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I'll be your secret keeper.

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Eleanor and Maria

Eleanor and Maria have been best friends since they were 3.

They have grown up together for years.

They  have had experiences  together such as having  their period, changing the way they dress, having a crush on someone. And  they start to feel a warm feeling called love.

 Maria has a crush on Greyson, a guy from her school.

"He's so handsome, El. He's also smart. Oh my God! His hair, his face, his eyes, everything about him is just perfect. You should meet him one day." said Maria happily to Eleanor, describing the love of her life.

"Oh, El. He, even, asked me out. And I said yes! I'm so happy!" Maria continued her long  story about Greyson. 

Eleanor listened to Maria quietly.  She did not say anything, but she just smiled. She got hurt in her heart, it could be seen through her eyes. The way she behaved showed that she liked Maria.

Time goes by. Eleanor, finally, started to be brave to tell Maria about her feeling.

"Maria. I-I love you." said Eleanor with shaky voice. 

"Aww. I love you too, sweetheart." Maria replied cheerfully and she hugged Eleanor tightly.

Eleanor grabbed  Maria's hands and looked  into her eyes. 

"No, Maria. I love you not as a best friend. I LOVE you." Eleanor stressed the L word.

Maria smiled.

"No, El. You can't. I'm a girl, you are a girl. A girl is not supposed to fall in love with a girl. God makes human in pair, a man and a woman, a girl and a boy. Like Greyson and I." 

Eleanor just chuckled 

"Let us just break the rules then! You should break up with Greyson. And date me instead. I know you love me too. I know we are meant to be together. And I have known  that I am fated to love you."

"Eleanor, my dear. I love you. I really do. But I can only love you as my dearest friend. I'm sorry." said Maria with a sad face. 

Again, Eleanor chuckled at Maria's words.

"So it's true. Fate really works in a strange way." said Eleanor with  blurry eyes.

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Baru

“Nak, ayo cepat keluar. Tamunya sudah datang.” ucap ibuku sambil mengetuk pintu kamarku perlahan.

“Iya, sebentar lagi.” jawabku singkat sambil terus menatap pantulan diriku di cermin.

Rambut panjang terurai indah hingga mencapai pinggangku.

Dadaku yang kubuat membesar dengan sedikir paksaan.

Wajah yang telah aku rias sedemikian rupa agar aku terlihat cantik.

Gaun merah muda yang aku gunakan, dengan pita sebagai pemanis.

Aku tersenyum.

“Sayang, ayo cepat. Sudah ditunggu.” ujar ibuku kembali dari depan pintu kamarku.

Senyumuku sirna seketika.

Saat ini hatiku kembali dibalut dengan keraguan.

Apakah akan baik-baik saja juka aku keluar dengan dandanan seperti ini? Bagaimana perasaan ibu jika melihat aku keluar dengan keadaan begini?

Kali ini aku harus memantapkan hatiku untuk menunjukkan diriku yang sebenarnya.

Senyumku kembali merekah.

“Iya, Bu. Ini aku sudah selesai. Ibu duluan saja.” jawabku.

Aku kembali memerhatikan pantulan diriku di dalam cermin sambil terus tersenyum.

Iya, ini aku. Aku yang baru. Aku yang selama ini selalu sembunyi di balik aku yang dulu.

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Rain

It is the middle of July

The sun does not shine

The birds do not chirp

Blue sky turns into dark

The wind blows

Leaves and branches waving, as if they are waving at me

The sky screams

I can hear rumbling sound from up there

Oh, it’s just a thunder

It sounds like choir to my ears

 Looks like it’s going to rain

Tiny corn-like of water fall down

I can see people wearing long coat passing by

I can hear the sound of their shoes striking the ground

Rushing, avoiding the rain

I can see young couple,

The guy covering his lover from the rain like she is his most valuable treasure

 I love showering in the rain

I can cry in the rain, no one will see my tears

Also, my pain get washed away

As if I am totally cured

I let the rain kiss me, like the butterfly kisses the flower

I let the rain beat upon my head

I let the rain sing me a lullaby

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Crush Stealer

What would you do if your friend steal your crush?

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Not a good one tho. But I’ll try to make a better one!

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Happy Cakeday Kwon Ji Yong! xo

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Does someone care to explain what is this?

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How could someone be so cute and hot at the same time!?

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They say that time flies, but you keep breaking its wings

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The only trophy you deserve, catastrophe

Tablo Lee

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Hurt

Now I know how it felt, losing someone who I always talk about anything to. it so effin’ hurt

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“I’m fine,” She said.

“I completely am fine!”

You believe what she just said.

But, do you know?

Deep down inside her heart, she was broken.

She’s not fine, at all.

Do you even care?