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obsessed with the bin at my local cemetery

flowers (alive, dying, dead) and debris and empty beer bottles and all sorts of sorrows

saw today at the cemetery, i hope they are together in their forever

i hope with all my heart that i can move back to italy this year… i loved leaving the flat everyday and seeing something truly new, plus learning italian is a lot easier when you have to speak it every day lol

i’m a city girl through and through, and milano was a dream for me. if some very important things in my life line up in the coming weeks then i might make it there in time for summer.

when i first moved to milano i was in very early recovery from AN, having been discharged from a unit a couple months before. there are so many vital factors that changed my body, habits and mindset, but moving to italy gave me a unique kind of excitement and desire to improve that i really believe saved me! i’m in a better (not perfect) place now with my self esteem and eating behaviours, due in large part to that choice to relocate.

now i’m in recovery from grief, and i want so fervently to go back to the place that i got stronger before.

#my pics #milan #italy #girlblogging #digital diary #fashion #photography

jewellery table at the farmer’s market (i bought the silver swan earrings)

#girlblogging #thrifting #thrifting finds #jewellery #fashion

i ❤️ using the flash when i don’t need to

i restored this little camera (samsung S760) recently and i’ve been getting to grips with it, really enjoying the challenge. it’s a wonderful and intentional thing to take a camera out of my pocket and take a photo, especially because it’s just a camera, not a social vessel or telephone or entertainment system. i’m not throwing my phone away or anything, it’s just nice to know more about what i feel passionate about. nothing is automatic with this, it’s a bit of technological awareness that has become so easy to bypass with a smartphone and i’m grateful to be learning!!

#my pics #mine #girlblogging #london #cemetery #photography

tracey emin: a second life at the tate modern. it was insanely busy and i can understand why. a ruthless and earnest portrayal of trauma, girlhood, womanhood... having your body treated as a vessel for sex and a territory for disease. but the inherent ache of living is interrupted always by opportunities for joy and creation, moments that Emin never wastes.

#tracey emin #tate modern #museum #my pics #london #modern art #contemporary art

new camera, new things to notice everywhere i go

#my pics #mine #girlblogging #london

my boyfriend calls me “little strawberry” for a reason!

#my pics #strawberry #girlblogging

photos from my walk yesterday. i went along the canal, through the cemetery, past the market stalls and floated from place to place. i love the colours in London, i feel proud.

#mine #my pics #london #girlblogging #my photos

deadbirdsdaily

Black-billed Magpie

Pica hudsonia

a little bit obsessed with this simone rocha look from the most recent show… i watched it live and seeing the pieces move doesn’t compare to a photo at all! still this look stuck with me.

#simone rocha #aw26