his family in maine. the summers allowed him to reset and get back into a normal groove before heading back into the city and being in the private schools that his father had forced him into.
even as a young kid, dorian felt like he didn't belong. he was always feeling as though he needed to live up to the expectations that his father set for him. as much as he wanted to do everything he felt like he couldn't keep up with the pressure. even when he exceeded expectations his dad didn't seem to give him the attention that was expected.
living up to the expectations set for him, dorian went to medican school and did everything in his power to best his father's standards. he might be the oldest sibling, but he always feels like he's the one left out of the crowd, a bit of the black sleep of the family -- but moreso in his father's eyes than anyone elses. however, that's probably because his father seems to do that with everyone, putting his career first.
reality is, dorian just wanted to be a writer, but now at this point he would never admit that out loud. he spent hours writing things down like his mother had. writing things in the margins of his mother's notebooks. he even went so far as to dual major in college originally, pre-med and english. pre-med to appease his father, and english for himself.
while he was in med school, dorian was writing like crazy and made connections with other authors. he eventually found a way to make things work and published a series of short stories, based on both his own and his mother's story ideas. of course, he did it under a pseudonym because he didn't need his father up in his business commenting about everything and knowing all of his own details. it was the one bright spot in his otherwise hectic life.
he still publishes short stories under the pseudonym, but you will never find it. at least, he truly believes no one would ever find it. because he's done a lot of work to separate himself from that work.
he's often quick to anger, a temper he gets from his father. but he tends to keep it all bottled inside, too. even with his busy work schedule, he still manages to write a lot with his free time. again, a side of him that he keeps to himself for the most part.
here's the secret, dorian doesn't want to be a doctor but he would never say it out loud. and he is one of the best up and coming ortho surgeons in his field. he truly is good at what he does. he simply just has other passions that he would rather be doing. it's just one of those things, where he feels like he needs to do this rather than what he actually loves. so he settled, and continues to overachieve.
does everything he can for his patients, and often finds himself overworked, but never under pressure. he's the kind of person who might snap at something one second, but be totally fine in another moment because he just needed to let off some steam.
still often goes to maine when he has the time to spend time with his mother's family. it's the one part of his life he never feels like he has to separate from. his apartment is minimalist in some ways, but cluttered in others. he's got books and papers and some mementos from his time in maine scattered through everything.
not talkative, but more observing than most. likely acts as if he knows nothing but knows just about everything if you mentioned it once. and has a mental note list of things running in his head too.
no days in pediatrics were ever the exact same. she had learned that pretty early on in her career. she signed up for this, though, and she wouldn't complain about that. clara was determined to get through her shift. ideally, she'd make it through without colliding into anyone else. maybe some coffee would aid in her ability to focus. she was hoping it would be a wise decision instead of something she'd end up regretting. ❝ i know what you mean. we've all have days like that. we just live such busy lives and some days … it's a lot easier to run out of steam than others. ❞ she nodded as gemma explained she was on call, a small smile spreading across her lips. ❝ well, that's definitely one way to keep you on your toes all day, ❞ clara mentioned, gaze momentarily shifting to the buzzer in gemma's hand. she cared for children after they came into the world, and gemma cared for their mothers before they did. she imagined the patient in question was likely feeling a mixture of emotions regarding the life she was about to bring into the world. ❝ oh, yeah, for sure. coffee and snacks get through so many of these shifts, ❞ she said with a laugh. sometimes, there truly was only time for a few bites of something before having to jump back into action. ❝ i'm not so sure we should chance heading out of here, honestly. it's been a pretty hectic day already. either of us could be needed so it's probably better to just stick to the building. ❞
gemma knew that every day was different in her career. sometime she was working with her own patients, sometime she had to cover for another doctor. sometimes there were emergencies that took precedent. there was no day in a hospital that looked quite like another, even if she wasn't a surgeon she had every bit of training that could be used just in case something might need it. she loved her job. gemma was always looking at everything that she might need to know just in case. it was something – she loved learning. “sometimes i think we need…what's that quote from that one show? coffee in an iv? it wouldn't even be a good idea, but it might be helpful to not run out of steam.” obviously, gemma was joking but it was just a funny concept to think about. realistically, though, it was something she would never do. the jokes however? they practically wrote themselves. “yeah, it's always a bit busy when it comes time for these sorts of days.” gemma let out a small laugh, shaking her head. she didn't quite know how she did it most days. a lot of them were spent with her eyes on the buzzer, wondering when it could go off. or if it would go off. she had a lot of ideas about it, but there were always days when it didn't go and some days when it didn't stop. “unfortunately you're not wrong.” she said with a slight shrug of her shoulders, her hands putting the buzzer back attached to the pocket of her coat with a nod of her head. she knew that they stood a better chance staying on property, but the odds of finding good coffee was sub par. not that gemma was bound finish whatever cup she got – she was often interrupted and never able to finish the cups she purchased. “let's just head down to the caf and see what we can scrounge up.”
it takes at least half a minute of nia just staring and blinking, almost as if she needed a minute to actually recognize the face in front of her before her body turned into a relaxed state. the grin that started off as sheepish now turned into charming, her shoulders no longer tensed because that was gemma ⸺ actually one of the very few people that didn’t make nia regret her words. “ man, if i knew you’re gonna be the one stealing coffee i would go crazier, maybe some pina colada type, ” now she slouches as she speaks with a breathy laugh, her drink set down with a gentle thud and her jaw drops, almost as if offended that she forgot the details about the first concert ever. “ woah, i’m hurt ! i thought that the lights that gave me a temporary emotional whiplash and how you tried gaslighting me that your tears during opening act were allergies meant something for both of us, ” her perfectly polished hand is now rested on her chest, a dramatic gesture to only highlight the overreaction in her voice before she winks and then ⸺ it’s like something slightly shifts, the tone of her voice turning quieter despite a smile still gracing her face ; a very common view for anyone who ever talks to nia. “ don’t jinx it, i hope it’s not gonna end up press worthy. right now, we’re currently going through a divorce with throwing tantrums though, keep that offer available though .. i might end up calling you, ”
gemma is at least glad that she doesn't have to do an entire rendition of the concert they first met at for nia to actually recognize her. not that gemma's a bad singer or anything, but it would be horrific for any passerby to listen in on and just less of a funny anecdote for them later on down the line. she felt relieved that nia realized who she was without her going into some full detail though, a breath falling from her lips as she let out a small laugh, eyebrows raising at the blonde's words. “pina colada coffee sounds just disgusting enough to work in the weirdest way. next time i think you're going to need to find something like that. i mean, nothing can be worse than hospital break room coffee, right?” she laughed. though it was true. she might have had better luck, as most people had told her that the best coffee in the hospital was usually in labor and delivery. but still, it was hit or miss, usually miss, with hospital coffee. “as if i could ever forget the first concert, i mean who would forget what brought us together?” she could still picture it as if it were yesterday. them meeting was almost fate, and neither of them seemed to care where they worked at that time. just that it was fun to spend that time together at that concert. and afterwards, it was still fun even when they found out where they worked. it just added a bit more to it all. “so you can stop with your dramatics. i mean, who at this table is buying them…the squirrels at the corner over there?” she gestured to the park squirrels somewhere nearby with a light shrug of her hand, rolling her eyes at nia's dramatic flair with a laugh. she nodded her head in understanding, “well, you've got my number, and i'm in your corner always. so keep that in mind no matter what.” she said with a smile. gemma knew that it was not likely to come to that, but she knew the offer was at least something she needed to do, as well.
her brow quirked, just slightly, at public relations. it wasn’t judgment — not exactly. more like a quiet curiosity layered with the subtle tension of someone who’d spent too long stitching chaos back together to fully trust the people whose job it was to spin it. but she didn’t flinch away. didn’t pull back. fallon didn’t talk like someone who’d never seen the inside of a trauma ward — not literally, maybe, but close enough. there was a weight to her words. an edge dulled not from softness, but from sheer exhaustion. she knew the language. “you’re not wrong,” delaney said after a moment, tapping the rim of her glass against the wood like it was second nature. “they drink water. protein shakes. whatever keeps their jawlines tight and their hero complexes intact.” her tone wasn’t bitter, just dry. clinical. tired in a way that went marrow-deep. she leaned back a bit, letting her head tilt toward the worn-out leather of the booth behind her. the ceiling fan above them spun lazily, not doing much of anything except reminding her she was still alive enough to be annoyed by it. “admin,” she repeated, then gave fallon a look — not quite impressed, but something close. “you’re one of the few who make the place look less like a war zone. that’s a skill. most days we’re just keeping the roof from collapsing while someone plays PR janitor for the press and the parents.” she paused. “that’s not sarcasm, by the way. if it sounds like it, blame the tone. it’s permanent.” she lifted her drink again at to naming the poison, and there was something almost solemn in the gesture now. like it wasn’t just about the cocktail in front of her but everything it stood in for — the weight, the blood, the pieces of herself she hadn’t had time to put back together. then fallon’s question came, and it surprised her enough to make her smile — a real one this time, albeit a bit crooked at the edges. “tonight?” she said, tapping a finger against the side of her glass. “i went with the flatline. stupid name, heavy pour. supposed to taste like regret with a twist of lime.” she took a sip and made a face. “it mostly tastes like college.” a beat passed. then she tilted her head, eyes flicking toward fallon again. “what about you?” she asked, voice softer now, less guarded. “what’s your poison?” her gaze lingered — not unkind, not pitying. just present. they didn’t need to talk about work. not tonight. not in this bar. not with the music murmuring low and the scent of lime and spilled rum creeping in from the bar. they were both off the clock, barely stitched together in the dim, and somehow, that felt like enough. for now.
fallon knew that people who were in the clinical world treated the people who were in her world, in the admitting department and other aspects of the hospital, differently and could tend to look down upon them. so she wouldn't be surprised if even this young woman sitting before her would do something similar. it shouldn't matter what everyone did, but considering the fact that part of fallon's job was to make sure lexington hospital was still noted as one of the premiere hospitals where everyone was treated with respect, she would hope that her colleagues would do the same thing for her in return. however, she knew that not everyone felt that way though. fallon scoffed out a laugh, noding her head at the words, “hero complexes and protein shakes, sounds like that might even be one of their themed drinks. and if it's not we should tell someone it should be.” fallon couldn't even imagine what that sort of a drink would taste like let alone look like, but she knew someone out there would put it together for some form of a themed bar for some sort of action movie. just like they had this for their sorrows and problems after work. she made sure her face was neutral at delaney's words, holding back any sort of reaction to what she was saying. but she nodded her head, “i think my mom told me that once but it was about my face sticking like something after looking staring too long.” she joked. “and what department are you in?” she asked. she wondered what sort of specialty that the redhead was in. curious to know, wondering if she'd seen her name across her desk yet. a shake of her head, “like college? oh, god, remind me not to do that. for me, i went with the scalpel shot.” she said, tapping the sides of the glass she was holding onto with a light shrug of her shoulders. she wasn't a big drinker to begin with, but she wanted to drink something sometimes, and when she went out it was usually wine, but on special occasions she would try something themed if there was an option. “figured why not give it a go?” fallon explained. she leaned back in the seat she was in and looked around, listening to the music for a moment as she thought about her day, and everything else. “do you come here a lot after your shifts?” she asked, turning her attention back. she wondered if it was obvious that she didn't frequent here. that she hadn't frequented bars in a while. but she was still just getting used to being her own person again.
being a neurosurgeon came with an extensive schedule, and it rarely offered any semblance of consistency. he still managed to be a mostly - functioning adult, but he didn't get out as much as some of his colleagues. between work and his siblings, he kept busy. he couldn't recall the last time he'd had a night out with friends. it was challenging to find a time that worked for everyone. he chuckled at the teasing offer she'd presented him with, his head shaking in amusement. very few people could pull a laugh out of him so effortlessly, and she happened to be one of the few exceptions. ❝ you know, as sad as it sounds, i might actually appreciate the gesture, ❞ he said in jest. ( mostly. ) he didn't know much about what a day in the life of fallon looked like, but he imagined it was just as exhausting as his own, but for entirely different reasons. he was fortunate to not have to deal with the general public en masse like she did. her job demanded much more socialization than his, and he didn't envy that whatsoever. leon was more comfortable in the operating room. he smiled slightly as she agreed to join him for a quick lunch break, glad to have her company. he wouldn't have extended the offer to just anyone. most of his meal breaks were spent in solitude. ❝ great, ❞ he told her, nodding. ❝ it will be nice to leave these walls for a little while. ❞ he rarely was able to do that, even if he had a brief break, he rarely ever had enough time to actually leave the building. he intended to take full advantage of the occurrence. he also wasn't surprised that fallon opted to do the same as him.
fallon knew that everything was so ever-changing in the life of a surgeon, even in the nurses and technicians that worked in the hospital. she didn't always tend to make many plans with her friends within these walls for that reason. things happened that needed immediate or urgent attention, and she knew that they would get pushed up the list. while she had her own job to attend to, it was never as pressing or life saving as that – even if on some days it certainly felt like the phone calls could be given the nature of some of them. “well, i promise if i see anything in nature that warrants good photographing, you'll be the first i send it to,” fallon nodded her head, “how does that sound?” she might still be teasing, but she wasn't entirely certain if she really was anymore. it all felt a bit like she was telling the truth. and maybe she would go outside and find something entirely stupid in nature to take a photo of. where was a pizza rat going to be when she needed one? she hoped that she could at least find something entertaining to keep up this sort of funny gag. if not, then it would just have to be some sort of sunset picture that wouldn't be nearly as funny or entertaining. but it would have to do. she often wondered what it was like spending all your time in an operating room, and had been inside of a few for some promotional things for the hospital over the years but never during a surgery. that was always something she had never been privy to, nor did she really want to be. even though she had studied to be a nurse, it was never the inside of an operating room that had been where she wanted to be. “it will probably help us energize a bit for the rest of our shifts, too.” she replied with a smile. though she didn't know how she was going to make it through what felt like a whole laundry list of calls to make, and things to do. she would likely have to delegate to someone else or just stay later than she expected to do. “getting out and walking around is always better than trying to stick to these hospital walls.”
Finding out he was a dad had to have been one of the biggest curve balls of his life. Of course he had always wanted kids, he just thought he would have been settled down with someone before that happened. But there was no way he would have turned down taking full custody of Sawyer, even if that meant having no idea what he was doing. One of the biggest saving graces however had been friends with kids, who were willing to give advice, to be down for trips to the park. And with Fallon, having someone else knowing what it was like to be a single parent. So when the chance came around for the two of them to meet up with the kids, despite their age different, Elliot jumped at the chance. Sitting on the bench and bouncing Sawyer on his knees, eyes scanning the faces that came and went, finally landing on Fallon and Violet. Shifting Sawyer to one arm he waved a greeting as the two made their way over. Amusement dancing over his features as she pulled a bag out of a bag.
"You know, you're an absolute life saver." He replied before moving Sawyer into her stroller, letting out an amused laugh as she promptly shoved her little fist right into her mouth. Pretty sure that they were reaching teething territory. "Honestly, I have no idea what I might need of this- Surely it'll be things she'll either be into or need once she's older?" Elliot asked, a raise of his eyebrows. Truly having no clue what he was doing, just hoping that he was doing right by his daughter.
fallon didn't have many friends who had kids of their own. she was social enough outside of work, and her family was big enough, but there was something about having people who understood things that she was going through at her job and were dealing with similar things too. she also liked to be able to help out when she could. it was the reason she spent a lot more time doing her job than she cared to admit--knowing that she was the only one who could do that she did. that she was at least there and helping out. balancing everything was something she was still getting better at, admittedly. fallon watched as violet trotted around in the park with her toys until she settled near fallon's feet, giggling to herself as she watched the birds above them. “i sure hope so. i mean, it would be heartbreaking for me to throw any of it out.” fallon replied, tearing her eyes away from their kids to look back at elliot as she continued to sign and speak. she really needed to get better with her signing, but she knew that at least she was a million times better than when she had started. “but if you think you don't need anything, feel free to donate it.” she continued, with a nod of her head, and smiling as she glanced down at violet, a gentle hand on her daughter's head as she fixed her hair before finishing, “lord knows i tend to overbuy things to begin with, and when she gets this look, i simply can't say no.” she laughed, her hands moving to keep up with her own words rather than slowing down her speech. “is it like that with sawyer yet?”
“ gemma, hi, ” yohan greets after stepping out of the conference room. meeting’s done for the day, and he has a little break time. it’s also been a while since he’s seen gemma, and some casual catch-up is necessary. “ are you just about to take your break, or you’re just walking this way? ” @labcoated
gemma's eyes had been on some notes on her phone for upcoming meetings and patients. it was actually a terrible practice for while she was walking in the hospital hallways, but she would never admit that out loud. when she heard her name. “yohan, hey.” she grinned, stopping. “well, actually my meeting got moved, apparently they're stuck in a different hospital for something else.” she glanced down at the email lingering in her folder. at least it meant more time to prepare. “and my next patient meeting isn't for a few hours, so i was going to figure out what to do with this new free time.”
“what, can’t a man ask his favorite publicist-slash-wizard-slash-actual-saint if she’s missed him today?” jett asked, stepping back with mock offense, hands raised as if she’d truly wounded him. “besides, i was jogging. you were folder-flailing. so if anyone’s getting sued, it’s probably you.” he offers her a grin, something bright despite the dull morning still clinging to his skin, sweat curling at his collarbone. “you always look like you’re holding this place together with sheer willpower. i don’t know how you do it.” then, gentler, just enough to be heard: “violet okay?” because he heard her, even if she hadn’t seen him at first. “you know . .” he added, already starting to walk beside her, “you should let me take you out for lunch sometime. purely as thanks. for keeping me out of headlines, jail, and spontaneous combustion.” a soft smirk tugged at the edge of his lips. “we both know i’d be unemployed without you.” and then, grinning again, “just say yes so i can pretend i’m charming.”
fallon narrowed her eyes, “sure,” she drawled out, a slight shake of her head as she looked at him. she was right to be suspicious of jett. but realistically she knew better than to actually be truly suspicious of his motives at all. “you can do that. but somehow i think bumping shoulders with me isn't way of saying something so buttery sweet," fallon commented, “y'know, for future reference.” she added in with a slight tilt of her head, almost a shake as she was joking, but not quite. “now we're going to get lawyer's involved, i'm not sure my insurance covers this sort of thing. how would you even explain that to someone? sorry neither of us were looking in while we were walking but hey we're practically unscathed save for some paperwork that landed on the floor and our egos?” she pretended like she was dialing up a number, shrugging her shoulders as if to ask. she had dealt with being on her fair share of emails about law suits and all that sort of things, so she knew actual jargon, it just wasn't the time or the place to say it. a sigh at the thought of violet. “she's in this stage where she just…. she wants me there constantly and how do you explain to a five year old that you have work when the only thing they truly understand is that the movie they want isn't on and they've got to get out of bed?” fallon explained, a bit exasperated at the thought. it was taxing for her to do, but she still loved her daughter more than anything. doing it all on her own was simply never part of the plan when she'd ever thought of kids, so dealing with this was just something she could learn to handle. it was just one of those phases that, hopefully, she would grow out of sooner rather than later. she laughed at his words, a light roll of her eyes, "please, as if spontaneous combustion is really something i keep you from." then she added in, “and you can pretend you're charming enough for the both of us on any given day, so do i really need to say yes to this lunch when we both know you'll show up in my office one of these days around lunchtime to pester me anyway?”
in all honesty, leon couldn't remember the last time he'd had a normal schedule. even when he was in college studying to become a neurosurgeon, his time was divided between classes, studying, working to provide for his siblings and ensuring his siblings all had their needs met. even after achieving his degree and becoming a surgeon, his workload hadn't exactly decreased. if anything, it only increased. he reminded himself that it was what he signed up for, that he wanted to save lives. he'd done a pretty great job of doing that so far. his achievements were something to be proud of, and he knew that. sometimes, it was just a little difficult to bask in the glory of his success when he was always so swamped. most days he operated on auto pilot. having a gap of free time for a change in his day left him with too many thoughts swimming around in his mind. ❝ for once, i actually have an open schedule, which is actually pretty surprising. this rarely ever happens for me, so i intend on taking advantage of that. maybe i'll even remind myself what the sun looks like, ❞ he joked. ❝ time seems to be working against us lately, hmm ? i swear these months are just flying by. that's probably another reason why it feels like you're in a revolving door of meetings. ❞ he couldn't imagine being in her position, didn't think he'd find any enjoyment in it, really. he was much more content with operating on people's brains. somehow, it seemed far less stressful than the premise of meeting with people for hours on end. ❝ oh, wow ... where are my manners ? ❞ he questioned with a laugh. clearly, he must've lost them in the operating room. ❝ would you like to join me ? we could probably sneak off to lisa's spoon to get a decent cup of coffee. ❞
fallon simply worked her ass off, in all aspects of her life. professionally and personally she was worn pretty thin, and that was before she had her own child. but if you asked her, she would never complain or even hint that anything would be something she couldn't handle. it was all just something she needed to be able to do on her own. fallon was the kind of person who kept the weight of the world on her shoulders. thinking that she could handle just about everything in her path, even if time and time again she proved that she might in fact need some help along the way. “i mean, my schedule is a bit more lax than yours, so i could always take some pictures if you need reminding of what the outdoors is like.” she teased, shrugging her shoulders at the thought. though she didn't feel like it a lot of days. sometimes there were just meetings after meetings about press ganeys and SAFER reports she needed to keep her eye on, or there were just meetings for the upcoming hospital events she needed to be doing her public relation spin as they all called it. she felt like her job was truly as never ending as everyone else's some days. “y'know, i think i could manage to find a few spare minutes to join you, now that you've asked. it might be nice to get off property and see the world while we've got the opportunity for now.” fallon knew it was rare on days like these, where her meetings lasted far longer than intended, and she still had piles of work to get back to. so she should take advantage of time when she could.