A Beautiful Disaster

Indie OC | 18+ | Semi-Selective | Mun BDay: 12/03/1992 | Unfortunately has that 'notifies you of old posts' bug. Be warned. About and Rules: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1L7Gz3chyC-HAByshnn86fGM8ex3q-dtI-EAqs_zIlro/edit?tab=t.0

[lachrymosestorm]

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[kitxkatrp]

Methods of entertainment could also be bargained with in the future--so long as she continued to cooperate. It would lessen his need to take another victim for a good while anyhow.

So long as she could survive that long, that is.

Her compliment surprised him--it really shouldn't by this point, but he was still completely baffled by her infatuation with him. He had never thought himself ugly per say, but trying to be appealing to women had never been something he had cared enough about to pursue.

Her question though, was a difficult one to answer. And he knew his answer wasn't going to be the one she was looking for.

"I'm afraid I'm not sure I know how to...feel that sensation," he admitted rather truthfully. He was very mentally detached from those sorts of emotions, whether the feelings were physical or emotional.

He had no idea why he said what he did next.

"....But it is not personal, I assure you. I wouldn't know what that sensation would feel like even if it happened to me."

Even aesthetic attraction baffled him. Perhaps he really was the strange one. His body could feel things--as he obviously proved when he touched her--but there was a severe detachment from his mind and body--and it wasn't even on purpose.

[lachrymosestorm]

Of course it was a little disappointing to hear that. She hadn't expected love.. she'd never ask that of anyone ever again. Not when she knew Thomas was the only one who would ever truly love her. He said so himself when he'd whisper in her ear at night.. But she had hoped he at least found her pretty. Although at least it wasn't a denial either.. it wasn't a her thing.. it was a him thing. She however lowered her gaze and gave a small nod o her head. "I see.. I suppose.. at least I wasn't.. completely repulsive at the same time.. You can stomach being near me." Although that didn't ease the disappointment in her stomach. She reached up and started to play with some of her hair in a soothing motion. Honestly she just wanted to lay down now and just sleep off the feeling. It wasn't devastating enough to trigger her into an episode, but the disappointment was still there. Of course she didn't have the power to just tell him to leave her alone so she could sleep.. he was in charge completely in this power dynamic. "...What season are we in now?" She had asked softly as a subject change.. but if she knew what season it was she'd know about how long she had been with him now.

[musedbyalli]

Perhaps she was right - Kureno knew that most of the people he was concerned about were kind people, so it would make sense that they would be understanding. Still, it wasn't easy for the man to actually do something for himself, not when he had always been one to put others before himself. A part of himself knew though that he would never really be able to grow as a person if he remained here. That nagging fear of people he cared about becoming targets of Akito's rage because of him was simply a very difficult hurdle for him to overcome.

"Do you ever regret it? Leaving?" While he had heard her say it was the best thing she could've done for herself, there could always still be regrets involved.

"I've always thought that living in a more rural area would be nice." A place where he could possibly truly feel like he could spread his wings.

[lachrymosestorm]

"Not for a single second." She responded without even needing to think about it. "It doesn't mean it was easy.. I was terrified to leave.. but I don't regret it." Of course she was making it sound like it was just a normal decision to find herself or something, but it was much darker than that. Had she not left.. there was a chance she would be dead.. Of course once a certain individual caught wind she was here in Japan there was a chance she'd have to leave again. It was why her home didn't have much in terms of decoration. She probably would never feel safe herself. "If that's what you want.. Perhaps you should. If you don't want to go completely no contact with what you need to get away from you don't have to even if you go.. But if you do.. you do. It's your life. You should." A pause. "I know we just met but.. I can see you in a rural area. Somewhere peaceful.. maybe with a book or just watching the birds."

[kitxkatrp]

"Oh?" A shark toothed smile. "Maybe I enjoy that you need to climb me like a tree though, hm?"

He made a show of thoughtfully rubbing his chin before grinning wide and leaning in to kiss all over her face in a playful manner, making sure to keep an arm around her waist so she didn't fall off of him.

"Then again, however am I to resist you when you are very kissable?"

[lachrymosestorm]

"I hope you do.. Because I love climbing you like one." A giggle left her. He was just so tall and sometimes she did ask him to bend down so she could kiss him, but sometimes she just wanted to scurry up him and wrap herself around him. He was just.. gods.. such a warm, loving, kind spirit it was hard to let him go. She however couldn't help but giggle up a storm as he kissed her all over her face. Her smile was genuine and wide as she enjoyed the affection he gave her. "So are you. I've never met someone more kissable than you." She spoke as she leaned over and kissed him gently on the lips.. before leaning over and playfully nibbling him on the cheek. She did often get cuteness aggression with Sidon as she found him to be the cutest individual alive.

[lachrymosestorm]

Anonymous Asked:

Pokes Dez till she becomes a pouty brat.

That definitely didn't take long at all.

[kitxkatrp]

The first bit was well within his expectations. She seemed to gravitate towards his company despite the pain that he brought. People that acted like that usually had lived unbearably lonely lives. Psychologically, her actions made sense in a twisted way. She was broken long before she met him.

But then she had gone and asked that.

He slowly blinked as an open expression of surprise crossed his face for one long moment before he could get a grasp on it, kick it down, smooth it over.

What a strange woman. Whenever he thought he was beginning to understand her....

"...You are very helpful, yes." He let out a soft breath that was almost a sigh and closed his eyes for a moment. "...After you eat, I would like to take your blood sugar levels and then compare them in a few hours. That test will be nearly painless, so there is no need for concern."

[lachrymosestorm]

As tired as she felt she gave a genuine smile as he told her how helpful she was. Her body straightened but in a surge of energy manner as she seemed to give a little excited wiggle. It seemed the fact that she was helpful had given her a nice bout of joy that was genuine. How she felt was easy to see on her face at all times considering she wore her heart on her sleeve. "I'm glad.." She whispered as she gave a nod of her head. Her eyes were soon focused on him and she nodded her head. "Of course. I'll eat a full meal for you if you want." Which was.. hilarious to her. She struggled with eating but for him and his tests.. she didn't mind. Whatever would help. "..And even if it didn't hurt I wouldn't mind. I don't mind pain. I never have." After all the scars all over her body would prove that. Some weren't even all that old after all. "Pain is fine. If it's painless that's fine too."

[lewdmeridian]

Every time she called him Daddy caused Victor's heart to race, and his cock to throb; it was just to good to be called that way while pounding her non-stop, even when they were doing it practically in the middle of the street. Victor made his mind already: as soon as he filled her up to the brim with his seed, he was going to take her to his place to keep going.

✍ "Yes, you are, my princess... You're Daddy's pretty girl... the prettiest in the whole world...!" Victor looked into her eyes, as he started rocking his hips faster, so desperate to cum inside her already and claim her to himself. He felt his orgasm building up to the point that, if he didn't kiss her before reaching it, he'd end up groaning and huffing for everybody to hear.

Finally, he couldn't hold it anymore; her words, the sound of her muffled moans, the way she begged for him to fill her up and the desperate way she clenched her insides around his cock made him feel like a young man in love all over again. Pinning her against the wall and kissing her deeply, Victor released all the pent-up lust he had inside him; he felt his whole body trembling like he was being shocked from inside, yet the pleasure it was exquisite, perfect, heavenly! All his seed was now painting the young woman's womb white, and he was sure that she was pregnant now. He'd take responsibility, of course, but to think he just knocked up a girl who he never met in his life before, and yet he was now loving with all his being.

After an intense orgasm that felt eternal, he could swear he came so much, her belly was bloating slightly from having all his seed swirling inside her womb. He didn't pull out immediately though, as he stirred what was inside her, like spurring her into getting pregnant for him, while plenty of semen still managed to drip out of her pussy, rolling down her thighs.

✍ "Good girl... You squeezed so much out of Daddy..." Victor praised the woman, breathing heavily against her lips, his body still feeling the ripples of the orgasm he just experienced. He wanted to take her to his place, but it would take some time for them to arrive, and it was more than obvious that both of them wanted to keep going. Gently pulling out his cock from her pussy, Victor made the woman kneel in front of him before pushing his still erect member into her mouth for her to suck it clean.

✍ "Here, suck me off and make Daddy clean again... We're continuing at the nearest hotel..." The man was aware it was still not the most romantic situation, but he wanted... he needed to keep marking her with his seed until they both passed out in each other's arms.

@lachrymosestorm

[lachrymosestorm]

The praises were driving her wild. Of course she was sure it was a lie.. they just met.. and she was sure someone as handsome as him had been with many beautiful women, but gods did it get her off to be called his pretty princess. Her cries were growing as she felt her own orgasm approaching. It felt absolutely fucking remarkable and she was loving every second of it. As his lips pressed against hers, they muffled her whines as she shivered and cried out. Victor's orgasm set off her own as she trembled violently pressed against the wall and his body unable to escape even if she had wanted to. It felt so good.. her body was hot and on fire in the best way possible as she was crying out against his kiss. She felt her head spinning and her breathing was heavy as she whimpered out feeling him feel her completely. "I'm glad Daddy.." She whimpered. "I wanted to make you feel so good.." She shivered as her face was flushed gazing up at the man she met simply minutes ago. "Anything for you Daddy.." She whimpered out as she wrapped her lips around his cock. She used her tongue to taste their release and then pushed him against the back of her throat as she sighed happily. Her head would bob as she used the perfect amount of pressure.. and she would prove to this man she was the blow job queen for a reason.

[the-lonescout]

Kaito got out of the shower and cleaned up as he felt cleaner and more calm after all of that he went through today. “Ok I’m feeling better after the shower and have to ask dez, these clothes were for me, seem to feel different.” He said to her and have to adjust his shirt a bit.

[lachrymosestorm]

"Good." She spoke as she heard he felt better. As for the clothes feeling different she shrugged. "Maybe I got the sizing wrong because they're just new. I figured with all that you do I could buy you a new shirt." His bottoms were his usual she wasn't even going to try to understand male pants when she just wore skirts and dresses herself. "Sorry."

[kitxkatrp]

Not only was she looking more cheerful--which had definitely been his main goal--but this sort of teasing felt incredibly intimate. He was quickly finding that he enjoyed it immensely.

"...Fan of a bias, hm?" He teased under his breath and squished her cheeks a little more to 'punish her'. "Whatever shall I do with you when you're being so cute?"

One hand left her cheek to run down and gently grasp onto one of her wrists and bring it up to his lips for a kiss.

[lachrymosestorm]

"Mmm.. Kiss me." She teased softly. Dez was definitely feeling a lot better just being with him.. Hatori always made her feel so happy and so loved, even when he wasn't trying at all. He had a calming effect on her and she sighed happily. She softened however as she watched him kiss her wrists.. He was always so gentle.. she was in awe with the way he touched her like she was something precious. "Hatori.." She whispered as she soon shifted to kiss him on the lips. It wasn't deep, but it lingered, and slowly she pushed away. "..I've never known happiness.. until I've met you.."

[cosmic-cannon-ocs]

// Drunk Text [Kaito x Dez] - Part 2

The robot-dog gave a slight nod and ruff as it continued to drag Dez away from the potentially collapsing bookshelf and closer to her bed

"..." Kaito panicked a little when Dez’s phone screen went black; well at least it seemed like she dropped her phone on the floor instead of breaking it. He could still hear her drunken commentary through Raito, and couldn’t help but chuckle; he was really blessed that Dez still loved him so much.

So he decided to rush his work some more so he could be by her side sooner; he could catch up with anything later. While their robot-dog was by her side, he figured Dez would prefer to sober up in a more comfortable position.

“I’m back, Dez. Let’s get you more comfortable in bed,” Kaito said later when he arrived home, picking up Dez to put her to bed, so she could rest on him too as he joined her after. Raito kept watch next to the bed, on standby for when Kaito would doze off soon too.

// inb4 Spider-Dez, lmao

[lachrymosestorm]

Of course she was giggling as she was dragged away. She found it HILARIOUS that the robot dog could drag her away like this.. "You're so strong Raito!!" She managed out as she then just remained by the robot's side until Kaito came home. While she was a little bit sober by the time that Kaito came home she was still a little drunk. Her arms were up as she was picked up by him and she giggled as she held onto him and peppered his cheek with kisses. "I missed you too much!! You were gone too long!!" She spoke with a delighted whine. To be fair for Dez five minutes away was too long. When they were in bed together she curled into him and threw an arm around him so she could be as close as possible. She admired him a moment and sighed. "You're so handsome.." But then she found herself growing tired and dozing off herself. She was so happy.. Truly happy with the man she loved so much.

[the-lonescout]

Kaito nod his head agreeing with her since he could feel like the hangover was worse than he used to drink. “I do have some tea leaves that can be brew into a tea to help ease the headache,though it only eases the pain for a bit.” He said to her.

He was still trying to think with the hangover making it not easy for him to not move since he did not want to go face first into the floor.

[lachrymosestorm]

"That's nice. Please." She clapped her claws together. "I'd like that a lot. I'm sure it'll be handy to have on supply." She sighed happily as she then flopped over onto the sofa near by. "Cause I definitely had waaaaaay too much. I hardly remember last night. Been awhile since I partied that hard."

[weapon-turned-jack]

He would sit next to her as he nodded and would take out his little notebook. Inside of it he would draw an oval and wrote the word egg next to it though his e was backwards. "That is egg. They have a lot of eggs in the egg holder. I tried to count but ran out of fingers when count."

[lachrymosestorm]

A delighted laugh left her as she pulled her adopted son into a hug. She could hardly contain herself, she was so happy.' "Oh Jack you're so precious!!" She spoke with a bright smile. "I'm so happy you're in my life!!" She would then make sure to eat while hugging him. "Don't worry.. if we run out of eggs we can make more." She wanted to encourage him in life.. to be half as good as the mother her own was for the short years she had her.

[kitxkatrp]

A little gust of wind blew past them. He let out an amused little noise and rested a hand atop her head. "It is customary to be truthful and open with one's partner...is it not?"

Maybe he didn't know a lot about these sorts of things, but he was certainly giving it his best shot. He only hoped that if he ever messed up, she would tell him and not keep it a secret.

"...I think I smell rain," he commented, looking up. "We should probably go back before it starts." Though it seemed to be a few hours away, one could never be too sure. Hyrule was still a tad unstable in some instances.

At least it wasn't constantly raining anymore. That had been near catastrophic, even for them.

[lachrymosestorm]

A shiver shot through her when the wind blew. It did bring a bit of a chill to the Hylian. "You're right.. it is.. And I appreciate that you're truthful to me." She spoke with a smile. She had been with a few who were far more dishonest.. it was a breath of fresh air for her. Although she certainly didn't want to bring up previous partners with someone she was currently seeing. "Is it going to?" She looked over. The clouds did look like they were starting to darken. She however gave a nod of her head and took his hand as she squeezed it. "You lead, I'll follow you anywhere. Home or otherwise." She spoke happily with a giggle as she started to head back with him.

[dancinghearts]

''He really is a cute one, huh? But so are you. I lucked out for sure, having two cuties by my side like this.''

Paying for a bunch of tokens, the blond kept his arm around Dez for now. He couldn't take his eyes off of her, just watching her smile for a bit before handing over the tokens so they could go play a few games.

[lachrymosestorm]

"I think I'm the lucky one.. Having you both in my life." She mumbled quietly as butterflies hit her hard. She could hardly believe her life with how wonderful it had become since she had met Dawn and Dusk. She leaned into him as she looked at him with a shy expression. She wasn't used to being spoiled like this without wanting something in return. He was just.. good. She shifted to press a soft kiss on his cheek. "..Look.. That claw machine has some cute plushies.. we should try to win some of those." She encouraged.

[a-child-turned-monstrosity]

Light seemed to return to his face when claiming that she would help find his cousin. Looking up at her, eyes filled with hope, before wiping away the tears. "P-Promise?" It was such a quiet little request, a single pinky about to be raised before even more hope was given when she allowed him to stay, possibly for longer. When pointing at her room, a nod was given to show that the instructions, should anything be needed, were understood.

When questioned about if he would be alright, another nod was given. "I be okay. I-I gots my bunny." Sitting down on the floor for a moment and taking off his backpack to put it in front of him. Reaching inside, the stuffed animal was pulled out and then squeezed tight before getting back up and grabbing the backpack. Once more, looking up at her, a smile was given. A quiet thanks to show the appreciate he had for all of this. "Thank you, miss Dez. I-I promise be a good boy!" Declaring such before scurrying over to the sofa.

His travelbag was the first thing put up onto the couch before he would end up climbing on it next. Looking over at Dez, he would wave at her before pushing the backpack towards the arm. Laying with his back against the cushions, the boy curled up with the toy and rests his head on the bag. Eyes slowly begin to close while getting ready to drift off into sleep.

[lachrymosestorm]

Oh.. Well.. she was going to get him a proper pillow and blanket at least.. She blinked a few times before chuckling to herself and making her way to the hallway closet. She got out a spare blanket and pillow and made her way back over to him. She was careful as she adjusted him so the pillow would also be used under his head and she put a blanket over him tucking him in the best she could. She wanted to make sure he was comfortable and could sleep alright. "Goodnight." She whispered to the sleeping child and then made her way to the bathroom. She got ready for bed before moving to her own bedroom. She left the door open a crack in case he'd need anything in the middle of the night and she would sleep lightly just in case.

[kitxkatrp]

"...Yes...I know that isn't ideal for you...and I'm sorry," If he had any other choice, he wouldn't have turned her. It was why he had put it off as much as possible. The life of a vampire wasn't a pretty one. She would become steeped in bloodshed whether she wanted to or not.

She was right though.

"Yeah," it was far too risky too. Any full blood vampire would definitely be able to sense that one had been killed--and that would cause security measures for sure. After all--

The only ones usually capable of such things were vampire hunters--which were a major cause of concern--or other vampires. And if it was none of their own, then it would simply point to any that happened to be on the run.

Avoiding humans was easy enough right now, thankfully. But he paid attention to every single scent on the wind.

"...There's farmland out there somewhere. I can smell the corn," he commented quietly. "...That also means cover if we need it." For her at least. He might be too tall. But her safety was his top priority.

[lachrymosestorm]

Dez shook her head. "I'm okay.. Really. I'm with you. I'm happy as long as I'm with you." She whispered as she squeezed his hand and looked at him with softer features. As long as she was with Vic she was happy. A happy breath left her as she shifted closer to him. She knew they needed to move but she was unable to resist him. "Farmland?" She tilted her head up and she could smell the corn too. She gave a nod of her head as she looked at him. "I wonder if we'll be lucky and it'll be abandoned so we can hide and rest there for awhile." She grinned and started to pull away. "Let's get going, hmm?"