Still scared
I recently watched the new season of stranger things and robin’s speech hit me like a brick. “I was looking for the answers in somebody else but I had all the answers. I just needed to stop being so goddamn scared…” I’m scared. Everyday I hold myself back because I don’t know what’s coming next and that scares me. I’m looking for someone to fill this emptiness in me or at least understand me so i don’t feel so alone. Life is moving and i’m holding onto a secret i don’t know what to do with. I keep telling myself moving out will fix it, even though i know it won’t. I won’t be my truest self unless I stop being scared of who i really am.













