Warnings: Angst. Unedited. ESL, please be patient.Â
Word count: 6k+Â
Disclaimer: This one is much shorter (I mean, in comparison to the stuff Iâve written before).Â
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Hours seemed to pass, and the dragon didnât kill her. An annoyed voice in her mind had yelled at her to shut up, and startled, Ravella obeyed. She couldnât say if it was because she was hearing voices or that particular voice⊠and so powerfully rude. Looking back, she saw Vhagar was a small, formless smudge in the distance.
The bronze dragon that rescued her lowered its body to the ground in great arches, and eventually, she understood it was for her benefit. Youâre cold, he said.Â
Throat dry, she tried, K-King Viserys? She wobbled on her feet, bracing herself against the dragonâs black nails.Â
Yes, a chuckle. You scream very loud, you know that?Â
I know I scream very loud. Making noise is the purpose of screaming, she scowled up at him, and the damn man remained unfazed. Of course he did, she thought with disgust. Heâs Aemondâs father. âCan you hear me if I speak up?âÂ
Yes. How close is Aemond?Â
âClose enough I can make out Vhagarâs indistinct shape, but not see him.âÂ
Good. We have time to talk. The others are close, but this I needed to do alone.Â
âSince when are you a skinchanger?âÂ
Not that. Iâll explain later. Looking around, she noticed the spot heâd picked was the same woods Vhagar had, the entrance to the Valyrian peninsula. Was that Saera?Â
âYes. Aemond has told her you want her to visit.âÂ
You running from him because of the childbirth vision?Â
âYes, Iâ how do you know about that?â she grimaced.Â
Vermithorâs wings spread and closed as if Viserys were stretching out. The pregnancy or the vision?Â
âBOTH!â she shouted.Â
A chuckle. I can smell Aemond and you bonded in a way that is⊠stronger. Your smells intertwined to create something else, something that reeks of life. It could only be your child â Vhagar smells it, as well, and so does Vermithor. As for the vision, itâs part of a plot. Letâs say it wasnât a coincidence you were attracted to the Freehold because of your nightmares.Â
âSo, am I in no danger?â she hated being unable to keep the hope from her voice, but she had to know.Â
Childbirth is dangerous. Youâre in as much danger as any other woman. But you cannot die. Aemond wonât function as needed if you do. The world of men will end with you.Â
Ominous much? Ravella thought. âI⊠donât want this responsibility.âÂ
No one in your place would. Still, itâs yours however badly you reject it. Tell me what you think of Aemond. What made you run from him?Â
âHe wanted me to get an abortion. I had to get away.âÂ
A sharp intake of air. Then itâs started, looked like he was speaking to someone else; her suspicion was confirmed when he said in an urgent tone, You must bring him back. Make him see reason.Â
âBring him back from what? Your Grace, I canât be with Aemond right now â he isnât himself. The Aemond I know would never want his own child murdered. Right now, I donât trust him. Heâs like a stranger⊠an evil twin brother I didnât know he had.â More like the Aemond of her nightmare, a rendition of the night king. Her dead lover, planning to make her dead as well.Â
Thatâs their plan. Drive Aemond to madness so heâll surrender his blood to them. Only you can make break the influence theyâre wielding upon him. They attacked your dreams, now they prey on his fears.Â
She didnât understand. âYou mean that wasnât Aemondâs idea?âÂ
No, Aemond is being manipulated. Itâs something the warlocks who took Aerea do. Theyâll exchange your safety for Aemondâs cooperation in their spells.Â
She shivered. Recalling the hidden account of Aereaâs death by the Grand Maester whoâd treated her, she didnât need be told twice these warlocksâ spells were dangerous. She couldnât let Aemond fall to them. âHow do I do that?âÂ
Vermithorâs enormous head came closer, until she could smell nothing but dragonfire and charred meat. Youâre at the center of his soul. It revolves around you. Only you can save him.Â
She shook her head, frantic. âYour Grace, the moment heâs within touching distance, heâll drag me back to Volantis and have a surgeon cut the baby out of me!âÂ
So itâs that serious. Another second he seemed to be conferring. Berry says the warlocks will start their offer by healing him of his injuries.Â
âInjuries? Aemond isnât injured. I hurled some apples and tomatoes at him, and he evaded all⊠but for that one which exploded upon contact with his shoulder,â she offered a sheepish grin when he laughed. âAnd I doubt the Volantene have hurt him. So Aemond hasnât had a chance to have gotten injured.âÂ
The ones given to him in dreams. The warlocks are manipulating him as well.Â
Ravella gasped. âHe never said anything!âÂ
He didnât want to worry you. He believes the visions come because of some mental connection he shares with the Others, and since you fear them more than anything, Aemond has tried to find a way of circumventing what he believes is a curse. The nightmare you had about the throne room was the last straw for him. The warlocks need someone like Aemond to correct the flaw in their magic, as well as keep feeding it.Â
âHow do they mean to do that?âÂ
The Valyrian way. She shivered. Blood magic, it was.Â
âThey are here, arenât they?âÂ
Not here in this spot, but in the heart of Valyria. They need a dragonrider like Aemond⊠like Aerea was one.Â
âSo I havenât seen her? Iâve endangered our baby for no reason?âÂ
You have seen her, although nobody was supposed to. Her soul is⊠withering. She hasnât passed on to the other side, but after her body was burned, she could no longer be seen, unless it was by someone with great magic. Berry says that a desperate soul like hers can do things ordinary souls canât, so this must how she was able to reach you. Only the truly sensitive can sense them.Â
âI donât have great magic, or any sort of magic. And I wouldnât call myself truly sensitive, either.âÂ
Of course you do. You are a skinchanger. Aemond does, too, and because of your connection to him⊠The dragon circled her, a glint in the depths of his yellow-red eyes. Your soul and his in conjunction. Itâs a conflagration that would put the Doom, at its peak, in shame. The warlocks must never get their hands on you.Â
She circled with him, threatening to get dizzy. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
Your son, Ravella. The offspring of a Targaryen and a First Men descendant⊠and whatever special blood your Dayne mother carried. The baby has gifts, but since he canât wield them right now, youâre like a vessel to them.Â
Her son? She swallowed. Emotion threatened to make her knees buckle, and she couldnât help but cover her belly, still flat and⊠lifeless!, with a protective hand. She couldnât believe she and Aemond had created a life together, from their love. It was a gift, and sheâd be damned if she let anyone desecrate it in any way.Â
She thought of the septon and grand maesterâs reports of Aereaâs death, of the torture and agony inflicted upon that poor girl⊠was that her sonâs fate in the hands of those warlocks? To have his skin cooked from the inside out and hideous monsters crawling out of his body?Â
No!Â
She wouldnât let them hurt her son, or her husband, for that matter.Â
âIâll do anything to defeat these warlocks and save Aerea, Your Grace, short of killing Aemond.âÂ
I know.Â
The kingâs approval made the dragon seem more powerful. Letting out the air, she said, âHeâs here.âÂ
I know. I can smell Vhagar. And Aemond, too.Â
âReally? What do they smell like?âÂ
Without a pause, he revealed, Vhagar smells of dragon â fire, smoke, charred meat and magic. Aemond smells of a dragon whoâs left his cave to fly under lighting and rain, with an undertone of butterfly and silver.Â
She giggled at the last words. âWhat do I smell like?âÂ
You smell of butterfly and obsidian. Now that youâre pregnant, your scent and Aemondâs are all over each other, only his now is stronger. I believe thatâs the scent my grandson will carry.Â
âHow do you know itâs a boy?âÂ
Berry told me. He saidâ letâs wait for Aemond, the dragon shook his head.Â
âWhat if he refuses to hear me out?â she had to be ready for all possibilities. Aemond was a smart, rational man, but threats to her made him lose his mind.Â
Iâll snag you away again.Â
âGood,â she smiled.Â
Alicent will give him a piece of her mind.Â
âI was hoping for that,â she smiled. âIs she with you?âÂ
Alicent is in the room with me and Helaena. Have you told Aemond about our conversation? You know which one. Not too long after their return from Castle Black, Ravella had asked Viserys to step down before a civil war broke out over the succession. She nodded. You were right. Decisions must be made. Not the ones I was hoping for, though, he said, voice contemplative.Â
Throat knotted up, she stepped forward, reaching to touch the dragonâs scales â Vermithorâs uncomfortably hot in comparison to Vhagarâs â as if she were in the room with the king, ready to pat his hand. Viserys had failed the man she loved, but deep down, he wasnât an evil man. Heâd always been kind to her, though he didnât have to.Â
âIâm sorry to hear that, Your Grace. I wish things had gone the way you intended. I wouldnât have said anything if I didnât think it was for the best,â she said. âI know you trust your Small Council, but Lord Beesbury is the only one I believe is willing to see Princess Rhaenyra succeed you, per your will.âÂ
I know. Youâll be worth it. Youâve always been perceptive, Ravella. Except where Aemond is concerned. You are each otherâs blind spots, you know.Â
Hands on her hips, she asked, âWhat do you mean?âÂ
You were children when we realized there was much more than enmity behind your arguments. I thought it was just attraction⊠then I saw you kiss Aemond when he found your dog, Viserys laughed, the sound too loud for her, but it contained such joy, she found herself laughing with him, recalling she had kissed Aemondâs scarred cheek, so great her relief at having her beloved pet back, brought to her by her best worst enemy, no less. I told Alicent she could matchmake if she wanted. Then I saw you with Vhagar, and it became clear that the dragon was trying to show you what was going on in my sonâs heart and soul. I donât think it was a coincidence you spent the entire night alone the day he rescued you. Vhagar was close, standing vigil.Â
âAemond said he called and she didnât answer, so she had to be away.âÂ
The boy is a fool if he believes sheâd leave him alone, Viserys said, the dragon scoffing in front of her. I think she was tired of putting up with your slowness and decided to take things into her own hands. Oh, I can feel your baby through Vermithor⊠My grandson likes orange cake.Â
âOur slowness?â she crossed her arms, challenging, but the pose didnât last. Her son liked orange cakes, like his father did. âHow is the baby? Does he⊠know what Aemond tried to do?â If the baby did, sheâd never let Aemond know. Guilt would devour and destroy him.Â
The baby is well. He was aware his mother was in trouble and trying to save them. Itâs what made Vermithor find you in the middle of Volantis. He felt something was making the baby distressed, and the baby called to him.Â
âItâs a boy,â she said, throat tight with emotion. She didnât pay attention the first time the king disclosed the gender. Somehow, it didnât seem important⊠but every man wanted a son, and Aemond wasnât any different â a son whoâd carry his name and⊠Ravella frowned. Theyâd discussed it.Â
Unaware of her thoughts, the king repeated, A boy, the dragonâs head moving as if in a nod. At that moment, she could picture Viserys doing just that. Skinchanged by him, Vermithor looked proud. And donât worry, the baby doesnât know you and Aemond were arguing. Heâs too little for that. About the size of your nail.Â
She held out her right hand, looking down. âHeâs so small,â she smiled through the tears. Later, sheâd speak of this to Aemond. Heâd appreciate these details, especially those about the babyâs oblivion. There would be no deterrents to their bonds, no guilt or shame or fearâŠÂ
Yes. Thatâs why it took Vermithor so long to locate you. The baby isnât fully formed, so a lot of the signs he got were false. Like when you think a woman is in labor, but turns out she isnât, he compared. When your heartbeat sped up, it could be fear, or just the thrill of Vhagar taking flight. The dragonâs face contorted, and she imagined Viserys arching a brow. Alicent asks if you are eating well or feel sick.Â
âI understand,â she moved her head, wiping at her eyes. âI donât even feel sick. And yes, Iâm eating well⊠Iâll talk to her when we get back. Andâ I must inform my family.âÂ
Who will stand Ravella Dayne? Vermithorâs eyes rolled.Â
âGrandmother will be happy,â she beamed.Â
Unbearably so. Sheâll want to visit. His tone indicated he wasnât looking forward to it.Â
âI miss her.âÂ
I know. Youâll see her soon. Sheâll be in Kingâs Landing.Â
âReally? Can you see the future?âÂ
Not really, but in a way, itâs a future as clear as water. Ravella the Elder will move into the Red Keep to make sure her granddaughter and unborn great-grandson are properly taken care of, and only Lady Dayne of Starfall can see to it. He laughed when she smirked at the statement. Youâre the eldest, arenât you?Â
âYes. The baby will be her first great-grandchild.âÂ
Here comes Aemond. Remember what you must do. Save him, then make him beg forgiveness. With that advice, Viserys faded into the background. His presence invaded her mind once more, quick, Just in case, stay closer so I can move if needed.Â
Yes. She agreed, watching as Aemond jumped on the ground, a small cloud of dust rising up to his booted knees. As he strode toward her, glowering up at the dragon, sword in hand, she noticed he didnât seem out of control anymore. It didnât make her rest easier â there was determination still written on his face.Â
âAre you hurt?â he asked, the sword held up high in the air.Â
âMy heart is broken.â
He exhaled. Hand held out in conciliation, he tried again, âDid Vermithor hurt you?âÂ
âNo, he saved me before you could.âÂ
Aemond nodded, not commenting on the second part. He was careful as he cut off the distance between them, pausing occasionally when the dragon behind her rumbled. Curiously, Vhagar did nothing, when normally sheâd have moved to protect Aemond. Thatâs how dragons behaved. Is Vermithor Vhagarâs offspring?Â
Yes, though dragons donât care about it as we do. Vhagar wants you to fix whatâs wrong with Aemond.Â
So much responsibility thrown on her lap!Â
âAre you in pain? Cold?â Aemond held out her coat, then tossed it to her. âPut it on.âÂ
She grabbed it. Throwing it over her shoulders, she asked, âWhy are you here?âÂ
He blinked. âWhyâŠ? What a stupid question, Ravella! A dragon showed up out of nowhere and took you away. What did you want me to do?âÂ
âI donât know. You were trying to murder our baby. The dragon was trying to save him. From his own father.âÂ
A part of Aemond was appalled at his behavior, she could see. But another⊠the determined part, the one tricked by the warlocks â that one wasnât, and for a second, Ravella worried heâd try to kill the baby. Trick her into drinking moon tea or something worse, like agreeing to give up himself and their son to the warlocks.Â
Not commenting on that, Aemond crossed his arms over his chest and leaned his lower back against a tree, Vhagar coming close, crawling on the ground like a loyal dog. She made a pitiful sound, and Ravella blew her a kiss. This is the first time I hear of a dragon being seduced. This time next year, Vermithor will be thinking you hatched him, Viserys said in a dry voice.Â
She pressed her lips into a firm line. âThe babyâs a boy,â Aemond said, still looking cross, though his next words explained why, âIâd have preferred a girl who looks like you,â his face softened a little, but she didnât smile. Then his face hardened. âAlthough it doesnât make a difference. People like me shouldnât be given things to love.âÂ
Helaena has seen a girl in your future, Viserys supplied.Â
âPeople like you?â she crossed her arms, stepping back toward Vermithor.Â
âYes,â he straightened his back, resting against the tree, the sword forgotten; he still looked annoyed and inhuman. âIâm a possessive man.âÂ
âI know.âÂ
âI canât lose you.âÂ
âIââÂ
âAs much as it hurts me, I canât keep you alive. The decision is out of my hands. I can pray. I can try to find a magical solution. I can pretend that red priest didnât foresee your death. But in the end, I canât force you to live.â He exhaled. Almost absently, his hands went up, to the back of his head so he could undo the eyepatch.Â
There was something magical about the gleaming of his sapphire under the setting sun of the old Freehold.Â
âI love you, Ravella. More than anything.â He swallowed. âI canât lose you.âÂ
âSo the best you came up with was killing the baby you knew I wanted so desperately?âÂ
âIn a moment of despair? Yes. People like me hold on to the things and people they love. Dragon,â he pointed to his chest. With dread, she saw his finger change direction, hover right at her chest, âHoard. If I could, Iâd go back in time and never allow you to get pregnant. It isnât fair to the baby, I know â but I wonât pretend I love our son more than I love you. Still, I understand my actions have hurt you. If I could, Iâd exchange my life for yours, but where youâre going to be in nine months is where I canât follow. Iâd gladly switch places with you, so you will have the chance to live the life youâve always wanted. I feel like Iâm killing you for giving you the baby you wanted.âÂ
This is what the warlocks will offer him. Your life in exchange for his.Â
âYou wanted one, too.âÂ
âBecause you did. I want what you want. Iâd have had children with another woman I took for wife, but that wouldâve been an obligation. I never wanted to be a father. But you wanted a baby, and the only thing I want is to make you happy. Instead, Iâm making you knock on deathâs door.âÂ
âWhy do you think the red priest said Iâm dying in childbirth?â she asked in lieu of answering.Â
âYou donât remember,â Aemond shook his head. âHe called me Azor Ahai and you Nissa Nissa. Azor Ahai is to the red priests what the last hero is to the First Men.âÂ
âIt doesnât sound so bad. The last hero saved Westeros from the Others,â she pointed out.Â
Be quiet, Ravella. This will drive him to the edge.Â
âAzor Ahai murdered his wife to save the world from darkness. He plunged a sword in her breast and her soul went into the blade, making Lightbringer,â Aemond glowered.Â
âOh. Soul-giver.âÂ
âSoul-giver,â he gave a hard nod. âSacrificing my wife isnât how Iâd planned to show my love. I donât have it in me to claim to love a woman and then murder her in cold blood because the idea of having a hero for a child appeals to me. Iâm not my father,â he scowled, voice dripping with derision.Â
Behind her, the dragon flinched. She reached out to touch it, the Kingâs voice in her head, Heâs right. Thatâs exactly what I did. Donât feel bad. Aemondâs opinion of me is deserved.Â
It must hurt.Â
It does, sad laughter followed the admission. But itâs the truth, so I must take it. The day you appeared in court together after he rescued you from Ser Philip, Aemond warned me I didnât know a lot of things about him. I found it funny, because I knew what he thought he was hiding. Even so⊠he was right. My children and I are strangers to each other.Â
âI donât think your father made the decision for the fun of it,â she was driven to say.Â
So much for not being sensitive, Viserys scoffed. This, Ravella, is what makes you the perfect target for ghosts like Aerea. The pureness of yours calls to theirs. Â
She didnât have time to ask more, because Aemond surprised her by saying, âMe neither. Nevertheless, he made the decision of forcing child after child upon Queen Aemma. He mustâve realized she wasnât getting stronger. One miscarriage and stillbirth after the other means something is wrong, and then he had her cut up like a pig. And he wants everyone to believe he loved her,â he snorted.Â
She told me that one would be her last attempt. She wasnât wrong, though she didnât mean it like that.Â
âAemondââÂ
Ignoring her, he said, âThe obsidian ends of the staff were red like the heart of a volcano when I took it up to slay an Other. It had been a flash of light above my head, and I hadnât paid attention, but I knew. The legend said Azor Ahai had wielded a red sword, given to him by Râhllor, forged with the blood and soul of his wife, Nissa Nissa. I believe the staff is very similar to what Lightbringer was. If Lightbringer was real, which I doubt. And I got it because of you. Iâm scared out of my mind over which gifts Iâll continue to receive because of you⊠at the cost of your life. It isnât worth it, Ravella. Even if I thought it was, I know it isnât. There isnât a world for me if you go.âÂ
âLord Ryswell said weâd find each other again,â she offered.Â
âWho cares about that?â Aemond spread his hands, wroth. âWhen he said it, I got happy because I thought weâd have many years â decades â together. Not months. I thought weâd die of old age or some disease, not because I put a baby in you.âÂ
âPutting a baby in me will hardly kill you.âÂ
Vhagarâs snout touched the back of Aemondâs head, threads of his hair flowing about in the wind of her breathing. âLosing you will.âÂ
She didnât have a reply for that, because⊠she couldnât think of Aemond dying. At the Nightfort, sheâd run because heâd manipulated her into believing she might be pregnant, and she felt she owed it to their baby to live. But sheâd known Aemondâs death would destroy her. Helaena had said as much.Â
The corners of his lips lifted in a shadow of a smile when he noticed she was softening. âIf you die in childbirth because of that fucking prophecy, Iâll have Vhagar burn your body, then Iâll kill myself.âÂ
âAemondââÂ
Sounds reasonable.Â
Thereâs nothing reasonable about this!Â
Of course there is. Youâre the reason for his existence. Aemond would never waste time. Every man should make this decision when they lose their reason for living. I shouldâve done it⊠but if I had, you wouldnât have Aemond.Â
âWhat about the baby?â she demanded of Aemond. Children needed parents.Â
âBaby?â he blinked, unbelieving. âThereâs no light in the world for me if you arenât in it. I wonât care about the baby, not past making it the favor of putting it in motherâs care. Me? Iâll die with you. Taking my last breath will be a mercy to the child and myself.âÂ
Throat tightening, she choked out, âYou canât meanââÂ
âI mean every word. Iâll die with you,â he rubbed at his right eye, something he did when under great duress. âSo youâd better figure out a way of not dying, because your husband⊠and your son, tooââ his lips twitched ââneed you.âÂ
âYouâre frightening me.âÂ
âI know. I frighten myself â nothingâs ever been so clear.â His hair came undone with the force of his running his fingers over it. âNissa Nissa let Azor Ahai kill her. She understood it was the price he had to pay to defeat the darkness â because he loved her so much, it was a godâs price to save the world. I love you more than that,â he said, voice intense. âBut I love you enough to go mad and destroy the entire world if youâre taken from me.â He stood up straighter, until he was kneeling on the ground at her feet, and though this wasnât a godswood, but the woods at the entrance to cursed Valyria, Ravella knew he was making an unbreakable vow.Â
Somehow, Aemond had gotten close enough he could touch her. âI swear, butterfly, if you die⊠Iâll save the world by razing it to the ground. Fires will burn and, beneath me, blood will boil. That way, the Others wonât be able to turn anyone when they come. Iâll fly until thereâs nothing left to burn.âÂ
What should I do? Ravella asked the king.Â
Not die. It isnât Aemondâs destiny to destroy the world.Â
So much for being helpful. She almost scowled. âAemond, I canât force myself to live.âÂ
âI know,â he fisted his hands. âItâs out of your hands. Iâm just saying in case you came with some absurd request, likeââ his voice dropped to a mocking imitation of hers, âââAemond, promise me youâll take care of the baby. Youâll raise it and find another woman to love and have many children with her.â It wonât happen. Iâll lose my life, too. And since saving the world comes at the cost of your life, Iâll make everyone lose theirs. I just want to save the world if youâre in it. But if thereâs no youâŠâ he shook his head. âItâs over. And thatâs not to say the ends Iâm willing to go to, to avoid such a fate.âÂ
âAemond, donât say that,â she buried her face in her hands. âI love you, too.âÂ
âDo you? Even after I threatened the life of your son?âÂ
She nodded. âYes. This isnât you â itâs the warlocks who killed Aerea. Theyâre playing with us,â she watched as comprehension dawned on him. Caressing his cheek, she said, softly, âI donât deny your decision to force an abortion upon me hurt me, but I understand why you did. You werenât thinking clearly. You werenât mine. But I still loved you then, and knew youâd find your way back to me. And you have a wrong idea of yourself. You wonât do anything to destroy the world.âÂ
âDie and watch from the other side, if you donât believe me,â he tilted his head. âHow long do you think itâll take?âÂ
âStop,â she shook her head, denial making her head ache.Â
He lifted both hands. âIt isnât the time to speak of it. You are pregnant. Saera pointed out getting an abortion can be as dangerous as childbirth, so our hands are tied. We mustââÂ
She knew him, could tell what he was trying to do. âDonât you fucking dare pull away!â she screamed. âI wonât let you go!â The smile that lit up his face was precious, and allowed her to cross the distance between them, even though she still worried. However, this was where she had to be to cut out the threads woven by the warlocks. In his arms, she confessed, âIâm afraid, too. Weâll find a solution. Besides⊠this,â she brought his hand to her belly, smiling at the way he held his breath, âisnât your fault, but mine.âÂ
âIâm pretty sure itâs my fault. I put it there,â he pointed out with an annoyed sigh when she didnât let him get away.Â
Heâs strained himself to get a baby there, Viserys supplied.Â
How do youâ? I wonât have this conversation with my husbandâs father!Â
Everyone knows. You arenât discreet. As I said, you scream really loud, and Aemond screams louder. Ravella choked on her spit. With unhidden glee, Viserys announced, At least, you kept it confined to your quarters and empty rooms. Still, Alicent wishes the gods would take her hearing.Â
âRavella, whatâs wrong?â Aemond asked, his fingers over her reddened cheeks.Â
âNothing. Iâ nothing,â she licked her lips. âDo you think anyone knew? What we did?âÂ
âIs that it?â he straightened when she confirmed. âOf course they knew it. I like making you scream.â Behind her, the dragon rumbled. Aemond offered him a curious look. âAnd there were all the times you complained about me picking you up and hurrying to our chambers. And the day you dreamed I was dead and fucking you, I was naked when I answered the door.âÂ
âYou sleep naked,â she pointed out.Â
âTo better serve my wife, when she has need of my body in the hour of the owl,â he grinned. Then, âButterfly, I donât care if people know. Youâre the love of my life. I want everyone to know. If I could, Iâd take you up on Vhagar andââ he laughed when she screamed. âNow, you were saying the baby is your fault. I disagree, but am curious to hear your reasoning.âÂ
âRemember Lord Ryswell said the old gods heard my prayers and would give me what I wanted?âÂ
âYes.âÂ
She spread her hands. âEvery day, I prayed for a baby. Hence, my fault. I knew it was dangerous to have one before the long night, but⊠I wanted to have a family with you.âÂ
âI prayed for a baby, too,â he confessed, kissing her brow. âYou make me the happiest man in the world. I want everything. The sun, the moon and every star in the sky, held up here,â he showed his palm. âAnd yet, they hold less value than you do. So I prayed to make you a mother, give you the family you yearned for.âÂ
She let out a breath. âI didnât know.âÂ
âThere was no reason to. I promised Iâd do everything I could to make you happy. Iâm an arrogant man, but even I admit there are things I canât make happen. But I know how to reach out for the gods, and am not afraid of doing so. I asked them to grant me the honor of fathering your children, and they have.â His smile disappeared. âThen I tried to take it away because of some warlocks.âÂ
She didnât want to be in those warlocksâ skin when Aemond got his hands on them. All the magic in the world wouldnât save them from his fury.Â
I knew the boy was a lovesick idiot.Â
Be quiet and stop calling him that!Â
Youâre right. Viserys sighed. Aemond isnât a boy anymore. This fine young man is a lovesick idiot. Has been for years.Â
âAemond,â she held his face between her hands, after throwing an ugly glare at the dragon. Viserys was watching them through Vermithorâs golden eyes, âdo you still want me to abortion our son?âÂ
Aemond tilted his head. He closed his eyes, and unable to face her, said, âNo. Iâve never truly wanted that. Iâd have insisted on it if it were necessary. Between you and the baby, Iâll pick you. Youâre everything, butterfly.â There were tears in his eyes, too â tears washed the beautiful purple one⊠and the sapphire as well. She wondered if the salt of them burned him. âOnly, I canât do anything to hurt you. Or our child. And yet, we need a solution.âÂ
A red priest came to Westeros once. Before Rhaenyraâs birth. My grandfather was called a Warrior of Râhllor, and the red priest said our line had been chosen.Â
âAre you serious?â Ravella inclined her head, breaking free of Aemondâs embrace. She risked a step toward Vermithor, when her husbandâs hand closed around her elbow. âAemond, the dragon is being skinchanged.âÂ
***Â
Aemond arched a brow. âThe baby is too young for thatâ You?â he asked when she shook her head.Â
âYour father.âÂ
His first instinct was to argue, âHe isnât a warg. And letâs not talk about semantics.â Only then, he thought that shouldnât be a priority, and pulled her behind him, holding her at his back and the sword to his right. âWho is it?â he demanded, brandishing his sword.Â
The dragon merely watched them, impassive. Then, both bronze eyes rolled in a show of boredom, as the dragon settled on the ground, almost like preparing to sleep.Â
âAemond, thatâs really him. I can hear his voice in my head. Itâs why I didnât run to you as soon as you landed. This is your father. He said Helaena helped him find an old scroll that allowed them to bind Vermithor to the baby.âÂ
Vermithorâs head gesture looked like a nod, but Aemond didnât lower his guard. âWhat else did he say?âÂ
âThat âthe othersâ are coming, but he didnât explain his meaning. Itâs getting late. Iâm hungry.âÂ
âVhagar is going to hunt for us.â He wouldnât risk leaving her alone with Vermithor, even if his father was warging him, nor would he risk return to Volantis⊠maybe its people would kill him on the spot. Heâd take measures to pay for the destruction Ravella caused in the market.Â
âNo. As much as I like fish, I donât want to eat another without seasoning.âÂ
He grinned, though his voice was serious when he asked the dragon, âHow long will you stay there?âÂ
For some reason, he didnât want to think of his father knowing how badly he thought of him. Must be because, when he heard of the circumstances of Aemma Arrynâs death, heâd despaired for his mother, until Alicent calmed him down, and begged him to not misjudge his father. His mother did that a lot â protect a man who didnât deserve her loyalty.Â
But then, so does Ravella, he thought, self-hatred making him want to throw up.Â
âHe says he doesnât know. His control has improved over the days he spent training with Berry.â She inclined her head. âYour father wants me to tell you what he knows of the red priests. Every time a Targaryen king ascends, one is dispatched to Kingâs Landing. They want to anoint the king as Azor Ahai reborn. They went to Aegon, Jaehaerys and your father. All three turned them down.âÂ
Of course they do, Aemond thought, sarcastic. The red priests courting his family made sense, and begrudgingly, he felt an ounce of respect for his father â the servants of the Lord of Light would be like plagues upon Westeros, burning every sept and weirwood on their way, using human sacrifice to call out to their god. Having a dragonrider consent to spread their religion would be the greatest validation those zealots would ever reach andâÂ
Ignoring his thoughts, Ravella was saying, âThey said Blackfyre was Lightbringer, and with the blessing of a red priest, any Targaryen who wielded it would be able toâ Aemond?â Ravella asked when he staggered. He looked ahead, face-to-face with Vermithor. âWhat? I donât understand! What does he get? Aemond!â she thought to keep him up, but he fell on all fours.Â
He swallowed. Red flashing in the sky above him, coloring the world at large until he felt, for a blink, he was staring at pools of lava, the enemy across the room, ready to march forward and wreak as much destruction as it could. Legend said Lightbringer burned red in battle, like⊠Lightbringer was a sword, not a staff. But⊠His thoughts were frantic, disordered, and Aemond felt faint.Â
âHelp him!â he heard Ravella scream at Vermithor. âAemond, stay with me!âÂ
He laughed weakly when the dragon blew hot air at him, as if it might help. âLightbringer, Ravella,â he caressed her face. âI have Lightbringer. The staff you gave me.â Azor Ahai had forged the blade, tempered it with his wifeâs blood, imprisoning her soul⊠at a godâs behest.Â
Oh the irony. Had Ravella set her own death in motion? Had he, when he took her to the Isle of Faces, where the children of the forest had changed the weapon so Aemond could kill the Others?Â
Ashen-faced, Ravella fell against him. âGods, Aemond⊠Berry says the Prince that was Promised will come from your line,â she said in a breathy voice.
Warnings: Fluff. Smut and horror. Unedited. ESL, please be patient.
Word count:Â 10k+Â
Disclaimer: Iâve been preparing for this since before they went to the Wall. Apologies for taking so long, but I needed time to make this right (every word I typed, I hated and started from scratch several times). I hope itâs worth the wait.Â
***Â
Ravella looked down at herself and smiled in silence â fully dressed, in the blue gown Aemond liked so much, the same one sheâd worn the day she was kidnapped, modified to make up for the piece she ripped off to make him a makeshift eyepatch. Getting married made one of those nightmares of being naked in public recurrent. They made love almost every day, and when either was too tired for that, they found relief in snuggling together, skin-to-skin. Heâd ripped to shreds enough nightgowns of hers that, one day, Ravella simply decided to cease buying them.Â
Except for the see-through black silk one sheâd found in the city and still had to wear. That would drive Aemond mad, she thought with the pleasure of a woman well-loved.
The Red Keep was oddly silent. She couldnât find Aemond, Helaena or Alicent anywhere. Rosey had faded from view, probably accosted by another servant. The Small Council chamber was empty, as was the Throne Room, where the Iron Throne, like a single rose in a lifeless garden, commanded attention.Â
Every hair on her body stood on end, the sight of the throne, envisioned by Aemondâs ancestor and forged by dragonâs breath, disturbing as very few things had been in her life. She turned to leave, but as she tried to walk away, the doors to the room closed with a loud bang.Â
The candles lighting up the room were snuffed out by a fast, chilly gust of wind, one by one.Â
The sensation that she had to get away intensified. Reaching out in the dark, squinting against the shadows? that didnât let her see her hands she held out, she took a step forwardâ and screeched. The ground was falling beneath her feet.Â
She jumped back, and the falling seemed to stop. She raised her head, trying to see â nothing. Down below, hundreds of leagues down, ran a river of molten lava, a bright red gash that bubbled and blasted. She could feel its heat, but the toxic vapors couldnât reach her, so she let out a sigh of relief, clutching harder at the thing between her fingers.
It was pitch-black, so she couldnât rely on her eyesight, but she knew, without being told, she was holding a weirwood seed on a hand.Â
And a sharp shard of obsidian on the other.Â
A gasp escaped her mouth when something exploded with a loud crack above her head. A candle. Then another, and another, until the throne room was, once more, cast in light.Â
Only there was something wrong about these candles, and moreover, about the lights. The candles werenât the white beeswax found everywhere, including hers and Aemondâs quarters, but glossy black points that looked a lot like obsidian⊠or Vhagarâs teeth. She really felt the ceiling would close down on her, as if she were a tasty piece of meat defenseless in a ravenous mouth. And the flamesâÂ
âRavella,â she heard a womanâs voice. It was a sweet voice, and made her want to cry, it was so full of heartbreak.Â
Someone walked behind her. She whirled around, but found no one.Â
âWhoâs there?â she shouted. Her voice echoed around her. Though nobody answered back, the flames became bluer, the light-gold of them disappearing completely.Â
She shivered at that, and glanced back down once more. It didnât take a peek to become more frightened â the lava was equally blue. Only, now it didnât bubble up and explode, but climbed over the bared stone of the ground, dripping upward. A stream of it reached the soles of her feet, and she jumped away. Her toes would freeze.Â
Or they would burn, she didnât know. It was too cold. She hated the cold.Â
âRavella, go!âÂ
She quickened her steps, running toward that beloved voice, the river of ice closing in on her heels. Of course heâd be near the throne â her dragon prince took pride in being a dragonrider, and felt right at home wherever dragons had been. The Iron Throne had been forged by a dragon, perhaps it still carried the memory of Balerionâs fire.Â
Why wasnât the ice melting?, she thought, hysteric. Aemond was hot, because of the dragon blood running in his veins. âAemond, I canât see!â she shouted.Â
He laughed â the sound echoed around her, mocking and⊠but his hand shot out of the darkness, and closed around hers, so she couldnât bear to be irritated by his derision, or frightened anymore. Heâd make it better. Heâd find the way out and fight all the way back to safety, as he always did.Â
In her frenzy to hold on to him, she let go of the weirwood seed.Â
âI canâtââ the sudden brightness made her blink. Her eyes tearing up threatened to blind her; even her tears were cold.Â
âWhatâ Aemond, whatâs happened?â His lips were an unbecoming shade of gray-purple. It remembered her of rancid wine. Old blood.Â
Death.Â
She ignored that.Â
âAemond?âÂ
He smiled, and the smile looked like a garish cut, but blood didnât seep out. âLetâs find the way,â he held out a gloved hand when she took a step back. The icy river didnât bother her anymore. âCome with me, Ravella â itâs just a bad dream.âÂ
Truly, thatâs what it was. One of those nightmares that started out as a perfectly pleasant dream and changed directions once the dreamer got comfortable.Â
This Aemond wasnât her Aemond, but she took his hand anyway, because Aemond would never hurt her. Heâd always protected her from anything that wasnât the lashes of his tongue â and in that regard, she gave as good as she got. Her nightmare wouldnât turn him into a monster. Mind made up, she bent and retrieved the weirwood seed, holding it between tense fingers that were also holding the dagger.Â
Something creaked and broke beneath her foot when they began climbing, Aemond leading the way. From this place, his hair looked almost white. She forced herself to smile up at him when he turned to peer at her, his hand as cold as a block of ice around hers. His eyepatch broke apart due to the cold and fell, and though her heart threatened to stop when the sapphire in the eye socket all but exploded in a cloud of blue dust â could sapphires even do that? â, to be substituted by a bright blue flame, she did nothing. Nightmares about the Wall were a constant in her life since the day she and Aemond had faced the Others.Â
Aemond had fought. She had fled, like a coward. Now her mind was playing tricks on her.Â
âPlease, stop,â she asked when the skin on his left cheek came undone, flaps of it falling over his shoulders and exposing decomposing flesh. âAemond?âÂ
âShh,â he smiled again. The right side of his face remained intact, and the left was a ruin, but it more expressive. She didnât care for what she could read on his face. His single eye â still purple â spoke more than it usually did, and the words it had to say were terrifying.Â
âWhatâs this?â she asked when another large rock broke beneath her foot.Â
âThe path we must walk in my dream,â he spoke, and she realized the smile on his face wasnât a smile, but a muscle spam that had literally frozen in place.Â
She arched a brow, looking straight up ahead over his shoulder. The Iron Throne loomed in the distance. Of course it was his dream â the crown, the confirmation of his worthiness. Aemondâs elder sister was the heir to the throne. Then came his older brother. His other sister, if King Viserysâ decree was to be followed. Aemond should come next, but all his siblings had children of their own. He wasnât the fourth in the line of succession anymore, but the⊠she scrunched up her face, deep in thought⊠the thirteenth?Â
The number made a shiver run down her spine, but she didnât know why â couldnât remember why, and didnât want to.Â
Not being acknowledged hurt Aemondâs pride. So, naturally in his dreams he had the throne. He had complete dominion over everything.Â
From this spot, Westeros was at the center of the world. She couldnât see in details, but its lights shone bright. Every single one was as blue as the one burning on Aemondâs face, or on the candles.Â
âWhereâs everybâ?â She let out a little scream when the rock underneath her sole gave away. Covered in frost, it made her stumble and lose her footing. Air rushed out of her lungs from the surprise.Â
It turned into a scream when she looked down, staring at Aemondâs mother. Only, instead of the usual dark hazel of Alicentâs gaze, the warm light-gold of her skin, Ravella could only see equally blue flames, blood running down her mother-in-lawâs cheeks. âGo away,â the head moved to stare at Ravella, even though it was unattached from the neck.Â
She was trying to get away, but Aemond dragged her up, and she looked down. Her feet were bloody. She wasnât stepping on rocks, but on heads. Though they were maimed, she could identify them: Alicent â the voice calling out in the darkness and telling her to go away was Alicent!, her mind screamed â, Helaena, Aegon, Rosey, the King⊠Everyone. They were all heads, and there were things scrambling in the dark.Â
âWâ?âÂ
âMy dream,â the Aemond-who-wasnât-Aemond said.Â
âA nightmare,â she tried to get away, and run down the stairs. Ahead, the Iron Throne changed, the dragon-blackened blades that made it the Iron Throne turning into ice. The Othersâ swords. âI want no part in this.âÂ
âYou do. You love me.âÂ
âNot you!â she yanked at him.Â
âMe,â he laughed and tossed her around. âItâs cold, Ravella. Warm me.âÂ
His voice made her open her eyes. The man in front of her was the one she loved. His head was tilted to the side in concern for her, though the veins showing through his skin, a sign of his own coldness, gave away Aemond was out of his element. His sapphire was normal, instead of that distressing flame. It wasnât an Other staring at her, wearing Aemondâs face, but her husband.Â
She didnât stop to think. She brought his head down, her fingers clenching at his hair so she could kiss him, willing every shred of her warmth onto him.Â
The first time, it was Aemond warming her. Now it was her turn to repay the favor. No one and nothing would take Aemond from her, not even the Others in a nightmare.Â
His lips were almost freezing when they ran down her face, to her neck, but she didnât care. She was burning. They would generate enough heat between them, she knew â theyâd done this before. His hands were equally cold as they undressed her, though she remained strong. It wasnât his fault. Her own hands ran down his skin, and she smiled in delight at the warmth spreading on his chest and back.Â
Something moved to her left, and she looked. Two children stared at her â both of them had the same Valyrian looks as Aemond, but the boy had several black tresses that, mixed with the pale-silver, made his hair appear pure silver. And he looked much younger than his companion. Physically, they were about the same age, but the girl, with hair of pure pale-silver, had an aura that made her look more experienced. As if sheâd lived â and died â a thousand lifetimes in spite of her young age.Â
Aemond seemed oblivious to them. He ignored Ravellaâs attempts to push him away. They couldnât make love in front of children. âAemond, lookââ her voice went silent when she saw the blood covering him, steam rising in the air.Â
Her blood, from a cut on her palm.Â
âNo!âÂ
âRavella, whatâs taking you so long?â the girl asked, a thousand screams in her voice. Suddenly, she was much closer, and Ravella saw the worms wriggling their way out of her pores, falling all over Aemondâs back. Fumbling with his breeches, he didnât seem to care.Â
âStop,â she punched at his shoulders. âAemond, look! The worms!âÂ
Bastard looked down and smirked.Â
âHelp me,â the girl said close to her ear, bending down from pain. Her skin boiled all over. âYou have to save me!âÂ
âI canât,â Ravella whispered. âI want to. But I canât.âÂ
She couldnât save herself. Nor could she save Aemond.Â
âYou must. Please. It hurts,â Aerea Targaryen pleaded, then let out an eardrum-bursting scream before her eyes exploded in her skull.Â
âYou! Help me!â Ravella asked the other child. The one with white-gold-and-black hair, so similar to those of Aemondâs cousin the Princess Rhaenys.Â
âI canât. It isnât time yet. Soon,â the boy said with a sad smile that made his eyes glint. It was when Ravella realized they â both of them â were made of gemstones, like Aemondâs, though the boy could see her. How was that possible if he was essentially eyeless?Â
Before she could ask, a gust of wind swept over him, taking him away with a whisper of sound.Â
Her guts in knots, she tried to reach out and hold on to him. Seeing that boy go⊠it was like losing a limb. Her fingers closed around the mountain of crackling bones that used to be Aerea Targaryen, and clamped shut. On the ground, defenseless against that monstrous version of Aemond, she couldnât help anyone. She couldnât even fight when he spread her legs open, his cold fingers all but freezing her flesh.Â
âStop,â she said, but lacked the strength to make him pause. âPlease, stop.âÂ
âWhy?â he lifted his head to peer at her. A heavy crown studded with diamonds perched on his brow, reflecting the glint of the flame in his eye. âKings need queens,â his hand found the flesh between her legs, and she shouted with revulsion. He was so cold.Â
âWho are you?â This wasnât her Aemond. He would never hurt her. This man wearing his face looked like him, but he wasnât Aemond. Not even the Aemond heâd been before they fell in love.Â
He smirked. âYou know.âÂ
She shook her head, denial making her try to slide out from underneath him. But no matter how hard she fought the words, she knew he was telling the truth â the black leathers he had on, that fucking bloody cursed number⊠the blue lights shining in his eyes⊠the crown. âYou canât.âÂ
âWhy not?â he tilted his head, the crown remaining in place. With a smirk, he quoted Ravellaâs old nursemaid, âHe stalked her and found her and loved her. The night king and his corpse bride,â his lips found hers; when they brushed against her mouth, she screamed in pain. âMy dream, Ravella.âÂ
âNo!âÂ
âYes,â his cock was erect. Looking down, she realized the hardness wasnât a result of excitement, but of pooled blood â the shaft black, the rest of his skin a pure white that looked like the Wall under the snowy sky. He pushed into her, and she froze. His smile widened, while she grew more frantic beneath him.Â
She was giving in to despair, but then she remembered. âI donât want this.âÂ
âYou love me,â he gave her a quizzical glance.Â
âI love Aemond,â she corrected.Â
âAemond is dead. You will see things my way,â he promised with a deep, almost ecstatic smile, bringing a crystal-like shard down, aiming it at her eye.Â
Before he could twist it home, she raised her own arm, sinking the rest of the obsidian deep into his empty eye socket. His agony-filled scream was still echoing in her ears when she was roused to consciousness.Â
***Â
âRAVELLA!â Aemond shouted in a desperate attempt to wake her up. She was screaming loud enough to bring the Red Keep down.Â
After a particularly forceful shake of their bodies, she opened her eyes. âMy love,â he breathed, bringing her closer so he could kiss her brow. âWhat did you dream of?âÂ
He tried to soothe her, his heart splinting into a million pieces as she sobbed against his chest. Someone knocked on their door. âDonât leave me,â she asked, desperate.Â
âI wonât, butterfly. People are worried about you. Iâll just send them away. Iâll be back,â he kissed her brow again, and naked, left their bed. He strode to the door, but didnât mind about a robe, the eyepatch or the sapphire.Â
âWhatâs Ravella screaming about?â his mother demanded as soon as he yanked it open.Â
He looked around. His family was assembled on the corridor, as were some bystanders. Even his father was there, Berry close, looking like an extra limb as he stood between Viserys and Rhaenyra. The sight of the black hole on his face made more than one person recoil and sneak away.Â
âRavellaâs had a really bad nightmare,â he forced himself to be calm. âShe needs me right now, Mother.âÂ
âShould I send for a cup of sweetsleepâ?âÂ
He shook his head. He was grateful his wife and mother loved each other like family, but right now, Ravella needed a tranquility the concoction wouldnât offer. Heâd spend the rest of the night awake to make sure she didnât have nightmares. âThank you, but she wonât take it.âÂ
A child cried out loud. Aegon glanced in the way of his childrenâs room, where his sister-wife Helaena and an army of nannies had to be trying to lull them back to sleep. âThey woke up with Ravellaâs screams,â he held out a hand, rubbing at his eyes. âI know she didnât mean it. Tell her to speak to us tomorrow, will you?â With that, his brother walked away, everyone who wasnât a Targaryen following.Â
âIâve convinced her to drink a cup of wine,â Alicent announced, having using his brief conversation with Aegon to slip into the room. Aemond took the robe she handed him, and put it on out of their sight. âIf she gets worse, donât hesitate to call,â she instructed.Â
âI promise, Mother,â he nodded and, satisfied they were going away â his father helped back to his chambers by the Cargyll twins â, glanced down at Berry. âWas it a nightmare or a vision?âÂ
âBoth,â Berry replied with a troubled frown. âEven dreams carry a hint of reality to them, Dragon Prince. Go stay with her.âÂ
Aemond sighed. âGood night, Berry,â he closed the door behind himself and went back to Ravella.Â
She was wrapped up in three blankets, but still naked beneath them. He could see only her head and a hand, which was clutching at an empty cup. He took it from her. âTell me,â he asked.Â
She took a deep breath. âCall me your little butterfly.âÂ
âLittle butterfly, you worried me sick,â he kissed her cheek. âPlease, tell me what happened in your dream.âÂ
â⊠you were dead. It was horrible,â her voice was calm, but there were tears running down her face.Â
Weary, Aemond sat on the bed and reached out for her. He needed the comfort only she could offer, too. Wordless, she sat on his lap, blankets and all, hugging him by the waist.Â
âI have nightmares about the north, too. Flashes of memories that donât belong to me,â he was forced to confess. Ravella didnât know of the moments he was startled out of a restless sleep, hand clutched around the staff⊠only the lack of the bright-red glow on the obsidian blades made him rest tranquil â that, and the sensation that came from taking her into his arms so sheâd be safe.Â
The wounds given him by the Others were taking a while to fade. Orwyle had said they were healing slow, and once they did, would resemble burns instead of stab wounds. And yet, in his dreams, Aemond sustained more injuries than the ones he had, and they werenât his â he had to remember the entrails being cut out and steaming in the cold werenât his, but of a nameless wildling not much older than him; that the head being separated from the neck with a quick, sharp swing of an ice sword couldnât be his because it would be impossible to look down at his own decapitated head; that it wasnât him falling to the coldness, smiling weakly as it spread all over him and froze his blood in his veins until his feet and hands turned as black as his and the other crowsâ cloaks, because heâd added extra lumber to the fire, for Ravella hated the cold, and men of the Nightâs Watch couldnât take wives.Â
But then, he shouldnât get up in the morning and have strange bruises on his body.Â
Ravella believed the bruises had been made by her hands when they made love, but he knew better. Too bad what he knew defied reason. He tried to find logic in what happened, but when no maester, not even his fatherâs elderly Archmaester of an uncle could give him answers, he tried to find reason in faith. Another failure, to the point that not even Berry was of much help. All he could tell Aemond was that his âthird eye had openedâ, which always made Aemond smirk â he still had only one eye.Â
âWhatâs happening to us?â Ravella asked.Â
âI donât know,â he had to be honest. âI was thinking of searching for answers on the library of Dragonstone. Maybe then weâll be able toââÂ
âWe wonât,â she shook her head. âIâve been having nightmares since we came back. Thereâs a girl with silver-gold hair and purple eyes, thin as a corpse, screaming at me to free her. Sheâs being eaten away by an army of maggots. Their teeth bring forth her blood, and it boils as it runs down her flesh, making her scream in agony. In the beginning, I thought I was just impressed. I thought itâd fade. But as the days have passed, she started to stare at me, asking what was taking me so long. Her tone was that of a person who holds me accountable for her suffering. Iâm the only one who can see her, so Iâm the only one who can save her. Sheâs in hell though she did nothing wrong,â she inhaled. âAemond, I canât bear to think of that girl trapped in agony for another second. I canât.âÂ
âWhat do you want me to do?âÂ
âI want to find the people who hurt her and kill them,â her voice broke, and she covered her face with both hands.Â
âMe too,â he confessed. Not knowing what to do, Aemond embraced her. He wanted to find Aereaâs killers as well, but that would be a fruitless search. Aerea Targaryenâs had died almost a hundred years ago. The people whoâd hurt her had to be dead by now.Â
And they werenât the Others. Even if they could give the young princess justice⊠the Others were still lurking up north.Â
âAnd there was a little boyâŠâ Ravellaâs body rocked on his lap. âA sweet little boy who smiled when he saw me. He wanted to help me, but couldnât.âÂ
He took a deep breath. âMaybe⊠I think weâd benefit from a trip. Some time away could do us good,â he wasnât entirely sold on the idea, but he couldnât bear to see Ravella like this. His beautiful butterfly should soar, see the beauty in the world, not the evil of the Others or whatever danger lurked in her nightmares.Â
Visions, he corrected himself after thinking back on Berryâs words.Â
âIâll work out the details, hm?â he kissed her brow. âVhagar and I should meet our homeland, donât you agree?â
***Â
There was a certain rancidity to the air as Vhagar dove in a circle looking for a place to land. The smell didnât improve when they finally made it down, at the edge of what could generously be described as a forest.Â
Aemond descended first, sword in hand as he swept his gaze around the dark-green woods. These woods werenât normal; the trees didnât have that rich green color due to nature, like the sentinel trees up north, or the luxuriant greenery found in the reach or the kingswood. These trees were wrong.Â
Twisted, a voice deep in his mind supplied the definition. And not twisted like the Nightfortâs weirwood, which Ravella vowed canalized the magic that had built the Wall. No, everything here was a deformation of nature.Â
But then, they were on the outskirts of Valyria.Â
He was an idiot for letting his own fear talk him into bringing his wife here. It was bad enough heâd come, but to bring Ravella? Unforgivable. And yet, leaving Westeros had worked wonders on her disposition. First, they spent two weeks at the Park, which sheâd solely missed. Then, upon his fatherâs request, they flew to Pentos, where they spent three days before setting off for Braavos. It was Aemondâs opinion that the Crown didnât need to send an envoy to the Iron Bank, however, his disgust was due to having to leave Vhagar behind. Braavosi disliked dragons.Â
âHow far into Valyria is this place?â Ravella asked from his right.Â
âWeâre on a strip of land between Mantarys and Elyria,â he looked at her. âElyriaâs built on an island. This place is part of the Valyrian peninsula, but not part of Valyria itself.â At least, he thought so. The map heâd consulted was very old.Â
âI imagined as much,â she grinned. âI donât see monsters.âÂ
He didnât smile back. âThere are rumors of Mantarys being overrun. I wouldnât give them credit, because the people of Westeros areââ he shrugged. In their countrymenâs minds, everyone who wasnât from Westeros was a monster; even the wildlings were, if not deformed, then close to it. âThat was before, though. Weâve landed because Vhagar needs to hunt. Weâll go to Volantis.âÂ
âIs it too far?âÂ
âTwo hours or so. Itâs to the west,â he grinned when she groaned. âI want to see the Black Wall.âÂ
âAndâŠ?â she wiggled her eyebrows.Â
âFather wants to know if his aunt Saera lives. Sheâs one of Jaehaerys and Alysanneâs youngest children, not too older than Father. He wants to welcome her back into the family fold or something.âÂ
âAemond,â she scowled.Â
âIâm sorry, I canât pretend bad ideas are actually good. Saera has spent years away of her own volition. Bringing her back would only muddle the waters further.âÂ
The woman had at least three bastards. What if his gullible Fatherâs offer of friendship was met with a demand for dragons for her children? Viserys wasnât strong enough to say no. And if Saera and/or her children had ambitions⊠things would get bad.Â
âI liked going to Braavos,â Ravella said instead.Â
âMe too.âÂ
âI understand the need to leave Vhagar behind, but I missed her. Iâm unused to traveling on horseback, and thatâs your fault,â she laughed.Â
Heâd let her blame him for every woe that befell the world as long as that smile remained pasted to her lips.Â
âVhagar is returning!â she said suddenly, pointing.Â
Aemond bit back a smile when his dragon landed, dropping a huge shark on the ground between them. With her snout, she pressed at it, then stared at Ravella with intent. âWhat⊠Aemond, does this mean?âÂ
His shoulders shook as he wiped at his lips. âVhagar is feeding you.âÂ
âNo!â she covered her mouth with a hand, but there was a look of absolute adoration on her face. âIs she? For real?âÂ
âYes, for real. Sheââ he frowned. âVhagar sends me images of eggs. I donât understand why, but she wants you to eat. She knows you like fish.âÂ
âMy sweet, beautiful, VhagarâŠâ Ravella said, exchanging Valyrian and the Common Tongue so the old dragon would know her efforts were appreciated. Closing her eyes, Vhagar grumbled, ecstatic. She let out a stream of fire when Aemond directed her to, heating up the meat and cooking it enough for Ravella to eat.Â
Satisfied to see Aemondâs mate partaking of the offering, his dragon clamped her jaws shut around the shark, all but inhaling it.Â
âNeeds some herbs,â Aemond said, swallowing.Â
âYes, but we canât break Vhagarâs heart,â she agreed, holding up a canteen. âWater?âÂ
He shook his head. âThank you.â Any more water and heâd have to delve further into the forest. He didnât trust to leave Ravella for even a second, even under Vhagarâs guard, not in this place. Heâd wait until they got to Volantis.Â
Once Vhagar was done eating, he took the time to watch Ravella play with her. It warmed his heart â dragons knew the souls of their riders, was what his Father had said several years ago. He didnât remember why, but Alicent had grown calmer, as if assured. Aemond remembered the words because of his motherâs reaction; the queen didnât like dragons, so she shouldnât look so pleased.Â
Because of that soul-bond between him and Vhagar, he knew what he felt for Ravella was reflected on the dragon. Vhagar saw her as his mate â Viserys even insisted sheâd picked Ravella for him. Berry agreed in parts â they were mates brought together by the gods. His dragon could feel it and acted accordingly.Â
Another vision of an egg flashed in his mind, and Aemond looked up. Vhagar was blowing hot air in Ravellaâs direction, but her eyes were fixed on him. With a grin, he nodded. Let Ravella connect the dots herself. Heâd love to see her face when she realized Vhagar wanted to be a grandmother, perhaps to the point of laying a clutch of eggs herself, something she hadnât done in decades, since his grandfather, Prince Baelon, lived.Â
This wasnât the right time for children. He knew that. Only, there was a yearning deep in his soul⊠he wanted everything. The sun and the moon. It was selfish to satisfy his desires knowing what waited for them, how dangerous things were. But he wouldnât lie to himself. And Ravella wanted children as well.Â
His lips curved as he watched his wife play with his dragon, and he admitted to himself that her wishes mattered more than his misgivings. Ravella ached for a baby, and Aemond had vowed to give her all her heart desired.Â
***Â
Vhagarâs arrival caused an uproar amongst the Volantene. Ravella laughed when the dragon perched upon the great Black Wall, a stone-like structure forged from dragon fire, was thicker than the walls guarding Stormâs End. She could picture dragons flying over the city and landing here. Back then, before the Doom, the air mustâve been hotter and drier. Vhagar looked like to be sucking off moisture into herself, but that was fine. Ravella enjoyed the heat.Â
She took Aemondâs help to dismount. He kept her firmly tucked between himself and the dragon, and she knew, from previous experiences, that Vhagar would attack and then move to protect her if necessary. She hoped it wasnât. She loved the dragon, but didnât look forward to getting reacquainted with the hot, slobbery interior of her mouth.Â
A low warning sound came from the back of Vhagarâs throat when three people approached. The older manâs eyes were wide. He and the woman were of Valyrian descent â they had the common traits, and she couldnât help but wonder if, like the majority of House Targaryen, the Volantene also committed incest â, but the other, dressed all in red and with several flames tattooed on his face, was a red priest. A shiver ran down her back. Of course the worshippers of Râhllor would come. Dragons were fire made flash, and the red priests worshipped fire.Â
âPrince Aemond Targaryen,â the light-haired man said, accent thick. âWelcome to Volantis. Iâm Tessario Edoryen. Thisââ his lips curled when he glanced at the red priest, âis Alios, the High Priest of the Red Temple.âÂ
âWell met, good men,â Aemond replied, charming and diplomatic. âThis is my wife, Lady Ravella.â The men bowed, and she nodded in acknowledgment. Better to let him do the talking. âWeâre on a honeymoon of sorts, and I hoped to be able to meet my great-aunt, Princess Saera?âÂ
At that, the woman laughed, voice full of derision. âWhat do you want with me, child?âÂ
Ravella blinked. The woman didnât look older than King Viserys. She didnât look younger, either. It was like sheâd frozen in time in her mid-40s. Well, except for her hair. It was fully white, no hints of that Valyrian silver. There were very thin lines of displeasure around her eyes and mouth while she all but scowled at Aemond, but that aside, Saera Targaryen was a very beautiful woman who didnât look her age.Â
Aemond ignored her rudeness. âPrincess, I have questions Iâm afraid only you can answer,â he said in the Common Tongue.Â
âDo you, now?â Queen Alysanneâs last living daughter asked with a smile, venom under the sweetness.Â
âYes. If you could spare a few hours of your time, of course.âÂ
The princess watched Ravella. Then, seeming to dismiss her, snapped something to the men. Tessario Edoryen nodded and bowed, walking away after saying something in High Valyrian. The red priest did the same, though he didnât bow â he addressed Aemond, but his gaze was fixed on Ravella.Â
âNaturally, the religious fanatic liked you,â Saera said with a roll of her eyes. Perfect eyes the color of amethysts. Like the boyâs, Ravella thought, recalling her dream. Picturing the boy again made her heart skip a beat. She watched Saeraâs eyes go up, past them. âMy mother hated this beast.âÂ
âWhatever Queen Alysanne felt for Vhagar, it didnât stop Prince Baelon, my grandfather, from claiming her. Silverwing and VermithorââÂ
âDo not speak of them to me!â the Princess snarled with a hand imperiously held out.Â
That was⊠interesting. Ravella thought of everything she knew about the children of King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne. Sadly, there wasnât much to be known about Saera, since sheâd left Westeros before she was twenty and never returned. Everything they knew of her came from gossip made by sailors or foreigner dignitaries.Â
âAs you wish, Princess,â Aemond acquiesced. âAre you going to talk to me?âÂ
âAnd your wife, is she mute?âÂ
âNot mute, merely not a Targaryen,â Ravella replied.Â
Saera showed her teeth. âAre you a Stark? A Blackwood?âÂ
âIâm a Whitmore ofââÂ
âI know,â again with the dismissive hand gesture. âI knew you had First Men blood in you. You smell of it, girl.âÂ
Ravella burst out laughing. âAre you trying to offend me, Princess? Because, if you are, at least I donât get lost while explaining my family tree to anyone. I know exactly where it begins, since it isnât a circle.âÂ
Beside her, Aemond stiffened â she couldnât tell if he was offended or enraged at her flippancy.Â
After a minute of stunned silence, Saera burst out laughing. âTo have met you when I was younger!âÂ
âIâm relieved you didnât,â Aemond mumbled under his breath.Â
Lips twitching, Saera said, âI might be willing to speak to you, nephew, if I like the answers to some questions. Is your father still a dimwit?âÂ
âAs much as I wish to say heâs matured with age, he didnât. Yes, heâs a dimwit,â Aemond said, ignoring Ravellaâs gasp.Â
Saera nodded. âHe was more Alyssaâs than Baelonâs, you know. My brother shared his nature with me. He wouldnât have fathered a weak-willed, dimwitted child like your father,â she looked up, sounding wistful. Ravella blinked several times. Was that good? Every account about Saeraâs nature said she was mean-spirited, downright evil. Her sisters had hated her. Queen Alysanne knew she was false. âHe asked our sister Alyssa to fight Vaegon once. He wanted to âman him up.â Alyssa won. Does Vaegon live?âÂ
âAs an archmaester of the Citadel,â Aemond supplied.Â
âThe old manâs bones must be rattling in a pile of dust to know Vaegon and I are the only ones left,â she laughed, merrily.Â
âQueen Alicent said King Jaehaerys called your name in his deathbed,â Ravella cut her off.Â
Saera sobered. âI know. I received the missive.âÂ
âThe⊠missive?â Aemond asked, inclining his head.Â
âI still lived in Lys. One day, one of my slavesââ she said the word so casually, Ravellaâs hands fisted ââsaid there was a Targaryen demanding my presence. It was your fatherâs brother, Daemon. That one is Baelonâs son,â she praised. âHeâd been dispatched by the Small Council to fetch me so I could say my farewells. The letter said that bastard had lost his mind and attacked your mother while she read to him. After Ser Clement Crabb was able to pull her free, he reached for her again, in tears, this time, sweet apologies on his lips.â Saera laughed with derision. âI told your uncle to turn away and not bother me anymore. He was furious that I dared deny him.âÂ
âBut he left,â Aemond guessed.Â
âYes. He didnât have a choice. The letter was a summons disguised as an invitation, and I reminded him I wasnât a slave of Jaehaerysâs whims anymore. Years before, after my sonâs return from Harrenhal, heâd tried to tell me of Jaehaerys, of the rumors he missed me and would take me back. I threatened to cut his tongue off if he continued that stupidity,â a frown. âYour uncle arrived not too long after we had the last argument about it. In hindsight, I wish Iâd gone back. Iâd have liked nothing more than to tell him with my own lips that I was as great a whore as heâd called me. Pissing on his corpse wouldâve been much better. Does it shock you?â Saera asked, all sweetness, when Ravella gasped.Â
âMy wife considers it desecration,â Aemond supplied.Â
âIt is desecration. Which is exactly why I wish Iâd done it,â Saera shook her head. âI had to debase myself to escape that man.âÂ
âI heard Queen Alysanne missed you a great deal,â he said.Â
âNot enough to fight for me. Or for any of her daughters, either. I was exiled, Alyssa and simple-minded Daella killed in childbirth⊠Viserra preferred to die rather than marry that disgusting fat oaf⊠and GaelââÂ
âThere arenât reports of King Jaehaerys mistreating your younger sister,â Aemond supplied, his voice sympathetic.
âHe couldnât use her, so he forgot all about her,â Saera scowled. âThatâs mistreatment, too.âÂ
âYouâll hear no complaints from me, Princess,â Aemond said. Ravella gave him an askance look. Her poor husband!Â
âGaelâs death destroyed my mother. I begged him to let me go to Dragonstone to be with her, but he wrote back that a whore like me couldnât be of service to a queen,â her face contorted with hatred. âThen they dared to summon me to Kingâs Landing because that coward wished to make peace before he died. The Others take him.âÂ
âDonât say that!â Ravella shrieked.Â
Circling her shoulders with his arm, Aemond brough her closer. He kissed her temple. âMy wifeâs a patroness of the Nightâs Watch. She really dislikes the Others, especially after our visit to the Wall.âÂ
âShe isnât as stupid as she appears,â Saera smirked.Â
âI donât understand. What does it mean?âÂ
âIt means nothing,â Saera shrugged one shoulder. âIâve just heard tales from sailors whoâd escaped the Watch while trading with wildlings. They had some colorful stories to tell. Dead things in the water, blue-eyed shadows walking under the snow, screaming cavesâŠâ she giggled at each one. âThis last one came from my second-born son. My septas would often threaten to send me north, as a sacrifice to the Others, if I didnât behave. I dared them to do that.âÂ
Ravella wondered what Saera Targaryen wouldâve turned out as if sheâd had adults better suited to deal with the likes of her.Â
Probably still spoiled. But sheâd have been with her family, instead of living in isolating for the better part of her life.Â
âDo you have many children?â she forced the words out.Â
âI had seven. Three boys and four girls. One from each father,â she smiled, but there was no venom in it. It was a normal smile, but then got serious⊠sad. âItâs because of my youngest that I knew my mother was dying.âÂ
âWhy? Did they have dragon dreams?â Ravella asked, leaning forward.Â
âDragon dreams like Daenys the Dreamer?â Saera arched her brows. âGods above, no! They werenât cursed like that. It wasnât that. None of my children looked like me. They had my hair, or my eyes⊠sometimes, my eyes and my hair, but they looked more like their fathers. Had their tempers. We argued a lot because of that,â she conceded. âI knew my youngest would be mine. Then she got sick, when she was seven, and died within a day and a half. I knew then I had to be with my mother.âÂ
Ravella had heard that story before. âWhy?âÂ
âMy daughterâs name was Alysanne,â Saera closed her eyes. âWhen I held her in my arms the first time, I was surprised to be holding a copy of my mother, so I decided that, if I couldnât have my mother back, then Iâd have my daughter, and she would be mine. No one would take her away from me. Only the gods, and they did.âÂ
âIâm sorry for your loss, Princess,â Aemond said, solemn. âI know it doesnât help much, especially because she passed many years before I was born, but I know Queen Alysanne thought of you often.âÂ
âYes, I know. One of the men she hired to watch over me was Alysanneâs father,â Saera smiled. âHe believed sheâd wear my father out someday. He never let me second-guess my motherâs love for me.âÂ
There was more depth than Ravella wouldâve been led to believe Saera had. The older woman sighed. âAfter our daughter died, I asked him to sail to Dragonstone and ask my mother if I could visit. I was willing to hide if thatâs what it took. I just wanted to see her again. But Jaehaerys was there, visiting. He said she begged on her knees to let me come to her and he said no. Then he threatened to send Anders to the Wall if he returned there again. After the news of my motherâs death reached me in Lys, I decided I had to get farther away.âÂ
âWhen my mother told me of King Jaehaerysâ last years, I used to think it was a sad story,â Aemond started, ânow Iâm glad he died in agony.âÂ
Saera smiled a watery smile. âNow, you are Baelonâs grandson. I can see him in you. And Alyssa, too.âÂ
âWhat about your other children?â Ravella asked. âAre they alive?âÂ
âMy eldest disappeared in a foolish attempt to sail the Smoking Sea. His father was a sea captain⊠from the ship I fled Westeros on. My daughters are well and married, with children of their own, though none live in Volantis. My second son lives here with his family. My thirdâŠâ she tilted her head. âYou mustâve met him. At least I hope so. You said you went to the Wall?â she inquired of Aemond.Â
âSome months ago,â he confirmed.Â
âMy youngest son travelled to Westeros with his older brother when Harry went there to press his claim. He came back only to tell me he was going to join the Nightâs Watch. His nameâs Davos.âÂ
Aemond stiffened. He exchanged a glance with Ravella. âIs your son around his mid-forties, with honey-blond hair and blue eyes, and a wine-colored stain on his jaw?âÂ
âYes. He my mother and daughterâs coloring,â Saeraâs eyes lit up, though her brow was furrowed as she shared, âHe used to write. His letters made it to Volantis every two or three years. But itâs been five years since Iâve last read a word from him, though the Maester of Castle Black sent word that Davos was alive, but injured after a ranging, when I sent a messenger. Davos mustâve loved seeing your dragon. He was so curious about them.âÂ
Ravellaâs heart was beating so fast, she almost didnât hear Aemondâs reply. âAunt Saera, we must talk.âÂ
***Â
Aemond was relieved to be brought into Saeraâs house behind the Black Wall â her actual home, not the brothel she owned in the depths of Volantis. The relief was partially because he worried about Ravellaâs reputation â the snake-tongued of Westeros would have a lot of fun slandering her if rumors were spread, and then heâd have to burn the Seven Kingdoms to the ground â, partially because sheâd have a stroke if she came across a bed slave. Weeks ago, sheâd nagged at Aegon for taking Aemond to a brothel when Aemond was thirteen, even though Aemond assured her heâd agreed to be taken to the Street of Silk (he insisted the bad part of the whole thing came from being close to Aegon, not from using the services of a prostitute. She didnât believe him and challenged him to say he wasnât lying for her benefit. He merely rolled his eye). Slavery offended Ravella down to her soul, and sheâd consider making a slave a prostitute as an even worse violation of that person. He was sure sheâd feed his aunt to Vhagar herself then.Â
âLeave us,â Saera told her slaves in High Valyrian, tone clipped. Platters and platters of food were put on a center table between them. Sheâd asked for refreshments, but her people brought a feast. He wondered if his fatherâs aunt had hoped a relative of hers would visit. She mustâve felt lonely.Â
Alone, she asked, âTell me about my son, nephew. Is heâ?âÂ
âDavos is alive,â Aemond said, preparing a plate for Ravella. Once she had it in her hand, he crossed his legs and said, âPhysically, at least. This isnât easy.âÂ
âJust open your mouth and get the words out,â she growled.Â
âIt isnât simple,â Ravella intervened. âAemond had no idea Davos was your son. We spent some weeks at Castle Black and no one said anything, not even him. He avoided us.âÂ
He nodded. âPrincess, you mustâve heard my father is sick. Heâs getting worse with each passing second, and since he was beyond human healing, we decided to find a magical cure. The Wall isâŠâ he shrugged. âRavella was very concerned about the Nightâs Watch ability to protect the Seven Kingdoms, and about the fact that I was risk to my nephewâs continued existence. Since the little shit had maimed me and all,â he caressed his left cheek with a sardonic smile his aunt would appreciate. âSo I took her to the Wall, thinking we could research about magic and renew House Targaryenâs endorsement of the Watch. When we landed in Castle Blackâs courtyard, however, we were met with reports of missing rangers. Some had come back, but their companions hadnât â your son was one of those who made it back. But he wasnât himself. The Brothers thought heâd lost his mind from a hit to the head or something that made him hallucinate heâd seen the Others. Itâs been almost two years.âÂ
Saera swallowed. This was the first time she didnât have a reply, so Aemond went ahead. âMy wife had told me the Others were real. I met a child of the forest on the Isle of Faces. The wildling man who taught my wife about the Others â heâs a Black Brother, too â also insisted they were real. Even if I hadnât met the child or Thoren, Iâd have believed my wife. She had seen them as a child. I had to do something, anything to make her calmer. I tried to speak to your son, but it seemed like he had eyes on the back of his head, because whenever I was able to locate him, heâd disappear in a blink. The only time I did manage to cross paths with him, he shouted an Others had crossed the Wall to kill him,â he shook his head. âIf I had known Davos was family, Iâd have done more for him. But I had no idea. And having realized I frightened him, I decided to leave him alone.âÂ
âOtherwise, youâd have hopped on your dragon and flown all the way here,â Saera demanded.Â
âNot immediately, no,â he said. âI had the feeling something strange was happening. I also knew itâd take more than my word to convince the others, so I waited. Eventually, the Others did attack. Your son serves under the master-at-arms, training new recruits when his mind is clear. The Lord Commander has done everything in his power to help him, including not sending him north again.âÂ
âNow he doesnât send anyone north,â Ravella said and took a sip of wine.Â
Saera glanced from her to Aemond. He nodded. âSo, as you can see, the Others are real. I believe seeing you might be good for your son. And seeing your son might be good for you. My father wanted to invite you to Kingâs Landing, so youâll be safe if you decide to take it. The journey is long, but I believe a dragonrider could be sent to Volantis for you.âÂ
âIâŠâ Saera coughed. âIâll have to consider it,â she reached for her goblet, and Aemond saw that, beneath her bravado, she was trembling. âYou said you had questions about House Targaryen. What are they?âÂ
âYou didnât meet Princess Aerea, did you?â Ravella asked.Â
His auntâs eyes widened. âWhy, no. Aerea died ten years before my birth. We werenât allowed to speak of her. Jaehaerys got upset, and my mother cried. It was always like that when Aereaâs twin sister visited us. I met my aunt Rhaena once, and she flung herself at me and⊠sobbed. My hair got all wet and I didnât know if it was because of her tears, snot or slobber. It was nasty,â a grimace. âBut I couldnât wriggle out of her hold. It felt wrong. After my poor, sweet Alysanne died, I understood exactly how my aunt felt,â she rubbed a hand over her breast.Â
Ravella held his wrist, touched, and Aemond rubbed her hand. âWhere did you meet Queen Rhaena?â he asked.Â
âHarrenhal, of course. My mother was worried about her sister, and took all of us there, hoping Rhaena would be persuaded to take one or two as ward or cupbearer. Rhaena held me, cried and called me a ghost sent to haunt her, though she wasnât angry. I hated Harrenhal, and in light of Rhaenaâs distress, Mother told Aemon to take me to Kingâs Landing on Caraxes, with the excuse that Jocelyn needed us.â Saera gave Ravella a droll look. âJocelyn was Aemonâs wife and our parentsâ younger half-sister.âÂ
âYour family tree has branches in the soil, not roots,â Ravella answered.Â
âTrue,â his aunt conceded the point. âAnd if you think yours wonât, youâre mistaken.â At Ravellaâs look of surprise, she clarified, posed like a queen, âIf you think my nephew isnât planning to marry your firstborn back into House Targaryen, either to a cousin or a sibling, you havenât been around the Targaryens long enough. Your husband rides Vhagar, girl. His father wonât let a future dragonrider go. It isnât how we do things.âÂ
âKing Viserys wouldnât do that. He knows how I feel about incest. Besides,â Ravella put her platter on the table, then leaned back on her own throne-like chair, âAemond has agreed our children will carry my name, not his.âÂ
âAemond isnât the king,â Saera replied, impatient. âI assure you, Viserys is already working out the details. The only thing he needs to spring this trap is knowing what youâre having.âÂ
âIt wonât happen for many years yet,â Ravella said with a shake of her head, âand Iâd rather give my child away to the Faith,â she gritted out.Â
âIs that so?â Saera arched a brow. âBecauseâ Gods, you donât know, do you?â Jaw dropped, she glanced at Aemond, âAnd you didnât understand.âÂ
âI have to be honest and say I didnât,â he agreed.Â
âDo you know what Aelios said? The red priest?â Saera asked Ravella.Â
âMy High Valyrian isnât very good. He spoke too fast, and since Iâm still learning, I could only identify some words: dragon, fire, entrails. I assume Vhagarâs belly was bright while she threatened to blow at youâŠâ Ravellaâs voice weakened with each word she spoke with neither of them answering.Â
In Aemondâs defense, he was dizzy.Â
â⊠But thatâs not what he meant, is it? Aemond?â she asked.Â
He shook his head. Aegon at his drunkest had better use of his wits than Aemond did now.Â
âOh this is rich! No, thatâs not what Aelios meant. Iâll tell you what he said.â She leaned forward, ââWelcome to Volantis, Blessed Warrior and Soul-giver. The children of the light have hungered for your return, and youâre here, at last, to defeat the darkness and make the Lordâs will prevail. Azor Ahai, with his mighty arm, and Nissa Nissa, who has a dragonâs fire licking her from the inside out, Lightbringer forged at her entrails.ââÂ
Absently, Aemond felt Ravellaâs eyes on him. But he couldnât⊠do anything. His temples were hurting. He couldnât breathe. His throat was dry. His mind reeled. He felt like his entire body was made of cotton.Â
That explained it.Â
Vhagar hadâÂ
âWhat does it mean? Whatâs a soul-giver?â Ravella asked.Â
âYou are,â Saera answered for him. âYou truly donât know, child? How far along are you?âÂ
âI⊠donât understand. What do you mean?âÂ
âYouâre pregnant,â his aunt said, voice gentle. âThatâs what a dragonâs fire licking your insides means. Thatâs how the people of the Freehold said women expecting Valyria-blooded children were. The dragonâs fire made them bold.âÂ
âIâm notâŠâÂ
âThe red priest mustâve seen it in his fires,â Saera shrugged.Â
âJust because heâs seen me pregnant doesnât mean Iâm pregnant now. I wouldââ Ravella covered her mouth with both hands, a shocked gasp piercing through the haze in Aemondâs head. âThe boy!â she said when he glanced at her.Â
He was forced to nod. He remembered. The boy from Ravellaâs dream, with his black-and-silver hair. His and Ravellaâs son. He would have hair like Princess Rhaenysâ, the daughter of Prince Aemon and his wife Jocelyn Baratheon.Â
It made sense.Â
Vhagar hadnât been telling him she wanted to be a grandmother. She wasnât feeding Ravella just because she loved her. Sheâd been telling Aemond there were dragon eggs reserved for his children, one of which at least was inside Ravellaâs body, and Vhagar considered it her obligation to keep Ravella well-fed. No doubt sheâd done the same for Visenya, he thought, dazed.Â
But⊠the girl. Was it possible Ravella had seen their daughter? Were the children twins? If so, would their daughter suffer the same fate as Aerea?Â
No, he shook his head, running a hand over his face. Berry had confirmed the nightmare had been a dream and a vision. Ravella had dreamed about the past. Aemond rubbed at his good eye. He had toâÂ
âWell, Iâve always wanted to be a mother,â Ravella was glowing. She was worried about him, too, because he was in shock, but not for the reason she thought. âI thought itâd take years, but now that Iâm pregnant, I shall enjoy it. IââÂ
âI need her cleansed,â Aemond cut her off. âYou must know someone who can perform an abortion,â he told Saera.Â
âAbortion? Are you out of your ever-loving mind?â Ravella got to her feet.Â
âNo. You canât be allowed to get pregnant,â he stood up as well. âThat was a prophecy, Ravella. The red priest said youâll die in childbirth.âÂ
***Â
Aemondâs legs were longer, and usually, he was faster, but right now, Ravella was more scared. There was too much at stake, and even if she identified with his fear â she didnât want to die; she wanted to be safely delivered of many children and raise them into adulthood â, she wouldnât let him make that decision. Kill their baby. No, he wouldnât. No one would harm her child.Â
âRAVELLA!â he shouted from behind her. Risking a glance, she noticed he was closing in on her. âRAVELLA!âÂ
The crowd parted for them. Funny, he sounded just like the night of her nightmare when he woke her up. As soon as dawn had broken, they went to the godswood. Berry seemed to have been expecting them. Even now, she remembered the severity on his face as he confirmed sheâd dreamed of Aerea Targaryen⊠and the night king. The child of the forest had assured her Aemond wouldnât be turned into the traitor of legend, though heâd also said it was essential that Aemond lived.Â
That was why they were here. So they could relax and deal with at least one part of her disturbing dream.Â
Only to be living a real-life nightmare.Â
She took a sharp turn to the right, hoping that would take her to the Black Wall. âThank the gods,â she smiled, sliding to a halt. In the distance, she could see the thing, and Vhagar was close, too. Her roar was different, probably because she could feel Aemondâs distress.Â
âRavella! Stop!â he shouted from behind her.Â
She screamed, her steps hardening. She held her coat on her hands, which sheâd retrieved in silence while Aemond and Saera discussed âthe proceedingâ, debating whether to give her a cup of moontea or call for a surgeon. While they talked, Ravella had slipped out, thinking only of getting to Vhagar. She hoped the dragon would make Aemond see reason.Â
âSorry, my love,â she looked down briefly at her belly. âDaddy loves you. But he also thinks Mommy is his world. He doesnât want you to die, not really. But you must know how he gets when heâs worried. Donât worry, Mommy will keep us safe.âÂ
Again, she looked back. There were less than a hundred feet between them. She was lucky people hadnât sprung upon her to hold her in place for him, and unlucky they hadnât held him in place, as well.Â
With a frown, she took askance looks at both sides. Volantis was huge, dozens of times bigger than Kingâs Landing. Each street was incredibly long, andâ she knew those people. Sheâd seen some of those men in Saeraâs mansion. They were surrounding the paths leading to the Wall, intercept her before she could leave.Â
She shook her head, bile rising to her throat. She released her coat, then, locating a fruit seller, took a handful of apples and threw them at Aemond. He dodged each one, and shoved the angered man to the side when he tried to get on the way.Â
âDonât,â her husband warned, a maddened glint in his eye.Â
âYou want to kill our baby.âÂ
âI donât want that! I donât want to lose you, thatâs all. Please, come back and letâs talk,â he stopped running.Â
She shook her head. âWeâll talk home.â In Westeros, Alicent and Viserys would keep her safe. Sheâd be secured in her quarters and then smuggled out of the capital, either to the Park or, better yet, Dorne. After she gave birth, Ravella would return to Aemond, and his father would decree that, anyone who spoke of Aemondâs madness to their child would lose their tongue. It was a perfect plan.Â
She shrieked when three of Saeraâs slaves closed the way. If she ran straight to them, they would hold her for Aemond. But going back wasnât an option.Â
The dragon roared again. The Volantene people, no matter how great their fascination at their lapse of royalty, were frightened and fled from the scene. It was just Aemond, Saeraâs slaves and Ravella. She looked back when the men behind her shouted, seeing only them throwing themselves at a corner. She smiled, relieved, when Vhagar landed. She could feel her scalding heat permeating the air, making the baby in her belly come awake. It was like her child knew there was a dragon close, and was trying to reach out, until something snapped in place.Â
This one is your fatherâs, my little dragon, she thought, placing a hand over her flat stomach.Â
When she looked back up, Aemond was walking slower, fear distorting his paler-than-usual face. âPlease, Ravella. Come here. Youâre putting yourself and the baby in danger.âÂ
âAm I? Youâre the one who wants to abort the baby,â she couldnât fight the tears anymore.Â
âI wonât. I swear I wonât. Iâm afraid, but Iâd never hurt you or our child. We can find a way out of that prophecy. Please, come here,â he held out a hand. âAt least, stop walking. The dragonââÂ
Her back hit the dragonâs paw then. She could only see Vhagarâs black claws. âCome with me,â she asked, reaching behind her to pat Vhagar.Â
âRavellaââ if possible, Aemondâs got whiter.Â
âIâll tell you this, Aemond: I donât want to fight with you. But I donât want to mistrust you. I want your vow you wonât do anything harshââÂ
âYou have it!â he took three steps forward, almost sprinting toward her, and then the dragon rumbled. He stopped. âI wonât do anything. Just come with me, please. Weâll find a way to keep you and the baby safe. Saera says an abortion is as dangerous as childbirth, so even if I really wanted to try that, I wouldnât. Youâre more important. Ravella, pleaseâŠâÂ
She believed him. She believed he wanted the baby and didnât wish to harm it. But she also knew Aemond, and how fiercely protective he was of those he loved.Â
He loved her best. If the stupid man felt anything, even their child, was a danger⊠he wouldnât be reasoned with. Her best hope was reaching Alicent and having his mother persuade him. Not that she really believed Alicent could. Still, it was worth a try. It was much safer than hopping up on Vhagar and hoping the dragon took her away, when no bound dragon accepted another rider but its owner. The day Vhagar saved her from the wights, Ravella hadnât tried to ride her â and she doubted sheâd be able to now.Â
Maybe she could spend the next nine months in the hot, dark confines of Vhagarâs mouth, she thought, slightly hysterical. When she next saw Aemond, sheâd have a baby in her arms, instead of molten snow covering her.Â
âI have to go, Aemond. You arenât being yourself,â she said, walking to the left of Vhagar, Aemond coming closer. âTell Vhagar to take me to the Red Keep and then come for you.âÂ
âI know. I know. Please, Ravella. The dragonââÂ
âYouâre so different you can barely form words. Canât you see? You arenât sane right now!âÂ
âIâm losing my mind here,â he agreed. âRavella, get away from the dragon. It isnât Vhagar!âÂ
At that, she burst out laughing. âYou think Iâll fall for it? Please, Aemond,â she shook her head. âShe wonât let you do anything harsh. She wants to be a grandmother, remember?âÂ
âVhagar does,â he nodded, then pointed at the dragon. âThat isnât Vhagar, however. That isââÂ
âCan you believe it?â she asked, turned to look at the dragon, laughing. âHe says you arenâtââ the words and the laughter died in her mouth, substituted by a gasp, because Aemond was telling the truth.Â
The dragon wasnât Vhagar. It wasnât Dreamfyre or Sunfyre, either.Â
It took me a while, but I didnât forget my promise, and hope you guys enjoy it. This is a prequel, if you wish, about the day Aemondâs family decided to play matchmakers. As usual, unedited. No smut, but fluff.
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It looked like years had passed since the last time King Viserys Targaryen had left his chambers to watch the children in the training yard.Â
Weeks, was the correct response, but to a man rotting from the inside out, discharge leaking from any cut and puncture, every second felt like a lifetime. His wife, Queen Alicent, tried to cheer him up, and did everything she could to take care of him and make his life easier, though there wasnât much to be done â he was going to suffer that illness for the rest of his life, Maester Mellos, had warned years ago. Each breath was a source of agony, each day a reminder that he was already dead inside.Â
Viserys looked much older than his real age, and watching Ser Harrold and Ser Criston train Aegon and Aemond, he wondered if his grandfather, King Jaehaerys, had felt as close to death by the end of his reign as Viserys himself did. He didnât know why his lungs and heart didnât stop working; every day he closed his eyes to sleep thinking on whether there would be a tomorrow for him.Â
He couldnât say if he was relieved to find there was.Â
Something caught his attention â a wild curtain of black hair, followed closely by the usually more sedated (and, right now, not less frenetic) silver curls of his youngest daughter, Helaena. The King watched in silence as Ravella interrupted the princesâ training to make frantic questions. His head â crowned by the same silver strands heâd bequeathed all his children â tilted when he saw Aegon, looking mournful, lower his sword to the ground and touch Ravellaâs shoulder, saying something that was obviously apologetic.Â
Viserys hadnât known his eldest boy had it in him to offer comfort. Every time he blinked, it seemed to him that Aegon was drunk, up to some mischief.Â
His surprise increased when Aemond came to stand to Ravellaâs left, his right arm circling her shoulders â that son of his had a sensitive soul; he was the one more prone to offer comfort⊠only, he and Ravella spent their days arguing. He said something to her, she nodded, then both he and Aegon took off, disappearing from view. He couldnât find his sons, though he saw Helaena and Ravella run away, in the direction of the godswood.Â
From his position, the King followed the girls, hurrying through corridors with the support of a cane. All the servants he crossed paths with bowed in deference, then took off in a hurry, as if the Stranger himself were stalking them â or a dragon, he thought with a dry chuckle.Â
In silence, he thought of the conversation he had with Alicent some days before, during the banquet to celebrate Helaena and Aegonâs wedding. His wife was adamant Aemond and Ravella carried a torch for each other, and while Viserys wasnât sure of it, he admitted she knew them better than he did. The quality of his parenting had declined as had his health.Â
Depending on what happened next, heâd grant Alicentâs request and push his son and ward together. Theyâd have to be patient, because those two truly enjoyed their bickering. Even now, he could picture them on the dance floor, arguing while they danced, following the music with the same fervor they snapped at each other.Â
Finally, he reached the verandah that gave him the best view of the godswood. Ravella and Helaena were looking in the bushes, around the trees, under the stone benches and⊠âSer Willis,â Alicent was breathless from running upstairs. âHave you seen Ravellaâs dog?âÂ
âNo, Your Grace,â Ser Willis Fell answered.Â
âAlicent, calm down. Take a deep breath,â Viserys took her by the hand, led her to a bench. âBe easy, or youâll have an apoplexy.â She obeyed, taking deep, steadying breaths. âWhatâs wrong?â he asked when her breathing got easier.Â
âRavellaâs dog has gone missing. Sheâs been looking for hours.âÂ
That explained Aegon and Aemond offering her comfort. Viserys knew Ravella had been one of the few people to congratulate Aemond after he claimed Vhagar â the old dragon that had belonged to their ancestress Queen Visenya Targaryen â and commending him on his bravery.Â
The memory of her, who seldom had pleasant things to say to Aemond, giving Aemond a brooch with Vhagarâs bust on his nameday filled the king with shame. He hadnât congratulated Aemond, even if he, more than anyone, understood his sonâs agony, comprehended fully well what had led Aemond to try his luck with the old beast. To be a Targaryen, and not a dragonriderâŠÂ
Heâd also failed to protect his son. Hours before bonding with Vhagar, Aemond had been whole; a few minutes after coming off her saddle, he was injured and crippled for life. Three years, and he was still training to make up for the loss of his eyesight.Â
Perhaps of his eye, Viserys thought. There were rumors Aemond had the destroyed globe removed and replaced by a gemstone. The king didnât have the courage to ask. He was a failure as a father, didnât believe he was entitled an answer.Â
His eyes settled on Ravellaâs back, and he wished she got her dog back. It was odd the way heâd bonded with the girl. To everyone else, she was Lady Whitmore, his and Alicentâs ward, brought to Court after her fatherâs passing. But to them⊠she was a part of their family.Â
He thought of her dog, the furry black animal, with its shiny coat, following her everywhere. Alicentâs handmaiden had once told them sheâd heard Ravella crying, and upon opening the door, finding the dog dutifully licking her tears away and trying to cheer his owner up.Â
Viserys didnât want to think of Ravella losing that dog. She loved her pet, the same way Targaryens loved their dragons. The animal, which she often carried in her arms, would give up its life for her.Â
âEveryone should help find the dog!â he barked suddenly.Â
Alicent nodded. âThey are trying. Iâve been looking as well. Helaena is the only one not looking, and thatâs because sheâs elected to stay with Ravella. Where could that dog have gone?â she wondered.Â
âYour Graces, look!â Ser Willis said, bracing himself against the bannister.Â
Viserys helped Alicent stand so they could join the knight. They watched as Ravella sat under the shade of the weirwood, knees pressed against her chest, body wrecked by sobs while Helaena ran her fingers through her hair. Despite the distance between them, the king knew her hopes of finding the dog were dwindling.Â
Only, that wasnât what had caught Ser Willisâ attention â it was Aemond, covered from head to toes with dust, carrying something twice as dirty in his arms, and striding toward Ravella. Helaena heard his approaching steps, glanced up, then patted Ravella on the shoulder. As one, the girls scrambled to their knees, watching, breathless, as Aemond closed the distance between them.Â
He stayed about a foot away from Ravella, holding his arms out. The dusty thing he held moved⊠and barked, excited, wiggling its tail. Viserys threw his head back to laugh, the sound of Ravellaâs scream of joy piercing the air. Next to him, Alicent was bouncing on her feet, all but prancing; she held him by the waist, resting her head against his upper arm. To his right, Ser Willis had a small smile on his lips.Â
âWhy is Aemond covered in dust and spiderwebs?â Alicent asked, still laughing.Â
âHe mustâve found the dog in the secret passages,â he guessed, heart twisting when he saw Helaena run into Aemondâs arms, as excited as her friend. Aegon, as dirty as Aemond, soon joined them.Â
Viserys studied the children. Helaena and Aegon were married, a match arranged by Alicent. Sheâd told him it was Valyrian tradition â one she found disgusting â, though he knew the truth: Alicent didnât want Helaena to marry Jacaerys, Viserysâ grandson, on account of his illegitimacy. He didnât argue with her wanting the best for their daughter, but knowing she didnât consider the future king of the Seven Kingdoms good enough grated him. Besides, he considered Aemond was a much better fit for Helaena; he was calm and composed, wouldnât press his sister.Â
But now⊠Viserys inclined his head, squinting to better see: Ravella, still holding the dog against her chest, took two steps forward and spoke. Then, with a deep smile on her face, one that illuminated the godswood and lit up the entire world, she stood on her tiptoes and gave Aemond a kiss on his cheek.Â
On his scarred left cheek.Â
Then, still laughing, she did the same to Aegon, then took Helaenaâs hand, both girls walking away while Ravella brushed most of the dust off the dog with her fingers, a gray cloud of dirt rising in the air around them.Â
The silent adults werenât the only ones watching them, Viserys noticed. Aemond, spine straight and tense, was also staring at Ravellaâs back, a scowl distorting his face. But, when she disappeared inside the Keep, the glower on the young princeâs beet-red face diminished, changed until it turned into a small, discreet grin. Slowly, his spine relaxed, and he touched his fingers to his cheek, where the warmth of Ravellaâs kiss still had to be imprinted.Â
Viserys looked at Alicent. âIf it is to Ravella and Aemondâs taste, I wonât argue.âÂ
âReally?â tears welled up in her eyes.Â
âReally,â he smiled and kissed her forehead. âI want them to be happy. If you think theyâll be happier together, then you must be right. But they must agree to the match, Alicent.âÂ
âIt might take a while,â she frowned.Â
âIt doesnât matter if it takes years. Weâve promised Ravella that she will have the final say on the matter. Itâs important Aemond does, too.âÂ
She nodded. âI agree, Viserys. What if someone asks for her hand before Aemond does?âÂ
âReject the proposal.âÂ
âDonât you mind?âÂ
âI want my son to have the advantage,â he grinned. The truth was, the more he thought of that match, the more he liked it. It was perfect â Ravella was like a daughter to them, and if she married Aemond, sheâd be a part of their family. Alicent adored the girl, and trusted her to make her favorite child happy. Helaena would have a sister of a close age.Â
All in all, it was much better than perfect.Â
***Â
Weeks later, Viserys and Alicent joined the children on a picnic on the beach. Aemond and Aegon were racing in the sky â Sunfyre was winning, because he was younger and lighter than Vhagar â while Dreamfyre merrily soared between the clouds, riding the air currents.Â
His younger daughter was pregnant with her first child, and Ravella had planned the picnic to commemorate. Not only that, but sheâd worked with Aemond to make it happen.Â
âWonât you fly?â he asked Helaena.Â
âMy stomachâs too upset for that. Iâll wait a while,â she said, but took the twig Ravella handed her, and threw it as far as possible so Ravellaâs dog could fetch it.Â
It was impossible not to laugh at the sight of the small dog running after the small piece of wood, barking out loud in excitement.Â
In a blink, the dog was back, offering the stick up to Ravella. She threw it in the opposite direction, and again, the furry animal took off.Â
When she raised her gaze to them, her smile froze. âYour Graces?âÂ
Viserys said nothing, but Alicent turned ashen-faced. Ravella frowned, looking down⊠her eyes widened at the sudden darkness. Slowly, she turned around until she was facing Vhagar. Aemondâs dragon had landed in silence behind her. Viserys saw his son on the saddle, adjusting his body to watch.Â
Ravella gathered her skirts and took a step to the right. Vhagarâs head moved, slowly, and rested on the sand, intercepting her.Â
She went left, and Vhagar followed, intent.Â
âShe wants a hug,â Viserys called out.Â
âViserys!â Alicent said, though her voice was choked.Â
âShe wonât leave you alone,â he said, all but shouting, âThink of her as a really big dog.âÂ
Ravella glanced back and nodded. Then, she raised her hand and laid it on Vhagarâs scales. The dragon let out a loud, huge grumble that echoed in the distance. It grew and grew until it became a delighted hoar. Holding the reins, Aemond watched, transfixed, a silly, albeit confused, smile on his face.Â
At that moment, Viserys Targaryen knew that, someday, Ravella would conquer Vhagarâs one-eyed, scarred rider as well. Dragons know the souls of their riders, he thought. They had but to wait.
To those of you whoâve been waiting for a new chapter, I have some bad news: my dog passed away two days ago. She was such a sweetheart, and lived a long life (13 years), this was coming. Deep down, I knew it and tried to put some distance between us â I couldnât. I try to rationalize she was old and hurting, but I miss her so much, the grief I feel is still raw. I canât write. Iâve tried, but each word frustrated me. Usually, writing is therapeutic, but not now. The pain is too vivid. Iâll take a few days to deal with my new life without the fur baby and unwind. I hope to have something, no matter how short, by next week. I just need a while to mourn.
Disclaimer: This is much shorter than previous installments, but I decided to end it on a cliffhanger. Weâre approaching the end of Ravella and Aemondâs story, and I want to do it justice. For now, though, I hope you enjoy this â as usual â unedited piece.Â
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âIf youâre looking for your parents, theyâre in the throne room, my prince,â Ser Harrold announced when Aemond and Ravella left their chambers. âMy lady.âÂ
âSer Harrold,â she greeted the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard back.
 âIn the throne room, you say? Father mustâve improved significantly,â Aemond glanced at her.Â
âAs a matter of fact, he has. Heâs also eager to thank Lady Whitmore in person,â the bald knight confirmed.Â
âThatâs notââÂ
âWhere are you going?â Aemond held her by the elbow, laughing. âLetâs go there.âÂ
âI donât need your father thanking me for anything. Iâve just done my duty. Let me go!âÂ
Her husband shook his head. âI had to stand there while you carved my ugly face on your weirwood. Now you get to stand there while my father thanks you. Come on.âÂ
Ser Harrold and Berry in tow, Aemond carried her to the throne room. Not in his arms â he bent at the waist and put her on his shoulder, as if she were a sack of grain. Before coming into sight of the king, though, he lowered her to the ground. âYouâre not funny,â she scowled.Â
âI wasnât trying to be,â he winked. Then, âBerry, are you sure you want to do this?âÂ
Theyâd stopped on the Isle of Faces so Berry could meet with his people. When the child of the forest had announced it was time Children and Men worked together again, Aemond offered to introduce him to his father, the king. They waited while Berry conferred with other children. The reunion was⊠a breathtaking sight. To Ravella, it sounded like she was surrounded by nature given flesh: Children who resembled trees and talked like the wind and storms. Aemond, feeling she was getting overwhelmed by emotion, circled her waist with his arms in a silent show of support.Â
It wasnât mid-morning when they made it to Kingâs Landing, though their meeting with Viserys was postponed because he was hearing petitions. So, the only thing they could do was rest. Tired as they were, theyâd be useless if his family had questions â and, surely, they did.Â
âYes,â the child of the forest agreed with a solemn nod. âIâm exactly where I should be.âÂ
âVery well, then.âÂ
âIf you do have troubles, donât hesitate to seek us out,â Ravella instructed.Â
With Berryâs merry agreement, Aemond nodded at Ser Harrold to announce their arrival. The crowd parted for them, whispers rising in the air as they walked toward the throne, Berry following.Â
There were some things different, the King aside, she thought. Aemondâs grandfather looked like heâd sucked on a lemon, and the rest of the Small Council didnât look any happier. She frowned, trying to come up with an explanation for their expressions. On the other hand, Helaena and Rhaenyra were standing together, Aegon with them. The real surprise, though, came from Alicent â the queen wasnât wearing a green gown, but a cerulean blue one. Her seven-pointed-star pendant was smaller; her auburn hair, instead of held up in an elaborate bun, cascaded down her back, held away from her face by a gold diadem with a single amethyst in its center.Â
It was like Ravella was looking at a different person. This was the youngest sheâd ever seen Alicent appear.Â
Aemond bowed, and she made a curtsy, while his father watched them, purple eye gleaming, face creased by a beam. âChildren,â the king said, âI hear your trip to the Wall was extremely fruitful.âÂ
âIt was, indeed, Your Grace,â Aemond agreed.Â
âLady Whitmore, youâve done me a great favor,â Viserys stared at her. âWhat would you like as a reward? Ask me and you shall receive, even if itâs my throne.âÂ
She shook her head. âSeeing you faring better is more than rewarding, Your Grace.âÂ
âOh,â the king smiled. âMy son, you chose well for yourself.âÂ
âI wish I could say that, Father, but Iâm sure Ravella was the godsâ answer to some whispered prayers of mine.âÂ
At those words, Viserys burst out laughing. âI see you havenât changed. Still bickering,â he shook his head, chuckling in amusement. âYour uncle gave me your gift.âÂ
âAgain, I wouldnât call that a gift,â Aemond replied, âthough I could arrange more if you so wish.âÂ
âIâd advise against that,â Ravella mumbled out loud, grimacing.Â
âWeâll have lunch together, then you can tell me the whole story. I love good stories,â Viserys said, leaning on his left. That must be the comfortable side of the Iron Throne, she thought.Â
âIâm glad to hear that, Father. If you liked that, Iâm sure youâll like the next offering,â he winked at Ravella before facing the king again, âalthough, this is more Ravellaâs doing than mine.âÂ
âOh, do tell. My gooddaughter has the best gifts,â the king leaned forward.Â
âWeâve brought a visitor with us. An ambassador, if you wish.âÂ
âWhatâs it, brother? A wildling?â Aegon asked, making everyone else laugh.Â
âBrother, had Ravella and I stayed one more day at Castle Black, weâd be showing you the king-beyond-the-Wall,â though Aemond kept his tone light, his face had hardened. The humans living in the cold waste to the north werenât the threat. âNo, the visitor weâve brought hails from the riverlands. The Isle of Faces, to be precise. Father, meet Berry,â he and Ravella broke apart, revealing Berry.Â
The child of the forest wore an inquisitive expression on his face; there was a cute furrowing to his brow, his golden eyes looked twice as large, his mouth slightly parted as he stared up at Aemondâs father. He murmured something, and Ravella understood, ââseer on the throne.âÂ
âBerry isnât his real name, Your Grace,â she said. âHeâs a Child of the Forest, and we couldnât pronounce his real name, as itâs on the True Tongue. But heâs allowed Aemond and I to call him Berry, and thatâs how he shall answer.âÂ
âA child of the forest,â Otto Hightower intervened, contempt dripping from his voice. âLady Whitmore, you should know better than to speak such infamy. The Children of the Forest are long gone, if theyâve ever existed.âÂ
âBerry introduced himself as a Child of the Forest, grandsire,â Aemond spoke up, not moving. âRavella believes heâs one, and so do I. Are you calling my wife a liar?âÂ
His hand closed on the pommel of his sword.Â
Though she touched his hand to make him let go of the sword, she didnât intervene. Otto Hightower was a danger for the future of the Seven Kingdoms â and for Aemond himself. âLoose lips sink shipsâ was a common saying between sailors. It could apply to her husbandâs grandfather.Â
âOf course not, my prince,â the Hand took a step back, pale. âI merely meant that it isnât safe to make assumptions.âÂ
Stone-faced, Aemond glared at his grandfather. âLook at Berry, grandsire â clearly, he isnât human. He isnât a wight, either. What else could he be?â When no answer came, he shook his head, disgust evident on his face, and ordered, âYouâd better apologize to my wife and remove yourself from this conversation.âÂ
While the Hand stuttered an apology â in which she didnât believe â, Ravella watched the king. It wasnât like him to let tensions rise within his hearing. He didnât take well to arguments. But still, he hadnât lifted a finger to defend Otto. Strange, she thought.Â
âItâs fine, ser Otto,â she forced herself to smile. The choice to not address him as Hand was deliberate. âAemond canât help but be protective of me. I canât help but remember that princes can get away with anything, but kinslaying? No one can ever come back from that. And, I suppose, you canât help but be skeptical. We knew the risk when we decided to introduce Berry. People are so faithless these days,â she shrugged.Â
Aemond let out a low laugh next to her.Â
âThatâs absolutely true, gooddaughter,â Viserys Targaryen stood up, and made his way to them. His hold on his cane wasnât as tight anymore. He still needed it, probably due to old injuries. He wasnât as weak now. âBerry, is that it? You happened upon Lady Whitmore while she ate blueberries, is that it?âÂ
âStrawberries and mulberries as well,â Berry smiled.Â
âHer favorites,â Viserys looked at her. âHelaena and Aegon have brought some berries for you. It was like they knew youâd welcome them.âÂ
âAegon is my fourteenth favorite person in the world, Your Grace,â she replied.Â
âI heard that!â Aegon shouted.Â
âThat idiot,â Aemond rolled his eye. âFather, thereâs much Berry wishes to discuss with you. We told him itâs either you or grandfather, but he pointed out the Hand isnât the King.âÂ
âThe Prince that was Promised could be the Hand,â Berry intervened.Â
âYou know of it?â Viserys asked.Â
âThatâs not how we call him, but Iâm familiar with your prophecies. He,â the child of the forest pointed at Aemond, âis too hardheaded. Andââ his jaw dropped open. âThe dreamer,â he whispered.Â
âDreamer?â Viserys arched a brow.Â
âI donât understand,â Aemond said. âBerry, who are you looking at? Those are my sisters.â He closed his lips, then looked at Ravella. She nodded with a roll of her eyes. In hindsight, it should be obvious. âHelaena, come here.âÂ
His sister obeyed. She struck out a hand and smiled down at Berry, âIâm Helaena. Welcome to Kingâs Landing.âÂ
***Â
âUncle Daemon has taken command of the Gold Cloaks,â Aemond announced.Â
Ravella stared at him through the mirror. âThat explains the sour looks on the Small Councilâs faces. Your grandfather must be bursting.âÂ
âWhy do you say that?â he hugged her from behind.Â
âNo reason, aside from the fact that heâs spent the past forty years meddling with the succession.âÂ
âAh, his jab got at you,â he walked away.Â
âNot as badly as it did you,â she tilted her head. âI thought you were going to kill him.âÂ
âI was going to. Thereâs a war coming andââÂ
âAnd he still meddles with the succession?â she suggested. âAemond, I donât hate him, but I see your grandfather exactly for what he is.âÂ
âRhaenyra is a danger to us.âÂ
âIs she? How many times has she moved against you?âÂ
He couldnât believe that question. âShe wanted me tortured!âÂ
âIf anyone called a child of mine a bastard, Iâd want them tortured, too.â She held his waist. âDid you know she offered to marry Helaena to Prince Jacaerys?âÂ
âThat bâ?âÂ
âHeâd have made your sister a better husband than Aegon. Say what you want, Helaena deserves better. Since she was denied a choice, at least Prince Jacaerys doesnât have a bad reputation, because he doesnât abuse others. Your grandfather spent years cultivating the dislike, first of your uncle, then of your sister, and manipulating your mother into tying her childrenâs fates to his. I hope you wonât turn out to be so gullible.âÂ
âWhy are you saying this?â he sat on the bed, lowering his head between his spread legs.Â
âBecause as you said, thereâs a war coming, and your grandfather, out of sheer greed, will ruin everything weâve managed to accomplish.âÂ
âAnd what have we accomplished?âÂ
âThe Nightfort. A wight. Weâve opened the eyes of a part of the Watch, the Starks and your family. We got your father in a much better state than any of the lickspittles that surround him. And weâve brought Berry. And thatâs not to mention the plans weâve set into motion.âÂ
While Ravella recovered, Aemond flew to her seat on the border of the reach and the riverlands, to instruct her people to prepare for winter and commission as many weapons and clothes for the Nightâs Watch as possible. Then, he went to Dragonstone to order the dragonkeepers to oversee the mining of obsidian, which would also be delivered to the Watch.Â
It was a lot. All done due to an accident. They hadnât planned to discover the Others were real and about to swarm Westeros.Â
âWhy are you saying this?â he asked.Â
âBecause of what Helaena said about me. That everyone would die, but Iâd be left behind, broken and empty. I canât bear to think of it. And Iâd rather not have to move against your grandfather, though I will have him killed if he isnât neutralized soon.âÂ
He chuckled. âRavella, you exaggerate. My grandfather serves the realm.âÂ
âYour grandfather stopped serving the realm the moment he caught a glimpse of what it was like to be king in everything but name,â she got to her feet.Â
âYouâre frightened, my love. Iâm tooââÂ
âTell me,â she shook off his hold, voice harder than ever, âWhy do you think no one ever thought of cauterizing your fatherâs wounds? Thatâs how the pustules he gets are treated.âÂ
âI donât know, Ravella. Maybe burning the kingââÂ
âDonât make it sound like theyâd be harming him. Denying him the treatment he needed made him frail and sicker. And who reaped the laurels of it? Your grandfather.âÂ
âMy love, youâre frightened. I admit my grandfather isnât a holy man, but in time, heâll see reason. Heâs an intelligent man.âÂ
âBut not uninterested. He isnât here out of the goodness of his heart,â she took a deep breath. âI hope, for the sake of our marriage, that I wonât have to make a drastic decision. But between your grandfather and our future, Iâll pick our future. And thereâs no place for his greediness in it. Iâll see him dead before he puts us, and the Seven Kingdoms, in danger.âÂ
***Â
âYou look worried,â was his motherâs greeting when joined her in her chambers.Â
The maids with Helaenaâs children picked them up and left. âI had an argument with Ravella,â he said once they were alone.Â
Alicent guided him to the couch, and poured him a glass of herbal wine. âIt isnât one of your banters. Whatâs wrong?âÂ
âYou wouldnât understand, Mother.âÂ
âIâm closer to fifty than to twenty. Iâve raised five children. I believe I understand a lot, Aemond.âÂ
âWhoâs the fifth sibling I havenât been introduced to?â he snorted, taking a gulp.Â
âRavella, of course,â she patted him on the back when he choked. There was a smirk on her lips when she said, âSheâs like a daughter, as you know. Now tell me, why did you argue?âÂ
He shook his head. âYouâd get angry with her.âÂ
âI doubt that. Say it.âÂ
âShe thinks grandsire is a threat to our safety. I told her what he says about Rhaenyra makes sense, but Ravella thinks heâs a coward who canât face the consequences of meddling with the succession and manipulating all of us into seeing Rhaenyra as an enemy.âÂ
âRavellaâs father swore to her, you know,â Alicent said, serious. âHer parents had come to Kingâs Landing to meet with her uncle. The Sword of the Morning was going to Braavos, so they came here. I remember her mother. Lady Monica was so lush and exuberant⊠she was in her late thirties, looked like a maiden freshly flowered and had the energy of a toddler. She was one of those people you donât expect kindness from. But after Rhaenyra was confirmed as heir, she walked up to me and said, âSheâll need a true friend when she comes into power. Men are weak. Good thing she has you.ââÂ
âTruly Ravellaâs mother. And Ravellaâs daughter,â Aemond smiled. Both Ravellas â his wife and her grandmother â were wonderfully outspoken.Â
âAt the time, I didnât understand why she was saying that. I asked. She just said, âThe pretty daughter of the Hand of the King is still unmarried. Not for long, I fear.ââ Alicent shook her head. âShe looked so sad when she said that⊠I asked if she wasnât happy, but she assured me she was. Because she had had a choice, one she believed would be denied me. She said she hoped I could help Rhaenyra free the women of the Seven Kingdoms; when I replied we arenât slaves needing freedom, she replied, âSlavery by any other name is still slavery. In Westeros, itâs called marriage and family.ââÂ
âShe scared you.âÂ
His mother shook his head. âNo. I knew that. Do you knowâŠ? I didnât have the courage to ask, but I knew, without her saying it, that she knew what had happened a few days after Queen Aemmaâs death, shortly after the Small Council got together for the first time,â Alicent glanced at me. âYour grandfather told me to put on one of my motherâs dresses and go to your fatherâs chambers.âÂ
Aemond held his breath. The urge to kill his grandfather was renewed. âViserys was grieving the loss of his wife and son, and I was worried about Rhaenyra. She was my best friend. So I tried to talk both into solving their issues, because they still had each other. I ended up becoming his friend. He neverââ she trailed off. âYour fatherâs a good man, Aemond. Too good. His only flaw is being unable to think badly of anyone. Ravella isnât wrong.âÂ
âYou never said anything. How could he do that to you when he knew fully well Father was sick? What if heâd infected you?!âÂ
âThatâs exactly what Ravellaâs mother said when she returned to Kingâs Landing for my wedding. She said something to Rhaenyra, and your sister snapped at her. She was⊠she felt betrayed, and Ravellaâs mother noticed it. After your father announced our wedding, she learned of my visits to his quarters. I think she assumed we were having an affair while her mother was dying, that heâd killed her mother to marry me. I donât know if she really thought that, but we were never able to come back from this, no matter how hard I tried. And when she tried, your grandfather got in the way, to whisper of treason and threats to my childrenâs lives. I lost my best friend because of him.âÂ
âMotherââÂ
Alicent shook her head, interrupting him. âAs much as it hurts me, I must admit Ravella is right. Your grandfather wonât accept losing the power heâs got. It was something her mother said,â she frowned. âThat it was strange that, after spending years accepting Princess Rhaenys as successor, King Jaehaerys suddenly changed his mind.âÂ
âThe lords of Westeros would never accept a ruling Queen,â Aemond said.Â
âWouldnât they? Ravella is a lady in her own right. Jeyne Arryn rules the Vale, though there are male Arryns around. Rhea Royce, your uncleâs first wife. Lady Fell. House Lannister descends from a woman and the man who took up her name. The Baratheons are only accepted because of Orys Baratheonâs wedding to Argella Durradon. Visenya and Rhaenys sat the throne more often than Aegon. Jaehaerys was scared of Rhaena pressing her claim. Rhaenaâs daughter was the heir to two kings and a usurped prince. âA daughter comes before an uncle.â Alyssa Velaryon and several women have served as regents. Rhaenyra and I have sat on the Small Council. The Florents whine about their claim to Highgarden being better, and they descend from the Gardeners from the female line. Several other ladies in our history. And then, thereâs Dorne.â She sighed. âBut Iâm supposed to believe the lords would never accept a Queen. Please. As if they could choose.âÂ
âMother, youâve talked to Ravella too much,â he grinned at her. âSheâs said the same.âÂ
âYour wife understands exactly whatâs going on here. Itâs too late for me and Rhaenyra, and for our children, but it canât be too late for House Targaryen. You must follow Ravellaâs advice.âÂ
âRavellaâs advice was to neutralize your father before he puts us in danger by continuously pitting both sides of the family against each other.âÂ
âRavella is right,â Alicent said with a sad smile.Â
***Â
âSer Harrold,â Ravella stopped on the doors to Viserysâ chamber, âmay I see the king?â
âIâll announce you, my lady.âÂ
âThank you.âÂ
A second later, the knight came out. âHeâll receive you.âÂ
âThank you, ser.â She looked around to see who was with the king. No one but Helaena and Berry. âThank you for receiving me, Your Grace.âÂ
âDonât be so formal, child. Weâre between family now,â he smiled. âCome closer. What brings you here?âÂ
She studied his companions. Berry smiled at her, discreet. Deciding they could be trusted, she said, âI find myself in need of advice. Though I canât tell if I should be receiving or giving.âÂ
A chuckle. âAh, it seems you do have a request.âÂ
âIt isnât about the reward you offered. I donât want it. I wasnât thinking of what I could get when I suggested it.âÂ
âBerry and Helaena told me you were adamant I had to be healed. Why is that?âÂ
âThey mustâve also told you of my reasons, but if you insist, Iâll tell you. May I speak candidly?âÂ
âPlease.âÂ
âTo begin with, I want you to live as long as possible because I believe youâre a good man. I want your children to have their father with them,â she sighed. âSince you grew up without a mother, I imagine you understand how I feel.â The king nodded. âTheyâre much older than we were when we lost our mothers, but I can say it doesnât matter â being parentless hurts. I donât want to see them go through this.âÂ
âI wasnât a good father for my youngest children,â Viserys said.Â
Ravella had to admit his candor surprised her. âThen you should enjoy this second chance.âÂ
He chuckled, nodding.Â
âAfter what happened north, I began thinking of what could happen. To me. To Aemond. To your family⊠everyone, really. I know you love Princess Rhaenyra, and want to see her follow you not only because you trust her capacity to rule, but also because you feel like youâre atoning yourself in the eyes of your first wife. You canât bring Queen Aemma back, so you try to compensate by making her only living child thrive. Thatâs good. My father felt the same way about me. If it ever were necessary, House Whitmore would support Princess Rhaenyraâs claim.âÂ
âWhat about Aemond?â he inclined his head.Â
âIf Aemond expects me to tarnish my fatherâs honor when he isnât here to defend it, then he isnât the man I thought he was,â she replied, throat tight. âI love him with all my heart, but I need more than love to be happy. I need security and honor. I donât see how the current succession would bring me either. In fact, I know Iâd come out of it lacking all three,â she glanced at Helaena.Â
Her goodsister gave her an encouraging nod.Â
âI canât prove⊠but I know it happens⊠I suspect your Small Council plots to usurp your daughter as soon as you die. That will, of course, launch a civil war. One or more of your children will die. Westeros will suffer for it.âÂ
âThatâs a very grave accusation,â the king said, serious.Â
âI know. But I canât simply walk up to Ser Otto and ask if heâs plotting something. He wonât tell me. He dislikes me since the day I told him I wouldnât discuss my future with him instead of my guardians.â The king smirked. âIn fact, I said he was forgetting himself.âÂ
âHe was furious,â Helaena supplied. When they looked at her, she paused her embroidery and said, âI heard him ranting to Mother. He got angrier when she refused to support him.âÂ
âMaybe, if I were willing to pretend to turn Green, he might welcome me into the fold, but I wonât do that even in a dream. Whitmores do keep their words. And even if I were willing to⊠Aegon isnât fit for kingship. Helaena has no designs of her own â though Iâd die to support her.âÂ
âAemond, though?âÂ
âI think heâd be a good king. Heâs more prepared than Aegon. Heâs also impatient, quick to anger, and unable to hold his tongue. Though itâs been a while since I last saw him lose his temper⊠the thing with Ser Otto in the throne room aside,â she mused.Â
âYouâre a steadying presence.âÂ
She snorted. âMaybe I have some magical powers.âÂ
âBerry says magic loves you. Every time youâve prayed to the old gods, theyâve answered.âÂ
âThatâs only faith, Your Grace. Theyâve never failed me â it says more about them than me. I just accept the things that happen to me, instead of questioning them.âÂ
âSounds wise, if you ask me.â He leaned forward. âDo you remember when you got here the morning after he rescued you?âÂ
She blinked. âI remember some of it, not everything. He told me to let him do the talking, and I let him, because I felt awful.âÂ
âAemond issued several challenges to anyone whoâd dare speak ill of you. He said, âLady Whitmore or me,â but I knew he was more concerned about you. Then, I said youâd have to choose between marrying him and Ser Philip, and Aemond hurried to say he was going to marry you because heâd ruined you,â another chuckle. âIt had been clear for us, for years, that there was something going on between you. Alicent and I agreed to wait until you realized it. She said it was important that the decision to marry each other come from you, not as an order. I thought she knew you both better and agreed. Aemond would do anything you want. Why donât you ask him to choose you?âÂ
âIâd never ask him to forsake his family for my sake. I grew up yearning for my mother, then my father. Iâd never separate him from his family. And if a war were to break out, Aemond would pick a side anyway, out of loyalty. And if he didnât join the war in defense of his family, heâd hate me.âÂ
Viserys nodded, thoughtful. âYouâre certain a war will happen.âÂ
âYes.âÂ
âThereâll be a war next winter, Father â I saw it in my dreams,â Helaena spoke up. Then, she glanced at Ravella, âBerry is helping me make sense of them. The dragonâs cave is still my favorite, though.âÂ
She smiled. âIâm so glad weâre sisters for good now.âÂ
Oblivious to their emotion, the king asked, thoughtful, âWhat do you suggest I do? Youâve just said confirming Rhaenyra as my heir isnât enough.âÂ
âA Regency,â she suggested. âStep down and let the Princess rule in your stead as regent. Make her your regent. Or just give her the crown.â
Summary: A dragon and a butterfly on the Wall⊠and they arenât alone.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen & Ravella Whitmore (OC)
Warnings: Smut if you squint. Fluff. Horror. ESL, please be patient.
Word count: +15k
Disclaimer: Iâd meant to post this earlier, but a lot of things happened. Pt. 5 is scheduled to be posted next Saturday. I hope you enjoy it. Unedited, as usual.
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The Wall was the most impressive thing in Westeros, he thought. Even more so than the Hightower, or Stormâs End. The rangers standing on it looked like tiny black dots no bigger than ants, but Aemond knew they were looking. For their benefit, he had Vhagar put on a spectacle. The wind and light blizzard muffled the sound of Ravellaâs excited screams. He had no doubt Vhagar was showing off to please her, and couldnât keep a grin off his face.
It disappeared when he tried to make Vhagar make a turn, fly past the giant barrier of ice; she refused. He tried again, but the dragon remained firm. There was a frown on his face when he felt Ravella touch his thigh, so he leaned forward to hear her, âShe might disrupt the spells guarding us. Let her be.â
It was said the ice on the Wall served to preserve its real structure: blood and magic. A childâs tale, the maesters agreed, but Aemond wasnât so sure anymore. Loath of breaking the very thing that stood between the Others and them, he made Vhagar land. As she did, he was able to hear the many shouts of the rangers on the ground, the sound echoing around them.
âPrince Aemond, Lady Whitmore,â a grizzled bear of a man, who he presumed to be the Lord Commander, stepped forward to greet them.
âLord Commander Rhysling, what a pleasure to see you again,â Ravella said with a wide smile. Then, she turned to Aemond, âMy love, this is the Lord Commander I told you about.â
Aemond held out his hand. âThe pleasure is all mine, my lord. My wife tells me of the great help the Nightâs Watch gave when she was a girl. Iâm indebted to you.â
The manâs blue eyes moved between them as he shook Aemondâs hand. âThatâs been taken care of, my prince. I suppose youâd like to see Thoren?â he asked Ravella.Â
As she nodded, Aemond said, âAs a matter of fact, weâd also like to take a look at your library.âÂ
âAs you wish. Iâll tell maester Duncan to guide you there and give you whatever you need.âÂ
If Rhysling thought the request strange, he didnât show, acting as if random Targaryen princes showing up on dragonback to read their books was normal. But then, given what Ravella had told him, Helaenaâs dreams and the things Cregan said last night⊠Aemond would welcome dealing with royalty if he were in charge of guarding the world against legendary monsters. That was, if Rhysling knew or accepted the Others were real.Â
âIn the meantime, come inside. Have refreshments brought for the prince and Lady Whitmore,â Rhysling barked to his steward.Â
Aemond and Ravella followed. Behind them, Vhagar roused from her seconds-long nap, shaking her scales to shrug off the molten snow off her body, and took to the air. He wondered what sheâd eat. Hopefully, not some farmerâs livestock.Â
Once theyâd taken the bread and drink offered, placing themselves under the protection of the Watch, Aemond noticed how relaxed the Lord Commander was. The three of them were sitting on a high table in what was called the Shield Hall, a large room adorned by the shields and arms of every fallen ranger whoâd sworn his life to the Watch. He looked around, and saw the silver butterfly of House Whitmore represented. In fact, the most notable absence was that of Houses Targaryen and Velaryon; it appeared every House had had a man serve as a Black Brother.Â
âLittle lady!â A man as old as Rhysling strode forward, his laugh of the booming sort. Judging by his appearance, Aemond wouldâve considered him a Baratheon, so it was surprising to realize that was the wildling ranger whoâd taught Ravella about skinchanging.Â
âThoren! How wonderful to see you again!â she stood up, and gave him a hug so tight, she disappeared between the folds of his black furs. As she brought him close to the table, Aemond was able to see the stumps of his nose and right ear. Probably lost to frostbite, he concluded as he stood up. âMeet my husband, Prince Aemond of House Targaryen.âÂ
âI always knew you were a baby princess,â Thoren provoked, bowing to him. âIâm sorry youâve been saddled with this troublemaker, young prince.âÂ
That was so absolutely not formal. He grinned. âNormally, Iâd agree, but now I donât mind. My wife has grown on me, like mold on bread.âÂ
The man widened his blue eyes⊠but then let out another burst of booming laughter. âAddam wouldâve approved of you. He would,â he told Ravella.Â
âI know. Ours was a love match forced by complicated circumstances,â she told him.Â
âIs that so?â he took the chair across from hers, next to his Lord Commander.Â
âYes. Let me tell you the tale of our courtship, so we can move on to the reason of our visit,â she suggested with a smile and did just that.Â
Thoren slapped the table, âYou stole her?âÂ
âActually, I stole her from the man whoâd stolen her, if that counts.âÂ
âIt does. Wildling marriage tradition works like that. The man steals a woman when heâs interested, he doesnât court her,â Ravella grimaced. âAnd, if I recall correctly, the woman who doesnât want to be stolen kills the man, because sheâs a spearwife, as great a warrior as any man.âÂ
Aemond was amazed there were female warriors amongst the wildlings, though, judging by what he knew, he shouldnât be surprised. Wildlings were the main victims of the Others.Â
âYou didnât have the chance to kill him, but I think you would, if heâd shown his face. But you didnât kill me, either, though you had the chance.âÂ
She shrugged. âI dare you to say you wanted me to.â When he shook his head, she finished telling their story.Â
One hour later, when she finished, he asked, âHow many men have you lost in rangings?â Aemond shrugged off his coat and threw it over her shoulders.Â
âAlmost fifty this year. Thatâs not counting the ones whose heads were returned by the lords,â Rhysling said. âThey go out in groups of three. Two are lost in the forest â either to the cold or to the wildlings. The other is lost to desertion.âÂ
âYouâre not counting the ones that came back mad,â Thoren said.Â
âI can hardly ask help for mental breakdowns, man,â the Lord Commander replied, his tone gruff.Â
Thoren shook his head, grimacing, and said, âThey saw the Others.âÂ
âDonât say that, Thoren,â Rhysling scoffed, shaking his head.Â
âYouâve grown feeble if you think the little princess didnât tell him about it, old buffoon,â the ranger replied with a tsk of his tongue, signaling that, in spite of their different backgrounds and views, they were good friends.Â
âAs a matter of fact, I did,â Ravella leaned forward, placing her elbows on the table. âI had to. Aemond wanted to go beyond the Wall and provoke the Others. I had to make him stop.âÂ
âShe was quite adamant I didnât go,â he confirmed.Â
âWhy did you come, then?â Thoren scowled. âThat beast you brought could burn all the wights they have.âÂ
âHow many are out there?â Aemond asked.Â
âHundreds of thousands. Millions,â he shrugged. âEight thousand years is a long time to build an army. Not that Iâve ever seen it â as a child, I grew up hearing of free folk settlements overrun by wights.âÂ
An army that didnât need to eat or rest, Aemond thought. âIâll do whatever I can to bring up the struggles you face straight to the king. My lord father dotes on Ravella, heâll pay attention, if only to please her.âÂ
âBut not you?â Thoren inquired with a suspicious look.Â
âIâm not half as pretty,â he shot back. âIâve been accused of plotting murder when I smile in anyoneâs direction,â he glanced at Ravella.Â
âLooks like Iâve stung you, One-Eye,â she hid a grin behind her cup.Â
Aemond shook his head, facing the men again, âIâd feel better if I could carry proof back home. A wight would be incredibly helpful, even if itâs an animal.âÂ
Rhysling and Thoren exchanged a glance. âHe couldââÂ
âHe wouldnât,â the Lord Commander gave a sharp denial. He explained, âOne of ours⊠several, really, but only Davos is sane enough, has seen the Others. Said they cut off one of his companions almost in half, head to guts. The dead one rose and tore off the head of their companion. The only thing Davos was able to do while the wight stood there holding our brotherâs head was get the horses and flee.âÂ
Aemond thought of it. âFlee? No,â he shook his head, rejecting the idea for he understood the situation for it was. Before they could ask for clarification, he wanted to know, âHas it happened before?âÂ
âWe believe so. Some lords have sent reports of the men they executed grumbling that Davos was right,â Rhysling sighed. âDavosâs been on the Watch for forty years. Heâs seen a lot. I was surprised when I heard him rambling about the icy corpses with steam rising off their skin and chilling blue eyes. Killing him wouldâve been a mercy, but⊠mad or not, heâs one of us. His loyalty is to the Watch, so we do our best to keep him alive and stable.âÂ
âWhen did it happen?âÂ
âAlmost a year ago.âÂ
âAnd after that, you lost fifty men,â he made some calculations. âSeventeen patrols gone wrong,â the men confirmed, eyes wide. Aemond rubbed the bridge of his nose. âWould you mind?â he touched the eyepatch, and they shook their heads, so he took it off. Not a comment about his sapphire, though they looked as Aemond scratched at the inner corner of his eye, his eyelid closing and opening over the gemstone, the inner skin irritated by the dry, cold air. âThe Others arenât just killing your men. They are taunting you.âÂ
âWhat do you mean?â the men asked together.Â
âThey kill two, but one makes it out alive. The Watch is all that stands between them and us. They should be killing as many rangers as possible. They have the advantage in numbers. Probably they know it.âÂ
âThe Others canât walk past the Wall,â Thoren said, unknowingly echoing Berryâs assurance.Â
âMaybe. But they donât have to. The Watch of old wouldâve assembled a force and gone north to fight,â Ravella said. âYou remember the old stories.âÂ
âYou mean theyâre letting our men escape? Why?â Rhysling asked, ignoring the two of them.Â
âTo do what Ravella said,â Aemond replied. ââWeâve killed one of yours. What are you going to do about this?ââÂ
âBy the gods,â Thoren groaned. âTheyâre scary, donât make them intelligent, too.âÂ
âMother have mercy,â Rhysling shook his head. âThree groups left last week from here. We arenât counting the rangers from Eastwatch and the Shadow Tower. Theyâve been having issues, too.âÂ
âHow long until they come back?âÂ
âA fortnight or so.âÂ
Aemond nodded. âIâd ask you to avoid sending them deep into the forest until Iâve spoken to my father.âÂ
âThe Nightâs Watch isnât supposed to sit idly,â Rhysling replied.Â
âYou wonât,â Aemond said. He looked at Ravella.Â
âThere are a lot of trees to be cut. Repairs to be made to the castles, men to be trained to fight. Iâve brought a donation,â she looked as Aemond lifted the heavy bag bursting with coins that sheâd insisted on bringing. âThis should buy you supplies to last some weeks. Weâll also bring weapons and appropriate clothes, and will continue bringing them, as much as possible.âÂ
Thoren smirked when he looked at her. âShe looks like sheâs come from the Bay of Seals, doesnât she?â Rhysling nodded, though he made a better job of disguising his mirth.Â
âIs this how the women dress up there?â she asked.Â
âI meant you look like a seal, little princess,â Thoren burst out laughing, and even Aemond lifted the left corner of his mouth, so she wouldnât see. With all the clothes she had on, Ravella looked enormous.Â
Heâd be lying if he said he didnât anticipate the moment sheâd get rounded and had difficulty walking due to the weight and size of her belly after heâd put a baby in it. Just the idea of her carrying his child warmed him up.Â
But her dragonriding attireâŠ? He was reminded of the first time she wore it, of the way heâd almost rolled on the floor, laughing.Â
âI bet the seals donât get cold,â she replied, taking a bite of her bread.Â
âLikely they donât,â Aemond agreed, still stifling laughter. âBack to the subject at hand â can you get me a wight? If the lords saw one, they wouldnât be able to argue. At least, I could give them enough proof of whatâs happening here.âÂ
The two Black Brothers exchanged a glance. âYou have contacts,â Rhysling said.Â
âIâll see what I can do.âÂ
The Lord Commander took a bite of his bread, pointing at Aemond, âCanât you just take your dragon and burn thoseâŠâ he glanced at Ravella and picked another word, â⊠things?âÂ
âI would, but I donât know what Valyrian magic would do to the Wallâs. And Iâd rather not find out,â he shrugged.Â
Both men studied him. It was Thoren, the one obviously well-versed in magic, that nodded in agreement. âThere are tales of your⊠great-grandmother coming here. A queen.âÂ
âYes, Queen Alysanne. She admired the Watch a good deal. I believe itâs time House Targaryen reminds the rest of Westeros of that,â he said, smiling at his wife.Â
***Â
âI fucking hate the cold,â Ravella said, embracing herself. Her teeth clattered, the merciless wind cut at her skin, and not even the several layers of clothes and Aemondâs arms wrapped around her made her feel less like a block of ice.Â
âLetâs go down, little one,â he said, holding her hand. She scowled as he guided her through the long corridor on top of the Wall. As they passed, the Black Brothers standing watch nodded in acknowledgment, enthralled at having met a real prince. The older ones remembered Ravella, and had a lot to say of her late father. âExcuse me, can you tell me from where I can see the Hightower?â he stopped to ask one.Â
The man jumped at the chance to be of service; he led them several meters to the left. The Brother, who could be anywhere from twenty to sixty, was standing too close to the white edge of the Wall for Ravellaâs taste, but she said nothing as he pointed to what she soon realized was the very top of Aemondâs uncleâs seat. From this distance, they couldnât see much, though the bright red and gold flame burning on its beacon, guiding the ships to the harbor, was there, dancing to the wind.Â
âBeautiful, isnât it?âÂ
She was forced to agree with his riveted question. Sometimes, Aemond felt more Hightower than he did Targaryen. She supposed it was due to his motherâs influence. Sheâd heard Alicent had tried to blend in with Viserysâ family â Rhaenyra and Daemon â in the early years of their marriage, but after Ser Otto was dismissed as Hand, and substituted by Lord Lyonel Strong, she stopped her attempts. The people who told the story were sure she was being rebellious, but Ravella suspected there was more to it.Â
âCan we see Casterly Rock, too?â she asked, knowing the Lannisterâs seat was higher than both the Hightower and the Wall.Â
Aemond nodded, and pointed at a hill in the same direction. âIt looks better when faced from the Sunset Sea. Iâll take you there someday,â he grinned.Â
âGood. Will you join a tourney and make me your Queen of Love and Beauty, too?â she winked.Â
âOf course not,â he snorted. âYou know I donât give a shit about tourneys. But if having the title is important to you, Iâll see what I can do. Right now, I crown you the Queen of Air and Darkness,â he said, adjusting the cap over her head and tying it under her chin.Â
She looked around. To the south, she saw verdant green and several structures rich with color. The north, however, though as white as to blind, had a lingering shadow cast over it. She didnât care for it one bit.Â
Itâs a fruit of your imagination, she scolded herself in thoughts. To Aemond, she forced a smile and said, âThereâs a lot of air around here, to be sure.âÂ
With a tilt of his head, he said, âYou donât understand, little butterfly. Remember Helaenaâs dream.âÂ
I dreamed of a dragon alone in a dark and cold cave⊠his sister told Ravella during their wedding feast. This dream showed Helaena that she and Aemond were meant to be together. It took her years to see the conclusion of that part of the dream, but when she did, Helaena said the butterfly representing Ravella had returned life to the dragon and his cave.Â
Looking at her husband now, she smiled wide and hurled herself at him, giving him a scorching kiss on the very edge of the world. She could bear the cold and darkness as long as he considered her his lighting beacon.Â
***Â
Three weeks later, a raven arrived from the Red Keep. The words, written by Princess Rhaenyra herself, were concerning: Prince Daemon had flown to Volantis and, from there, to Vaes Dothrak. No one in Essos knew of a similar disease to that of King Viserys. Worse, a new wound had appeared on the kingâs leg, though its progression seemed to be slower, a small mercy.Â
âTell them to burn it,â Ravella said, suddenly.Â
âWhat?â Aemond lifted his eye from the message.Â
âWrite back and tell them to cauterize your fatherâs wound.âÂ
Not asking questions, he did as she asked, and with the message in hand, went in search of the maester. Alone in one of the many halls of Castle Black, Ravella continued her reading. There was something bothering her, though she couldnât quite put her finger on what. It wasnât merely the search for tomes on Valyrian magic â none to be found there â, but something else.Â
âMilady,â a Brother said. He was too young to be called a man, she thought, placing him at two or three years younger than Prince Lucerys. A boy, she realized, appalled. The fate of the Seven Kingdoms rests on the shoulders of children. âWould you like anything? You looked like you were searching for something.âÂ
She grinned. âActually⊠where can I find a weirwood?âÂ
There were several trees around, but none were weirwoods. Oaks, ironwoods, pines and sentinel trees, which the Black Brothers who followed the old gods used to pray â moments in which Ravella joined them. But she missed the weirwood. After almost a month, she felt⊠depleted, almost as if something was being taken from her. A piece of her soul.Â
It was unnatural to be so close to where the old gods held power, but unable to go there.Â
The boy blinked. âWell, there arenât many weirwoods here. The Nightfort has one, but you shouldnât go there, milady. Itâs cursed.âÂ
Ravella knew the stories about the Nightfort. Many horrible things were said to have happened there. To tranquilize the boy, she smiled, patting his head, âVery well. Any others?â She wouldnât go there until the day of Berryâs arrival, as the child of the forest had promised to meet them there.Â
âThereâs a ring of weirwoods a few days from here. The ones with First Men blood make their vows there.âÂ
âBeyond the Wall?â He nodded. She shook her head. âAemond would never let me go there.â And she didnât want to go. Maybe, if Vhagar were there to protect themâŠÂ
âThe forestâs more dangerous than the Nightfort, milady. You shouldnât go there,â he repeated, expression so earnest, she took pity on him.Â
âI wonât. I guess the other trees should do for now.âÂ
âI can ask the others, if you want. Thoren has left, but Haggonâs still here.âÂ
âIâd be really thankful if you could do that for me,â she winked at him.Â
He blushed and took off, almost running one of his sworn brothers over in the haste; the man shouted in anger, shaking a fist in the air. She heard a light chuckle and looked up to meet Aemondâs gaze. âStop seducing children,â he warned, holding his index up, looking like a disapproving septon.Â
She leaned back on the chair. âIâm not seducing anyone who isnât you. Did you dispatch my message?âÂ
âYes. Maester Duncan said the raven will take a few days to get there, so I donât know if itâll help. Maybe they can implement it on new sores.âÂ
She touched his hand. He interrupted his reading to look at her. âAemond, I⊠I know you and your father have a difficult relationship. Iâm sure heâll appreciate your efforts to help him find a cure.âÂ
âThereâs no cure for that,â he said. Whatever hope heâd had for his fatherâs illness was long dead.Â
âI know. But you and the rest of your family are fighting to give him the best life you can. It matters. I do believe heâll remember what he feels for each one of you,â she rushed to add.Â
Aemond looked at her, a fire in his eyes that dwindled as he calmed down. âYouâre a wonderful woman,â he smiled faintly, caressed her cheek, and leaned down to read.Â
She frowned, studying him. Here, he didnât mind about wearing the eyepatch. Several men were missing limbs and body parts, so he didnât feel bad about it, though it didnât go lost on her that, in particularly cold days, each one hid their missing limbs from view, possibly due to phantom pain â not two days past, they were unable to read due to a Black Brother screaming his lungs out as the maester fought to cut off two fingers of his right hand. Ravella felt bad for the poor man. The fact was, the north was cold, and the man had been sent off to cut some trees of the haunt forest due to her suggestion.Â
Maybe if heâd been sent patrolling, this wouldnât have happened. He mightâve been ambushed and killed by wildlings or Others, she thought, face darkening.Â
âCan you make an annotation for me?â Aemond asked suddenly, so she took up the quill and a piece of paper. Theyâd taken to writing down some things they judged important. âItâs a long passage,â he warned, and began reading:Â
The smallfolk of the Seven Kingdoms say dragonglass is made by dragons. Their belief is shared by the wildlings. Of course, both are wrong â what they call âdragonglassâ is nothing but obsidian, a stone found in places with volcanoes, such as Dragonstone and Valyria. As much as they want to believe otherwise, thereâs nothing magical about itâŠÂ
He paused and they both looked at each other, snorting. He grinned and went on:Â
Similarly, the stories of the Nightâs Watch fighting with obsidian are mere legends. Obsidian weapons are notably impracticalâŠÂ
He closed the book at that point and told her the name of the book. Per maester Duncanâs request, they separated it â some tomes were falling to pieces, and Aemond had offered to have new versions copied and returned to the Wall. This was one he meant to take back home with him.Â
âWhy are obsidian weapons impractical?â she asked, still thinking of the screaming Brother and overcome by guilt.Â
Aemond leaned back in his chair, hands over his belly, enjoying the chance to give her a lesson. One thing about him â heâd make a good maester, as long as he was teaching someone. She arched a brow when he slid the signet ring off his finger and held it out. He ran the curve of it over her fingertip and she hissed, more in startlement than in pain.Â
He smiled. âItâs sharp, right?âÂ
âYes,â she shook her hand, then looked down, trying to find blood. âA big enough piece of obsidian could kill someone?âÂ
âHm-hm,â he nodded, putting back the Whitmore ring on. âIt has been used to kill many someones. Mostly before people learned how to work metal. But yes, obsidian is a sharp, cutting thing that can cause a lot of damage. The problem is, if you give it a pointy edge, it breaks. Itâs too brittle.âÂ
She tapped the table with her fingers. âSo, if you carried an obsidian swordâŠâÂ
âOdds are, Iâd be able to kill some people, as long as I just cut their throats instead of thrusting it into their guts.âÂ
She shook her head. âThe Nightâs Watch of old used to fight with it. The Children gave them obsidian spearheads. Here,â she read out the passage, written by a maester whoâd served at the Wall:Â
The Children of the Forest used obsidian to hunt and wage war against the giants, long before the First Men crossed the Broken Arm of Dorne. Living alone in the woods with no predators but the giants, they didnât need to work metal â something that proved a great disadvantage when the First Men came, with their torches and bronze swords. After the Pact was brokered, however, the Children no longer had need of lifting their rocky weapons against Men, who were now their allies.Â
Thousands of years after the First Men spread all over Westeros, the obsidian became useful once more: following the defeat of the Others after the long night, the Children started to give the Nightâs Watch a hundred obsidian spearheads per year. This tradition came to an end as the Age of Heroes ended, and the Children retreated from the world of Men.Â
Aemond scratched at his jaw, a frown forming. When he nodded, she took it as invitation to reread the passage. âPlease, write there that the Others can be killed by obsidian,â he pointed to the paper.Â
She arched a brow, but did as he said, using a different quill and ink color. Once she was done, he said, âCome on,â and got to his feet; holding her hand, he led her to the maesterâs quarters. The man whose fingers had been amputated was sleeping soundly, thanks to milk of the poppy. âMaester, do you have a big piece of obsidian lying around?â Aemond asked.Â
The man blinked, but walked to a huge chest and took a stone from it. It was enormous, about the size of her fist â only, it was red instead of the usual black. âAre you going to use it for something in particular, my prince?â he asked.Â
âAs a matter of fact, yes. Donât worry, maester. Iâll have a bigger piece brought over from Dragonstone. Same color?â he tilted his head.Â
After the maester â who was around Princess Rhaenyraâs age â insisted he didnât have to replace it, Aemond took her to the training yard, where the Watchâs weapons-master was training some recruits. Maester Duncan ended up following them, and watched as, at Aemondâs request, another Black Brother carved the stone into what was a spearhead and made an arrow from it.Â
A gasp escaped her when he removed her cap and cut a piece of her hair with the dragonglass. She watched as it dangled in the air, secured by his hand⊠with a wink, he put it in his pocket.Â
A Brother was kind enough to fetch them several fluffy pillows stuffed with goose feathers, and nail them to a tree. By the time Aemond was taking aim, everyone had stopped to watch him. He released the arrow from the bow. He didnât hit the center of the pillow, but came close, and several men applauded his skill, commenting that losing an eye hadnât made him any less gifted. She smiled at the way he reacted â so proud of himself, he was glowing.Â
He repeated the feat four other times. The last one, the pillow came apart and the arrow hit the trunk⊠and shattered upon impact, splinting into a thousand little pieces that looked like blood against the snow.Â
In front her, Aemond straightened, giving the bow to a man. âThatâs what happens to obsidian. Deadly, but frail.âÂ
âI shouldâve used that thing to cut your throat for what you did to my hair,â she growled.Â
âI shouldâve cut your tongue instead, Lady Whitmore,â he replied with a glower.Â
A battle of words began between them, only stopping when Aemond let out a roar and grabbed her by the shoulders to smash her mouth with his.Â
âThatâs perfectly normal between them. Iâve heard Prince Aemond and his wife sting each other with the same ferocity as enemy knights,â Maester Duncan said to someone, making them smile against each otherâs lips.Â
âThat would be right, maester,â Aemond said after they broke apart. âBeing married to this woman is a daily struggle to avoid drowning her in a pot of smoking hot soup.âÂ
âStop threatening me with a good time, One-Eye,â she mumbled, arms wrapped around herself.Â
Aemond shook his head, laughing. âYour messenger has returned,â he pointed out.Â
âMilady,â the boy stepped forward, noticing their attention upon him, âHaggon said there arenât close weirwoods but the one at the Nightfort and some two leagues north. He said he can take you there when he goes out. It can be seen from the top of the Wall.âÂ
âThank you, my dear. Whatâs your name?âÂ
âRickard,â he said, blushing furiously.Â
âRickard,â she repeated with a smile. âI asked him to find me a weirwood.âÂ
âTwo leagues?â Aemond confirmed, giving her an askance look. Rickard nodded. âDo you want to go there?âÂ
âWould you let me?âÂ
âMost days, I might want to lock you up in a really high tower and have Vhagar standing vigil, but yes, Iâd let you go. Of course, Iâll go with you.âÂ
âYou can take her on your dragon!â Rickard chirped, animated.Â
âI would, but the cold makes Vhagar grumpy,â Aemond laughed.Â
The boy looked down, his brow furrowed. âI understand. Itâs bad, especially now that the Wall isnât weeping.âÂ
In warmer days â at least, warm in comparison to the normal days here â, the ice threatened to melt. Small rivulets of water ran down the Wall⊠in one of their first days here, Aemond happened to raise his head while talking, and a drop fell in his mouth. He told Ravella it tasted of blood.Â
She didnât want to consider he wasnât just teasing her.Â
âDo you know where we can find this weirwood?â he asked.Â
âYes. Iâve ridden past it.âÂ
âThen youâll escort us there, as well.âÂ
âWeâll pay you back,â Ravella promised, glaring at him. The Watch wasnât his to order around. âWhat do you want?âÂ
He looked at Aemond. âNothing, milady.âÂ
She looked at her husband. Upon seeing the sapphire, she arched her brow. âAnything, Rickard. Just ask for it.âÂ
âIâm happy to serve,â he looked down.Â
âIf thatâs how you feel, we wonât insist,â Aemond said. Ravella was going to scold him for his aloofness when he continued, âBut you should be rewarded, as should anyone who serves. Would you like to fly a dragon?âÂ
Rickardâs face brightened. He couldnât contain his excitement fast enough to refuse the offer, so she untied her scarf, took off her gloves and put them on him. âGo, now. He wonât offer again.âÂ
Vhagar had landed several feet away behind Aemond as soon as the offer was made. Ravella blew kisses at the dragon â Vhagar seemed to be answering, though she stayed where she was as Aemond all but dragged a prancing Rickard to her. Again, he repeated the routine of having the dragon take a good sniff of the new rider. Soon enough, they were up in the air, Aemondâs laugh booming in the distance as he held Rickard so he wouldnât fall off.Â
When they came back down, Rickard was a bit dizzy and red-faced, but watching as his brothers messed with his hair and he told them all about flying, she guessed it was more like a result of exhilaration than sickness.Â
âWhat are you thinking?â Aemond asked, threading his fingers through her hair when she rested her forehead on his chest, her arms circling his waist.Â
She sighed, smiling as she looked up, her chin pressed between his pecs, âI want a child, Aemond. I want to see you teach our baby everything you know. I know youâll be a great father, and thatâs just the gift I hope to give any we might have.âÂ
When Rickard met them in the yard early next morning, her body was covered in bruises of her husbandâs ravenous kisses and bites. As she walked, deliciously tired after a night of intense lovemaking, she was thinking sheâd have to make Aemond quit the habit of taking her into his arms and striding away when they were in the company of others. Everyone knew what he was going to do to her.Â
Nevertheless, when she fell to her knees in front of the weirwood, several men of the Watch next to her, she still prayed for a baby.Â
***Â
As the days passed, more news came from Kingâs Landing. Apparently, Luke and Rhaena had managed to find a part of a spell to create a dragon horn, but that wouldnât be enough. Aemond explained it as, âAncient Valyrians used blood magic and horns to control dragons. After Valyria fell, we began to rely on their training, using command words. But the horns could do wonders. There are reports of a single Valyrian general taking dozens of dragons to the sky when they waged war against the Rhoynar. The spell is useless unless the rest of it is found.âÂ
Ravella nodded. âThe Free CitiesââÂ
âWe canât go to them. Theyâd try to use the spell for their own gain, conquer their own dragons. Itâd be catastrophic. The Freehold, remade by the slavers of Essos,â he shook his head. âOur quest must be a secret.â He smiled at her, caressing her bottom lip with his thumb. âAt least, your suggestionâs worked and fatherâs injury is better.âÂ
Just then, someone knocked on their door. âCome in,â Aemond said.Â
âMy prince, milady,â Rickard bowed to them, âLord Commander Rhysling wants you to see something. On the other side,â he added.Â
Ravella took a great fur coat and put it on. During their stay at Castle Black, they were occupying the Kingâs Tower, the most lavish rooms in the castle â thusly named after housing King Jaehaerys and Queen Alysanne, King Viserysâ grandparents, during their visit almost a hundred years ago. Rickard guided them to the horses, and twenty minutes later, they joined the fifteen Brothers standing vigil over⊠two dead men. Fallen rangers, judging by the black clothes and heartbroken looks on the faces of the living ones, he thought.Â
âThe men you were waiting for?â he asked.Â
âTwo of them, yes. But Black Emmett and Garin Sand didnât leave together.âÂ
Aemond looked down at the men, then at Rhysling. âYou said three groups left. Whereâs the other?âÂ
âI donât know. Emmettâs group was supposed to make it to the east, Garinâs to the west. The other would follow center, use that path over there,â he pointed to the cleared line between the trees. He watched the stumps, seeing the progress the Brothers had made â hundreds of trees had fallen to their axes.Â
And dozens of axes had fallen to the cold, he noticed, making out the dim glinting of sunlight reflecting on the metal shards.Â
âHas this ever happened before?â he asked, gesturing toward the men.Â
A shake of Rhyslingâs head. âThoren was standing vigil and saw them emerge from the trees. It wasnât dawn yet. He sounded the horn, but stopped when the men simply fell on their backs and a pool of blood appeared beneath them.â Said blood was congealed now. âHe brought us here.âÂ
âWhere is Thoren now?â Ravella asked in a low voice.Â
âHe went investigating. If wildlings did thisââÂ
âWhen did he leave? I told you not to send anyone into the forest,â Aemond snapped. Shaking his head, he ordered, âSound the horn so theyâll be back. They arenât too far gone.âÂ
True enough, in a matter of minutes, Thoren and five other men emerged through the trees.Â
âPrince Aemond,â Ser Doran Royce bent his knees. âLady Whitmore.âÂ
âSer Doran, what a pleasure to see you,â she smiled at Lord Royceâs fourth son. âI wish it were under better circumstances, though.âÂ
He nodded. âPleasure is all mine, my lady. I heard youâre wed. Congratulations,â he offered a small smile.Â
âThank you, ser,â Aemond responded. He knew the Royce brothers had all offered for Ravella â Aegon had told him. âDid you find anything?âÂ
A shake of Doranâs head. âNothing. It isnât like the wildlings. Iâd say the cold killed them, if it werenât for the blood.âÂ
âAre you sure they died when you spotted them, Thoren?â Rhysling asked.Â
âAye.âÂ
ââblack,â Rickard mumbled from his place beside Ravella.Â
âWhat, Rickard?â Aemond turned to peer at him. Ravella pushed the boy closer with an encouraging nod. âSay it again.âÂ
âTheir hands are black,â Rickard said.Â
Aemond bent down to lift the heavy black cloaks, and like the boy said, their limbs were black and frozen. He covered them again, realizing now that the men whoâd found them didnât have the time to look at their wounds. âWhere were they bleeding from?âÂ
âThere were cuts to their bellies, my prince,â Maester Duncan said from his left, wiping at his hands. He glanced at Ravella, and when she nodded at him to continue, went ahead, âTheir intestines are frozen. The hounds have refused to get closer.âÂ
âWe were going to use them to search for who did this, but they went feral and bit Little Jack,â he nodded at the man, and Aemond saw why the maester had been cleaning his hands. âNowââÂ
âI had no idea Black Emmett and Garin Sand had blue eyes,â someone said, crouching to take a closer look at the menâs faces.Â
As one, they dropped their gazes to the men. They were staring up at the sky, their eyes open â bluer and brighter than even his sapphire. Aemondâs arm tightened around Ravellaâs waist and he fought against the urge to take a step back and usheath his sword, because he had the feeling the big oneâs left eye moved a tiny fraction, boring itself into his.Â
But that was a trick of the dim dawn light and a passing cloud. Surely.Â
***Â
The graveyard in Kingâs Landing, tended to by the Silent Sisters, was more animated than the great dining hall of Castle Black, he thought hours later. By then, the third member of the third group had been found â his appearance as dramatic as that of his fallen brothers, albeit bloodless. Ser Steffon Conningtonâs red hair was a stark contrast to his black garments, but the natural blue of his eyes prevented his brothers from affirming there was anything wrong about him. He wasnât dead, but⊠looking at him, Aemond didnât think the man was alive, either.Â
Tension growing, heâd asked that Steffon be carried to the maesterâs chambers. Maester Duncan informed that no visible wounds were on Steffonâs body, and likely he was in a state called coma due to the cold â unlike the other two, his hands and feet werenât black yet, and though faint, he still breathed and had a heartbeat. The small puncture the maester had made on his finger bled a vivid red, though his veins were purple underneath the pale skin.Â
It didnât sit well with Aemond that Connington was the only hope they had of getting answers. Not when the man could die at any moment â and, if heâd been ambushed by Others, his mind might be lost just like the minds of those Brothers who didnât speak anything useful whenever he and Ravella tried to chat.Â
As the days went on, those men had taken to avoiding them, hiding in the first empty room they could find. Including Davos, one of those whoâd accompanied Thoren to south when she was a child.Â
That night, after dinnertime, the doors leading to the elevators were bolted. The brothers standing watch would come down once their shift ended, but all the others would stand vigil inside. Aemond had the feeling the three men hadnât returned as they had on a coincidence, and that hypothesis would be tested tonight. And all nights to come, until something happened, he thought.Â
âI wish you didnât have to go,â Ravella said as he put his eyepatch on. The Wall was freeing in the sense that he didnât have to wear it all the time â neither his wife nor the Brothers cared about his missing eye â, but at the same time, the cold made being there unbearable. It cut deeper than Jaceâs dagger, as if it had a mind of its own and were trying to squeeze around his bones to shatter them.Â
âIâll be fine, my love,â he kissed her forehead. âDonât be concerned about me, hm? Weâll be together soon.â He looked left, eye boring into Rickardâs. âWatch her for me, boy.âÂ
âI will, my prince,â the boy nodded.Â
Aemond walked out, the door bolting shut behind him. Thoren handed him a torch. âNice cap,â the older man grinned.Â
His hair was too attention-grabbing, so heâd braided it and hid it under a black cap of Ravellaâs. As heâd got ready for the mission, he told her Rickard would stay with her â so the boy, too, would be safe. He didnât think the boy would be able to defend her if a fight broke out, but at least, sheâd be calmer knowing at least her young friend wasnât out there. Aemond would, too. Letting children join the Nightâs Watch was as wrong as letting children visit brothels. And yet, no matter how hard he thought, he couldnât come up with a way to make either stop. The Nightâs Watch wasnât in a position to turn recruits away â they needed everyone available â, and the brothels⊠corruption was part of human nature, he thought with a defeated sigh.Â
The corridors of Castle Black were empty, not a sound to be heard. A crow croaked up, attracting the attention of the men, but in the darkness, they couldnât see it. Except for a lit fireplace burning bronze, there were no fires. The crow croaked again, and he smiled, âBe quiet, Ravella.âÂ
The crow screeched, but rested, snapping its wings shut. He shook his head, chuckling to himself, âIf he barges in, sheâll tear out his eyes,â Thoren muttered beside him.Â
Aemond nodded, asking, âWhich one?âÂ
âEither,â the man shrugged.Â
Someone coughed when the air became dry, the temperature suddenly dropped. Whoever the Brother, he was able to control his throat. Aemond squinted at something to his right⊠steam emanated from a body. Its deep blue eyes were looking around. The thing⊠the wight⊠let out a screech when Rhysling stepped from the shadows to stand in front of it, and lunged at its former Lord Commander.Â
Ropes and knots flew at it from all directions. The Brothers scattered around the room were able to capture the wight, even as it batted at the ropes with the ferocity of a trapped animal. As one, the Brothers were able to direct it to the makeshift coffin they had arranged at Aemondâs request, working to tie it up. Aemond finished their work by lighting up the torch in the fireplace burning with Vhagarâs fire. The hinges securing the wooden box all but melted.Â
âSend the raven as soon as the other one is disposed of,â he told Maester Duncan.Â
The man was pale, the rich dark gold of his skin looking sick. âYes, my prince.Â
They waited, having resumed their positions, but nothing happened. After half an hour, all of them were carrying torches lit up from Vhagarâs fire, in groups of three. To say the rangers were anxious to go hunting was an understatement.Â
âYou coming with me?â he asked the raven when it landed on his shoulder. The birdâs beak met his cheek, as if Ravella were kissing him.Â
They searched and found nothing. It was like the other wight had disappeared. âMaybe itâs still inside the ice cells. Is there another way out?âÂ
The man he was talking to â the First Builder â shook his head. âNo, my prince. Just the door.âÂ
Eventually, every group returned to the main hall. âStay where you are. If heâs lurking out there, this may be an ambush,â he told the raven.Â
It was a fair enough assumption, but not too long after that, the door to the elevator opened, a Brother running into view to shout, âBlack Emmett has left the castle!âÂ
***Â
âBe reasonable, Ravella!âÂ
His shout echoed through the hall. An uproar followed on the heels of the Brotherâs announcement, with every man available trying to come up with a plan to destroy the wight that was Black Emmett â the gamekeeper to the Watch. Their cock-measuring battle came to an end when Aemond announced heâd find the wight and burn it. He had a dragon, he could go faster.Â
It was when Ravella came up from behind him and announced she was going, too. He lost his mind. âIâm being reasonable, Aemond Targaryen,â she poked at his chest, furious at his stubbornness. âYou arenât leaving this place without me!âÂ
âYouâre both wasting time,â Thorenâs voice broke their argument. The man held both hands up when they glared daggers at him. âTake her if she wants to go, but make her stay with your dragon. Both of youâll be happy then.âÂ
Aemond sighed. âIs that acceptable?âÂ
âYes.â He was mad if he thought sheâd stay up in the air with Vhagar, but sheâd be an idiot to tell him now, or heâd have her locked up.Â
âThe hounds are gone, too,â Rickard reported. There were some shouts coming from outside. âHe took the two biggest and turned the others. My brothers are killing them.âÂ
âTell them to use the torches, but save at least one wight,â Aemond instructed. The boy opened the door to shout the order. âWhere are they going to?â It wasnât only Emmett, but Connington, too. Maester Duncan had returned to his chambers to find the knight up, but when he tried to talk to Connington, the redhead clamped a too cold hand around his neck and squeezed⊠before releasing him and saying he had to go, an absent expression on his face.Â
The Lord Commander looked up. âThe line of torches the sentinels have lit is close to reaching Deep Lake. Maybe heâs trying to make it to the Shadow Tower. The Bridge of Skulls can be crossed.âÂ
âMaybe,â Aemond agreed. Turning to Ravella, he said, âBe ready. Letâs assume the things weâve read are true.âÂ
She nodded. âLetâs hope they are, but⊠Aemond, we donât have obsidian,â she said in a low voice.Â
Rhysling, his brow furrowed, extended his hand to Aemond. âMay the gods accompany you two.âÂ
Aemond accepted it, then walked out. He and Ravella ran to Vhagar, and he let her climb first. While he took the saddle behind her, she waved at Thoren. Next thing she knew, they were up in the air, and the raven sheâd skinchanged wasnât the only one in the air. Thoren.Â
As they flew to the left, still on the south, beyond the line of Brothers, she noticed that Vhagarâs fire wasnât about to die out. Sheâd have to come up with a solution to keep it going for the Watch, so they had a fighting chance in case the Others decided to attack. Dragon fire had to be better than regular fire, she thought, recalling the tale of how Balerion burned Harrenhal, cooking up everyone inside.Â
âStay here,â Aemond ordered when they reached their destination.
She shook her head. âIâm not a fighter, and you know fully well I canât control Vhagar. Iâll be safer with you.âÂ
He pursed his lips. The disgust on his face was so similar to the one Alicent displayed at times. âYou planned it,â he accused.Â
âOf course. Besides, now I can see for myself how you trained her. Please, donât send me away.âÂ
He sighed. âWill you let this dragon close his fist around you, butterfly?âÂ
âIf thatâs what clears your mind for the fight to come, yes,â she smiled back. âJust remember Helaenaâs dream, husband: the butterfly healed the dragon when she got close.â
On the ground, they looked up. Ravella saw the weirwood Rickard had told her about, a single white and red tree in a forest of frozen brown ones. Per the boy, it grew where the kitchens of the Nightfort were. She shook her head. Though she couldnât see it, she knew the Nightfort was the heart of the Wall â its magic radiated from there. She felt it in her blood.Â
Aemond drew his blade, and took her hand. His jaw muscles were working â he hated being half-blind, she knew. âIt needs healing.âÂ
Her whisper made him glance at the weirwood. âThe tree is sick?â he arched a brow. Though twisted, it looked healthy enough.Â
âNo, it just needs healing. Keep going,â she hushed him. It was difficult to explain.Â
The main gates to the Nightfort werenât spread open; someone, possibly the wight, had barreled through them. The sight of Black Emmettâs shape made Ravella swallow. She was afraid of what would happen. If the stories were true, good, but if they werenât⊠she refused to think of it. Her resolve renewed, she tightened her handle around the torch, relishing the way Vhagarâs fire chased the excessive cold away.Â
âCan you feel it? The magic,â she explained when he turned to look at her. He shook his head. âI can. It sings in my blood. They are here, Aemond,â the last bit was said with admiration. Looking up, she saw Thorenâs raven watching her, and the birdâs head moved. He felt it, too.Â
The old gods would keep them safe, like they had the last hero.Â
âWhere to, now?â she asked.Â
âThe map doesnât show a way out,â Aemond said, taking another look at the piece of paper Maester Duncan had given him. âCan you try to find them?â he asked Thoren, and the raven took flight. âWhat a terrible place,â he said as they waited. âTell me a nice story.âÂ
She thought of one, her mind scrambling toâ âThousands of years ago, the youngest son of Lord Ryswell and seventy-eight of his companions deserted the Watch. They made it to the Rills, thinking Lord Ryswell would shelter them. Instead of letting the men escape, he had them captured and returned here. The Brothers of the time dug holes onto the Wall, one for each deserter, and buried them inside with weapons and a hunting horn, then sealed the holes shut. Years later, when he felt his own death was near, Lord Ryswell gave up leadership of his House and took the Black, occupying an empty hole next to that of his son.âÂ
âHow is that a nice story?â he snorted.Â
âI find it soothing that a person I couldnât be with in life stands beside me in death. Donât you?âÂ
Aemond shook his head, a faint smile on his lips as he kissed her hand. âBeing with you would make death bearable, my love,â he said.Â
Though they were alone â she, Aemond and the raven â, she felt eyes on them. Not the eyes of rats, but⊠others. The ghosts. The Nightfort was haunted, sheâd known even before Rickard said it. It was impossible for a place to be as old, to have seen as much history, and be unscathed. That horrible thing Harrenhal was proof of it. Its past inhabitants were long gone, but their history was still very much alive.Â
âWhat are you doing?â Aemond asked, glancing down.Â
âYouâre a knight going to face a foe,â she said, wrapping the piece of silk around his biceps. âYour lady is giving you her favor. Now I can make justice to that crown you gave me â the Queen of Air and Darkness, isnât it?âÂ
He smiled. Their moment was cut short when Thorenâs raven came back, frantic as it guided them through a maze of empty, rat- and plant-filled corridors.Â
The first thing she saw when they reached the kitchen was the weirwood. She couldnât help but say a quick, simple prayer to the withering tree, âHelp us,â her blood warming beneath the many layers of clothes. They heard her, she was certain.Â
But what really deserved attention was Black Emmett. Steffon Connington had entered the well and was disappearing from view, but the wights â the fallen crow and the hounds â were still there. Emmettâs eyes gleamed blue, an inhuman intelligence behind them, watching. Aemond pushed her away, âConningtonâs alive. You must try to reach him,â he instructed. âOr kill him.âÂ
Raising his sword up, he took a step forward. Both hounds circled him. The dead animals jumped on him at the same time, and though he cut them, they didnât register the pain of the wounds, not even when he managed to cut off the muzzle of one and the front left paw of another.Â
Breath foaming in front of her, Ravella realized Black Emmett was directing the dogs. It was he â or the Other guiding him â making one attack Aemond while he fought the other. âUse the staff!â she screamed, but even before the first word had left her lips, he was doing just that.Â
The floor was littered by pieces of the hounds. The sudden redness on Aemondâs hair was the only indication he was bleeding.Â
Desperate, she looked around, kept her back pressed against the wall. Black Emmettâs gaze snapped to her, and her blood froze upon becoming the focus of an Otherâs attention⊠but he went back to watching Aemond, considering him the greatest foe. Her husband roared when a hound clamped its teeth shut on his shoulder, and thrust in a sharp end of the staff on its eye, but the wights kept coming.Â
With a roar of her own, Ravella picked up his sword, swaying it madly in an arch. Half the dog fell on the ground, its limbs twisting, still animated. Not thinking clearly, she raised it over her head and brought it down over Emmettâs. She squished his skull, pieces of his brain leaking down his head. She swallowed the gorge and flew down the stairs built into the well, leaving his twitching body there. A raven landed on top of her head, while the other flew beside her. To her luck, the steps were stable and dry, so she didnât lose her footing. Not too long after that, she was standing on the ground again, and once more, the raven took off.Â
âI have the feeling this isnât a well,â she whispered to the one she felt was Thoren. The bottom was so cold and windy, the fire died, leaving ember behind. She put it on the ground and thanked the gods for the quickness her eyes adjusted to the dark.Â
Connington was several feet ahead of her, and she hushed after him. She managed to grip his forearm, trying to stall him. He turned around sharply, and backhanded her. His hands, so cold they might as well as be blocks of ice, stopped a few inches away from her throat, and lucidity flashed in his eyes, before they became distant again. He left her alone on the ground, and continued walking to the end of the corridor, toward a great double door of carved weirwood.Â
Steffon stopped in front of the old carved face, and it opened its blind white eyes. The face that stared back at her was as detailed as the one sheâd carved in Kingâs Landing. Every hair on her body rose up.Â
âWho are you?â the face asked.Â
âI am the sword in the darkness,â he said, voice small. âI am...âÂ
Ravella shook her head. âConnington!â she shouted. The redhead stopped, glancing back at her. His lips were purple, and his face was gray. The man was barely alive, but he had enough lifeforce to continue to recite the vows. âItâs a spell, Connington! Stop! Keep fighting!â she hushed toward the manâs direction.Â
She was so concentrated on trying to find a weapon, she didnât notice the wight creeping in behind her.Â
***
Aemond had spent years training. The blood was humming in his veins, warmer and readier than ever. His brain was signaling this was bigger than anything he mightâve prepared for. He remembered the night he lost his eye vividly; first, Jace threw sand at him, blinding him, and Luke used that moment of confusion and pain to slice at his eye. Once he was healed enough, he had the Kingsguard and the master-at-arms of the Red Keep do the same, until he could adjust to fighting virtually blind.Â
His eye adapted to the virtual darkness ahead, but if necessary, he could fight with his eye closed, as long as he could save Ravella. Whatever was happening, she was trapped between a wight and a soon-to-be dead man who was doing only gods knew what.Â
When he reached the bottom of the well, he saw a gate at the end of the corridor, facing north. A bright, wide gate, carved from pure weirwood. There was a strange gleam to it, as if it could illuminate the entire world â the same gleam to be found to the north, past the snow-covered landscape, though it didnât seem to spread.Â
He didnât have time to consider what it meant, because he found Ravella; she was pressed against the wall, Black Emmettâs hands trying to dig a hole on her belly. He means to pull her innards out, he thought, momentarily startled.Â
âThoren, bite off Conningtonâs tongue!â he ordered. The man was past hearing, so enthralled by whatever was being done to him.Â
The raven took flight, but Aemond knew it was too late. Connington fell down on his face, just as the carved door began to open, revealing⊠Ravella screamed. He touched Emmettâs shoulder and the wight turned to him; Aemond didnât give him time to react, just hurled the torch at his face. The wight screeched and fell, the flames licking at his body and leaving nothing but ashes.Â
âAre you fine?â he asked his wife, helping her up.Â
âNo,â she was pointing ahead. âAemond!âÂ
He snapped his head to see what had her so frightened. Maybe it was the blood trickling out of him making him lose his mind, but he saw⊠people. Several, too many to count. âHelp,â Ravella pleaded. If to Aemond or Thoren, she couldnât say, but it was despairing.Â
Not as much as the small contingent of Others and wights on the other side as the gate fully opened. One of them stepped in, making the place twice as colder, sword in hand.Â
âGo up,â he ordered.Â
âIââÂ
âYou could be pregnant with our child, Ravella. Go now!â he barked. âRun!âÂ
Her hand flew to her belly, a choked sob leaving her mouth. She scrambled to her feet, then held his face between her hands, âI love you.âÂ
âI love you, too. Now go,â he tasted the salt of her tears, the iron of her blood, but never had a kiss been as sweet.Â
He could die. He would die. He couldnât fight against an Other and win. He couldnât fight against the other five and the dozens of wights with them, no matter how relentlessly heâd trained. But he could give the woman he loved time to save her own life.Â
Aemond tilted his head. The Other across from him stayed unmoving, his hold on his sword almost neglectful. It wasnât made of metal, but of a single sharp piece of ice. Perhaps crystal or glass, but he had the feeling it was ice, as was the Othersâ armor.Â
He rolled his shoulders, and shouted again, âRun, Ravella! Go!âÂ
There had to be a reason the Other hadnât attacked him. Its blue eyes concentrated on his sword. Its face twisted, and though there was nothing human to it, Aemond could identify pleasure â wrong weapon. Not obsidian, he thought, looking down at himself. Dressed all in black and defending the realms of Men, he looked like a man of the Nightâs Watch⊠at least, thatâs what the Other would think of him. He unclasped his cloak â but kept on the light-gray piece of silk that was Ravellaâs scarf â, moved his wrist, and took a step forward.Â
The Otherâs accepted the challenge; its sword met his, and a sharp, ear-piercing sound echoed. Aemond broke their contact, ignoring the way his blade frosted over. The Otherâs was like a piece of diamond glinting under the sun. In a way, it reminded him of the obsidian, but he doubted itâd break.Â
It was amazing, the way he and the Other parried, as if they were friends training together. The Other opened its mouth and said something aimed at his companions, his voice making Aemond think of walking over a frozen lake, the ice threatening to break under his weight. It was oddly musical and darkly beautiful, as only a twisting of nature could be.
The Other smirked, and that annoyed him. As he thought of how to wipe that little smirk offâ Aemond burst out laughing. The Other watched, curious, as he raised his left hand and yanked the eyepatch off, revealing the sapphire. The Other stood straighter, and Aemondâs heart weighted in his chest, for he wouldnât have the chance to tell Ravella that Symeon Star-Eyes had fought against the Others.Â
As their blades met again, his sword shattered, exploding into little pieces, not unlike the obsidian heâd got from Maester Duncan. He roared and threw it away. Heâd fight with his bare hands if needed, but as the Other spoke again â his voice was coarser now, like an iceberg breaking the underside of a ship â, he remembered the staff and retrieved it from the sheath built on his back. As he adjusted his grip, a sudden light flashed around him, coloring the sky beyond in a strange way and making him blink.Â
The Other took a step forward, but halted. His skin creaked when he frowned, staring down at the staff, his mouth parted in surprise. Aemond couldnât help it â he followed the Otherâs gaze, and laughed again. Both blades were different; instead of the metal, they were two light pieces of obsidian. The old godsâ gift, he concluded, remembering the Isle of Faces.Â
The other five stepped in, swords in hands. Breathing became agony, but he persevered. There was a chance he might die, and be turned, but⊠âThe ring,â he thought. That small distraction allowed the one he was fighting to cut him, but it didnât matter. He let the Other come closer, press him against the Wall. To his right, several wights scrambled past, chasing after Ravella. It was despair, and not the sharp pain that came from his glove freezing and falling to pieces, that made him scream.Â
It wasnât anger, but fear for his wifeâs life, for the idea of her smile no longer lighting up the world, that made Aemond raise his right hand, and backhand the Other â crack! â, before he thrust the staff into his side.Â
The Other stopped when he laughed, head lowering to see what had Aemond in such a state. Blue blood trickled down its side, hissing and steaming. A small wound formed on its cheek, though the bleeding was contained by the ring, which was coming loose little by little. The thing frowned and registered only then that Aemond had somehow wounded it. He lifted its arm to deliver a killing blow Aemond wouldâve welcomed, but his sword was melting, as if Vhagar herself had unleashed fire upon it.Â
Aemond screamed again when he gripped his staff; it was so cold, as if the Othersâ very blood ran inside it. A second Other advanced, his friend having become a steaming puddle on the ground, the ring floating over it. Aemond didnât try to retrieve it. Instead, he waited. The Other tried to circle him, but Aemond wouldnât let himself be trapped; the other four would stab at him, knowing he wouldnât be able to see or avoid their blows.Â
So, he waited.Â
But it took too long. He shook his head, realizing the Other meant to kill him with the cold â breathing was already difficult, and his limbs were weakening, dormant, though pain shot up his right hand, which was covered with dripping blue blood. The gold band around his finger was intact, but the skin the Otherâs blood touched, burned and peeled off.Â
A hand touched his shoulder. He focused his gaze to find a white-haired, dark-eyed man, obviously from the Nightâs Watch, standing in front of him, shielding him with his own body, while other Brothers fought the wights and Others. His Brothers were dying, but the older man touching him didnât seem to mind, as he ordered, âGo, dragon prince.âÂ
âMy wifeââÂ
âShe called us, and weâve come. Your part here is done.âÂ
Aemond nodded. âThe wightsââÂ
âMy brothers shall take care of them. Go now,â he ordered again, his voice firm, and Aemond obeyed, running after⊠dozens of Black Brothers, if his eye wasnât deceiving him.Â
***Â
âRun, Ravella!â Aemond shouted in the darkness, from the bottom of the well. âGo!âÂ
It took all her strength, but she was able to stand and run. Tears blinded her, and she was angry at herself for giving in so easily. But Aemond was right. Sheâd prayed for a child, and she felt the old gods and⊠sheâd left the man she loved behind, swarmed by wights and Others â the tall, gaunt, strangely graceful creatures had to be them.Â
She hoped Vhagar was close, and that the dragon remembered the bond sheâd shared with Aemond. That she realized there was something wrong about the things scurrying upstairs after Ravella. Aemond wouldâve liked her to.Â
The two ravens accompanied her, but when the wights got too close, they left to slow them down. She ran, though everything in her protested against it. It was cowardly, she thought. She hurt. She wanted to die with Aemond, there was no way her husband had survived that.Â
At the same time, she owed it to him to make his sacrifice worthy. First, because she might be carrying his child. Secondly, because he clearly valued her life above his own. Trying to survive was the best way to repay him. And she had to make it back to Castle Black, then warn his family and the Seven Kingdoms of what sheâd learned.Â
Steps sounded behind her, and she glanced back, to find a wight closing in on her. There were empty holes on his face where his eyes had been, but he didnât seem to care â the twin blue flames still burned in their depths, and the ravens literally devouring him didnât seem to hurt. At least, heâd slowed down.Â
It was then that she looked down and saw it â the white hair, gleaming in the depths of the well. At least one Other had broken through Aemondâs defense, and was coming up after them, guiding the screeching wights.Â
She quickened her step. She didnât care about dying. A life without Aemond was meaningless. But she wouldnât be turned into a wight. Somehow, sheâd find a way to have Vhagar burn her to death like she had burned Laena Velaryon. She wouldnât be a shambling husk of herself, one who killed instead of trying to protect. No power on this world would make her a monster, she thought, finding the strength to go on.Â
The dragon was waiting just outside the castle. Ravella ran straight to her, not registering the presence of several Black Brothers, including Thoren himself and the Lord Commander. Her last reasonable thought as she looked back and saw the wight in hot pursuit was the relief of knowing that Vhagar wouldnât mind killing her with Aemond gone.Â
It would be fast. With luck, Vhagar would burn the wights, too.Â
She wasnât expecting the dragon to lower her head suddenly, and close her jaws around her. Her scream echoed in the dark, hot depths of Vhagarâs mouth.Â
***Â
The first thing he saw upon leaving the Nightfort was Vhagar swallowing Ravella and a good chunk of snow beneath her feet, before lifting up a foot over the wight running after Ravella. Aemond laughed, shouting in High Valyrian, âWell done, Vhagar!âÂ
He shouldnât be laughing, not with the Black Brothers and wights fighting around him, but he couldnât help it â his wife was safe and that was all that mattered. âPrince Aemond!â Rhyslingâs voice.Â
He dropped to the ground and felt the fiery spears cut the air above him. He looked back, saw some wights emerging from the Nightfort burning. He stood up, and wiped at the snow. Approaching Vhagar, he ordered her to open her mouth, and grinned madly when he saw Ravella sitting on her tongue, dripping wet.Â
âCome, my love,â he took a step forward, arms spread.Â
She was crying. As he held her, he realized the water dripping from her wasnât from the melted snow, but Vhagarâs drool. âI thought you were dead,â she held his face, and made him bend so she could kiss him.Â
He kissed her back, not minding Vhagarâs slobber, or even Vhagar poking at them with her snout and hissing at the cold stench of wight. âI killed two Others before the seventy-nine sentinels appeared. They won, but the wights were on top of me. We must go back and see if the gateâs shut. Come. Whatâs wrong?âÂ
âSteffon slapped me and Black Emmett tossed me around. I think I have a broken rib.âÂ
Thoren approached, Rickard in tow. âWe can carry her,â they had a litter with them, but Aemond shook his head.Â
âIf she has a broken bone, she needs immediate care. Can you climb Vhagar?âÂ
âI ran up the stairs. I can do anything,â she gritted out.Â
âCan you wait a second? We must go back.âÂ
Lord Commander Rhysling shook his head. âLeave it to us. Thatâs our duty, my prince. Youâve done more than what was expected. Take care of your lady.âÂ
Aemond nodded. Leaving the men alone now wasnât right, but Ravella came first. The gate was shut and the Others and wights disposed of, so there was nothing he could do. In the end, he had Vhagar hold still so Ravella could walk up her muzzle. It was easier than climbing.Â
There were tears running down her cheeks as she got to the ground in Castle Blackâs yard, also walking down Vhagarâs muzzle. The dragon stayed dutifully quiet, even letting two Black Brothers get close enough to hold Ravellaâs forearms to steady her while Aemond used the ropes. He patted the dragonâs side and allowed her to lift off, to hunt, but the only thing she did was stay there, head resting on her front paws, eyes fixed on Ravella.Â
âYouâre wounded,â the man, the same one whoâd told him the Hightowerâs location, stared at them. Aemond nodded, but glanced at Ravella. He didnât want to startle her.Â
Maester Duncan was waiting for them in the Kingâs Tower. He took a look at Ravellaâs ribs and bandaged them, determining they werenât broken, but still advising Aemond to keep her on bedrest for at least two days. It was proof of how much pain she was in that she didnât argue with the maesterâs suggestion or the cup of sweetsleep-enhanced wine he offered.Â
Then came his turn to be examined, and he held her hand while she sobbed, taking in the damage. He had a bite on his shoulder, several scratches on his back, the cut from the Otherâs blade â halfway healed, to their astonishment â, and a burn on the base of the finger heâd worn the ring, but the maester deemed him lucky. He didnât need stitches, and the wounds were cleaned and bandaged up as well. The maester had some water boiled on Vhagarâs fire, and had Aemond wrap a towel around his hand, which was dormant from the Otherâs cold. He was also prescribed rest, so he took the man up on his word and asked that they be roused as soon as the men were back.Â
***Â
Two days later, Ravella was able to walk. The pain was fading. She could only hope Maester Duncan was right and she had nothing broken, despite the ugly purplish-green bruise on her side, or the cut over her right eyelid, courtesy of poor Ser Steffon.Â
Prince Daemon arrived before the Lord Commanderâs party, but it didnât matter. Aemondâs uncle inclined his head to look at her. âReading doesnât do this,â he said.Â
âNo, but fighting does. Come on, uncle,â Aemond said, his voice husky, taking his uncle to the training yard. âRavella and I found nothing of use for FatherââÂ
âThe suggestion to burn him helped. Heâs feeling better,â the Rogue Prince said. âDidnât it come from a book?âÂ
âA book called Ravella,â Aemond replied.Â
âThatâs very good to hear,â she pressed her side with a grimace.Â
âWhy are we here?â Daemon looked around, frowning when he saw Cregan Stark. The Lord of Winterfell had arrived yesterday, in response to the raven Aemond had had sent.Â
âUnsheathe Dark Sister and Ice,â she heard Aemond say, drawing his own sword and assuming a fighting position. He stood between his uncle and Cregan. Both men glanced at him, and unsheathed their blades, assuming the same stance. He nodded at the Brothers across the field, and they let go of the ropes they held.Â
The wight that was Garin Sand broke through the casket, running toward them. âIs thatâ?â Cregan asked.Â
âA wight, yes.â Aemond confirmed.Â
She leaned forward to tell Daemon, âThatâs what almost killed me. Well, not that one, but something similar. And these things are coming for us.âÂ
Daemon blinked at her.Â
âWeâre hoping you could take it back to Kingâs Landing, since Iâll stay here until Ravellaâs healed,â Aemond crossed his arms.Â
âWhat do you suggest I do with it?â his uncle snapped.Â
âShow it to my father, of course. Iâve written a rather long letter explaining everything, and as soon as I can return, Iâll answer any questions he has. To the best of my abilities, I mean.â He turned to Cregan, âAnd you, I wanted you to know thereâs a reason the Nightâs Watch has had some deserters. Your people would be the first to suffer if the Wall⊠you know.âÂ
The Lord of Winterfell nodded. âI must tell them to burn our dead.â Winterfellâs crypts were brimming with dead Starks. She didnât envy Cregan.Â
âThatâs a good idea,â Aemond agreed, glancing at his uncle. âYou should urge Father to do the same. In fact, you should have him show this thing to everyone. People shouldnât be allowed to forget whatâs coming. Thereâs one for you, as well, Lord Stark, though itâs a dog.âÂ
The Rogue Prince stood stupefied, watching as the rangers forced the wight into another casket.Â
Both men stayed until the Lord Commander returned. She stood leaning against the wall of the great hall while they made sense of their story: after she and Aemond left, Maester Duncan â as pragmatic as any maester â assembled the books they had been reading and found their annotations. He read them, and upon finding the part, which sheâd written in red ink, about the Watch of old fighting with obsidian, and hearing the Lord Commander relay Ravellaâs comment about not having any, assembled as many pieces as they could find. Leo Rhysling reunited a group â which included a skinchanging Thoren â, and they set out to follow not too long after, using the fastest horses at their disposal. Unsure of what to do, and delayed by a blizzard, they took the sudden red clearing of the sky to mean they should go on, and rode towards the Nightfort, arriving just as Ravella was running out.Â
As for Aemond, heâd ripped the hounds to shreds, though their limbs continued to move on the ground around him. Poor Ser Steffon was dead, his eyes and tongue destroyed by the ravens under Ravellaâs orders, though Maester Duncan assured her he was already dead when she gave the order. Aemond, now fully rested, had explained a contingent of rangers, possibly from the Shadow Tower, saved him from the wights and Others, though the Lord Commander was skeptical, as there had been no way to inform them of it, and no man left behind when he and his men went down the well.Â
The seventy-nine sentinels, they agreed, were an assumption brought on by blood loss and heat of battle. That made her sad â she wanted them to be real. The Others and the Children were. Symeon had been. Why not the sentinels?Â
âIâm sorry about your fatherâs ring, butterfly,â Aemond said.Â
âIt saved your life, and thatâs all that matters. We can get a new one,â she said, brushing their lips together. Now that she was also rested, she couldnât bring herself to be angry at his lie â in light of everything happening, sheâd forgotten she couldnât be pregnant, being in the first days of her menses.Â
âMy wetnurse used to say the Wall was more than ice and stone,â Cregan mumbled, deep in thought, âShe was right. Rhysling, Iâll have men dispatched here. Either to seal that gate shut forever or to watch it.âÂ
âThat gate must be how the Watch used to travel north. Before there was a Wall,â Ravella suggested, sitting on Aemondâs lap. âYou canât shut it forever, Lord Stark. Might be thereâll be need of it. The Nightfort must be preserved.âÂ
Daemon agreed, âItâs too early to make a decision. Have the castle patrolled. Warn your people of it. Iâll do the same down south, although my brother will want your opinion on it,â he looked at Aemond, then took his leave, the box with the wight secured on Caraxesâ talons.Â
Ravella didnât want to think where Daemon would display the wight. She could just picture poor Alicent.Â
âPrince Daemon is right,â Cregan acknowledged. âAnd to think we had no idea of it. You and Lady Whitmore have avoided a catastrophe. We canât thank you enough, my prince.âÂ
Aemond shook his head. âWeâre glad to be of help, my lord. Weâre in this together,â he offered Lord Stark a hand, which Cregan shook.Â
She smiled, paying attention to the way the Brothers watched him. Even if protecting the gate was the duty of anyone who didnât want to be turned into a wight, Aemond fighting them was honorable and brave. She hoped heâd see it that way, too. She knew what sheâd tell everyone when they got back.Â
***Â
âCan you take me to the Nightfort again? Iâd like to take a look at the weirwood,â she asked, and he agreed.Â
This time, they neednât fear what was inside. They went straight to the kitchen. Ravella rested her hand on the white bark, pressing her forehead against it, âI thought you were withering. I was half right â protecting the world is too great a weight, isnât it?â she said out loud, caressing the trunk and its worn-out carving.Â
âYes. Made much easier with help,â an old voice said. They turned around to look at the white-haired man coming up the well.Â
âLord Ryswell,â Aemond said, seemingly recognizing the man.Â
âExcuse me?â Ravella asked.Â
âYou called us, and we came,â Lord Ryswell answered.Â
âI⊠did?âÂ
âWhen you saw the tree, and then when the wight was choking you,â he reminded her. âYou looked at the gate and asked it to help. You arenât a man of the Watch, my lady, but you were a warrior protecting the realms of Men then. That was enough. The gods woke us up.âÂ
âI did, didnât I?â she smiled, glancing at Aemond. There was a faint smirk on his face. âThe seventy-nine sentinels are real,â she said, as if that werenât obvious. âWhat happens to you now?âÂ
âWe resume our duty. Thatâs what we do. The others are down there, waiting for me.âÂ
âI didnât mean to disturb your rest.âÂ
âOur rest?â Lord Ryswell tilted his head, and his white hair covered his dark eyes from view. âNo, you did not. We do not rest. We stand vigil, trapped in the ice. You released us. We lived for a moment thanks to you.âÂ
âDoes it mean you fell?â Aemond asked.Â
âSome of us did. But rose again. They died when they were dug into the Wall. It was necessary.âÂ
âHow come youâre here now?â he inquired.Â
âYou and the lady had questions, and the old gods allowed me to answer some of them. The trees know, Lady Whitmore. Dragon Prince. They saw you, a butterfly and a dragon locked in battle. The dragon could burn the world to the ground, but it was the fluttering of the butterflyâs wings that could decide its fate.âÂ
âMy sisterâs dream,â Aemond guessed.Â
âAnd much more than that. Iâm not at liberty to tell you everything. Humans have a way of harming themselves when they know their futures.âÂ
She wanted to ask⊠but she couldnât. Instead, she said, âWeâve come here to find a cure for King Viserys. Is there one?âÂ
âNo. Diseases have cures, but your king isnât sick.âÂ
âMy father is rotting alive,â Aemond crossed his arms.Â
âSo is he. People like him are uncommonly frail and sickly â you can ameliorate his symptoms, if that helps, but you canât stop their progress. Everything that happens under the sun has a good reason, as your wife can tell. The magic loves her.âÂ
âWhy? Magic isnât safe,â that much she knew.Â
âBecause you tamed a dragon. The one you married and the one he rides. How many people can say that?â the old man inhaled, taking in her expression. His brown eyes were warm as he said, âHe went into the tree thinking of you, child.âÂ
âDid he?â she asked in a thin voice. So much for not asking.Â
âOf course he did. Your father loved you,â Aemond said, pinching her chin. âHeâd be proud of you.âÂ
âI know,â she thought of Onyx, of how familiar he felt even though her father had faded, his second life expired years ago. Then, she faced Lord Ryswell again, âWhatâs left of him⊠my mother?â she forced the words out, unable to complete the thought.Â
âThe fallen starâs light dimmed, but it burns bright in her offspring. Your mother comes from a long line of heroes. Her traditions were different from ours, but her soul shall live on. Your prayers will be answered.âÂ
âThey always are,â she let out in a shaky breath. âI just⊠donât want to wait.âÂ
She saw Aemond glancing from one to the other, though he didnât ask his questions.Â
âWe never do,â the dead sentinel smiled. âBut there was a reason she had to wait. The gods bestow gifts upon the favorites, and youâd need each other,â he spread his hands to encompass both her and Aemond. âYouâre one anotherâs gift. But your dragon wasnât about to hatch, and his butterfly couldnât emerge out of her chrysalis alone.âÂ
âIt isnât just a symbol,â she wiped at her tears, a weight lifted off her heart.Â
âNo. The gods donât often reveal themselves in ways we can understand, but you and your prince are a butterfly and a dragon.âÂ
âI understand Iâm ferocious, but what is she?â Aemond grinned, throwing his arm around her.Â
âTransformation. Change. Incomparable beauty. Nature,â Lord Ryswell made a gesture. âYou were right when you told the Brothers that she grew on you â butterflies do just that. This one isnât any different. It just took you a while to see and act on it.âÂ
âAct on it?â Ravella asked.Â
âThe weirwood stump in the kingswood,â Aemond guessed.Â
Lord Ryswell nodded, solemn. âYou wanted someone to love and build a family with,â he told her, âand you,â he addressed Aemond, âwanted to be someoneâs hero, so the gods put you together. Your love has brought some extended safety to the world. Not many people can say that.âÂ
âAn eyeless hero,â he shook his head.Â
âSymeon was fully blind and half-turned when he fought the Others. That brother of mine was luckier than the one your butterfly killed. You sacrificed an eye to get your dragon, however, if you hadnât, you wouldnât have had her,â he gestured at Ravella.Â
âIâd gladly sacrifice the other, too,â he smiled.Â
âGood,â Lord Ryswell said with a smile. âIt wonât come down to this, though. Youâve earned your happiness. Enjoy it.âÂ
âBut you said⊠youâre going to stand vigil. For how long?â she asked.Â
âFor as long as it takes, until the Others are defeated once and for all.âÂ
âButââ she glanced at Aemond.Â
Her husbandâs hand closed around her chin, âHeâs cursed, my love. He canât rest.âÂ
âNo manâs as accursed as the kinslayer,â Lord Ryswell quoted the old adage.Â
âBut you didnâtââÂ
âOh, child, I did,â he shook his head, guilt etched on his face. âIf you think hard on it, youâll realize the truth. I couldâve let my son and his friends flee. I returned them to the Watch, there was no difference between that or digging up his grave myself. He died by my hand all the same. At least I can keep him company in death. Thatâs more than what I did in life. Your father knows that, too,â he told Aemond.Â
She held his hand. âI wish I could help him, Aemond.âÂ
âI know,â he sighed, shaking his head. âWhen does it stop?âÂ
âAsk your sister. Sheâll be better able to tell you.âÂ
âWell, since we canât help the king⊠can we help Vhagar?âÂ
The dead lord smirked. âYour dragon doesnât think she needs help. In this, I canât help â your familyâs magic is much different from what I know. Everything your House has was bought at a very dear cost.âÂ
âBlood magic,â Aemond said. Glancing down at her, âWe canât pay this price. It isnât worth it.âÂ
Lord Ryswell agreed, seemingly approving his conclusion, âNo. Blood magic usually isnât. Remember my mistake and donât make it. I think that should suffice.âÂ
Aemond nodded. Clearly, he understood exactly what Lord Ryswell meant, though Ravella didnât.Â
âWill we see you again?â she asked.Â
âIf the Others breach the Wall while you still live, we will fight side by side. If not, I donât think so.âÂ
âDo you know what comes next?â she looked at Aemond. âI donât want to be separated from him by death.âÂ
âI donât. I havenât crossed that line. But if it helps, I believe heâll find his way back to you. He did it once, he can do it again,â he grinned. âYour parents are together. A moth attracted by the flame of a star, trying to reach it,â his gaze became lost, a sigh made it past his lips. âYes, they are together. Thereâs no reason you shouldnât be, unless you want to.âÂ
âWe donât,â they answered together.Â
âThatâs settled then.â The crow said. âAnything else?âÂ
âYes â only obsidian kills the Others?â Aemond asked.Â
âOnly obsidian. You can use a lot of things to kill wights. Theyâre the result of necromancy, so those Valyrian steel blades you covet should do the trick and release them from the Othersâ spell. But you shouldnât make new ones, because blood magic.âÂ
A nod. âWe must mine Dragonstone then.âÂ
Ravella wouldnât argue. âWhat about the king? Since I canât heal him, how can I help him?âÂ
âTell me â why is it so important to help him? He neglected the man you love.âÂ
Ravella glanced at Aemond, before facing Lord Ryswell again. âI donât think King Viserys is evil. I think⊠he doesnât realize how badly heâs hurt his children, but he isnât a bad person. In fact, I believe heâd change if he knew how his children feel. Moreover, Aemond and his siblings should have the time to enjoy their fatherâs company. And⊠I canât shake off the feeling that his death would be tragic in a lot of different ways, because heâs the only thing holding Aemondâs family together and⊠well, your grandfather is power-hungry. Iâm sorry.âÂ
He nodded, grim.Â
âAh, that,â the dead lord nodded. âYes, good reasons to help. Your husband knows what to do. I hope he follows through, at least for your sake. In the meantime, you can make his father better with obsidian. Thatâs what their people used to make wounds better. The dragon blood flowing in their veins and all that.âÂ
âI thought that was just a boast,â Ravella told Aemond.Â
âSo did I,â he shrugged.Â
âIt is a boast, but not only that,â Lord Ryswell said. âThereâs a reason you didnât lose your hand, though you touched both the Otherâs sword and his blood. You do have dragon blood, and dragons like volcanoes. They feel right at home. So, obsidian kept them strong. Itâd help your father, too, boy, but I canât say how much. Heâs fading.âÂ
âI understand. Itâs fine,â he told Ravella.Â
âBefore I forget,â Lord Ryswell said, reaching into his pocket. He held something out to Aemond. âYouâll have to fix it, but one of my brothers savaged it.âÂ
Ravellaâs eyes teared up when she saw the signet ring. The black gold foundation was gone, but the obsidian was perfect. Aemond held it, saying, âThank you, my lord.âÂ
Lord Ryswell bowed. âThe gods have deemed it fitting. A hero should have a reminder of their deeds, and this ring has more importance than all the worldâs riches.âÂ
Aemond smiled, glancing at her. âYou know, it was given to me by the greatest treasure in my hoard. Youâre absolutely right.â
The dead ranger laughed. âAnd you worry youâll be apart,â he told Ravella with a shake of his head, before disappearing back down the well.Â
âDo you see now?â Berry asked, coming from behind the weirwood.Â
âA little. Not enough,â Aemond admitted. âWhat do you want from us, Berry?âÂ
âThe dreamer and the greenseer,â the child of the forest answered. Aemond groaned, making Ravella laugh.
Summary: The beginning of a life-changing adventure.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen & Ravella Whitmore (OC)
Warnings: Smut. Fluff. ESL, please be patient. Unedited.
Word count: +12k
Disclaimer: Iâd meant to post this earlier, but lifeâs been crazy; at least, Iâll be able to post pt. 4 soon. I love Ravella and Aemond. Iâm actually thinking of writing this as a shorter serialized stuff, because I do have plans, so any feedback is appreciated. I hope you enjoy it.
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Aemond looked at his reflection in the mirror. This time, his eye didnât drift to the background, where Ravella, back half-covered by that glorious curtain of glossy black hair, slept on her side, still enjoying the leftover heat of his body. No, now he was staring at himself.
The scar was hideous. Hence the eyepatch dangling off his fingers â a measure of protection. Only⊠he didnât want to wear it anymore.
Heâd never wanted to, really. It had been necessary, however, so he wouldnât offend the ladies, many of whom got faint whenever they saw the maimed prince coming. That always filled Aemond with shame, and no matter what his mother and sister said about any woman being lucky to have his love, he didnât believe them, finding peace at the idea of an arranged marriage. Naturally, his wife wouldâve despised his looks, but with an arrangement of that sort, he wouldnât have to fight for her. Wouldnât be haunted by the prospect of her rejection. Fulfilling their duties to their Houses wouldâve had to suffice.
The thing was, after getting the sapphire, he shouldnât have worn the patch. Ravella had called him Symeon Star-Eyes, and asked that he not hide behind the eyepatch. At the time, he didnât have words to explain his choice to wear it wasnât to hide, but to avoid causing discomfort to others. How could he say that when the woman he loved accepted him as he were, and didnât consider him lesser than for being eyeless? When sheâd compared him to a hero of old, and went so far as getting him a dual-bladed staff, the same weapon legends said Symeon used to fight?Â
Three months had passed since they were wed in the godswood, in the eyes of the old gods and the new. Three months since Ravella scolded him for belittling himself over the loss of his eye.Â
Three months since his wife stated her ownership of him.Â
His lips curved at the memory. Helaena had told him he was the dragon jealously hoarding a butterfly, but his sister omitted â likely because she didnât see it â the fact that it was the butterfly the one who wielded real power; she could make the dragon bend to his knees for her, fly to the confines of the world to get her heartâs desire. A command, and the dragon was her willing slave.Â
That she wanted nothing but his love, and to build a family with him, humbled him in a way nothing else could. There were days he had to pinch himself to admit his life was true, and Ravella â the former bane of his existence â did love him. Not too long ago, theyâd have probably considered their love a nightmare.Â
âYouâre so handsome when thoughtfulâŠâ she drawled in a voice husky by sleep.Â
Aemond strode back to their bed, sitting beside her. âPer you, Iâm the most handsome man in the world.âÂ
âYou are,â she pinched his cheek, eyes roaming over his naked body. âAre you going to the training yard?âÂ
âYes. I need to train today, if I ever hope to wield your gift in battle,â he grinned. âHowever, Iâm going to the Pit first, unless you want me to stay with you in the godswood?âÂ
âNo, you wouldnât appreciate my art,â she pinched his cheek again. âAlthough youâd make me feel good about it.âÂ
Aemond had asked his father, King Viserys, to allow Ravella to carve up the weirwood tree, and Viserys granted it. Only, it took Ravella several weeks to decide what to carve, as she exchanged messages with several Houses that still worshipped the old gods of the forest instead of the Seven. While she refused to divulge what she was going to carve, she was very open about her suspicions â that the tree had been carved so long ago, though its continued growth deformed the carvings and made them look like bumps in the bark. At least, that was the theory sheâd come up with after talking to a Blackwood.Â
Now, over a hundred years after the Conquest, the weirwood was finally âadultâ enough to sustain the carving she meant to make, and carry it on through the years.Â
She was grateful he was able to secure his fatherâs permission for her to carve up the weirwood, as that would allow the old gods to be strong in the south once more. Just yesterday, Lord Blackwood had approached Ravella to chat with her about the upcoming carving, and Aemond had a feeling itâd be a spectacle.Â
âAre you going to the Pit to continue teaching Vhagar how to protect me?â He nodded, and she rolled her eyes in false impatience. âYou know it makes me mad that youâll say youâre training her, but not how.âÂ
He smirked. âYou might find out soon enough. What are you going to carve up?â
 âA face,â she wiggled her eyebrows, pointing to a bag containing a collection of chisels and sharp blades, unable to mask her animation. He scowled in answer, unimpressed by her secrecy, but the grimace only sent her into a fit of giggles, the sweet sound titillating against his eardrums. Thatâs what true satisfaction sounded like, he thought, bending down to give her a kiss.Â
She pulled him closer, until he was lying on top of her. His right hand found her breast, the pad of his thumb drawing circles around her hardened nipple, his mouth swallowing her moan. His left delved between her legs, and his breath caughtâ âYouâre so wet,â he mumbled against her ear. It shouldnât surprise him; there were some days she became a ravenous, frantic beast. Aemond couldnât tell if it was only the lust she felt for him, or if it was her way of forcing a pregnancy. Ravella was eager for a child, after all.Â
Last night, she made him leave his familyâs company before dinner was over. He got worried about the way she was rubbing her temples and forehead, and asked his parents to excuse them. Ravella refused seeing a maester, insisting she needed a good nightâs sleep, so Aemond took her to their quarters â instead of carrying her. When the door bolted shut behind him, he turned around to find her hurling her body against his, kissing him and trying to undress both of them.Â
He didnât scowl. He didnât like being lied to, but he could forgive her for that transgression â at least, that was the idea until she told him she was unwell. She laughed against his lips, saying he could cure her headache. And then she forced him to lie down flat on his back, and rode him with an intensity that had them both groaning out loud and banging the bed against the wall.Â
âAemond,â her hands closed around his shoulders, âstop.â He did, and knelt down on the bed. She followed him, sitting up. âShit,â she shook her head, looking at his blood-stained fingers.Â
âI donât mind,â he tried to kiss her again.Â
âI do.âÂ
He sighed. It was his turn to shake his head. The erection he was sporting wasnât going anywhere. âFine. Are you in pain? Can I get you anything?âÂ
She laughed. âNo, my love. In factâŠâ she said after thinking better. âCome here.âÂ
He crawled his usual side of the bed where she was patting the mattress, and lied down. Maybe she needed to not look, he thought, and the feeling got stronger as she cleaned his fingers on her forsaken nightgown. âI donât mind, Ravella. Really.âÂ
âI know. But the bed would be a mess. Let me,â she insisted when he tried to reach for her.Â
He settled. She smiled, then lowered her head, closing her lips around his nipple and taking a deep suck. His cock, already rock-hard, became a diamond. If thatâs what she felt when he sucked on her nipples, then heâd make sure to do that all the timeâŠÂ
He recalled that was how heâd given her first orgasm, in the cold, rainy darkness of the kingswood. He teased her breasts with his hands and lips until she came, screaming and trembling. Then he went on to claim more climaxes from her overworked body by worshipping the sweet flesh between her thighs.Â
By getting addicted to her.Â
âDoes this feel good?â she asked after taking a lick of his hipbone.Â
âBetter than good,â he mumbled, opening his eye to see her beam. âRavellaââÂ
âIt isnât fair that you leave my bed unsatisfied, husband,â she said, voice severe, fingers working his shaft. Back then, heâd wondered what his cock would look like between her hands. A month later, with their wedding, he knew, just as he knew what it looked like coming in and out of her, thanks to the mirror heâd placed across the bed so she could watch as he fucked her.Â
âPleaseâŠâ he wasnât above begging.Â
âWhat do you want?â she arched a brow, squeezing the cockhead. He was too thick for her to close her hand around.Â
âYour mouth.âÂ
âYou pervert,â she said, but laughed and did as he asked⊠kind of. She didnât part her lips to take him, but did as she was wont to â covered the shaft with soft, close-lipped kisses, using his juices to rub her mouth against his skin, pressing her tongue against the throbbing veins.Â
That first night, Aemond was resented she was using him â the conclusion of what they must do to retain and generate heat came from him, but it was Ravellaâs decision to explore his body so sheâd learn how to pleasure her future husband. He couldnât describe what he felt at the idea of her with another. Now, though, he was grateful of the lesson she learned, because it made her pretty much uninhibited in his arms. She was comfortable voicing her wants and needs and making demands, and encouraged him to do the same; she didnât consider anything shameful, for âlovemakingâs a physical way to love each other,â as sheâd put it.Â
Moreover, Ravella ached to be a mother. And sheâd figured out that Aemond was equally stimulated by the idea, to the point that she used the imagery of his breeding her to make him mindless with lust.Â
His hips shot up when her lips closed around the head. She couldnât go past the first four inches of his cock, no matter how hard she tried; even so, he was at peace with not knowing what itâd be like to be fully inside her, massaged by the tight muscles of her throat. He forced himself to hold still while she worked her mouth around him, unwilling to put more strains on her; the first time sheâd tried to suck him, he feared her lips would split.Â
âRavellaâŠâ he moaned a few minutes later, while she sucked on the head as if she were nursing. He said her name again, because she liked the sound of it on his lips, coating with both yearning and agony.Â
A deep rumble formed in the back of his throat when she intensified her movements without taking him off her mouth, which she always did when she noticed his orgasm was about to happen. His hand found her hair, and though he tried to force her to stay quiet so he could pull out, she refused. Her eyes, a perfect mix of violet and blue, were nearly black as they pled in silence that he let her finish, so he relaxed his grip⊠somewhat. He kept holding the strands, massaging her scalp with the tips of his fingers, but stopped fighting her.Â
âIâm going toââ he warned, breathless.Â
She beat on his lower belly, opening her mouth more. As she did, Aemond growled, his eye rolling back as he shouted his release to the sky.Â
She swallowed each spurt of his come, and cleaned up the rest running down his shaft with her tongue. When she licked at her lips and pressed them together, as if she were applying a balm sheâd bought to keep them moisturized, Aemond lost it â he brought her closer and claimed her lips. âYouâre still wet,â he could feel it against his skin.Â
âMy bloodââÂ
âRide me anyway.âÂ
âYour cockâs limp,â she pressed their foreheads together, staring into his eye.Â
âAnd whose fault is that?â she laughed, weak. âRide my thigh. Friction that sweet cunt against me until you come.âÂ
It was clear the suggestion shocked as much as it aroused her. She did as he said, straddling his left thigh. In no time, she was moaning his name, her body undulating, clit constrained between their bodies, her wetness coating him. His nails dug into her hips as he held them to help her grind harder. He watched her flushed face, a violent possession spreading through him. That was how she was supposed to look.Â
âAemond, my breasts feel so heavy⊠theyâre so sensitiveââÂ
âI canât touch them now. Do it yourself,â he ordered darkly, and she obeyed. He licked his lips as he watched. He wanted to take each nipple in his mouth and tug, but didnât. Ravella pleasuring herself was so much better, he was loathe of ruining the moment. His gaze closed on the bruises his passion drew on her skin last night. He loved watching them. Her.Â
The wave came crashing upon her when he tightened the muscle of his thigh, making it contract against her clit. She screamed his name, her spine arching at the lower back. She fell on his chest, heaving against his skin, the puddle of her juices squishing as she moved, allowing them to run down to the linen. He kissed her forehead.Â
***Â
One hour and several kisses later, she took his hand into hers as they left their quarters to have breakfast with the rest of his family, after which Aemond kissed her knuckles and joined Aegon, leaving Ser Arryk behind to guard her. The idea of needing a Kingsguard in the godswood was ridiculous, but Ravella knew her husband wouldnât change his mind; as a prince, he was used to getting his way, and she supposed itâd cost her nothing to oblige him.Â
She was, per his own admission, his greatest treasure.Â
âLady Ravella,â Lord Corlys Velaryon greeted her. His wife, Princess Rhaenys, was beside him, her hand tucked between his. It never failed to amaze her how those two behaved like their love was still new and green, and she wished for the same happening to her and Aemond.Â
âLord Corlys, Princess Rhaenys.âÂ
âAre you going to the godswood?âÂ
âYes,â she smiled. âAre you going there, as well?âÂ
âYes. Would you mind if we walked with you?â the princess asked.Â
ââCourse not. I could do with the company.âÂ
In a matter of seconds, she began questioning her acceptance of their company, for a few seconds later, their grandchildren fell into step behind them. Ravella didnât mind the princes and ladies, but Aemond would, if he were there. The four were directly involved in his blinding, with the younger boy having cut his eye. She wanted to hate Prince Lucerys â Aemondâs nephew â with the same fervor Aemond did, but as an outsider, she considered it a waste of time. The children were shaped by the adults raising them. In her mind, there was no doubt their relationship wouldnât have turned out so strained if the rest of House Targaryen had taken measures to create a safe family life for the children.Â
They hadnât, and Aemond ended up hurt.Â
Thankfully, she was able to shake off her uneasiness and make small talk with them, even if she could feel the slight mockery in the princesâ voices whenever they mentioned she was their aunt â something they took great joy in repeating, until they realized she wasnât upset.Â
âLord Blackwood!â she opened up a smile, and the man, a few years older than Aemond, approached them, paying due note to Aemondâs family. âHave you come to watch?âÂ
âIâd be lying if I said Iâm not curious, my lady,â he smiled, his dark-gray eyes sparkling.Â
âMaybe youâd like to help?â she offered.Â
He held up both hands. âOh no, I couldnât. Thatâs your right. Iâm just going to watch. I wrote to Alysanne. A mistake, of course. Now she wants to come to Kingâs Landing.âÂ
âIâd love to see your sister again. And your son, I imagine heâs all grown, isnât he?âÂ
Lord Samwell agreed with her policy of strengthening the ties between the followers of the old gods, so they made it a point of keeping correspondence with each other, as well with Houses from the north. Not only that, but she suspected that, if Lord Blackwood hadnât been married at 12, and she hadnât married Aemond, heâd have proposed to her, and sheâd have accepted. It wouldnât have been a love match, but as sheâd told Aemondâs parents, sheâd settle for a good man who kept her faith, and Lord Blackwood had a good reputation.Â
(That was assuming she were informed of Lord Blackwoodâs offer, since his parents had rejected some over the years behind her back, hoping sheâd end up marrying Aemond. She tried, but failed to see what had led them to believe theyâd be a good match, when they spent the entire time bickering.)Â
Engaging Lord Samwell in conversation made it easier to avoid the Velaryons and Targaryens. Not to the point of rudeness, though; she tried to include them in their conversation, but mostly, Aemondâs nephews and cousins just stood listening.Â
âDid you bring a sketch?â Samwell laughed.Â
âYes, of course. I donât want to offend the gods.âÂ
He shook his head. âTheyâll finally have eyes here. Iâm sure they wonât be offended.âÂ
âYes, but their eyes wonât change. Pleasing them is important. I shudder just imagining how accomplished a carver Iâll turn out to be,â she said, and raised the hand holding the smallest chisel.Â
She took a while to arrange her skirts to allow herself freedom of movement when she knelt, and voiced a quick prayer to make the carving justice. She knew there was a big difference between what she envisioned and what she might accomplish, and truly didnât want to harm the tree. Like Aemond, the bark would be forever marked.Â
Onyx, her raven, landed on a branch, black wings spread, his curious, intense black eyes watching her with undivided attention. Other ravens joined him, but she didnât pay them mind, saying, âIâve tried to discover how they made the first carvings, where to begin from, but couldnât find anything. So, Iâm just going to start by the eyebrows.âÂ
Forty minutes later, she took the handkerchief Lord Blackwood held out and wiped at the sweat at the roots of her hair. Her methodical work was paying off â sheâd carved the contour of one eyebrow and eye, as well as some discreet laugh lines at the corner of the eye and above, at the âforeheadâ. Her fingers were stained red with the sap running off, and her smile was strained as she returned the handkerchief to Lord Blackwood. Still, sheâd anticipated the sap running in heavy rivulets down the white bark, and planned to carve a smiling mouth, so the tree would appear to be laughing so hard, it cried.Â
âShouldnât you carve a serious face? I heard most faces are solemn,â Lady Baela asked.Â
âThey are. The Blackwoodsâ have a serious, but not unkind face,â she grinned up at Lord Blackwood, then glanced at Aemondâs cousin. âBut for me, the godswood is a place meant to do oneâs soul good. Itâs where I feel at peace. If Iâm sad, I come here to get cheered up. This is what Iâm trying to convey.âÂ
âLike the Motherâs statues are always benevolent,â Princess Rhaenys spoke up, and although she was serious, something about her bone structure made it look like she had a permanent smirk on her face.Â
âPrecisely like that,â Ravella confirmed.Â
âSo, youâre carving a female face?â Prince Lucerys asked.Â
âNo, sheâs carving Aemondâs,â the kingâs hoarse voice made them all pause and look at him. Ravella tried to stand up and curtsy as everyone else, but Aemondâs father didnât let her. âKeep on, child. Does he know?âÂ
âItâs a surprise, Your Grace. He has no idea.âÂ
Viserys chuckled. âI understand. Thatâs why he isnât here, trying to stop you.âÂ
âWhy?â Prince Jacaerys asked, sneering. âShouldnât it be wrong to carve his face? Besides, heâs only got one eyeâŠâÂ
âThis face will have one eye, too, when Iâm finished,â Ravella gave him an ugly onceover. âAs for it being wrong, I was going to carve up my fatherâs face, but then settled on Aemondâs.â Not because her fatherâs face wasnât as vivid in her memory anymore, but because he hadnât been haunted by a scar and painful memories that made him doubt his self-worth. âWhen Iâm done, no one will have a choice but to see what I see when I look at my husband.âÂ
Her response obviously angered the younger prince, but Ravella didnât care. She was smiling to herself, her father-in-lawâs smirk, so similar to Aemondâs, lost on her as she worked.Â
It didnât take long for Lord Blackwoodâs handkerchief to drip red, useless, so she started to wipe off the sap on her own gown, for she was risking slipping her hold on the chisels and cutting her fingers off â and Aemond would be furious, she thought to herself with a silent giggle.Â
The left eye was carved deep, the shape of an eyepatch surrounding it, a scar just like Aemondâs cutting through it. Then she looked around, and finding what she wanted, let out a little scream and held up the weirwood seed, meaning for it to represent Aemondâs sapphire eye, and used the chiselâs handle to secure it inside the eye after deepening a portion of the hole. The red sap made it appear like the improvised eyeball was bleeding, and while it wasnât what sheâd meant, she took great delight in the way Aemondâs family flinched.Â
Sheâd have to tell him about this, once they were alone in their room.Â
***Â
Aemond had no doubts where Ravella was, and the crowd around the heart tree confirmed his suspicions. He tried to keep his arrival a surprise, but her stupid raven, perched up in a branch, spread his wings and croaked in a shrill voice, âToothleeesssss!âÂ
He gritted his teeth. One day, heâd shoot an arrow between that little bastardâs tiny eyes and cook him into a stew. His anger inflamed when he saw Ravellaâs shoulders shaking, though she did nothing to acknowledge his presence. She was the reason the cleverly evil animal called him that.Â
At least, no one seemed to catch up. He much preferred the raven calling him One-Eye. That was scarier than Toothless. The latter made Aemond suspect heâd lose fear and respect, as if his bite had no⊠well, bite. A toothless dragon, as his wife had put it.Â
âAemond, come here,â Viserys said, so Aemond went to stand beside him, a little apart from the crowd. He scowled when the king mouthed silently, âToothless?â and laughed when Aemond nodded, glaring a hole into Ravellaâs head.Â
Please, gods, donât let milk of the poppy make Father tell anyone about this, he prayed in thoughts. Aemond wouldnât survive if Aegon were to find out. His elder brother could be mean when he wanted to â and he always wanted to.Â
âWhat do you think?â his father pointed to the tree.Â
âIââ he paused, doing a double take, frowning slightly before a foolish smile curved his lips and his heart skipped a beat when he realized what it was. âThe womanâs infatuated,â he said, loud enough for her to hear.Â
Ravella laughed, not denying his words. âJust you wait until I start on the lips,â she said, her voice melodic.Â
âRavella, donât,â he crossed his arms, unwilling to blush. It wasnât uncommon for Ravella to rub the pads of her fingers on his lips and comment on how much they were âbegging for a sweet kissâ. If she did that to the tree, heâd be lost.Â
âRavella, do,â she winked at him, laughing.Â
He sighed, shaking his head. His wife was impossible â it was why he loved her so.Â
As the hours passed, the crowd dwindled. Many left to have lunch, including his father, although the king returned not long after, accompanied by Aemondâs mother. Only Lord Blackwood, and the men sworn to him, remained throughout it.Â
âIs she supposed to do that?â Alicent asked, brow furrowed, and Aemond stopped watching his wife to look at her carving. It was his face, carved in gigantic proportions â his eyes alone were each the size of Ravellaâs fist. But once she finished the face, she began carving a winged creature⊠not a dragon, but the ravens, especially the one looking over his shoulder, had a distinctive reptilian look about them, and he could also make out the faint shape of a butterflyâs fluttering wings.Â
âI donât know,â he shook his head, glancing at Lord Blackwood. âMy lord?âÂ
âPrince! Prince! Prince!â The raven next to Onyx croaked.Â
Samwellâs dark-gray eyes were covered in a milky-white curtain, but acquired some focus as he blinked to stare at Aemond, though they remained slightly vacant. It was pretty much the same way Ravellaâs looked when she was warging. âMy prince?âÂ
âIs that supposed to happen?â Aemond nodded at the tree.Â
âIâve never seen anything like it before,â the man replied, but he didnât sound worried. âIt isnât uncommon that the gods use us as tools to enforce their wills. I wouldnât be concernedââÂ
The shrill scream that escaped Viserysâ mouth interrupted him.Â
***Â
âRavella? Little butterfly, wake up,â the beloved voice came from a long distance.
âWhat?â she opened her eyes, and found herself staring at the reddened weirwood, a chisel two inches away on the ground, its broken end aimed at her eye. âAemond?âÂ
âMy love,â her husband clutched her limp form to his chest, kissing her temple, and holding her tight. âYou passed out. The maester is comingââÂ
âNo,â she tried to stand up, and he helped her sit. âI donât need a maester,â she held on to his wrist, though that was a lost battle. Aemond wouldnât accept her rejecting an examination. âEverything Iâm feeling is related to my moonâs blood.âÂ
He nodded, but the concern didnât leave his face. âIâd feel better if you saw him anyway. You fainted. Father had a seizure. We were rushing to his side when you simply dropped to the ground. I was so scared.âÂ
While he carried her to their chambers, he told her about the incident â of how she and Lord Blackwoodâs minds seemed to vanish, as if they were warging, and then the king screamed and passed out as well. Even her comment about his fatherâs frail health didnât dissuade his resolve, so she accepted to see the maester, if only to tranquilize him before she explained that what had happened was magical in nature.Â
Grand Maester Orwyle said she was fine, so Ravella expected to be let go, but Aemond insisted she rest. âItâs late,â he pointed out, âyou canât finish the carving. You also need to eat.âÂ
After studying him for a while, and disliking being the reason of his worry, she nodded. She didnât like being bedridden, but as Rosey scolded her for being careless â spending so long under the sun, without eating, in her condition (as if Ravella were sick), when she knew fully well there were months her menses were terrible â, she didnât put up a fight. But she insisted on seeing the king.Â
Surprisingly, Aemond didnât argue. He took her hand and put it on his elbow for support, and let her determine the pace of their walk as they went to the kingâs quarters. His mother met them by the door, her eyes rimmed red⊠a common occurrence as King Viserys got worse day after day. âHow is he?â Aemond asked.Â
âResting. The seizure didnât cause any damage. However, the fall produced a new wound andââ the queen hid her face from view.Â
Aemond hugged his mother, and Ravella looked away. She couldnât bear that forlorn look on his face. For all the complications in his relationship with his father, Aemond didnât hate him. His current despair was directed as much at the disease eating at the king, making his flesh decay as if he were a corpse, as it was at his inability to shield his mother, because thatâs what he judged his lot in life: to protect the people he loved.Â
âCan we go in?â he asked.Â
âOf course,â she wiped at her tears. âEveryoneâs come to see him. Rhaenyra left a few minutes ago. I believe she means to fly to Essos, discover if anyone has developed a similar disease.âÂ
Search parties had been sent in the past, Ravella knew. But it seemed like King Viserysâ disease was unique. Maybe a dragonrider could go farther; the envoys the Crown had sent went as far as Norvos.Â
Ravella stayed close to the queen, assuring her she was fine, and attributing her fainting to her menses and lack of eating. As Alicent reprehended her, fretting with motherly concern like Rosey, she watched Aemond approach his fatherâs bed, as if afraid of what he might find. She averted her gaze, ashamed and jealous both, that Aemond had parents to worry about and for, while she didnât. She had a family â her motherâs family in Dorne, as well as Aemondâs relatives â, but they werenât her parents. She had two mother figures, but neither her grandmother nor Alicent were her mother, the same way Uncle Arthur wasnât her father, though she loved them with all her heart.Â
It was unfair that her mother was taken from the side of the husband sheâd given up so much for, and the child theyâd spent so long yearning for, that her father didnât get to live long enough to see his only daughter grow up and marry a man heâd have approved of. Deep down, Ravella was terrified of the same happening to herself.Â
âExcuse me, Your Grace, Lady Ravella,â she greeted Ser Steffon Darklyn without paying attention, âPrincess Rhaenyra requests your presence.âÂ
Alicent answered, âPlease, ser, tell her weâll join her shortly.âÂ
The man nodded and walked away, leaving them with Ser Criston Cole, Alicentâs sworn shield. âDonât worry about him, Your Grace. If thereâs anything to be done to help the king, weâll find a way,â Ravella said, smiling at the older woman.Â
âHeâs unconscious,â Aemond said, having ended his visit.Â
âThatâs because of the sweetsleep. He was in a lot of pain. Would you join Rhaenyra and the others now?âÂ
Ravella could tell he didnât like the idea, but he wasnât about to deny his mother, so the three of them went to the chamber where the Princess of Dragonstone waited with the rest of the family. Aemond was the first one to go in, a scowl on his face after Ravella pointed out she and Alicent werenât Targaryen enough to.Â
Soon enough, the adult and teenaged dragonriders were in a heated discussion about the kingâs health, so Alicent, as his caretaker, cleared her throat and stated the facts, âViserys isnât getting better. No matter what we do, the most weâve accomplished is delaying the inevitable.âÂ
âIs heâ?â Prince Daemon asked. Ravella felt sorry for the kingâs younger brother. They were close, and hearing that the person one admired the most was dying had to hurt.Â
âI believe so,â the queenâs face was sympathetic. âGrandmaester Orwyle has said he can help with the pain, but the wounds⊠wonât be stopped. They come and take on a strange shape. Youâve seen it, Prince Daemon.âÂ
âIâll fly to Essos. Someone must know whatâs happening to him,â the Rogue Prince began pacing. âA reward should be offered for informationââÂ
âYou wouldnât be able to tell if the information you get is real,â Ravella interrupted. For some reason, the older prince paid attention to her. She leaned forward, âI donât know what you mean to do, but payment isnât enough. And even if the information makes him feel better, I donât know if itâs enough to restore his health. Doesnât mean you canât try, though.âÂ
âWhat do you suggest?â Aemondâs uncle asked.Â
She looked around, and noticed everyone was holding their breath. Even Aemond. She rubbed her lips together, and said, âIf I were a dragonrider, Iâd search in Essos, flying past Qarth, to Volatis. Iâd go to Pentos and Braavos and Asshai. Iâd even go to Ibben, talk to the Jogos Nhai, the Dothraki⊠Iâd also send someone to the Citadel, and to the Wall, to search the records there. I mean, Iâve never heard of anyone suffering from the same condition as the king. Doesnât mean anything, really. But I wonder if this isnât something he caught after flying somewhere he shouldnât with Balerion.âÂ
âYou mean like Princess Aerea?â Aemond asked.Â
Ravella nodded. âExactly like her.â Aerea Targaryen held the distinctive honor of having been the heir to the Iron Throne under two different kings; however, what truly mattered was her mysterious disappearance and death two years after claiming her dragon, Balerion â the same one Viserys claimed decades later. Something had happened to the Black Dread, which returned with a huge wound on his flank, while Princess Aerea boiled from the inside out from a fever.Â
At least, that was the official story. Reality was far more sinister, and Ravella only knew of it because Aemond had told her â the long-deceased Septon Barth and Grand Maester Benifer were the only two people whoâd had access to the dying princess, and agreed to never speak of her death to anyone, even her family. Still, the memories of her last hours were so haunting, both men had written detailed accounts of it, and hid their diaries, which Aemond somehow uncovered some years ago while researching something about his Houseâs history.Â
âYou should tell them,â Ravella said, touching his hand, when his relatives merely stared at them.Â
Aemond took a deep breath. âIâd better read it,â he said. When he came back, it was with a scroll â heâd copied the writings of both septon and maester because the diaries were too old, falling apart. âFrom Grand Maester Benifer,â he started after clearing his throat.Â
I joined the Citadel thinking Iâd achieve as much success as a boy born in my conditions could. I did â the son of a stonemason and a kitchen girl became the Grand Maester for King Jaehaerys Targaryen. Serving the king, Iâve had the opportunity to continue learning and teaching, cultivating the clarity of thought that my mentors stimulated in order to clear oneâs mind from worldly preoccupations so we could unlock the secrets of the world. That came in handy for a man like me, who isnât of blind faith like Septon Barth, even if Iâm willing to admit there are times when all hope seems lost⊠until it isnât. There is something out there, even when my eyes canât see, but most times, I donât know if that something is the gods, or not. I used to be at peace with this uncertainty, for it brought me relief and a sense of security. My easiness died the day Princess Aerea turned out to be my greatest lesson.Â
The moon turned twice since her return to Kingâs Landing and death. Something that shouldâve filled us with joy turned out to be a nightmare â not that anyone but Septon Barth and I known it, naturally. Perhaps Ser Lucamore suspects, as he was the one person who had contact with the poor girl.Â
Barth and I agreed to never speak of it, but I canât avoid thinking about everything that happened since Ser Lucamore placed her on my table. So I write it down, in the hopes the parchment will absorb my horror with the same diligence it does the ink. That the sand I pour once Iâm finished covers the weight in my heart. Itâs hopeless, I know. But if the Seven are good, theyâll grant me the gift of forgetfulness as I grow older⊠if only I were sure whatâs out there is the Seven, and not something else.Â
When I saw the princess, I thought sheâd been tortured â she was skinny, just a bag of rattling bones with some strange cyst-like swellings underneath her skin. But when I touched her brow, I noticed she had a fever. I drew her many cold baths, and brewed so many teas, it looked like I was seasoning a piece of meat. Perhaps the comparison is unfortunate, because thatâs what was happening to the poor princess. Nothing I did helped, and she got worse. No disease, not even greyscale, had ever made me feel so incompetent before. Everything I did turned out to be insufficient, and even milk of the poppy failed to give the young princess any relief.Â
When, after hours, it became clear to me that my efforts to lower her fever only seemed to make her worse, I heaved a sigh of defeat and called for Barth, while doing my best to keep the King and the Queen out of my lab. By the time the septon got here, the princessâs dried skin was bright red, as if she were losing buckets of blood and had red-hot lava burning in her veins.Â
The worst part was her talking. Something had gotten to the princess, but she never said what. Only apologies and assurances of her non-ill intentions were muttered through cracked and bloody lips. Her pleas for death wouldâve shattered even the foulest manâs heart, Iâm sure.Â
And yet, inspired by something â Barthâs unwavering faith, I think â, I found new strength to carry on the efforts to save that childâs life. I failed. But what happened while Aerea Targaryenâs body failed was much worse. When the fever reached such a degree that her eyes cracked like eggs and exploded inside her skull⊠I thought it was over, for no one could survive that. But then, as Barth and I lowered her into the last, coldest bath I could draw, feeling the cysts press up against our hands, her skin broke, letting out things that squirmed and wiggled in the water, letting out chilling, low little screams of their own, as if they were being tortured.Â
Iâve never seen an end so painful or agonizing as that of Princess Aerea Targaryen. I often wake up in the middle of the night, from a nightmare. I wonder if the child knew she was dying, if she had conscience of it. If, even with all the milk of the poppy I gave her, she was still lucid, trapped in the horror of her own body, a part of her mind watching as if it were happening to someone else. And I canât tell if itâs worse that she was or not. Other times, I dream of her accusing violet eyes, weeping blood while she, from the depths of her ravaged throat, demands to know why I didnât save her, or why I didnât let her die sooner.Â
I wonder if Barth thinks there was a reason why a child so young had to through something so terrible. To me, a man not well-versed in the will of the gods, what happened to Aerea Targaryen looks like a deliberately, exceedingly cruel punishment for some perceived slight. That is, if what happened to her was brought on by the gods instead of some other, evil force.Â
Barthâs certain the Princess attracted the attention of something in the ruins of Valyria; itâd explain the injury on Balerionâs side, the one that isnât healing. However, I canât help but go a step further: Aerea was infected with something. Not knowing how she got those human-faced maggots into her body, I canât help but wonder if she wasnât held captive and experimented on, like the animals kept at the Citadel for vivisections. And if the people who put those things in her didnât release her with the intention that those maggots break out and spread. And now Iâm afraid of thinking more of it, because the ones who hurt her are still out there somewhere.Â
I wish I could forget what I saw, but itâs branded on my brain â even if I were to give in to the urge of gouging out my eyes, the last hours of Princess Aerea Targaryen on this earth would be my last sight. The horrifying image of her emaciated, burning body, and the things that burst through her skin could drive even a wildling from beyond the Wall mad. Iâd welcome the sweetness of losing my mind, but I fear this is a nightmare Iâll never wake up from.Â
He looked around the table, saying, âSepton Barthâs more detailed. Pay attention,â and went on to read the septonâs recounting.Â
Having Aemond tell her of the princessâs death was one thing, but hearing the accounts of two witnesses made it real, especially because Aemond hadnât described the poor girlâs death with so many stomach-churning details. Ravellaâs heart broke for the princess, whose only wish in life was to have a home.Â
She frowned, biting down on her lips, fisting her hands so tight, she almost drew blood. She wanted to find whatever did that to a child and kill them. Punish them. But there was nothing she could do, so she prayed that, whatever happened to a Targaryen after death, Aerea was in a better place now, where nothing and no one could hurt her, that she was back together with her beloved twin sister and both of them finally had a bond with their mother, Princess Rhaena, who spent months flying the skies in search of her daughter, but couldnât make it back to Kingâs Landing to see her one last time.Â
Aemondâs soft touch startled her, so she whipped her head to stare at him. After giving her hand a squeeze, he put the papers on the table, and said, âBalerion was the first dragon to live in the Pit. I wonder if the injury he suffered was so great that it made him more susceptible to death.âÂ
âForty years doesnât seem so short, cousin,â Princess Rhaenys said.Â
âFor us, maybe. But dragons can live centuries,â he looked at his uncle. âDo you know if anything happened to Father?âÂ
âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âA wound or injury or illness⊠Anything that could explain whatâs happening to him,â he pressed.Â
Daemon thought about it. âHe tried to fly Balerion to Dragonstone the day he claimed him, but Balerion wouldnât go. A year later, he was dead.âÂ
âAnd he never tried to claim another dragon?â Alicent asked.Â
The kingâs brother shook his head. âNo dragonrider has ever had two mounts.âÂ
âDoesnât mean itâs impossible,â Aegon spoke up. âMaybe he could try now. Vermithor and Silverwing are riderless and know him. He could try.âÂ
âDragons make a rider stronger. Thatâs why I was able to recover so fast,â Aemond whispered to her while his family debated Aegonâs suggestion.Â
âWhat no one is taking into account,â Rhaenyra spoke up, âis that Father has never tried to claim another dragon. I wish he would, brother,â she locked gazes with Aegon, âbut he told me once that weâve fooled ourselves into believing we control dragons.âÂ
âWe wouldnât have made that mistake if every living Targaryen knew of Princess Aerea,â Aemond retorted, his voice dry.Â
His half-sister nodded, gracefully conceding the point. âI imagine there was a reason behind King Jaehaerysâ decision to keep her death a secret. He shouldâve shared it with his children,â she glanced at Rhaenys, âDid your father never say anything?âÂ
The Lady of Driftmark shook her head. âThat was so long before my fatherâs birth⊠the only thing he said was that he believed Princess Aerea contracted a mysterious fever in Valyria.âÂ
âHow did he explain the Doctrine of Exceptionalism?â Alicent asked. Everyone looked at her. âYou know what it is.âÂ
âTargaryen superiority,â Daemon surmised.Â
âYes. What I mean is, if Targaryens are so superior, how did a princess bonded to a dragon â the greatest living dragon, no less â die from a fever?â the queen stared at each one. âSomeone shouldâve suspected there was something wrong.âÂ
âTrue,â Daemon crossed his arms. âThey blamed it on Valyria, though. Barth believes thatâs where Balerion took her. You disagree?â he inquired of Aemond, who was shaking his head.Â
âThe Conqueror went to Volantis before he came to Westeros. He flew over Valyria and didnât see anyone but stone men; same with older ancestors. I think if anyone lived there, theyâd have tried to capture the dragons and riders they saw, right?â he sighed. âIâm not saying Balerion didnât take her there, onlyââÂ
âWhat happened to the princess was magical, not a disease of the body,â Ravella said, covering his hand with hers. âLike greyscale is said to be a curse of a Rhoynish prince against Valyria.âÂ
âDonât stop now,â Princess Rhaenyra asked. Ravella was sorry the other woman was so anguished about the king that she was willing to consider what most would call ramblings.Â
Aemondâs encouraging squeeze gave her some strength. She grinned at him before saying, carefully, âIâm a skinchanger. I can⊠transpose my conscience to that of a raven if I so choose. It isnât something thatâs perfected like dragon binding, but my family has been gifted with this ability, which I inherited from my father. House Targaryen, more than dragonriding, can see the future,â she glanced at Helaena briefly. âThatâs why you were able to escape the Doom. Only⊠I read in a book that ancient Valyrians used blood magic to create and tame dragons, so I wonder if it could also be used to twist the dragon-rider bond.âÂ
âIf you found the right spell, you could bind King Viserys to a dragon, even if he didnât want it â the objective isnât making him ride the dragon, but to keep him alive. I also wonder if thereâs another spell to break the bond, make the dragon turn on its previous rider.âÂ
âYou think thatâs what happened to Aerea,â Aegon guessed, suddenly sharp. It was a wonder he wasnât yet drunk.Â
âTo a small extent, yes,â she glanced at Aemond. âWhat happens when a rider gets hurt?âÂ
He didnât consider her question strange, though his family did. âThe day I lost my eye, Vhagar rose to the sky, roaring.âÂ
A silence fell upon them, broken by Helaena, âDreamfyre went feral while I was giving birth.âÂ
âI had to go to the Pit and take control of her,â Aegon confirmed.Â
âI had to do the same while Laena gave birth,â Daemon said, refusing to meet Rhaenys and his daughtersâ eyes.Â
âSyrax has always been protective of me,â Rhaenyra said. After her words, they all looked down, pondering on the implications of that.Â
âVhagarâs been crazy of late. Sheâs irritable, like an annoyed old person,â Aemond revealed, and although his thumb was tracing circles over Ravellaâs palm beneath the table, his eye was locked on Prince Lucerys. âI doubt Iâd be able to control her if we met with Lucerys and Arrax up in the sky.âÂ
âDoesnât she obey you anymore?â Daemon demanded.Â
âIt isnât that. She obeys me just fine. But she registers Arraxâs presence in the Pit, and becomes a hound sniffing blood. She doesnât let me walk away from her. I can tell itâs Arrax because she changes completely. Even when I mount her, she gets different. Itâs difficult to explain.âÂ
âIn that case, we must keep Vhagar away from Prince Lucerys and his dragon,â Ravella said.Â
âI agree,â Rhaenyra said, glancing at her middle son with a warning glare. âHowever, I must ask what you mean by Vhagar doesnât let you walk away, brother.âÂ
Aemond spread his hands. âWhen I try, she uses her snout, her paws or her tail to shove me behind her. Some weeks ago, she held me between her talons and flew to the kingswood. I felt like a squirrel caught by a hawk. Itâs worse if I am with my left to the Pit, like she considers it her duty to guard me because she knows I canât see.âÂ
âSheâs only started to do that now?â Daemon asked.Â
âSheâs always done that. Not to the point of shoving me, though. At most, sheâd look left and growl. Now she seems to consider it useless.âÂ
âAny theories?â Rhaenys asked.Â
Aemond glared at his cousin. âAs a matter of fact, yes. Everyone was so amazed that your daughter chose to die valiantly, like a dragonrider,â sarcasm dripped off his words, âthat nobody stopped to think what Laena ordering Vhagar to kill her did to Vhagar. Dragons are bred to protect their riders, but Laena refused to take up a dagger or something else and had her own dragon burn her to death. Vhagar had to obey the very thing dragons are trained to avoid.âÂ
âAnd you claimed her a few days after thatâŠâ the older princess said, eyes widening at the implications of it.Â
A hard nod. âI was a child at the time, so I lacked the maturity to think of it, but now, I believe Vhagar would kill Lucerys even if I specifically ordered her not to. Sheâd consider it acceptable disobedience to fulfill her duty.âÂ
âSheâd see it as protecting you from yourself,â Daemon spoke up, pinching the bridge of his nose. âSeven hells.âÂ
âI also vouch for keeping Prince Lucerys away from my son and his dragon,â Alicent spoke up, thoughtful. âGiven the circumstances, it might be for the best.âÂ
âYes, well, Vhagar is the most fearsome war dragon of our time. We must find that spell Lady Whitmore mentioned, if only to fix whatever broke in her with Laenaâs death,â Daemon said.Â
âHow do we do that?â Alicent asked.Â
âSearching the best records in our possessions,â Aemond said, looking around. âWe must fly to the Wall, Dragonstone and Oldtown. Their archives are enormous, and one of us will find something about magic. That is, of course, assuming thereâs such a spell.âÂ
***Â
âAre you really going to take me to the Wall?â Ravella asked when they were alone in their chambers.Â
âYes, unless you donât want to goâŠâ he inclined his head. âWhy do you always get nervous when we talk of it, butterfly?âÂ
She sighed, and Aemond got worried at the tears welling up in her eyes. âThere are many horror stories about the Wall.âÂ
He nodded. âTrue, but thatâs to be expected. The Wall is a formidable structure defended by one of the oldest military organizations in the world. But thereâs no need to fear, my love. Weâll be together at all times. Iâll keep you safe.âÂ
âI know,â she smiled, looking down, at the entwined hands. Her next question, though, made the worry return to his heart. âHave you ever felt like Vhagar is too much for you to handle?âÂ
âThe day I claimed her, I thought she was going to burn me,â when she arched a brow, he said, âI tried to touch the ropes so I could climb, but she kept snapping her gaze to me, her mouth open, a ball of fire at the back of her throat. I was scared.âÂ
âBut have you never felt like she could be your doom, as well?âÂ
âBeing burned to death by a dragon I was trying to claim sounds like doom.âÂ
âI mean, something worse than that? Worse than losing your eye,â she hurried to add.Â
Aemond frowned, then looked ahead, his gaze losing itself in the fireplace. Inside his chest, his heart was beating frantically to shake off the cold spreading through him. There was a hidden meaning to her question, and though he didnât know what, he disliked it already. âThe only thing worse I can think of is losing you. Iâd give up my other eye for you.âÂ
There was something wrong with the way she exhaled â it was too shaky, almost as if her ribs were rattling.Â
âI made a mistakeââ she started. âIt was an accident, but⊠have I ever told you itâs possible for a skinchanger to lose themselves to the animal?âÂ
He peered at her. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âIf a skinchanger spends too long inside the animal, theyâll be trapped there, in the animalâs body.âÂ
âHas it happened to you?âÂ
âNo. Not that. ButâŠâ startled, he realized her hands were cold, and a blue tint painted the contours of her lips purple. She followed him to the settee in front of the fireplace, and didnât complain when he covered her with a duvet. That only worried him more. Ravella wasnât cold, he knew, because she was a vocal complainer â the physical reactions were a result of fear, and her conforming meant she needed what few comforts he could offer.Â
He poured her a cup of wine, too. Itâd help.Â
âI visited the north when I was eight, after my father was invited to a tourney held in Winterfell.â She licked her lower lip, where a drop of wine was threatening to fall off. âIn hindsight, I believe Lord Stark was going to propose a marriage alliance between me and his son, but Father was determined to keep me as heir, which would be impossible if I married a Lord Paramountâs.âÂ
âI like your father,â Aemond drawled, fighting against the urge of getting upon Vhagar and melting every snowflake in the north, especially the ones that landed upon Cregan Stark. It wasnât the manâs fault that his father had that unfortunate idea of stealing Ravella away â but heâd have benefited from it, and that was enough.Â
His wife kissed his cheek, saying, âYou dislike Onyx, though.â Not explaining that comment, she grew serious again. âThe day we left Winterfell, Father took me to the Wall. He wanted to see it after hearing a wandering crow speak of it. When we got there, as guests in Castle Black, I saw a raven perching on a tree in the forest, and skinchanged it. I didnât know what I was doing, but at the time, it felt like an adventure. A group of rangers was riding into the forest, and we followed them. But the raven was faster, and we soon outflew them, going deep into the haunted forest. There was this stone ringwall on the top of a hill, which I later discovered was the Fist of the First Men. We flew past that, until the raven found a tree where other ravens were, overlooking another group of rangers. I could see there was something coming, but no matter how loud I screamed, they didnât pay attention to us, even after the other ravens joined me. That was when one ran away, and the others⊠one climbed up a tree, the last one drew his sword when he saw this⊠white thing with steam⊠fog? I donât know, there was just smoke coming off its body, emerge from the snow-covered trees. One, two, three⊠six of them. The Others. I screeched and screeched, but the ranger didnât care. He challenged the Other and died. When his friend climbed down, also ignoring my screeching, the dead ranger rose and killed him⊠and looked up. And while his eyes had been black in life, in death they gleamed blue. Bluer than your sapphire. He knew we were there, and thatâs when I left the raven,â her lips shook as she finished. âI woke up in the Lord Commanderâs chambers, to a Black Brother scolding my father for not teaching me how to skinchange properly.âÂ
âWhat happened after?â he asked.Â
âFather offered to make a very generous donation to the Nightâs Watch if the Lord Commander allowed that man to accompany us to the Park, where heâd teach me more about skinchanging. My father knew something of it, but his knowledge was rudimentary, whereas Thoren grew up knowing as much about it as possible. He was born as one of the free folk â thatâs how the wildlings call themselves â, and taken in by the Watch after his familyâs death. Anyway, the Lord Commander accepted my fatherâs offer, and Thoren fulfilled his end of the bargain. He was so disgusted when he realized skinchanging was instinctive south of the Wall,â she shook her head, drinking her wine.Â
âDidnât they do anything about the Others?â Aemond asked.Â
âThey canât. The Watch is dwindling, and even if not, there arenât many people who believe the Others are real. Itâs terrible. Thatâs why I got nervous on the isle and asked you to sing. Iâve always known the Others would return, I just never thought I might witness it.âÂ
He sighed. His poor little butterfly. âYou stay here. Iâll get Vhagar and fly beyond the WallââÂ
She lunged to her feet, and next thing he knew, she was gripping his hands, knelling on the floor between his legs, frantic and choking on her own breathing. âDonât! Please, donât do this! Promise me you wonât!âÂ
He didnât care for histrionics, being too rational to withstand those. But Ravellaâs agitation made him pause. He pulled her close, and not breaking their gaze, vowed, âI wonât. Be calm, my love. Iâll need your help, though â I must find this Thoren, so I can make the threat coming our way known. Will you help me?âÂ
âYes,â she said, fisting her hand through his hair, forcing his neck to move so she could press their lips together. He felt the salt of her tears. âJust donât endanger yourself. PleaseââÂ
He promised again that he wouldnât, his voice sweet and soft. It took a while, but eventually, her terror faded, so he carried her back to their bed, where they made love until clarity returned to her, and she realized she neednât fear for his wellbeing. If there were monsters coming their way, Aemond would do exactly what the dragon in Helaenaâs dream did â wrap her under the veil of his protection, and keep her safe.Â
***Â
Ravella was able to finish her carving the following afternoon. By then, Helaena and Aegon had traveled to Oldtown, under the excuse of visiting their younger brother, Daeron, and Princess Rhaenyraâs sons and stepdaughters were back on Dragonstone. She and Aemond would go north, straight to Castle Black, though heâd tried to convince her to stay as Lord Umberâs guest.Â
The little spitfire was determined to not let him out of her sight, though.Â
While they waited for Vhagar to land on the rocky cliffs beneath the Keep, Aemond turned to his mother. âWhatâs wrong with her?âÂ
It didnât surprise him that Alicent noticed his wifeâs distress, but he refused to add to her worry. Her entire married life, she spent believing Rhaenyra would kill her children; he didnât want to contemplate how sheâd react if he told her all the horror stories they heard as children were real. At least, until he had proof. âSheâs worried about Father. And about Vhagar killing Luke,â he grinned.Â
âYou never said anythingââ his mother started.Â
âI didnât know, Mother,â he stared at her. He was a man grown, but if she were to pull him into her arms and give him one of those fierce hugs, he wouldnât mind. He wasnât too grown up to reject her affection. âI havenât seen Luke since that night. Now that I know how Vhagar feels, Iâll be careful, I promise.âÂ
âThank you,â she smiled at him. The smile was a bright one when she looked at Ravella again. âVhagar loves her.âÂ
He fully turned so he could watch as his wife placed the center of Vhagarâs snout with kisses and whispered some low words that made the enormous beast rumble. Around her, the dragon was as docile as one of the kittens Lady Stokeworth carried around. That was a result of Vhagar understanding the depth of Ravellaâs bond to Aemond, the intensity of his love for her⊠and his training to protect Ravella in case of need. But mostly, it was about Ravella. Vhagar could sense her distress and was being extra careful with her; their bond was pulling at him, as if there was a question the dragon was dying to ask, but couldnât, so he kept pushing back at it, signaling they had to be careful with her, because she was hurting.Â
âVhagar has incredible taste,â he smiled. âWeâll be back soon. Maybe one of the rangers will have reports of a disease similar to Fatherâs, and a cure,â he kissed her hand. âIâll write to you.âÂ
âMay the gods bless you so, my son,â she hugged him.Â
He stepped away, and nodded at Cole. He didnât instruct his mentor to guard the queen, because he knew the man would â with his life. Instead, he walked away, only looking at his mother and waving before climbing onto Vhagarâs back, Ravella tucked safely between his thighs.Â
âTime to spread your wings, little butterfly,â he kissed her cheek, laughed when sand flew everywhere as Vhagar lifted her paws and took off.Â
âCan we make a detour to the Isle before we go?â Ravella asked.Â
âAnything you want, my love,â he confirmed. Finding a cure for his fatherâs ailment was important, but nothing mattered more than Ravella. Sheâd find sanctuary on the Isle, revel in the knowledge the Others were kept at bay, at least for now.Â
He didnât bother to land close to Harrenhal this time, taking Vhagar straight to the isle in the middle of the lake. The dragonâs wings beat up while Aemond, holding Ravella, climbed down the ropes until dropping to the ground. While she removed the cap and shook her shoulders, he watched as Vhagar landed on the other side of the Trident and curled around herself to wait for them.Â
He took her hand again, a bag of corn and a light meal on his other hand, and together, they made the path to the center of the isle. It seemed to him the path was easier to follow⊠cleaner, though the sun would set in a few hours. âPrince! Prince! Prince!â some ravens shrieked.Â
âGrain!â another begged.Â
Ravella laughed, and Aemond shook his head, pleased at the sound. If the little beasts could make her easier, heâd give her a hundred ravens and let them call him names.Â
âTo the table,â he mumbled, and the animals followed.Â
By the time they made it there, the treesâ branches were heavy with birds. He opened the bag with his dagger and threw all the corn on its top, letting the animals feast. Then, he took out the meal prepared for them and arranged it between them, to the right of the ravens.Â
Ravella grinned when he showed her the piece of obsidian heâd found, so he placed the long, tooth-shaped black piece on her hand with utmost care. The first time they came here, there was one on the same spot, almost as if someone had forgotten it. Now, Aemond believed whoever had left this one â and he liked thinking it was a child of the forest â, had intended for it to be found.Â
âTell me about your childhood. A happy memory,â he asked.Â
She looked at a tree, and sighed. âIn the first days following my fatherâs death, it looked like there was a raven following me. Not Onyx. Heâd come and perch at any available space and watch me. If I were crying, heâd fly close and rub his head on my cheeks to dry my tears. One day, I asked if there was someone inside, and he just⊠tilted his head. So, I took a deep breath and skinchanged him. The first thing I knew was that my father was there, saying itâd taken me long enough.âÂ
âYour father?â he repeated, brow furrowed.Â
âMy father,â she nodded, a blinding smile on her face. âIt isnât uncommon that skinchangers pick an animal to live on after their bodies die. My father wasnât ready to leave me alone. When I came to Kingâs Landing, he went into a dog.âÂ
He remembered the furry animal that had followed her everywhere and slept on her bed, accordingly to Helaena. âAnd you could talk to him,â he guessed.Â
âIf I skinchanged, I knew he was there, and he offered some comfort⊠not a conversation. Itâs just that I knew him, and could tell his mood. However, his soul faded as the years passed, and now there isnât much of him left. Onyx is a reminder. There isnât a lot of him there anymore,â she reached out for his hand. âI wish there were, if only so he could see for himself that he could rest, as I finally had found the same thing he had with my mother. Heâd have adored you.âÂ
Her words made his throat tight. âAnd Iâd have adored him as if he were my own father,â he kissed her hand. âHeââ something behind her caught his attention. Carefully, Aemond picked up the shard of obsidian and held it up, âWeâre guests here! Come share a meal with us and get your weapon back!â he called out.Â
Ravella grinned, her tension momentarily forgotten. She inclined her body, resting a forearm on the top of the table, and waited. After a long time, the bushes shuffled again, to reveal a nut-brown, bright-eyed, skittish⊠being.Â
A child of the forest, he thought, putting the obsidian shard to his right, and moving the platter of fruits close to it. He and Ravella held still as the child approached, weary; Aemond didnât repeat his offer, though a smile opened up as the child selected a berry and took it to its mouth, before reattaching the obsidian to the end of what he realized was a spear. The maesters said they hunted and warred with obsidian.Â
âYou came on the dragon,â the child said, and his voice didnât look like that of a childâs. Despite his size â he reached Aemondâs hips â, he sounded like an adult, burdened by an ancient knowledge. He sounded like Vhagar would if she could talk, Aemond decided.Â
He nodded in confirmation. âVhagar is her name. Sheâs bonded to me. IâmââÂ
âPrince Aemond, the One-Eyed Dragon.âÂ
He arched his brows. âYou know me?âÂ
âOf course. The gods watch, though theyâre eyeless.â A jerky twitch of large ears that looked like a catâs. âYouâre a Whitmore from Whitmore Park,â he addressed Ravella.Â
âYes,â she beamed. âIs it that obvious?âÂ
âWeâve watched you, too. I saw you as a baby in your cradle, before I returned home. We always visit those who keep the faith.âÂ
âDo you have a name?âÂ
âNot one you can pronounce,â he told Aemond, âthough she might learn.âÂ
âSheâs perfect,â he agreed.Â
The child frowned. âYou mean it,â he turned to Ravella, looking puzzled, âIt isnât a lie.âÂ
While she was nodding, Aemond said, âOf course not. I love her. How do we call you?âÂ
âHow do you want to call me?âÂ
âThis oneâs a bit too frustrating for me,â he told Ravella with a sigh.Â
She laughed. âIs Berry alright?âÂ
The child looked at the fruit he held in his four-fingered hand. âIâm eating a berry,â he pointed out, and smiled. âYes, itâs alright.âÂ
âHow do you speak the Common Tongue?â Ravella asked.Â
âOne of my kin left the isle when young and explored the world. When she came back, she taught us all she had learned. Now itâs my turn to share the stories, but I want to meet the dreamer and the greenseer,â Berry answered.Â
âExcuse me?â A glance at Ravella revealed she didnât understand it, either.Â
âThe dreamer and the greenseer. They are close to you.âÂ
âAre they?â Aemond exchanged a look with Ravella. She shrugged, indicating she didnât know what Berry meant.Â
âYes. I have to open the greenseerâs third eye.âÂ
âWhy?âÂ
âItâll be necessary, for when they come.âÂ
âWho?â Aemond was feeling slightly stupid.Â
âThe Others.âÂ
Ravella choked on her drink and stood up, back stiff, saying she had to pray. While she did, Aemond turned to Berry, âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âYou know what I mean. The greenseerââÂ
âBerry, please,â he pinched the bridge of his nose. âI donât know the greenseer youâre looking for. The only thing I know is legends.âÂ
âThe Song of Ice and Fire,â the child supplied.Â
Aemond frowned. He was the familyâs scholar; heâd found some scrolls about it. Coming across a copy of Daenys Targaryenâs Signs and Portents had made him research everything he could about what it could be about. Heâd concluded it was the long night, and although he knew he wasnât the Prince that was Promised â the hero whoâd defeat the darkness that spread over the world â, heâd hoped. At eight, he was determined to make his ancestor, Aegon the Conqueror, proud.Â
And he was convinced it was the only way to make his father see him. Not only Rhaenyra.Â
Now? He understood his father had groomed Rhaenyra to birth the Prince, because he didnât consider any of his own sons worthy. And after heâd lost his eyesight, even Aemond agreed. The hero couldnât be a cripple, a drunkard or a child. Daeron had potential, but if Berry was telling the truth, the Prince had to be an adult, fully matured and capable of leading as well as fighting.Â
âWhy not the Starks?â he asked. âTheyâve been here since the long night. Bran the Builder was the last hero, wasnât he?âÂ
âThe Starks will be important, too. But the Prince that was Promised comes from the line of Aegon the Dragon. Heâs the ruler of Westeros.âÂ
âThen weâre lost,â Aemond shook his head. âThe ruler of Westeros is anything but a warrior.âÂ
âThe ruler of Westeros will be,â Berry corrected.Â
Aemond thought of it. âWhen?â he asked.Â
âSoon.âÂ
âBe a little specific, please.âÂ
âWithin your lifetime, Dragon Prince,â the child sounded irritated. âYouâll see for yourself.âÂ
âMy sisterââÂ
âHave a role to play, as does everyone. They arenât the Prince. The Prince that was Promised must be born of ice and fire, thatâs the only way to claim the Song. Your sisters arenât. Neither are their children.âÂ
âYou mean both of them,â he shook his head. âWhat can you tell us?âÂ
âYou must go to the Wall.âÂ
Aemond nodded. âWe are going. We stopped here because Ravella neededââÂ
âSheâs a woman of faith. And good taste, too,â the child said, watching Aemondâs staff. Though the request remained unspoken, Aemond retrieved it, laying it on top of the table for Berryâs perusal. âYou shall use it in battle soon. When you lift it over your head, it shall cast light over the world.âÂ
âPlease, no prophecies,â Aemond said.Â
Berry laughed, sounding just like his father. âYou wanted me to tell the future. I canât tell you much but what you already understand deep in your heart: the worldâs going to unravel, and if you hope to set it right, you must fight twice as hard.âÂ
âStop making me curious,â he groaned.
Another chuckle. âVery well, Aemond Targaryen, I wonât burden you with your future, but Iâll extend the gift of the old gods over you if youâd allow me to.âÂ
âI would, if you told me why,â he straightened his back, serious. âIâm not belittling your offer, Berry, but I donât follow the old gods. Iâll consider their favor a great honor, because of my wifeââ he trailed off. Berry looked straight ahead. Aemond turned to follow the direction of his gaze. Ravella still had her back to them, and it seemed, for a fleeting second, that the tree she was kneeling in front of, was weeping. âShe deserves the honor of being gifted by the old gods. I donât.âÂ
The child tilted his head, his big golden eyes slightly narrowed. âWould you like to bear it for her?âÂ
Aemond swallowed. The tree she was in front of was one of the few ones with a beam carved on its bark. âFor Ravella, then,â he got to his feet, obeying Berryâs order to go away.Â
***Â
The sky was painted in shades of pink, orange and gold, some parts already the purple that came before the velvet black of night. Some lonely stars shone up in the distance. They sighted Winterfell at the same time, and Aemond made the decision of stopping there for a while, landing on the winter town outside the double walls. People pointed and whispered, bending their knees when they saw him â with a dragon, there was no doubt he had to be a Targaryen. It was a blessing, really, to be identified due to Vhagar and not the eyepatch, he thought as the gates to the keep opened, and when they went in, it was to find an army of people kneeling. âLord Stark, please. Weâre but guests here,â he said, uncomfortable.Â
âWelcome to Winterfell, my prince,â Cregan Stark said, standing. When he smiled at Ravella, Aemond made conscious effort to avoid breaking all his teeth. âLady Whitmore.âÂ
âThank you, my lord,â they said together.Â
âAllow me to introduce my lady wife, Lady Arra,â he said, motioning to the petite woman with ash-blonde hair beside him. Her overcoat opened to reveal her swollen belly. Aemond wasnât calmer by knowing she was pregnant. In fact, wondering how that woman was able to walk without falling face first only added to his pessimism.Â
âA pleasure, my lady,â he bowed and kissed her hand. He didnât hide his surprise when Ravella simply took a step forward and exchanged hugs and kisses with Lady Stark.Â
Not only that, but Arra Norrey threw etiquette to the wind and clutched Ravella to her. Laughing, they walked into the castle at a sedate pace, so Lady Arra didnât tumble.Â
âIâm afraid our wives became good friends as children,â Cregan smirked. âShe was heartbroken she couldnât attend your wedding.âÂ
Aemond followed Lord Stark inside. Like Samwell Blackwood, Cregan was a few years older than himself. âIf I had known Lady Stark and Ravella were such good friends, Iâd have flown her to Kingâs Landing, like I did the Daynes.âÂ
âThatâs very thoughtful, my prince, though Iâm afraid we wouldnât have been able to accept it. Arraâs pregnancy has been hard on her. The maester says two babies drain her strength.âÂ
âTwo?â he widened his eye, but ended up smiling. âCongratulations, my lord.âÂ
âThank you.âÂ
âAlthough, now that Iâve heard of Lady Arraâs struggles, Iâm ashamed of coming here unannounced. In my defense, flying by without acknowledging House Stark felt incredibly rude.âÂ
âIf you want to make up for it, you can send reinforcements to the Watch, Prince Aemond.âÂ
Startled at the manâs audacity, Aemond stared at him. Then, he burst out laughing. âI like your daring, my lord. Tell me how I can help, Iâll take this issue to the King in person.âÂ
As Cregan Stark spoke, he decided stopping at Winterfell wasnât his best decision. Throughout the night, the young lord painted an ugly picture of rangers lost beyond the Wall, and deserters executed in the south. Aemond knew he had to approach the subject with utmost care when he returned to Kingâs Landing. But, he thought hours later, laying under the furs next to Ravella, how could he ask men to die in the cold waste up north and act as if their lives had no valor, when the threat was against everyone, including himself?
Hey @aemonds-war-crimeâ! Iâve just now seen you canât⊠couldnât⊠sleep and thought to write it. I hope you enjoy â and have (had) a nice, well-deserved rest. Sadly, I saw this too late, having spent the past days offline.
Of course, I hope anyone whoâs had a bad day (or several) finds some solace in this.
Unedited, ESL as always. No smut. To those following The Dragonâs Hoard, this isnât the same pairing.
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âHow do you make it go away?â Aemond demanded as soon as she opened the door, barging into her chambers before she could answer.
It wasnât just the knowledge that every candle in her room was lit that made him decide to seek her out, but despair, she realized.
âAemond!â she turned to look at him, bolting the door behind her. âHow longâ?â
She swallowed the shocked gasp trying to escape. The man in front of her was a shadow of his former self. Those who didnât know him well might ignore the signs, be unable to look past the straight, almost molten, silver strands and purple eye that denounced him as a pure-blooded Valyrian, a god living among humans. There was nothing different about his smooth pale skin, either. His pout â the one that made his lips look oh-so-kissable! was still there as well.
It was his eyes. His right eye, she corrected herself, and the black holes underneath them.
In other men, sheâd have assumed the circles were a result of two well-delivered punches. But in Aemond?
No, she could still recall the way shouts echoed from the throne room as he informed his brother, King Aegon, their mother, Queen Alicent, and the Small Council, of the results of his visit to Stormâs End⊠including the death of his nephew, Prince Lucerys, son to Princess Rhaenyra, the rival claimant to the Iron Throne.
In a land where âno man is as accursed as the kinslayer,â royalty and need for revenge werenât suitable excuses for killing oneâs nephew.
âAemond?â she insisted, touching his forearm.
âFour days,â he replied, his body on the edge of her bed, legs spread, head and hands hanging between his knees.
âGods,â she said.
âIs that it, then? Their curse â I wonât ever be able to sleep again?â he laughed, bitter. âHow do you do it?â
Under the guise of pouring him a cup of tea â chamomile with a drop of sweetsleep â, she took her sweet time responding. How could she tell him that she didnât? That she couldnât sleep more than one or two hours per night without being plagued by horrible nightmares, that the only time she felt safe enough was near dawn, but by then, it was almost time to get up.
âIt was an accident,â she replied, handing him the glass. He eyed it, but ended up drinking everything in a single gulp. She sat next to him. If it were another man⊠but this was Aemond, and when she was at her worst, he saw her wearing nothing but a nightshift covered in blood, the fabric sticking to her skin. She didnât care. âThe fact that you canât sleep meansââ
âIâm tired and in an incredible bad mood,â he completed.
She smirked. âMeans you have a conscience.â
âTheyâre calling me kinslayer.â
âYou are one. It doesnât matter if it was an accident. You did kill your nephew. Iâm sorry, Aemond, but you canât change your past. I canât change mine, either.â
âHow do youâ?â
âWhat makes you think I do? I have nightmares every day. Some days are worse than others. It got better, thanks to you.â
The prince burst out laughing. âI did nothing.â
âYou didnât judge me nor tell anyone. It helped.â
They broke their gaze at the same time, each one lost to their own thoughts. Not three months ago, sheâd had enough of her stepfatherâs âlovingâ attention and killed him with his own dagger whileâ she inhaled sharply, unwilling to think any more about that. What mattered was, while she tried to drag his body away, with her handmaidenâs help, Aemond happened upon them, freshly returned from spending hours searching for Aegon in the brothels of the Street of Silk. He took one look at them, and without saying a word, lifted the older manâs lifeless form into his arms and made it disappear.
He didnât tell her if heâd fed the man to Vhagar, his dragon, and she didnât ask.
Nor did he ask why sheâd killed him, though she tried to thank him and explain. While sheâs stuttered the words, he held a hand up and said, âIf you killed him, then he needed killing. Thatâs all, my lady.â And they never spoke of it again.
Though it was always there, between them.
âHe raped me,â she said, putting the balls of her feet on the mattress so she could circle her legs with her arms, resting her chin on her knees.
âI know,â he eyed her with a scowl. She shouldâve known heâd have guessed. The moon tea being delivered every day to her room for a fortnight wasnât a coincidence.
âIt wasnât the first time.â
âI suspected as much.â
âMy mother knew.â Silence, but the way he moved his head to stare at her, it was like the sharp swing of a sword. She sighed. âI was ten the first time he creeped into my room. I didnât know what to call it, so I described how heâd hurt me. My mother was crying and vowing to make it right until I told her whoâd done it. Then she slapped me and called me a liar.â
âMust be something mothers do when their children disappoint them,â he guessed. Queen Alicent slapped him, too, after he announced Prince Lucerysâ death. That was before she started sobbing, coming out of her chambers after two days.
âYes, it must.â
âDid you slap her, too?â
âIâ what?â she barked out some disbelieving laughter.
âYour mother disappointed you far more than you did her. Did you slap her?â he inclined his head. In the question, there was a hint of his old self. Cynical and slightly vindictive. âOnly a fool would think being the victim of a crime is worse than allowing the crime to happen in the first place. And you were a child,â he all but roared.
She could agree with that. For all of Aemondâs flaws, gratuitous hatred wasnât one of them; he was reactive, only. If people didnât provoke him, heâd let them be.
âI killed her husband.â
âAnd let her worry about his well-being,â he grinned.
âThat wasnât my intention when I did. I just⊠wanted to make it stop.â
âAnd it hasnât.â
âI donât expect a few months to wipe away almost a decade of history. I spent half my life terrified of him. I expect to take twice as long to believe myself free of the nightmares. And if I have to be honest? I donât regret it,â she shrugged. âIâm a kinslayer, too, and I donât feel a hint of guilt or regret. You shouldnât, either.â
âYouâre a Black.â
âYes,â she admitted. Her House supported Princess Rhaenyra. It was most unfortunate she and her mother were caught in Kingâs Landing when King Viserys died. Since they didnât have the right to swear their swords to Aegon, they were mere hostages â though she knew Aemondâs mother was trying to arrange a wedding between her and a Green supporter, either to convince her brother to abandon Rhaenyraâs cause or to make the Blacks suspect his loyalty.
But she didnât consider herself a Black. She was sympathetic to Rhaenyra, of course, but she wasnât enough of an idiot to believe her support or derision made a difference or was of particular concern to those vying for power â like Aemond himself.
She continued, âYour nephew maimed you. He never apologized. And you spent your entire life being poisoned against your sisterâs children by your mother and grandfather.â
âYou have a lot of courage toââ
âCall it like I see it?â she shrugged. âI remember you and Prince Jacaerys together. You were best friends. And, a few months apart later, the first thing you tell him is that heâs a bastard.â
âActually, it was that he and his brother would burn like their father. Only after Luke started crying that I told him they were bastards.â
She shook her head. âIf I told you exactly what Iâm thinking, youâd throttle me.â
âTake the chance,â he demanded.
âBecause it isnât your neck.â
âIf do you think it might help, go for it. Youâre the only one who hasnât called me a kinslayer yet,â he held her gaze. âOffensively, I mean.âÂ
She smiled. âYou miss them. And yes, you were angry with your nephew â anyone would be. Youâre like a stupid boy given a too sharp sword and ended up cutting off your own hand. Only, the sword is a war dragon and the hand was your nephewâs entire body. But what drove you to chase your nephew wasnât just about your eye. It was a succession of perceived slights and wrongs committed against you and your family. Your fatherâs preference for your half-sister and her dead mother, his treating your mother like a prized Silent Sister instead of a beloved wife, his carelessness about your wellbeing. Itâs true Prince Lucerys blinded you, but I donât believe you wouldnât have attacked his brothers or his mother if youâd found them instead of him. Eye or no eye, you felt you had a lot of reasons and not as many opportunities to behave as you did. So you took the chance. And now you canât sleep, because youâre realizing thereâs no way out of this, either because you canât change the past or you miscalculated, which hurts your pride, for youâre an arrogant man. The fact that, in spite of everything, your nephews remained your closest friends, much more than your brother, only angered you more.â
Aemond exhaled. âI hate you, you know?â
âI only bring facts,â she laughed.
âYouâre right, of course.â
âI know,â she blew on her fingers.
Aemond got to his feet, pacing the space in front of her. âJace said exactly that, you know. After the dinner. We crossed paths in the yard, and I thought⊠I wanted him to punch me, and provoked him some more. But he didnât. He just said the same things you did. I told him he and his brother had bullied me, and he said, âAs if you wouldnât have done the same with us. As if you donât,ââ he shook his head.
âIâm sorry, Aemond. I donât know how I can help you. The words I have to say merely reflect the truth, and I canât take the weight off you, no matter how much I wish I could,â she said, truthfully.
âI need sleep. It isnât a matter of want â I need it,â he repeated. He returned suddenly to the bed, crouching on the floor between her feet. This close, she saw his eyes were bloodshot. âI blink, and itâs like thereâs sand in my eyes. I look at my bed and can swear itâs calling out for me. But when I drag myself to it, I snap. The sleep goes away. I get up in the morning feeling sluggish and sore, and with a temper. My niece and nephew annoy me. I love them. But I canât be with them without shouting at them to shut up. And if I do sleep⊠it lasts a few seconds, and I wake up more tired than before. Still, those seconds are enough for me to see Luke disappear inside Vhagarâs mouth and whatâs left of his dragon flutter to the ground. I donât know what to do. Please, tell me what you do. Just this once. You must sleep sometime, so you do something. You arenât the sort to kill and not feel it.â
She sighed, then nodded. Many would recriminate her â Aemond broke one of their greatest taboos. His family got away with incest, but kinslaying was where most of Westeros drew the line. He crossed it⊠accidentally, yes, but still. Even so, what worried her more was the fact that he was an unmarried man alone with her in her quarters.
âI can try to help you relax your body. My handmaiden does it for me at times, and it helps. I can almost get into a dreamless sleepââ
âThatâs what I need. How do we do it?â he jumped to his feet.
âWell, we start with a bathâŠâ she glanced at the tub in front of the fireplace. He followed the direction. âThe water must be hot still.â
âDo you mind?â he pointed to the tub with his thumb.
âNot at all.â
She tried not to look, but⊠Aemond Targaryen was the object of her desire. She didnât stare, but she did her best to catch glimpses, through askance looks, of his naked form. His slender body was covered in muscles, no fat to be seen. His legs were long. His hair, gloriously unbound, reached the middle of his back. His skin seemed soft and firm all over.
She heard the sound of the water swallowing his body, and the sigh that escaped his lips almost made her moan. Decided to be of help, she got off the bed and assembled everything sheâd need. It was the least she could do.
âHas the heat seeped into your bones?â she asked.
âAre you serious?â he grinned when she glared daggers at him. âYes. The waterâs great.â
âPerfect. Dry off and wrap this around your hips,â she instructed, tossing him a sheet. âRemove the eyepatch.â
He stilled his movements, but once the sheet was wrapped around his hips, he took off the patch. âNext?â
âBed,â she instructed. At her direction, he lay in the middle of it, holding his head up while she fluffed three pillows for him. âYou donât use pillows and your mattress sounds like a wood board. Of course you canât sleep,â she shook her head.
âYours is like a cloud.â
âMeaning, my bed is perfect,â she smiled while he scowled. âDo you like lavender?â
âIâm indifferent to it. Why?â
âI want you to close your eyes and take a deep breath.â She hushed to hold out both hands spread in front of him when he closed them. âAgain. Good. Again,â she ordered.
The scent of lavender invaded her nostrils, the heat emanating from the fireplace pressing at her back. âKeep your eyes closed, alright?â she whispered. âDonât be startled.â
That said, she brushed her thumbs over his temples, increasing the pressure as she went. She didnât want to press too much and cause pain to his scarred side, so she did her best to keep the massage not too deep. But, as her fingers traveled down, to his jaw and chin, then to his neck, she began pressing and trying to find knots.
The muscles on his shoulders were so locked, it was a wonder he could raise his arms. She dripped more oil onto her palms and rubbed them together to heat it up before moving further down. By the time she reached his wrists, her knuckles were aching, but Aemond was much more relaxed. It was a small price to pay after the help heâd offered.
âDoes it hurt?â she asked softly, interrupting the story she was telling.
âItâs perfect,â he grumbled, his chest rising as her hands touched his pecs.
âAnd this?â she asked when her palms brushed over his hardened nipples, the brown circles, surrounded by thin silver threads, tickling her skin. His heart beat steadily under her hand.
âHm, no, great,â he said, voice husky with sleep.
She resumed her story, grateful that he wasnât so tense there â gods only knew how itâd affect his breathing and blood flow â, and moved down to his belly. It was hard and firm, instead of the softness sheâd come to associate with her stepfatherâs midsection. Aemondâs didnât look a big, empty bag with nothing but air. No, his was⊠solid, muscled, with a thin trail of coarse silver hair leading down to his groin.
She avoided that part, going straight to his thighs. They were tense, as if they carried his weight and that of Vhagar â his dragon stopped growing not too long ago, and was massive; there were reports of her pulling whales out of the sea and eating them midair, but those must be exaggerations, she thought, massaging first the left, then the right, using a hand, then two hands, giving light punches, and light slaps, from the knee up to the middle of it, then back down to the knee⊠putting force, then just grazing her fingertips, until she couldnât feel a single knot.
By the time she reached his feet, Aemond was breathing deep, humming absent-minded affirmatives to her most absurd questions â âDo dragons fart clouds?â â, so she didnât doubt heâd fall asleep soon. He was drowsy already.
Making her way up his body until she reached his face, she dripped more lavender oil onto her palms and ordered him to inhale, which he did â after opening his eyes and grunting in complaint. âI need you to turn around, please. Down on your belly.â
For that part, sheâd have to straddle him. At least, she thought, the sheet would remain secure around his hips. She poured the oil over his back, and attacked the knots with fury. As she did, Aemond groaned, sighing when she paid attention to the spots that bothered him the most. She used her hands and the heels of her wrists to make his tension go away, then went back to up to his head. The back of his head was hard, and she feared that, if he tried to move his neck, heâd break it. But she loosened him again, until he was sighing and the pressure she applied didnât hurt her fingers anymore.
There werenât words to describe how wonderful his hair was. Like thin threads of silver melting down her hands, the tips brushing against her skin and causing goose bumps to erupt everywhere all at once. Common sense demanded that she go for his scalp, but she couldnât; she took her sweet time with his hair, watching as the oil made it shinier and wavy. Sheâd kill for that hair.
Aemond groaned deep when she settled over him, putting her weight over his backside. She didnât need her hands or eyes to tell it was magnificent. The muscles adjusted to her, and she was glad she still had her smallclothes on.
âAre you hurt?â she asked. He merely hummed in answer, and tried to cross his arms under his head, but she didnât let him. With a shake of her head, she worked more on his shoulders, and only after he was fully relaxed again, she moved to his scalp.
Soft sights and deep groans left his mouth as she worked, digging her fingers between the trends, pressing the tense skin there, unwilling to let a single follicle alone. Noticing the way his back was moving, she glanced down, and saw he was asleep.
It was her chance, so she leaned down and took a good sniff of his hair, straightening with a disappointed pout when she realized the lavender oil had made his natural scent disappear. A pity, she thought, getting off his back and sitting on the floor. Though Aemond slept, she wasnât ready to depart with his hair. She wanted to keep touching it until the sensation of the thin strands gliding over her hands became permanent.
So she did.
And, as the hours passed, and he seemed on the verge of waking up, she resumed her massage of him, soothing touches and sweet whispers.
The finger that traced the contours of his face was more for her enjoyment than his benefit.
***
His upper body was getting off the mattress and a deep sigh leaving his lips before he registered that he was awakening. So many days passed without him knowing what a good nightâs sleep was like, he didnât thinkâ
But no, this was the best night of his entire life, he thought, opening his eye.
Aemondâs gaze found her sitting to his left, back against the bed board, a book on her lap and her left hand absently stroking his calf. He coughed to get her attention, and her eyes snapped to his face. âThank you,â he said.
She smiled. He blinked; he didnât deserve this. First, the wonderful massage, then the sweet sleep that followed, and now a ray of sunshine to his face that didnât make him blind. He was accursed, he shouldnât feel so peaceful.
âYouâre welcome,â she replied, still smiling. He watched as she reached for a bookmark and closed the tome. She put it away and came closer, sitting too close to his nose; he could make out the lavender and the⊠other flowers in her scent, though he couldnât tell if they were part of her soap or a lotion she applied to her body.
A jolt ran down his back as a strand of her hair fell on his arm. He wanted to reach out and cover himself in more of it, but didnât have the strength to do so â his body was weightless, so relaxed, he had to check if he hadnât spurted wings sometime last night. In this state, he wouldnât need Vhagar to fly. He might do it on his own. âWhat time is it?â he asked, voice groggy.
âAlmost dawn.â
âI slept all this time?â she nodded, smirking. âI should go,â he said. If only he could move. If only staying here didnât sound so much better.
âYes, you should. But you must come back. Iâll do it again,â she promised.Â
He nodded, thanked her once more, and got to his feet. His muscles didnât stretch out loud as they did â more like, they slid into place. He watched her not watch him as he put on his clothes. When he left, it was through a secret passage that led to the bowels of the Red Keep, instead of her front door.
The same he used a few hours later, to smuggle in a platter of her favorite sweets, which theyâd share after he stood vigil while she slept.
Summary: You have often wondered how it feels to pleasure a man, so you take it up with Aemond.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader
Warnings: NSFW. Inexperienced reader. Friends to lovers (if you squint). Handjob. Masturbation.
Word count: 2k
Part II
âYouâre doing it again.â
Aemondâs velvety voice snapped you from your intrusive thoughts state at once.
Inwardly scolding yourself, you shifted your attention back to the embroidery in your hands.
You werenât being exceptionally subtle when it came to staring at him.
And Aemondâs observational skills were far too perfected for your own good.
âI apologise,â you said quietly.
Even from the corner of your eye you could see an intriguing smile on his lips as he lifted his eye from the book. âAs you wish, my lady.â
You felt a rush of heat pool in your face. Even after years of growing up with Prince Aemond and tearing down any walls that were built from the unavoidable hierarchical imbalance, he would always know how to get under your skin.
The two of you would spend long hours in the fireplace room after supper, enjoying the calmness and silence. Youâd be entertained with your embroideries while Aemond took his time diving into history and philosophy books.
A very intriguing young man he was.
In fact, he was just as intriguing as he was perceptive, which was why it didnât surprise you that he had caught on to you occasionally glaring at him.
Not just him.
His body.
Quite frankly, the burning curiosity inside you begged you to just ask. It could be considered improper, but your mind kept wondering how.
How did he do it?
How did it feel like?
What was the worst that could happen should you ask these questions?
The matter of intimacy was all but known to both of you. Heâd often invade your dreams with kisses and moans, but you didnât dare reveal any of that to him. Sometimes, when about to doze off, youâd wonder whether it was reciprocal.
Not that it mattered. Your father would one day marry you off to some lord in some decaying castle never to cross paths with Aemond Targaryen ever again.
So you might as well ask and it was apparent that your body language betrayed your forced calm demeanour as it was enough to get his attention.
âWhy are you so tense?â
You jolted in your seat, nearly jabbing the needle in your finger. âI am not tense at all,â you offered a smile.
âLying is very unbecoming of you,â he said, flipping through a couple of pages. âWhatever is on your mind, you can share with me.â
You straightened in your seat, lowering your faze to the flowers you were carefully threading with your needle. Given the current circumstances, embroidery seemed far more inviting in comparison with having to deal with a suspicious Aemond.
âTake your time,â he said, not tearing his eye from the book and drumming his fingers on the padded armrest.
âI⊠it is nothing, Aemond.â
If you thought that was enough to shake him off, you were dead wrong. Instead, Aemond heaved a deep sigh and closed the book on his lap, staring intensely at you.
You tried your best to ignore his penetrating glare, but all to no avail.
âDo you take me for a fool?â he asked, but there no hint of annoyance in his voice.
If anything, he seemed deeply amused.
âWhat do youââ
Aemond interrupted you at once. âIâve noticed the way youâve been staring at me as of late.â
You looked at him wide-eyed. âStaring?â
âSubtlety isnât your strongest suit.â
His eye was studying your every move and you had to be the inside of your cheek in frustration. More at yourself than at him, if you were being honest. You knew he wasnât who was easily fooled, but you had also not expected that all the glaring had become that noticeable.
âIt is nothing,â you said, feeling droplets of sweat coating the pads of your fingers, staining the coloured thread.
âYou keep staring at my hands. Why?â
He had beautiful hands, indeed.
âFor no reason.â
âLie to me one more time and I will not have you riding Vhagar with me again.â
You narrowed your eyes at him. âYou wouldnât dare.â
He clicked his tongue. âDo not try me.â
Your heart clenched as your felt trapped. âItâs nothing much,â you lowered your voice and glanced around to make sure no unwanted visitors were present. I was just wondering how it feels when you... uh... when you... do it.â
Aemondâs eyebrow arched. âDo... what?â
You werenât sure if he was genuinely unaware of the implication, or if he was just pretending in order to get you riled up. However, were willing to bet on the latter.
âHmm... you know...â you said, feeling your face burn hot from embarrassment. âHow does it feel when you⊠hmm⊠pleasure yourself,â you finally managed to get the words out but quickly added, âJust curious⊠because⊠hmmm⊠just curious andââ
You cut yourself off, realising you were now rambling.
Tense moments ticked by and you noticed Aemond Targaryen was visibly amused. âIs this your subtle way of asking me to touch myself in front of you?â
Panic immediately hit you hard. âOf course not! Why would I want to see that? How â how is thatâwhat? â I was merely wondering.â
He placed the heavy book on the table by his side, as his lips curled into a smile. âI wouldnât mind it.â
You shot him a death glare. âIf you donât want to tell me just say that.â
âI do not indulge in such depravities.â
âLies,â you threw at him in disbelief. âI do not believe you.â
âLies? Well, it does take one to know one, I reckon.â
You bit the inside of your cheek once at the remark regarding your earlier failed attempt at deception.
âThere is no need to get tense,â Aemond said, standing up to take a seat in the nearby velvet-padded settee.
âIâm really not.â
âWe all have urges, I suppose,â he then shrugged, staring at his own hands. âI have never done this with someone else. It could be⊠interesting.â
âYou could simply tell me how it feels or how you do it,â you said, mouth turning dry. âBesides, we would not be doing anything here.â
âWhy tell you when I can show you?â
He could not be seriousâŠ
âThe doors are closed,â he said, extending one hand to you. âNo one comes here this late at nigh. Come here.â
Your feet brought you to him before you could even process what was happening. âI was having a serious conversation and youâre now talking about your⊠yourâŠâ you pointed at his crotch as you say by his side.
This time he arched an eyebrow at you. âIâm afraid I donât follow. Werenât you the one who wanted to know how it feels like?â
Point taken. âYes, butââ
âSo what do you want me to talk about?â Aemond asked, lips turning into a devious grin.
âYou are being vulgar.â
âYou started this conversation, my lady,â he pointed out. âYouâre the one whoâs being vulgar.â
There was no way around it. You were definitely making things worse for yourself. This had started off innocently enough, but he was easily bending the conversation to his will.
You decided to ignore his remark and had your eyes on the lit fireplace in front of you, determined to enjoy the way the flames danced around and burned through the wood.
But Aemond was relentless.
âI can show you.â
Your heart skipped a beat. You awaited for him to quickly take that back as a joke, but that moment never came.
He was dead serious.
âNo, thank you,â you breathed, still not daring to look at him.
In all honesty, you wouldnât mind taking a peak, but you couldnât just admit to that. What if it made things awkward between you? What if you had crossed a line you werenât sure you could go back from?
You kept your eyes firmly locked on cackling fire, but you could feel him shift beside you. It was probably a bad idea to dart your eyes to the side to watch as his legs lazily sprawled out from the settee, with and one hand resting on his belt.
You jolted when you saw him extend his hand to you. âYou may touch it.â
This was definitely not what you had in mind. âUh...â
He chuckled briefly. âIt is my hand, not my cock.â
Your chin nearly dropped at his crass words and you frowned. âItâs simply genuine curiosity.â
He chuckled. âAnd Iâm here willing to satisfy that curiosity. We have shared a friendship for many years,â he said, voiced coated in tones of warm honey. âIf you are to learn about such things, Iâd rather be the one enlightening you.â
It was such an unexpected and truthful statement, you felt your heart soar.
But as satisfying as it was to hear such words from him, you still had a shred of dignity left. âWhat if someone comes in?â you hissed in a low voice, eyes roaming across the room.
âWe can be discreet,â he said. âHave you forgotten the many times we hid under beds after raiding the kitchen? No one would ever find us and those apples tasted ten times better.â
The memories of your shared youth tugged gently at your heartstrings.
âBut weâre not hiding.â
Aemond brought a finger to trace the back of your hand. âWe donât have to. Not anymore.â
You swallowed hard hand watched as he offered you his hand at first. Without failt, your heartbeat sped up instantly, but you did your best to ignore it as you inspected his hand. His palm was turned upwards, giving you access to his warm skin.
âCan I...?â
Aemond had his head on the backrest, half-hooded eye still on you. âYes.â
Holding the back of his hand in yours, you let your index finger slowly drag across it.
You could have sworn you heard the faintest sound come from him.
His skin felt really warm to the touch, nearly
âIs this alright?â you asked, halting briefly and studying his face.
âCarry on.â
But then something else in your field of vision caught your attention.
The hand he had resting on his belt drew you to look a bit further down andâ
âAemond?â your sudden gasp had him staring at you. âHow are you...â
He bent his neck to stare down at the bulge in his pants. âI have no control over it.â
You wanted to be outraged, but this made you feel empowered and did wonders to your ego. You wanted to let go of his hand and be done with... whatever this was.
But you didnât dare break contact with him.
If anything, the grip on his hand only intensified.
âKeep going⊠I can get harder than this.â
Gods. His hoarse voice immediately caused your thumb to resume the soft strokes along the palm of his hand.
The tension in the room was palpable, and you were no longer bothered in concealing how much your body craved more of him.
And just like Aemond had promised, you were able to see his cock growing harder and even twitching slightly each time you applied a certain amount of pressure on his skin.
Your breath was coming out in shallow pants.
You wanted more.
No.
You needed more.
Apparently, the feeling was mutual as he had his fingers on the buckle of his belt, tugging on it. The sight had your mouth watering. The not so subtle bulge was clearly making him uncomfortable in a way and in eye you detected undeniable lust.
You couldnât help but shift closer to him, and the motion triggered him into undoing his belt. Once he got it out of the way, he unbuttoned his pants.
He heaved a deep sigh of relief at sudden relief of tension.
âMaybe we should stop?â
âDo you want to?â he asked, gently fiddling with the waistband of his pants.
No. âItâs just... what if someoneââ
âYou keep sabotaging yourself,â he groaned in exasperation.
âBut... if someone comes in...â
He growled. âI will behead them.â
Your eyes widened in sudden horror.
âI am not being serious,â he finally added, offering you a grin. âJust enjoy this.â
In one switft motion, he pulled the fabric down, freeing his hard cock.
âOh...â
You had never seen one before. It looked intimidating and you tried to do something other than just glare, but you couldnât quite believe in what was happening just yet.
âSuch a pretty mouth...â he observed as his eye dropped to your lips and wrapping his fingers around himself.
Your clit was pulsing as your walls clenched and pushed out more and more wetness to coat your folds.
Aemond started pumping his cock in a lazy rhythm, eye fully locked with yours. You saw a few beads of a clear liquid pooling around the tip.
âKeep touching meâŠâ
âI... I...â you sounded like a fish out of water.
He tightened the grip on his cock, forcing more of the liquid to come out. Thatâs when it started sliding down and onto his knuckles.
âKeep goingâŠâ
It was clear he was getting impatient and the strain in his voice hit your brain, causing you to straighten before bringing the palm of his hand to your lips.
You made sure he kept his eye on you when you started pressing soft kisses to each finger.
âGood...â he praised and encouraged, bringing the palm of his other hand to rub on the tip of his cock.
He had his wetness smeared across his skin and you kept on kissing him until he dragged his hand down to pump his cock once again.
âLet me feel you,â he panted, squeezing himself tighter. âI want to feel you.â
You presse one last kiss to the palm of his hand. âWhat?â
It was his turn to grip your hand. âLet me fuck your hand.â
Oh⊠GodsâŠ
You felt a load of wetness leak from you itâd be a miracle if you managed to somehow finish this without having your own dress completely soaked.
He guided you down to his crotch, letting go of his cock only to have your own hand wrapping around him, drawing a beautiful hiss from him.
The sudden urge to kiss him took over your senses, and just as the thought flooded your mind your body promptly acted in it, and you crashed your lips onto his.
He was definitely caught by surprised, but had no problem reciprocating the same hunger and lust you felt for him by having his tongue against yours.
You allowed him to guide your hand up and down his cock with his own, feeling his grip increase. He set up a very slow rhythm as if making the most out of this moment.
âTighter...â he moaned in between a sloppy kiss.
Your fingers promptly squeezed around him. He had been leaking so much that it didnât take long before your own hand was drenched in his wetness.
It was hard to focus on his cock when he was completely robbing you of air, refusing to break the kiss.
When he finally let go of your lips, you saw him staring down at his cock fucking your hand. You could feel his breath come out in pants when he started lifting his hips to set a new tempo.
âIs⊠is this how you do it?â you said innocently.
Aemondâs eye closed shut and that was the best reply he could have given you.
You absentmindedly brought your free hand to roam under your dress and to your undergarments. Your wetness was sipping through the fabric, your pussy clenching at the thought of one day having him take your maidenhead.
You didnât even notice that he had undone his coat and lifted his shirt, exposing his abdomen as it flexed with each snap of his hips, a sheer coat of sweat forming as he sped up.
âAre you tighter than this?â he groaned.
How could someone be this⊠alluring?
He kissed you again, his hand gripping yours tighter once again.
But you needed more of him.
You pushed him away for a moment so you could swing one leg over his waist, effectively sitting on his crotch. Lifting your dress, you revealed your soaked undergarments. Aemond was shamelessly glaring at the stain that was spreading across the fabric.
âBe quiet,â you told him, squeezing his cock as a warning.
âI said nothing,â he said with a knowing smile.
You needed the friction on your clit and this new position would grant you that. With each thrust from him, your clit was being pressed gently, and you couldnât help the deep moan that slipled through your mouth.
Aemond finally let go of his grip in you and brought both hands to frame your face, once again draining your lungs from air as he pulled you into a scorching kiss.
You never thought youâd be this close to release, but that was the least of your concerns. You wanted to watch that beautiful man unravel before your eyes.
He kept on thrusting into your hand, and when he pulled away you knew he was close. You took some time to admire how his beautiful face twisted in pleasure, mouth parted into laboured gasps.
âFaster...â he urged you and you were more to glad to oblige.
You were now familiar with what made him groan deeper, gasp louder, and roll his hips higher. It took him only a few more moments before his thrusts started faltering, and he had to bite the back of his hand to keep himself from groaning out loud as hot spurts of cum started shooting against your undergarments. You shuddered as the head of his cock pressed into your clit and his warm released sipped into the fabric.
You tumbled forward to rest your head against his shoulder, not even concerned about the mess.
âThat wasâŠâ he let out, chest heaving rapidly.
âCan we do this again?â
You felt his chest rumble into yours. âGive me some time to recover⊠you just emptied meâŠâ
My darling, I read all the stories you write about me.. They are quite racy and yet; you seem to know me so well.. But when does our story begin? I want us to have a happy ending, despite what is fated to happen to your Prince. My Hawke, you do a great disservice to me by writing so many ah, .. kinky.. fics based on me doing deeds with other women, when I am only yours. I will not be betrothed to other women, especially this"y/n". Do not disappoint me..
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Hi! The enemies-to-lovers anon again. This one is going to be a long one, because Tumblr sucks. I was thinking of a scenario in which Aemond is sort of an asshole. Since you look like you're a fellow romance reader, I hope you're familiar with Lord of Scoundrels. Let's say a misunderstanding happens and Aemond is caught with a lady. Her family demands he marries her. He refuses, because he's done nothing. OTOH, she feels like she's got the short end of the stick 1/3
Am I doing a part 2 of this fic, yes. Yes I am. Hope you don't mind if I tweaked this ask just a little
Yes Aemond is a bit of an ass, yes his walls begin to crack, and yes feelings are felt by both of them
Aemond x reader | enemies to lovers | reluctant to admit feelings but BOY WHEN THEY DO | a duel
"If you think I am marrying that arrogant, puffed up-"
"I would advise you not to finish that sentence, Y/N."
You clamped your mouth tight shut, nostrils flaring, your fingernails digging into the flesh of your palms in your anger.
"You and prince Aemond were...caught together in a compromising position." Otto Hightower continued, Queen Alicent watching you out of the corner of her eye from over his shoulder.
"There was nothing compromising about it!" You protested for the umpteenth time that evening.
"You were seen together." Otto interrupted you, slamming his hand on the table. "In quite a suggestive position."
It was true, to an outsider's perspective. Aemond had had you pinned, momentarily, atop the bed. His hands had been on your personage in what could be interpreted as an intimate manner. Your legs had been wrapped around his torso, because you were getting ready to throw him off you...after you finished enjoying the feeling of his warm body pressed against your-
"Your family sent this." Your thoughts were interrupted as Otto threw an unsealed missive upon the desk. "They have demanded you now wed Aemond since your honor is in question 'because of him'."
Alicent snorted derisively, shooting you a chilling glare. "Aemond has refused, as is his right. We would never conscience a marriage to someone so staunchly in support of our enemies."
You fought the urge to roll your eyes, maintaining an impassive expression. "I'm crushed."
"For all your facades of sarcastic indifference, you will be crushed." Otto looked down his nose at you. "At least your reputation will be. Count yourself fortunate we are allowing you to return home, unscathed."
You shot him a withering glare before turning wordlessly on your heel and stomping from the room. Your blood was boiling. This was all his fault.
Aemond had caught you, yet again, leaving King's Landing after attending a very informative court festival. He had detained you, this had nothing to do with you wanting to be caught by him. Nothing to do with the thrill sparring with words and swords brought you.
You entered the elevated outdoor hallway surrounding the training courtyard and there he was. Silver hair flowing around his lean shoulders, his tunic hugging that trim waist of his almost too tightly.
He was alone, spinning and striking at a training dummy, the gravel beneath his boots crunching with each calculated step.
Good.
You wanted a word with him.
Descending the stone steps fluidly you grabbed a blunted training sword from the rack, hefting it in your hands before rushing the prince. You had the element of surprise and that still wasn't enough. Aemond whirled at the last moment and blocked your attack, the dull ring of metal-on-metal echoing off the stone walls surrounding you.
"I expected better of you than attacking from behind." Aemond chided, a mischievous twinkle in his eye.
He moved his sword against yours in a circular motion, almost disarming you.
You snarled at him.
"Eloquent."
"Give me my real weapons back and I would exact a such a vengeance upon you." You snapped, stepping to the side as Aemond began circling you slowly.
"Vengeance for what, exactly? You're the one who came into my home to spy on my family." He twirled his sword, measuring your response.
"You ruined my reputation!" You spat. "I am being sent back home in shame for something I didn't do."
"What didn't you do?"
"You! Everyone, including my family, thinks...thinks..."
Aemond arched a brow at you, his smirk growing. "Yes?"
"Thinks we were intimate before wedlock." You hated how much your face was burning, wanting to smack the austere expression of his perfect face. "And you said nothing to defend my honor."
"How very typical." Aemond stopped moving around you, leaning on the hilt of his sword as he observed you. "Missing the obvious and taking no responsibility." He shook his silver head patronizingly. "Why do you think you're leaving this city alive, hmm?"
You were silent, looking at him with murderous intent through your lashes.
"Keep looking at me like that and I might get the wrong idea." Aemond looked you over dubiously, his smirk faltering despite himself.
"I propose a compromise." You tried to bite back the bitterness in your voice.
"You're hardly in the position to bargain, Y/N." Aemond cocked his head, his silver hair spilling over his shoulder distractingly. "Yet, I'm listening."
"My prospects for a suitable marriage are now ruined, thanks to you and your...sparring tactics earlier." Your icy glare made Aemond purse his lips as he listened. "I propose a duel to measure the will of the gods. If I lose, I will return home and feed my family and the Blacks lies about your family's movements and plans. If I win, you marry me and put to bed-" You winced "put to rest the rumors about me and save my future."
Aemond considered you, his expression unreadable.
"You don't have to bear the consequences of any of this." You continued. "As the woman, I do."
"I thought you despised me."
"Aemond." You pinched the bridge of your nose. "I've kissed you on more than one occasion now, I would've thought it rather obvious how I feel."
He looked at you dubiously. "That was simply a means to escape."
"Doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it." You eyed him up. "And I dare say you did as well."
His jaw tightened but he didn't object, instead he gave you a terse nod, sending a surprised flutter to your chest.
"If you win...we will be wed, and your family would be allied with mine." He repeated slowly, tasting the words. "But if I win...you spread misinformation to the Blacks." Aemond's expression became borderline smug. "What a fascinating proposal, Y/N."
"Are you in or are you out?" You heaved a sigh, waiting for an answer as Aemond mulled it over.
"I'm in."
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"You're not even trying, Aemond." You hissed at the prince, your swords locked together in a statemate.
Your faces were so close, your breath stirred the strands of hair caught on his angular face as he used your interlocked hilts to pull you closer. "With this proposal, I win either way. Forgive me for taking my time." He shoved you away, almost sending you sprawling.
Luckily you caught yourself, regaining your footing in time to block his next attack. You ducked under his outstretched arm and lunged at his exposed back. Aemond spun around, crouching and bringing his sword across his body just in time to parry the blow.
"You've gotten better!" He observed, his violet eye alight with enjoyment. "Or is it just your desperation to wed me?"
"You'll be lucky to survive the first night in my bed." You snarled, swinging at him again and again, foiled each time by how agile he was.
"I expected you to be fierce." Aemond panted, a sheen of sweat showing on his brow now. "But not duplicitous, Y/N. It is your honor you duel for after all."
You feinted for his right side before striking at his left flank, landing a successful blow to his body despite his efforts to twist away.
The authority called a point in your favor, the small crowd of witnesses applauded reluctantly. You rolled your shoulders as the two of you prepared for another round. The final round.
It was obvious Aemond was pulling his strikes. What was his game?
"Do you enjoy the prospect of humiliating me?" You ground out through your teeth, careful to speak low enough so as not to be overheard. "Getting me overconfident enough to send me sprawling in the dirt."
Aemond was silent several moments, his focus intent on blocking your flurry of blows. "No." He spoke tersely, his eye finding yours with sudden heat. "That's not at all what I enjoy." His sword arced down at your head, forcing you to jump out of the way, rolling on the ground before regaining your feet. Aemond smirked. "Besides, you sprawling in the dirt seems to need no assistance from me."
"Is it too late to change the terms of our agreement?" You struck at his left shoulder then his right leg, almost making impact. "I'd like to just kill you instead of marrying you."
Aemond had the audacity to laugh at you. "You'll have to get in line, my dear."
You gave an enraged cry and lashed out at his abdomen. Aemond blocked too slowly, the tip of your blunted sword grazing his belly enough for all to see the clear winner.
Aemond dropped his own sword to the dusty earth, taking a kneeling position before you.
The presiding authority announced you the winner of the duel, to the satisfaction of the witnesses and the gods.
Aemond rose back to his feet, extending his hand to you. You hesitated only a moment, the heat of the duel beginning to cool, before taking it. Your heart fluttered, anger momentarily forgotten as Aemond placed a kiss to your knuckles. "Well fought, my flame."
"You let me win."
Aemond appraised you out of the corner of his eye a moment. "I actually didn't. Though I am not...displeased at the course of events."
"You're not?" Your hand flexed within his grasp.
Aemond sighed, watched the people privy to your duel file out of the courtyard. You saw his mother lingering in the shadows of the hallway, watching the two of you.
"I would have accepted your proposal of marriage without a duel, Y/N."
"But you refused when my family asked you to marry me."
"'Asked' is a generous way of saying it. They rather demanded it of me." Aemond shook his head, turning fully to you now. "I don't take kindly to demands." His thumb traced circles on the back of your hand. "And I wanted any sentiment of our union to come from you."
He regarded you a moment, the steely glint in his eye softening as it roved your features. "Is this truly what you desire, Y/N?"
"I wouldn't have suggested this duel if it wasn't." Your mouth had gone dry, your eyes flitting down to Aemond's parted lips. "I'm drawn to you like a moth to a flame. Time and again, and I am tired of being burned." You stepped into him, closing what remaining distance separated your bodies. "I wanted to be consumed by you."
"If this is another trick..." Aemond warned, his hand gripping hard at your waist as you traced his sharp jaw with your fingers.
"Well." You breathed, your lips brushing against his with each word. "We now have plenty of time and excuses to show how we really feel for each other."
Aemond kissed you, lingering moments as he savored your taste. He kept the embrace short and chaste, however, still aware of his mother's keen gaze. "You are a bold one, Y/N. As brazen and brash as you are beautiful."
"You can thank me later." You smiled up at him, watching the mask begin to falter just as your own walls were starting to break.
Aemond's hand caressed up and down your side. "I look forward to it."
âYouâve gotten better!â He observed, his violet eye alight with enjoyment. âOr is it just your desperation to wed me?â
Someone hold me back right now because if I sit on this man, no one but he will get me off!
Hi, Hawke! Let me pester you again (it's the last time... for now, I think LOL). Do you think Aemond has an extensive comprehension of anatomy? I can totally see him first-aiding his lady if she falls and breaks something, is bitten by a snake... or if their naughty, anxious baby decides to be born earlier than expected... I imagine Aemond acts as her midwife/doula, cuts the cord and stuff like that, to keep both mother and child safe until they can get a maester (who won't take as good care of them, to be honest). Have a nice weekend!
Oh hi! You are never pestering me!! I am just hoarding your enemies to lovers idea like a squirrel until I have time to write it ;)
I think mostly Aemond studied history and philosophy, his main goal initially being to make up for the incompetency of Aegon. When he meets his love, however, things change a little. He begins to study books that he deems relevant especially when she is pregnant better believe he's the dad who has that infamous Pregnancy Book. He's for sure the dad who is like "it should be the size of a grapefruit now" lmao
imagine the first time you and aemond have sex after the birth of your first child, the breeding kink still going strong as ever, and him telling you how much he misses seeing your belly swell with his child, how much he wants to see that sight again and just a very long long long ( and productive) night đźâđš
Summary: Aemond fucks you a little too hard⊠and it doesnât go unnoticed.
Pairing: Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader
Warnings: Comic relief. Aemond being Aemond. Aegon being Aegon and having a deathwish.
Word count: 1k
âWe ought to be on our way.â
You glanced lovingly at your husband who had been fixing his hair and attire, expertly getting rid of every and any proof of his earlier endeavour with you.
âMust we go?â
He arched an eyebrow at you. âWe must.â
Ever dutiful.
Sighing heavily, you threw your legs over the edge of the bed, suddenly feeling a faint sting in your inner thigh as cramps spread throughout your legs.
You took a mental note to never let Aemond fuck you ever again before a royal feast.
He came to stand before you, extending his hand with a devious smile tugging at his lips. âShall we, lady wife?â
The discomfort only increased as you reading yourself to stand on your feet.
âAemondâŠâ
He eyed you intensely, taking a hold of your arm as you slumped against the mattress. âAre you well?â
âI think Iâve strained somethingâŠâ
You rubbed at your inner thigh before realising the pain extended to your groin as well.
Aemond crouched at your feet, his eye widening slightly. âWas it my doing?â
Ah. The male ego.
âI suppose,â you nearly chuckled. âYou might have overdone it this time, lord husband.â
He placed both hands on your thighs. âI would usually apologise, but considering the circumstances, Iâll take it as a compliment.â
You huffed in forced annoyance as he planted a kiss atop your knee through your dress.
âShould I kiss it better?â
Tempting, but time was of the essence.
âHelp me up,â you said, brushing a stray strand of silver hair behind his ear.
Aemond rose to his feet and grabbed both your arms. With little to no effort, he brought you up to stand in front of him.
A jab of soreness dug into your muscles and you couldnât hold back a hiss.
Your husband planted a soft kiss to your forehead.
âShould I carry you?â
You glanced back at him only to find a playful smile on his face. âAemond Targaryen, you will do no such thing. Just help me get to the dining hall.â
Aemond wrapped one arm around your waist. âAre you certain?â
You offered him a weak smile. âIâm sure it will pass.â
It did not pass.
In fact, you could feel the throb intensifying with each step along the loomy halls of the Red Keep. Aemond made sure you were close enough so he could check on you periodically. Your sudden ailment turned the heads of many Kingsguard that would occasionally offer help.
Aemond would have none of it, of course. Heâd sooner have you use him as clutch.
Which was precisely what you were doing.
âWe will never try that position ever again,â you hissed through gritted teeth, clasping his arm with increased strength.
He patted your hand softly. âIf memory serves me right, you were the one who suggested it.â
Infuriating.
âBe it as it mayâŠâ
Your voice died in your throat as the two of you approached the large dining hall, the sound of cheerful music and indistinguishable voices filling your ears.
Even though you struggled down the stairs, you put on a wide smile in the hopes it would be enough to hide the discomfort.
âYou are going to scare someone off,â Aemond whispered in your ear teasingly.
Your smile promptly dropped and you cleared your throat. âThis is all your fault.â
He didnât contest your accusation.
âIf I stand here without moving, no one will notice.â
âYes, I am sure that will not raise suspicions when the time comes to sit at the table, lady wife,â he said, sarcasm laced with amusement dripping from his voice.
A servant came before you, holding a platter with several cups of wine. âMay I tempt you, my prince? My lady?â
You immediately snatched one in your hand, knowing that alcohol might ease the throbbing in your inner thigh.
Desperate for some relief, you downed most of the liquid, earning a surprised look from Aemond. âYouâd do well to go easy on that. We do not need a second Aegon amongst us.â
You blinked at him. âThis is all your fault.â
âI heard you the first time,â he nodded, lips curling upwards.
People from all over the Seven Kingdoms swarmed the large hall, making it nearly impossible to walk through without bumping into a few guests.
Your limping might have gone unnoticed by those around you, but the sudden wave of relief was cut short when you spotted Aegon heading your way.
âBrother!â
He had definitely emptied a fair share of cups of wine already. You gathered it from all over-the-top excitement and overjoy from spotting his younger brother.
âWhy are you walking like that?â he then nudged you in the side playfully.
âSword practice yesterday,â Aemond said immediately.
âI tripped on my way here,â you blurted out simultaneously, earning a stare from Aegon.
His eyes hopped from you to Aemond in silence and you then saw a knowing smile appear on his lips.
âI see,â Aegon lifted his cup, drinking the liquid inside all at once. âDidnât know you had it in you, little brother.â
Aemond shot him a death glare. âWhatever that means.â
Aegon rolled his eyes and chuckled, his breath reeking of wine. âPlease⊠sword practiceâŠâ he said as he wiggled his eyebrows at you.
You felt Aemond tense under your touch. âMust you be so vulgar?â
âI am sure my sister-in-law agrees with me,â he said with a shrug, before stealing another cup from a passing servant. âHowâs my brotherâs sword?â
You choked on your own saliva and Aegon quickly passed you his own cup of wine.
âAegon,â Aemond said as a warning, taking a few steps towards him.
After a few hasty gulps, you were able to breathe once more. âLetâs go, AemondâŠâ
Your husband took the cup from your hand and shoved it into his brotherâs chest until he grabbed it.
Their relationship was rocky to say the least. Aemond extended the bare minimum amount of respect as he possibly could to Aegon.
Aegon frowned. âYouâre so frigid, little brother.â
His voice faded away as Aemond walked you through a few guests, greeting the ones you knew and smiling at the ones you didnât.
Soon after, you walked right into Queen Alicent âOh, dear⊠why are you limping?â her voice was filled with worry as her features twisted in concern as she took you in her arms, her warmth filling your entire body.
âSword practice yesterday,â you said with a forced smile.
âShe tripped on her way here,â Aemond said.
She looked taken aback for a moment. âWhat?â
Great.
You were about to change the topic when you felt a heavy hand on your shoulder.
Aegon.
âSeems like Aemond went too hard on her with his sword, mother.â
You watched as Aemondâs lips pursed into a thin line. If looks could kill, you were dead sure Aegon Targaryen would get buried several feet beneath the Red Keep in an instant.
âAemond!â Alicent gasped, cluthing her pearl necklace. âI warned you not to do so.â
A pang of cold sweat ran through you as your heart dropped to your stomach. Had she caught on to Aegonâs innuendo?
Alicent wrapped one arm around you protectively. âYou are a seasoned swordsman, but she isnât. You must not be so demanding.â
âOf course, mother.â
Your heart soared once again with relief and you sank into Alicentâs embrace.
âI reckon she is getting the hang of it,â Aegon grinned, taking another sip from his cup. âWouldnât you agree, brother?â
âI reckon you should keep your mouth shut, brother,â Aemond said abruptly.
âHonestly, Aegon, do tear yourself from that cup of wine,â she scolded in a low voice before turning to you. âShould I fetch a maester?â
âOh! No, no,â you quickly said, forcing yet another smile. âIâm already feeling much better, thank you, your grace.â
You were wholeheartedly grateful for Alicentâs caring and nurturing nature and, truth be told, you did feel some of the throbbing pain ease.
Aemond came to join your side once again, pushing Aegonâs hand off your shoulder.
Otto Hightower appeared out of nowhere, jolting you as he towered over you. He offered a curt smile and nod before bending to whisper something in his daughterâs ear.
Alicentâs face deepened with worry once again. âShould I go and be by his side?â
Otto shook his head. âNo need. He just needs some rest.â
The effect those words had on the two siblings was immediate: Aegonâs face dropped into a faint frown as he exchanged glances with Aemond.
Her body was suddenly tense against yours, but she merely nodded. The kingâs health had been declining rapidly, causing him to miss out of most of the events heâd once took joy in organising.
âAre you well, my dear?â Otto was back to his usual pleasing demeanour as he looked at you.
You nodded sweetly, but Aegon was apparently bent on antagonising you. âAemond hurt her with his sword.â
The older man arched an eyebrow at your husband. How come?â
You could tell Aemond was close to lunging at his brother and mustered all of his will-power to prevent that from happening.
âItâs nothing. It happens,â you chuckled through the tension that had settled.
âWe should get her a maester,â Alicent said, her eyes roaming across the vast hall.
âLighten up, brother,â Aegon cheered with another sip as Aemondâs face twisted into a menacing scowl. âWe are merely concerned for your wife.â
Otto brought his hands up into a series of small claps of approval. âGood, good. Family stands together.â
You wished you could vanish into a hole in the ground and disappear, but before you could entertain that idea, Grand Maester Maester was spotted in the crowd and Aegon rushed to summon him.
By the time the old man managed to join your side, you immediately regretted ever joining your husband in this feast.
âPlease⊠there is no need for this,â you said as you began to panic.
âAemond hurt her with his swordâŠâ Aegon feigned concern before wiggling his eyebrows.
Maester Mellos was perceptive enough to gather the implication in his words, promptly clearing his throat.
Alicent came to that same realisation next as she sighed heavily, glaring disapprovingly at Aegon. âOh⊠you imbecileâŠâ
You felt heat take over your body from the embarrassed.
And in no time, Aemond was on Aegon, gripping the back of his neck with bone-cracking force and hissing at him. âIâve had enough of you.â
âLet go of me!â he tried to jerk away, but Aemondâs grip didnât ease.
âStop it. Both of you,â came Ottoâs authoritarian voice, effectively tearing both siblings away from each other.
Maester Mellos seemed suddenly out of place as he approached you. âIf there is anything I can do to help, let me know, my lady. I have some oils that⊠are quite effective⊠inâŠâ he fell silent, avoiding Queen Alicent and Ottoâs inquisitive stare.
Aemond took you in his arm once more as you growled at him absolutely mortified. âThis is all your fault.â
Warnings: Explicit sex and the reader is described as small { also praise kink and size kink oof }
Synopsis: You decide to try something new with your husband and attempt to take control in the bedroom.
Authorâs note: I have nothing to say about this other than Iâm not sorry for being so horny lol all I want is to be Aemondâs perfect little wife,,, also Iâm posting this from my phone since I donât have access to my laptop rn so Iâm not using my taglist, Iâll do a taglist reblog tomorrow or something
Aemond Masterlist
You were a good wife. You did your best to please your husband and he enjoyed teaching you pleasures you never knew were possible.
Aemondâs large hands gripped your hips as he flipped you over onto your stomach after already pulling one release from you.
âWait,â you gasped out.
âHm?â
You looked over your shoulder at him.
âI- I wanted to try something⊠different,â you said timidly.
âOh? Does my sweet little wife desire me differently? Tell me, my love,â he said as he leaned over your body and pressed a kiss to your lips.
These several months youâd been married to Aemond had been bliss.
But though your husband had given you toe curling, screaming his name orgasms, you were still timid when it came to expressing your needs. It was a mixture of embarrassment and inexperience but you were determined to overcome those feelings and be as open as your kind husband was with you.
You always let him take you, rather than take any sort of charge in the situation. You knew he liked it that way, and truthfully you did too, but you wondered if something different could be just as enjoyable.
âUm, yes. Could you⊠could you lay down on your back?â you asked.
He smirked and nodded as he released you and did as you bid.
He looked like an angel like this, his white hair splayed out around his head like a halo, you thought as you climbed atop him and straddled him.
Your heart pounded as you leaned down and kissed him.
He started to sit up and kiss you back with that casual control of the situation that always made you wet but you shook your head and pulled back.
You pushed down on his shoulders to make him lay down once again.
He pressed his lips together, though amusement was evident on his face.
âJ-just lay there,â you said.
He let out a deep breath and nodded.
âWhatever you wish,â he said as he snatched your hand and pressed a kiss to your palm.
You ground yourself down on him and he let out a soft groan that stoked the fire already burning within you.
You reached down and gripped his hard length before you lined him up and sunk down until he was fully inside you.
âOh my gods,â you choked out and he smirked.
Your husband was well endowed, that you already knew, but youâd never taken him like this before and you felt so full of him you forgot how to breathe for a second.
He ran his hands up your thighs and to your waist.
You leaned down once more to press a kiss to his perfect lips before you sat up and began to rock your hips back and forth slowly.
Aemond sighed in pleasure as his eye fluttered closed.
He began to roll his hips with you and you moaned.
His hands wandered to cup your breasts as you gripped his shoulders.
He began to thrust up into you and you felt a wave of pleasure and submission start to overcome you but you shook your head and looked at him sternly.
âNo.â you said as you stopped your movement.
He raised his eyebrow at you in question, defiance in his eye. Your husband was not someone who easily submitted and you were not someone who easily took charge.
âLay still,â you ordered as you gripped his chin and kissed him again and licked into his mouth.
When you pulled back he had a smirk on his lips once more.
âYes, my lady,â he murmured.
You began your movement once again and you both moaned in pleasure.
âYou are doing so well, little wife,â he groaned.
âOh,â you gasped as you reached for the headboard behind him to give you leverage.
You began to bounce up and down his length and you both moaned once again at the change in tempo.
He gripped your ass and groaned.
âYou feel so good,â you gasped and he grunted in agreement.
Your pace started to falter as you heaved breaths and he bit his lip as he stared at you in lust.
âDo you need some help, pretty girl?â he asked and his voice dripped with condescension.
It shouldnât make your head rush with desire for him, but it does.
You whimpered.
âTell me what you need,â he ordered and you stopped long enough to kiss your lips to his messily.
âYou,â you gasped and he smirked.
He gripped your waist again and used his strength to lift you up and down and bounce you on his cock.
âYou take me so well, sweetheart,â he said and the praises that fell from his lips made you gush with another wave of arousal.
âAemond,â you moaned.
He began to thrust up into you as well and all you could do was grip the muscles of his arms and hold on.
âPerfect,â he grunted.
You moaned as you felt the heat within you tighten and threaten to snap as you clenched down on him.
âYou did so good, little wife. Let go, come for me,â he crooned and your body obeyed immediately.
You gasped his name and he pulled your face down to his with a hand on the back of your neck and devoured your sounds with a kiss that took your breath away.
âMy perfect, sweet girl,â he murmured against your lips before he suddenly flipped you over onto your back and slid himself back inside you with a groan.
He practically folded you in half as he pressed his weight down on you and pounded in and out of you as he took his own pleasure.
You entwined your fingers in his hair and kissed every part of his skin that you could reach.
âYouâre so big,â you gasped and he groaned.
âI am going to fill you, my gorgeous little wife, is that what you want?â
âYes, please,â you whimpered.
He groaned as he reached his release and filled you to the brim as he promised.
You smiled at him as you both caught your breath.
You stretched your legs out, but he did not pull out of you, he merely rested himself on top of you.
You wheezed a laugh.
âCanât breathe,â you gasped.
He chuckled and rolled his weight off you before he tugged you into his side.
âKiss me, my love?â you asked as you lifted your face.
âOf course,â he murmured as he kissed you sweetly and softly.
âPerhaps we could try that again sometime,â you suggested.
âWe can try whatever you like,â he said with a kiss to your temple.
âBut, it was good for you too, right?â you asked nervously.
He huffed a laugh. âYes. You did well, little love,â he said and pulled you fully on top of him.
âPerhaps with practice you could ride me without assistance,â he purred as he kissed your jaw.
âAemond,â you protested as you hid your face in his neck with embarrassment.
He chuckled, âI am only teasing. You were perfect and I enjoyed helping you,â he reassured as he rubbed your back.
âI love you,â you mumbled.
âAnd I love you,â he said sweetly as he led your lips to his with a finger underneath your chin.