Lady Brownie Dreams

I want to understand myself better abilities and all. The character and original card designs are the copyrighted property of BMKennedy.

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I love it when I feel my guides laugh.

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I really don't believe in soul mates or twin flames or whatever you want to call them. Something about this notion of finding the one or the other half of yourself, is a load of propaganda. I believe that it just plays off of human mating stuff that is more hormonal than spiritual. Every individual person is a whole being. I am more inclined to believe that our paths lead us to meet the right people at the right time, to give us opportunities to learn and become the best person that we can be.

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Finding everything relatable when hanging out with people, to only then later, when you are by yourself, realise that only maybe some of it was actually relatable.

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I cannot help but feel cheated now that I know that the only intense crushes that I’ve experienced didn’t come from me.

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"You might be empathic if you are an introvert" yeah but you could also be extroverted and be empathic. An adoptive big sister of mine is an extroverted empath, and I am an introverted empath, where you get your social energy from doesn't make one more or less inclined to abilities.

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My cards are complimentary to my abilities, they can help me figure out things that are still hazy in my minds sensations, ear, and eye. They are also a crutch that I should ween myself off of.

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Crystal keeps turning up for me, something is going on internally. Most likely inner beauty, self-discovery.

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I am confused, but certain. I know something is up as I find myself falling in love with myself. A voice trying to make me believe the worst, but when I call home everything is fine.

Felicia comes up; there are assets that I am not utilising.

Voice, cards aren't supposed to be upside down in my deck, it is talking to the base of wheat; perhaps something from home that I am still connected to that's attempting to cling on. --- My back is slouched, and I went regency dancing all night last night, there is a pain or tension around the bottom of my right shoulder blade.

Wheat; home

Vanlae, a sister, who will take get strides for knowledge; facing towards wheat, the answers --- a slight squeeze at my shoulder, a bump on the bicep --- The answers at home --- I sweep away what ever is at the crown of my head, I may need water.

The Blave, princess bride reference, to bluff or to bluff someone in attempts to convince them that true love is not possible --- right side of bridge of nose. I shake my head.