indefinite hiatus

fallen angel oc of own lore & canon by miss evelyn

[heavnbelow]

❛   I  bend  to  NO  ONE  ,  not  even  the  man  who  made  me  who  I  am  today.     ❜ ——  loved & created by heavenly

[justicewithin-blog]

greek mythos oc written by heavenly / daylen.   est. early ‘17, rebooted 11.30.18. 

[barbietm]

                                         ❛       ANYTHING  IS  POSSIBLE !       ❜

𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐀  ’ 𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐁𝐈𝐄 ’  𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐒   *   reimagined  &  loved  by  DAYLEN   /  rebooted oct 18

[barbietm]

                                         * ✧ .  LIVE  YOUR  DREAM  !

                                   original canon      /        by daylen      /      reboot oct 18

[ladivine]

yall ready for this

[ladivine]

damn … i miss this place huh …

[ladivine]

u kno what... if u wanna rp on discord IM me ... (please) 

[ladivine]

damn ... i miss this place huh ...

[ladivine]

so i guess this is an official notice but i am on an indefinite hiatus.. dont plan on deleting this blog but who knows! 

here’s my twitter, and personal tumblr for convince. i don’t have much to say other than this time, its actually permanent and while i do get urges to write tina again ive decided this place ultimately isn’t that great and i could do a lot better and in fact, i am without it considering i have my own business, have a paying job and am doing really well in school right now. bottomline is im doing fine and great without this community and even though im thankful for all ive met, im not thankful for the continued antiblackness and niggatry that happens on a consistent basis, whether im here to witness it or not. yall niggas ( mostly nonblack people ) gotta grow up sometime and i dont mean that in leaving this place but i mean that as in yall act foolish consistently and need to leave that behavior because yall are either grown, or going to be grown.

 i think this place is really great for writing but if thats all your focusing on and not tryna get your life together when you out here grown or bout to be grown its not worth it and ultimately reflects on how youre not willing to help your life when the signs are there. if you got your life together though and are good and writing on here though i respect you, its hard to juggle everything. i mostly am speaking out of concern than disdain but it’s hard not to feel that when i’ve had to drop so many people ive met here because yall can’t act right and its disheartening to hear from friends “guess what happened in the rpc today” like .. just tiring. its foolish and it shouldnt be happening but i know it wont stop until yall start acting acting right and im aiming this mostly at my nonblack mutuals and peers because a lot of you have not been in support of a lot of black people on here, specifically black women and its disheartening.

its also just in general yall act like you have no home training when it comes to decency and not being petty or going with your first thought. ive only made a handful of meaningful connections on here which kinda sucks because people say theyre your friend or here for you but it’s not the case when you’re not in immediate contact anymore. bummer, i guess, but im living my best life so its not something im going to lose sleep over at the end of the week. im not plagued by these thoughts but they come up when im reminded the rpc exists. people call it a hellhole but i think people here are accustomed to thinking negatively instead of positively. it’s not the best place, but it brings out the best talent in people and with that, i wish everyone a great time writing here because i think some of yall can definitely go far. just believe in yourself and stop tryna please those who clearly don’t care about what and how youre doing. 

das all i gotta say, just wanted to get my general thoughts out there. but you can also catch me here. thanks for the ride and i promise this time i won’t be back in three weeks lmaooo <3 

[ladivine]

hey .

[ladivine]

Good Morning.

[ladivine]

hiatus bc of school

[hllstrms-a-blog]

hey friends. as stated in this previous set of posts, because of the reckless actions of my idiot of a roommate, i am currently facing the possibility of eviction if we do not come up with the rest of what is owed, which currently comes to $365. he only came up with $100 previously and has not given me anything else yet. my landlord has already said if this gets settled, he is going to terminate his part of the lease but it’s going to cause my own rent to go up, but that’s better than being completely without a home. even though this shouldn’t be my problem to solve, it’s become as such because it’s my livelihood that’s affected and my roommate isn’t doing anything about if. my job does not pay me until next weekend and we were given until tomorrow, august 18, to turn the necessary funds. as i’ve said, i am still doing vocal commissions. jusf message me for details. if that is not your desire &/or you just want to help, here is my paypal and/or ko-fi. i’m just trying to do what i can. it just sucks that it’s all fallen onto my shoulders when i did nothing to make this happen. thank you all. ❤️

[hllstrms-a-blog]

Just received. Luckily, I use my phone during the show I am currently in. Please reblog if you are able. Thank you.

[hllstrms-a-blog]

today is the last day and, as i thought, my roommate has nothing to add to the mess HE created. i have to stress that this shit isn’t my fault and i’m mad that i’m the one who is getting fucked over from this. please consider a reblog. thank you. ❤️

[ladivine]

THE  FIGHT  NEVER  ENDS.  it  never  ends  ,  you  know  this.  you  know  this  through  and  through.  you  sit  at  the  edge  of  the  river  with  him  ,   embroidery  in  lap.  the  fight  never  ends  but  here  ,  it  PAUSES.  a  hiccup  in  the  timeline.  eyes  stare  out  to  forestry  of  a  horizon  ,  the  wonder  and  ‘ what  if’s ’  connecting  dots  within  mind.  (   THEM :  above  all  else  ,  you  wonder  if  they  would  have  liked  the  view.  if  they  would  have  enjoyed  the  nature  of  it  all :  the  eye  of  the  tornado  )  eyes  drift  to  catalyst  and  an  INSTANT  smile  is  placed  on  your  lips.  he  reminds  you  of  them  in  some  ways  ,  and  in  others  he’s  completely  DIFFERENT.      ❛     you  fish  anythin’  good  yet  ,  pumpkin ?      ❜     affectionate  name  played  in  sincerity  ,  it’s  natural  now  :  a  HABIT.    

@wrathiest

[ladivine]

NERVES  JITTER  THROUGH  YOUR  CORE   ,   fingers  unable  to   properly  tap  on  your  phone  as  you  search  through  website  ‘pon  website  for  what  you  sought  out  for.  the  device  was  held  tight  in  your  hand  as  feet  are  curled  under  you  on  the  couch.  it  felt  like  home  :  smelled  like  HOME.  (  SCENE  :  you  and  your  love  are  seated  together  ,  children  are  playing  in  the  other  room  ,  there  is  not  a  fraction  of  time  where  you  aren’t  THANKFUL.  )   gently  ,  you  bring  the  phone  to  others  attention  ,  showing  her  what  laid  front  on  the  screen.  a  brilliant  wedding  dress  ,  though  CHEAP.  you  knew  you  couldn’t  afford  more.       ❛       opinions  on  this  one  ?  i  think  it’s  cute  for  the  price.       ❜ 

@yblchth

[tinanorthz]

TINA  NORTH  +  CONFRONT  &  ANGER   (  RP  PARTNERS  CAN  REBLOG  ) 

[ladivine]

PLOTTING & STARTER CALL  :   this  is  a  call  for  plotting  +  i’ll  make  a  starter  once  we  have  things  plotted  out.  if  we  already  have  plotted  ,  this  is  for  a  starter  !  

[hllstrms-a-blog]

hey friends. as stated in this previous set of posts, because of the reckless actions of my idiot of a roommate, i am currently facing the possibility of eviction if we do not come up with the rest of what is owed, which currently comes to $365. he only came up with $100 previously and has not given me anything else yet. my landlord has already said if this gets settled, he is going to terminate his part of the lease but it’s going to cause my own rent to go up, but that’s better than being completely without a home. even though this shouldn’t be my problem to solve, it’s become as such because it’s my livelihood that’s affected and my roommate isn’t doing anything about if. my job does not pay me until next weekend and we were given until tomorrow, august 18, to turn the necessary funds. as i’ve said, i am still doing vocal commissions. jusf message me for details. if that is not your desire &/or you just want to help, here is my paypal and/or ko-fi. i’m just trying to do what i can. it just sucks that it’s all fallen onto my shoulders when i did nothing to make this happen. thank you all. ❤️

[hllstrms-a-blog]

Just received. Luckily, I use my phone during the show I am currently in. Please reblog if you are able. Thank you.